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lazylittledragon · 1 year

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just realised i never posted any of the stuff i did for the alternative steddie dads au

#steddie #stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #we're getting meta #this is the alt version where bee was the product of a one night stand and eddie skipped town and never told him #the original was too wholesome i guess #also you can tell i made some of these months apart #ft. uncle gareth seeing through eddie's bullshit #i was just going to post the newest ones but you need. context. there's lore now #i am insane

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choccy-milky · 22 days

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the place me and my roommate were supposed to move into today was so disgusting and uninhabitable we just took our stuff and left and now we're gonna be staying at airbnbs and hotels until further notice/until we can find a new place hopefully quickly...........im in my homeless drifter era y'all!!!😍😍so if im not as active then thats why LMFAO

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#bro was literally trying to rent us a silent hill apartment #we already paid first and last too which was 2700k and he said hes not gonna refund us EVEN THO WE DIDNT EVEN MOVE IN!!#like first month i get BUT NOT EVEN THE SECOND MONTH?? all landlords go to hell #looking back at the og listing like.....yeah i can see why he never took pics of the outside......literally looks like a landfill😃#we're SO LUCKY that uhaul allowed us to keep our things stored with them bc if they insisted on our shit still being dropped off #we woulda been so screwed/forced to move in and then would have had to hire ANOTHER uhaul to move back OUT lol #AND I HATE MOVING the idea of unloading all of our stuff just to pack it again literally makes me wanna perish #but even tho i may be a homeless drifter rn that wont stop me from also working on my oneshot between searching for places😍#the oneshot has a smut scene at the beginning LMAO and smut takes me forever to write so id been putting it off #but now that im over that hump (pun intended) i think ill be faster now brrrrrrrrrrr 9k words so far #its probs gonna be like 40k LMFAO maybe longer... idek #but also ill be hella busy trying to find a home so LMFAO who knows...chat im so fucking TIREDDDDD🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️#my moms trying to see if she can fight him and get our money back but it aint lookin good bros #if i randomly open commissions then youll also know why LMAO

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zu-is-here · 7 months

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✧ Studio Magazine ✧ [1]

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ann-chovi · 2 months

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-Impending sketch commissions-

Just a heads-up for any potential interested folks- I'm planning on opening up some sketch commissions next weekend! Wife and I are moving to a new (much more affordable) apartment complex and could really use some extra funds to help cover costs. :'D

There will be 6 slots available, at $25 a piece. Full body character sketches like I've done in the past.

I'll get stuff set up (probably on ko-fi) later this week, and it will go live sometime on Friday.

#impending commissions #i just plonked $500 down on a deposit and will have to pay rent on 2 apartments for the month of September hahaha ow #i had a chunk saved for moving #but help would be much appreciated!#the rent is about $100 less than what we're currently paying per month so that will be great in the long run #but short term i could really use some help

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shakingparadigm · 2 months

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para.

i like to say this,,

what the fuck you mean it’s been four months since cure??????? i thought it’s been only months????

it's been four anon. its close to five now. been about 105 days since ROUND 6. the accident happened back in april anon. it wasn't your fault.

#/lh but yeah it's been 4 months.....#and we're still picking everything apart #crazy... i swear it was only yesterday i SWEAR #alnst #alien stage #alien stage round 6 #asks

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kuromi-hoemie · 2 months

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feel like I've genuinely spent at least a quarter of my day too horny to think. i was going to do some kind of art today but I've been thinking about the boy...

#for like the third day in a row #me: I've gotten so much hotter fr like i'm SO hot now and i was already hot i can't believe this #me when a friend who knew me from before says he thinks I'm hot: buddy what do you MEAN??¿?¿¿ 😵‍💫😵 really?? 👉🏾👈🏾#i enjoy his friendship and his company ♡⁠ and i don't want to make it weird so i needed to cool off for a couple hours (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)#i just kinda asked him if he wants anything more of me and what his boundaries are :3c and we can go frm there #i don't like to drive myself crazy wondering and letting a crush build. i nip it in the bud before it consumes me by just asking 😌#this isn't my first crush on him but i did keep the other ones to myself.. he's different 👉🏾👈🏾 but things r p different these days #and it's been a while since we've last seen each other. I've never been more attracted to him than i am now 😵‍💫😵‍💫#what happened.. wait no we have been getting closer i suppose. I remember always wanting to know him more in our #friend group back then and i feels rly nice to actually understand him more these days (❁´◡`❁) ♡ to be seen and understood myself.#it's a whole thing lol but basically i split off frm our old group then he kinda got kicked out and the group fell apart #but then we reconnected months later and we're better friends than we've ever been :3 i like him and appreciate him either way ♡⁠#😮‍💨 having a crush on someone is so exhilarating yet exhausting lmaoo. he's a good boy though i like himmm ʕ⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴥ⁠ꈍ⁠ʔ #ougggh... waaaahh.... auhgggghhhhggggg........#i haven't had a crush on someone in a while (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) I've been blissfully hanging w my bestie but he keeps getting me #god..

