#what does psyche in aries mean for me?

[etherealsworldvision]

What is a step you can take toward your own well-being?

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New song discovery for the reading: Elijah Waters - Perfectly Silent

Pile 1 Pile 2 Pile 3

🚨 P.S.A 🚨 : I do not give personal readings!

Added Description: all my readings are timeless and meant to reach those who resonate to the messages.

[ Collective Messages: 234 (or 2:34? I’m not religious but for some reason I got this?); Leaving the past behind; Elevating; Patience; Timing; Learning to walk again; Stumbling; Material abundance; Getting news about material/job offers; Your confirmation is Yes; Positive changes; Water wheel finally turning; Think before speaking; Rainbows and Sunshine. Mars Placements.]

Pile 1

“My head is like a washing machine. Tried to wash away these thoughts, still can’t get clean.”

Cards: 9 of Wands Reversed; Emperor; 10 of Cups Reversed; Empress Reversed; 2 of Hearts; Queen of Clubs; Six of Clubs

[ Messages: Stubborn; Self-Sabotage; Fear of Change; Overthinking; Stagnation; “Just Do It”; Red Sox; Baseball; Taking initiative; Ares; Aries placement; Coffee; Accepting your heart; Janine Teagues; “Things will go wrong whether you’re doing what you want or not. For me, regrets are always harder to live with than consequences. I don’t regret […] living my life to the fullest […] it’ll be alright, trust me.”– Mr. Johnson ( Abbott elementary S3EP14 timestamp 16:10 - 17:08). ]

The first thing standing out to me is your emotional and mental health. You may be experiencing a time where you’re unable to take care of yourself. This isn’t to shame you, I just want to acknowledge that you’re already doing enough. If no one said this to you today; I am so proud of you. Another thing I do want to say is: please reach out to your support system or check in with yourself. Honestly you don’t need to prove anything to be deserving of love and happiness. It’s okay to want and need something that emotionally fulfills you.

I feel like this pile is very independent and an over-thinker which can cause burnout, as well as aiding in self-sabotaging tendencies. For some reason I feel like you may “psych yourself out of it,” meaning you’re so excited about something only to get worried before having a chance. I know it’s a hard pill to swallow but it needs to be said. Self-sabotaging and overthinking is what’s holding you back. You may be experiencing Imposter Syndrome and Control issues as a result.

With the emperor, empress, and queen of clubs here — you are very much qualified to go after what you want. It does look like you're someone who knows what to do, is aware of the things you need, and what you want. I don’t know if it is a job or related to your social life, however, there’s this feeling of being overqualified for something or feeling deserving of more/better.

There is also a confirmation here that things will get better and you will get what you want. However, it is you who decides to go after it. I do recommend looking up books about self-sabotaging or YouTube videos about this topic. If you are in therapy, maybe this is a subject you’d like to bring up?

A good question to ask yourself is: What have I always accepted as true that turned out to be false?

So that’s all I’m getting. I know this reading is short and straightforward. I would like to say thank you for taking your time reading this and I hope this reading resonates with you.

Pile 2

[ Cards: King of Swords; The Devil Reversed; Page of Wands; Queen of Cups; King of Spades; 3 of Hearts; Jack of Diamonds; 5 of Hearts ]

Messages: Retreating; Refuting; Verbally Vindictive; 3H Mars; Leo or Cancer Mars; Fire and Water Placements; Trauma Dumping; Changes in Communication; Online Regina George Trope; Air Signs (Specifically Suns); Birthdays; Online Personality; Healing; Dictator - Rei Ami; YouTube commentary or essays about online ( trends )

I feel a bit overwhelmed when reading this pile. As if I have to be someone I’m not? I feel that social media is really coming in, especially TikTok/Twitter discourses. There’s this sense of having to upkeep and over consume to be considered a: ✨main character✨ otherwise “you’re just not cool and an utterly boring, basic loser, yuck 🤢 🤮, You’re not even a side character yikes.” /J (I am using sarcasm and joking).

For some of you I get the feeling that this could be stemming from social media addiction, others it may be, that you are embodying the online personality. Over all this just feels like a huge weight on your shoulders or a ball and chain on your leg. In an odd way; maybe your phone or whatever you use is home to you? It’s where you can express yourself via feelings, personality, opinions, etc. This is in no way to shame you at all. I also use social media and so does the next person, right?

