#ughhhhhhh make me wanna do things

[indigodawns]

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[laiiaaa]

Carmy with a stressed cranky gf getting her degree and he’s just so good to her ughhhhhhh (so self-indulgent)

“Carmen, could you—could you just, fuckin’—…watch where you’re going?”

He freezes where he took a misstep, leaving your laptop’s charger dangling near the floor after accidentally unplugging it. A simple little thing, a dumb mistake made while caught up in something else mentally. A matter of a charger extended beyond its comfortable reach. It’d be fixed in seconds, but you weren’t having it.

A confused look washes over him. “I-I’m sorry, baby—” He knows you’re in one of those moods—he always knows—and lowers to pick up the cord. “Lemme plug it back in for you—”

“Or you could just not walk right into it,” you snap, fingers tapping away at your keyboard, face illuminated in a blueish hue from the screen.

“Hey.” He perks right back up after fixing the charger, but you don’t look back at him. “What’s the matter with you?”

“Nothing.”

“Don’t start that w’me, c’mon.” He comes a little closer, perched at the end of the couch right beside you. “You’re in a mood.”

“I’m not.” You definitely are.

“Baby.” Instinctively, his hand comes to rub your shoulder, his thumb presses just a little firmer along the crook of your neck. “Take a break for the night.”

“I need to finish up with this—”

“‘M not asking.” He gives you that look, with his hands extended to silently demand you hand over your computer. “It’s a Friday night. C’mon.”

You pout, and you huff, and you give him those eyes that tell him you don’t want to, but you save your document and hand it over anyway, quickly curling into the end of the couch and not making a move when he sits next to you.

“You mad at me?” he asks, looping his arm over your shoulder, a little hurt when you don’t melt into his touch like you usually do.

You keep your eyes glued to the wall, not paying him any mind. “No.”

“Then why’re you always workin’, huh?” He squeezes you a little tighter, bringing you deeper into his embrace as he cups your jaw—with those firm, strong hands of his that somehow always have you pliant—and turns you to look up at him. “Every time I come home you’re on the computer with that look on your face.”

“I don’t have a look.”

Smiling, he presses his lips to your forehead. “Yeah you do.” Then to the furrow in your brow. “But it’s cute.”

He scatters slow, gentle kisses across your face, from your temples, to your cheeks, to your jaw, until he finds your lips and takes them carefully, relishing in your act of apology when your hands circle around his forearms and kiss him a little deeper. And slowly, he feels the tenseness in your body begin to dissipate, feels you turn into him more.

Pulling away, still intent on figuring out your rut, he rests his forehead to yours. “Talk to me, baby. What’s got you actin’ all mean, hm?” His hands hold you close, and his thumbs graze your cheekbones. “Somethin’ I do you wanna talk about?”

“No—”

“No?” He’d be lying if he said a wave of relief washed over him. “What’s goin’ on then?”

“I’m—it’s just that—…” You sigh.

He waits patiently, knowing that by now he’s cracking open that shell. “‘S alright, hon, we can work it out.”

“Carmen, I just—” And your lip quivers, and your throat gets sore, and your vision gets bleary from tears emerging. “I have so much to do, and—…”

“For school?”

You nod against him. “It’s just—I get behind on one thing, and then there’s five other things I need to do, and I try to get ahead but then I don’t sleep, and—I-I’m just stressed, is all.”

“I know.” He coos gently at you and thumbs away your tears. “I know, ‘n you’ve been workin’ so hard, baby.”

“Well I’m still not getting anywhere.” Your throat tightens, and tears keep falling, and you feel your resolve crumbling, the last of your strength dissolving now that Carmen’s handling you so gently. “And I just feel so stupid all the time—”

“Uh-uh,” he nudges his nose against yours, “You don’t get to say that, you’re the smartest person I know.”

He pulls you away carefully, just to look you in the eye—and his gut wrenches, seeing you like this, all pouty and wet with tears, your lips salty when he kisses them slowly to mellow the racing of your heart.

With a calm hand he urges your head to rest against his chest, his lips lending a kiss to your temple. “So fuckin’ smart ‘n you don’t even know it.” Naturally, the rest of you follows, with his arms keeping you close, one wrapped around your waist to hold you tight as the other hand rests with on the back of your neck to soothe you, scratching gently at the nape of it. “Always blowin’ me away, baby, you’re so smart. So hardworkin’, too—”

“But Carm—” Your sobs choke you up then, and there’s a throb in your forehead that has you almost begging for sleep.

“Shhh, what is it?” His hand smooths up and down your back, his voice becomes gentler than ever. “Take a breath, c’mon, take a deep breath.”

You push yourself away from his chest, seeing the tears staining his white tee before you look up at him. “I’m sorry, Bear. All the stress, it’s—I’ve been so mean to you lately—” you don’t even process the vigorous shake of his head— “I’m sorry, Bear—”

“Hey, hey, baby, stop—” He wipes tears from your eyes before they get the chance to spill onto your cheeks. “Stop with that, would ya?” Another kiss to your forehead has you melting. “You’re okay. We’re okay.” Another kiss, slower, to your sob-bitten lips, like he wants you to taste his forgiveness.

“But I was mean to you, and I’m sorry—”

His chest physically aches because he knows there’s only so much he can do for you. “I know,” he tells you, “I know, baby, I got you. It’s okay.”

“I promise don’t mean it, Carmen—”

“Yeah, I know that, hon.” Pulling you tight to his chest again, his strong arms wrap around you fully, and he presses kisses to the skin where he’s nuzzled into your neck. “You’re workin’ yourself to the bone, y’know that?”

“Mhm,” you hum, just happy to be held, to be swallowed whole by his warmth.

“You promise to rest up from now on?”

“Mhm.”

“Yeah? Not even listenin’, huh?”

“Mhm.” You burrow into him just a little deeper, eyes slipping shut.

