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gentlebeard · 6 months

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If I could hold you for a minute, Darling, I’d go through it again

For @edsbacktattoo & @stedesearring 💕 Show: Our Flag Means Death - Season 1 & 2 Music: Francesca by Hozier YouTube

#ofmd #our flag means death #gentlebeard #stede bonnet #edward teach #ofmdedit #ofmdaily #ofmd source #ofmd fanvid #ofmd s2 #ofmd edit #blackbonnet #ella’s edit #HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMS ❤️#AND A BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITLIN ❤️#i'm killing two (impossible) birds with one stone by dedictating this video to both of you absolute angels!!#jams i love you so much. you're so incredibly talented and hilarious and kind and amazing. i'm so grateful for you.#if you didn't live halfway around the world i would come over and give you the biggest and warmest hug #thank you for letting me scream in your dms all the time. whether it's about our pirate boys or your writing or cancellation hell™️#and just THANK YOU for being such a wonderful presence in my life #oh and kaitlin. lovely sweet kind kaitlin. the one we all love to call a human ray of sunshine because you're just THAT lovely #your little yellow hearts in the tags brighten my day every time i see them. whenever i talk to you you're just so sweet #thanks for every single lovely word. for every music rec. for every sweet message or ask. what a gift you are. ily!!!#speaking of gifts: i couldn't think of a more perfect song for the two of you than francesca #so i hope you like my little creation that i've put together. once again shoutout to #evil gang 😈

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idlesuperstar · 10 months

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current sexual orientation: tweedy, warm, intelligent, wry, ping-pong playing, whisky-drinking, poetry-quoting, motorbike-racing, gloriously red-headed here-on-earth-I-am-your-defending-counsel Doctor Frank Reeves [Roger Livesey: A Matter of Life And Death, Powell & Pressburger, 1946]

#I say CURRENT but in frank's case it is CONSTANT also ETERNAL #roger livesey #frank reeves #did I go see AMOLAD on the big screen AGAIN last night hell YES I DID #did I do a cry as usual yes I did #it was super cool watching it with pals who have not seen it before and could NOT believe the ambulance crash #so it is ridiculous that I have not made this gifset before #but to be honest #I giffed pretty much ALL this film back in the pre-restoration days #(pre the film being restored not pre charles II)#although sometimes it feels like the 17th century it's so long ago #and wow I am still not used to having NO SIZE LIMIT on gifs I remember the days we got excited when it went to 1mb #I celebrated by making an errol robin hood gif in big #anyway this film is as EVER a joy and always great to be reminded of how amazing it is also how queer it is #and beautiful and special and human and basically one of the greatest pieces of art ever made #my wee gifs

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punmster · 2 months

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being ace means i don't get giggly or horny about omegaverse aka abo but instead become painfully obsessed with details in anatomy and world building

#for one the whole abo dynamic thing in wolves is false #for another the animal kingdom is SO wild #like. female hyenas have pseudopenises and dominate males #seahorses and male birth #eating your children to avoid them being eaten by predators #males killing children to free females to mate #community child rearing!#females doing the hunting!#CLOWNFISH #omegaverse #abo #imagine if your secondary gender is determined by the social dynamics of where you grew into it #mostly female/child bearing? guess you get a penis now #do you think all alphas have piss kinks cuz of territory marking shit #anglerfish...octopodes that hand off their sperm sacks to females...#i know a strange amount of stuff about animal sexuality i just realized this #did you know some species dont have periods? they just reabsorb the uterine lining which is fucking amazing and im very mad humans dont #do that too #on the other hand. ive seen abo aus where male omegas give birth by LOSING ALL THEIR TEETH and VOMITING AN EGG #my main complaint is that abo doesnt get weird enough (plz not losing teeth and egg vomiting weird tho)#also can we PLEASE think a little more on the 'birthing from the ass' thing? please?#listen you have a right to mpreg (and trans men exist) but like. PLEASE. that baby should NOT be born thru the poop chute #ik some animals feed their babies poop (and human anatomy is like half an inch away from the birth canal being the poo canal) but COME ON #also why are all the scents like. very specific objects/concepts #flowers and idk blood?#frankly i think they would just be. animal smells but with enhanced human noses they'd be easily distinguishable #my headcanon is that they act like peacock tails do. meant to show off how cool you are #the biting thing happens in sharks (tho i think its cuz theyre kinda silly like that) but it just reminds me of people tattooing bite marks #and not cleaning the wound or yknow actually biting their partner in the tattoo parlor?#i get it. i'd love to be consumed by the void and a non recommendable amount of teeth. but can you be more sensible about it

