#waow... literally me

[sillyabtmusic]

Jahan in Flip That Coin

[satellites-halo]

the angel in my bathroom likes hiding in the lightbulb. she thinks I can't see it there, but angels don't understand the idea of electrical lights.

i noticed her there when the lights would go out. the one above the shower remained on, dim and flickering.

every summer, she prunes her feathers. fragments of what I can barely comprehend fall into the shower. it can get messy. i don't mind. it makes her happy.

its almost time for her feathers to come out. i hope she shows herself this time. i want to meet my angel. i hope we're friends.

[cowboy-robooty]

another day another divine vision. let me tell you about italys entitlement to love pipeline. so see italy loves to sleep around he loves da ladies da one night stands and most certainly aint about that commitment bullshit. it isnt out of malice or anything its just he cant really see the appeal hes like bruhhhh that is SO not worf it :/ blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... and like holy rome was when he was 7 okay that doesnt really count since when italy was 7 he also used to believe girls couldnt fart a lot of things were different at that time. but see i think italy is able to fall in love with germany despite his commitment issues because he also has a raging sense of entitlement. italy is the opposite and exactly the same as romano. romano is possessive as shit because hes the unloved brother that got nothing so when he gets something he hoards it to himself while italy is entitled as shit because hes the ultra loved by everyone child and always wins out in the end so he feels like he deserves everything at the end of the day. he isnt a bad guy but hes a bit of a spoiled brat to his core because of this since he can easily feel entitled to things after a while. and see italys love for germany hinges upon that entitlement being activated.

because germany is fully devoted to italy hes fucking obsessed with him he will and does do anything for him if italy asks him twice (sometimes thrice). germany will let italy ruin his life every single fucking day and still comes back crawling for more. hell be like italy this is the last fucking straw do NOT EVER fuck up my car again and the italy will destroy it literally the next day and germany will be mad for 30 seconds before sighing and going "well its okay. but im serious this time dont do it EVER aga-" **repeat for the next one million years**. and italy is very aware of this and honestly germanys undying loyalty and shit is why theyre able to stay together. because germany will always accept italy into his arms whenever italy comes running to him even if he also is sticking grenades into his back pockets and wiping his hands on germany's shirt while doing this he will always be like "... come here italy". and i think italy really realizes that germanys always going to take care of him wether hes on the losing side or not and even if hes with germany on the losing side everybody on the winning side likes italy already so theyre not going to really punish him fr so its overall better to lose with germany than win with everyone else since the winning side is going to make him actually do shit. Italys always with germany but if germany actually gave italy consequences depending on how severe these are he would actually leave germany rather than deal with them if he found it too much of a hassle to deal with. And this is how i believe their relationship is like for a very very very long time like for basically the entirity of the anime so far even like italy saw germany about to die and did not even grant him his last wish of smiling for him because he was like errrm! sorry dude but im looking out for me!

but i think this is able to morph into love because over time italy unconciously starts feeling entitled to germany. germany is so loyal and always there for him so hard that italy starts to feel entitled to this treatment because no matter what he does no matter how scum gong or batshit he can be germany will always see him as a perfect angel who could never have ill will (and only kills him out of incompetence) and welcomes him with open arms. italy starts to feel like germany is SUPPOSED to be with him. that it isnt right if germany isnt because italy is entitled to him already obviously and this is why italy starts developing jealousy and is like wtf germany is supposed to like ME most! Its unconcious and he doesnt really think about it too hard but his entitlement slowly grows over time and although it makes him be like GERMANY YOU CANT LIKE RUSSIA MORE THAN ME!!!! it still leaves him being selfish where he leaves germany to die by pictonians lol. the entitlement is able to morph into love though because it becomes so strong that italy one day realizes that hell feel so much intense discomfort if germany isnt by his side. he feels like germany is supposed to be with him hes supposed to like italy best and always pamper and spoil him and be obsessed only with italy and let only italy do special things nobody else can do. and it keeps growing until he realizes what he feels is love. because he realizes that there isnt anything he can think of thats worth more than his relationship with germany. he feels so entitled to germanys life that hes willing to give his own life up to keep their lives intertwined forever. hes willing to give up his freedom in exchange for germanys loyalty since now he cant see himself enjoying his life without it. its become such a common pleasure that its impossible to go on unless he has it. even if not being able to screw as he pleased will make him deeply unhappy, not having germany by his side would make him infinitely more unhappy. he might hate doing shit for people, but he would hate germany being hurt and alone 1000x more than how much he hates getting his ass up and doing him a favor. and THATS how italy realizes that he is so very totally in gays with germany chan forever since hes willing to do anything to keep him in his life and lucky for him he doesnt have to do anything except make their loyalty mutual. hashtag itager babywin!

