#tried a new coloring style for donnie and I love it!!! I am so happy with it :DDDD

[butterfilledpockets]

I swear, Ronin is the equivalent of "why are we here...? Just to suffer??" In the B.E.N.T. au while his other dimension brothers are causing chaos. Somehow, Ronin is still the youngest, but he also feels like the oldest wrangling a bunch of kindergarteners and trying to make sure they don't set the place on fire. That guy is a walking existential crisis

this is how it feels 24/7

forever subjected to little brother

[splanana-bitz]

i am asking you about your special interests. rant about all of them to me if you wish. go off my friend :)

Holy shit, you are now my new favorite person-

A lot of my special interests right now mainly center around Will Wood, ROTTMNT, and human behavior as a whole.

With Will Wood's music, whether he intends it to be or not, is just so profound and well made and really makes me happy. The symbolism, the seemingly needless, lengthy words, and the themes he explores overall are just ground-breaking to me and I could analyze his stuff for days on end with a burning passion. And the way his music (both old and new) sounds?? LIKE WHAT??

I swear, no two songs of his sound the same, and I mean it in the best way possible. The pacing, the instrumental choice, really everything just feels uniquely respective to its own song and I am drooling over it.

Will Wood is easily one of the best musicians I have ever had the pleasure of discovering. When I found his stuff, I hadn't had a musical hyperfixation in actual years, but boy did listening to the normal album change that.

Like I said, the lyrics, the sounds of the music, and (what I believe is) the continued theme of normalcy while each song still tells its own theme/story?? It's just perfection to me, really-

As for ROTTMNT? Don't even get me started!

The animation is lively, colorful, and has a delightful, anime-ish style to it that just makes the whole show eye candy to me. The boxy(?) movement in certain scenes, the shading (especially in the movie), and the character designs?? Omg the character designs-

I love how Rise broke what I feel was the "copy-and-paste" style of design for the turtles, unlike the previous series (I'm not saying other TMNT shows were bad, but good lord the designs (looking at you, 2012) were...awful-). Each design feels respective to its own character and the diversity in appearance really helps the turtle's personalities, fighting style, and expression shine through.

And the turtles themselves? I simply just adore what the show did with their personalities and how they gave them more depth and really humanized them. Especially with Raph and Donnie. Especially Raph and Donnie.

Raph always came off as just "the angry one," and there was seemingly no reason for why and there was nothing else to him, when I tried getting into older series, and at times, it made me dislike him as a character. But in Rise? They made him into a gentle giant with different likes, dislikes, interests, strength, weaknesses, and gave him reason to be angry in certain scenarios, rather than feeding us the usual "pissed off all the time" Raph. In Rise, he just comes off as a reasonably tired, realistic older brother that cares about his family and just wants the best for everyone, even if there are times he comes off in the wrong way.

And I could go off about Donnie for days

But to keep it as short as I can; Donnie is to die for in Rise. He is more than just the "tech guy." He is shown to indulge in different interests and hobbies, he has vulnerable moments, he's sarcastically witty and deadpan, just everything I could want in a character like him.

And the way they handled autistic representation with Donnie?

*chef's kiss* 11/10 👌

He comes off a realistic, neurodivergent person that isn't weakened by his condition, and is instead just accepted as he is and plays a vital role to the brother's chemistry, unlike in most shows where the autistic character feels like an inconvenience, a man-child, an un-empathetic asshole, and/or too indulged in their hyperfixation to be useful, or that's all there is to them as a person.

Rise just got so many things right and I adore the show for it!

And lastly; with human behavior? It's certainly not as strong as the last two fixations, but I still find it rather interesting.

Everything we have been taught since birth feels black and white, especially with people's intentions and emotions. But, I don't think that's the case at all (in 95% of cases). People each have their own thoughts, feelings, and reasonings for why they do x, y, z, and I may not know everything about it, but Jesus Christ, it intrigues me so much.

Thank you so much for asking about my special interests =)

I apologize it took a while to answer, I've been busy with school, my job, and trying to finish the first part of the Black Box Warrior analysis (which I should hopefully have posted in the next day or two-)

[kandy-sticks-zaza-blogs]

S/O turned into a Mutated Giant Snapping turtle! Raph x Gn!Reader

Imagines/scenario /Headcanons

SFW/Romantic/Fluff

Friends to crush

No pronouns

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+He would be happy that your the same species like him but bigger and darker scales

+He always loves being a little spoon while you being a big spoon

+His brothers would teased him that he’s the height of your plastron chest

+If you kissed his forehead he’s will kicks his feets smiling and becomes a blushing mess +He want to be your cuddle buddy/teddy bears 

+Would blush in embarrassment and covered his face when you picked him up in bridal style +Your to big to fit in the blanket but Raph would cuddled you for comfort,scary movies and stress

+He would get exhausted and you let him piggyback ride him

+He shows affection like holding your sharp clawed fingers around his or bites it but you don’t feel anything 

+You both protect each other saying ‘I’ll protect you!’ multiple times while in danger

+Would be shock if you beaten up Shredder or the Kraang to pulps

+Both of you would be gentle with eachother

+He’ll just gush about you carrying him and his brothers

+You were twice stronger than him and he loves it

+Wearing matching bandanas?Absolutely he would like you that red is his favorite color! …………………

You were tired.

Hanging out with the Hamato brothers all night.

