#trembling sky

[tremblingskysblog]

You feel like home but you know you can’t ‘cause you don’t have a home

~22.6.22~

[sobecomesomethingelse]

it’s the end of a very long week at my corporate job and i am holding paige gently in my arms because i know what it’s like to be a cog in a machine that doesn’t care that you exist, that ultimately doesn’t care at all that you’re a human being, because as an employee, no matter how well loved you are by the people around you, you’re either the answer to a problem that needs to be solved or you are a problem that needs to be solved

and the gears of the machine will break every shred of stability you’ve tried to gather carefully around yourself over the years into rubble the moment you become a problem

and once it’s done, and the core routine of your life has been destroyed and the bonsai shape you’ve forced your habits and so very many days of your one precious life into for them has been rendered obsolete, once you have been discarded, afterwards the leadership you worked so hard for will sit back and call it a good day’s work

and i know too how the screws holding you in your place feel so different, so much tighter when your life doesn’t have any other stable anchor, when the job you do is the one tenuous lifeline you’ve been able to grab ahold of in the vast dark sea of adulthood responsibilities that the neglected child inherits, and you have to pretend, day after day after day in the cool air conditioning of your office building or your work from home space, as the seasons go by on the other side of the windows, that the job is a choice

i do, for what it’s worth, hate myself a little bit for knowing that i also wouldn’t have stepped forward at the sacrifice. what good would it have done? a moment of struggle, of defiance, ending in one more body up in flames in the name of progress

but i’ll tell you something else

and that’s what happens when you trap people, reasonably intelligent and capable human beings who would if circumstances were otherwise be good people, in situations where they can’t go on ignoring the monumental, meaningless cruelty of this horrible thing we’re trapped inside of

if you push your people far enough

something new begins

[reginrokkr]

◜Book of Revealing.◞ They believed that they could save the world, but they didn't know if this world actually needed to be saved. Maybe the world in their memories was but an afternoon forever bereft of blooming sunflowers.

[ashfdhfgdsfk]

true love is, despite very much enjoying the rare sound of thunder, still closing all the windows and playing loud soothing sounds to block it out because it terrifies your dog

[hauntingblue]

Why only kiku against kanjuro??? They should gang up against him I don't believe in fair fights

[bird-inacage]

Love in the Air: Sky x Prapai Screen Dump (Part 2)

(Part 1) (Part 3)

Sky’s sketchy ex comes back to haunt him :(

“If you are my friend, don’t mention him anymore. Understand?” - Sky

“I won’t let anyone take you away from me.” - Prapai

[fembutchboygirl]

I just learned something so incredibly fucked up

[dare-g]

The Sky Trembles and the Earth Is Afraid and the Two Eyes Are Not Brothers (2015)

[epersonae]

Four years ago today

[tremblingskysblog]

şimdi sırtımdaki onca anı yük hayal kırıklığıyla aynalara küstüm

içimde bir boşluk yanmıyor sönmüyor dolmuyor boşalmıyor öylece duruyor durmuyor hissediyorum hissetmiyorum

[nctnine]

some tags, for my own entertainment.

ziellos / ANJON ( shaking fists / trembling teeth ). outwards / JONELLE ( without scruples / without fear ). guiltskate / PHOTOSKATE ( the sun / the sky / the ocean / all at once ). hasgutz / JONOZ ( blue sky on the radio ). wildcardwheeler / JANCY ( the barest of glimpses ). nancewheelr / JANCY ( understanding / insanity for two ).

[verdant-avidya]

"Now what kind of crimes are we getting up to tonight."

[lemongogo]

return of kny this is best day of my life , upper moon meeting my beloved i cannot wait

[reginrokkr]

◜Irminsul's Heart.◞ Irminsul is closely intertwined with the entirety of Teyvat. Every bit of information here means something.

[usodeshou]

My dog is having the worst night of her life (or at least the worst since last year's New Year's Eve)

[gender-euphowrya]

i am. At the Venue