Part Two of Class of '85.
-
June 6th, 1985
1. Make Sure Eddie Lives
Convince Wayne to move away? (how??)
Befriend Eddie sooner? (tried and failed)
Graduate Early?
2. Save Max
Stop Billy on Fourth July. Save Billy? Does he deserve it?
3. Help El With Powers. How?
Save Hopper? How to learn location of Russian prison if saved?
4. Convince Everyone To Move Out of Hawkins
That's all that's written on this slightly crumpled piece of paper.
Eddie hadn't even meant to read it; when he'd shaken out the grey sweatpants it had fluttered free, slowly falling to the ground, and when he picked it up to put it back in the drawer he caught his name. And he's always been far too curious.
Eddie knows as soon as he's read it that he absolutely shouldn't have. It's too late though. He's read it, he knows now, and he can't really unknow it.
This is the list of things Steve is trying to change in this timeline.
It knocks the air out of Eddie and his knees feel a little weak suddenly. He drops himself to the floor, one hand clutching the sweats, the other the note.
Make sure Eddie lives.
Eddie lives.
Which implies that Eddie died.
Eddie's not sure what that says about him, that he's never made the connection of Steve's soft I can't lose you confessions and that he might mean Eddie is dead, and not, like, having fled Hawkins before Steve could confess his lo-feelings or something.
He's never really taken the time to stew in what Steve meant because as far as Eddie was concerned, there was no losing him. Steve's already changed the way Eddie's life plays out; he's graduated a year sooner than he did in that other timeline. He's got a part time job at the local mechanics. And though he doesn't know details, he does know that still being in high school led him to the event Steve wanted to change.
Which was his death.
He takes several deep breaths. He's not going to die because Steve's already saved him so he can deal with this. It's not even an issue.
Moving past that. Save Max. There's no last name written, but both he and Steve know only one Max. Then the line below that. They both hate Billy, yes, but what's throwing Eddie off here is the written, then stricken out, does he deserve it? The use of save gives him pause, too. It says Make sure Eddie lives and save Max. So, Max doesn't die? What does she need saved from then?
This is when Steve finds him, entering the room with a, "Did you get lost, Eds? It's the top dra- oh," Steve is stopped two steps into the room when Eddie looks up at him.
"I didn't mean to read it but I saw my name and..." Eddie says, trailing off because he doesn't actually have anything to add. He's worried for a second that Steve will be mad at him but that thought goes as quickly as it appeared. Steve moves into the room, dropping to his knees before Eddie, hands coming to cup his face.
"Oh, babe," Steve's voice is gentle, his thumbs even more so as they swipe across his cheek. "I'm so sorry."
Eddie should be the one apologizing. He's done the one thing he wasn't suppose to. He's read the list! He knows the future! (sorta) "No, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have read this."
Steve makes his I-want-to-argue face but it smooths over. The tone in Steve's voice when he speaks, sounding older than his years and so fucking tired, it break Eddie's heart. "I should have burned that. This isn't your burden to shoulder. I'll just take that and you can try and forget."
He's reaching for the paper and Eddie pulls his hand behind his back, away from Steve's grasp. "No."
"No?" Steve looks surprised. Honestly, Eddie's also surprised.
"You don't have to shoulder this alone," Eddie says, "I can help. We can fix this together."
It's strange to see hope mixed with sorrow in Steve's eyes. "I can't- there's so much I don't even understand, don't even know how to explain."
"Sweetheart, let me help," Eddie whispers, shifting to his knees to easily slide into Steve's space, press soft kisses to his face between his words," I (kiss) want to (kiss) help (kiss). Let me (kiss)."
On the last kiss Steve angles his face, capturing Eddie's lips with his own, his hands still on Eddie's face allowing him to hold Eddie steady as he presses in, deepens the kiss, runs his tongue along Eddie's lip and Eddie flicks his own tongue out in return. They kiss in an odd, calm-but-desperate, deep-but-lazy, soft-but-messy way. They end it panting, foreheads pressed together to feel grounded, Steve's hands still on Eddie's face, Eddie's hands braced on Steve's thighs as he leans into him.
"Once you know, you can't unknow. It's fucking terrible, Eds," Steve whispers, "I don't want to do that to you. I don't want you to hurt."
"But you hurt," Eddie counters, "and if you hurt, I hurt. Thems the rules."
Steve laughs and kisses him again, just a quick closed lip peck, "Dustin told me once, you die, I die. Mutual destruction really shouldn't be the first go-to for showing affection for the people I care about it."
"Says the man whose favorite way to show affection is stepping between someone and a fist, or claw, or whatever."
Steve rolls his eyes and pulls back. "Weren't you going to shower?"
"Plans change. We gotta finish arguing about you telling me about this," he waves the paper, now even more crumpled, between the two of them, "so that you can let me help."
"How about you take that shower, and meanwhile, I'll cook dinner and think about finishing this 'argument' you want to have," Steve says, and even though Steve doesn't physically make the air quotes motion, Eddie still hears it in his voice.
Eddie concedes on this, though, and after stealing a soft shirt from Steve's closet, does go shower. When he's done, he takes his time detangling his hair and towel drying it as much as he can before changing into the pilfered clothing and going down to dinner. Steve is washing up the dishes he used while cooking (because this fucker cleans as he goes, what kinda sicko does that?) so, Eddie gathers plates and utensils and sets the table (because they're the kinda sickos that eat at a dinner table) .
