#well at least not for a while
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i had too much coffee. thought too hard. i rambled in my notion about old men yaoi. here you go.
It doesn’t happen. Realistically, I don’t think it would ever happen because nothing happens. But somewhere, two people, wrecked with grief over losing someone so close to them both, in between working on the portal, in between conversations through cold meals and bitter coffee, they find a connection.
Fidds appreciates the brash personality and effort Stan is exerting for this project. He used to think, God, he’s just like his brother, so hard working, so passionate but with Stan, it seemed like he was always grasping for what he wanted. With Ford, it came so easy to him. He burned bright and constant and Stan was more like — a fire you couldn’t seem to start yet. Sputtering out, messy, but ever persistent.
Stan, well, he appreciates the company Fidds provides, that is, when the man isn’t a trembling mess. They have a routine together and that is enough to at least ground Stan into some form of normalcy while he’s trying to learn shit way beyond his educational level.
There are times where Fidds reaches for the memory gun. He can never find it in himself to shoot. There’s too much on the line. He’s already come this far, he’s helping Stan, Stan needs him and well — isn’t it nice to be needed.
There’s something and they can’t quite place it. Fidds knows he’s projecting — but is he? Is appearance alone enough to make him want Stan like he wanted Ford? And Stan is straight up just repressing the hell out of whatever he’s feeling. He knows that Fidds sees Ford whenever he looks at him. Stan tries not to make eye contact so much when he notices. There is a ghost haunting them, there is a grief so heavy in their hearts, and exploring these feelings feels almost like a betrayalto Ford’s name.
It doesn’t feel right. This isn’t the right time.
They will have to make do with lingering stares and accidental touches and continue on working.
#personal.txt#fiddlestan#gravity falls#this isnt meant to be profound prose im just shitting out my thoughts#im rewatching season two of gf soooo#i just keep thinking about the circumstances of it all because like#when youre so caught up in a project to bring your brother back and you bring in his ex research assisstant for help#i feel like they just . wouldnt act out on these feelings even if they develop them#because look at us we got to find each other in our grief but you;re still out there still in danger still alone#idk they both seem like the type to just repress the hell out of whatever theyre feeling atm for the greater good#sorry there is no happiness here!#well at least not for a while
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#feels like this crosses the line juuust enough to where i don't wanna put it on 'main' so here into the void it goes#this is just a dumb joke about my personal headcanons. you can live whatever penis life that you wanna live forever 🫡#to tell the truth i made this while i was FEELING SAD WEH WEH I AM SAD BOY MY LIFE IS SO HARD I HAVE TO MAKE ANIME GIRL PENIS JOKES ABOUT IT#it made me chuckle at least for a moment. hopefully it'll bring you some levity as well#-i say to the 2 people & the tumbleweed who will actually see this 😆
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Okay, but what if EoW!Zelda had to impersonate Link
#echoes of wisdom#the legend of zelda#loz#loz eow#zelda#link#josh art tag#the scenario i imagine is that nobody but zelda onows that link got got#and link presumably when on a whole quest to save zelda so people would know him or at least of him#so maybe zelda would feel the need to make everyone think everything would be okay#cuz look! links still here and taking care of things!#idk i just think its a cool idea and its one ive actually had for a while#a little while ago i wondered what the next loz game would be like and what i would want to see#and i of course thought of playable zelda#but i thought#what would cause zelda to be playable?#so i thought maybe something would happen to link and he would be unavailable so zelda would take his place#and then that idea fit so well with eow!#i think its fun seeing a zelda in the classic green. and the hat#imposter!zelda au
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im not putting this post into words. beams into your mind The Parallels
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#not a new thought at all of course but i havent seen a post thorough enough for Me. the guy who thinks about it a lot#and this isnt all my thoughts either but it at least Touches on each element that i think about...#honestly where i could talk for ages is where the similar things were Different for them. but harder to organize#if you actually went and looked at all these panels with me. thank you for coming to this Presentation and Journey#i hope my Beam is having an Effect.#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon#thistle dungeon meshi#marcille donato#long post#can i be forrealsies i made this post ages ago and was just referencing it while drafting one About the contrasts and accidentally hit post#so ig might as well keep it up instead of hoarding it in my drafts. and maybe ill post That essay here someday#tistle tag#my posts
