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autumnoficarus · 6 months

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currently: spiraling abt how its almost the holidays and i have less than half of the things i need to do done before xmas day since im hosting the fam and i !! am procrastinating by using all my free time to binge bg3 again and take 4839484823 captures on every dialogue/cut scene in my playthru...............................i want to take a crowbar to past current and future me's kneecaps right now ngl

#txt: icarus vents #delete later #my favorite type of art is escapism #gonna turn in my day job and major to become the next houdini im so good at it #why am i taking a million gameplay captures???? idk ive somehow convinced myself ill get around to editing and makin my lil dnd ocs #some good ol aesthetic pics #bc i am in fact delulu #i just decorated the xmas tree thats been BARREN t o d a y smh and she be SCARCE too bc i cant find all my ornaments from storage UGHGHGkfj #im sry girly i wish i could make u into an icon

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r0ttingsystem · 7 months

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333 Dear winter . . .

Status; active

[ basic information ]

> Rottingsystem / angelsystem / &&

> Winter / angel / Icarus / Canary / Lamb

> He/It/Cut/Gut/Rot/ae/Wing/333/error/user+

> transmasculine / transneutral afab / gendersomething /genderfaun

> gay hyperrose aroacespec

> minor

> white && greek

> RAMCOA victim, C-DID system of ???

> R0ttingang333lsys on simply plural (ADD US!!)

> borzoi puppy therian .. angelkin .. ghostkin .. dollkin .. corpsekin

> autism, BPD, HPD, C-PTSD, DPD, &&

> artist (art trades + nitro commissions open!)

> will automatically drop dead if I don't have enough attention teehee (/hj)

Nonneis : shy anon, library anon, .exe anon

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[ Boundaries ]

DMs open for everyone for every reason (same with ask box), venting okay, flirting okay, insults (/lh) okay,

If you have any questions about anything, feel free to ask

endo apathetic, pro(at least partly)traumagenic mixed origins

[ honorable mentions ]

_Ian (Grian), host , he/it+, 4-14yrs, split introject (main sources : grian (Evo, hermitcraft, life series), randy jade, Noel (RTC))

__North, primary protector, she/her, 14-22yrs, Brainmade

___Lio, co host & secondary protector, he/him, 39yrs, LioConvoy introject

____Dani/daniel, tertiary protector, ask pronouns, 14-25yrs, Dani polarcub introject

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//Singletsona(s), beware of dog! >

//other accounts >

@r0tting-art - art blog

@r0ttingsystems-intros : intros account, outdated

@northtism : North's blog

@rodys-h333ll - rodys game hyperfix blog (mostly not used)

@babyang33lpup - system little and agere account (most not used)

&& more, most are outdated/unused

// tag dictionary

#[name].txt : to tell who posted what

#therian posting / #kin posting / #baby mode / #baby posting : posts about therianthropy, otherkin or agere

#!!! : stuff I deem important

#\Winter answers\ : asks :D

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shaydoc · 4 years

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im. going to dump some bad feelings in the tags here, sorry.

#txt #shay vents #...i hope my friends dont hate me.#keep . oscillating between doing okay and doing bad #we're not fully on our meds right now which. isnt helping. but #...im scared #and i need to talk to people but i dont thik ican. i dont think i can at all because i keep. freezing up. and hiding #icarus had to bargain to. get me to even ... stay in the system when. things got bad #because i kept trying to run #i dont want to cause a fight i dont want to make things hard for my friends i just. want this to be over.#i thought it was over weeks ago but its. not.#it keeps going.#and i cant escape it.#...im scared to talk to anyone that isnt solar or scorps or gunhaus or vertigo or green because what if they get mad at me #what if they see me as the problem #its bad memories from before i even existed.#all of this is bad memories from before i even existed. from when we got hurt three years ago.#and now anything remotely in the ballpark of those events makes us panic #...its been three years and we're still finding new scars. mental and physical.#all of this happened while we're struggling with things from before that i dont know how to cope with #and.. im kind of. realizing. that thats part of why i exist #.........oh abyss no wonder im. screwed up. i exist because leo projected his ptsd onto shadoc and. three years ago is what caused his ptsd.#this is horrible.

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autumnoficarus · 6 months

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if i have to go through one more flaming hula hoop to get a refill on my adhd medication i WILL be embracing my villain era im so srs

#txt: icarus vents

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autumnoficarus · 7 months

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i am cursed as an artist with adhd because i will suddenly have the craving to draw on my ipad only to realize i forgot to keep the pen charged so i have to wait and when i wait i get distracted and end up losing art cravings so then days go by before i touch my ipad again because i suddenly have the craving to draw only to realize i forgot to keep the pen charged so i have to wait and -

#shakes fist at the sky #curses the gods and their apples #i just wanna dick around on procreateeeee #txt: icarus vents

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autumnoficarus · 7 months

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this holiday break has my sleep schedule MESSED tf up rip future me after this pto vacay is up

#at least I have until following monday to get back on normal sleep hrs #also I have eaten a sickly amt of pumpkin pie and banana pudding #and my cousin wants to bring MORE BANANA PUDDING send help #letting the running up and down the stairs several times a week punishment commence #txt: icarus vents

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autumnoficarus · 7 months

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daily wish that i could solely live off peanut butter crackers. they are my special snack that my brain never says it's not in the mood for

#uhhh #txt: icarus vents #i guess

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