#uggghh

[crow-skull]

What is his problem

@blue-wolfe

Hi bule

[junkratsgf]

[doctornerdington]

Here's what I've learned this month, and let me tell you, I really don't like it. Sometimes grieving feels like sadness, but sometimes you're not actually that sad and it feels like a lightning-bolt urge to quit your job, leave your girlfriend, sell your house, and run away from your entire life -- a life that you actually love -- for literally no reason you can think of. Sometimes it feels like waking up at 2 am to cry for a couple of hours without understanding why before going back to sleep, none the wiser. Sometimes it feels like stretching yourself into a thin, transparent bubble around your kids even though you know the membrane of a bubble provides no actual protection and that bubbles pop quite easily, actually. And sometimes it feels like the first time you dive into a pool when you're a kid at swimming lessons, and your body can't tell which way is up or how you're oriented in the world, and the only thing to do is let your body go slack so you can feel the tug of the surface.

Anyway. I'm exhausted. But I've managed to only blow up my life a little bit so far, in (hopefully) reparable ways. And I have therapy tomorrow, for which my entire agenda is to ask my therapist: what gives with this?? And also: I hate it here??

[gallivich]

20 jan

2025 #7

today!!!!!!

oh today. bad. cold morning playing football and embarrassing myself constantly because i cant kick a fucking ball for the life of me LOOOLL watched a movie in history but i had more important things occupying my mind!! um. ya thats it i did nothing. sooooooo. but then i got home and cried just coz i have like no friends outside of school like i mean i dont talk to anyone once i leave and maybe thats why i love school so much because its rlly the only time i dont feel alone???? but im so excited for tomorrow i love tuesdays SO MUCH like my favourite day for embarrassing reasons. most classes with a certain someone. fml actually LOL

i just took a nap with my dogs even tho i barely hang out with them it was actually like nice!! now im listening to stranger in the alps album by pheebs SO FAR SOOOO GOOD love it actually but i will cry if i keep going. and i have a hot water bottle on me burning my legs rn. erm ya i just feel like total shit today honestly like my worst day in awhile so nothing really to say but i thought id write anyway. i hope tomorrow is better, i knowww tomorrow will be better idec!!!!!!! ok optimism era IM TRYING MY BEST I FEEL LIKE DOG WATERRR goodnight tumblr i just wanna go sleep (.zZ mimimi ZzZZzzz mimiiiimmijmimi)

killer - phoebe bridgers

[theyrnprty]

I have been thinking about fingering someone all day actually. Like fuck I need my fingers in someone and I need to hear their sounds as I gently curl my fingers inside them.

[youregonnabeokay-kid]

STOP WITH THE STRAIGHT EDDIE

[outerspacedunce]

i desperately need to see more of Una in season 3

[heartonxions]

nasty dog sirmixalot is literally levy but no one gets her like i do …..

[bubblegumbarbie33]

The actual audacity that Fiona had to act like Mandy was some kind of curse to Lip because she was a 'hood girl' and he's 'too good for her' when in reality Fiona has been in the EXACT SAME POSITION. Hey Fiona. Hey Fiona. Remember when you had your little fling with Tony but you didn't feel comfortable integrating into his life because you were 'just another hood girl'. (I know there were other reasons but let me have this for the example). Remember when you lied about living in the Southside because you didn't want your rich date to know you were a girl from the hood? Remember when you were Mandy's age and struggling to keep your siblings on the right track, all while being perceived by the guys in the neighborhood as an object?????

AND EVEN V calling her Mandy Skankovich, when we know she had a wild time when she was younger with a bout of terrible boyfriends before Kev. AND SHE DOES PORN??? She's in the sex industry and has the nerve to call a teenage girl a skank for an ASSUMED reputation?

Idk I just kinda hate how a lot of characters treated her like she was doomed to fail because that definitely led to her reinforcing those ideas in her own head :(

[spookybecc]

Joakim karlsson appreciation post part 4

[brenna]

name for the order?

brenna

glenda?

b-r-e-n-n-a

oh, brenda. thanks, brenda

🙄

[pine-dexter]

Me? listening to Good bye My Danish Sweetheart by Mitski and crying about Fiddauthor? it's more likely than you think

[honestlydarkprincess]

who wants to give me some of their 911 brain rot? mine is sleeping and i miss her

[sparklykat-hideoutenthusiast]

You ever just:

• be in car ride

• car takes many wavy turns in a row

• you + your brain get sloshed around

• you instantly feel tired and slightly nauseous

• fucking Melt into your seat like a ragdoll

• brain is too tired to try and get rid of slight nauseousness cuz it's not a huge issue for the body

• try to drink water to help. Now your stomach is sloshy too.

• be miserable and carsick for the rest of the ride

[bitemegamer]

Me, from the future: I should have seen this coming, tbh

[im-not-buying-it-ether]

Saw the JLA: Classified #8 cover again and remembered