He scoffs, but it’s full of love. “It’s gettin’ late now.” He shuffles you closer to him with little effort, hooking his hands beneath your thighs to encourage them around his hips. “Let’s get you t’bed, hm? C’mon—” he hoists you to his hip with a subtle grunt— “Up you go, baby, that’s it—”

And in the brief minute or two it takes for him to turn out the lights in your shared apartment, and the twenty-some paces to the bedroom, you’re lulled off to sleep in his embrace, stoking that fire in his chest that keeps him going—because knowing you feel safe with him, secure with him, is all he really needs.

[worldlxvlys]

okay I know someone already asked something similar to this but ahem, referencing 7:10 on their this or that new video just brought to my attention that I really wanna see him shaking shivering and twitching, so pls pls pls DOM HIM AND OVERSTIMULATE HIM

okay thanks my babe MWAH

help

chris sturniolo x reader

warnings: be fr. it’s smut. overstimulation, p in v, oral (male receiving), sub! chrissss

a/n: hehe ty for the request yk i loveeee sub!chris

hope you likeeeee <333

(the clip anon was referring to:)

“i really need you baby” was the last thing i expected to hear when i picked up chris’s call. i could tell by his broken whisper that he was horny.

“yeah? what do you need chris?”

he let out a moan at the sound of my voice, seemingly jerking himself off.

“can’t get off baby. need you to help so bad”

“i’m on my way baby”

when i walked into his room, he was laid naked on his bed with his eyes shut. his tip was red as he frantically pumped his cock.

without a word, i sat next to him and moved his hand, replacing it with my own.

“holyyy fuck” he moaned out, his hips jerking up.

his head flew back into his pillows, as he let out strangled moans.

“hmmm, all it takes is my hand around your cock and you start moaning like a little bitch” i said, watching his body fill with pleasure.

“my poor baby, can’t even get himself off without me”

he lifted his head up, propping himself on his elbows and watching me continue to pump his cock quickly.

“it’s ok baby, i got you. gonna make you feel so fucking good” he moaned in response, his high quickly approaching.

“feels so good ma, you’re so good to me”

“yeah? you wanna cum baby?”

“fuck yes, yes, wanna cum so bad. please let me cum, please, please” he begged, his moans turning into whines. i placed a quick kiss to his tip.

“go ahead baby, let it go. want my hand to be covered in your cum” i said, quickening my pace.

“fuck fuck fuck, i’m cumming baby” his hips began to buck up, as his cum leaked out of his tip.

i kept pumping, helping him ride through his high.

the thick, white liquid continued to sputter out of his tip.

“shit ma, i don’t think i’ve ever came so hard before” i moved my face toward his cock and began to lick it up.

“ughhh baby, baby, hold on. so sensitive” he said as he started to squirm.

“you said you wanted my help. sit there and fucking take it” i said firmly, holding his thighs open.

i swirled my tongue around his tip before starting to bob my head up and down.

“ohhhhhhh fuck”

i looked up at him through my lashes, as i continued to take him deep into my throat.

drool began to dribble out of my mouth as he thrusted his hips up, meeting me halfway as i continued to move my head up and down on him.

my nails were digging into his thighs, no doubt leaving crescent marks in their wake.

“baby i’m so close” he continued to groan and gasp.

“hold it.”

his eyes shot open, widening a little. “what? no baby i can’t, can’t hold it, gonna-“

he cut himself off with a guttural moan, shooting his load down my throat.

at that, i took my mouth off of him and looked at him.

“what did i tell you? can’t even follow simple instructions” i said as i took my clothes off.

“‘m sorry, just felt so good ma”

“you normally listen so well, baby” i shook my head at him.

“guess i’m gonna have to punish you” i said as i crawled onto his lap.

i laid his dick flat on his stomach, grinding my pussy on him.

“ughhhhhhh fuck”

“i swear to god, chris, if you cum before i tell you to i will edge you for hours” i said as i felt him twitch against me.

he nodded his head feverishly, before letting out a whine.

“ohhhhhh”

“whose cock is this?”

“yours, yours, yours, only yours” he whispered.

“what was that? i can’t hear you” i said as i rubbed his tip.

“YOURS! FUCK, IT’S ALL YOURS, NO ONE ELSE’S!”

“that’s what i thought” i continued to rock my hips back and forth against him.

his cock slid between my folds perfectly, but i needed more.

“baby, i’m so closeee. please please please” he continued to whine.

without warning, i hovered over him and lined him up with my hole and slammed down on him.

“OHHHHH” he screamed at the top of his lungs, his mouth hanging open as he began to twitch and squirm.

“yesss chris, feel so fucking good. fill me up so well”

“i can’t, i can’t, can’t take it”

“i haven’t heard the safeword” i replied, fucking him dumb.

i began to bounce on his cock, picking up speed.

“please please please please gotta cum, gotta cum, let me cummmmm” he was whining so much, he could barely separate his words.

“c’mon baby, just wait a little longer. i’m so close, wanna cum with you”

with that, he reached between us and started rubbing my clit harshly.

“please, please cum on my cock. need it so bad baby”

“go ahead baby, let go. i’m right behind you”

he squirmed and twitched, as his legs shook. his eyes rolled back to his head as he held onto my waist, needing something to stabilize himself.

the feeling of his warm cum inside of me caused me to stumble over the edge with one last cry.

“chris!”

i collapsed on top of him while we both tried to catch our breath.

after a few moments, he spoke up.

“you’re fucking insane ma” he chuckled into my neck.

