i may not have many icons at first / at all since all those sources winked out years ago. . . but roxy is here!
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God it's the little things that make me so happy I don't have to deal w my ex anymore like wdym I can play minecraft fullscreen without being constantly stressed about the possibility of forgetting to answer a message??? FUCKING FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE VIODE GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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7/20/24
8:13 p.m
I planned something with him cause if I say I'll be there I'll be there even if I'm exhausted.
He was so hurt last time we went months without playing he got really attached to me. I can't just completely disappear.
He responded so fast and we picked a day and time that works for our time zones. I didn't mean for a kid across the country that i played with once to get attached to me. Then we played again and a couple more times and next thing I knew he was attached.
The fact that he still hits me up. How fast he responded. I can't just dip out entirely.
I realize my gamer friends really care about me. They don't even care if I'm good. I really care about them too.
I might game with John one more time too. The only sad thing is Noah games with me once and wants to every single day. He gets addicted to me and idk why.
John gives me so much. He trusts me. I'm on all his shit. I'm on his Xbox profile (I could fuck him up if I was a bad person), I'm not. We never even met in person.
I wish I wasn't missing a romantic connection. I barely hallucinated when I gamed with John. If I could just find a gf I'd feel whole. I have good friends. Friends who will plan stuff on my time. Friends who give me things when I don't want anything but someone to talk to.
I just wish I had that romantic piece fullfilled. That's the sad part. It can't fill that hole. That viod is big and I can't be alone romantically for much longer.
My family isn't enough. I'm planning a movie day with my mom soon. I got to see the babies for their birthday in August. And try to talk to my dad. I'll try calling him.
I'm sick of worrying about sleep. I'm sick of being alone. I'm worried about sleeping tonight bc of taking a higher dose two nights in a row but it is what it is.
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do you play viode games
Not anything very recent... I only got access to the internet recently, everything I've played before is older-ish console games
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now that i can finally send asks: 2/8/14/19 for the weirdly specific artist ask game
Yayyyyy! Free of the viod c:
2.) Is it easier to draw someone facing left or right (or forward even)? Definitely not forward because then the face has to be symmetrical lol. I like to draw people facing to my left. I always start with the nose and I like drawing it increasing if you think about it like a line on a graph.
8.) What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in? Oh I have so many. I have an entier folder on my computer of stuff I've lost interest in lol. Here are some of the more recent ones (more recent meaning less than a year old) I've completely given up on.
14.) Any favorite motifs? Ohhh idk. I've got a few pieces centered around flesh and stuff like the brain and the skull and the fly one. And one I'm not done with yet that I started making when I had a pretty bad fever. I've also made like 3 pieces with statues in them because I loveeeeee marble statues.
19.) Favorite inanimate objects to draw? Idk. I've drawn too many characters floating in the viod and not enough environments and objects. Bladed weapons are cool ig.
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People love to point out how viode game make somebody violent but they won't hold that person who's violent accountable. They just need a spacegoat and don't want to discuss the real issue
Exactly! They don't want to address things like economic and mental factors and try to help people, or even victims of said violence. They just want to rant about cg pixels.
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Info Game Terbaru
The Last of Us Part II Akan Segera Dirilis
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Video game almost time for viode game!!!!!
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oky this have noting do with my famon just some thing bugging there was viode game me and borther used offen play it was rated m we litte to young play but the man the store covinetd my dad to pay becsue he said the volcinte wasnt grapci and you would think and very easy my mom hated that my dad bougth cause we where klitte young the reosn i am makeing this psot i am thinking about i forgogot the name of it but it would came out in the 20s earlyer cuas we stlill kid not even teens yet think and where in 20s nows it ninja game muiptle player i dont remebr if was for xbox or playstiaon you could chose diffent chahcter to play i always play as the sexy girl with the sword yeah it was easy but super volcinte i dont what happen it was either ruian or my mom trow it away for good reson becuse of age welll any wwould any one now what called
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Suikoden D&D
so the last night I was filled with my love for Suikoden series and had a thought
what if instead of filling the viod that was left behind and could probably only be filled by sprital succosors that will not have the 5 games worth of lore and world building behind it
I try to after one of my two current games reaches its end, do a suikoden style D&D campgin series since most of the main stays of the series are easy to convert to 5E , but kinda wonder for anyone else that checks the suikoden tag if you know of a TTRPG system that is closer to Suikoden with out being some modded version of pathfinder of 3.5E?
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4/26/24
6:38 a.m
I had some random sporadic heart palpitations throughout the day, I had one once I laid down for bed.... I took some deep breaths and it stopped.