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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the earth is getting hotter and hotter and nobody's doing anything about it but im misanthropic and depressive because i can see nothing that inspires hope 🤙

#sure... we CAN stop it...#but... most ppl are denying climate chrisis.... most ppl in the world are currently voting for rightists #(who are all against making improvements and trying to stop our imminent demise)#in fact.. ppl are voting for rightists and the right are making decisions that only accelerates global warming......#ppl in general dont care nor believe in this chrisis.. outside i often overhear ppl's convos and they say stuff like #'those crazy environmentalist freaks' 💀#and yk those few protestors that do that thing where they lie down on roads and stuff to cause an interruptance in trafic....#they're constantly verbally assaulted but also physically assaulted and run over #by ppl who just fkn HAVE TO GET TO THEIR 9-5!!! or they'll explode bc they loooove working sm #yeah i just dont know... tbh i think soooo many ppl #are like just plain dumb... there is hope if we actually decide to fkn do smth #but just putting your head in the sand and go lalalalal hha peace and love on earth humanity is amazing omg i love ppl 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 wont do sh #now you're just being childish and toxic and fake 🥴#ppl dont even wanna make small changes in their everyday lives for the environment... nobody is ready nor willing to do real things to chan #bc im sorry but skipping around and being a positive little uwu bean is just harmful.. bc theyre not acknowledging reality #and reality is that the earth is getting so fucking hot and it is only getting hotter and there is bno hope in sight #bc ppl are destined to be fucking stupid!!!!#i mean what if ALL of us just simply refused to participate in society?#ppl everywhere all over the world should just go outside and sit down and refuse to contribute to capitalism and the #then* force politicians into taking action #the issue with this? nobody fkn cares! nobody wants to do anything #the earth is being killed. but nobody believes in it bc they just think it's 'conspiratory bullshit' ....#so yeah ofc u can walk around and go nooooo dont hate humanity! we CAN stop it uwu 🥰👍#ummm ok so then why arent anyone doing shit? theyre all still travelling and working and caring abt dumb shit and going to concerts and buy #ng too much and throwing away food and riding their cars everywhere and just fkn doing soooo much damage to the earth in every single littl #thing they do...... they dont care.#plussss dont y'all know that environmental activists are like straight up murdered? bc they're capitalist enemy no 1.#in south america they'll kill CHILDREN who are dedicating their entire lives to fight for the earth...#if u even mention the global warming thing to normal ppl out in the world they'll sigh and shake their heads and tell u to stop being so dr #dramatic*

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nandermoenthusiast · 1 year

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guys i have been in a state for days. i am giddy i am gasping for air i am broken inside i am blushing i am sweating i am twirling my hair i am suffering i dont know how to deal with the very real possibility that nandor has loved guillermo for years and has been restraining himself, feigning aloofness, keeping his distance, because all these years he understood that maybe guillermo would never be ready for vampirism - and maybe hes been so depressed in the latest years because hes finally found someone he wants to spend eternity with, and he strongly suspects he will spend eternity missing them instead

