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yellowistheraddest · 23 hours

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fun fact: i eat potatoes raw, since childhood. one day i will die, it will be the potatoes

#the crunchyness the starchyness the juiciness mmmmmmmm shits good but those proteinase inbihitors wiiishh they could stop me #this is what you get when you give your child small bits of raw potato as a parent #i also like raw eggs they so silly #BUT FUCK MUSHROOMS ESP THE PRESERVED ONES THAT ARE GOOPY IM GONNA THROW UP MY SOUL IF I TRY TO EAT THEM #hi guys if you read this far just know this is another level of proccrastination i call: id rather overshare on the internet than do a task #but yeah i looove raw potatoes they crispy crunchy and yummy in my tummy

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minustwofingers · 4 months

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exoplanet inspo girl is in a class with me this semester and i would literally let her run me over and she barely even knows i exist 💔💔💔

#dee overshares #like ok she KNOWS who i am #we are in a club together and have spoken on many occasions #but i fumble it every time i try to talk to her #so everyone pray for a speedy recovery #everyone say it w me now #may dee stop being weird around her!#alternatively:#may dee stop becoming infatuated w people who don’t like her like that!#sometimes i look at her and i’m like i would literally do anything for u and u will never even know 🙄🙄#like girl i am soooo star struck by u i’m willing to heal my avoidant attachment style

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non-un-topo · 1 month

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The little OCD devil on my shoulder: Hehehe you're not actually trans, you're just making it up for attention and also you're delusional

Me: I'm literally injecting testosterone for the 6th time as we speak

#like i could stop at any time..! but i don't want to! i count the days down for my shots!#overshare hours #came out for the nth time to more people last night and i'm trying not to crawl into that pit #grinding my molars and tryyyiiiinnnngggg

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lemony-snickers · 7 months

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dear body: when I complained about being So Very Tired for no reason, what I meant was that I wanted to wake feeling rested after a long night’s sleep, not that I wanted you to wake me up at 2:30 am and keep me awake.

#lemony overshares #ah yes there it is the work anxiety - the surety that I am gonna fuck this all up #I wonder how many times I have smiled when I wanted to sink my teeth into a forearm #Hey news flash - not everything requires an hour-long zoom #Some stuff can just be an email!#I hate the bureaucracy of capitalism! I hate knowing I am gonna screw this up!#and also the anxiety about this space - about not being wanted #I was looking forward to sharing some darker stuff and then chickened out. For what?#No one here has an expectation of me. There is no brand to tarnish no fan base to let down (lol the absurdity)#Instead I bailed on the back third of a fic because I knew it wouldn’t be under my name so who cares - got sad but it was my choice???#Even when I try something new I can’t quite hit the right notes #Blah I am too old & tired for the same middle school bs yet here I am at 3:26am lamenting my fanfic 💀#Hopefully yeeting these thoughts into the tumblr void will stop them repeating like broken vinyl in my brain so I can sleep #Here’s hoping 🤞🏻#thanks for coming to my tag talk

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ducktollers · 7 months

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also why have we as a society not figured out a way to just stop periods. with no side effects or other issues. just get rid of it. who tf needs that.

#sorry im oversharing tonite I GUESS #i dont wanna be on birth control anymore cuz i have been since i was 14 #but a year off it fucked my shit up SO bad im scared to try again #kinda need to be on it for the suspected pcos shit like my period was sooooo irregular that year #everything SO fucked up #but also the pill only fixes the periods didnt help anything else #and i dont wanns be on the pill anymore cuz like. cancer risk and blood clots and i dont want More woman hormone in me :(#but also periods ruin a week of my life every month i cant fucking TAKE IT ANYMORE n the only way to stop it would be to stay on the pill #but i dont wanna. makes me dysphoric #but then periods make me dysphoric and put in sensory hell #GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEEEEEE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE THERE IS NO SOLUTION IM TRAPPED IN HERE #👹👹👹👹👹👹👹#x

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blue-jos10 · 6 months

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I feel like a vampire count awakened from my slumber once more to rejoice at the oncoming of the court of Sunshine

#tsc #the sunshine court #aftg #all for the game #i feel like i was mindlessly whisking away at life all the time i was away from tumblr #atp i'm so behind on fandom stuff i can't even recognise so many newer posts or lores. i'm coming back tho #hopefully for longer this time. i have like a week's break from school before exams come back #so my tumblr time will drop again after that but i'll try staying active after then too #i should just post this and stop rambling in the tags. but to be fair that's what tags are for yk? oversharing.#blue's bs