Anyways, I'm going to try to game this weekend. Hopefully I can get some recordable game play.
I'll prob buy the CBD asap bc I'm not going to make it past like May 6th if I do 100MG a day.
I'm worried about the trauma and shit, it gets worse at night but I'm trying to stay positive.
The Ray-Bans are working better for me since keeping them in the same spot.
I'm a little worried I'll need hydroxyzine to sleep tonight but I'm not sure.
I still got to consider community service and meet up events bc I'm lonely and I need that viod to be filled. I hope my HDCP bypasser comes in soon and works.
Once I pay down my kohls purchase on my credit line I'm getting silent hill 1 greatest hits to complete my silent hill collection. That'll be around June. There is one for 200$ with the registration card and I'm drooling over it authentic AF but I needed clothes more or glasses.
And clothes won that war. Once I hit 6 months on methimazole and see where I fall weight wise I'll get jeans, t shirts and hoodies.
I hope I get a good amount of back pay so I can get a couple pair of nice glasses. Cause yea I need them since my astigmatism is not be treated but its whatever lol
I still got to do those control arms and the teeth sealant. I'd get braces if i had like 5000$... but then I'll be single forever. I got to get someone to love me before I do that.
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I mean Chris Niosi Did some solid va work For Reigen Mob Psycho and Viod dark. I Feel we should wait before we judge his va work.And as for those Rumors those are iffy
I’m basing my opinion off Octopath Traveler, which was really not great. At all. And normally I’d agree about not believing everything right away, but there’s a considerable amount of testimony from various sources, including a recent half-hearted apology from the guy himself where, when confronted by the people he was apologizing to, blocked them again. That, coupled with the fact that I distinctly remember hearing a lot of this stuff BEFORE he was cast in Mob Psycho or Octopath or anything of note, back when it was coupled with the accusations about the other people in charge of Fireball20XL, pretty firmly has me on the side of the accusers.
I’m still picking up the game, and he may do better than he did in Octopath, but I’m still not particularly happy about him being associated with it, especially since he’s allegedly voicing the protagonist and not some random side character.
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Another Sleepless Night With Me!
I’m having one of those kinds of nights again. You all know the one, right?
You’ve made yourself dinner, tidy everything away, gotten yourself ready for bed at a reasonalble time and even had some time left to watch a few episodes of a show you’ve been meaning to see or catch on something you’ve been meaning to watch for some time.
Then, you roll over; deciding now it’s really time you were getting to sleep and that’s when it happens. Your mind won’t switch off, your tossing and turning; trying to find a comfortable position. Your adjusting you pillows every five mintues becuase something just doesnt feel right about the way they were before.
Then, finally, your just lying there on your back, staring up at the ceiling, into the dark viod surounding you and wondering where it all went wrong. What happened in your maticulously laid out plan tht led you to this moment? You had made sure everything was tidy, everything was done and you had made sure that you’d done those important things you’d planned for that day so you wouldn’t worry about them that night, like many nights before.
And yet, here you find yourself once again, staring into that darkness like it’s an old and dear friend. Something you were once terrified of, but was now something you knew only too well. You try to close your eyes, try to block out whatever useless thought is trying desperately to burrow it’s way into you mind.
Finally, you give up trying to sleep and sit up; turning on the lights and looking around your now well lit room. You look at it wondering what you could do for whatever amount of time you have left of the night.
That’s when it hits you. This is the reason you’ve been struggling for hours trying to sleep. Your mind won’t shut down. It’s whirling with ideas, weird facts, fansties and worries that your fully concsious mind was able to keep at bay. You look over to you computer and think about all the things you have to do tomorrow; study for upcoming exams, try to finish those assignments that are due in a few days, remember to complete a feedback and reflection paper for one of your classes, maybe even fit in time to work on many of your unfinished stories, go to the gym, play a game, watch that show you’ve been meaning to catch up on.
You realise there are too many things that you have to do and you have no idea if you’ll be able to complete them all in time. That’s what’s been keeping you awake. The fear, the uncertainity, not knowing if what you do manage to complete will be good enough. At the same time, you couldn’t care less about any of it. You hate having to sit there each day, trying to learn 11 weeks worth of classes all over again in time for your exams, trying to finished those assignments at the same time and having ideas pop into your head at random times about various stories your never going to finish.
You realise for the first time in your life that having an over-active mind and imagination really and truly sucks. Even more so when there doesn’t seem to be a bloody off button for the damn thing!
Yeah, one of those kinds of nights.
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Gamepaly viode for Jelly Monsters a tiny mobile arcade game i made
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