#i truly truly truly dont know how to deal #this season recontextualised the whole show for me #if i shipped nandermo before now i am absolutely batshit crazy about them and its all i think about #wwdits #wwdits spoilers #what we do in the shadows #nandermo #this is just speculation but i just - i feel it in my bones #like fuck imagine having been alone for 800 years. fuck. imagine losing lover after lover and being kind of a disaster at romance actually #imagine finding someone you so easily connect with and theyre so amazing you love them so much they can even hold their own against you #and fuck they like you back. and then you understand that they are too fundamentally kind to be a monster.#and its like a fucking stake through the heart its like youre made of glass and youre shattering #i hate this and i swear to god. they need to end up together. not just to end up together #they need to spend the rest of their lives together and ideally eternity tbh #i dont care gizmo you get over the killing hangup and have nandor turn you and spend eternity in #bliss and shenanigans. like man. man. man. i love how this season turned out i really do #but i hope its more of a ‘he had not thought it through and wasn’t ready and also we need to have nandor do it fr’#anyway nandor becoming human is also ok but i really hope that they find a way to navigate guillermos inability to kill #like. nandor killing for him or him robbing blood banks or him only hunting predators etc #or him feeding without killing people #just bc i still really like the concept of them having so much time together and their time together not be limited #i feel like after all those years pining for one another. they deserve that

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icouldbeyourprettygirl · 6 months

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Today we talked for an hour about our mental health. I don't ever get emotional when I tell people what's going on with me, but the look on his face when I told him broke my heart. I could've bawled my eyes out right then and there, especially because he said how sad it made him to know I had struggled with this. He said he's always willing to listen if I need to talk, and he wants to do whatever he can to help me 😭

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shima-draws · 1 year

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Also kinda related to my last post but. When I went to get my orthopedic consultation it was in this HUGE medical building with a whole ass physical therapy division. I can’t really describe what I felt when I walked into the gym and saw all these people working with specialists to help train their muscles or to walk again or to strengthen parts of their bodies that had undergone trauma from an accident or whatever else. It was kinda sad but also very hopeful to see?? Idk I just felt really emotional seeing that nfjkandvnj

#Shima speaks #It's about the human nature of wanting to help others. You know??#It's about seeing all those people work so hard and being like. Yeah. You guys are AWESOME. You went through smth to get to this point #Probably a lot of pain and suffering #And now you're doing smth to make it better and there's someone with you to guide you on that path #It gave me the warm fuzzies. I wanted to give a hug to all the people in there and tell them they're doing so so fantastic and great #People are amazing!! Humans are really very resilient creatures!! Smth bad happens and we fall down but we get back up again!#Sometimes with a bit of help!! And that's okay too!! Bc that's part of our nature! We help people!!!#Catch me being emo on a Friday morning about the PT division. Pshh

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weareuniqueandimportant · 3 months

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dwemers · 29 days

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I’m so excited I’m like literally shaking

#so I work at like seasonal job multiple stores and shit some more far out and in the boonies than others #and like before I was at my current job I managed this shitshow camp store #literally was so horrible but only bcs my boss sucked and pushed all his responsibilities to me while I still had to do MY JOB #like darkest time of my life trying to keep that store from falling apart until eventually I was like fuck this #transferee to a different property in a different state and like stalked this lady who would come help us and she hired me as her assistant #like truly amazing I love her so much my boss is the fucking best #but now at my property we have a camp store with no manager being run to the ground #so they asked me to go manage it…#and lLIKEEEE ITS IN THE HIGH CIUNTRY #SOOO NO SERVICE LIVING IN A TENT SHARED SHOWER DORMS #IM SO EXCITEDDD #and also I’ll be at 9k feet elevation SO ILL SEE STARSS!#im at 5thoussnd feet rn and it’s just not the same #my shitty store was at 7 thousand but the year before I lived at 8 thousand feet and the stars are so magical #but everyone else I work with feels bad I ‘have to’ go up there and run the store for a few weeks #I’m like literally MY PLEASURE #working in a camp store is literally summer camp vibes #and I’m such a retail girl boss they didn’t even brief me they were like you know how to open and close a store #AND I DONT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF INVOICESSS #that was my nightmare at the last place like they taught all the managers how to recieve and pay invoices but no one else really understood #sooo like a day before months end when invocies HAVE to be paid I’d get stacks from every store on property #and like just my store was already a lot to go through bcs we did groceries and gas and beer and retail merch #but lol I came to my current place and they have a whole office just for that lotta sweet lady’s in accounting I’m like damn??#they did me so dirty????#best part about being a warehouse girl with previous retail management experience is thissss #pray for me though I haven’t managed other humans in 2 years and they’re union employees so I just have to follow all the rules #love the union but I’m scared of breaking any labor laws since I’ve never managed humans in the state in living in #last state was horrible there was no lunch break laws