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call-me-pup2 · 3 months

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Being a brave pup and leaving the house to go on an adventure later today 😣

(Said adventure is just a lil bus trip then walk to go visit my gran)

#to be fair apart from walking the dogs i havent left the house to go do something for like a month...#im sort of worried i actually have a proper issue with leaving the house buuutt we're going to pretend thats not real 😁#im pretty sure if i didnt have my dogs i wouldnt step foot outside for months at a time #but at the same time i wonder if i didn't have anxiety about leaving them if id go on little random nights away arounf the uk #probably would be a full hermit lets be honest #i really need to start pushing myself to go more places

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penisbilt · 5 months

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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL #really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us #ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great #extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore #the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog #its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow #i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating #i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one #i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it #theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget #anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by #there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad #cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now #maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that #im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away #ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free #i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20 #i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her #but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more #maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know #because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before #i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years #i dunno. i dont know #anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process #the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months #the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time #when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move #just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend

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joymask · 4 months

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sorry i've been like. really absent lately from pretty much all social media akdbsmd i promise i'm okay just focusing on other stuff lately. my lifes just been pretty busy lately between prepping for bottom surgery and getting ready to move to another state and transferring colleges n such. big changes but good ones :^3

#letters from space #busy year for buzzy :^)#its my bf and my first apartment so we're excited #bottom surgery (meta) is beginning of next month and my move is beginning of august #moneys been crazy tight and i considered opening a gofundme for my surgery but like #idk id feel weird about it bc there are more dire things going on for people to put their money toward #but yeah thats your lil buzzy update in case you were curious

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shopcat · 5 months

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i love that the aizawa we get in canon is already an incredibly inwardly kind/outwardly passive about it older adult figure (if not paternal figure to be honest ALREADY like a lot of the time people say that and it's just some guy who happens to hang around people younger than him but i will acquieisisise on this one) who has a foster daughter he takes care of + one mentee who he imprinted on like the opposite of a duckling situation he was just like i'm taking this kid and teaching him to kill people with his minddddd Plus this crazy weapon i gave him. and then on top of that literally two whole friends who he pretends he hates.

and then everyone was like YEPPPPP you're actually gay married undercover to that guy and the kid you mentor doesn't have parents because he's a minor character so they haven't been invented yet which means he's your son now too and you've got a couple cats as well because what the hell am i right. congratulations ☺️. it's like the only time i've seen a fandom hc situation that actually just expands on the stuff that is already there in the funniest way possible. from shabby teacher to married 10+ years and two kids good for you buddy.

#🐾#like a lot of the time ppl either project a found family situation #or have to expand a lotttt not necessarily that it's just totally impossible for it to happen but nothing like it happened IN canon #and like i get that a lot of fan content is pretty much built on the basis of making what we'd like to see bc we didn't see it but well #its cute...#☆#myhero #in my mind the thing w shinsou is like. he hangs around at their apartment all the time ANYWAY over the months #they get food together aizawa goes on patrol and shinsou happens to be walking half a block behind the whole time but if anyone asks #theyre just in the same area You see. nothing illegal going on here.#and he's not like actually physically adopted or fostering him or anything he's just there all the time and it's an unspoken thing #which as a trope i actually prefer it's really sweet and very realistic #like not only can't you take someone else's kid even if you could or his parents sucked i don't think aizawa is like a. immediately moving #0 to 100 with it type of guy. i think he wouldn't want to like spook him or anything ... he's got an eye on him. literally 👁️#also i think it'd be like 4 months of him sleeping on their couch or them waking up and he's eating their cereal just like Hey you're out #of milk before either of them ask if he even has parents #if you asked aizawa what their relationship is he would say Student who keeps bothering me and if you ask shinsou he'd say We're friends :)#and if you ask mic he'd be like oh you mean hitoshi yamada-aizawa ?#my beautiful son ?