“yup, and you love it”

“hell yeah i do”

🌀🌀🌀🌀

….what do i even say after that

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💋 VALENTINES WITH JAEHYUN

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ established relationship! jaehyun x reader

decided to do a little something something for jaehyun’s b-day and for valentines all at once 😚

Happy Valentine’s Day my loves and Happy Jaehyun Day!! 💖

divider credit @missroki 💌

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ JAEHYUN

this could honestly go both ways; either you celebrate both valentines and his birthday in one day or you choose to celebrate Valentine and his birthday separate depending how busy his schedule is

jaehyun always makes sure to ask you to be valentines the moment it’s Feb. 1, only once did it slip his mind…he learned his lesson there when you were about to sell him on Twitter 💀

for his birthday I feel like he would try not to make it a big deal but at the same time does just because he knows what some of the plans will be since he always ends up having last minute scheduling and wants to down his as much time as he can with you before said schedule

rarely do you guys have to reschedule things…but SM can be a pain in the ass so you guys always gotta make room for everything

honestly for moments where you do have to reschedule, he just brings you along with him. man don’t care about the public cause at this point SM is literally asking for it 💆🏻

everyday leading up to v-day he writes you hand written notes about the things he loves about you 💌

let’s be honest here…Jae is a BIG romantic fellow when he wants to be. like yeah he’s all shy and flustered about it but it’s what makes you love him and it makes you wanna squish him for how cute he’s being

i see his ears turning red the whole time just because he’s that shy about it :( such a cutie

the sex; oh my gods it’s intimate and passionate as fuck!!! literally what you both will be waiting for by the end of the day (if y’all can even make it to the end of the day)

jaehyun would seriously buy you sexy pieces of clothing just to end up ripping it off of you 🤪

“I’ll buy you new one baby don’t worry.”

literally would tell you this just so you’re not worrying about the fact that he “wasted” his money like that (man could care less because he’s pleasing both of y’all)

Okay but the after care???? honestly one of the best things he ever does for you 😩🫶🏼

Always getting you water, making sure you’re okay, giving you a well needed shower cause babes y’all were nasty nasty that night WHEW 😜

“You did so good for me baby.”

like UGHHHHHHH man makes me feral honestly

if you’re feeling up for it, he would carry you to the living room and make y’all food 🥹

you would protest that this was supposed to be his day and you would be the one doing everything for him but he would always brush you off and tell you that he loves taking care of you even if it is his day

get married at this point folks cause I would 😭💍

honestly…he would propose

and I KNOW it will be out of the blue 💀 like you’re just chilling in the living room eating ramen together, watching what’s every playing on the tv.

“we should get married.”

YOU WILL LITERALLY CHOKE ON THE NODDLE 😭😭

“W-what!?”

“I mean why not? I don’t think it’s a bad idea..do you?”

the puppy eyes he would give you

literally like this 🥺🙏🏼

how could you say no???

had to make a little post for our Valentine’s boy Jaehyun 🥰

first time I do something like this and I’m honestly thinking of doing more like this cause this was fun 🤭

Lemme know what y’all think! Should I make more posts like this 🤔???

Much love 🖤

— mochi 💌

[cissyenthusiast010155]

Wanted to ask for two separate requests. One Morticia and one Larissa (two separate posts), but they’re both bottoms. Like really bratty bottoms. Thank you for taking the time to read this. You don’t have to do both you could just do one or the other or none. Sorry if that doesn’t make sense. But thank you I love your stuff!!

Caught Red Handed ~Bratty!Bottom!Morticia Addams xFem Reader

Summary— Morticia won’t stop bratting, and she’s not very happy with your answer… Anon Response— Hi there, anon! Thank you for the requests! The Larissa request is posted, here’s your Morticia one. Enjoy! ♥️

Mommy… Master List

Requests & Prompt-List

Warnings: NSFW, 18+!!!, smut, strap-on use, overstimulation, strap-on riding, bratting, orgasm denial, etc.

Enjoy (;

“Fuck fuck fuck Tish—!!”

You’re crying out desperately as Morticia fucked up into you as you ride her strap. She’s made you cum three times already in this position, and she’s not relenting.

“Morticia I swear to god, slow down….!” You hiss, as she hits a particularly spongey and stimulating part inside you.

“But I wanna make you feel goood Mommy—!” Morticia whines in a mischievous and playful undertone.

She then places her hand even more firmly on your hips and uses them to push you down even further and harder on her dick.

“Morticia—!! I—”

You choked on your own threat as you came for the fourth tim from riding the strap. Morticia was intent on continuing to fuck up into you, but you firmly smacked her hands away.

“No. Listen to Mommy. Enough!” You growled.

Morticia whimpered and smirked in response, bucking her hips up into you once more. You firmly planted your hands on her hips and stopped her administrations.

While Morticia fucked you, she had her own vibrating toy inside her, making her squirm and all needy. She hadn’t cum once yet.

“Do you want mommy to let you cum?”

“Yes mommy…!” She yelped in excitement.

“Then be a good girl and help mommy off.”

Morticia grumbled, while finally helping you off the strap. She stuck her tongue out at you as she got up and removed the harness, eventually tossing it aside. But she kept the toy in.

“Don’t start. You already bratted all week…” you warily breathed out.

As soon as Morticia was back on the bed, you were back on top, straddling her. The woman looked at you with need and anticipation.

“Wore that tight black thing yesterday… I could see your nipples, everyone could…” you growled.

Morticia’s eyes darkened and she squirmed beneath you. She licked her lips, her hands shooting to your hips and staring to grind you down onto her. You swiftly smacked her hands away.

“Nuh uh… no touching without my say so…” you reminded her warily, shaking your head.

Morticia groaned dramatically.

“You’re no fun…!!”

You chuckled lightly.

“Let me cum…” she whimpered, her tone quickly shifting to one of desperation.

Her hips began to buck up and her eyes began to water.

“Toy’s finally getting to you, huh…?” You teased lightly.

“I—Mhmm fuck yes mommy—!” Morticia groaned, fisting her hands into nothing desperately.

You chuckled, bringin two fingers down to her core, teasing her entrance.

“Don’t cum, baby… You haven’t earned it…” you cooed.

Morticia arched her back and groaned out sinfully loud.

“PLEASE mommy Ughhhhhhh—!!” Morticia cried out.

Suddenly, you removed the toy, right before Morticia was about to crash over the edge. She grabbed you roughly in response, whining and yelping loudly in protest. But that didn’t stop you.

“Nuh uh uh…” you shook your head, holding the toy.

“Nooooooo…!” Morticia gasped.

The woman immediately and desperately bucked her hips up into you. You chuckled at the woman’s desperation below you.