Dinner is pork chops, mashed potatoes, and green beans. It's delicious.
They just chat about the day under the silent agreement that serious conversations were for after dinner. Eddie packages up leftovers and wipes down the counters while Steve finishes dishes and Jesus Christ when did they become so normal and adult?
Well, Steve's been an adult for a while, technically, but also, he's still just barely 18 and that's just- Eddie tries not to think about it too much, the difference between Steve's age in relation to the amount of time it's been since he was born, but also since he was forced? chosen? made to? relive 3 years of his life again.
"Alright Stevie," Eddie says, crawling into his lap on the couch, his legs bracketing Steve's, pulling Steve into him, Steve's head on his chest and his head resting atop Steve's, a mirror of their first interaction, at that party that feels so long ago and also just like yesterday, "I do have a question about your list that I feel is safe to ask and for you to answer."
"Hmm?" Steve hums back, arms wrapping around Eddie as Steve nuzzles against him.
"Befriend me got crossed out, so getting me to graduate early was the option you seemed to be going with. Obviously, befriending me ended up working. So, how in the hell did you plan to make me graduate early if we weren't friends?"
Steve snorts a laugh and says, "you're gonna laugh at me."
"Of course, I am. Tell me anyway."
"I was going to attempt doing your homework and turning it in on your behalf. I even practiced making my handwriting look different."
Eddie does laugh at him, so much that his sides start to hurt, and he would have fallen off of the couch if Steve wasn't holding him so tightly.
Then Steve has the fucking nerve to say, without the slightest hint of embarrassment, "told ya you'd laugh at me."
Well, Eddie's got no choice but to take Steve's face in his hands and kiss him senseless after that.
"Can you tell me what you mean by save Max?" Eddie asks when the kissing is done and the mood changes to serious again.
"Eds-"
"No, listen. I was thinking in the shower and like, I'm not going to get all philosophical on you, but I do think you can tell me, and we can figure out things together, maybe, and I won't interfere or do anything to, like, jeopardize the timeline. Just listen and troubleshoot."
Steve pulls back from their cuddling to eye Eddie skeptically. "I don't believe any of that for a second."
"Yeah," Eddie sighs, sagging forward to rest against Steve as he leans back against the couch now, "I just- I want to save Max, too. Let me help."
"It should have been someone else."
Eddie hears the cut off sob, presses himself down like a weight blanket, "someone else?"
"To get the second chance, the do over," Steve says, voice wet and pained, "it should have been someone else. Someone who-who remembers shit, and actually knows things. Someone smarter. I'm so afraid that I'm going to fuck this up. But then I feel like shit for wishing this was someone else's problem instead of mine."
"But it wasn't someone else," Eddie says, "it was you." Then he waits for Steve to collect himself and speak.
"The Party, they think I shouldn't tell anyone," Steve presses a kiss to the top of Eddie's head that he hears more than feels, "if I change too much, I could end up fucking up a thing that has to happen for us to win. I shouldn't tell people, or warn them, because if they make decisions based on knowledge they shouldn't have? That could get someone killed."
"So tell someone not involved. Or someone who isn't involved yet. Someone not around during the events. Then none of you are making decisions you wouldn't have already been making, but someone behind the scenes can change things. Maybe even last minute?"
That seems to give Steve pause. Eddie wants to pull back to look at him, his thinking face is adorable, but instead he shoves his face into Steve's neck and just breathes him in.
"That- I hadn't even thought of..." Steve kisses Eddie's temple, "Eddie, baby, you're a fucking genius."
"I know but it's great to have it acknowledged."
"Alright, off, I've gotta make a phone call before it gets too late," Steve says, shoving at Eddie. Eddie goes willingly, rolling a full 360 off Steve's lap so he's kneeling on the couch, elbows resting on the back of it. His eyes stay on Steve, though, tracking him as he stands, adjusts his shirt as if anyone but Eddie can see him now, before moving to the phone. It's not mounted to the wall in the living room, just sat on its own table in a corner, chair nearby.
If Eddie's gaze drifts down to Steve's butt while his back is turned, dialing whoever he's calling, well, Eddie's got no shame in that. He's allowed to look.
"Hi Hopper, it's Steve. I need you to get Dr Owens to get a hold of me. I know you have a way. No- you've got to- ok. No. Yes, this is important. Something- there is something else coming. We're not in the clear yet. No! You know I cannot tell you that. We all agreed that I wouldn't tell you anything! Hop- Hop- HOPPER. I promise, I swear on my life, El will be fine. She'll be okay. I... I just need to talk to Dr Owens. Thank you. Have him call on a Tuesday, I'm always off on Tuesdays."
Eddie listens in on the whole conversation, because if it was meant to be private, Steve would have used the kitchen phone, or the one in his room. Rich people have more than one phone, Eddie's learned. Excessive. "Sounds like it went well?"
Steve wrinkles his face in a grimace. "It's still weird as fuck. They know I'm not lying about the future thing. Not when- ever since-"
Steve can't say it again, but Eddie knows what he's talking about.
Bob Newby.
Steve blames himself hard for him. With whatever happened before Steve's time travel shit -the thing that was so bad something answered Steve's prayers and wishes to change it- Steve hadn't even been thinking about Bob. It wasn't until Steve saw Bob at the Hawkins Lab that he remembered the outcome.
