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youtappedout · 5 months

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#WWE #WWE RAW #Liv Morgan #gifed #nose scrunch. always adorbs.#also i hate blurring out ugly ass watermarks like that.#my own theory is that wwe deliberately makes them longer or wordy or more graphic to make it difficult for us to gif #well that's not gonna stop me . eat shit!#anyway. hi :D

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rapidhighway · 3 months

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Ahahaaaa oh my goddd can you not make "ADHD undereating" and "ADHD overeating" into a competition of who has it worse and who has nothing to complain about, that'd be awesome

#im not even going to reply to that person im not gonna argue with someone who clearly is fucking #grading my symptoms on if they're as bad as their #guess what i also feel like fucking shit when i overeat and it causes my body a lot of stress #and it fucks with my hormones and it fucks with my mood #and i live a piece of shit horrible terrible life whenever I can't get myself out of that and somehow #but my brain makes me do it and it's hard to stop and sometimes i have to eat even when im in pain #cause that's the only way i can concentrate on something or the only way that i can stimulate my brain #even though i feel sick and I don't want to do it anymore so maybe shut the fuck up #oh my godddd #fuck that person #oh i would take overeating any day maybe shut the fuck upppp #overeating especially on foods that stimulate the brain well PUTS YOU IN THE STATE OF UNDERNUTRITION JUST LIKE UNDEREATING #YOU IDIOTTTTT #sorry this is so personal to me and someone just went on a tirade on how much they have it worse cause they don't eat #good lord go fuck yourself #that post was just because i never see anyone talk about this i only ever see the other side of the coin and it makes me feel alone

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triglycercule · 6 days

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horror having crazy irrational thoughts about food,,,,, like bro thinks there's poison in the cupcakes. someone snuck razor blades into the bread and once he takes a bit it'll cut him up. somehow there's mold growing inside the bananas and when he eats it the mold colony is gonna start growing on HIM and then he'll become a moldy skeleton and oh god and oh god and he is paranoid but hes so hungry.... BUT WHAY ABOUT BUGS IN THR FOOD,,,, BUT HES HUNGRY.... a struggle it truly is

probably doesnt help that dust and killer could feed into it. killer could make off hand remarks on how he snuck razor blades into the meat horror's attempting to eat (to fuck around with horror. just some eeeever so slight psychological anguish. and also because killer would just be the type of casually carry those around. what for you may ask well decide for yourself) and then immediately horror's mood drops and he storms out of the dining room. dust and horror go on a sweet little picnic in a beautiful field and its all beautiful and inconspicuous but dust made the food and horror knows that look in his eyes. horror knows dust was muttering something about chemicals a day or 2 ago. the food is poisoned isnt it??? and dust just smiles and motions for horror to eat it

#imagine being starved and then you hang out with two guys who make food dangerous #imagine the dread. the rational part of his mind telling him not to eat it but his instincts are so so so hungry #horror eats the food because it genuinely looks so good but he knows he just fucked up #they make eachother so SO worse........ they are SO bad for eachother its amazing #and horror probably can't cook all that well too so he definitely needs to learn which is a whole other struggle with his eating issues #MAKE THEM BREAK UP ALREADY THEY CAUSE TOO MUCH SUFFERING FOR EACH OTHER 💔💔💔#sorry triglycercule but no 🧡 they deserve to suffer together as retribution for everything they did #sometimes i feel like this angry torturous mtt that all hate eachother is a bit too ooc #but then again..... god is it so fun to come up with ideas for the mtt to hurt eachother #its so delicious 🧡 like dust's poisoned food! horror eats more because it tastes so good #but he can feel the poison kicking in. he can feel his body slowly start to ache and his movements slow as he eats more and more #and soon he can't move. he's paralyzed and in pain in this flower field with dust #and as he starts to pass out he reaches his hand out a bit for dust. just for the smallest bit of comfort #horror's absolutely furious at him for poisoning him but dust still holds his hand back #dust holds horror in his arms with a smile as they lay in the flower field enjoying the moment #as if you didn't just fucking poison the fuck but whatever that's horrordust for you!#dont worry horror gets him back by stealing papyrus's scarf and ripping some of it off to wear in front of dust #he sews a little patch of the scarf onto his jacket and dust is staring at that shit. that is a TAUNT #yeah this is papyrus's scarf. what are you gonna do about me ripping some of it huh? poison me AGAIN???#theyve all grown tolerances for different poisons because the mtt genuinely cannot stop trying to kill eachother #killer sans #dust sans #horror sans #murder time trio #tricule hc #god i struggle to differentiate because hc and rant so much because i swap around and change hcs so frequently that there isnt consistency #ive now decided that rants MUST be substantially longer and less put together to be a rant and not a hc. and that shall be DECREED #utmv #sans au

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trustworthycinnamon · 5 months