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comradecowplant · 2 months

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my beef with Hughie being the most annoying part of The Boys ended, Kimiko & Frenchie reigniting their romance is my new The Boys best enemy 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

#i really liked their platonic supportive 'were both broken wahwah' relationship. literally donut care at all about their romance 🙄🙄🙄#fr i actually almost liked hughie this season. way less annoying overcompensating failson energy & more actually resolving his issues #kinda hoped cate was going to tell frenchie to walk off the dock at the warf at the end but we cant have everything :(#because fuck that plot line & fuck that IOF scum actor!!!!#the boys #it was a really good season imo. really set things up for what i hope will be a fascinating final season #(also cant wait for season 4.5 when season 2 of gen v comes out. hope that spin-off gets at least as many seasons. rip chance perdomo 😞)#a-train FINALLY getting his nerve! the deep finally going full sicko instead of being the rapist comic relief. ashley continuing to unravel #so excited to learn what the v did to her. if anyone deserves a mostly-useless-except-for-weird-sex-stuff power its her!!!!!#sage better have another 8 layers of gEniUs subterfuge up her sleeve otherwise i am rooting for a maeve cameo next season to kick her ass #sage was definitely an interesting highlight this season. 'smartest woman on earth' but ultimately just a lonely sociopathic loser #there were a few moments where- despite her 'intellectual' truth that human lives are meaningless- that she seemed bothered by the wanton #violence. & i really dont believe that she'd get over homelander so casually throwing her away. probs wont pay off but im a 'sage is #scheming against the 7 after all' truther. if a-train could get his head out of his ass anything is possible for anyone!!!#rip victoria neuman 😩 literally did nothing wrong ever in her life and butcher killed her for it smh my head #(she really was a fantastic villian though. actual 'if AOC had super powers' except more charming & less evil. claudia doumit was amazing)#dani talks about tv

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stuworbutwithchipmunks · 3 months

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I know ppl couldn't care less about the humans in the cgi movies but Zoe and Dr. Rubin were both hilarious characters and the more i rewatch the movies the more i think about that.

#we all know Ian was the best human character simply bc David cross was great on it but i think these two are pretty funny!!#the idea of an adult woman hyping the chipmunks is so adorable and a great way to explain why Alvin nevergot expelled lmao #and zoe was simply hilarious! maybe because i find her out-of-reality personality too appealing #it's such a shame the writers of the cgi movies couldn't write Dave better bc while i don't hate him like other ppl #i do think he is one of the least interesting human characters in all the movies #i don't think it's the actor's fault they just didn't know what to do with his character besides being a strict dad for the chipmunks #but funny enough i do think dave from the cgi series is even more boring despite there are episodes focused on him #i love when he is all affectionate with his sons and the chipettes but he is so bland without that and sometimes way too strict #i still can't believe there is an episode focused on the chipmunks getting scared of Dave knowing they spilled milk #it just shows how many times he has get angry for the most simply things #it doesn't help AT ALL that the show has barely likeable human characters i mean i adore miss smith but i do get why ppl don't like her #miss croner is an amazing contrast to miss miller! but i do think they write her way too aggressive at times #officer dangus is the only character besides miss miller that i find decent without giving a 'but' in the middle #the classmates of the chipmunks.... Yeah we don't talk about them #i would like to go further with the humans characters of the 80's show but i still need to watch a LOT of episodes #but i would say that most of the episodic human characters of the 80's have been pretty nice so far #i loved the old lady that got a date with Alvin!! she was way too sweet with him and i love the way alvin learn his lesson at the end #also it has the best dave so far!! he is a lovely dad and he can be funny on his own way. i can tell he is just doing his best ahaha #aatc #alvin and the chipmunks

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ravencromwell · 6 months

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I've really enjoyed reading the notes you've added to my posts over the last couple of days. My manuscript, about those amazing young women, is due to my publisher in 12 days and I'm so wrapped up in the getting it done and the mechanics of the narrative that's it's easy to lose site of the "holy SHIT these women" aspect that drew me to this research in the first place. So thank you, for that.