He'd tried to change it, to save Bob, but in doing so he'd just endangered himself more and then Bob's death, his sacrifice, had been in protecting Steve instead of the surprise attack that had apparently been what took him last time.
Steve still can't look Joyce in the face, much less meet her eye.
Eddie hates that there's nothing he can say to alleviate this guilt from Steve. He's tried but Steve... Eddie won't even forget how his voice cracked when he said 'I knew he was going to die! I knew it, should have remembered it, but instead of someone without several concussions and memory issues getting a second chance, it's me! The fuck up! I didn't remember Bob and now, this time, it's my fault he's dead.' And Eddie didn't have the words to make it better.
Still doesn't.
"So, he's going to have the Owens dude call?"
"He's going to try," Steve says, "but can't promise. So, we'll see."
-
June 24th, 1985
Steve is in the bathroom when it happens. The phone rings, and Eddie's in the kitchen, so he picks it up, and says, "Harrington residence."
"Is this Steve Harrington?"
"Uh, no, but if we just wait a moment he'll be available soon."
The voice on the other end hums, "I do have a time limit to this call."
What an odd thing to say- oh. Oh shit. "Dr Owens?"
There is silence on the other end and Eddie's afraid he's fucked this up for Steve until he hears, "and just what else has Steve Harrington told you?"
Eddie's got a choice to make now. He can lie, or he can tell the truth. Both options have consequences, he thinks, but Eddie knows what he wants to outcome to be, so he moves to get line of sight on the hallway Steve should soon be appearing from and says, "Just listen, please. I don't know nearly enough but I want to help. I can help. Listen to what Steve has to tell you, and fucking believe him. If you think I can help with anything after that, call again on Saturday. Between ten and two."
"I'll listen," is the only response he gets, and they sit on the line for what feels like an eternity before Steve comes into view. Eddie shouts his name into the receiver, feeling bad about that only after Steve's taken the phone and Eddie has retreated to the backyard, both to smoke and to give Steve privacy.
Steve is on the phone for almost four full hours. Thirty minutes into the call, Eddie suggests he take the call to his room, so he can at least sit down. Steve agrees and hands the phone to Eddie, who listens for the confirmation that Steve has picked up the upstairs phone before he hangs up the downstairs one.
As much as he wants to eavesdrop, he wants Steve's trust more. Steve is trusting Owens, and if Owens decides it, he'll get ahold of Eddie. If there's nothing Eddie can do to help, then he'll just have to be here for whatever the aftermath is.
-
June 29th, 1985
To say that Eddie is shocked that when he answers the phone on Saturday and it's actually Dr Owens on the other line would be an understatement. He knows he offered, and he hoped, but no amount of hope makes something happen.
"Your juvenile record leaves a lot to be desired, Edward Munson," Dr Owens says in leu of any other greeting when Eddie picks up with the usual 'Harrington residence'. Eddie doesn't like that the government wasted no time digging into him. He really doesn't like that Dr Owens know his name. "I am not one to hold someone to past mistakes. You wanted to help, and reluctant though I am to admit it, there is something you can do."
"Anything."
"Alright. What you need to do is be at the Fourth of July carnival, on the lookout for Joyce Byers and Jim Hopper. They'll get there later in the day, but I don't have an exact time for you. As soon as you've found them, tell them to go to Starcourt Mall because that's where the kids are. Then you go home."
Eddie wants to know why he can't come with them to the mall but knows better than to do that. "Okay, I can do that."
"I hate to be the one to remind you, but lives are at stake here. Do what I've told you and nothing else."
"I know."
"And..." Eddie can hear the hesitation in his voice, "and just know you might not see some people you are used to seeing in the days leading up to the Fourth. Don't go looking for them."
Jesus H Christ. How is Eddie supposed to not do that? How is he supposed to be okay with people being missing? He must take too long to confirm because Dr Owens speaks again.
"Edward. I promise you, they will all make it through this."
"Okay."
Hanging up with phone feels very final. He doesn't like that Dr Owens didn't assure him of their physical safety. Didn't say they'd be okay. Or that they'd be unscathed. It was basically the nicest way the guy could have said no one you care for dies this time.
-
July 4th, 1985
Eddie spends all day at the damn carnival. He posts up around noon, which is probably way too early but he's not going to fuck this up. He hasn't seen Steve in two days and he's trying not to freak out. Dr Owens said they'd all live but fuck, in what condition? Eddie doesn't know what's happening, what was supposed to have happened without Dr Owens involved, and hates that he doesn't know how these changes Dr Owens are making to the timeline will effect Steve.
In the other timeline he knows that Steve lives, at least. This time...
The sky starts to darken when a Cadillac pulls up hot and going much faster than it should be, flying past Eddie's van to find parking closer to the entrance of the carnival. It could just be some drunks excited to ride a Ferris Wheel but Eddie's going to investigate.
Eddie recognizes Hopper instantly, the unfortunate side effect of being with Steve. The Chief of Police has become a common occurrence, with Steve inviting everyone over for pool parties, or them being invited to the Byer's for Barbeques.
"Hopper! Joyce!" Eddie yells, getting their attention before they've made it past the last row of cars to the entrance.
"Eddie! Thank God!" Joyce rushes to him, Hopper hot on her heels, along with two people he doesn't recognize. "Where are the kids?"