[vivifucksthevillain]

told my cousin im a souheki fan and she told me to kill myself LMAO

[cervideity]

SHINING FORCE. YAAAYYYYY

so certain no one who sees this post will know what this game is so im taking the time to give u a peek at what im talkin about

most of these images arent mine sorry for the low quality HAHA

[the-everqueen]

i've been really productive this weekend, but even more revelatory: i've felt happier about being alive than i have in...months.

[sapienthouse]

thinking abt 36 questions cuz like it was an alright musical. it was fine, fun even. it didnt catch my attention too much until tht fucking final song. the truth is sofucking real

[hey-its-me-rolly-polly]

A NEW ONE PIECE OPENING NO FUCKING WAY

[nthflower]

My decision years ago that I should daydream a little bit more original make me today incapable of being not observative about literally anything.

I think it's a very nice thing and also like once I heard people should be very careful and understanding what happened in world and environment to be a good writer and I then thought as an someone with attention disorder and weak art and observations skills impossible for me.

And also then I thought I was like never going to be like that incredible creative creators. All my ideas are not original and I don't get it. I couldn't make complex and wonderful art and it looked all impossible. And I decided observing and taking notes and everything. And it also worked as practice and I literally became more creative and imaginative and more smart with practice.

And now when I watch a movie I pause it every five seconds to just take a note about something small. Like a characters behaviour or something in background that gives room some aesthetic I like or some word etc. Sometimes I don't even now why I need to take notes about that thing but I know I will understand it in the future so write. It has vibes and there is a pattern in there.

And all of my notes slowly and in a moments I absolutely not expect became connected. Because there was a pattern in there I just didn't see it but felt it because practice.

Idk I can't explain but this is my life thing..I am using it for a world building project now and I think this is my life meaning right now. Like I am using what I learn for creating a world with every details and I delete and add and cut and it is developing with my own development I love it so much.

[imreszekeres]

I know that I havent been blorboposting as much due to circumstances but I want yall to know I will frequently get hit with the honey nut feelios for Archer so badly that I have to sit down and chill for a min to overcome the waves of “oh my god. Oh my GOD. OH MY GOD!!!!” yknow

[assterixs]

theres such a human suffering in colin stetsons music that contrasts to the overwhelming brass that just makes me want to tear my skin off. like the panting and screaming in Red Horse (Judge II) that just exude this pain agony while the saxophone just bursts and crowds around the vocals almost makes it feel like the instrumentals are whats torturing the person. and i mean, even the brass feel like theyre suffering the way the shriek out the notes, like the last screams of a dying animal. it makes me violent

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

thinking about hestio/ephael and the "if we had a decent tank or healer, i wouldnt even have to talk to him" "does that mean you'll keep hanging out with me? :D" "oh, forget it". the "hey. take your arm off my head. take it off?" i love ephael being annoying to hestio without a care in the world + hestio telling him off + hestio is still always seen by his side + they're still stuck together like a set pair after 10+ years

[sovaharbor]

i got gift cards for doing surveys and i got to Treat Myself (as a broke unemployed person) which has been really cool and im just waiting for my package now like

[mkscatgirl]

I feel so crazy

[drowninginfelines]

everybody log off stop posting for a bit im thinking about mollzee i need to be alone rn

[crimeronan]

i love how it takes hunter like two seconds to decide he'll die for people. he honestly might be the most openhearted of the main cast except for luz. willow Ripped Him Out Of The Sky & he was like waow. this girl's awesome. luz was a wanted anarchist criminal wrecking his whole shit n he was like i do kinda want her approval tho. i do kinda feel bad when she gets upset with me. gus was like hey i don't trust your sus ass >:( and hunter was like that's fine. you gave me food you're on my i-will-die-for-you list forever. even with AMITY hunter was like haha i 100% did just try to kill you and have been fucking with you literally the entire time we've known each other but ummmmm uh.... thank you.... for giving me the key.... i feel kinda.... bad again. sowwy. sorta. okay BAIIII