You went home as you flopped down on the bed,the Ozziesquito flew buzzing around your room.

You were a deep sleeper as the Ozzesquito bit onto your skin.

You grow bigger than your ceilings.

You rubbed your eyes sun shone through your windows as you got out of bed pass by your mirror finger gunning right at the-

GIANT SNAPPING TURTLE?!

You looked at the spikes,the sharp teeth,sharp claws,a powerful tail and scales.

You began to panic ,sweats running down your head,your heart beats faster than the race car.

You:It’s ok!calm down it just a dream....maybe I should...slap my self?!OUCH! OK THIS ISN’T A DREAM!

Raph! OH GOD MY HANDS ARE TO BIG!

OK....now that I am wearing my kitchen gloves so I won’t ....break my phone....

(RING!RING!RING!)

Raph:Hey Y/N!what’s up?

You:RAPH I NEED YOU TO COME OVER IMMEDIATELY!

Raph:OH GOD NO! DON’T I’LL COMEOVER RIGHT NOW!

His voice sound panicked as he hanged up.

You tried to breathe slowly but you were scared that will freaked out about your mutation.

Raph arrived in front of your department door that the spare keys he got.

He unlocked the front door as you locked your bedroom door.

Raph:Y/N…please open the door I could help you-

You:NO! I mean I’m good! I’m ok right now I just need some space!-

You tried covered yourself with your blankets and pillows.

But your tail and big body was in the way.

Raph:Y/N!There’s nothing you can do that change my mind!I’M GONNA GO IN!

You:Nonononono!Raph you don’t have to-

To late Ralph breaked your door as he saw you with a surprised face,holy shoot you were bigger than him!

You:DON’T LOOK AT ME RAPH I’M A MONSTER!

You cried covering your face as Raph approached your figure.

He hugged you against your plastron and Collar bones.

Raph:Y/N….I would never be scared of you…your still you..but after the mutation of yours I kinda….can’t recognise your new face you know…but I still love you…

You:Y-you sure you don’t mind about….the new me…and…you love me?

Raph:Of course I would not mind about you!I’m glad that I’m not the only species around NYC!A-and yes I love you I have a crush on you….

You both kissed feeling butterflies both of your stomach as you two rub the back of your head.

You cuddled him breaking the awkward silent.

You: Love you

Raph:I love you too Y/N

Bonus:

You carried Raph on your shoulders as your friends jawed dropped at your height bigger than Raph. Raph:Hey guys! I’m back!

You:Yo whats up Leo,Donnie,Mikey,April and Splinter!

Leo:OH MY GOD IS THAT Y/N?!

Donnie:OH NO NOT ANOTHER RAPH…..I DON’T WANT TO HUG ANOTHER….

Mikey:Woah!You are big just like a building! Well they are taller but damn!

April:Ohhh….boy

Splinter:Hmmm….maybe you two should have babies your the same species after all….

All: DAD/SPLINTER!

#Raph #Rise!Raph #ROTTMNT #rottmnt x reader #x reader #raph x reader

[we-rate-tmnt]

I request: Leonardo. Please and thank you 🙏.

Idk if everyone loves Leo or if my header and avatar just remind everyone about this amazing blue boy. (This one’s super silly btw. I’m just sillier as time goes on. Character development I guess?) 

The iconic leador Leonardo (1987)

Bro idk why but I loved this Leo. I have a tiny memory, especially with this version but I clearly remember that I thought he was the funniest and the coolest. I mean, he had swords, what was I supposed to do as a 7-year-old. NOT like him??? Anyway, while Raph was the best at insult comedy, I think Leo had the best puns and punchlines. I really like how nonchalant this Leo is compared to his iterations, going along with really silly ideas and having fun along the way. But because of this, his leadership is a little forced at times, he seems like such a chill and fun dude that when he gets serious, I have to squint and ask ‘are you Leo? Or were you just putting on act a moment ago?’ Or my perception is entirely warped over time. Either way, good turtle boy, could have used some work tho. 5.7/10

Here comes grumpy lad wooo this is all read very monotone btw Fearless Leader (2003)

What. What the fuck happened. I was actually so confused when Leo turned really angry and serious and almost manic. I thought that episode when he popped into Casey’s window and was like ‘Hey bitch lets go beat the shit out of some lowlifes’ I was WOAH THERE BUDDY BACK UP BACK UP BACK TF UP. It was so sudden to me and when it was finally explained, it made some sense??? Like yeah, character development is great an’ all but this ain’t it chief. I can’t imagine what it was like having to wait for these episodes to release one at a time. Bc I watched every episode back to back on Youtube and I was genuinely bamboozled. But when you have an experience like that where guilt is weighing down on you from a situation you couldn’t control, it would’ve been HELLA HELPFUL to have at least a flashback, like a line saying ‘I was so useless!’ at BARE MINIMUM. Like right after Shredder is booted off to Planet Zula, Donnie would notice that Leo didn’t seem all that happy and would ask why and Leo would get upset and yell at Donnie saying that ‘You wouldn’t understand’, ‘You don’t know how I felt, how I feel because of that’, etc. Like you don’t even have to say he felt guilty or helpless, just give us something to grab onto. We’re merely six-year-olds who thought they could climb the YMCA rock wall in easy mode but instead the script riders harnessed us up on the hard one and wouldn’t let us come down until we rang the little bell at the top. I think that is the only problem I had with his Leo. The sudden change of calm and decisive to angry and irrational was so jarring that it felt unnatural without that crucial context. If you want a surprise reveal, at least hint at the reveal (like just about every Disney movie with their ‘twist’ villains) not wait until the very last moment. I think this might be my least favorite Leo and I think the season where he stood out the most and seemed the strongest was Fast Forward (Which was GOOD FIGHT ME), especially in scenes with Dark Leo, his clone. He sees so much of himself in Dark Leo but he also sees something he had once grasped (AKA the poorly written character arc, I CANNOT stress how bad I thought it was). Although, I honestly think he’s a really good character and he’s a pretty neat guy. However, this score is entirely held up by Fast Forward and his connection with Usagi, sword bros to the end of time. 3/10 (2 for FF and 1 for Usagi)