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fusionreactor · 4 months

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uuuuuuuuuuugh sorry for being weird today but today was weird

#logbook #DWELLING ON IT #ik im oversharing but i still dont know how 2 feel abt meeting with my ex best friend today #we got along fine after a bit but i dont know if we'll ever be friends again like before #she said something weird like 'yea we can be friends again'#but i still dont understand why we stopped being friends?#the only explanation for her disappearance for almost a year was that she was really busy #which she WAS but... why didnt she say so at the time???#and also why would that mean we have to stop being friends?#its like she was mad at me and trying to punish me for something but idk what it is #and writing it out it makes it sound like its obvious i should just drop it and stop trying to reconnect but like #i dont wanna be like that. i dont wanna be that person who grows up and leaves everything and everyone behind #my old friends and memories are important to me #but i WAS really codependent with her so idk if we can ever be normal friends :(

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apple-os · 1 month

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ppl who like making friends solely with one-note cardboard boxes who will hang out with them when it's convenient and never open up about who they are as people and what their lives are like dni

#the salt just caught up with me and now im pissed #hi welcome to what i like to call a friendly reminder that hanging out with someone just because its convenient is kind of shitty #and a less friendly reminder that talking about yourself to connect with people is an autistic trait #and an even less friendly reminder that not telling someone if theyve done you wrong and then proceeding to blow up on them is ALSO SHITTY #ESPECIALLY. WHEN. THEY THINK. YOU'RE ON GOOD TERMS. BECAUSE YOU ACTED LIKE IT AND THEY CAN'T READ YOU.#IM REALLY FUCKING MAD #I THINK I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE.#the people who actually somewhat knew me and hung out with me and were on good terms with me think the same #so like BLEH MYEH :PPPPPPPPP #like okay youre entitled to your opinions but sometimes you need to keep those to yourself #did u see me insulting u to ur face #nope i have not done even once #and thats on getting better communication skills instead of lashing out at someone for trying to fit in with your own vibes #like yeah oversharing is my deal. anybody who sees me here knows that #i bond by being open with people about who i am and what i like in the hopes that theyll do the same #if u think im just around for gaming and making silly jokes u would be wrong.#but of course nobody told me people weren't there to bond like that which in my opinion shouldnt be on me #and once again i am outcasted over something honestly kind of fucking stupid #some of the jokes i made were stupid yes but thats solely because i severely misjudged the vibes #and checks notes oh yeah nobody pulled me up for it even once.#okay so let me get this straight you barely know me and have been making assumptions about me since day one #pretty much let me believe you liked me for two whole weeks instead of asking me about things or cutting me off #and im the one who gets treated like im in the wrong? okay #this miscommunication was not my fault in the slightest and i KNOW that #if you hadve just talked to me things would be fine but theyre NOT.#if you hadve just looked at my gosh darn profile and seen im the queerest fucker around making gay and homophobic type jokes maybe you woul #have had half the mind to ask me if i could stop making those jokes!!!!!!!!!#i am not transphobic!!!!!!! I AM TRANS!! I WAS MAKING A MOCKERY OF SOME TRANSPHOBIC CULTURE I HATE!!!!#i mightve vented on main ONE TIME under the guise of a silly joke but oh my god guess what?? that was an attempt to see if anybody related.#you never liked me in the first place dont lie to yourself

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fearforthestorm · 3 months

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it is such a shame that rainstorms are a consistent migraine trigger for me because I love the rain so much but especially I love the way that the rain makes my city look. it goes all gray and lit-from-within at civil twilight and the skyscrapers at city center stretch up so high that the shapes lose definition and it's something that I am just so so fond of.

#not to mention the classic streetlights and wet pavement. thats always been a particular little thing that ive loved #it feels more like autumn than late winter today which makes me a little upset but driving in rain is better than driving in ice at least #im in a bit of a really strange introspective mood now that ive finally cleared the worst of the migraine #a lot of stuff has happened for me lately that i havent talked about on here at all just to a couple of close friends.#and im kind of. actively trying? to stop caring so much about telling people about things.#a couple weeks ago i did something that not a soul on earth knows. and they never will. and it was SO FREEING.#<- not anything bad or whatever just. a regular thing that happened that i didnt tell anyone about.#idk. im trying a lot more lately to worry less about sharing my life and more about just living it. its good i think.#youll probably still get luke. hyperspecific emotional/contemplative oversharing in the tags sometimes #but ive been doing a lot more things that im not telling anyone about. that exist just for me. and im gonna keep doing that.#.lyr