You then simply got off from Morticia, standing up and heading to the bathroom. You came back to pick up and clean the strap that was left of the floor, and Morticia was sitting there on the bed, staring at you in shock.

“I—mommy…?” She whimpered, “nothing..??”

You chuckled with a nod.

“Not until you’re a good girl…” you waved her to come over, “Come shower, Baby…” you cooed. Morticia pouted, but still listened to you, coming to join you in the bathroom.

~~~

Morticia Addams Masterlist

[silvershiningtarot]

PAC18+:🍨✨Channeled Message From Your True Love & Karmic Lover❤️

This is a channeled message from your true love and karmic partners. Take what resonates and what doesn't. Remember this is a general reading💕💕. Enjoy this reading. Most of those piles from your partners are advice for you.

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Hey, you, I know I haven't been talking to you for a minute, because I have been focusing on my bullshit. I hope you are doing the same thing with yours. I can see that you've been writing some stuff down about our future. So am I. I can feel your energy. I am searching for it in everyone else even girls I've been going on dates on. I realized something yesterday about some bullshit ass friends and family. I've attached myself to these fake ass friends because I keep forgiving them. So I still have a lot more karmic shit to deal with. Sorry for keep delaying our connection. I know that you've been working and keeping up with your finances. I know how you feel. I was in your shoes before. I feel that someone had stolen something from me. I don't know who but I'll figure it out. If you need any help! Let me know. I don't like it if you are struggling. Our connection is part of the universe. You and I shared a past life before. I am your friend that came down here to help you out. Whatever struggle you going through I am here. Call out my name. I can feel that you are the most important person in my life. I can feel the love between us, even when we are apart from each other. Make sure to keep writing your list down. I hope I am everything on that list. I wanna tell you something, I am shame of the choices I've made in life. If I tell you that you won't look at me the same again. I've been working on myself. Left to right I've been stuck in the middle. I've attached myself to people's bullshit drama. I can't help it. I love to help other people. Now my question is to you? Are you eating right? How are you feeling? It's okay to feel those emotions whatever you are feeling. Feel it. I used to be the same way. Blocking those emotions. I was so afraid of being vulnerable. Now I am a fucking crybaby. When I was younger, I have been manifesting someone like you in life. I feel that I lost you. I can feel my soul searching for you. You are such a boss-ass woman/man. Can you notice that? I can see it. Even though I can't see it physically but I can see it when I dream about you. I remember when I was younger I used to watch a lot of Disney movies. My family used to make fun of me because of that. But I didn't care I mean don't get me wrong it hurt but I still watch it. So again. Whatever you are dreaming about or writing down it better be me. Because that's what I'm doing. I pray to the stars when I'm thinking about you. When I look up at the moon, I see your beautiful face. You have a beautiful face, energy, etc. I don't like it when you cry 😭 because it makes me cry. I've been seeing a psychic about you. She says some pretty weird 😕 things about you. I've gotten scared about it. Sorry for my delaying our connection with you. Maybe this is my desire talking. But I fucking want you! I wanna meet you right now! I wanna feel your energy around me. I don't want to feel other people's energies anymore. I am getting fucking frustrated 😫. It is bothering the fuck out of my soul. I feel uncomfortable talking to people about my fucking problems if they ain't hearing me. I am sorry for yelling. But this is how I feel. Ain't you ready to meet me? Because I am. I don't care if you got karma with other people we will deal with it together. Ugh!!! Forgive me my darling. I am just scared about the timing and everything. My doubts come to me saying that I'll never meet you. That would be fucked up of me to say wait. Anyways, I love you so much. Ughhhhhhh!! See! I am feeling the water in my eyes right now. Because I wanna cry. I am tired of messing around with other women or talking to other women. I just wanna talk to you and you ONLY!!!

My precious cupcake 🧁, I know what you've been feeling. Our energies transfer to each other🥹. You know how I feel and I know how you feel. I know you are getting tired of waiting for me. For our connection. You wanted it to happen right now. I get you, my love. Everything takes patience. I think that you should go after what you want. Don't think about anything else. Just do it. I mean be smart. We have a telepathic connection. We have conversations with each other. You might think that shit is stupid or corny or whatever but it ain't. I like talking to you. Even though we are far away from each other. We still like right there with each other. If that makes sense. I've been meditating and isolating myself away from people. Because of those types of bad energies, I won't do that to myself. In that area. I climb out of a dark hole. I won't put myself back in there again. You shouldn't either. I've seen the way how you've been moving lately. It's good 🌟 but I can see you falling back into that bad habit. I'm telling you I noticed it because I am noticing it in myself. I feel that you should isolate yourself, away from people because they are not for you. I know you have a lesson you need to learn from these people. So do I. But don't let anyone try to fucked up your peace of mind. Because that person ain't worth it. Maybe I'm deflecting. Nah! Haha 😂 I am just giving you advice. My precious darling. I've been seeing you grow so tremendously. I love every inch of you. Watching you grow helps me grow. I've bet if I was the type of man/woman then I was before tell me the truth you wouldn't want me. Not at all you wouldn't. The choices I've made. Made me the man I am today. I realize my mistakes and actions. I told myself that shit wouldn't fly today. Because I am in a different head space now. Figuring out my peace and my sanctuary. I am sorry for deflecting. See! I'll take accountability for my shit. But still, take my advice. As your husband regardless of what label I am to you. I am still your husband/wife. Because I am confident that you are my wife one day to be. Let me boost your confidence real quick. Do you know how amazing you are? Do you? Your light is so bright it burns the shit out of people’s eyes. You are the best 🌟 beautiful woman/man in the world. The way you sing, move, dance and talk is fucking amazing. You have such a gift. The universe speaks to me when I meditate. I daydream about you all the time. I dream about you. 