You have no idea how profoundly enthused I am for your book. I am an equivalent human gadfly who flits from interest to interest and forgets to check even the blogs of people whose work I adore. And knowing! this about myself, I have an event on the first day of every month starting September of 2025 and goes through December on next year's calendar. And the memo note for it reads in full: Historicity's book! about Jewish female fighters in WWII especially Tema Schneiderman who told Nazis to fuck off every time she laughed. Harper Perennial look for it!!!!!!! To know that my overabundant enthusiasm could touch you as the author means more than I can say, and I wish you the very. very best in the last of the writing slog.

#I'm answering this publicly as a PSA to all my followers that someone who is seemingly an amazing human! is publishing a book on #ladies being magnificent #in #WWII #holocaust resistance and I think we should all spend a portion of next autumn reading it #possible future reading #history

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felidaefatigue · 8 months

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genuinely pondering what i actually want to do for the next 50 years because im pretty sure life is going to become... Not unlivable in the sense of humans cease but so completely and utterly Not This that i feel like any goals need to be achieved asap if they rely at all on global systems

#honestly if it wasnt such a horrifying thing to do to a living being id seriously debate having a kid now lmao like Thats How Bad #purely for the science of the process fascinates me #which OBVIOUSLY IS NOT A GOOD REASON and thus No on top of all of the MANY MANY MORE reasons of NO #but like if there ever was a cut off time it would be noe #now #lowkey kinda makes me sad its such a hard no too cause as much as i dont want to raise a human i think my partner would be amazing at it #like if we lived in boomer era but less misogynistic and i could have one n he just like does the rest i could live with that level of risk #LOL still fucked up methodology for offspring but like THERE IS 1 AND ONLY 1 timeline that id be cool with it #and this is not that timeline #but also ik it hurts him too likes hes on the same page of haha not in this reality thats fucked up but he Totally Would otherwise #ANYWAYS thats not even the whole point #just like. general.#like if i want to just go build a house or something and empty my savings.#just any wild dream #cause i gebuinely do not know if money is going to be a stable concept much longer

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i-miss-lotor · 5 months

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Sometimes I get so overwhelmed with love for humanity and sometimes so sad with how bad the general view on the race is. I keep looking back on that one panel in Sandman and it's just. So much. It means so much to me. People can be so kind and full of wonder and beautiful ideas if we can just let them grow.

#sometimes i want to beg and i want to embrace and i want to shake people #to tell them how amazing humans are #you were born as you are and its wonderful #don't shut yourself away #also ngl i don't really have the conteyt of the sandman panel #but its the reason i really want to read it and watch the series after #i want to see the positivity about humanity #we beat ourselves down all the time like we didn’t do amazing things just as much if not more #you don't see the little things that can brighten someone else's day #you have no idea how awesome you are #humanity #humanity is love and i love humanity #and also #being human is an experience #and a learning process #be kind to yourself

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fabulouslygaybean · 7 months

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i am once again overwhelmed by love for humans as a whole

#just. fuck #oh my god. oh my god. i love humans. i love humans and i love life and i love that i get to be a part of it #it sucks sometimes and there are awful terrible things that happen and im not going to deny any of that #but just. im thinking about all the strangers who've ever been kind to me and im overwhelmed with love #the girl ive never seen before who grabbed me to dance during my last homecoming with the biggest smile on her face #the kid who taught me where to dig for clay in a lake when i was 8 who told me he loved me when i said i had to leave #the stranger at the last show i went to who held onto my shoulder as we jumped and yelled and laughed together #the little girl who came into my workplace today that told me with the most starstruck face that she liked my hair #the older lady who helped me pick up all my things after i dropped them in a park after an incredibly hard day #the trio of teenage boys who played with me on the playground for hours one evening when i was 6 because they saw i was lonely #the random man who bought me the snack i tried to put it back when i realized i didn't have enough money for it #the teen girls who chased off some guy who tried to kick my head in and then ran back to hold my hands and make sure i was okay #fuck. i love people. i love human beings so much.#i love being alive and im so so glad i made it past middle school even though i thought i wouldn't #i get to look at sunsets and sunrises and i get to pet dogs and i get to wade around in lakes and pools and ponds #i get to hug and hold people and i get to laugh so hard my stomach hurts and i get to yell and scream in happiness #i get to eat good food and listen to good music and i get to run and jump and dance #i get to see beautiful things and i get to watch strangers live their lives around me and i get to be a part of it all #it's amazing!!! fuck!!!! i get to be a part of it all!!!!!#i love being alive and i love that ive made it this far #i don't know what the future holds but im just so glad im even here at all #sorry about the long sappy ramble and i know this probably looks weird but i could not care less #im just overwhelmed with love for everything

