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rapha-reads · 1 year

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You ever have to write a short paper on a material that's just so dry and empty and uninteresting you'd rather give yourself papercuts between your fingers?

#that paper is due friday and the article is just. so boring. i have no idea what to even write. 800 words on that bitch how the fuck??#meanwhile i have another paper due saturday for my cinema class - free subject. i thought of doing a bollywood movie but like -#i don't know enough academically/literary speaking about bollywood to write a paper #so i've been thinking about writing about doctor who bc ya know i can talk about dw all day long #but what aspect? the music was my first thought but there's also more global themes like humanity or hope ....#ugh. i'm just procrastinating.#i think i'm just going to go to sleep now and see when i wake up later what i'm doing (it is 4am after all...)#someone remind me why i decided to go back to university again?#(because i'd rather go crazy writing papers occasionally and attending interesting classes than push papers behind a desk all day long)#rapha rambles #academic adventures #tis the season of finals

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coquelicoq · 2 months

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the executive dysfunction is not going to win today. i am winning. pay no heed to the fact that i am on tumblr writing this post instead of doing a task. i am winning. i am winning. i am winning.

#the good thing about having a large volume of individual tasks is that there are going to be several that are not as hard as the hard ones #so i can procrastinate the hard ones by doing the easy ones and still feel like i'm being productive #i've actually been very productive this week it's just that most of that time was spent on something VERY low priority #like no one asked me to do it and it wasn't urgent. and it took several days. but it was easy #one of the things i have to do today is schedule sales demos with 14 different vendors 😩😩😩💀🔪explosion explosion explosion #the only thing worse than attending sales demos is giving sales demos. at least i don't have to give them. could be worse #ugh but you know the thing where after a sales demo the person you talked to sends you emails every week asking if you will #pwetty please buy their product. i'm going to have that for 14 vendors. and only one of them will win #battle royale in my inbox #executive dysfunction #my posts

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thii-nii · 1 year

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But if nobody speaks up, will change ever happen?

I Feel You Linger in the Air (2023) Episode Five.

#i feel you linger in the air #ifylitaedit #bright rapheephong #nonkul chanon #tdrama #soomedits #this just keeps getting better!!#and ugh i meant to make this earlier but i'm always kinda late #the procrastination is too strong

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hibernationsuit-remade · 6 months

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Klara: "Okay but explain quickly, I still need to finish my workout."

Toby, who just came to explain something he found related to Klara's work, but has now lost his train of thought: "Um. 😳"

(based on the idea i've had abt something that happens in the beginning of their friendship teeheeee)

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#my art #my ocs #oc: klara #sighs. can you tell i'm procrastinating on literally everything #anyway. idea is that klara & her coworker found smth during their work but couldn't go with it to a udl worker who specializes in data &#programming so klara's like 'ok let's go talk to leon' and he's like 'looool this is way above my skills. u should ask toby tho. u know. th #guy who just joined our friend group? the little guy?' and klara is like 'ugh fine 😒' and they go to toby and he is soooo helpful.#but also finds some additional info later and goes to klara in the morning (didn't sleep whole night to talk abt it and klara (who just wok #up) is like 'u r not part of my morning routine :/'. ANYWAY. she ends up making him breakfast.

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escape-from-arcadia · 1 year

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everyone stfu i'm thinking about douxie and morro parallels and interactions.

#tales of arcadia #hisirdoux casperan #ninjago #morro ninjago #i'm also crying over mud: a golem memoir but that's a separate story.#hell if we threw krel in here too...#just for funsies #because i think the parallels between morro and douxie really help emphasize their differences.#ohhh but douxie interacting with kai?? the big brother energy??#kai and lloyd duo and douxie and jim duo...#ugh. i'm on a different wavelength today.#still drowning in assignments thanks for not asking.#i need to stop procrastinating on these readings.

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moodyseal · 9 months

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I've been agonizing over my exams for too long WHO CARES I'm going to pass them and I'm going to kick ass and even if I won't it'll be fine. The sun will shine on my head anyway

#manifesting positivity!!!! life is good!!!!! i'm not crying about chemistry!!!!!!!!#anyway hello people how are you #i'm fresh out of a breakdown if you couldn't tell #ugh i wish i had this stuff in my brain already #i discovered that i love knowledge very much. i just hate the process it takes to have it #i've been cursed with the ability to understand everything quickly but an excessive amount of love for procrastination #lonely thoughts

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holodeckprotocols · 1 year

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this close to having a meltdown because i have to do like 4 things this week. why am i so bad at coping with extremely normal things in life that require an ounce of planning. i just totally shut down.