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Feeding my sick as fuck baby bro some dope milk

#homestuck #bro strider #dave strider #epic galleria #well he's a baby but he's There #he's wearing a robe bc i didn't want to draw his fuckass arms okay i'm weak LEAVE ME ALONE. GO MY SCARAB #anyway listen. ik he's a jackass but i wanna believe that a small part of him Fucking Cared for dave. beyond the fact that it was his duty #still a jackass mind you but. beyond the manipulation; beyond the fact he's a Dirk. at least a fraction of his being had to CARE #he had to fuckin care for him despite all that. the urge to be close to him bc holy shit thats HIS kid. And he needs to survive #it's in the Strider nature to care so fucking much to the point that it eats them from the inside. are you listenin to me!!!!#gets on my knees & sobs. he had to. please #COUGHS. ANYWAY #for some reason i had the need to add some sorta shitty tan to his hands. stop wearing fingerless gloves motherfucker #you can barely see it 💥 but yeah it's there #also idk where i wanna put his scars so thats gonna be inconsistent forever i reckon

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cuteniarose · 13 days

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nia, r u doing ok??

No.

#funniest ask to receive after my long as fuck analysis of which of my OCs are alcoholics lmao #but on a more serious note #let’s just say that I heavily relate to the this is fine dog rn #everything I spent the entire summer working towards fell apart in one day because of the tiniest mistake and I still haven’t processed it #my life is spiralling out of control and there’s absolutely nothing I can do about it #my dad went out of his way to make my workload for the year that much harder for literally no reason #and I’m genuinely reaching the end of my rope #to the point I’m not even sure if I’ll make it to my birthday #but that’s something I am not going to talk about on tumblr of all places #basically. shit’s fucked. I’m fucked. and I continue to overindulge in my obsessions to keep at least some sanity #that’s gonna stop working one day. what the fuck am I gonna do then?#well. that’s for me to find out eventually. maybe. or maybe not #depends if I’ll make it that far #OKAY AND THAT’S ENOUGH RAMBLING FFS NIA SHUT UP AND GO TO THERAPY OR SMTH #you’re scaring everyone #or go eat. or sleep. stop neglecting both of those #but most of all just shut up

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teenageukulelescreamo · 2 days

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the feeling of realizing you have stopped caring about someone who hurt you is kind of amazing

(sorry the tags are extremely long and where i really rambled and then started plugging my friends @'s bc i love them)

#moontalk #i realized this just under a week ago #theyre just kind of nothing to me now #they used to be everything #but now. im everything #i always should have been #all along #but i finally stood up for myself #like truly and genuinely #just under a week ago #i stood up for me and my wellbeing #i deserve to be my everything #my friends are also my everything and they are fucking awesome #but the reason i realized this was bc i felt like strangely a feeling was missing for the past week #i didnt think much of it bc i was happy #and then i realized id barely thought of them #that ive thought of them less and less #and that my fears regarding them dont exist?#because i stopped giving a shit about them #you cant be afraid of smth that has become nothing to you #and when i thought about that. i suddenly felt really good about myself #and now im gonna eat pizza and play monster hunter #and spam my bff's dms #she's british. i love telling people this #she taught me a phrase recently 'i might as well just shit in my hands and clap'#im so sorry i rambled so much #personal #juno hours #talking abt this stuff helps like talking it out #helps me realize shit and go

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volivolition · 5 months

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not doing well tonight folks! but yet we persist 💪

#chemi chats #tried to draw today and it felt awful. all my brushes felt wrong and anything i tried to draw felt shit. so i stopped that.#art's not going. writing's barely going. everything seems to just make me feel sad.#tried listening to music. and reading skills fics. and playing some games. and eating and drinking water but im still not feeling good.#feelin really tired and restless and frustrated and annoying. rsd calm down nothing's even happening dude. chill.#just. not feeling great and i don't know why... oh well. we persist!! we keep going!! it's gonna be okay eventually 💪✨#(<- funny silly emojis) i think i'll eat an orange and then maybe sleep? or write some more? idk creative endeavors seem like a wash :/!#alas :l #edit: oh shit hello the furies i will listen to your cool songs and answer your ask soon <3

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terryfuckingturniptruck · 9 months

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Men stop commenting on my food challenge.