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opens-up-4-nobody · 5 months

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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan #i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch #shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else #even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress #but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside #academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project #i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send #myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it #but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or #maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something #just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there #it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so #tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing #ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position #and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle #sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux #i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices #even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it #unrelated

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kyuala · 11 months

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SOOOOOO hard to go through everyday life trying to ignore the never-ending feeling that im just irreparably fucked up and therefore should just give up on everything

#this aint exactly s******* but it aint exactly not s******* either #anyways it gets even harder when i have to live under the same roof as my brother who is so much better than me in every single conceivable #and imaginable way possible like #and i knowwww a LOT of it comes down to us having relatively similar yet wildly different lives despite being 1.5y apart and having the sam #family our entire lives like he has gone through NOTHING and i mean not a single societal issue ive had to face and endure my entire life #he's a man im a woman. he's white im black. he's straight im gay. he's skinny ive always been 'overweight'. he's always been the good #christian kid ive always had issues w faith and religion. he's never been mentally ill i was clinically depressed for nearly 8yrs of my lif #we both lost the same parent and im the only one who got pathological grief and a personality disorder out of it. he's had a great job for #the last 7yrs that now pays him 20k+ every month ive only had 3 odd jobs my entire life and 2 of those my MOTHER had to give me so i would #have SOMETHING and ive never made over 1.6k monthly n my last job was minimum wage only #he's had like 4 relationships and is nearly engaged im so traumatized + emotionally unavailable ive only ever been on 1 date my entire life #he has a good relationship w every family member we have i have Issues w like half the family. he's always been an active member of our #church i can barely listen to like 4 traditional hymns before i start losing my mind and spiraling. i think the only two ways we're pretty #much equal like socially is that we're both able bodied cis and christians but still the cis and christian thing is debatable for previousl #stated reasons so like. do yall see how much better he is doing than me in every little last area in life and how he's always gotten the #long straw when it comes to Not having to deal w certain obstacles in life. n i know its like yea idk what it actually is like to be him an #he could not be doing all that well first of all shut up. second of all if it was 1 or 2 things i'd get it but it's literally EVERYTHING #and i know bc of said things n our v different lives it's unfair to me to compare the two of us but then it begs the question: WHY #WHY did i have to go through these things. WHY do i have to deal w this. WHY did i get the short straw literally every goddamn time #WHY did i have to get THIS life like WHYYYYY why ME GOD. why have I had to put up w all this bullshit for 24 fucking years!!!!!!!!! im TIRE #and this is not me hating or resenting him i know it's not his fault and he is so good to me #but still. why was i left with these things? to live like this?#so yes i guess i do envy him a little bit. who wouldn't #mari.txt #personal #tw negative #dl #btw i do NOT mean some identities are better than others. i mean he is better and is doing better than me in life partially bc he's never #had to deal w certain social issues and obstacles that come w oppressed identities.

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running-in-the-dark · 9 months

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ooooh. we got an apartment!!!

the house isn't completely finished yet so we can't move in until April. we'll have to figure that out. but that's fine. it's in the town where my husband works! which is amazing.

#I'm so relieved #it looks really nice. I wasn't at the viewing but I saw pictures.#it's a ground floor apartment which we wanted. it's near some shops. it's a 30 minute walk to his work #I'm just. ahh I'm so happy that we found something #the area looks good on google maps #we're signing the lease on Tuesday :) I'll get to see it then. so if it's horrible we won't take it obviously. but like I said it looks #nice and my husband said it's nice so #so we'll probably have to move back in with his parents for two months and have our stuff in storage #but that's okay #we'll also have to buy the kitchen appliances and everything. which isn't ideal. but it's fine #and everything will be new!! it'll all work! it won't be old and disgusting and awful!!#and there's definitely not an old lady who has lived there for 40 years and thinks she gets to decide how everyone else lives :')#and it's. kind of a new start. it's a 30 minute drive from here. not far at all but it feels very far to me (not in a bad way)#it's closer to a city too. not so close that it'd bother me but definitely nicer if we want to go there. which might be good I think #I'm tired of living in villages. everyone is so fucking close-minded and they know everything about you and. yeah no it's not for me. took a #while to realise that but. yeah. not doing that again. small towns are not that different but it IS definitely different #anyway guys I'm so relieved 😌😌😌#personal

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hey-scully-itsme · 5 days

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one of my two roommates is moving out which on one level is stressful bc my rent is doubling just as i'm getting fewer hours at my job, so things are very tight, BUT on another level i will no longer be sharing a 250 sq ft room, which i am counting as an overall win