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vaugarde · 1 month

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ohhhh thinking about the parallels between odin/maya and frost/marlow/valerie rn

#the way it all comes down to the need to be in control #like theres more nuance to it than that and there are multiple factors in each dynamic but maya and valerie were both isolated #and their respective toxic relationships w their families were allowed to fester and break them bc of that isolation #man. always imagined that valerie was closer to cheri but maybe she should connect more with maya #maya and cheri are sorta aware of the situation? but they dont know just how bad it is and unfortunately theres not a lot they can do #without marlow denying them access to valerie at all the way he did to felicity and aisling #i think maya would try to talk to him gently without oversharing but he’d probably be quick to shut it down #and even if he did know mayas backstory hed be like ‘’wtf im not like that guy at all!! that guy got aggressive with his kid i dont do that’#which is also what he does with frost. ‘’no ofc im not like my mom. my mom didnt give a fuck about me. i care so much about valerie!!’’#tfw you try so hard not to be like your abuser that you end up being toxic in the opposite way #echoed voice #tbh very curious to know how marlow will be recieved #assuming he’ll either be hated or all his worse actions will be shrugged off as ‘’oh its ok hes dad of the year anyways’’#maybe both w no inbetween whatsoever #personally i like him. hes my personal little trainwreck. he fascinates me. i want to put him in a tube and study him #he needs therapy sooo bad but unfortunately hes way too proud for it #also in his own way sakura does want marlow to stop self isolating w valerie #like hes not as clear about it as like cheri would be. i think hes mostly motivated by their rivalry. he wants marlow to better himself #and be a more worthy rival for him basically which is why hes constantly rubbing souvenirs in his face #sakura likes valerie but i think he kinda like. disregards her compared to her brother. he hasnt really picked up on whats going on based on #their interactions. but hmmmm…: perhaps now that hes staying in serenade for an extended amount of time….?

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justinefrischmanngf · 1 year

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i feel like i need to have sex 2 get the first time over and done with NOT IN A BAD WAY just in like the same way that drinking for the first time was rly intimidating i think it’d be good to fuck to like . know what to expect 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#i’m so tired i’m so exhausted i need to have a shower and then i need to sleep FOREVER #or for a solid 8 hours at #least………. god i am Tired #i need to stop oversharing on tumblr dot com i need to idk . mostly i need to sleep and try to be kind to the people around me

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romanticfistfightz · 2 months

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also fun fact going to malta if the weathers good. frst time since like 2015 i could be on the beach not fully clothed. like i could go shirtless . it's so fun i hope the weathrrs good

#i mean i was wearing swimsuits and stuff #and then in like 2016 i stopped #oversharing moment idc im a bit tipsy but i was with my family at a lake #and they had like an imflatable parkour course (?) in the lake #and . whatever its called when you get pulled by a line but youre on a board #which i didnt do i went for the inflabtable parkour #with my sister cuz she was too young to try the thingy #and basically it was all fine right and then i walked out of the water and was hit with such an. attacj #no idea what it was . stress maybe whayever but thinking back it was definitely dysphoria induced #which was a fun thing to realize in my omg im not a binary man maybe im not trans era #basically i could NOT breathe and i threw up and my heart hurt and all that and my mom had to drive me to the #hospital 👍 and they were like lmao idk were gonna give it some hydroxizinum in a shot calm it down #anyway. i hope the weathrs good

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opens-up-4-nobody · 10 months