And now a Leo that makes me genuinely feel UWU Leo (2012)

I cannot stress how much I like this guy! Like his design is so appealing, his dedication, his obsession with Space Heroes, like I FUCKING LOVE IT. And everyone knows, that shit with Karai, at first when they didn’t realize they were related, I can let slide but kajsdflksadf what even like why did the writers feel the need to add in more ‘love interest’ implications like yuck yuck yuck. The only two interactions with Leo and Karai that I really like are when Leo defeats her using the healing hands technique and when Leo has a goth/emo/punk/idk I’m new here phase and they team up and EXPLOSIONS. He was introduced to us as being incredibly naive and his idea of leadership is from some old cartoon that’s basically star trek but ethically questionable. After his fights in season 1, to the finale with the technodrome, you can see his growth. He’s able to formulate plans and make life or death decisions. BUT WAIT THERE’S MORE. When Leo got hurt, I felt like the oof sound effect mixed with some tears I normally shed at some Shojo manga bs. While the episodes following were super weird, it was a nice way to help Leo recover, not only physically but spiritually (Although I don’t remember the spirit arc at all except the epic Raph vs Fishface fight, so we’re skipping that). When Master Splinter really died, you could tell there was a huge impact on Leo, but he had to remain stoic and lead the family now. A lot of heartbreaking moments in this series came from Leo and I’m glad they took at least some thought into developing him. Tiny head Leo will haunt my nightmares, but the giggly fanboy will warm my heart constantly. 6/10

I only have one word for this Leo (Heroes in a Half Shell: Blast to the Past)

This is a super crazy bad idea accent on the super crazy bad part have I mentioned it’s also a really terrible idea/10

Okay, spoiler alert, didn’t really think this Leo was that grand Leo (2014/2016)

Painfully average. He didn’t stand out that much, Raph was part of the focus and had that touching scene at the end, Donnie was ICONIC and Mikey (with his weird-ass eyes) was super lively and funny! Leo? Uh, I don’t remember a single line he said. Because he never really grabbed my attention, I don’t have too much to say on this version. The Raph and Leo fight felt forced and the whole ‘keep this stuff that could turn us human a secret’ was pretty pointless and was added just to cause drama, I don’t even remember what that Splinter and Leo conversation was about. Design-wise, really neat! You can see some more traditional Japanese clothing/style mixed with modern (I’d feel a lot better about this assumption if some could tell exactly what the heck he’s wearing, but I get traditional Japan warrior vibes from it) in his look which was super neat! Other than that, if you like him, please tell me why because I don’t get. He was just kinda eh. 5/10

AHHH MY BOY YASSS WHOOO!! Neon Leon (2018)

Okay, I loved Ben Schwarts already from Parks and Rec but like him being Sonic AND Leo, like DUDE. He’s super funny by himself but teamed up with this shows writing and animation, it makes it hilarious. I literally love this Leo so much, maybe because we’re alike but honestly, he’s amazing. I love his design with the red and yellow crescents accenting his skin and livening up his color pallet. He has a very healthy and natural dynamic with his brothers, he’s the first to know what’s wrong and tries his best to make up for his actions. This is really prominent in the most recent episodes, along with the episode portal jacked. In both, Leo is separated from his brothers. Portal Jacked is in a more literal sense, while Air Turtle handles in more of an emotional sense. While both are brief, Leo sees his error and tries his best to make it up to them. I love his dynamic so much and it’s so nice to see something like this compared to the unnecessary drama and tension between the brothers in the previous series. It’s refreshing and this is something a younger audience needs to see; instead of fighting, it’s better to work together and improve yourself along the way. Improvement is a big theme for Leo here. He’s a goofball, makes jokes at every opportunity and isn’t quite skilled at fighting or using his weapon. But he grows over time, he learns to manage his power and he’s working on mastering it. He’s trying to put aside his narcissism more and focuses on his family. I think the approach they took with him rising to leader rather than slapping it on his forehead was the goddamn best decision they could make. He’s making plans, finding loopholes, helping out and getting out of his comfort zone. I cannot stress how well this show has handled Leo, along with the other characters. I can’t wait to see more episodes about his growth and I am awarding him with one of the greatest honors I could give... 10/10

Storytime: I drew a super cute 2012 Leo, you should look at him. Shameless self-promo, but you should follow me on my main blog bc I’m nice and I draw pretty pictures. Also. I have a little 2012 Leo Happy Meal toy??? I think??? guarding my window and he’s been there for YEARS. I need to bring him in and refresh his paint job.