#apartment hunting is fucking miserable these days #i won't be able to get another part-time job for roughly another month and a half #and until i have another part-time job i won't make enough to come close to qualifying for any of the 2-bedroom apartments in the area #the roommate who's staying and i have been looking for a place together #we were both hoping to have more time to save but i think we're just not going to go through the hassle of replacing the roommate #the hope is that we'll only be here another few months anyway #chatterbox tag #what's really crazy is that even back when i had a full-time job that paid well we wouldn't have qualified for apartments in the are

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taylor · 6 days

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still reeling over the fact that almost 2 months ago the guy i was talking to (not dating, but definitely 'seeing') took another girl TO MY AND MY ROOMMATE'S APARTMENT to FUCK HER ON OUR AIR MATTRESS while i was ON VACATION THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY

honestly. how do i get myself into these situations

#followed by him being blackout drunk sleeping on our DOORSTEP the very next day #he said he thought it was weird i said i liked him so soon into meeting him #but he would constantly say shit like 'falling for you more now' and 'my friend told my sister i have a new gf now'#like OKAY HOMEBOY #so dude it's so fucked i'll give more details in these tags in case anyone cares for a lil more context #before my trip back to california for sdcc i talked to him #said hey i know we're not dating but while im gone for almost 2 weeks are we gonna mess around with other people? like where is ur head #he said 'you can sleep with other people because you have a higher sex drive than me but i won't be doing that but you go ahead'#and im like okay weird response but okay cool #before i ended up leaving actually i did end up hooking up w someone and when i came back to my apartment he said 'looks like someone had a #'fun night' but he said it like....in a salty fucking way and i was like ur not allowed to be mad bc you refuse to be in a relationship wit #me despite me LETTING YOU LIVE WITH ME AND MY BFF FOR THE LAST ALMOST MONTH #oh yeah that part too #he was evicted and was staying with us for a few nights that turned into almost a month #NO he did not pay rent YES he did eat all our food #YES im an idiot for not seeing his red flags sooner but i was infatuated #so anyway my friend goes 'he's salty you fucked another dude' and im like excuse me how the fuck is he gonna be mad when WE TALKED ABOUT TH #*THIS #now granted it was a day before my trip so it wasn't ON my trip that i slept with someone else #but im like. how are u gonna be mad im gonna go enjoy myself when you've made it painfully clear you want me but want 0 strings #so anyway while im in california my bff calls me like hey dude john is on our air mattress naked with another girl #i was like excusethefuckME #because 1. he wasn't supposed to be at our apartment anymore so i was surprised he was there at ALL #and 2. how are u gonna ever be living RENT FREE with someone and INVITE SOMEONE ELSE OVER TO FUCK IN THEIR PLACE #i could honestly go on but i doubt anyone read this far as it is #this situation has fucked me up #first red flag should've been his name being JOHN

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vitiateoriginator · 23 days

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Didn't get the chance to post about it earlier but, today is Klaus' 11th birthday!!

Happy birthday my evil angel!! Every year I get to have with you is so precious to me. You may be a smelly old man now, but you're my smelly old man. I love you always and forever 💕💋💝

#crazy cat klaus #it anazes me how much time has passed #sometimes I look at klaus and still that adorable 3 month old kitten we saw advertised in the newspaper #other times I can see how much he's matured #his belly fur is all white now. and the fur just above his nose is going gray #I'm so grateful to get to have him with me in his golden years #I've never gotten to keep a cat past the age of 5 before #because at the old apartment we weren't allowed to have cats. and somehow we always got caught with them #around the time they were 3-5 years old and we'd have to surrender them to a shelter #except that one time...my poor precious Peanut. I'll never forgive my family for leaving him in the woods #but Klaus and also Mummas are special cases #especially now that we're in a place where we can have cats and not get in trouble #I'm literally so happy to have him with me #Klaus has been with me since I was 15. a very dark time in my life. he's been with me thru pretty much everything #seeing him age is beautiful. but its also scary #I wish cats lived forever...I know every moment I get to have with him is precious #sometimes I think about the inevitable and it hurts so much to think about. like rn.#I don't wanna rhink about it on his birthday but its hard #he's 11. that's old for a cat. not super old but still #Im p sure Klaus could be considered my soul cat #he isn't the most super cuddly. he doesn't lay on anyone usually. but he shows his affection very well #he's almost always there when Im sad or sick. he's my best friend #I love him so much. and he knows it. and I know he loves me too #happy birthday baby #sam's rants about life

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