There’s this need to give yourself a balance again. To double check with yourself on how you’re feeling after using social media. I feel most of you are ready to gain control of your media consumption or at least contemplate the effects it has on you. Taking a step back from social media — maybe trying out a hobby or just reconnecting to something that makes you feel like you may help.

Also if you want YouTube recommendations on over consuming let me know, I can send you the links. The number one takeaway is that it’s okay to be yourself. You being you is main character energy. No amount of products, social media influenced personality, or aesthetics can take that away from you. You are enough, I promise you that. It’s okay to want to change but if you’re feeling influenced by something that isn’t true to you then you might want to ponder on that and ask if that is really what you resonate with.

A good question to ask yourself is: What is one small step I can take today towards a goal that feels out of reach?

That’s all I’m getting for you pile 2! If you stuck around this far I’d like to say thank you so much. I greatly appreciate it and hope you resonate with this reading.

Pile 3

[ Cards: 4 of Cups, Ace of Pentacles Reversed; Five of Pentacles Reversed; Queen of Cups; 9 of Diamonds; 6 of Diamonds; Queen of Diamonds; Ace of Hearts ]

Messages; Open mind and heart; Chihiro by Billie Eilish; Money Growth; Finances; Earth and Water placements; Fear of Missing Out; Take out; Diners; Over consumption; Capitalism; Low Income; 111; Unemployment

( Tw: financial experience and control issues. Disclaimer: for some reason I feel called to talk about my financial experience and how I dealt with this. Maybe you’ll find what you’re looking for in my experience? )

So I had been unemployed for two years then found a job for 3 months then unemployed again for a year. When I tell you, I searched for a job everywhere, I mean everywhere! I applied everywhere and every time. I even tried to save what I could and budget with what I had (I live with my family and occasionally would get money. I understand/am aware of the privilege and support I have. I’m also very grateful and appreciate them)

I yelled at the universe, cried, and had sleepless nights. However, what helped me (besides living with my family) through this tough time is to focus on things I can control while applying for jobs. That’s what honestly made me stay afloat. So maybe this is what can help you during this trying time?

Finding a (free) third place meaning: the park, public library, or just a walk may help ease a bit of tension. Sometimes journaling or confiding with someone will help as well. Doing something that helps you remain in the present and eases the anxiousness could help. I know this may not be what you were looking for and I wish I can give you financial advice but that is not my forte.

There is only so much control we have when it comes to finances and it is certainly not a lesson from the universe or it’s not happening to you or happening for you. I don't care what they say, it is not a lesson! It is just an unfortunate situation to be in, it just is. Like yes you can learn from it but it is not something (pre)destined or “contract” written. It just happens and we live in late stage capitalism. That’s me being real with you.

So yeah, I’m sorry for the little tangent. What I am getting is to fill your emotional cup for the meantime. Yes, do what you need to do with your finances; finding a job or to save/budget money whatever you can do to the best of your abilities.

You just have to remember to do things that are within your control and to not neglect your emotional/mental health. If singing, drawing, talking, or simple things like cloud watching helps you stay present and makes you feel in control then by all means do that.

I’m not saying to use escapism but I am saying to do your best to emotionally check in with yourself from time to time. Also if you have a support system do talk with them or be around them. A good question to ask yourself is: “Who do I feel most myself around? Why?”

This is all that I’m getting for the reading. I hope this reading resonates. Again, I am so sorry if I made things worse or didn’t help! Please remember to check in with yourself — take care :)

[twistedastrology]

i got beef with earth signs

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this is 100% gonna sound insane bc i know EEEEVERYONE loves their earth signs but good fucking GOD!!!!!!

lemme explain to u what is up. But also first i need u to know that if ur an earth sign, DO NOT TAKE THIS PERSONALLY 💔💔💔💔 there are many other factors at play here i dont just outright hate earth signs instantly but im not. Fond of them. the shitty ones anyway

ok so for starters, i have less than 1 earth placement in my whole chart (sun in 29° taurus that is Obliterated by the rest of my chart and made into 100% gemini), so im already not a big enjoyer of earth ofc

But lemme explain real quick-

capricorn is the most respectable earth sign to me, i generally love capricorns- virgo is 2nd place, they're usually chill- Taurus is 1,467,892,682,257,109,067th place.

so to be fair i mostly have beef with taurus But the other earth signs i got beef with too if they're garbage enough-