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the-trans-dragon · 1 year

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What if they didn't put ads every 3 posts. Three posts between ads, literally. Not even counting the ad for Tumblr Live.

Also what if tumblr didn't know what city Im in. I do not want my location tracked or stored anywhere unless I give explicit ongoing permission, like with my GPS app that I allow to track me only when the app is open, and then it deletes the data (allegedly) when I stop giving permission.

#ugh i do SO much to try to keep my location private. i use an android with all the tracking things Off (except for my weather app #which is a highly specific app that does NOTHING except provide weather; and i have the location turned Off so it doesnt even know where i #live). my tumblr email is not connected to any real life stuff because i made it when i was very closeted and made a new email and password #for it and never linked them to anything else. i have bare minimum apps. i use firefox and duckduckgo.#for shits sake i use a small barely-known map app because any Map App that has had large success under capitalism is inevitably going to #start selling private info or working with a cheap security system designed to allow quiet data leaks.#i guess i use gmail and gphotos but my phone doesnt HAVE a native Photo App. i have to use one i download and im too damn skittish to try #i guess i did get netflix recently....sigh.... i figured they WERENT tracking me because they email me EVERY TIME I USE NETFLIX to alert me #that OHHHH A NEW DEVICE IS USING NETFLIX AAAAA WHAT IF ITS AGAINST NETFLIX POLICY OH NOOOO. so i figured they didnt have a way to ID me.#UGH. CAN I PLEASE EXIST WITHOUT BEING MONITORED FOR FIVE SECONDS. can i please access Social Media which is a shitty substitute for actual #human connection but its the best i have--without someone noting my location and then trying to sell me things??? can i please watch film???#i cant go to a theater because my region does NOT believe in covid and not even medical staff attending Very Ill Patients wear masks anymore #stupid fucking homophobic transphobic anti-vax society has made it too dangerous for me to access most Not-Online forms of enrichment. and i #cant even use the Internet (a magnificent ASTONISHING human creation) without being tracked and advertised to.#ugh..#humanity is just so cool and brave and kind and amazing and yet we have taxes and advertisment IDs and traffic and medicine shortages.#its not like the ads even work. even when it shows me stuff i DO want. i cant fucking afford things. i already have spent too much money on #things that i dont need like Good Food and Entertainment and Juice. ugh....okay i do need food and liquids....Good food even. my body cant #survive on College Foods like it could in the past. And i might literally die if i dont buy juice...#and i guess its really really really heartwarming to have good entertainment to take breaks from all the stress.... its not like i havent l #..... like im so frugal. thank god my partners encourage me to buy myself things. i have been so much healthier since giving in and buying #Non-Water drinks instead of just Chronically Drinking Less Than A Bottle Of Water A Day. my partners are so good and sweet 😓 i shouldnt be #upset with myself for letting them convince me to take care of myself. that isnt fair to them or me so i will stop doing that now.#my faith in humanity is mostly just knowing that my partners exist. theyre so sweet. if people like them exist--then i have faith in humanty #no pressure lol. they are both so good and perfect regardless of how much energy they have to spare for Being Good. they are just inherently #very dear and good to me and for me. but just because i have faith in humanity doesnt mean im gonna stop complaining the whole time!!!!!! i #will whine about the bad stuff forever!!!! and BITE IT if i ever get the chance. but i will complain until the bothersome things go away.#if i complain my whole life with no results then...! so be it. i will whine and it will be art somehow.#sorenhoots

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