hi cyn!! not sure if you have answered this before but how do you make your themes or like come up with them?
hii!!!! i haven’t answered this before dw:) i have a secret sideblog where i plan all of them & my fave way to start is finding a pfp i like because i find that it’s harder to find a pfp when i’ve made the whole theme n just have it left if that makes sense LMAO 😭 once i find the pfp i try to find pics on pinterest w similar colour schemes, then use a colour picker website to pick out the colours i want for the title & accent & background!!! i also do the gradient text n everything on my side account so i can make sure i like it 😇 after that i copy and paste it all onto this account & change the pics n wtv so no one notices me changing themes LOL hope this helps!!!!
When Carmy tasted the Hamachi dish with fennel and realized how uninspired it was and decided to do the blood orange anyway. Chef David knew Carmy was better than him. He knew Carmy was inspired and creative and Chef david was a mean, evil unspired asshole.
The fact that this parallels he and Sydney's relationship in the kitchen makes me kind of sad for him. (it's still fuck you Carmy for me) but he's turning into the thing he hates. Yikes.
saw this post and thought of Dew's elemental change 🤭 https://www.tumblr.com/ukrainian-groove-metal/728648531269877760/i-love-the-came-back-wrong-trope-but-from-the?source=share
Oh my GOD how DARE!?!
Link to the post here it's such a good concepttttt.
God, but really, imagine Dew with post-transtiom amnesia. Confused. Aether pulling Dew into a hug and Dew cringing away. Aether is unfamiliar. A stranger.
God, the pain. The ANGST. I LOVE IT.
The entire story is unspiraling in my head. This is such a big brained idea I'm so glad you shared it with me. An elemental transition gone wrong. Dew isn't Dew anymore, it wasn't supposed to happen like this. He recognizes nothing. Knows no one. The space in time when he was water ghoul is gone.
The other ghouls, the ones that he knew and loved but left? They're gone for him. No Mist. No Alpha. No Omega. No Ifrit. They never existed for him. Those names mean nothing.
I'm really sorry guys but i dont think I have any more artfight in me. i have been defeated. i just cant find any kind of motivation to work on more attacks and i feel dread thinking about it like it's some kind of job. this might be my last year participating because I've become so allergic to creating art for other people unless its under an incredibly specific and arbitrary set of circumstances. i love everyone's ocs so much they are so so cool and I really do wish i could draw them but its so hard to make myself do it and when i do its hard to enjoy the process.
this is combined with the fact that lately ive just been feeling kinda unspired and I havent been feeling great about my art as a whole for the past like 2 months at least. I feel like i've stagnated again and i need to change how I do things like I did last year but now that I already did that big overhaul and experimentation with my style im out of ideas for how to change it and i feel like im stuck.
idk maybe i will be able to make a few more attacks before the month is out if the mood so strikes me but I can't promise anything. i just feel frustrated with myself and it sucks. i do have some other ideas for fanart I kind of want to draw but i would feel bad for drawing anything not artfight related during july cause it feels like I'm disrespecting and/or ignoring the other participants when i could be using that time to draw for them WHICH I REALIZE IS STUPID AND FAKE AND NOT TRUE AT ALL AND NOT A HEALTHY MINDSET TO HAVE BUT THATS JUST HOW IT FEELS !!!!!
wahtever this all probably stupid as hell i hate feeling this way. i gotta take a break or change or die
(The post was deleted before I could post my reply to u so I'll just paste it here.) Absolutely. I have BPD so while it's not exactly the same, I understand how those kinds of thoughts can be difficult to unspiral from so to speak. Reminding yourself that the things you enjoy and create will continue to exist regardless of who does or doesn't like you and that your happiness is just as important as anything else is hard to do sometimes. 🤝 But we persist!
Since this is an ask here's a bonus picture of Maggie
we actually have bpd too! :,] personality disorders are great
Just a little sad one shot that I just got in my head. Unspired by shifting, Peter Pan ouat, and sad tiktok videos. The ending is my idea though. Please, I need more ideas thanks