AND IK PPL ARE GONNA COME FOR ME so let me clarify immediately that i KNOW GOOD TAURUS PLACEMENTS- there are totally some tauruses that are super fucking dope, this is just a very broad statement im making n i am aware of that but Hear Me Out!!!!

i have pulled like a billion charts by now and ive noticed that people with serious issues, especially issues surrounding their self, have Mostly taurus placements.

these issues can be just about anything but it's Usually around their own psyche, like they dont know themselves fully and they lack drive or willpower.

and i know someone's gonna be like "well u just said ur sun is in 29° taurus" Ok well here's what's up- Im talkin abt taurus stellium kinda stuff, but in my case with my singular taurus/earth placement, yes i did actually have a period in my life where i didnt know myself and lacked drive, but i powered thru it God bless my saturn in 1st house 🙏🙏🙏

so ive begun to believe that where ppl love to say saturn is the great malefic, Taurus is actually the great malefic because it grounds an individual So Much that they cannot find themselves.

not to mention that earth isnt even a primary element- in the entirety of the universe, earth is incredibly finite and rare. it doesn't create itself, it's created by everything else like fire, water and air.

so this has actually sparked a theory in my head that i have put to test multiple times and it has held up every single time-

earth placements are like outlines waiting to be colored in by the rest of the chart.

what i mean by this is if you're a capricorn rising, but say you have like 1 billion aries placements, your capricorn will be colored in by aries, so you end up an aries-influenced capricorn (some of the best ppl btw)

or on the flip side, if you're a cap sun/mercury but you're a cancer rising, you're a cancer-influenced capricorn (also some of the best ppl when worked on bc ofc there's oppositions there)

this applies to all earth signs, but capricorn seems to be the most like- Easily influenced, probably because the cardinal energy makes them less stagnant.

as such, virgo is also influenced pretty easily because they're the mutable earth sign.

whereas taurus is much harder to influence because it's double earth (fixed + earth).

i think this is where the issues are with mostly taurus placements. if you have, say, sun, moon, mercury, saturn and maybe even uranus, all in taurus, the rest of your chart won't have a whole lot of room to influence the earth enough to make it like. Normal.

plus, earth is the only element that literally Does not move. earthquakes and landslides? Generally caused by activity of the other elements.

earth cannot move on its own, it just. Sits there.

water flows, wind blows, fire spreads, earth just... is.

plants Grow, yes, but only with the help of the other elements.

this is why i say you NEED placements in one of the other 3 elements in order to color or Activate your earth placement to make it Do Something, otherwise too many earth signs (very specifically taurus) in a chart and you might find it very difficult to Move in life, to find drive to do things, etc.

taurus is literally the epitome of an Obstacle. (again im talking about taurus the Sign in a Planet, not People who have taurus placements)

and i saw something a bit ago that said the worst sun and moon combo to have is earth sun, water moon- And i have either that, or double air- But the absolute WORST sun and moon combo in terms of Signs??? Taurus sun, cancer moon. Because that is literally immovable object vs unstoppable force.

to reiterate, i have seen plenty of healthy and lovely taurus placements, Melanie Martinez has her sun, mercury and maybe moon (bc it's 0° and im not sure if the time i have for her is super exact) all in taurus and i love her sm- but she's also a scorpio rising and has pluto in her 1st house which totally outweighs a lot of that taurus energy and transmutes it into what it should be.

to me, she is totally what taurus energy Should be. very artistic, gentle, slow-moving yes but not lacking drive or anything.

on the opposite side of the coin, we have jojo siwa, yknow Kammrmas a BICTH!!!! I SHOulda KNOWN EBTETETT!!!!! IF I HAAD A WIUSH I WOUDLEVVENEVVER E F F E D AORUDNDN!!!!!

she has sun, mercury, venus and north node all in taurus with her moon and chiron in capricorn, and she's a solid of example of what excessive taurus/earth placements Can do to someone- she clearly doesn't know what She wants because unfortunately she didnt get to be her own person because she grew up a child star- she grew into what her mom thought the people wanted to see, and now she can't get out of it

so she's trying to startle us with this whole karma rebrand fiasco because her jupiter is in leo and her rising is in aries- two fire signs, but not enough to outweigh the earth, especially because leo is fixed.

and with mercury in taurus, she literally cannot think about how to get out of it properly, she can't think outside the box because taurus is the box that mercury Despises.