💘💘🌟💋Your my cupid. You shoot your arrow into my heart ❤️. I fell deeply in love with you. Yes, I don't know you but I know of you. If that makes sense. I know I keep giving you advice because I love helping you out! But you should try meditation with me. Whenever you're ready. Do it. Speak to the universe while you are meditating. Even if you don't believe in us. I say give it a try. What's worth the risk? I have a mental issue, sort of people say I do but oh okay. I am fucked up in the mind. I'm honest about that. That's why I try different outlets to help me. My ancestors speak to me about you. Calling on you. Do you hear me calling? Hear me, please. I got you. No matter what.

I’ve seen you in my dreams before. But damn for the life of me, I can’t remember your face when I wake up in the morning. But I can’t ever forget the way you make me feel in those dreams when I wake up in the morning. My dick stands up. The way you make me feel, I fucking wanna pull you out of my dreams. Like what they did in the movie Nightmare on Elm Street. But that’s how life works I guess. I’m being impatient. I want you here with me and forever. I search for you every single day. I never stop. Maybe you don’t see me. But I am right in front of your face, you don’t even recognize me. You push me away. Like I don’t exist. That’s hurt my feelings when you do that. But I like you a lot. You know who I am, what I do. We've talked before many and plenty of times. But I just think you don't feel the same way about me. Can I ask you something? Am I wasting my time? Because I promise I won't waste your time. Your face, time, and energy are too important to me. I think that I can be your true love. If you give me a chance. I believe in love. The way you make me feel, it's like no other person I ever felt this way about. I dream about you, manifest you, and sort of been writing to me. You may not know who I am personally. But I am me. If you give me a chance let you experience me. I am one in a million. You're like my Willy Wonda. I am your Golden Ticket 🎫. I'll try my hardest best to not make you cry, or make you feel that I remind you of someone. That'll never happen. You are my wish fulfillment🧑🏾‍❤️‍💋‍🧑🏾. I bet we have so much in common. I think that we do. Are you some type of psychic? Or whatever you do your aura pulls me closer to you. I tried to walk away from you but it seems like I can't. You're fucking everywhere. That's not a bad thing for me. I got you back. If you call on me. I'll do anything for you. You know that right? You are the key to my heart. Don't be surprised when I come knocking on your door. You'll be shocked to see who I am. Just don't run away from me. Please, don't. I'll hate being rejected by you. Everyone else do it to me. I just hope you don't. Sure I ain't the best-looking type but for damn sure I am hell worth it. If you give me a chance. Will you, my darling? I miss talking to you and I miss seeing you in my dreams. Come back to me. Please, I won't let you down. Like these other people did to you. Give us a chance.

🥹Yesterday, I saw something so gorgeous yesterday. You want to know what that was. It was your beautiful smile. Do you know that you have a beautiful smile? I mean fucking drop-dead gorgeous smile. I fucking love it. That's what made my day. A beautiful smile. I wish people can see that. But I don't care I'm selfish. Keep that smile for me then... Hahaha 😂😂. I do be making myself laugh so fucking hard sometimes. I wish I can share my jokes. But you might think it's corny or you probably won’t get the joke. Hey! Do you like nature? Or are you allergic to nature? One day we should go hiking. Just you and me together. Nobody else but us. One day you get off from work or we don't go to work and we can just camp in nature. Too much lack of communication in this world. Don't you agree? It's not much face-to-face communication when I was growing up. Now it's I'll send you a message across the room. Like Boo! That's so lame to me. I will sometimes be on my phone when I'm bored. That's all technology is to me. Boredom. I want to have a real ass conversation. Sorry for being all preachy. I am a babbler. Haha. I fucking love to laugh. You gotta laugh today. Make sure you laugh today nothing but laughter. If anyone tries to ruin your laughter. Tell them that I say go suck it! Seriously suck it!! 😂😂😂😂. Once we both enter each other's lives. My mission is to make you happy and laugh a lot. Because I don't like bad energy. Sad-ass moods. I am such an optimistic person once you get to know me. I've been through hella darkness in my life. I'm a calmer person now. I can see that you are too. Well trying to be. But I love it either way. My advice to you is. Don't get swiped up by other people's bullshit ass aura. Because it makes you dark too. Have you noticed that? When you are around other people's energy who isn't happy? You start feeling down. Yeah! Whenever you are feeling that way! I don't give a fuck if it's social media people, friends, family, or people on here. Remove yourself away from that. Because all you gonna do is get yourself caught up with their nonsense and it has nothing to do with you. I mean nothing. So again! I'm talking to you, my sweetheart. My gift to you for now! That is my advice. And please take it. I don't say shit just to say it. I mean it. So love ya! Remember what I said laughter! Laugh all day every day!! 😂😂😂😂Laughing helps the soul. 💋💋Sweet dreams my darling. I'll give our future a big hug 🤗.