Wow! I didn’t expect this many requests for Leo, so the blog will be momentarily spammed with the requests, but it shouldn’t be too much! Up next should be the last turtle (Mikey) and then we can get to some REALLY great requests I’m eager to answer. As usual, please comment and reblog! I’d love to hear your opinion!

[transdonaldduck]

*KICKS IN UR DOOR* I would love to hear more about ur tmnt universe stuff

okay!!! you dont gatta ask me twice. I drew these last night at 3 am and lost steam halfway through and gave up on donatello bc i wasn’t happy with any of my sketches and that’s that! forewarning: im edgy so this is edgy

the rest is under the readmore

The setting: It’s new york babey! We’re following our protagonist April O’Neil, 17 years old, as she navigates the confusing waters of high school, first jobs, and accidentally stumbling upon a mutant underworld. This samples a lot from rotmnt and 2012 bc i have no creativity

characters i’ve thought out

Irma- 18, senior, about to go to college to major in Architecture. She’s aloof but she actually cares about people deep down, she just doesn’t like to show it. She’s trying to let her natural hair color grow out from the years she dyed it black. She likes documentaries, chess, hanging out at graveyeards, and writing horror short stories. Seems sorta doom n gloom but is more apathetic than negative. She’s the president of the journalism club (who runs the school newspaper and morning news segment.) She’s looking for someone to take over the club after she’s gone, and has the perfect candidate in mind… if only April had the skill to match her enthusiasm.

April O’Neil- 17, junior, and aspiring journalist and reporter. She’s upbeat, determined, confident, and a real bright spot ot the people that know her. Her favorite things to do are listen to music, sing, take pictures, and take walks in the sun. She’s a go-getting, very self driver to acheive her goals, and her ultimate goal is to be the greatest reporter that has ever lived. Unfortunately, april doesn’t have the knack for reporting, and every piece she’s submitted to her schools newpaper has been fluff pieces… Irma tasks her with writing a front page headliner for the paper so she feels confident passing the club onto her, and in Aprils attempt to come up with the greatest story ever, she sutmbles upon a gang war and 4 mutant turtles…

Casey Jones- 18, Junior, and barely passing. Casey’s the kind of boy no one really expects anything of, so he doesn’t bother trying bc at least then he won’t fail. April inspires him to be better. He likes bad jokes, terrible coffee, and hockey- he’s hoping that April will tutor him enough to be able to bring his grades up enough to be allowed back on the school’s team. He seems sorta prickly and rude at first, but he’s just got a spiky outer shell and he’s really sweet inside. He loves horror movies and extreme sports competitons. He makes a point to walk april home whenever she stays late working on school stuff,

turtle time

the setting: They still live in the sewers, Splinter is still their dad but he’s very old when he gets the turtles, making him even older now. He does a lot of meditating and watching tv and doing crosswords, yknow old people stuff. He relies a lot on Leo to be the head of the house now that he’s old enough. He still trains the boys to learn martial arts bc he thinks it’s important they can defend themselves, considering what they are. He can kick ass when he needs to, tho

leo- 19, red ear slider, silent and stoic leader, raised as a child to be responisble for his brothers. He’s pretty socially awkward and weird bc he was divided from his brothers at a young age and didn’t get a lot of chances to grow and play with other kids his age. He doesn’t do much outside of train, study, and chores, and April is appaled by the fact that he doesn’t have like, ANY hobbies. she takes it upon herself as a personal mission to find something for him to do. He doesnt know the meaning of the word fun, but he tries not to always be a stick in the mud (mostly by removing himself from the fun situation in a misguided attempt to make everyone happier…)

raph- 18, Snapping turtle, and he’s got a short fuse and a big appetite. He’s a bit resentful of his families situation stuck in the sewers and darkness, and he hates being looked down upon. He’s only rebellious bc of how confined and trapped he feels, and though he can act like a grump and lash out he has a heart of gold. He likes wood carving, it’s actually how he made his little sun pendant he wears, it’s something to remind him the sun will rise soon and he’ll be there to see it.

donatello- 17, softshell turtle, bookworm and tech wizard. he likes to read for fun and he’s super into mechanics and computers. smarter than his brothers but thinks WAY too much, often holes up in his lab for hours trying to work out some particularly tough programming problem and will only come out for tea or pizza. he can be snooty/superior in situations where his intellect can be flashed. the worst ninja of the bunch (he thinks more with his head than with his body and never practices)

mikey- 15, box turtle, goofy gooey heartfelt younger brother. He cant draw for shit but still tries because he thinks it’s fun. He’s good at writing and poetry, he likes words and keeps a daily diary he writes in every day. He also keeps a dream journal and a log on all the tunnels in the sewers they’ve explored. He like to keep notes. Comic books are his favorite reading material but he’s picky about the art styles he enjoys, and he is very naturally talented with anything physical. good at easing tension but has 0 common sense, just a round angel

Leo is the shortest and lightest, agile and quick. Mikey is second shortest but he’s fat, which doesn’t detract from his natural flexibility. Raph is second tallest and broad shouldered with big arms, a powerhouse. Donnie is tall and lanky, a little uncoordinated but still strong.

[goodnightkisseu]

Tag Game~

I was tagged by @prettywordsyouleft on my main, ongsung, and by @this-song-thats-only-for-you on here, so I decided to just answer these here :3 Thank you both of you for tagging me <3 Love you both!