#i've started putting off talking to my poor mother because she's going to ask how the wedding planning is going #and i just can't find a way to verbalize that it fills me with dread and misery #and that it perfectly keys into all the things i hate most about myself: my inertia and procrastination and my childish avoidance #how am i 30? i feel like i'm 12 #sorry i am in a TERRIBLE MOOD and full of existential dread over a big stupid party ultimately i guess #but i just can't seem to do things and all my interests and desires are adolescent and i'm a big stupid idiot and UGH

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redrockbutch · 2 months

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I feel like "do you feel an accomplishment after completing a task" discourse is going the way of so many, where people who claim not to feel this are deciding they're the perfect ones to explain how they believe it would feel and ascribing an exaggerated level of emotion that few people ever reach, which means that more people read those posts and decide they also must not feel Sense Of Accomplishment Emotion: The Ticker Tape Parade when in fact everyone involved does, it's just small and weak bc they don't nurture that feeling and instead as soon as they complete a task they wallow over their belief that they're chemically incapable of being happy for themselves

#STOP INVENTING SYMPTOMS THROUGH INTERNET TELEPHONE #cassidy.txt #like this is just. this is not a good thing to Collectively Decide simply must be true #'oh tiktok and their making up shit about disorders haha' it's not okay just bc it's not on tiktok #if you don't feel accomplished after completing tasks there is probably many things you can do to better feel that #the answer is not 'I've decided based on this unsourced post that having ADHD means my brain is broken and there's nothing to be done'#like. ugh. I'm sorry but you have to be more credulous about information that feeds into a doomer mindset #it is a KNOWN THING that negative things feel more true because biologically it is important to remember and learn from negative things #and I see people swayed by it on here constantly while also mocking zoomers for believing everything they read online #I'm sure a variety of conditions impact how people feel that emotion #but the breakneck speed at which people have decided autism and ADHD just. can't feel happy after doing something??? is literally insane #and blatantly untrue. but it makes people feel justified in not doing the dishes so whatever #when I don't feel accomplished it's bc I procrastinated and it was super stressful but I'm not going to call that Symptom lmao #I'd have so much less of an issue w these posts if they were all sharing how to overcome it #but instead they're largely like 'I don't feel that emotion therefore it is ableist to expect me to do Anything'#and no it isn't. it means you do it bored and then reward yourself later

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lixenn · 3 months

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I have now send in my thesis application which means I have an offical deadline.

Please excuse me while I go cry in a corner.

#just rambling #and i'm still working on my other paperwork #aka judging my current workplace #which honestly why do i need to do this nobody will look at this document #ugh #btw this is my procrastinating drawing because i can't make the pose i want work for me #so i'm being productive instead #fuck you x-gloves #also fuck you twinky khr art #I NEED ADULT TSUNA GODDAMMIT #i tried using primo but the hand pose fucked me over #art is pain

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kuiinncedes · 5 months

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what do u meannnnnnn i'm abt to be post college graduation 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️

#apparnelty some family friends coming to my graudation #bc ig i'm the first in the generation to graduate or whatever the fuck #and like whatever that's fine but ffs i wish they would've come to my show instead #that i co directed and literally love sos o so oso sosososoososooo much #so so so proud of that #i don't give a shit abt my graduation tbh lmfao TT #so it lowkey doesn't mean much to me that they want to come to my graduation ;-;#it would've meant so fucking much if i knew they would be able to come #and want to see that and i could like suggest hey instead come see this show LMAO #like it probably wouldn't have happened but whatever #also just like i have like no motivation and no interest in stats at this point lmfao #ALSO bc these ppl all gonna be fucking talking abotu and asking abt what i'm doing after #I DON'T KNOWWWWW what i'm fucking doingggggggg #i alr get enough talk from my mom abt how i'm not applying to enough jobs #i dont need family friends to also be asking me and my answer just being ha idk #i'm fucking staying at college tho like on campus bc i'm a fucking loser and don't want to move on #like not rly. i'm kinda trying to see it as like #the alternative would've been me at home being a loser lol #and that would've been so annoying and even if this isn't the 'right' thing to do or most traditional #at least i'm choosing to do it ig #and i get to stay in this club w my bestestestestest friends for another yr #idc if i'm like not moving on when i should LOL too bad for me that's a future problem #and also kinda figure out this weird right after college time period w my friend who i'm rooming with #ok. slay that was. acool turnaround from me lmfao just . yeah ok that's the positive side ig lmao #anyway i also dont give a shit about graduation bc i hate my university rn lmfao :) and the world is burning down #jeanne talks #i am . procrastinating #imagine knowing what the fuck i learned in this class this whole semester #ugh literally two group projects to end on and two of the most boring annoying group project experiences i've had LMAO

