#transformersfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

Message for all our fellow Decepticons and anyone who needs it: you are all incredibly valued, and seeing your asks always makes us smile. You are all doing amazingly, no matter how much of a struggle it might be. You're stronger than you realize, and we promise you, things will get better. No matter how impossible that may seem now, things will get better. Just take it a step at a time, and be kind to yourselves, okay? Drink enough water, make sure to get enough food, take a nap if you need it, medication if you need to, whatever you need to do. Also we are offering virtual hugs if you want. Stay safe out there o7

-Bumblebee and Megatron fictives! (#🎭🧭)

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[transformerskinfessions]

Days Skywarp has gone without crying or otherwise having a breakdown about missing his trine: 3 Zero, as of right fucking now. TC. Thundercracker. My beautiful, handsome mech. Built so big and strong, all to protect us. Star, oh Starscream. My ingenious, silvertongued Trineleader. My beloveds. I miss you both more than my spark can bear. It tears me apart inside. I miss you both so badly. I need you both. It’s… pathetic, how little I’m able to function without your voices in my audials and your gentle nudges in my processor guiding me along. I wish you were here. I know you would hate to see me in this state, but I so badly wish you were here. If only for the comfort your presences would provide.

[fictive]

[fictivecalls]

Hi, uh I'm Bumblebee from the Bumblebee movie and I. Really miss Charlie like a lot. My bestie ): Charlieee... I'd also love to see anyone else from source but specifically her. I'm over at @youarebeing-deceived (our sideblog for our TF fictives) and uh we're 15 (almost 16) bodily if that matters... yea!

-M. V

[transformerskinfessions]

Prime Starscream fictive. I miss my trine. Far more than I would ever admit aloud. Skywarp, Thundercracker, if I could go back in time and prevent your deaths, I would. I am more sorry than I can say.

[transformerskinfessions]

staring at the wall realizing my TC was the youngest of the trine. baby. loud ass baby. thunderbaby. babycracker. actually no that last one sounds wrong. but like. oh my god. no wonder he still had a functioning moral compass.

-Skywarp🌌

[fictive, bro im continuity soup]

[transformerskinfessions]

MESSAGE TO ALL DECEPTICONS!!

You are all amazing and valued and we miss you dearly. Stay strong out there.

-Megatron and Bumblebee (fictives from a tfone au)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Very funny being a fictive heavy sys. World's worst crossover episode. Starscream Transformers is best friends with Michelangelo ROTTMNT. Many such cases.

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[transformerskinfessions]

I can't help but feel guilty for the source memories I have...

I miss my Lord, despite the absolute horrors I endured at his side. It's sort of our brain's way of rationalising and coping with our "true" memories of similar problems.

I wish I was back there, on the Nemesis, second in command with him looming over. It just felt right, like it's the one place I fit, stood in his shadow.

I almost want to seek out an introject of him with similar experiences, but I know that isn't healthy or acceptable...

- Starscream (fictive)

[fictionkinfessions]

tfw you're a fictive from a super popular source but you're background character who's whole existence is one paragraph and there's maybe Two people who would remember you. So this ask is directed to those two

Doubledealer, you're a fucking coward and you know it. You probably don't remember my name, or my face, but I hate you with my whole being. I had a life, but because of you the most important thing I ever did was die. You should've been the one who got slagged.

Rodimus, I really hope you're doing well. I only knew you as Hot Rod, but I've always thought you were cool, and out of any of us I'm glad it was you who got off Ki-Aleta. Honestly, I don't really mind being a footnote in your story. Take care of yourself out there.

Oh! And to Gizmo and Backbeat, if you're out there, I hope you're ok too. You probably aren't around, because all three of us fall into the Forgettable Obscure Background Character role, but idk. I'm here, so maybe you are too.

I'm probably shooting a long shot. Nobody remembers me, do they? Whatever. I hope everyone with an obscure source or is an obscure character has a good day/night/whatever.

-Download

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[fictionkinfessions]

thought the ask games could be fun. can be considered either lgbt canons or a clarification, i suppose. meant to be clarifying but due to the nature of cybertronians, a lot of us would be considered queer by human standards, so that ones up to you id guess.

anyhow. trines. seekers were/are a rather secretive group of bots, so im sure many grounders had their own (incorrect) assumptions. i know many assume that "trine" is just an additional label to something else - be it tacked onto friends, family, or partners. however, that is just a very common misconception. trine is its own relationship.

you have friends, (chosen) family, partners, cohorts, gestalts, amicas, conjunxes, and trines. probably more types of relationships out there that i just simply cannot name. no one relationship is more or less valued than another overall, though may be seen as more or less important to an individual.

regardless, yes, trines were their own relationship catagory with their own meaning. i cant exactly explain it in human terms, not anything more than an approximate translation at least. trines meant a unique kind of love and trust. they meant always having others to help you. they meant always flying in anothers wind, always having someone to help with the parts of your wings you cant reach, always having others to come back to, always having someone in your spark. they meant "theres no one else i would rather be beside." they meant "it doesnt matter what happens to us or what people think of us, because we will still love each other, whatever that love may mean."

