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kindacreepy-kindaugly · 3 months

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I'm just an animal trapped in a snare n he's just standing there waitin for me to tire myself out struggling before he finishes me off

#except that the killing blow never lands.#instead he takes me home n keeps me as a pet before settin me free so he can hunt me down again #not quite recovered so he knows i won't make it far but still enough to make it fun #can you really blame me for not even tryin to run after a few rounds #we both know i'm never gonna make it #like ok maybe the sleep deprivation is gettin to me but the imagery won't leave my head #rabbit snow wolf fox snare hunter #n he watches from above while his hounds tear you to pieces #spdrvent

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papyrus-in-places-he-shouldnt-be · 1 year

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Papyrus shouldn't be in... Wait.

#We're no strangers to loveYou know the rules and so do IA full commitment's what I'm thinking ofYou wouldn't get this from any other guy #I just wanna tell you how I'm feelingGotta make you understand #Never gonna give you upNever gonna let you downNever gonna turn around and desert youNever gonna make you cryNever gonna say goodbye #Never gonna tell a lie and hurt youWe've known each other for so longYour heart's been achingBut you're too shy to say it #Inside we both know what's been going onWe know the game and we're gonna play it #And if you ask me how I'm feelingDon't tell me you're too blind to see #Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you #papyrus in places he shouldn't be #papyrus #papyrus undertale #undertale #cool dude #rickroll #rick astley #april fools #never gonna give you up

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quatregats · 1 month

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Okay hear me out. What if Hornblower and Lady Barbara but they're high school math olympians and also have a crazy psychosexual rivalry with each other

#the vibes here are mean girls btw #high school academic competitions bring out insane behaviors and olympiads are even worse. and i want them to have that #lady barbara 'comes from a dynasty of math olympians and has 50x harvard legacy' wellesley #vs. horatia 'public school kid whose school has never even won a math competition but she's gonna win the fields medal' hornblower #(yeah she's trans. she's always trans she has to be trans in that book i'm sorry)#the rivalry never actually comes to anything. or they have like A Single Kiss and then are like what if we never talked about that again #it needs to be extremely early 00s teen girl movie coded. everything is subtext but they're both insane #anyways if anyone wants to write this go wild i have like 60 pages of final papers to get through first :(#perce rambles #percy yells at cecil scott #disclaimer: i did not do any olympiads. i know a couple of people who know people who did #i did however do trivia which does bring out similar behaviors i think #also sorry for making them american i just knew i'd make a hash of the british school system ://#tbh i think this would also just make a fun movie in general i think it's what the general public needs

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chaotic-krill-content · 1 year

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We're no strangers to love You know the rules and so do I (do I) A full commitment's what I'm thinking of You wouldn't get this from any other guy

I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling Gotta make you understand

Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

We've known each other for so long Your heart's been aching, but you're too shy to say it (say it) Inside, we both know what's been going on (going on) We know the game and we're gonna play it

And if you ask me how I'm feeling Don't tell me you're too blind to see

Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

We've known each other for so long Your heart's been aching, but you're too shy to say it (to say it) Inside, we both know what's been going on (going on) We know the game and we're gonna play it

I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling Gotta make you understand

Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

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psikind · 10 months

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hey so. childhood friend of mine commited suicide late july and his dad’s trying to fund the money for his funeral service - if people have the money to donate please do the service is in 3 days (august 5th) and he’s very close to the goal but otherwise it’d mean a lot if people spread the link around -> https://gofund.me/f04d9bf0

#gofundme #suicide #donations #idk what else I would tag this with but. yeah #sorry to the people that're gonna get jumpscared by a blocked tag I just felt liek this was important to share #he was like. the one irl friend I had consistently that never bullied me because we were both so different from everyone else #we fell out of touch but I always talk about him fondly and then my mom told me this morning and just. god #I'm really glad I'm gonna have a lot of support and love this month I already know that but what a way to start it huh.#I hope everyone's doing okay. if you're in a hard place right now take this as a sign to do something nice for yourself #talk to a friend go buy some chocolate listen to your favorite song anything #and if it feels like nothing's making you happy #please trust me when I say it will some day #I know everyone says that I know but I've been there I've been through some horrible fucking shit #like anime anti-hero/rival/love interest-to-die levels of trauma #trust me. trust. me.#it will get better. wake up another day. this too shall pass #sorry for the ramble I just feel Very Strongly about this

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corvid-language-library · 4 months

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Just realised I can't use tomorrow to relax because I have to prepare a stupid demo for the staff meeting on Monday 🙃