Yay 👏🏾, I heard that you did well! Did you get a promotion? I sure did! I'm so happy for you. I am sorry I haven't talked to you. Because I've been working on myself. Healing myself. Dealing with all these karmic debts with these co-workers and my family. My family has been fucking with me. They have been spreading a lot of bad rumors about me. I've been trying to exit myself away from that shit. Telling me how to run my own business. But I've been isolating myself away from that nonsense. I just couldn't take it anymore. My ex-friend doesn't talk to me anymore. Cut me off. A lot of people who I so-called my family I had to cut them off. Because a lot of money, things and important items have been stolen from me. I had lost a lot of money. I haven't been eating well. Enough about me! Don't feel bad for me btw! I got this shit handle. Don't worry about me either my love. I hope that you've been putting yourself first. I know that you've been feeling stressed out lately. But baby girl, I just wanted to tell you this. The stronger you get the better. Cross out those bad people, and families who don't wish you well. If those are the people who don't wish you well. Then they need to be out of your life. But how are you? How are you feeling? Did you eat today? Did you get your strength up? I hope you weren't procrastinating. Get your ass up and move around. You are too good for this bullshit ass life. Because what am I about to give you can't match up to what you are doing now. I know this is going to sound very weird to you. But I love that body. You've been working out lately, haven't you? Goddess body! Yes, I have a song for you. Maybe you should whine your body for me. Work it! When you wake up in the morning. I want you to hug yourself. Hold yourself tight for a minute. You'll see why. Then ask yourself how you do you feel. When you hug yourself. Anyways I am sorry I have to make this short. But I love you, I know we have our karmic debts to deal with. But let's enjoy ourselves. We'll deal with our debts when we are married. Is that a deal? Sounds like a deal to me. I'm getting tired. Feel my kisses in your dreams and when you are waking up. Remember to smile. Alright, gotta go. If I don't I'm gonna keep talking to you. See! Here I go again. Haha 😂 love you so much. My precious diamond. Keep on shining ✨. Remember your light. You are light 💡.

[system-of-a-feather]

The thing about how my brain works due to how we learned to survive our childhood - specifically the stupid high pressure put in drastically different ways from both my oldest sister, parents, and society - that I appreciate but always find exhausting is just...

I don't really "get tired" or get "burnt out" or get "too stressed" so long as there is something stressful, confusing, difficult, a problem, etc to be worked on because stress and uncertainty keep me "activated" and my brain feeds off of that to feel engaged. As long as there is a stressor that doesn't immediately make me feel like I am going to die, I am often happiest when stressed and thus, as my trauma therapist in college would say, I'm addicted to being miserable.

And so like... possible new and better job started to organize itself meaning I can probably get a good idea of where I am going to be in February / March which lets me start to plan the details of 2024 and thus removes a lot of the antsy-ness of having to wait. It also means I can stop worrying about my current job and appealing to them too much or what not. And the second opinion I got for top surgery went stellarly so that huge stressor is basically completely and rapidly nerfed. PhD applications are basically done and its just a matter of waiting for responses / requests for interviews

Like.... most of my key issues that I was juggling at once all just kinda mostly tappered off and it's like.... yay, free time, less stress awesome we love it

But honestly, its only now that there is time and space to relax a bit does the sheer fatigue and burn out hit me like a tsunami and I'm just like "ughhhhhhh maybe I should find more problems" and I have to bonk myself on the head.

As long as I'm stressed I can postpone the "energy loan sharks" from noticing I am capable of paying my loans but god damn do I not wanna pay the spoon bank back cause it suckkksss

But ya know, its the healthy thing to do so Ill do it anyways but ugh.

Also I always forget how much I juggle at once solely to keep myself engaged in life cause I just... do it and dont think about it much

[desperate-whre]

😳💕💋💕 stoppp it you're making me blush (don't stop). you're so cute <3 i'm so happy you like hearing from me. i really do like telling you about it- it turns me on so much to talk about these things with you 🥵 you may not believe me but i really am a shy girl 🤭

i had a quiet week but i did cum twice today with my clit sucker. both times were so nice 💗 the second time was right before i got in the shower so i took off my clothes and watched the cum dripping out of my pussy in the mirror. i wish you could see how wet the toy makes me 👅

but enough about me! it sounds like you need to be taken care of 🩷 i'm sorry you had a bad week :(( you deserve a good orgasm 💕 wanna make you feel that fucked out bliss- i want you to make your cunt nice and slick for me, play with your clit and imagine squeezing my tits as stress relief, feeling my fingers slip inside your needy pussy-

do you want to cum on my fingers? pumping in and out of your cunt while i hold a vibe to your clit? or would you want me to use a strap on you? i'd be new at it, but i'd give it to you so good 💋 i'm nice, i'd let you cum whenever you want to 💕 making you feel good would get me s o wet, it wouldn't take long for you to make me cum with your mouth on me <3

-🌼

Ughhhhhhh thank you that is so sweet, my cunt feels all hot reading this message 💕💕💕

Yes yes yes finger me and lemme love on your tits 💕🖤💕🖤💕🖤💕🖤💕🖤 I'll let you do whatever you want to me 👅

[purpl3lem0n]

hiiiii

"Ughhhhhhh! I wanna go back to Berlinnnnnnnn!"

(Qi is dead to me.)

This is less of a rp blog now. Qi did most of the roleplaying. So until he apologizes for being a massive asshole, there won't be as much rping

It’s Jörgen from @lycheesgowoooo

If I block you, there’s a reason. I’ll only tell you the reason if I actually interact with you.

I dont need to explain myself to someone im pissed with :)

Vote bitches.

https://www.tumblr.com/purpl3lem0n/750235825001922560/guys-what-drawing-apps-do-yall?source=share

Wooo

Oc reference photos.

Bella Heinbeik, 10, aroace/questioning.. idk she’s a kid.

Bella is German and Mexican. She grew up in a cult sort of family, studying the human body and biology, botany as well as way too many medical procedures. (body horror + cult talk is a major cw on this blog, lore not yet posted) She was turned on and ran, ending up in Scandinavia. She met her now brother figure, Meabh and now they live together in Yokohama.