#commenting on how eating bagels isn't healthy despite the man commenting being fat themselves #so like whatever that's annoying but oh well #then I'm eating pistachios which are “healthy” and the maintenance guy gives me shit about the salt being bad for me #like at least 3-4x a week the whole two men at my workplace have to say some shit about what I'm eating #fucking mind your business #i'm sooooo tired of my whole life people fucking commenting on my food #and i can't even bring up my eating disorder history bc no one believes it or they congratulate me #no one believes someone obese can have a restrictive eating disorder #and if you finally manage to get someone to believe you they congratulate you on your weight loss #fat people can have eating disorders that aren't strictly binge eating #and eating disorders should not be encouraged or congratulated #ahhhhhhh i'm gonna lose it one day #just stop fucking commenting on my food or health #kfi txt #tw eating disorder

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spikeyjo · 2 months

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Siri how do i stop the cycle without doing these bitchass tiny steps

#lamenting because i was so close to being normal and then i fucking lost it and gained nearly 100 lbs #and i cant get back to where i was i just ...... aaaaaaaaaaaaa #im so much more mentally fucked now so its harder #but thats all excuses right?#and then theres me being like am i even saying that bc i know its what people want to hear #or do i actually believe it? and is there even a difference if i know its true but i dont believe it?#does it even fucking matter just stop shoveling garbage in your mouth ffs #is the real answer here but I AM STRUGGLING #im looking into wls but i know if i dont get my emotional and bored eating under control that shit WILL NOT BE GOOD FOR ME #hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng #im just mad bc i have to fucking grocery shop #which always leads me to being pissed about this fuckass cycle #bitch call me mauville town the way i have cycles #god i can recognize the cycle which all tthe therapists will be like good on you!! :D and im like great. how do i break it #and then theyll say ten thousand small steps BITCH IM DYING I NEED DRASTIC CHANGE #BUT THEN IT WONT STICK AND ILL REVERT BACK TO WHERE I AM #but i did it drastically the first time and it wouldve stuck if i hadnt fucking lost it and ended up in the ward #im not a small steps kind of guy i need to wake up and fix shit and stick to it #but listen to me i am dean maniacally speaking to sam.gif #i buy all these stupid ass healthy foods and i have all these good ideas and reciepes and im legit pumped #and then i fuck it up and order food thats awful for me and then i give the hell up #which is an easy problem to fix. i know.#i can simply just....... not do that #but i swear i am struggling which pisses me off so bad #like you wouldnt struggle if youd quit being a stupidass and just did the damn thing #god i am not gonna do well on my psych evaulation #im gonna end up turning it into therapy and im gonna rage and the lady is gonna be like :D................. you need ten more visits #and youre getting denied at the end of them so get fucked #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #charlie am i losing my GODDAMN MIND? IF ITS GONE WHERE WILL I FIND.. IT?

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teethpaste · 2 months

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I never should’ve let mustached love bomber back in , he is so toxic and unstable and bad for me and it is ADDICTING

Like I eat it up. I feel myself feeling crazy! I know it’s gonna crash and burn by August so I’m like ? Just lean into it? Enjoy it for what it is and know he’s gonna leave and that’s okay. Life is short like I may just have 1 month of fun, right? Right?

#unhealthy #but #oh well #he wants me to dom him and maybe that will make it work this time #he’s addicted to ketamine and an alcoholic and I see literally so much of my addict self in him #like the need to constantly escape reality due to trauma #like we are both in the we have OD’d have a dead parent and are clinically depressed club #it’s so fun to fill that void with sex and substance abuse #but it’s sooooo unhealthy #it’s like is it showing that I’ve grown some bc I at least can see what I’m doing #self aware to notice but not enough to make myself stop #I’ve been avoiding my therapist she’s gonna have a field day when I talk to her #I should have just blocked his number and I never would have gotten the I miss u text #also lying to my closest friends bc they would murder me if they knew I was talking to him #but the sex we have is insane and we both fuel each others delusions and I think he’s so hot #I also know it’s all fake but I eat it up when he talks about a future together #it’s so fun to pretend and live in that fantasy for a few weeks #even tho I KNOW it is not real #my dumbass listening to Lana’s thunder while typing this shit up #that’s what it feels like!#whatever I’m gonna go out tn with my girls and #try not to have him over at 2 am tonight

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juicemitio · 5 months

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Shaving the rest of my head tomorrow I'll probably be ugly but idrc

#been growing it out slowly but idk what to do w the length. it's tough i like the feel of longer hair better but not the look. also refuse #to style that shit lol if it takes more than 5 secs to rix im wearing a hat #also im tryna date this summer but im at like my worst physically rn. not bad but medical shit and burned out and w/e it'll take me like a #month of goin crazy at the gym to get back to where i was. so idk maybe bein a little ugly will force me to try harder with that lmao. doin #my 50 pushups a day and slowly ramping back into weights and cardio. frustrating cuz i lost so much progress bc of the fuckin surgery #oh well lol i might get a face piercing tomorrow too who knows i kinda dgaf anymore i might just do a bunch of shit ive been wanting to but #held off. just throw in the towel and look fucked up for the summer ✌️ also its gonna be humid and hot as fuck so bald ass head will be nice #my fuck ass ponytail mullet was already hot in the winter i mightve died if i kept it. how tf did i manage waist length hair for so long #also i knocked over my pasta (reheated butter egg noodles) onto the ground tryna get my cat to stop eating a house plant while writing this #still ate them tho #also also yeah it's 2am but i was hungryy