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mo0nchhild · 1 year

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the maddest thing i've ever done in my entire (academic) life was to not study for my maths a level exam. like. at all. (it's my worst subject)

#rant #school rant #currently praying manifesting asking the universe that i pass #i really don't want to have to look at complicated maths ever again in my life #the sad thing is i think i would really enjoy maths and it could be really cool if i would just understand it #i was trying to restrain myself from doing the 'counting points to see how much i still need to pass' over and over again #so when i did count some points i was barely passing i really hope it was enough and i didn't make too many mistakes😭#farewell good gpa i guess slghdslkghk #as long as i pass i'm happy #there's this really cool discord server i'm in and i haven't stepped a foot in it since like new year's bc SCHOOL ugh i wish i had more tim #but then i just end up doing nothing #and procrastinate lol #personal #maths #a level maths #rip #exams #vent

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buildarocketboys · 9 months

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I HATE WRITING NOTES I HATE PLANNING FICS GRRRRRR BITES BITES BITES

#literally just been sat here for like an hour #scrolling through Tumblr procrastinating writing notes for peterick fics #usually i just get in there and start writing but #the sixteen candles one and coffeeshop au are both ones that need an actual plot so like #need to make SOME notes so i can remember where I'm going #ugh #my writing

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sheliesshattered · 1 year

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10 grommets set, 22 to go

#RRD cosplay #my cosplay #my sewing #poking holes in a silk dress you've been working on for 6+ months is SO DIFFICULT #ugh #but hey the armscyes are DONE #the placements for the grommets at center back are all marked #just taking a break before I start poking my awl through the center back too #I've done all the pattern matching during the marking phase so I shouldn't have to do much here #but I know I'm still going to be obnoxiously fastidious about it #I definitely need a break but I don't want that to turn into procrastinating it just because it's stressful lol

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navree · 1 year

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most evil and cursed phrase i've ever seen, how dare you even put the alias of my sweet sweet boy anywhere near that abomination hag

#personal #richard bby i'm so sorry i'm so sorry someone tried to make you look like one of the worst men alive #at least this artist also tried to draw starfire based on naomi campbell which i do support #but mostly just ugh how dare #richard john grayson is my angel boy and That Man is a foul half melted gremlin #gosh golly the things i discover while procrastinating instead of writing like i should be

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basurachan · 2 years

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realizing part of my birdmen fixation has to do with the fantasy of being able to telepathically communicate my feelings and experiences because why did i just spend like three hours writing in my notes app and collecting supporting text because i feel like i didn't explain something well enough today

#yes it was about birdmen #i also obsess over my writing and constantly reread and edit long after its initial purpose has been served #1 because i lack a concrete self image and feel the need to constantly reference past work photos and my reflection to affirm that i exist #2 because i am deeply self concious and am fixated on the idea of expressing myself correctly and existing correctly in general #but i don't think i'm good at either so i tend to just give up #ugh god just get over yourself it's not that serious bro #like dawg i have difficulty talking half the time i am either braindead or too lost in the sauce to be coherent #to be a seraph and be perfectly seen and understood????#i am deeply unwell just thinking about it. inconsolable actually.#but also i did those 3 hours because i'm procrastinating on my real work like i took my meds but hyperfocused on the wrong thing

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peonyblossom · 2 years

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the urge to binge-make the rest of the Sadie's SCS posts for the month so I can queue them up vs. the need to do my homework

#I've already decided what the scs posts are gonna be #I'm really just procrastinating my homework rn #ugh #I'm really trying to convince myself I can put off my homework bc my class for tomorrow got cancelled #but this reading was due last thursday #like girl #bffr #ur behind #do the fucking reading #anyways.

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