The rules are:

1. Tag the person who tagged you

2. Answer the questions.

3. Tag 10 people

Let’s get it started!

•How tall are you?

I’m ~157cm / 5ft 2in. I’m okay with my height, but tbh I look hella short next to all of my friends that are 165cm+ ;___; 

•What color and style is your hair?

I used to dye my hair a lighter burgundy (think Jaejoong during Mirotic) but it became hard to maintain that living in California. The sun is not kind to my hair ;__; So now I go a very dark purple-red. My hair just looks naturally black in most light... until I step into a place with natural sunlight and you can see the purple-red better :3 I’m pretty sure I have pics somewhere...

Style-wise... I’ve had it shoulder length before, and I liked that because it was manageable, but now I keep it long, about chest length with bangs :3

•What color are your eyes?

Brown

•Do you wear glasses?

Much like Chelle, I also have an astigmatism >_< I also didn’t used to like my glasses because I didn’t think I looked good in them ;; I’ve grown to like them tho, only wearing contacts every now and then. Which, honestly, is for the better, because I have such dry eyes that contacts do not help ;A;

•Do you wear braces?

I had braces as a kid. I wasn’t a fan of them, but I don’t have horror stories about them either. 

•What’s your fashion sense?

I... really don’t now how to describe my fashion sense lol. I work in a game studio so there’s really no need to dress up, but I guess I am on the dressier side? I like skirts or skinny jeans with a nice top, all of it under my over-sized work hoodie XD 

•Full name?

Ashley, though I’ve started answering to Ash too :) As a kid, letting kids refer to me as Ash was rough cuz of Pokemon >< And though I love the franchise, I did not really like the Ash Ketchum jokes >< Now that I’m older, Ash is fine. 

•When were you born?

I share a birthday with SuJu’s Eunhyuk :D I’m just 6 years younger than him, so April 4, 1992. 

•Where are you from and where do you live now?

I was originally from a smaller town in Washington State, then I lived on my own in Seattle for 6 years (school and work). Now I’m down in southern California in Irvine, for work :3

•What school do you go to?

I graduated 4 years ago (holy cow it’s been longer than I thought O_O)

•What kind of student are you?

Lolol I was that terrible perfectionist friend OTL Never missed classes, read the assigned reading (which most of the people didn’t in my classes ><), tried to get projects done early. But I also would procrastinate on things that I knew I didn’t need to spend a lot of time on? But I still wanted them to be done well? I was stressed as a college student. How I was a KPop stan and had a pretty good GPA coming out of college was a miracle x.x

•Do you like school?

I like learning. I like doing assignments to enhance my understanding. (Coding assignments were super, super useful! I love them even if the tests often kicked my butt) but I don’t like busy work ><

•Favorite subject?

I took a lot of programming courses cuz I majored in Computer Science. Those courses were a lot of fun, but I think weirdly my favorite class was one on Japanese Plays? That was pretty neat :0

•Favorite TV show?

Most of what I watch is anime or kdramas >< but I do love Doctor Who a lot :D

•Favorite Movie?

So I got asked this question recently and I had to think about it pretty hard. I think the film that takes the title of ‘favorite’ for me is Hero. It came out back in 2002, and it starred Jet Li, Donnie Yen, Tony Leung, Maggie Cheung, Chen Daoming and Zhang Ziyi. It was so beautiful and now I have to go re-watch it ><

•Favorite books?

I loved the Stravaganza series way back when. I only found out like 3 years ago that there were more than the original 3 so I may have to go back and re-read them :3

•Favorite pastime?

I love to write! Most of my freetime is dedicated to that and mobile games. >< I also love to draw, which I haven’t been able to do in a while >< Maybe soon...

•Do you have any regrets?

A handful. I will only go into depth if people want to know, lol. Nothing is serious. Just lots of little life things

•Dream job?

So, back when I was about 9 or 10, I picked up Final Fantasy X. I loved the game and the art so much that all I wanted to do was be a concept artist for games. Admittedly, I don’t have the talent of a concept artist, even though I do love to draw. I do work in the game industry now but in a slightly more technical sense. ^^ There was also a time I wanted to be a writer... but honestly... none of my stuff is publishing worthy lolol

•Would you ever like to be married?

I’d like to, but I haven’t met anyone yet. Plus, given how old everyone is at this game studio, I probably won’t find anyone here ><””

•Would you like to have kids?

Eventually?

•How many?

One or two. 

•Do you like shopping?

Yes and no. There are times when all I want to do is look for cute clothes. And then there are times when I just... don’t want to, lol.

•What countries have you visited?

Canada, Vietnam, Thailand, and the inside of an airport in Hong Kong and in Incheon when my family still traveled XD

•Scariest nightmare you have ever had?

Lately I’ve been getting a lot of like... assassin/fighting type of dreams and I’m not having it, yo. I’ve also experienced the teeth falling out dreams, mostly if I’m stressed... which just makes me more stressed OTL

•Any enemies?

Not that I know of ^^’’’’’

•Any significant other?

Maybe some day...

•Do you believe in miracles?

I’d like to :3

•How are you?