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#it's so weird trying to describe yourself when u really aren't something u used to be #like until i was probably 21 or so id say i was shy. very very shy. but now im like was that even true? was i ever shy bc im not now #maybe i was just quiet and anxious. maybe thats just what being shy is. but im still both of those things but im not shy #im sorta like a hermit. i dont really go around ppl if i can avoid it but i dont hate being around ppl. its just that im less anxious when #im alone. but if u put me around ppl i like to talk to them so im not shy. ill say whatever. i dont really give a fuck #but if u throw me in a group i go back to being a non entity. i guess thats just being an introvert with an asocial streak #thats a thing i noticed while i was at the grad weekend i attended in march. the group would gather and do things while i kinda just #wandered away from them to poke at trees and sit in the snow. i dunno i just feel better away from ppl. my brain gets a lot louder if ive #been too social. which is a shame bc its interesting to watch ppl and understand how thry work #my friend came over to day goodbye before i leave next week. which was nice. i wish we would have hung out more in person but so it goes #and i think in my head im a lot more contained thst i actually am. like if u set me a task that becomes my focus but im also sorta all over #the place. partly bc i think my brain works on like a lag. and also my mood is a little elevated rn so im sorta like *jazz hands* and #talking too fast and too much and oversharing. yesterday i was instrucing an undergrad and felt so bad bc my brain was all over the place.#could not b made linear. im tired now tho bc theres nothing more draining than being emotionally honest and talking for like 2hrs. woof. it #so hot. like fucking so hot bc the monsoons have started and humidity is up so my swamp cooler is fucked and its gotta b at least 80 degree #inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im #glad my friend was also freaked out by how hot its been bc oh god its hot. and i cant focus. ive done fuck all today. but i did get rid of #couch which is so so so great. ugh. someone make the sun stop making it so hot #unrelated #its been over 100 degrees outside for like 2 weeks. not on my apartment #and when i say i wish i spent more time with my friend irl. i mean it in a distant sort of way. like thats how im supposed to feel. like i #dont kno if thats actually what i feel or i kno im supposed to b social but idk if i actually mean it

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adustoflove · 3 months

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My parents did NOT like me 💀

#personal #vent #and now I will stop oversharing #but its so genuinely sad to me #even my grandma asked why my parents didn't appreciate how good they have it because we're like..#pretty decent kids. we don't ask for a lot. we don't expect a lot. we try our best where and when we can #we did well in school and BOTH have ambitions in life that were completely ruined and wasted from a childhood #of living in a broken home and being verbally beat down into a grain of salt and made to feel like nothing #no wonder I always view things as a competition half the time because my own DAD saw me as a competitor against him #why are you calling your daughter a dumb bitch and telling her you had way more friends and fun than I did #like?? okay???#are you having fun now? acting like I'm not your own flesh and blood and instead someone to be better than?#.......#I ranted in the tags iMSORRY #or no. i am not. view my uncomfortable oversharing and pain

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spacefoxy-irl · 11 months

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Thank you everyone for being so lovely towards me. I have not ignored everyone's messages, I just had to take a little distance for a while. We good now, I think. 🧡

#oversharing in the tags #this and last year has been kicking my butt not gonna lie #I have been noticing a slight decline in my mental health #so since the rona stopped the world 3 years ago - my therapy appointments were ended because of budget cuts etc. you know typical bs #and at first I thought huh this isn't so bad. I think I can manage just fine without #but lately... I'm not so sure.#the sucky thing is I gotta re-apply for all that stuff... I was declined once already so I don't have high hopes #that I guess explains why I've been a bit volatile lately with my emotions being all over the place #the lows have been really low lemme tell ya #I'm my own worst enemy and dealing with my lifelong self loathing is really hard sometimes but I keep trying to move forward.

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weenhands · 1 year

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im more aware about my behaviors/pattern of behaviors and i have clarity and understanding about them after realizing i was autistic but the trauma from middle school really makes me wish i took that awareness and hid every single special interest of mine

#even being rejected slightly. it makes me want to be 'normal' like i always desired deep down during that period #hide everything. hide how weird i am. mask. fit in. count how many words youre saying on your fingers and #make sure youre not talking too much #hide. dont overshare. learn how normal ppl fucking interact. something is wrong w u #and thats when i was 13 #i still have that in me but i dont act on those thoughts and that insecurity #but lots of things i cant do or wont get out of my head because i trained myself to be normal #and one of them is being open and honest about my struggles and wat im going thru #or wat i like. wat my opinions are. that need to tread carefully is still ingrained in me #no matter how hard i try to get it out #sometimes i just wanna hide that i love makeup and just. only wear it when im going out. by myself #i wanna never go in the makeup isle when im with my best friend and visually stim while just. admiring everything and looking at everything #i wanna hide it all. i wanna hide everything im into especially makeup #idk. i think i love makeup alot bc i sorta stopped drawing and makeup isnt really so much abt. looking pretty #or hiding my insecurities #its about just. having fun and like an art form to me. and theyre just fun and pretty to hold and look at.#and i love watching makeup routines and tutorials bc its fun watching ppl 'paint'#i just love the process. thats why i wear makeup even at home when i. have nothing to do.#but i wanna hide it 👍👍👍#ur Average autistic woman guys! autistic about makeup but will Mask and hide it #vent

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