"Starcourt Mall," Eddie says, "you have to get to Starcourt Mall as soon as you can."
Hopper looks back to the Cadillac, then to Eddie's van. "Everyone in the van."
"Oh, I'm not supposed to-"
"Van. Now."
Eddie scrambles into the driver's seat, buckling up as Hopper ushers the strangers and Joyce in before pulling the doors closed behind him. "Get a move on it, kid!"
Eddie starts the van and guns it. It'll be fine. He'll drop them off and then go home and wait. Like he's supposed to.
Except that doesn't happen. Hopper orders him to drop them off near the entrance, then park in a far back corner and wait. And how can Eddie argue with the Chief of Police?
It does give Eddie a view he never thought he'd see outside of horror movies. About an hour passes before another car pulls into the parking lot, stationing itself facing the mall, and the Wheeler's car still parked along the curb. The headlights on the car go out, and just as Eddie is leaning forward to try and get a better look at the car, something climbs atop the mall, pulling his attention from the car and holy shit what the fuck is that thing.
Eddie clamps both his hands over his mouth to stop from screaming. Then that thing drops into the mall and someone steps out of the car. The person makes it three steps from their car before what looks like the entire US military floods out the entrance of Starcourt, and several military vehicles come barreling around the mall, probably from the employee parking area.
Then there's a knock on Eddie's window and he's fairly certain he almost pisses himself in fear. He whips his head around to look and he just sees some older guy frowning at him.
"Edward," the man's voice is slightly raised but familar, "I believe I told you to go home."
"Holy shit!" Eddie unlocks his door and shoves it open, forcing Dr Owens to step back. Eddie goes to climb out but his seatbelt chokes him because he forgot he was still buckled in. He unbuckles but Dr Owens has moved back into his space, keeping him in his van.
"I'm Sam Owens," he finally, officially, introduces himself. "Care to explain?"
"Hopper made me do it."
Dr Owens doesn't even look surprised. He looks away from Eddie now, towards the flurry of movement happening around the mall. Eddie's eyes follow and he watches as Billy Hargrove, who he can now make out thanks to the spotlights from the fucking helicopters, gets tackled by two men twice his size.
"You're going to save him, right?" Eddie asks.
At that, Dr Owens does look surprised. "We're going to try."
He thinks of Steve's note. Save Max. Save Billy. "You better succeed."
Dr Owens looks like he agrees. He also lets Eddie stay. Make him sit in his car like he's in time out, and it feels like forever, but as soon as everyone Eddie's come to care about comes out the front door, Dr Owens tells Eddie to follow him, and they go join the group.
Steve looks beat to shit and Eddie runs to him, pulling himself back before he can fling himself at Steve and pull him into his arms.
"Jesus, Stevie!" Eddie says, taking in his puffy eye and split lip, and he can't stop the hand that reaches out to touch even though he absolutely should not be reaching for him in public- Steve slams into him, tucking his face into Eddie's neck. He doesn't hesitate to wrap his arms around Steve, starts whispering, "I've got you. I'm here and I've got you."
Steve finally pulls back when Joyce approaches, "Steve, let the paramedic look at you."
Steve steps back then but doesn't put distance between them. It reminds Eddie of what he said at graduation. 'I'm not afraid of a single person in this town'. Eddie wishes he wasn't afraid, either.
"Come with me?" Steve asks. Eddie nods, and follows.
They wait while Robin Buckley gets looked over, then it's Steve's turn. Robin takes Steve's place beside Eddie and they watch as Steve is examined. Eddie sees Robin giving him sideways glances, like she's afraid to fully look at Eddie, which is... something.
Once Steve is freed from the medic he steps up on Eddie's other side, the one Robin isn't stationed at, and says, "I need to talk to Owens before we can leave."
"Oh, uh, I'm kind of the Byers' and Hopper's ride. And the weird dudes they came with. They don't speak English."
Steve barks out a laugh at that. "Murray speaks English. And hooboy did we have to hear it from him. He doesn't trust the government."
Eddie doesn't know which of them was Murray, but he agrees. He gestures towards the mall, which some people seem to actively throwing gasoline on in an attempt to burn it faster? Eddie doesn't know. "Well, can't say I trust 'em either if this is the result."
"This is the Russian government's fault," Robin says.
"Oh, no, the Russians wouldn't be this kind of particular problem without our government," Steve says.
Robin just blinks at him. "Are we... still drugged?"
"You were drugged!?" Eddie whips around to Steve.
"Truth serum," Steve nods then seems to realize how quickly he said that and frowns. "It's taking longer to wear off. Or maybe this whole issue was resolved sooner than last time?"
"Shhhh!" Eddie shushes him with a hand on his mouth, looking frantically at Robin to see if she caught was Steve just said. "Stevie. Do not talk anymore tonight."
Steve licks his palm.
-
July 13th, 1985
It's an uncomfortable gathering around the table. Dr Owens, Chief Hopper, El, Joyce Byers, Steve, and Eddie are sitting at the Harrington dining table. They've all only just sat down, eyes on Steve.
"What do you mean you can't find me?" Steve asks as a whisper. With how silent it is, though, everyone hear.
El frowns. "You are gone. I cannot find you like I could Billy, or Dad, or Dr Owens. I do not know why."