I’m alright today. I’m a little exhausted, but happy too! I got a lot of tasks done at work and I’m wrapping up my last fic request. I’m also thinking of drawing one of the girls from the new mobile game I started. So overall things are looking up! :D I could probably use with a bit more sleep tho ><

I’ll tag @romeongs, @jinyoungmoans, @xiaojuxiyou and anyone else that wants to do this. I feel like most already have, but you can say I tagged you if you want to give it a go! ^o^

[tayga-lover]

Tayga New Years part 3!

This ones a long one! Enjoy 😘

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Gaga walked to the door and opened it, she walked into the cement and practically ran to the sand because the hot sun made the cement hot. She walked the the beach chairs that Taylor had put there and sat down, she seen his sketchbook and smiled.

“Let’s see what my man has been drawing.” She grabbed it and opened it. A big smile formed on her face as she seen the beautiful images of plants, random people and random objects. As she flipped more papers she seen an imagine that looked slightly like her and she smiled even wider at the little hearts around the drawing of her. She flipped the the last drawing and seen that he was in the process of drawing palm trees.

Gaga grabbed the pencil and began to draw on the next clean page. Just as she did her first pencil mark she heard the roar of Taylor’s motorcycle. She stayed still and heard the bike turn off. He opened the door of the shack and walked in, she heard him call out for her and she giggled into her sleeve. “Stef, baby.” He walked out and seen her sitting there. “Why did you tell me you were out here?” He laughed and sat next to her.

“Just wanted to see how long it’d take for you to find me.” She shrugged and closed the sketchbook putting it aside. “You have beautiful drawings, Tay.” She smiled and he blushed.

“Thank you.” He smiled and gave her a container of many fruits and a plastic fork. “Here’s your fruit.”

“Thank youuuuu.” She cooed and opened the container putting a piece of pineapple into her mouth, she rolled her eyes back and moaned because of the flavor. Taylor chuckled and grabbed a bag he had on the floor under the chair, he opened it and took paint out, he grabbed a small paint brush and opened the tiny paint tube, squeezing out a small about of paint on his hand. He dipped the paintbrush in the paint and patted his lap waiting for her to place her legs on his lap. She giggled and did what he was motioning and control eat her fruit as the cold paint came in contact with her skin.

“Ooooooo, Tay that’s cold.” She giggled and cringed but didn’t move to not ruin what he was doing.

“Sorry, Stefi.” He lifted the brush and looked at her. She had the tip of a strawberry in between her lips and he stared at her lips as she bit the strawberry and the juice from it coated her lips in a sheer coat of red that made her lips look shiny, he was almost drooling and she licked her lips and giggled while chewing the fruit.

“Honey, focus on your painting.” She winked and bit what was left of the strawberry.

He groaned under his breath and began to paint again. Gaga watched him with a smile as she ate, she admired his very focused face as he was painting on her thigh, now with multiple paint colors on the back of his hand. She looked down at her thigh and watched as he was doing little strokes of paint as he was painting an anchor, suitcase, turtle, mermaid and a pirate hat with little designs everywhere. Her eyes watered as she watched that view, she had missed seeing him so focused on doing bits of art on her. She grabbed her phone from the cardigan pocket and took a picture of him leaned over painting, she zoomed the camera closer to his fingers, brush and what he was painting, she took another pic and debated whether or not she should post onto Instagram, she just locked her phone and put it on the arm of the chair before continuing to eat her fruit.

Taylor proudly took the paintbrush off of her after he painting a red heart. He looked up at her and smiled as she was just watching him. “I’m finished.” He backed up and she leaned forward looking at what he did.

“It’s beautiful, baby.” She smiled and her eyes watered again. Taylor just smiled proudly. Gaga put her empty container of fruit down and, very carefully to not ruin his painting, she crawled next to him and put her legs over his lap again, Taylor put his left hand on her unpainted thigh and his right arm around her small body. She looked up at him and grinned, she looked at his lips and began to lean in before she turned her head, “I am not going to lose.” She laughed, Taylor laughed as well and held her tighter.

“It’s so hard not to kiss you.” He lifted his hand from her thigh and placed his thumb on her lower lip. She smiled still with his thumb on her lip and grabbed his hand with hers, laying her head on his shoulder.

~

“It smells so yummy!” Gaga squealed when she walked into the kitchen, it was now 6pm and she had just walked out of a bath. She had just a towel around her and she grabbed her bag and dragged it to the room as Taylor watched in awe.

The door closed and he went back to cooking some steak, he check on the green beans before flipping the meat. He was now cooking with a smile on his face, he felt true happiness having her here, knowing she’s safe, happy and loved is all he could ever ask for.

Gaga looked at herself in the mirror as she examined the skin-tight red dress she had on. She put her hands on her waist and bit her lip, “too much?” She asked herself as she twirled. “Nothing's too much for me.” She laughed and took her hair tie off letting her hair fall just above her shoulders.

She looked into the mirror and grabbed a red lipstick, she put it on her plump lips then began to do some Smokey eyeshadow, topping it off with some shimmer gold eyeshadow. She put eyeliner and mascara. “Shouldn’t put all of this on, I will most likely cry.” She laughed to herself and began to comb her eyebrows and fill them in, although she didn’t really need it. And finally she slipped some black heels on, making her some inches taller. She combed her hair pushed the locks behind her ears. She smiled at her reflection in the mirror.