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straightlightyagami · 9 months

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as a child for a long time the only reason i did not develop an eating disorder was the fact that my family had instilled in me intense shame at ever wasting any food so I had to eat everything I was given even if I felt sick. tbh I still kind of feel that way lol

#iso.txt #tw eating issues #tw ed #in the next tags especially #at a certain point it didnt stop me from Not Eating tho bc my mom kind of wasnt paying attention.#so like she would make some food and put it in the fridge and i would eat it when i wanted #lost a shit ton of weight in a very short span of time #it was caused by me finding the bmi calculator and i was a bit chubby as a kid so i was like im gonna die from a heart attack.#now im kind of thin even though i literally eat more now. i just stayed at the same weight after that whole thing #despite also getting taller. on second thought maybe that is why im kinda short. didnt plan that ahead very well huh

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ybcpatrick · 4 months

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#shut up kell #i don't have a day off until june. my last day off was last monday. im tired girl help #why'd i agree to manage two departments while we're understaffed and i can't get everything done bc of it #and also there's a bunch of external shit in our way preventing my bosses from training me properly so we're all just scrambling around #all i do right now is work eat keep myself conscious long enough to watch wrestling monday and friday and then sleep. which im gonna do now #i'll be fine we'll figure it out june is only a week away. goodnight #if i haven't answered you (there's a couple of you) and u see this it's not personal i hope you're well don't worry abt me and i love u mwah #be back as soon as i stop getting my ass beat on the reg

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bitter-sweet-coffee · 7 months

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if you say “that’s not good for you, you should stop :/“ to someone smoking i’m wishing you a very “no fucking shit” now and forever

#do you think. smokers. don’t know #do you think that knowing something is bad stops people from doing said bad things #all you lactose intolerance fuckers eat dairy anyways. do you think someone with nicotine addiction is gonna go awe shit ur right man. nvm #god. it’s so stupid #almost every smoker i’ve met (and i know a lot because. well hi i’m me)#THEYVE ALL ALREADY FELT LIKE SHIT FOR SMOKING #YOU DONT NEED TO KEEP MAKING IT WORSE. GOD #the lack of empathy for addicts pisses me off

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autumnhobbit · 1 year

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going to jump off a bridge over……food

#I already feel like shit about the fact that I eat like garbage #but I’ve been meaning to make this damned ‘healthy’ salad for like 3 weeks and cannot for the life of me keep any of the ingredients viable #long enough to make the fucking thing #so today I had to run to the grocery to get tea and grabbed some ingredients #after work mind you #after I left I went ‘oh I forgot milk’#which I NEEDED #so I stopped aFUCKINGGAIN #at dollar store to get some #then after I left there I realized I forgot tortilla chips #went ‘fuck it I’ll make them at home’#get home #leap through the shower and get straight to work #I even remembered to get the chicken out of the freezer yesterday night #well guess what it’s still fucking frozen #so. forget that I guess #now the lettuce and corn and all the other ingredients are gonna fucking rot #my kitchen’s a fucking wreck #I have no time and no energy to clean any part of this damned apartment to do anything #I’m going to stop now before I go into the whole other thing but I am. done

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xluxsolarisx · 7 months

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WHAT??? you-?? hUH? ...you're so powerful

i'm an adult living alone for the first time ever with poor impulse control and a massive sweet and savory tooth. this was fated by the stars to happen i think. i'm like if sisyphus actively chose to roll the boulder up and down because he thought it looked nice tumbling down. so nice that maybe it would be worth the work it would take to get it up back up there so he could do it again. well. this isn't like that at all but you understand.

#fool me once shame on you #fool me like five more times except i knew damn well what was gonna happen and still did it anyway uh. still shame on you.#it really did taste good though......#it had a nice tang to it! it was salty and fruity and like when you get perfume in your mouth #would've maybe tasted good mixed with some tajin on an actual grilled mango....maybe.......#but i made myself stop eating it before i could try it because the last time i did it the stomach pain was really bad and my mouth stung #and i was scared i was gonna need to go to poison control #but tbh i was more scared i was gonna need to EXPLAIN what i did and why to poison control #embarrassment may very well be the one reason my liver is still intact. thanks embarrassment 👍#ok i can't blame this on no one being there to stop me i've been doing shit like this forever #it's really not even the worst thing i ever put in my mouth honestly #i drank hair oil a few times. i ate strawberry pound cake scented lotion. i drank a little bit of motor oil.#i licked nail polish because i wanted to see if it tasted like it smelled. it did not. it tasted so bad.#genuinely a miracle how i'm still alive and healthy. you're nothing to me kid. i'm god's special little princess and i'm never gonna die #fortunes told (asks)

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