After El had some rest and recovery, Steve had asked if she would look in his memories. Or be present while he remembered them. It was Dr Owens idea; maybe El could remember details that Steve himself did not pick up consciously, but heard to saw nonetheless. They'd attempted it last night to no success.
"Perhaps this has something to do with what... brought you back to this time," Dr Owens says, picking his words carefully with how slowly they left his mouth.
Steve nods before slumping in his chair, his brows furrowing as he thinks. Eddie thinks he's ridiculously cute when he makes that face. Joyce asks Dr Owens a question but Eddie's focus is on Steve. They're sitting next to each other, so he braves bumping his knee against Steve's. Steve responds by flashing him a smile and immediately hooking his ankle around Eddie's before falling back into his thoughts.
Eddie half listens to the conversation around him, half worries about Steve and what it means for him that El cannot find his mind. That being a by-product of the time travel thing seems logical. If Steve's consciousness was dropped into a younger body, the two minds couldn't exist at the same time. So perhaps, because El is searching for a Steve that, technically, no longer exists, she might not be able to find him?
"What about Project NINA?" Steve asks, bringing all conversation to a halt.
"How do you know-" Dr Owens cuts himself off. "No, I know how. Better question. What happened that we needed to actually use Project NINA?"
Steve looks haunted again, like he does when he remembers the timeline he destroyed. "Vecna happens. Spring break of '86. I- we can't talk about that here. I think- he can get inside people's head. Read their minds."
No one says it out loud, but everyone's eyes go to El for a moment and she looks uncomfortable.
"What if," Steve starts, like he's having a realization himself, "what if the reason I can't be found is for my protection? Vecna can read minds, get in there and make you think things- what if I'm being protected by whatever sent me back? Vecna doesn't know that I know what he's up to, 'cause he can't read my mind and know what happens in the future. Can't stop me from trying to stop him! Project NINA is like, a bring back memories thing, right? Take me there. Set it up away from Hawkins and take me there."
They discuss some more, trying to say a lot without saying anything incase Vecna was listening in right now. That's a thought that will keep Eddie up for months.
It's gets decided on that El will go with, to be able to try and reach Steve while he's trying to find his own memories. Hopper is going with because he's not letting El go alone, and that's when Eddie speaks up.
"Then I'm coming, too."
"Eds," Steve looks torn, like he wants to smile and frown at the same time.
"No. If Hopper's going for El's emotional support, than I'm coming for yours."
It's decided. Dr Owens will work on Project NINA, and arrange for them all to be picked up when it was ready.
"One last thing," Steve says, "once you're away from Hawkins, call me. There's someone I don't want involved in this. He's done enough damage. Oh, also, invest in some goddamn swim caps. If you think you can shave my head, or anyone else's, for your dunk tank, then you're going to get hit."
That night, Steve finally tells him what happened. What Dr Owens and he had planned. Steve only told Dr Owens about the Fourth of July, wanted to only change the last possible moment for worry of alerting Vecna to what was happening, worried about Vecna changing the plan if he knew.
He talks about Billy being possessed, how Will was, too, once. Dr Owens thinks they've managed to do that for Billy, but just to be safe, they're taking Billy somewhere. Steve didn't ask, but they're telling his dad that he got a scholarship to some college or other, full ride kind of thing. Max knows the truth, but she also knows he's alive. And knowing he's alive means Max isn't going to pull away from her friends.
Steve says he hopes that means Max is saved.
Eddie learns that Steve and Robin are going to become insufferable best friends, so Eddie had better make peace with that now.
Ha takes it all in, listens as Steve tries to downplay what he went through with humor. Like it was easier to endure just because he knew it was coming this time. It does end with Steve crying, just repeating they lived, this time, no one died, they're fine. And Eddie's smart to enough to know Steve isn't meaning all the people who did become a giant flesh monster; he's talking about they people he cares about. Hopper, who apparently died-but-didn't-die, and Billy.
He learns that last time El lost her powers, probably due to losing Hopper. But she didn't lose Hopper, or even have to fight the giant flesh monster. With the plans Dr Owens made, they'd already stormed and cleared the Russian base below Hawkins. It wasn't Dustin and Erica who freed Robin and Steve from their restraints, but some US military men. They'd waited until the Mind Flayer attacked the mall, dropped down inside it before torching it. They still needed the mall to burn down - there was a Russian base below it, after all.
Once Steve is finished, Eddie kisses his forehead and maneuvers them down in bed so he can spoon him. Steve melts into his touch, pulling Eddie's arms more firmly around him. Steve likes to be the little spoon, Eddie's happy to learn.
"I'm going to come out to everyone. Before we leave," Steve says, long after Eddie thought he's already fallen asleep. "You don't have to. We don't have to tell them we're together, but I want them to know."
The thought terrifies Eddie. He's been beaten up for the assumptions, it's hard to him to imagine what might happen if that words are made true by speaking them out loud. "Can I think on that?"
"Of course."
-
July 15th, 1985
Eddie does think about it. He thinks about coming out to this little family they've cultivated and it's hard. Coming out to Wayne had been rough, and he was one person! And he'd told Jeff. But Gareth and Brian had just kinda... put the pieces together and told Eddie they didn't care who he liked so long as he never picked his boytoy over Hellfire night (and so far, Eddie hasn't!). Eddie can't imagine telling up to fourteen people all at once.
Fourteen separate people who could hate him.