“Dinners ready Stef!” She heard Taylor call out to her and she opened put her diamond necklace on that Taylor gave her years ago. She walked to the door and slowly opened it, the lights were now off and the room was light with candles, the table had two plates and a handsome Taylor stood by the table with two glasses of red wine. His jaw dropped as she walked towards him, swaying her hips making him practically drool. Once she reached him she smiled and put her hands on each of his forearms,

“You cleaned up well, Kinney.” She smiled and ran her hands over the fabric of his white formal shirt.

“You look, wow.” He shook his head as he tried to speak. She smiled at his reaction and grabbed the glass of wine, sipping it.

“Thank you.” She smiled and winked as she sat down. Taylor quickly put his glass down and pushed her chair in. He then sat down at his and grabbed her hand. He just stared into her eyes and smiled at her, “shall we eat?” She asked and ran her thumb over the back of his hand. He nodded and they began to eat.

Two hours later, Bottle of wine almost gone and their plates completely empty, the two were laughing so hard tears nearly dropped from their eyes. “Oh Taylor.” Gaga laughed and she finished the rest of the wine in her glass.

“Wanna go outside, love?” He asked and she nodded. He stood up and reached his hand to her, she grabbed onto it and stood up, she grabbed a new glass of wine as they walked out.

“Oh heels aren’t good for the sand.” She laughed and stopped walking. Taylor turned and picked her up bridal style, walking to a blanket that was set on the sand. He put her down then laid down inself. She opened the wine bottle, leaned onto his chest and began to sip the red alcoholic liquid.

Taylor lightly ran the back of his fingers on her cheeks as he looked down at her. She turned her head and looked at him smiling. “Don’t drink too much, my beauty.” He cupped her cheek.

She didn’t say anything, she just put the tip of the bottle by his lips and tilted it, after filling his mouth she put it back against her lips and drank more. “I’m not a lightweight, hun. I’ll be fine.” She groaned as she looked at him then placed a wet kiss on his jaw.

“I lost.” She said, He laughed as she shrugged. “Well let’s cut it down to just mouth kisses, if I kiss your beautiful lips I lose.” He laughed and she nodded.

“Fine, I haven’t lost.” She smiled and began to kiss his neck. She began to suck on it, forming a hickey. He closed his eyes and put his hands on her waist. She stopped and poured more wine into her mouth. Taylor opened his mouth again and she poured some wine in, “you’re hot.” She whispered and he smirked, “You are.” He smiled and moved her hair back behind her ears. She smiled and put the bottle down, she pushed him down and pulled her dress up to her waist so she can straddle him, her breasts on his chest. She continued to plant kisses on his neck, her lipstick smearing and leaving red marks on his neck, some hickeys, others are her lipstick.

Taylor turned them over and began to kiss her neck, leaving hickeys. She held onto his shoulders and smiled in excitement as he grabbed both her arms, pinning them on top of her head on the sand, holding onto her wrists. He looked into her eyes and smiled before kissing the tip of her nose. He grabbed his phone from his pocket and went there some songs, still holding her wrists with his left hand, and clicked ‘Unchained Melody’ by The Righteous Brothers.

“Oh, so romantic.” She giggled and Taylor nodded letting her arms go.

“Let’s dance.” He helped her up and helped her take her heels off, her placed his hands on her waist and she had her hands on his shoulders. They stared into each other eyes with gentle smiles on their faces.

“Oh my love, my darling”- “I’ve hungered for your touch.” Taylor started to sing the the lyrics and Gaga continued, interrupting him but he didn’t mind. “I need your Love, I need your Love, God speed your love to me.” They sang together and she already had tears streaming down her face. She placed her head on his chest as the song finished and the next one, ‘Will Your Ever Be Mine’ by Donnie Elbert began to play and so Taylor began to sing.

“I want to hold you, hold you, baby till I can’t hold you no more, I want to squeeze you, squeeze you baby till I can’t squeeze you no more.” He sang and she wrapped her arms around his waist tightly. He smiled and continued to sing the songs as they dance, hours of dancing later it was getting close to midnight. They were now laying down laughing and swaying to the music.

“I want to love you love you baby till I can’t love you no more.” She sang as the same song came on again. Taylor smiled and grabbed her hands kissing the back of them.

As they sat there another song they love came on and Gaga gasped, ‘We belong together’ by Ritchie Valens.

“You’re mine and we belong together, for eternity.” They both sang with their foreheads against each other’s and at that very moment fireworks began to explode in the air and he looked at his phone seeing 12:00am. He smiled and cupped her cheeks, smashing his lips against hers. She giggled against his lips and kissed him back.

“Happy New Years, baby.” She said as they broke the kiss, tears streaming down her cheeks.

“Happy New Years, my love.” He wiped her tears again and placed his lips on hers again.

[ethereal-smoke]

1-155? Sorry I'm nosy. You don't have to if you don't want. Whatever you wish to answer is fine by me.

hahaha i’ll do it. i’ll just omit ones i don’t want to answer, if there are any.