i know all of this sounds a little (or very) biased or just dumb, but this is what I've legitimately observed in unevolved taurus placements-

earth signs as a whole ya im not a Huge fan of, but my mom is an aries influenced capricorn so id be lying if i said i absolutely hated all of them

and ofc awsten knight is a taurus rising with 99% capricorn placements, but his moon and saturn are both in air signs (gemini and aquarius respectively), and since saturn rules capricorn, that gives all of his cap placements an air/uranus influence (which explains why he's so peculiar sometimes but he's silly so it's ok)

jonathan davis is a sun/mercury capricorn and saturn in taurus, but he has so much of like every other sign that it gives the earth plenty of other elements' influence.

and again, these are mostly capricorns im talkin abt- If u wanna talk abt taurus specifically, my dad is a cap rising, taurus sun/moon/mercury, and he is the spitting image of everything i have talked about so far. he legitimately has no idea who he is or what he wants out of life, he has No driving fire.

so my bad if this came across as me just straight hating earth signs, i definitely dont, i just hate the super unevolved ones, especially the super unevolved tauruses 💔

and i say it almost every post But this is all my opinion, if u aint agree with it that is 100% fine, i got no beef with u fr, im doin my thing, u do ur thing, we do our own things separately n in our own lanes n we never bother each other 🙏

[disneymbti]

Hello! Can I have a matchup for Bridgerton and Harrypotter? Thank youu

FANDOM: Bridgerton and HP

 Name: Anna 

Pronouns: She/her

Preference: any gender (girl or boy is fine with me)

Color: Light purple

Personality: I am an INTJ Slytherclaw. ESI type. Plato Psyche type. Aquarius Sun, Sagittarius Moon and Aries Rising. Neutral Good. I am a huge overthinker and stress a lot with anxiety. People tell me that I can be blunt which results in people thinking that I can be cold but in reality I try to be a kind person when it is needed. I am a realist and many consider me to be intelligent, often asking me to help with their work. I’m incredibly passionate about things I like to do and have a thirst to know everyone’s opinions as I feel that if someone is left out. I’m a creative person but sometimes my brain just goes blank, I hate when it does. I have a really dry sense of humour that usually is a mix of sarcasm, fandom jokes or self degrading jokes. I'm an extremely stubborn person and have to be right about everything. From a young age, my parents were extremely strict and had expected the best out of me which resulted in me being an overachiever. I have to get things perfect or be the best at what I’m doing. I'm really sensitive, even some small harsh words are enough to make me teary. I’ve been called a crybaby because of that and to be honest, that is true. I give too much to other people since I’m afraid of saying no since what if they hate me? And I'm too scared to ask for help or to have something cause I think they will think I'm selfish and worthless. Not the best self esteem 😔 If there is a mistake or even the slightest criticism gets to my head, I lose all motivation. I love to listen to other people since I think not a lot of people have others that they can tell what they wish to say without getting judged or outcasted. But the problem is that I judge too easily too. As much as I want to show a good image to others and help them, I tend to focus on my own needs and how everything can affect me for the better or worse. I hate repeating things, especially in front of a big crowd. I daydream too much. When I get excited, I speak really quickly and stumble over my words which I get embarrassed by and stop talking. I am very sensitive, especially when it comes to my appearance and personality. I’m always afraid that people are constantly judging me or hate me, which is why I tend to avoid public spaces or being around people in general. When I get familiar with someone or a crowd, I’m not that afraid to state my opinion. I get jealous and possessive easily, like I mentioned my parents are strict meaning I got very few things of my own and those things only came to me because I tried so hard to get it. So when I see someone else with it, it just irks me off. I always make plans but I know I’m not going to complete them, I just like to imagine the future if I actually had motivation and energy to accomplish things. I can never start new things while completing old ones. I am also the oldest child and have 4 younger ones, another reason why I stress too much. I don’t think I mentioned this, but I get angry really easily. The slightest mistakes just pisses me off. I suck at short talks and starting conversations, it’s much easier to have lengthier conversations. I can never do presentations, I always get too nervous. Plus, my friends say my voice is really soft so no one ever hears me much, especially since I’m uncomfortable. When I get angry, my judgement is clouded. I am terrible at holding grudges. I would be upset at someone but the second I see them again, I feel normal and happy in a way. Probably said this before, but I’m a huge day dreamer and stubborn. I can’t concentrate on my work because I always get distracted and daydream about things I will never have. I normally appear composed but have a fiery temper. I really want to be a lawyer. My parents never let me use the internet much as a kid so I pretty much live under a rock but I am incredibly book smart. I am literally the personification of Elder Daughter Syndrome and have been parentified since I was a child and because of this, I’m naturally good with kids and responsibilities. 