#ruffled feathers #we have to come up with a game that's 'safe focused and frequent' and doesn't leave anyone waiting for a turn #the TL for my demo is an entire fucking script i kid you not #i'm like. how tf do i make a game of this #it's one thing when you just have to do on Q and one A #but i have an actual dialogue and the age range is 10-12s #so i guess the best thing to do is just some super unoriginal janken ladder game?#everyone knows it so it's not like i'm bringing anything new or interesting to the table #but i have one day off and i've had a 6-day work week at a new school with POs and i have another 6-day week coming up #and i'm still processing a complicated and painful break up with a long-term partner #i barely had time to recover from jetlag before not just launching back into work #but travelling to a new school with Ss i've never met that's so far from yamagata city i had to stay at a hotel #so fuck it. i'm gonna be boring and unoriginal #i'll talk to my boss beforehand bc he's very understanding and i hate disappointing him #just explain that it's not gonna be my best and i know it's not my best for xyz reasons but i promise i'll try harder next time #he'll probably still be disappointed but i'm sure we'll both learn to live with it #besides. no offence to this one colleague of mine but i know he'll quarter-ass some garbage last minute #so whatever happens my boss will probably be less disappointed in what i have to show than what this guy does lmao #i'm such a bitch sometimes but it's true #watch him now put in an effort and come up with something spectacular for a change

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grubloved · 2 years

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it was really wild to figure out at age 22 that i am not actually an introvert at all i fucking LOVE having people around i thrive on someone sitting in the same room as me i love talking and listening. its just that i autistic so i am also constantly at all times doing the equivalent of playing minecraft with 358384 mods installed in order to try and figure out what the fuck anyone means and if they are mad at me and that is absolutely exhausting and it totally wipes me out for like 3 hours afterwards. when i hang out w people who dont have those expectations i actually experience a net gain in energy

#gardening buddy is my best autism friend we just go dig weeds and never make eye contact for 3 hours at a time and it rules #but 1 time gardening buddy was over so we both had our guards down and husbirde got a little impatient because we needed to leave at 4:30 #and he poked his head outside and was like 'do you guys know what time it is?'#and immediately both of us were like oh! let me get my phone #hold on uhhhh its almost 4! :) i hope that was helpful!#without reading into the statement whatsoever #he said later that he realized that normally both of us would have caught that #but we didnt at all this time and he was like 'you guys looked so happy and calm and u werent even thinking about extra hidden meaning'#'so i totally stopped being frustrated and was just like like ah. i'm the asshole okay im gonna go back inside and let them finish' rksjfkf

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femmespoiled · 2 years

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I've been seeing more infighting than people outside of the community hating us lately, it's time some of you wake up, because this whole mess is convenient to people who hates us and we're all enabling it. we're so busy fighting each other we don't have any time to fight them, maybe let's look at people who actually hate us.

#random stuff #I'm so tired of the discourse can we go back to the real bad people?#also specially on today's issue i want every single one of you to know you'll never be 100% right or wrong it's a self identifying issue +#some people in said communities hate it some people in said communities want it #you'll never be undeniably right #fuck #before i get asks. i will not speak on experiences i do not have. only experience i can talk about is my own with my existence and identity #people are craving lines to draw sometimes. because they want to be validated in their experiences and identities and existence by being #understood by label in a seemingly clear way to most #and it's all very complicated #are you happy now? you both get a point #not only that. but guess what. you're the youth you're criticizing ugh this makes me want to scream. +#none of us will ever get the complete fully developed experience because we're only parts of the community #no matter how much you read you'll never know everything. read. use critical thinking. exercise understanding. other than that fuck off #I'm tired #you're the youth. im the youth and we're gonna be shitty elders if we keep that up #if you don't agree that we have bigger problems than this. like violence and losing our rights all around the world then idk what to tell u

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jewishcissiekj · 9 months

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So many Ahsoka spoilers around here. It's like no one cares I promised my little sister I'd watch it with her and we've been with our family in the city all day.

#we completed her tcw ahsoka watch in the car tho #but still guys ik i filtered all spoilers but it makes me annoyed seeing tumblr tell me this post is filtered #girl i'm excited against my common sense and I know I'll be disappointed #and yet i don't want to be spoiled.#DON'T TELL ME WHAT HAPPENS I GOT 2 SPOILERS AND THAT WAS ENOUGH #Gonna watch it first thing in the morning bc it's too late rn to do it with my little sister #she's fun to watch things with #she cried at like the sabotage arc of tcw and order 66 with rex & ahsoka but it was fun #however she's never gonna wanna watch anything I call good again bc I told her these arcs were good and now she'll except everything I say #is good to be like that #also ahsoka's like the first things we both watch together for the 1st time so it's a new one

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thefloorisbalaclava · 1 year