But Steve seems so sure they won't. That he won't lose anyone when(if) he comes out to them. And fuck, the scariest part if that he kind of wants to. If he and Steve do this together, if they know they're together, he could hold his hand when they're all together. Sit as close as he wants to without the fear of being found out because they'd already know.
But if they aren't okay with it. Or they aren't okay with Eddie.
These people, this group, was Steve's first, so they might be willing to forgive Steve for his temporary lapse in judgment, but Eddie hadn't done anything to earn their trust. Respect. Willingness to not beat him to death for being gay.
And also, a tiny part of him is afraid of losing Steve if he can't commit to coming out.
"Steve," Eddie whispers as they sit on the couch, a movie playing but Eddie's not watching. "I'm scared."
"What?" Steve sounds so confused, and he quickly looks between Eddie and the movie. It's so enduring that Eddie must laugh about it, just a little.
"Not of Footloose. Of telling people. About us."
Steve's face softens and he looks so fond that Eddie aches. "That's okay, Eddie. You don't have to."
"But what if...."
"If?" Steve prompts.
"What if I'm never ready to come out? What if I- if we can't- What does it mean for us, if I never get there?"
"Oh," Steve says, like the thought that Eddie would never come out hadn't ever occurred to him. "Well, then I'll just be the bisexual who never dates again and lives with his best guy friend for the rest of his life."
That's like a gut punch in the best way. That Steve says it so easily, like he plans to stay with Eddie until he dies. Eddie can't fathom that. "Careful, Stevie. With words like that I might get ideas about you."
Steve looks serious now, but with a little upturn to his mouth. A small, secret smile. "Ideas, hmm. What sort?"
"That you might adore me."
"Well, I do adore you," Steve says simply, easily, "I love you, Eddie."
Eddie freezes because that's not- Steve couldn't possibly mean- that's. What. Eddie and he haven't even said the word boyfriend to each other yet and Steve's... Steve is looking at him with such fondness, adoration, love. Butterflies erupt in Eddie's stomach and as quickly as that little bit of dread had filled him, it's gone even faster. Eddie flings himself into Steve's lap, the need to kiss him until both of them are light headed is the only thing left inside Eddie.
Eddie doesn't say it back, can't really, but Steve must know because he keeps repeating it, with every breath Eddie allows him to take in between kisses.
The next morning, Steve wants to comes out to his found family at their Good Luck Project NINA BBQ, because Hopper, El, Steve, and he are going to be heading to Indianapolis that evening to be picked up by Dr Owens men tomorrow morning and everyone wanted a last get together.
Steve is fearless. Steve is fearless, and so strong, and he loves Eddie.
So, when he calls attention to everyone and starts the speech he rehearsed with Eddie, Eddie steps up. Slides his hand into Steve's, gripping it probably to the point of pain, but there. It doesn't matter how they'll react, because Steve loves him. And he loves Steve.
(And if he clocks Lucas and Max exchanging money about it, well, he can't even be mad about that.)
305 notes
·
View notes
A Taste of Heaven, part 1:
“What Happens in the After”
A HellCheer Fic
Eddie x Chrissy
Summary: Eddie meets Chrissy in the afterlife, where they confess their adoration for each other and make love in a field of flowers.
40% light smut
Eddie opened his eyes into a white brightness. He stood in a field of wildflowers reaching as far as his still-adjusting eyes could see. An overwhelming sense of love and welcoming surrounded him.
Is this real? He thought, his mind flashing to his last memory—pain. Dustin sobbing over him as he choked on his own blood. The red, demonic other sky flashed grimly far above.
No way, I’m dead. He resolved.
He began to walk through the flowers. Some were colors he had never seen before. The air was filled with a lovely floral aroma, birds sang, and Eddie Munson sighed a heavy sigh. A willow tree had appeared as he walked, he greeted it and collapsed beneath it. He looked at his hands. They were healed here; porcelain and unscabbed. He rested his back against the tree. “I hope the others made it.” He whispered. A tear rolled down his cheek as he put his head in his hands. He cried for a while. He grieved his future, coming to terms with his fate. He grieved for the Hellfire kids who were still suffering.
And he grieved Chrissy. “FUCK!” He screamed into the stillness. Fuck, did he hold guilt for her. He knew something was seriously off with her when she had come to meet him behind the football field. Eddie would never admit it in life, but he always had a deep, oozing and rather disgusting soft spot for that girl. They had known each other since kindergarten and shared many classes over the years, and Eddie had always loved seeing that sweet sunshine face, even if she never noticed him. After all this time, he still couldn’t seem to help but be swept away by her ringing laugh, by her pixie like features and ever gentle demeanor she displayed toward every one of her friends. Its why he hadn’t been hurt when she first had said she didn’t remember past interactions with him. It’s why he had teased her the day they met up; first, to make her feel better, but also to see that bewildered expression, then to see her eyes light up in mock defense. When he said he thought her cheer routine was “pretty cool”, he more than meant it. If he were being honest, he could have watched her wiggle those hips for centuries. He had just pushed those feelings down. Way, way down. Because she was the queen of Hawkins High. There was no way she would have ever spoken to him, let alone gone out with him, so Eddie had squashed those feelings behind his grand bravado. He couldn’t be hurt if he never gave himself the opportunity, but it never hurt to admire her from afar and imagine what he wanted to do for her…and to her…
Eddie reminisced on their encounter in the woods. He could tell she was upset and afraid. Of course he assumed she had just argued with her dickhead boyfriend, or maybe something happened at home, another reason why he had been exceedingly gentle with her that day. At the time, Eddie felt he could probably relate to her pain, as if his own family was any walk in the park. He chuckled grimly at the thought. If only the cause of her distress had been something so trivial, so normal... After Chrissy’s attack, he kept replaying the days she passed him in the hall, or the times he’d accidentally stared at her across the cafeteria, in the gym, during their classes... He would imagine himself stopping her in her tracks to ask to take her to the movies. He imagined pushing her man-hunk out of the way, knocking him out if he had to. They’d see a horror movie preferably, but he would have sat through anything with her beside him. He imagined confronting her there, back at that picnic table, about her visions. He tortured himself with the possibility of taking her to Hellfire club, telling Dustin and the gang immediately and finding a way to save her. Maybe they could have called Eleven. So many alternate endings. If only he would have confronted her sooner. If only he could have asked her her favorite song, saved her life. If only he hadn’t run away… oh, Chrissy….his breath caught in his throat as he attempted to sigh deeply.