Looks:I’m slightly chubby and curvy with a pear-shaped body . Upon seeing me, many people point out my eyes which are hazel with slight flecks of many colours such as green and amber being the prominent ones. Almond eyes that are doe-like and slightly turn up at the end but barely noticeable. I have a button nose and thin heart shaped lips. My face is round and my eye shape is almond. I am approximately 5’3. Two small moles are fixated on my right cheek and underneath my lip. Long dark brown hair that almost appears black but that solely depends on the lighting. My hair reaches my hips and is kinda wispy at the end. It’s usually on a ponytail with a few strands framing my face. My clothing style tends to be anything comfortable and classy. I prefer to wear black and colours that are darker, you will never find me wearing orange or neon colours. 

Likes: Chocolate, Anime, Music, Food, Being right about something, Reading, Drawing, Strawberries, Smell of Rain, Binge-watching (period drama mainly!) Sleeping, Being the Best, Baking and cooking (even tho I’m not that good at it)  Daydreaming, Murder Mysteries, Romance, Long walks, Making Ocs,  Fiction, Name hunting, Me, Pinterest, Spicy food, Sweets, Lavender, Aesthetics, and Flower Language and History (especially the Tudor dynasty!)

Dislike: Loud noises, Jerks, Prejudice People, hypocrisy, Slow Walkers, People who chew loudly, Getting look down on, Insects, Studying, Fake People, Self-pity, Getting below 90% in a test, Snow, Overlysweet things, Going outside, and the feeling where your brain is blank and can’t tell what you feel like, Doing nothing all day and Tomatoes

Love Language: Physical Touch and Quality Time

Ideal Type: Pretty big Eyes. I’m actually weak for big baby eyes. I love charismatic people who are funny but know when to be serious. Will always be there for me and not afraid to speak their mind. Yet they would still help me see the light at the end of the tunnel and tell me it’s okay, that everything is gonna be okay. Attentive to my needs. Not necessarily loud but not quite, somewhere in between. I want someone who I can feel okay around, as if everything was fine. Someone who would help carry a burden with me, we are together in everything. I’m really into the cocky characters? Like they are so hot and arrogant at the same time? type of person who would wait for me when I’m tying my shoelaces. WHEN THEY ARE A GENTLEMAN 🛐Any hair colour is ok! Though I’m soft for blond and black hair. I love playing with other people's hair! A little bit clingy. I love the type of characters that I think I can ‘fix’ or like beautifully broken ones that make my heart ache. 

Ideal Date: I don’t have a certain type that I prefer but I will forever love soft domestic picnics with their head in your lap and eating goods of all kinds. Or just doing something fun like going out late at night and going on drive or watching stars and any spectacles. 

Hope this is enough information and Thank you in advance! 

Hi there, Anna! I really hope you like this a lot!

For @sugutoad!

Your Bridgerton match is COLIN BRIDGERTON!!

He is a true gentleman; he is sweet & soft to the core & you two enjoy the long walks together across the park & enjoy each other's company while talking about anything in the evening stars.

You both love eating food so the two of you will be cooking together even though the two of you are not good at cooking; the two of you will have fun eating together & he will always pack some strawberries for you.

He will reassure you when you get anxious & if anyone says a terrible words to you; he will get very overprotective & he will go out in the rain for you so that you can always smell whenever you want.

Your Harry Potter match is Neville Longbottom!!

He would grow strawberries for you in his greenhouse & makes into a jam for you in case the strawberries are empty in your house because he knows that you love strawberries so much & he wants to make you happy.

He will give you the biggest hugs ever because even though he is not a huge hugger, he knows that one of your love languages is physical touch, so he gives you hugs when you have to go somewhere.

The two of you will have a picnic together on the grass, eating chocolate, strawberries & just enjoy each other's company while also smelling lavenders together like a soft & healthy couple the two of you.

[choccos-aaart]

Astra vs the Polymorph #1 - A glimpse into the lives of class B-5!

DESCRIPTION: The crew's just chilling.

CHARACTERS: All of class B-5, polymorph

KEY WORDS: Comedy, survival "horror"

EXT. OUTER SPACE

A pod appears floating around in space. As it rotates, the pod reveals a hole on its surface, torn open by force.