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#my art#free! iwatobi swim club#free! eternal summer#free! dive to the future#free! fanart#free!#makoto tachibana#yamazaki sousuke#hiyori tono#im DONe oh my god i didnt think i could do it#looks at date what do u meAN these only took a week i feel like ive aged 30 years working on these#makoto took the longest by far like th angle the water the FISH shoutout to the blur tool fr i would die without her#also let me tell u a story. the entire time i was working on makoto and hiyori i STILL had no internet#so not only was i fighting the csp offline usage limit i also couldnt download any new brushes so guess who rawdogged the willow and kelp#nothin but a bamboo leaf brush a flat chisel and a dream#these r easily the most in-depth backgrounds ive tackled in a While and i honestly think they turned out rly well all things considered#makoto has 2 b my fav for obvious reasons but as a set i think they r all very strong and cohesive im so !!! pats self on back#sousuke tho is sadly th latest instalment of hina refuses to learn csp perspective tool.. dont look at my diagonals dont LOOK at them >:(((#it's always more apparent w indoor settings sighs gomen sousuke at least u look great in the patient gown :'> resident hospital hottie#ANYWAY ever since tht one free!/colour theory post i have been rotating these three in my head nonstop they make me in sain#so this is my take on them and green this is my love letter to the right hand men of the free cast#and hiyori /j#i jest he's grown on me he has male manipulated his way up from the bottom tier i have been charmed by his petty instigator tendencies#this is what happened to ikuya kirishima hashtag never forget
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Au where Betty didn't jump through the portal but lived the post apocalipsis with Simon and Marcy
#adventure time#adventure time fanart#adventure time au#simon petrikov#simon petrikov fanart#betty grof#betty grof fanart#marceline#marceline abadeer#marceline the vampire queen#marceline fanart#that won't end well#but at least they are happy for a while#winnie art
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More doodles (ft Xianle Trio mostly Feng Xin)
#heaven official's blessing#heaven official's blessing fanart#tgcf#tgcf fanart#xianle trio#xie lian#feng xin#mu qing#hua cheng#hualian#idk how Feng Xin ended up in the most panels given he's probably my least favorite of the trio#oh well#there will be more doodles later#thought i had while drawing this: do you think they gave Mu Qing his slutty little choker as a reference to the shackle he gets later on?#i might be reading too much into that#didnt let myself interact with the fandom till i finished the books#so i got a lot of catch up doodles to do now
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#I know tumblr isn't really the video sharing site but this video is actually the reason I started posting my art#worked on this for about 2 months#never made an animatic before and I didn't think I'd even get past the storyboard phase so I'm happy with the completion of this video#crk#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk crk#pure vanilla crk#animatic#I've had enough of you#<- song name#it's from billie bust up but I do not know if I should tag that as well so at least tagging the name of the song#I can finally render some of these scenes as just drawings now that I've posted this which I've been wanting to do for a while now :D#also wish me luck as I plan to post this to youtube as well o7#thought about linking the video instead of posting it but just in case I change my mind and take it down or private it :')
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I got my hair cut the other day and of course I had to draw the dca boys running a hair salon:


Sun would be so effortlessly charming. Always chatting away with customers, explaining each product he uses and how to best maintain and style their hair.


Moon I can see being popular with the less chattier customers (like me) but over time they begin to open up. I imagine he hums while working. Otherwise, he's all ears for the newest gossip.
(The clipped up hat idea came from @bamsara's solar lunacy doodles!)


Also I love the popular headcanon that the dca can speak other languages, so I can imagine them being a hit with the aunties.
The full sketch page under cut! And some of my other thoughts

Other thoughts about this... AU? Can I call it an AU? Feels kinda small for an AU, but whatever:
Eclipse works there too! Haven't decided if it would be canon or fanon Eclipse, though I really like the image of 4-armed Eclipse working on 2 clients at once (plus, the nickname Clip is perfect for this scenario)
of course they're great with kids! They'd be able to console kids that get scared of getting their hair cut. Sun would do a little trick and tell them how good and brave they are all the way through. Moon would console them and hum a soothing song (or hey maybe they notice the kid's wearing a disney shirt and starts humming some showtunes). Every kid gets a candydrop and a balloon on their way out.
y/n works at the hair salon as a part-timer and does tasks around the salon like sweeping, arranging bookings, washing hair, etc. They don't really care too much about their own hair, but the boys are always offering to style it, dye it, braid it. With y/n's permission, the boys always toy with their hair—patting it, combing their hands through it, brushing it over y/n's ear, ruffling it.