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#i still don't understand the concept of a named reader #like...if it's meant to be reader insert we should be picturing ourselves right?#i totally understand nicknames #but an actual name??#it makes no sense #make it an oc fic if you're gonna do that #also what's with the f!reader/fem oc bullshit #how is it both???#it's so frustrating to me #i haven't seen it in the cod fandom (yet)#but it ran rampant in the p fandom #i'm letting y'all know now that i will always make it so you can picture yourself in my fics #i do not use descriptors #and if i do i am sure to include a preamble #my experience as a black woman in fandom has made me a staunch supporter of (female) reader inserts ACTUALLY being reader inserts #my reader will always be a blank slate so you can picture yourself #i will never write anything about blushing or skin turning pink or red #or long flowing hair #or even having a character run their fingers through your hair #you do not have to worry about being left out of my fics #i won't write about reader having a flat tummy or small frame #none of those things #because EVERYONE deserves to imagine themselves with their faves #not just the majority (and i don't even have to say who that is)

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mxgyver · 1 year

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#cool! just got hit with a wave of sadness about my lack of experience in... everything!#like I know it shouldn't define me & there's no real timeline to do things #but when you're in your mid-20s watching everyone do things (even people younger than you)#really puts you in a place that's just... not fun #it shouldn't be embarrassing that i haven't really dated or kissed anyone yet here we fucking are!#'just put yourself out there!!' hi yeah easier said than done!!#i get so fucking insecure about myself when it comes to dating #the world is not kind to tall fat women #people love to say they love women like that but it feels like both of those things just get cancelled out for me #i have never felt desired the way i want to be in my entire life #i just become so hyperaware of all the tiny little things that i feel like someone would negatively point out #and it's just... fucks me up not gonna lie #i honestly think i might be pms-ing which is making this 1000000 times worse but like whatever #should i have just saved this for me therapist instead of tumblr? definitely #i'm just... going to cry a little bit more & then take a shower before watching the newest mando episode #sierra speaks #tbd #sierra being dramatic yet again

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peninkwrites · 2 years

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#i never make vent posts or anything like this but I am just. so torn up about all of this #please don't take this too seriously this is my personal ramblings not a statement on some important part of the situation #ok? my feelings are my problem when there are people out there being tangibly hurt and harassed for coming forward about a serious thing.#i don't think finishing my fics would be supporting him as a cc. that isn't really my concern?#but right now i am disgusted by his very name. i can't write right now.#i don't know what to do.#i wish i had started the Mafia AU sooner. That fic is over 6 months in the making and I had/have so much story I wanted to tell.#it would be easier to cut him out of that series #but the community is so torn up who's gonna read it? I know I should write for my own sake too #but the people I met #the damn server I set up #it's because of this.#this fandom existed so independently of the ccs for so long in reference to their characters #i don't know why we have to lose that #but at the same time I understand people's discomfort. I both can't blame people for leaving and wish they wouldn't.#I don't know where I'm at comfort-wise too and maybe we're all just waiting to feel less horrified #but i already miss people just writing meta and random days with the whole dash rambling about a specific character #i know it hasn't been long.#but I guess I'm more worried it's gone forever.#i didn't feel like what we did had anything to do with him until his presence ruined it.#the cc had been on thin ice for me for a while i just. ignored his presence and focused only on rp characters.#like. why should I abandon talking about c!Wilbur and c!Quackity etc etc because one motherfucker turned out to be terrible?#this stuff is not a priority right now of course considering the reason this is happening is a matter of justice and accountability #which is why im sort of just rambling here instead of making a proper post #i've wrapped so much of my life around this fandom for the past two years. probably an unhealthy amount. but i don't know how to let go #i didn't realize that the running backtrack of my brain has been my fics. these characters. CONSTANTLY #i literally don't know what to think about. I've been writing almost nonstop about this stuff for 2 YEARS.#I've lost my joy of creation. my emotional crutch. hopefully temporarily but my god.#dream situation #vent

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sensazioneultra · 1 year

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the amount of times i've had the experience of texting or talking to someone and it's all good and then i suddenly mention something about being trans and the other person goes silent ........ lmao okay

#both with ppl who didn't know previously and with ppl who DID know #like rn. they know and seemed fine w it but i also don't really talk about it much. only rarely #but we were texting and i mentioned something abt my transition bc it was relevant and now they just reacted w 2 emojis and didn't reply #like okay? 😭#i hate feeling like my transness makes other ppl especially those i know irl uncomfortable #like yeah i am not what you guys call normal can you not freak out about it tho? thx #ik i'll sleep like shit now bc of this lol i'm gonna have nightmares about them going up to me tomorrow and telling me i'm disgusting and #that they never wanna speak to me again #lovely!#(i wish i was being dramatic but i know how my brain works)