She loves making candles for people. Loves it.

ability- A Flame in the Night. She has a certain normal ish candle that when lit glows orange and purple. A kind ish fire spirit lives within the flame, its purpose being to guide Bella through her life the way she would like. It also works as telekinesis in a way, lifting and doing normal things for her when lit like carrying stuff or turning on lights.

[ultimatelyunassuming]

sovereignSlayer [SS] began trolling wonderfulVariation [WV]

SS: W3ll w3ll w3ll

SS: Look who n33ds h3lp l3a<ing th3ir hi<3

SS: I k33p t3lling yo> that yo> n33d to acc3pt o>r ad<ic3

SS: B>t no yo> d>mb h>mans n33d to "Learn how to problem solve on our own, or else we'll be overtly dependent on you and unable to solve our own problems when we can't contact you for assistance."

SS: That was from WQ by th3 way

SS: I copy past3d it from o>r last chat

WV: Who are you

WV: What the fuck is going on

WV: Why are you talking to me

WV: HOW are you talking to me, everyone from earth should be dead

WV: Whats a hive??? IS there a hive underneath my house???

SS: Oh y3ah I forgot yo> don't know m3 at this point

SS: H3llo "nic3 to m33t yo>" or what3<3r im slick and w3'r3 "fri3nds"

SS: What th3 f>ck was th3 thing yo> call3d >s? F>cking "blood b>ddi3s" or som3 shit?

SS: Do3snt matt3r w3'r3 fri3nds tr>st m3

WV: Why are you typing like that

WV: It looks dumb. Stop that

WV: Makes it harder to read your texts

SS: Wow

SS: What a comp3lling arg>m3nt!

SS: How abo>t this: no

SS: Yo> l3arn to d3al with it

WV: Thats idiodic

SS: What a wordsmith yo> ar3

SS: Damn yo> w3r3 right yo> r3ally w3r3 a dick now

WV: ?

SS: Dont worry abo>t it

SS: So yo>r3 st>ck in yo>r hi>3 b3ca>s3 AR trapp3d yo> in yo>r ho>s3 accid3ntally by blocking yo> in with yo>r cru>trud3r

SS: Yo> ob<io>sly n33d h3lp l3a<ing and I ha<3 j>st th3 thing to h3lp yo>

WV: How do you know that Im stuck in my house

SS: I can s33 yo> right now

WV: Are you fucking stalking me???

SS: What? No

SS: Stop looking aro>nd yo> look lik3 a cl>ckb3ast who j>st lost its h3ad

SS: Im not th3r3 Im watching yo> thro>gh a comp>t3r scr33n right now

WV: Oh, so you hid cameras all around my house

WV: Fucking creep

SS: I didnt!

SS: DOnt block m3 i can h3lp yo> 3scap3 yo>r plac3

WV: Give me one good reason not to

SS: ill gi<3 yo> thr33

SS: 1: it wont 3<3n work

WV: 3<3n?

SS: Ughhhhhhh

SS: Even

SS: Yo> n3<3r g3t >s3d to my q>irk yo> sho>ld work on that

WV: n3<3r?

SS: UUUUGHHHHH

SS: NEVER

SS: W3'R3 G3TTING OFF TOPIC

SS: 2: If yo> dont tak3 my off3r yo>r3 gonna b3 for3<3r st>ck

SS: And 3: its not lik3 yo> ha<3 anything to los3

SS: By th3 way im gi<ing this info for fr33

SS: B3ca>s3 I lik3 yo>

WV: Fine

WV: I'll take it

WV: Tell me your advice

SS: And ask yo>r fri3nds abo>t m3 im tr>stwo oh that was q>ick

WV: Like you said, I have nothing to lose

SS: Shit

SS: Ok

SS: Gi<3 m3 a s3cond to typ3 3<3rything out

WV: 3<3rything?

SS: Everything

SS: Again yo> n33d to work on compr3h3nsion, my q>irk r3ally isnt that hard to s>s o>t

SS: Yo> sho>ld s33 CD's q>irk, his mak3s min3 look lik3 a p>zzl3 for n3wly hatch3d gr>bs

SS: B>t thats off topic

SS: So what yo> want to do is go to a window not on3 on th3 gro>nd l3<3l yo> wanna go on on3 of th3 top floor th3n yo> climb o>t of th3 hi<3 onto th3 roof

SS: B3for3 yo> l3a<3 yo> n33d to alch3miz3 this it3m: WOOOOOSH

SS: 3q>ip it wh3n yo>r3 on th3 roof and j>mp off and th3n yo> sho>ld b3 fr33

WV: You want me to make a hover board that costs me all the grist I've collected so far

SS: y3ah d>h

SS: Its th3 only way yo> can l3a<3 witho>t imm3diat3ly dying

SS: And its not lik3 yo> cant j>st grind for mor3

WV: Fine

WV: If this doesn't work I swear to god

SS: No it will tr>st m3

SS: B3li3<3 yo>r blood b>ddy

WV: B3li3<3?

WV: You know what, I don't care

WV: Thanks for the code weirdo

wondefulVariation [WV] ceased pestering sovereignSlayer [SS]

[smol-grey-tea]

I'm so so so so so pissed off because I love how insane how well 'written' my daydreams are, like I love my parame and her insanity so fucking much and it makes me wanna write it into a story and share it with the world but how could I possibly ever do that when the daydream is made up of a conglomeration of so many different types of media, it's the biggest multi fandom crack fic you've ever seen but everything so well put together it's so good especially how my parame is in-fucking-sane and keeps doing the same hurtful pattern over and over again because she's learned that it's 'the right thing' morally and familiarly ughhhhhhh it's so fucking goooood!!!! >:((((

But how could I ever post something like that?? 😅 maybe if I wrote different fanfics of each section of the story per fandom?? Potentially.

It might still work but some parts of it are near exactly the same as how the original story went to certain fandoms in canon so writing it would just be rewriting what's already existing.

I don't know. Maybe I'll do some of it then but probably not all since it's just unrealistic to do all.

Oh also. Another issue with writing it down is that it changes. I don't usually keep track of what my daydreams were like before they were changed but I do remember that they used to be quite different in comparison to a few years ago.

I'm quite happy with the way my daydreams are right now but who can tell if it'll change again in future? In fact I'm pretty sure it will. I can't say how but I can't imagine daydreaming this exact same stuff as I am right now 10 or even 1 year from now

[kaleb-is-definitely-sane]

6:45 pm

thinking about how i need to make a huge pinned post in order to inform the public about certain things about myself and my page and how i don't wanna type all of that out but i know that I'll feel so much better afterwards.

I know the feeling 😂

Rebranding my theme and typing my “about me” post was exhausting!! Like what do I put on there? What do I say? And then — “ughhhhhhh i don’t wanna type all that” 😂. My advise is just get it over with. It’s tiring but once you do it (if you truly want to) you don’t have to do it cause it’s done! ♥️

[eternalroo76]

Sorry tumblr took away the shortcut and idk how the fuck to make read mores on mobile now, just skip if you don't want to read me bitching