#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#fnaf dca#dca fandom#this idea has been running rampant in my brain while I've been trying to focus on my modules these past few days#I can't take any credit for their outfits tho these were literally just what the hairdressers at my local salon we wearing that day#this all started because my hairdresser was wearing a delightfully yellow sweater#and just ohmygosh hairdresser sunny popped into my mind#this was also an experimentation with colouring with markers#need more colouring practice especially with shading#also learned the hard way that none of my fineliners are waterproof#or at least they don't play well with my markers! they seem to work with my watercolour paints just fine#sighhhhhh#crab art#New Do Same You AU
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i never know how to phrase it but something about the way beatles biographers and people in general view paul's reflexive placating persona and determination to smooth things over as manipulative or duplicitous and john's reflexive barbed persona and habit of lashing out as brave and subversive despite both being equally defensive mechanisms to shield themselves from the world that resulted in them saying things that weren't true says more about how we culturally view kindness or friendliness as inherently untrustworthy or flimsy and anger and carelessness as more believable as someone's true nature than it says about either of them in actuality
#the beatles#john lennon#paul mccartney#mclennon#idk if im explaining this well but it always gives me whiplash to read how 'beatles historians' elsewhere view them#bc it seems like for all that theyre able to make the simple connection between johns past and trauma to his behavior#as a protective mechanism to shield him from vulnerability#far fewer people make the equally reasonable connection between pauls past#with parents that never said i love you to each other or told their children about a serious illness#and an adult paul who doesnt examine his own feelings much less speak candidly about them#or stories like mike mccartney talking about being beaten by jim while paul yelled at him to just say that he 'didnt do it' so it would sto#and an adult paul who has clearly internalized the basic cause and effect of the things you say and the consequences that come from them#and how the truth is less relevant in those situations than the obvious path of least resistance that will spare you needless pain#idk i have a lot of thoughts and feelings on how people see paul mccartney#i want to shake some of these biographers and be like this mid-20s kid experiencing a level of scrutiny and pressure#the world had never seen before#was not puppeteering everything to meet his vision#he was trying to protect himself and his friends from the very real danger of public perception!!#my posts
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Imagine the kids being attacked by a massive mutated fish thingy. They're good, they can defend themselves, but they're still KIDS! And when they're about to get eaten Shockwave bursts in and like- bites down the monster??? Because he had three rows of teeth right???
Damn considering the sizes??? A giant sea creature fighting slightly smaller but still absolutely massive Shockwave???
The view must be INSANE
Also being an Angel shark gives Shockwave the whole NINE rows of teeth >:D
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Fuckkk imagine Shockwave manages to wind the battle but he's fucking mangled with blood all over him???
And the water is RED. And all those tiny human children being so scared? Not because of how he looks but because they don't even know what to do with that. Can they even do something?? How long do they have before some other monster smells blood in the water? They can't exactly carry their giant Mer Dad anywhere if he gets sick/hurt too much to move on his own.
Shockwave ends up hiding on land for a while and kids are taking turns watching him.
Also maybe not entirely related. But this.

#well#it's nine on one jaw#and fucking. TEN. on the other#what a freak of nature huh#maccadam#apocalyptic ponyo#shockwave and his crazy kids#damn them looking after Shockwave while he recovers? Must be so stressful#if it was a human adult they could at least carry them somewhere in case of emergency#but you can't exactly move a giant fish if half of your group can barely swim
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like mother, like son, but less wholesome this time?
(I couldn't decide whether or not to put them together, so have them in all the different ways!)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers#if i had a nickel for every time a draconia ob'd while trying to save lilia#and had to be taken out by a member of this one specific bloodline with sparkly celestial hair that a fairy blessed#et cetera and so on you know the rest#i mean we know it's going to end better this time but y'know. the parallels!#oh meleanor my beloved#of course...of course she ob'd...it makes sense...#everything about this whole situation just massively sucked for everyone huh#well at least silver's biodad felt guilty about killing her i guess#i dunno i'm just havin' some feelings about all of this#lilia had both the absolute worst and absolute best things about his life come out of all this#down the two great loves of his life and also his job and reputation and 200 years of his life and uhhhh kind of everything else honestly#up some kids though!#(also one of those kids is a baby dragon who is JUST the right size to put silly hats on)#they were worth it to him! or maybe they were worth not giving up? look i am DEEP in the blorbosauce right now#if you don't want to read emotional tags about lilia twistedwonderland then don't come to egophiliac.tumblr.com
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I've been just as obsessed with Martha Well's Raksura series as I am with Murderbot but they have been SIGNIFICANTLY harder to work out the designs so they feel right but we're getting there!
