#unsuffering

[poetryisalive]

To you, poetry is --------.

(thank you for your service to the community)

poetry is soul enrobed in words yet heard in dirges perfect empathy and purpose gorgeous, fickle sharpened, hurtless dirt is sprinkled overtop the wroth in perfect circles dross and all the worthless works in circumstantial resonance and mirth, yes trapped within the pins and needles let to flame or age unsuffered to remain the passion, and the pain gets fashioned into rain the same old circus laughter at the game or hacking back the traps at which you rage the fashion, or the fade at last, the pact remains

[historia-vitae-magistras]

What was the thing that made Mattie realize that Arthur indeed loved him, even if not expressed in a conventional way?

He was permitted to exist after 1763. It felt cruel at the time, and confusing. The princes of France at the time were known as Fils de France. A shitty little failed fur colony he was, but he was once quite literally a son of France, and the usurped were sent into exile. But with what they are? What exile is possible when the soul is made of the earth below his feet? Acadia had been flayed from Matthew in the 1750s with the expulsions and if he was no longer a son of France, then he expected a quick, merciful death at either Alasdair's or Arthur's hands. Not something done if one is fond of the victim, but a a rational, expedited end to minimize cruelty in the age of enlightenment.

But he lived. Arthur bothered with the expense of keeping him alive. No cold and unsuffered death for Matthew but the messy, painful, confusing and terrifying gift of life. Matt understood, in at least a limited way, that it was not hatred that is the opposite of love, but apathy. And it might be fair to say Arthur was mostly apathetic of Matt until he grew to be useful but the quick death he denied Matt would have been kinder on the balance. And true, half the reason was lack of funds, but the easiest option was impossible for Arthur and his brothers, and that impossibility was the first indication of the possibility of affection.

[cyanghostcat]

the last post made me think. "what gift would i recieve from an angel?"

some humans might think money or whatnot, something physical provided unto them to help in living. but i know better. i know angels have no relation to material wealth or object, i may not be christian but the concept of angels as a creature in mythos is not lost on me.

so, if not material gift, what? what would be offered to an entity that they might need yet not know they want?

the post talked about memory, about childhood lost and refound. and while that may be good and helpful for many, that doesn't relate to me. i may have poor memory, but i know the ones who lived through this body's childhood were absolutely not me.

so if not childhood lost, what? memory might be good, gifting that which i forgot within my own existence. or, a memory unsuffering - i would now actually remember much much more than i currently do, and never remember that which traumatises me so as it wouldn't cause scars.

but that is too shallow. not worrying about forgetting something would be so much more helpful, but that is something i know i want, know i need, and as such isn't suitable.

so what else? else, i think of my sibling. not by blood, but by bond. a sister, one of angel, who could gift that feeling of familial love one might have trouble obtaining otherwise. a sister, one of witch, who could gift that promise of remembrance, of my continued existence in this realm past my days. a sister, one of animal, who i can relate to and understand better than any human i may talk to. the angel i know personally gifts me so much as it is, but that's why i feel a formal gift isn't as necessary.

what gift would an angel give me?

i believe it friendship untold. a bond unbound. a love unconditional.

how about you? what would an angel gift you?

[meretriciouslyloquacious]

All right, @enchi-elm, here it is, my URL spelt out in song titles, a.k.a. the most insane playlist of all time. Thanks for the tag, I'm sorry, and you're welcome:

Memphis Soul Stew - King Curtis

Everything You're Breathing For - The Parlor Mob

Raw Deal - Judas Priest

Eye, The - Brandi Carlile (this is legal, leave me alone)

That Unwanted Animal - The Amazing Devil

River - Bishop Briggs

Iron Sky - Paolo Nutini

Children of the Sea - Black Sabbath

I'm Going Down - Bruce Springsteen

Opaque - Amythyst Kiah

Unsuffer Me - Lucinda Williams

Sit Down By the Fire - The Veils

Lebensmotto Tarnkappe - NMZS & Danger Dan

You Can Do It - Ice Cube, Mack 10, Ms. Toi

Long As I Can See the Light - Creedence Clearwater Revival

Open Invitation - Black Rebel Motorcycle Club

Queere Tiere - Sookee

United States of Eurasia (+Collateral Damage) - Muse

All Night Thing - Temple Of The Dog

Chariot - Mega

It Will Come Back - Hozier

Only Yesterday - Thelma Jones

Unwind - P!nk

She Caught the Katy - The Blues Brothers

I'm literally the worst for tagging games cause tagging me is a dead end seeing as I don't know anyone on here, but uhhh @starsarefire824, you feel like having a go?

[evanandzane]

"Unsuffer Me" @ The Bourbon Room. Feb 15th, 2023. For the E+Z annual Heartbreak show.

Original artist: Lucinda Williams

Evan said (ノಥ,_｣ಥ)ノ彡┻━┻

[yanderefairyangel]

Is Treehouse really that bad ?

Yeah.

Other then the censorship, they change things for literaly no reason to the point you can't even say they are translating the text. The character can say A and for reason known to no one they will have the character say B. Look at Xander, look at Pieri, look at Ingrid.