Ughhhhhhh I don't feel good, summer is killing me physically again. I absolutely hate where we are living during the summer. It's noisy and hot and exposed ugh there's some fuckin vehicle or large machine doing this deep loud hum outside idk what the fuck

In general I cannot decide if Im happy with the way things have turned out, like I just feel irritated and uncomfortable a good amount of the time. I'm also no doubt the only person who can't help but be annoyed that the border is open again, because I'm sick of people wanting to come to my house or have me visit. I love to see the people I love once or MAYBE twice a year but jesus christ am I sick of the constant pressure to have the next visit planned and all these places to go and people to see or have over. I would love to go on a real vacation for once that doesn't double as visiting friends/family or a taekwondo retreat or fuckin Lego.

I just want a normal life, I've had it with this long distance shit. I don't like uprooting my life for a few days to a week at a time, multiple times a year! It makes me exhausted and irritable and afterwards I have to take all this time to recover. It was fun when I was younger but I'm tired now and I wanna do my own thing and be a fucking adult

Also i HATE visiting the US, it's stressful and the food makes me feel gross cuz I'm not used to it anymore and our dollar is so weak there. Like I spent my whole life planning to leave cuz I felt unsafe and no hope for the future living in the states. Why would I wanna go back, for leisure no less?? Jesus

Like my life is way better than it has been, and much better than it could be if I hadn't rabidly dug myself out of the pit I was in. But my god is there still shit that I don't care for all that i don't even want to accept or learn to live with. I've been through so much hell in my young life! Can I get some space to try to heal please

[falu-red-dreams]

Jujutsu Kaisen E40

* ughhhhhhh sukuna is so cool

* megumi has to fight his dad :(

* also toji just killed all the bunnies :((((((

* didn’t take notes of the fushiguro fight bc i was painting my nails but

* the part w the dad was cute

* SORRY MEGUMI DIED??????

* I CANT HAVE MEGUMI BE DEAD

* NOOO

* NOOO PLEASE NO

* I CANT BELIVE THAT BITCH WOULD KILL HIM

* IM SO

* FUCKINH TIRED

* OF DEAD PEIOLE NOT BEINH DEAD

* BUT PLS DO LET MEGUMI BE ALIVE ACTUALLY

* who r these people 🗿

* omfg sukuna vs fireball

* i can just see all the animation nerds going crazy abt this

* fireball is litt burning down all of shibuya

* where was this strength when he was fighting against gojo huh

* not to make this point again but

* construction companies must make LOADSSSSS in this universe

* SORRY WHAY THEYRE TRYING TO ESCAPE AND SUKUNA JUST MID FIGHT TELLS THEM NOT TO LEAVE

* yeah no he is hot sorry to say it

* they just…. all died bc of the meteor.

* panda died :(

* SUKUNA HAS FIRE POWERS????

* AAAAAAAAH HES NOT REVEALING HIS TECHNIQUE I WANNA KNOW IT SO BAD

* sukuna is so sexy

* the grace and confidence and ughhhhh

* the fire spirit died

* it was a nice scene though 🥲

* WHO IS URAUME

* :( is megumi rlly dead?

* man.

* what the fuck man.

* was that the end of the season?

* this outro is so depressing half these people r dead :(

* ITS NOT THE END OF THE SEASON THO THANK GOD

* cruelest thing my ex ever did to me is recommending this series i swear to god sukuna get his ass!!

[steaksex]

AUGHHHH GOD IM SO MAD I LOST MY BONER FUCK EVERYTHING IVE BEEN STRUGGLING SO HARD TO CUM LATELYYYY ughhhhhhh god man. I cant get off when i dom its more just like a nice thing i do because it makes me happy to make other people feel good but i gotta think about subbing in order to actually cum and nothings been right to get me in the mood bc my tried and true shit is getting boring. AUAUAHGHHH AND I CANT EVEN BITCH ABOUT IT TO ANYONEEEEEEEE BECAUSE I CANT GALK ABOUT SEX STUFF ANYWHERE ELSEEEEEEE BECAUSE I FEEL LILE A DIAGUSTING SEX PERVERT ALL THE TIME FOREVER goddddd god fucking dammit. Im glad i got the message. Im glad they like me still as a friend even when broken up w a mutual friend. I shouldnt be this upset its literally just that i was getting off and got a text but i just wanna cum. Aughhhhh

[chenanigans]

New Year’s 2023

I wanna talk about my accomplishments and thoughts of 2022 and hopes for 2023!

2022 Accomplishments:

   Finished an art job

   Made the most money I've ever made with commissions

   Drew a ton of comics

   Improved a lot in art

   Made a lot of new friends

   Saved over $15,000

2023 Hopes

   Playing some new games (very excited for Kirby's Return to Dreamland Remake, BotW 2, Loddlenauts, Frogsong, and a bunch of other indie games)

   Beating some old/present games

   Finish some more animations

   Finish some more comics

   Playing more ttrpgs (very excited for all my dnd games)

   Run my own campaign/one-shot (I just gotta write stuff more ^^;)

Other Thoughts:

I ended a very long friendship late 2021. I don't know how to describe how it, but it sucked. I had a great and supportive friend group, so I managed to not spiral into a deep depression. I thought I would feel a lot worse, but I was actually ok. I'm made many new fantastic friends who I play dnd with and just chat with. I got hired for a contract art job shortly after ending the friendship. I thought I would be going into 2022 in a sad mood, but it seemed to just get better and better.

I've done more comics than I've ever done in such a long time, with many more to come. I finished an animation. 

I'm  very excited to make more things with my dnd characters. I don't know when the dnd brainworms will leave, but I do not regret getting into dnd! It's a great creative output, inspiring me to make comics, write stories, and even animate!

Health-wise, I've been pretty ok! I started taking B12 and iron because I was anemic! D: It explained a lot of stuff, but now I'm doing much better. I'm hoping to maybe raise the dosage of my ADHD meds, but we'll see. I need to get back to exercising again but UGHHHHHHH. We'll see if that happens. XD

Gaming-wise, I had a pretty great year. My favourite games were Kirby and the Forgotten Lands, Splatoon 3, Cuphead DLC, A Little to the Left, and Ooblets. I'm really looking forward to a lot of games, most of which are indie games, but they all look fantastic. :D I played a buttload of demos during the summer and I'm itching for more. I hope things go well for the indie devs!

I think that's pretty much it. Happy New Year's! I hope 2023 is better for us!