SFX: Beep, beep…

NARRATOR: Danger. Do not attempt to open this pod. The creature inside is extremely hostile. It feeds off the human psyche, seeks out the deranged, the unbalanced and the emotionally crippled.

SFX:  Beep, beep…

INT. DINING ROOM.

Aries, Quitterie, and Yun-Hua play a game of cards. They are playing Lucky 9, gambling with a collection of shiny pebbles and rocks they found on a previous planet. Aries, with the most pebbles, is the banker. Funicia spectates.

ARIES: Who wants another card?

QUITTERIE: No thanks. My cards are too good for this dang game. I'm gonna beat all of you.

YUN-HUA: Hey-! Isn't it us against Aries...?

QUITTERIE: Oh right, yeah. Whoops.

ARIES: Hm. Quitterie, if you wanna be the banker next round, I'll let you.

QUITTERIE: That's what I've been saying this whole time! 

ARIES: Really?

QUITTERIE: OMG, yeah duh! How'd you not hear me?

ARIES: I mean, all your yapping sounds the same to me, tee-hee!

QUITTERIE: (Gasp!) O-M-G! You're so gonna pay for that!

ARIES: Alright! How about a deal? If the two of you beat me this round, you get to be banker.

YUN-HUA: 'Kay

QUITTERIE: What! That is so unfair!

ARIES: Ok! How about you Funi? Join us!

FUNICIA: Ok!

QUITTERIE: Um, let's not teach gambling to a fourth-grader.

ARIES: Aww, it's not like we're playing with real money so it's totally fine!

QUITTERIE: Alright, fine! But I'll add to the deal. (Smirks) If Funi beats all of us, I get to be the banker!

ARIES: (With mild sarcasm, except with her usual enthusiasm) Oh, you're not just getting Funi involved for your own gain, are you?

QUITTERIE: Alright, then Funi and I get to be bankers. How's that?!

ARIES: (Cheerfully) It's a deal! But we have to restart the round because Funi's with us now.

QUITTERIE: NOOO! 

INT. KITCHEN

Luca sits on a kitchen counter while Ulgar, gun in hand, stands in front of him. Luca seems enthusiastic. In the background, Kanata does his cleaning duties.

ULGAR: Lesson one.

LUCA: Man, oh man, this is so exciting! 

ULGAR: Shut up.

Ulgar holds out his hands as if he's about to clap.

ULGAR: Now hold your hands like that.

Luca holds up his hands.

ULGAR: Now clap.

Luca smiles doubtingly. He claps.

ULGAR: Faster.

Luca claps again, faster.

ULGAR: Now as fast as you can.

Luca hesitates then claps again with extra strength. But, before his hands could meet, Ulgar pulls his gun between them. Luca exclaims with astonishment.

ULGAR: Now you try.

Ulgar puts out his hands and starts clapping at random intervals. Luca stares confusedly.

LUCA: Hey what the hell! I don't know when you go!

Ulgar smirks.

ULGAR: That's just real life.

LUCA: C'mon man, I thought I asked you to teach me to shoot, not play red hands or something.

ULGAR: This is... serious. It's reflexes.

LUCA: Damn, you didn't even have this whole thing planned. Boo!

ULGAR: Reflexes are important!

LUCA: Yeah, whatever! ...Unless, this is just some excuse to spend some nice recreational time with your best friend. That's oddly sweet of you, Ulgar!

Ulgar's face turns slightly red.

ULGAR: Shut up! I'm teaching you to shoot.

LUCA: Then teach me to shoot, man! Where d'you get these lesson ideas from?

Ulgar doesn't say anything.

LUCA: ... So? 

ULGAR: ...Ugh. Forget it.

Kanata looks back from wiping the stovetop.

KANATA: No way! Ulgar, you're referencing a cowboy movie!

ULGAR: Shut up.

KANATA: Oh dude! I got some cool old westerns stored in a drive somewhere. We totally gotta watch them sometime!

ULGAR: Shut up!

LUCA: (To Kanata) Yeah, get back to cleaning!

KANATA: BRO! You guys are supposed to be helping us, too! You got time to lean, you got time to clean - now let's go boys!

He continues wiping the counter.

ULGAR: Hmph.

LUCA: "Us"? I thought you were doing everything yourself.