And the worst part of it is that Treehouse isn't even bad at translating when they put some actual effort into it. They are the one who came up with "Hiya papaya" to translate Yunaka's "Yoripipiiiii!" or Marni calling Maddie "Bluey" or to translate the Deformed Solider/Igyohei by the Corrupted which was really clever.

if only they could just do that for the entire game instead of what they habitually do, that's what makes their uncessary changes even more unsuffering.

And sometimes they make straigh up mistakes. Like, conjuction mistakes. Or numeral mistakes. Basically that kind of stuff.

I get that japanese is hard and all, but sometimes you really can't defend what they did because it's not "it was hard to translate" but just "ok what ?"

I get I can sound very harsh on them but 1/they aren't fan translators or begininers, they are supposed to be professional translators/localizers 2/They have been doing this for way too long since they gained that very infamous reputation 3/ They refuse to respect their boundaries. They are supposed to localize the product to make it fit to the audience, not REWRITE the story !! Their translation is a problem because it directly affects the quality of the product and not in a minimal way. Half of the reasonw why Fates have more plot holes then in the jpn version is because they kept messing with the script.

[iseeflames]

Come in to my world

Of loneliness

And wickedness

And bitterness

Anoint my head

With your sweet kiss

[safesthaveninexistence]

My mom inherently unsuffers

[toastkingofbread]

Nobody is worthy of empathy in the ways I can empathize with her alone. The insufferable and the unsuffered need to ferment to become intoxicating. Her presence is the most delicate and succulent of liquor, a strawberry wine in a rotten vineyard.

[insilverrolled]

Reverse Suicide

By Matt Rasmussen

The guy Dad sold your car to comes back to get his money,

leaves the car. With filthy rags we rub it down until it doesn't shine

and wipe your blood into the seams of the seat.

Each snowflake stirs before lifting into the sky as I

learn you won't be dead. The unsuffering ends

when the mess of your head pulls together around

a bullet in your mouth. You spit it into Dad's gun

before arriving in the driveway while the evening brightens

and we pour bag after bag of leaves on the lawn,

waiting for them to leap onto the bare branches.

[bybelcher]

REVERSE SUICIDE

by Matt Rasmussen 2013

The guy Dad sold your car to

comes back to get his money,

leaves the car. With filthy rags

we rub it down until it doesn’t shine

and wipe your blood into

the seams of the seat.

each snowflake stirs before

lifting into the sky as I

learn you won’t be dead.

The unsuffering ends

when the mess of your head

pulls together around

a bullet in your mouth.

You spit it into Dad’s gun

before arriving in the driveway

while the evening brightens

and we pour bag after bag

of leaves on the lawn,

waiting for them to leap

onto the bare branches.

[digitalgirl0001]

The guy Dad sold your car to comes back to get his money,

leaves the car. With filthy rags we rub it down until it doesn't shine

and wipe your blood into the seams of the seat.

Each snowflake stirs before lifting into the sky as I

learn you won't be dead. The unsuffering ends

when the mess of your head pulls together around

a bullet in your mouth. You spit it into Dad's gun

before arriving in the driveway while the evening brightens

and we pour bag after bag of leaves on the lawn,

waiting for them to leap onto the bare branches.

Reverse Suicide, Matt Rasmussen

[papapiusxiii]

Reverse Suicide by Matt Rasmussen

The guy Dad sold your car to comes back to get his money,

leaves the car. With filthy rags we rub it down until it doesn’t shine

and wipe your blood into the seams of the seat.

each snowflake stirs before lifting into the sky as I

learn you won’t be dead. The unsuffering ends

when the mess of your head pulls together around

a bullet in your mouth. You spit it into Dad’s gun

before arriving in the driveway while the evening brightens

and we pour bag after bag of leaves on the lawn,

waiting for them to leap onto the bare branches.

[t0rschlusspan1k]

I think of all the pain yet unsuffered and I can’t, I can’t breathe The lies untold, the lies undiscovered, the secrets underneath I fear that sorrow will come while I sleep - while I’m not there to fight it I’ll wake tomorrow and there it will sit by my bed uninvited

— Venice May, The Nerve (Illusion is Inevitable, 2018)

[tenspontaneite]

Is there really any better feeling than the sheer relief of the end of a big social engagement when you can slam the door on the rest of the world and shed your hideously uncomfortable clothes and attack your face with hygiene to get the beautification gunk off and stand in the shower feeling the beneficent will of the universe in the warm water that washes the hairspray sins away

[bourbon-ontherocks]

(Previously, on Season 4 rewatch...)

Ugh. Is all I have to say. Jk, trolling bullshit under the cut!

At this point, I just want to underline the absolute accumulation of nonsense that is this "previously, on GG" montage at the beginning. Like, I can't believe we went through SO MUCH random bullshit 90% of which hasn't ever been adressed/resolved.