#The Cloud Roads#Martha Wells#Raksura#Moon#Jade#someone described the series as#everyone is girlboss for malewife#and they're so right for one#but for 2 absolutely inspired the first pic#also the descriptions of the were forms are constant#but confusing sometimes#but a ton of fun to puzzle out#EXCEPT NECK FRILLS#GIRL WHAT ARE THESE NECK FRILLS#that are supposed to be such good handles to hang onto#while FLYING#i've tried a couple different interations but NOPE#not yet at least
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okay y'all can have ONE siffrin but that's it
#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#fanart#sketches#i am!!! currently trying to figure out how to draw him asdfhoidsah#which is going pretty well eXCEPT FOR HIS HAT#HIS HAT CONFOUNDS MEEEEEE but i'm using what i learned from drawing dipper's hat a while back for this#and it's helping#also GASP mason's drawing fanart that's not gravity falls?? :0 wow so surprising#we'll see if i draw more but i'm having fun at least so that's nice!!
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sometimes I think of all the on-the-surface warm, well-meaning but deeply ineffectual advice and attention john gives harrow through harrow the ninth (make some soup and get some sleep! get a hobby! don't be so hard on yourself! self care harrow! as long as I need take no actual responsibility in this relationship whatsoever I would have loved to be your dad!) set up against the stark truth that with his other hand he has been staging her attempted horrific murder again and again and again like a living nightmare on the logic that it will 'put her down or fix her'. and then I find that I wish there is a hell. a special hell where twitch streamers turned necromantic death emperors go
#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#john gaius#harrow the ninth#this is why I don't buy john as misunderstood and initially well-meaning AT ALL#this is a pattern you see with him again and again and again -- right down to his interpersonal relationships#(and indeed it's in the more grounded interpersonal relationships you can most clearly see him as he is I think#the fantasy death empire of a thousand years doesn't register quite as viscerally because it's like. heightened; not quite real#but the emotional violence and manipulation that surrounds him? oh boy that is EXTREMELY real and scarily well-observed)#there's a premeditation to so much of what he does (contracts with planets that only end 'in the event of the emperor's death' anyone?#yeah john we get it you're hilarious and I wish you weren't)#the greatest trick john ever pulled was making anyone think he's just a lil guy. what does he know he's only god#when you first read the book the complete callousness of the other adults is so horrible that john seems like an oasis of care#(though you start to get this uneasy feeling when that care never seems to translate to like... relief or soothing or resolution)#and it makes it feel almost obscene when you find out what's actually going on#it's the mercy & augustine enabler hour but at least they're completely honest in their cruelty there#while john is -- well he sure is being john huh#this is just me being angry with him btw philosophically I don't think this is how the story will or should end#(with john slam dunked right into hell that is)#it's just... harrow is so vulnerable. and what he does to her is so insidious and fucked up#john is very deeply human. unfortunately the capacity to quite simply suck so much is deeply human too
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child ward in search of belonging indulges in juvenile fantasies as a coping mechanism. sad!
#my drawings#asoiaf#asoiaf fanart#theon greyjoy#not tagging the others bc they’re products of his imagination#so @ their fans: dw they’re not real…….#well i mean they’re not real anyway but as in a portrayal of their canon selves etc#this has been finished for so long but i debated whether or not to upload it here lol i’m not super happy w it#i think i did this mainly bc i wanted to draw fancy and ornate clothing (at least by my standards lol)#but it’s a quote i think abt sometimes bc it’s kind of endearing and sad and funny at the same time#adwd#well the quote is from there#also he’s yassifying himself a bit in his imagination… he’s handsome and successful and everyone admires him#and sansa’s kind of.. reduced to his prize in a way. while his focus is on ned welcoming him into the family#legitimacy and validation and safety 👍
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