KANATA: Damn it, where's Charce?! Mr Perfect pretty-boy better not be checking out his reflection or somethin'

Charce carries a pile of dishes over to the sink.

CHARCE: What?

KANATA: Oh good! Thanks so much for the help!

INT. DINING ROOM

Aries, Qitterie, Yun-hua and Funicia continue playing Lucky 9.

ARIES: Uh-oh you guys~ My cards are looking kinda good!

QUITTERIE: I got crap cards... Gimme another card please!

YUN-HUA: Ohh... I would like another card too, please.

Aries tosses Yun-Hua and Quitterie a card each. Quitterie squints in disappointment. So does Yun-Hua.

FUNICIA: I'm happy with mine!

QUITTERIE: Are you sure you know what you're doing?

FUNICIA: Yup! I've seen you guys play so I'm sure I know enough

ARIES: Ok! Three, two, one, REVEAL!

Everyone tosses her cards on the table. Quitterie and Yun-Hua more shamefully than the rest.

QUITTERIE: Seven.

YUN-HUA: Ten...

ARIES: Six!

QUITTERIE: Hold on, did you say six? WHAAAAT!!!

ARIES: HA-AH-AH-Ah-AH-AH-AH-AH!!!

Quitterie shakes Yun-hua's shoulder with defeat and desparation.

QUITTERIE: GIIIRRRLLL! We cou'dve beaten Aries if you didn't ask for that other card!

YUN-HUA: Oh, I'm sorry! She just looked so confident, I wasn't so sure if I should've gambled or not...

ARIES: This is a bluffing game, silly! 

YUN-HUA: Aw...

QUITTERIE: Funi! How about you?

FUNICIA: Mine add up to twelve.

We see Quitterie on the floor, defeated. She sighs massively.

QUITTERIE: ...Yun-Hua, this is all your fault, so as a consequense, you gotta tell us a secret!

YUN-HUA: U-uh...

Quitterie sits up.

QUITTERIE: I'll make it easier for you! How about... Tell us something totally embarrassing you did when you were 13.

YUN-HUA: Oh gosh...

Aries, Quitterie, and even Funicia smile at Yun-Hua eagerly.

YUN-HUA: Oh… Ok…! Um…

She pauses for a moment. Suddenly…

YUN-HUA: Oh, I need to go to the bathroom…!

ARIES: Aww, what?

QUITTERIE: Nice excuse, girl! C’mon, let us hear it!

YUN-HUA: No, I’m serious! 

QUITTERIE: You’re trying to avoid answering, aren’t you?

YUN-HUA: I promise, I’m not trying to avoid anything! I’ll be right back.

ARIES: Really?

YUN-HIA: No, really!

QUITTERIE: Okay~

YUN-HUA: Besides…! I can’t think of anything right now, but maybe when I come back I’ll give you something good. Really! Okay?

QUITTERIE: Hah… Whatever you say. We’ll be waiting!

INT. CORIDOOR.

Zack, walks down the hallway. He notices Kanata. Over to Kanata, we see him dust off his pants.

KANATA: Whew! That was fun! (pause) Huh? Hey Zack!

ZACK: Kanata, I need to talk to you in private.

KANATA: ‘K!

INT. ZACK'S ROOM

Zack leads Kanata inside.

KANATA: So! Wussup?

ZACK: There appears to be a non-human life form aboard this ship.

KANATA: What?

ZACK: Our ship has been invaded by an alien.

KANATA: I know that but… What does it mean?

ZACK: I don’t know. However, it could be hostile so we must be alert.

KANATA: Alright! I’ll keep my eyes peeled from now on!

ZACK: Good. And so will I!

KANATA: We gotta let the others know. At a good time. When d’you think?

ZACK: Hm… Let’s see… In ten minutes from now, it should be-

A quiet, tense conversation can be heard from another room alerts Kanata and Zack.

??? (from another room): So you didn’t know I even came on this trip?

YUN-HUA (from another room): I’m s-sorry! I didn’t mean–

??? : Enough. I don’t want to hear another measly excuse from you.

KANATA: What n’ the… Someone’s talking down Yun-Hua…!

ZACK: But who?

YUN-HUA: (To ???) Oh… I’m really sorry!

KANATA: He doesn’t sound like anyone here. How…?

ZACK: I don’t know… Unless…

???: (to Yun-Hua) Stop apologising. Is this really how guilty you feel?

YUN-HUA: Y-yes…

ZACK: That is the alien…!