Then, a voice cut through the blissful silence like a bell. “You called?” It trilled. Eddie lifted his head. He couldn’t believe his eyes.
An angel floated toward him in the sunlight. “It can’t be…” he whispered.
“Why not?” She said, beaming as she knelt before him. “After all we’ve been through, this is what you don’t believe?” She chuckled, brushing his hair aside to lay her sweet little hand on his cheek. Her face was inches from his. He breathed in her sweet scent.
“Chrissy…I’m so sorry.” Eddie’s voice broke. He grabbed her shoulders.
Her golden hair fell over his hands as she shook her head. She moved her hand from his cheek to his lips and placed a finger there. “No. Please don’t be. Eddie, you saved me. I’m the one who should be sorry. Everyone blamed you for what happened to me. But you were my hero.” She whispered, her arms wrapping around his neck, as if they belonged there, as if she couldn’t help herself. She drew her body in close to his until she was sitting on his lap. She wrapped her legs around him. She whispered the words again, “you are my hero” and her voice broke this time. Her hands wound tightly in his hair as she began to cry.
Eddie was overwhelmed by her presence. Inside he was reeling. She was here. Really here in front of him—touching him. How could this be real? His mind was dancing like wildfire. This was the closest she had ever been, and he still wasn’t convinced this wasn’t a dream, but he wasn’t about to question it. He desperately wrapped one arm all the way around her waist and one in her hair, holding her as close as he could as she sobbed. Tears streamed down his face, too. “Everything…every single thing I did, Chrissy, it was all for you.”
Chrissy cried for a long time as he gently rocked her back and forth. The gravity of their circumstance hung in the air. How their lives were destined to intertwine in such a fucked up way. They were meant to end up here, together.
Eddie shuddered away from his last few living memories. “God, what shit ways to go, right?” He tried to smile, but only one corner of his mouth lifted. ��Talk about a tragic ending.”
Chrissy sniffled and pulled away to look Eddie in the eyes. “I don’t want that to be the ending,” she shrugged.
Eddie gently lay his hand on her shoulder, thoughtfully moving up her neck and jaw, wiping away the tears on her cheek. He looked around. “Maybe…maybe it doesn’t have to be?” Squinting, he spoke tentatively, afraid that his words would make this dream world fall to pieces.
“You know, I was thinking the same thing?” Chrissy looked back up at him. “I almost don’t want to say it, but what if this is our chance at a new beginning…? I mean, how, and why, are we here?” She breathed deeply, staring at him fervently.
Eddie thought for a moment before he answered her. “Well, if I had to guess,” he cupped her face in both of his hands. God, he never thought he would have the chance to do this. “Not to be incredibly cheesey, but I’d wager that you’re my heaven.” He closed his eyes, afraid to see her reaction to his words. “The real question is, why are you here?” He whispered, opening one eye to squint at her. Her delicate fingers lifted his chin and she smiled a small smile.
“Eddie…I was so blind.” She whispered. Eddie opened both eyes into her blue ones. “I should have come to you sooner, should have known that I could trust you. I’m so embarrassed I forgot about the talent show. I can’t believe I ever thought you were…scary” She twirled a piece of his hair between her fingers as she smiled a half smile. “I surrounded myself with these…empty people” she cringed away from the thought of them. “Who never would have believed me, let alone helped me.” She placed her forehead against his. “I had no idea what was happening, Eddie, and neither did you.” She whispered, “But you never gave up. Even when the whole town turned against you.” Eddie held in a laugh and lay his head on her shoulder, shaking it as it rested there. “And, fuck them, right?!” She smacked his shoulder with her open palm as she said the words. They both laughed, then looked back at each other earnestly.
Eddie smiled as he paused, “you are real, right? I’m still not convinced.” He pinched her arm playfully, Chrissy exclaimed and giggled and their heads touched again.
“I think I am, are you?” She scrunched her nose and stabbed him in the ribs.
They collapsed into a tickle fight of laughter. As the smiles subsided, Chrissy offered a sigh. “I’m so sorry I let this happen to you, Eddie. It’s my fault and I’m so sorry. You had so much going for you…” Chrissy shook her head, and Eddie caught her chin in his hand as she did.