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wiinterbunny · 9 months

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#my mom has started talking abt moving...#and it is kinda ridiculous because i'll be 25 soon. and i'm still clinging onto my mother #i *want* to be independent and live on my own. but i think i'm too weak to do it.#and her just talking about moving away soon makes me feel extreme dread and fear...#(she also says i should stay in this apartment and have it on my own. she says it in a loving way tho. she wants me to grow up)#(but i dont want to.... so many parts of my childhood are missing from me. i dont think i can)#(the thought of being resonsible for rent... finding a job... fear of being without a home.. too much)#i dont want to... and if i dont live with my mother i'll have NO ONE to talk to #i'll be so lonely... for real... i will probably not talk with anyone at all. and just spend my existence on my own #my mom is the only one i have... how can i live without her???? she's also my only friend #what am i gonna do what am i gonna do... im so scared #i feel so alone :((#i dont know how im gonna fix this or what im gonna do #when i talk to my mom... she's understanding she is. but we both know i cant spend the rest of my life living with her #she also wants her own life T-T and it'd be embarrassing to stick with her thru my entire 20s... 30s.. 40s... idk #i have to be on my own but i dont want to #im also scared that with my avpd... i'll grow distant from her and never feel truly connected to her again #she doesnt understand my personality disorder. even if i try to explain she just dont get it!!!!#i'll always be alone and disconnnected from everyone. esp if i dont even have my mom...#i just wanna d1e ngl.. :(#💭diary

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toastsnaffler · 1 year

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not always great at small talk but sometimes I get so used to being asked the same little questions that throughout the day im mentally accumulating tiny happenings into enough material for a decent answer just to condense it into a one word reply bc I know theyre just being polite by asking. but anyway today I didnt get asked how my day was + now im surprisingly sad abt it I had so much to say even if I was only going to deflect the question as usual :-(

#like I just got so used to it.. dont take my brief moment of connection + feeling like someone cares away from me 😭#im spending a lot of time alone + in my head lately which is making me kinda crazy but I never get asked sincerely how I am #so it never goes anywhere it just clogs up my brain and makes me feel lonelier than ever #but its ok I like hearing abt how other ppl are and what theyve been doing even if theyre a bit disinterested in me + my life #this makes me sound ungrateful I really don't mean it like that but sigh #anywayyy gonna take some ibuprofen + read a bit then go zzz goodnight everyone <3 #.diaries #like not to sound like a whiney little baby but im having a rly rough time and itd be nice to have someone meet me in that space but-#even if they dont want to know abt it or its not that kind of relationship its still nice to be asked how I am so I can lie and-#they know I'm lying but just for that moment we live in a more hopeful world where we're both doing OK now im actually going to bed bye

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bookwyrminspiration · 2 years

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YOUR SIBLINGS POST HAS 15K NOTES?? back when I reblogged it it was only at like 30 notes you've become mildly famous

Currently at 14.8k and counting, though my notifs finally seem to have calmed down. Not entirely, but it's a lot more manageable. I can see people interacting with my other posts now!

Also damn, mildly famous! It is kinda hard to comprehend that my post I made because I was frustrated over my relationship with my little sister is now on over 5000 other blogs. Like. That is a lot of places. Lot of tears, too. Sorry to everyone I made cry. And to everyone crying into their noodles specifically.

Congratulations for being one of the first to interact with it! You were there at it's very beginning and now can see what it has become. But yeah this was entirely unexpected and out of nowhere so I'm not sure what to do with this. Nevertheless!

giving you a sticker for being there since the beginning in my mind rn <3

#quil's queries #that-glasses-dog #people keep following me and I'm like wait no don't do that #to the 50 people who've followed me in the past week um. hi. I do not think you'll find what you're looking for here :)#lovely to have you for the time being but um. that is not what I usually post #but also yeah I think I've made more people cry in the last week than I have ever before in my life #and so many people have added in the tags that they're gonna go call their sibling or hug them or ask them what their favorite color is #and I'm like like woah.#...I have not asked my sister her favorite color since posting this #the 'i don't know if you like me' part of that post really be. really be messing with me #cause like! i really don't know!#I pick her up from school because it's over 90 and sunny and we live in a desert #so we're both there in the kitchen together when mom asks about our days #but she doesn't start talking about hers in any real capacity until i've left the room #so like. my complicated sibling relationship feelings have not been eased #maybe i'll send her the post one day #i don't know what she'd think. she probably wouldn't say anything about it.#she probably wouldn't even notice the notification. she never answers her phone.#listen I could make a whole second post with completely new complicated thoughts and experiences #tw caps

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