in my experience it also meant "holy scrap you are annoying. i love you. get the fuck out of my office" HAHA.

now, note that while you may read my (basic, not entirely accurate) attempt at translaton and go "that just sounds like (this type of relationship)" youd be both correct and incorrect. relationships of all kinds overlap with each other in many ways and yet continue to be unique to themselves.

trines were not platonic, nor were they romantic, familial, or whatever else type of relationship or attraction or what have you that you could think of. that is an organic limitation. we are not organics. we are different in that we experience the world differently. any true attempt to get more detailed would fall apart very quickly, as there is no human comparison to base it off of.

all you have to know is that trines love each other because they are trine. theres not much else to it.

(i have a lot more thoughts about trines and their cultural significance to us seekers, as its... a topic ive always been fond of, even before now. however, im choosing to LEAVE that for another day because this is LONG and STUPID and MUSHY. never living this down. do NOT look at me.)

-- ⭐ starscream. (fictive.)

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[transformerskinfessions]

Hello, uh. Never done one of these before, but I'm a First Aid fictive. I'm the system's co-host and that seems to be the way of it for the foreseeable future. I'm looking for, well, anyone! Anyone who misses Cybertron, or misses what it was like to transform, or the people they knew. I'd really just like to know people who GET it, whether you share a continuity or not. 20+ only, I'm nearly 28 myself. You can follow me on this blog, just heed the pinned. I'd also like to say that while I might talk about memories and people in them, I understand the separation of them and anyone who happens to kin or be a fragment identifying with said character. AKA no projection or expectations from me! Doubles welcome! It's a new life, I've got no grudges and no demands for atonement. Be yourself, drink water, and welcome!

@firstaid-box !!

[fictionkinfessions]

I can see where humans, extrapolated, a relationship between me and Starscream, but it's weird and I'd rather it stop.

Trust me, it would have never worked out. Whatever was between him and Megatron I wanted absolutely no part of, not unless I had a death wish. I meant it too when I switched sides, and cross faction relationships never ended well despite what your silly little fan works hope for.

~Knockout ♡ (transformers fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Do they know I had joined the profession to heal? I saved lives. I stayed to save lives. As pointless as our work on Delphi felt, I stayed because I knew that we were the last line of defense between those miners — the exiles, the pariahs, tossed aside by the Senate and the Council — and gruesome death. I hadn't thought about it very deeply then because I had too much work to busy myself with, but I did feel some kind of sympathy, didn't I?

What reason did they have for sending me to Messatine? I know now, of course, but I didn't at the time. And I had very little control over it. I had no way of knowing Tarn would do what he did.

Those miners didn't know what would happen to them when they were sent for the nucleon, either. Being on Messatine wasn't a future anyone dreamed of. They either planned to return to Cybertron, or they made their peace with the fact they'd die there — with or without my medical expertise.

And yet I stayed. More than that, Aid and Ambulon saw it through. Or tried to. Hah. That part wasn't entirely my fault, but a concession I'll make now is that for all the help I wanted to give, I loathed receiving it.

That's probably where I went wrong, isn't it. Even after the DJD's interference, through the fog of my mania, I never went into anything planning to take a life. I didn't enjoy it. It was not fun. I lost control of myself.

It's a terrifying thing, to lose control so badly. To hear his voice when he's not there. I didn't want to. I was just so angry — I saw his reflection in Adaptus and even then, I knew I had acted against myself. I didn't want to.

I became a doctor to save lives. But yes, the malpractice jokes are funny.

(#🫀🪚☕️, transformers, tag as fictive)

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[transformerskinfessions]

I have your coding forever running through my head, sweetly whispering in my audials to [forever be loyal/listen to your commands/Love one’s trine above oneself]. I don’t know how much of my feelings are my own, anymore. I cant tell if I hate you or love you. Your claws are curled around my spark, my throat, my mind. I miss you so badly. My Commander, My [Trineleader-Revered], My Winglord.

I’m going to break your nose if I ever see you again. [affectionate]

[transformerskinfessions]

okay this might just be a [Warp-Self] thing but. @ Seekers who r missing their trines and find it difficult wrt [Self-Maintenance] without [External Directive]: consider the Finch app. little bird bosses you around and tells you to eat and scrap. It’s like a mini Starscream in my pocket /silly

-Skywarp [fictive]

[fictionkinfessions]

Is it a betrayal, to change my designation without you here to bestow a new one to me? You were always such a traditionalist in that sense, my burning star.

I’ve tried to continue wearing it, but… the name Skywarp just feels so Wrong to me now. I can’t bear to be addressed with the full thing, the reminder of my [function] over my [chosen trade]. I wish you were here to advise me.

I miss hearing your voice.

[#skywarp🌌,fictive, transformers]

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