I really don't see the point of getting a 3 minutes introduction scene for a new character who won't make it til the end of the episode, honestly. The "I feel pretty" montage introducing Phoebe was absolutely justified given that we've seen a lot of her, but this? It's Tyler's morning routine all over again, except that I actually LIKE Tyler, while I don’t give a shit about nosey cop...

So I thought I was too drunk to understand the first time I watched that episode, but I'm sober now, and I still don't get why there's a random cop having breakfast with Nick, or why is Dave rambling about spiders, or why we don't get to see more of that hipster manbun waiter who I'm sure is the hatted barman's brother...

You know at this point I feel like the girls being in desperate need for money is their constant state and I’ve lost the count of why they need the money right now.

GTFO THIS PARK BENCH DEAN THIS IS BETH AND RIO'S SPECIAL SPOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW DARE YOU????

I'm howling, Rio is LITERALLY ambushed behind a tree at this point, you cannot show up so fast right after Dean has left without having been hiding ten feet away for at least twenty minutes!!! And then he basically DISAPPEARS??? Seconds before Dean waves goodbye?? I'm sorry I need to lie down, this is the funniest joke that I've seen on that show, like ever.

Aside from pooping constantly, these fictional kids don't do so much. Does anybody on this show has actual children?

I have to admit I am LIVING for this Stan-Beth hostility... I mean, I feel for Ruby to be caught in the middle, but I'm so proud of my Stanimal!!! Also I want to slap Beth during every second of that scene. Repeatedly. Period.

I hate how Beth implies that Ruby isn's as much a perfect mom as her because she's not on enough mom chains or whatever, especially when we've seen the Hills parenting their children MUCH BETTER than Beth.

DIAAAAAAAAANE!!!!!!!!

Um, Dean, unless you want to sound like an incel, I wouldn't phrase "a community of men supporting each other" like that, but maybe that's just me lol. But also, seeing Dean failing at literally ANY business he starts is just hilarious and heart-warming

So I don't know a lot about children, but I'm sorry, the cop's daughter can't be nine, right? Do you know a lot of nine-year-olds who make pancakes at dawn?? This girl was a teenager, like at least 12-13, I think?

Is it me, or is it particularly dumb to go to the one politician you suspect of corruption and be like, "Tadaaa, how does it feel to be tied up to criminals? Here's my precinct by the way." Like.... what do you expect is going to happen????

I understand where Annie comes from, but I really don't like the way she's turning into a mini-Beth with Kevin this season. She's basically using him every time she needs something and doesn't care about him, and she just, um... used to not be Like That.

Okay I have a question for my American mutuals. WHO are these rich housewives who have nothing better to do all day than giggle and be cute so their hubby give them pocket money to buy expensive bags? Is that a thing in the US? Is this show happening in the 50s????

GO STANIMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is for real the best scene of the entire season. “YOU DON'T THINK ABOUT ANYONE ELSE BUT YOURSELF, BETH”. SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK

Beth: "I'm not a total bitch" Me: Pahahahahahahaha, hold my beer while I roll on the floor, this is the funniest thing I've ever heard

So, Dean wanting to become an astronaut totally foreshadows this Dean x Rio love story, right? Right?? Also I kinda like this parallel between Dean drinking with his bike/skincare buddy while Beth drinks with her secret service buddy, I hope it's going to end on mutually cheating on both sides

Dean's face when he realizes that he should have read the tiny fonted lines on the pyramid contract is priceless.

I get so many sapphic vibes from that Beth x Phoebe scene, it's surreal.

I remember seeing a comment about that before I actually watched the episode so I didn't really get by then what it was about, but I totally agree now. The box's lid should have popped open. It looks like it's taped but Beth couldn't possibly do that in time.

No, I won't dignify this infamous scene with a comment. I've already said everything I had to say about it. The show is ruined for me.

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(I'm giving it the silent treatment in case you were wondering)

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Unpopular opinion: scar discourse aside, Rio is hotter with his clothes on than shirtless. I'll stand by that.

"I'll buy you some eggs, come on" -> What's this show's obsession with eggs????

“SHE KNOWS“. Okay, that was funny

Why exactly does Nick hit Rio? Is it to punish him for having killed Lucy without asking for his permission? Like, Rio's only supposed to follow Nick's orders? So to which point exactly is Nick involved in Rio's business?? This is very confusing

POOR TOOTHBRUSH SHE'S BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH!!!!!!! (No but seriously, I thought that Annie used her own or a spare nobody used to wack off on. Ew)

Also, what's the point of killing nosey cop? Isn't it going to drag more heat around? Given Nick's apparently infinite connections, he certainly can silence the case without actually killing him, like, offering him money he can't refuse, relocating him somewhere else, pinning a felony on him to decredibilize him, whatever works? Also POOR MICK!!!! I'm glad to see that my boy's okay but he deserves a break.

Excuse me, when did Rio take this gift-wrapping AND calligraphy class???? I want my Blizrabeth scribbling back!!!

So what? They're doing the exact same stuff with another country? Seriously? That's flipping your game, Rio? Ugh, sad boi is tired.

Bonus: Actual foot-- yeah you know the trick by now.

Bonus 2: smurf!Beth when she opened the box