1: Name: bridgette2: Age: 183: 3 Fears: vomit, falling, needles4: 3 things I love: tattoos, matt, art5: 4 turns on: biting, choking, grinding, touching my neck6: 4 turns off: being gross, touching my neck in a bad way, not being confident in what you’re doing, too aggressive7: My best friend: shannyn 8: Sexual orientation: bisexual9: My best first date: going to deadpool, then going to see captain america right afterward10: How tall am I: 5′5″11: What do I miss: having a lot of close friends12: What time were I born: 3:21 pm13: Favourite color: black14: Do I have a crush: my boyfriend15: Favourite quote: nobody exists on purpose, nobody belongs anywhere, everybody’s gonna die, now come watch tv.16: Favourite place: colorado17: Favourite food: orange chicken? cheeseburgers?18: Do I use sarcasm: yes19: What am I listening to right now: the gentle hum of my laptop20: First thing I notice in new person: their attitude21: Shoe size: 8.522: Eye color: green23: Hair color: currently? red24: Favourite style of clothing: black hahaha25: Ever done a prank call?: yes27: Meaning behind my URL: i just wanted to sound cool28: Favourite movie: donnie darko or watchmen29: Favourite song: millstone, nightmare, idk30: Favourite band: i don’t really have one anymore i listen to a lot of things31: How I feel right now: tired32: Someone I love: matt33: My current relationship status: taken34: My relationship with my parents: interesting but better than it used to be35: Favourite holiday: halloween36: Tattoos and piercing i have: one piercing, three tattoos37: Tattoos and piercing i want: a million tattoos, one more piercing38: The reason I joined Tumblr: i was really into fandoms at the time39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?: no but we also don’t ever talk40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: YES i love them41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: yes :042: When did I last hold hands?: yesterday43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: like an hour44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?: no shhhh45: Where am I right now?: my bed46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?: shannyn47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?: loud lol48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: yup49: Am I excited for anything?: the future50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?: i do now51: How often do I wear a fake smile?: too frequently52: When was the last time I hugged someone?: today53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?: it better be for a damn good reason or someone is getting punched54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?: not anymore you fucking snake lol55: What is something I disliked about today?: missed opportunities56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: idkkkkk something dumb like lana del rey57: What do I think about most? the past58: What’s my strangest talent?: i can fold my tongue into thirds59: Do I have any strange phobias? i fucking hate escalators omg60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?: behind61: What was the last lie I told? that it was no big deal62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?: phone63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?: both64: Do I believe in magic?: yeeeeeee65: Do I believe in luck?: of course66: What’s the weather like right now?: cloudy, cold67: What was the last book I’ve read?: fight club68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?: lol yes69: Do I have any nicknames?: bridge, babe70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? i bent my wrist all the way back once, fucked it up pretty good71: Do I spend money or save it? a good balance of both72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? nope73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? no fuck that74: Favourite animal? ilove snakes tbh75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? sleeping lol76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? satantino77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?: anything by cage the elephant or glass animals78: How can you win my heart?: with puppies79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?: suck my fuck80: What is my favorite word? sonder81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: lol no82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? my fav quote probably83: Do I have any relatives in jail? hahaha not to my knowledge84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? ability to change the past85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? who i hate the most86: What is my current desktop picture? idk some default one i’m laazy87: Had sex? yup88: Bought condoms? nope89: Gotten pregnant? nope90: Failed a class? nope91: Kissed a boy? yee92: Kissed a girl? yup93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? yes94: Had job? of course95: Left the house without my wallet? unfortunately96: Bullied someone on the internet? no97: Had sex in public? define public98: Played on a sports team? hahaha does marching band count99: Smoked weed? lol yeah100: Did drugs? yup101: Smoked cigarettes? nah fuck that102: Drank alcohol? yes103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? nope i love burgers104: Been overweight? nope105: Been underweight? kinda106: Been to a wedding? yup107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? longer than that108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? lol what a joke109: Been outside my home country? no :?110: Gotten my heart broken? oh yeah111: Been to a professional sports game? nah112: Broken a bone? nope113: Cut myself? yes114: Been to prom? yup115: Been in airplane? no116: Fly by helicopter? nooooo117: What concerts have I been to? omg like 53  i’m not gonna list them all118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? yeah haha that worked out119: Learned another language? sortof120: Wore make up? yes121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? nah i was 18122: Had oral sex? indeed123: Dyed my hair? yes124: Voted in a presidential election? yup!125: Rode in an ambulance? noooooo126: Had a surgery? oral surgery127: Met someone famous? yes128: Stalked someone on a social network? lol hahaha 129: Peed outside? no haha130: Been fishing? nope131: Helped with charity? mhmmm132: Been rejected by a crush? yeahhhh133: Broken a mirror? probably134: What do I want for birthday? that d135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? none i hate kids136: Was I named after anyone? the saint probably137: Do I like my handwriting? no lol138: What was my favourite toy as a child? a stuffed bunny named...bunny139: Favourite Tv Show? always sunny in philly140: Where do I want to live when older? colorado141: Play any musical instrument? clarinet142: One of my scars, how did I get it? box cutting incident143: Favourite pizza topping? cheese i hate shit on my pizza144: Am I afraid of the dark? not so much145: Am I afraid of heights? no but the sensation of falling is the worst146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? nope147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? my life hahaha i’m joking... lol148: What I’m really bad at. being good at keeping relationships149: What my greatest achievments are: getting straight a’s my first semester of college, getting into art shows, that sort of thing150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: idkkkk151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery: cry a lot because the biggest source of my anxiety is money :////152: What do I like about myself? my eyes tbh153: My closest Tumblr friend: idkkk154: Something I fantasise about: making out with christmas from the bond movies omg what a lady