#overshare hours

[non-un-topo]

The little OCD devil on my shoulder: Hehehe you're not actually trans, you're just making it up for attention and also you're delusional

Me: I'm literally injecting testosterone for the 6th time as we speak

[devotion-disorder]

has anyone ever had these. (its chocolate!!) i love pouring out like a handful of these and then eating it from my palms directly like im some sort of animal eating from the hands of my handler. anyways

[sketchy-tour]

I just wanted to quickly say thank you guys!! Like... LIKE REALLY!!! THANK YALL SO MUCH!!!! The amount of constant love I receive for my work has been overwhelmingly wonderful to experience. I don't even know how to put it all into words. BUT IM GONNA TRY!

FAIR WARNING! I'm about to be really really sappy under the cut. So feel free to ignore that if you wish. But I got a lot of emotions I'm about to try to say.

Hi hello and hi. Um. Well, it's hard to explain how much this has meant to me. How much your kind words have sent waves of joy through my heart. How much every like has made me smile. How every reblog has made me feel a rush of pride. Every person who spammed me with likes when finding my blog, every person who talks in the tags when reblogging me, every person who shows up constantly in my notifs, every mutual who interacts with me even in the smallest of ways, every other artist I interacted with who has been kind to me.

All of it. Every single notif has made me smile in some way and I cannot thank you enough. I was so genuinely shy about sharing Dandy with Tumblr because I began drawing Dandy at a very turbulent time of my life. My WH art and oc had become a place of comfort for my mind and I had wanted to interact with the community for a long while but I'm skittish by nature so it took a LOT of mental prep for me to start posting this stuff here.

And the fact I have so much positivity in my notifs! I really needed that. Truly, I did. I still don't see myself as a big artist by any means, but I know I'm so lucky to have the bit of engagement I do from yall!

I feel like I'm rambling. Needless to say...it means the absolute world to me that the art that brings me joy is given such love by yall. Even if hyperfixations change, even if time marches us all in different directions, I'm thankful to have this. Right now. When I needed it.

[stuckinapril]

I’m finally biting the bullet and contacting a therapist today after being ambivalent ab it for so long… this hellsite has its many disadvantages but one thing I can say is it has truly helped me be less scared of pursuing therapy. Silver lining etc etc

[isbergillustration]

I feel like absolute garbage today so no new art (sorry to the peeps whose commissions i promised to do today) but here is an update on this thing. Amputated part of its waist which is good, glued its legs on back to front which is. Unfortunate.

[barghest-land]

tw suicide thanks to everyone who reached out and helped with the info, i'm sorry i can't really respond to messages rn cuz i just don't have any resources for it if anyone ever needs it tho, this thing works no matter where you're from and calling them from overseas isn't even expensive. it's english mostly but it's possible to talk in spanish to them too, idk about other languages; they also have a department (?) specially for queer people: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: +1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) i thought it might also help someone. a few things that were important to me: it's also a crisis line. no, u don't have to be suicidal to call, no, u don't have to stand-on-the-roof-ready-to-jump to call. they usually call back on the next day to check if everything is ok, but they can't call back overseas. u can always do that urself if u need to tho that's ok too. also ofc u don't have to share any personal info. in my case it's also good that i don't have to speak my native language cuz i don't want a call to be traced by some phrases.

stay safe

[pep-rambles]

I MADE THE LUCIFER IS A SWIFTIE PLAYLIST!

1-18 Just songs I think he'd vibe to with no real personal context

19-20 Songs for Charlie

21-29 His fall/ Depression

30-62 Lilith leaving

63-98 RadioApple shenanigans

99-103 Finally standing up to Heaven and empowering Hell

This playlist will obviously change and grow. I'll be sure to reblog with the new numbers when it does

@sienaumber @lustrethings @spot-spots

@myrathesimp

[wetsocksinbed]

Gale, preparing to tell me his darkest secret: we have been travelling together for a while now

me, who only met him that morning:

[nordidia]

do you think the turtles have any phobias or anything like that maybe stuff that grosses them out

well as a projector enjoyer i think ur fav turtle has ur phobias u wanna give them by law

as for me, i project my trypanophobia and fear of clowns onto raph LMAO

as for like... stuff beyond projection and like for waht i maybe think about from the show/movie,, i think they each have their own specific fear/things that freak them out, many things, as is normal. but nothing thats like severe enough to name specifically?

just like... normal discomfort around alot of specific things, each their own... i cant reallty think of any specific things

as for severe phobias, other than mikey being scared of paranormal stuff, donnie and beach balls, and raph and rabbits/puppets, im unsure if i headcanon anything specific like that outside of any like.. self-indulgence

[bearotonin-international]

here are some sleepy bears that you’ve probably seen to hopefully help you relax

have a better night and ty for all the times you’ve lifted us up and made us smile 😊

thank you. the team is very appreciative 💙

[junglejim4322]

I never message first on grindr and I mean never but I recently messaged a trans girl on there because well she was hot and I sent her a cheeky joke because well I’m immature but I am jovial and humorous and she replied with “you’re so funny lol”. and it gave me 379262962 billion flashbacks to trying to talk to normie hot girls as a teenager and I immediately passed away and died. Never again. That you’re so funny took 10 years off my life

[non-un-topo]

Wish there was an elixir that wasn't alcohol that you could take that just makes you write/draw and not care about the quality of your work or about what your potential audience might think

[soobinsonly1bf]

soobin mama awards 2023 is my roman empire

i think about him every day, it's not even a joke

(tbh i felt like cumming my pants when i saw this performance for the first time)

(....i still feel like cumming my pants every time i see it. i'm sorry, i just want him so goddamn bad)

[stuckinapril]

It’s a sunny day during winter… I am going to study outdoors at the library for hours I am going to devour the material I am going to hit the gym in the cutest fit w all my flash cards I am going to burgeon thrive flourish

[cult-of-the-eye]

I have PTSD right and one of my symptoms is nightmares but not like in the usual way, it's more of a "let's see how many ways we can psychologically torture cult by playing out extremely detailed and vivid situations to put them in" way...which means I have dreamed about being entrusted a child to look after who was being hunted to death by crowds of baying people and also about someone being sliced like an accordion potato

[primelinchen-the-second]

So anyways guess who just came back from an *checks watch* 8 hour hike