“Chrissy, you have nothing to be sorry for. Don’t you dare apologize to me.” He delivered the words huskily. “Besides, what did I really have going for me anyway…?” He smiled, trying to break the tension, but as he looked back at her, he saw that it wasn’t the right time.
Chrissy looked into his eyes. “Let me finish,” she said seriously. “I’ve been calling for you this entire time. I’ve been so lost, Eddie,” she choked, “reflecting on my life, searching for a spec of something real…” she touched his face softly. “You were the only real thing in my life, Eddie Munson. And I didn’t even get to know you,” She huffed. “You’re the only thing that’s real now. And I don’t think this is your heaven,” she drew him into her, her lips grazing his ear. “It’s mine,” she breathed, kissing his neck.
Eddie’s eyes rolled into his skull. He couldn’t believe his senses; really any of them—what he was hearing, what he was feeling. His entire body seemed to be glowing. “Now I know you’re not real,” he said as he ran his hands through her hair. “In what world does the freak win the queen?”
She ground her hips against him, her hands reaching up his neck and tangling in the base of his hair. “In the world where he saves her.” She murmured.
His heart felt like it could explode. He pulled Chrissy’s hair away from her neck in a handful, his other hand sliding to her thigh. “I—I wish I would have told you sooner…” His animal instincts were kicking in now as he kissed up her shoulder and neck. He nibbled gently on her tissue paper skin, and as he did her back arched slightly, she let out a small stifled moan. That was it for Eddie, he couldn’t control himself any longer. He held the back of her head and slowly brought her mouth to his. They paused for a moment, a centimeter apart breathing each others air. Electricity radiated between them. They kissed passionately, building a smoldering fire beneath their skin. Chrissy parted her lips and their tongues met, they both moaned as they tasted one another for the first time. Eddie’s tongue explored her mouth, his tongue grazing her teeth. She shivered in delight, throwing one arm roughly over his back, tugging at his shirt. The other hand meeting his torso. She lifted his shirt, memorizing his hip and lower back with her fingers.
Eddie’s cock throbbed in his jeans. His body was electrified by every touch. Her breath in his ear was ragged now as she clung to him. This was all happening too fast and yet not fast enough. Eddie kissed her deeply then turned back to her exposed neck. He kissed her skin, sucking gently, then he opened his mouth and bit her harder as his hands worked up her shirt. She gasped as his teeth sunk into her, and giggled at the intensity of the sensation. Eddie unclasped her bra easily with one hand. He reached up with the other and gently held her breast. She sighed as he traced between her shoulder blades with the other hand. They pulled away, he looked into her doe like expression as he slowly lifted her shirt above her head. Chrissy sat for a moment with her arms covering her chest, legs still wrapped around his waist, before reaching down to Eddie’s hemline to lift his off as well. Chrissy placed her hands on his chest, then reached his shoulder blades and pulled him back to her. She whimpered desperately as his skin warmed hers. He held the small of her back, keeping her securely against him. Chrissy traced his flexed bicep, he was stronger than she expected. She felt like her skeleton would vibrate out of her skin at any moment, and she hoped Eddie couldn’t tell exactly how much her body was begging for his.
Eddie leaned into Chrissy, pushing her backwards into the grass. She smiled up at him, her eyes filled with wonder. “God, Chrissy, you are so beautiful…” he kissed her forehead and down her chest. “I’m only just restraining myself from making the worst metaphors about angels in heaven.” He said the words between kisses. She squirmed and giggled as his teeth and tongue teased her nipple. His hands found her hips and he squeezed.
Chrissy moaned loudly, sending a shiver through Eddie. She reached his belt and quickly unbuckled it. They kissed again, Chrissy’s tongue tracing Eddie’s bottom lip. She reached into his boxers and grasped his dick. Eddie moaned into her mouth, which sparked her to move faster. She pulled on his belt loops, lowering his jeans. That’s when Eddie stopped Chrissy’s hand. “Hey, whoa,” he pulled away slightly, breathing heavily.
Chrissy paused. “I’m sorry, did I do something wrong?”
She looked so concerned Eddie couldn’t help but smile. “No, no, not at all. I’ve uh” he chuckled and shook his head. “I’ve wanted this for so long. Really, an embarrassingly long time,” Chrissy smiled and curled a tendril of his hair around her finger. “I just…are you sure? I know I’m not—“ Chrissy cut him off with a kiss. She pulled him back down onto her.
“You are everything I’ve ever wanted,” she whispered, her breath sending chills through him. He closed his eyes to let her words hang in his mind. He let out his breath as her hands again began taking in the landscape of his back.
“And you are my dream, Chrissy Cunningham.” He murmured. He reached for her thigh, sliding his hand up underneath her skirt, feeling her butt and hips before he ran his fingers along her panty line. He stroked up her pussy outside her panties, groaning as he felt the wetness there. Eddie was barely able to hold back his hunger for her. He wanted to tear her apart, but this needed to be done slowly. He circled her clit with his fingers, pulling away from their kiss to see her reaction as he did. Lips parted, Chrissy closed her eyes. She panted as his fingers quickly and gently slipped beneath her panties. He dragged his fingers along her clit before he slowly reached into her pussy. Chrissy gasped, back arching as he began working on her clit. They both moaned as Chrissy slipped closer to paradise and Eddie just couldn’t hold it back. Seeing her this way—being the reason she felt this way—was almost too much to bare.
9 notes
·
View notes