???: (To Yun-Hua) Just how guilty do you feel?

KANATA: Then we have to hurry! Let’s go!

YUN-HUA: (To ???) Awfully, awfully guilty…!

Kanata and Zack run in the direction of Yun-Hua’s voice.

???: (To Yun-Hua) INDEED, YOU DO!

Cut to: Kanata and Zack arrive at the scene. Yun Hua lies unconscious on the floor. 

TO BE CONTINUED...

[prettyboykatsuki-moved]

ari um im losing my mind in the most silent way possible rn bc of oliver bllk i cannot believe it. i refuse to admit he got me though but also i think it would be a crime to not acknowledge just a testament to how good the emotional payoff to your writing is

i was stuck when he kept asking for trust during the hookup bc being caught off guard like that due to emotional bleedthrough rings so true in emotionally strange situationships.

i think when you write super perceptive characters like oliver who use sex as a way to communicate what they can’t/won’t verbally say, i truly understand how consuming the psychological aspect of sex can be. like physically demanding yes sure. but for someone to so deeply sink into your psyche that it elevates the entire experience? effectively centering you and your pleasure while talking you through it and stripping every discomfort away? oh i’m so unfortunately stuck on this big bastard. ive never felt my face go so hot so fast and i have never ever stopped to consider that Name in any of these contexts i am shaking him and you by the collar right this minute.

oh my goodness beloved!! hello skjsjd and i understand i do not wish to desire that guy even half as much as i currently i am. im just. like miserably hyperfixated on him to the point its a little life ruining. but i am also glad i could invoke that in you!!!

YES....YOU SEE IT...with oliver it is all about the unspoken you know...the silent communication.. the trusting him with one of your needs but not all and yet sometimes he is so reliable in every aspect...he moves me sometimes..... i dont know

this last part........im crying and throwing up. that is always what i want to communicate!!!! im glad!! i think for a lot of more emotionally dishonest / stoic characters, they communicate themselves in action and sex is ultimately An Action. but for someone like oliver (who by all means and measures is a fascinating soccer player) it is even more apparent that he has a deep understanding of you that translates into sex unintentionally.

having consistent casual sex with someone is, no matter what anyone says, a way of getting to know them quite deeply. and oliver is already perceptive, already intelligent, already self-aware. he is one of the few characters who really does do casual sex well, and the feelings you develop for him outside of that are what make his dynamic So Interesting.

his indirect sincerity towards you in always meeting your sexual needs bubbling into him doing the same in a much, much more tender way all while having full faith that it will be good for you. because he knows whats good for you. because the quiet casual intimacy is always there even though there's never been any explicit romance in it... he makes me fucking nuts i hate everything sdkjhkjdsk

[middlenamesage]

Anyone else with Aquarius placements feel such a major uptick in their focus on their Aquarius placement(s) like starting from around day one Pluto entered Aquarius for the second time, following the first retrograde back into Capricorn?! That entrance was January 20 this year. Which interestingly was also the very beginning of this last Aquarius season (same day the Sun went into Aquarius, just several hours later).

♒️🌞🖤♒️

I’m only now just really putting the pieces together, but my hunger for my North Node (12th house Aquarius) has actually been progressively ravenous🐲 since somewhere right around then. It’s occurred to me I think just during this Aries season, that my 12th house seems to be feeling genuinely well. I’ve been feeling honestly spiritually wealthy lately as my faithful exploration into those realms has grown (even though the 6th house end of my nodal axis is suffering❗️😅), and becoming determined to find effective ways to pass it on to others, which feels like the Aquarius water bearer consciousness part. ⛲️

The thing is though, my North Node (my only Aquarius placement in my chart unless obviously you were to plug in some more obscure things) is not until 26° Aquarius, near the end of Pluto’s transit and this whole Aquarian Pluto era, yearss from now! Even my Psyche in Aquarius is not until 15°! Yet the North Node hunger does distinctly seem to have been growing since right about Pluto’s re-entrance to Aquarius.

Maybe the Sun accompanying Pluto this year in their grand re-entrance to the sign of society’s water bearer has really helped to bring Aquarian topics, and whatever realms of the house we individually have Aquarius in, to the forefront of many peoples’ consciousness. 🧐 In a way that is so lingering beyond Aquarius season for me (don’t really know about others!), and actually seems to just be getting stronger with the passing seasons since, although I have also picked up different motivations as well from Pisces and Aries seasons since. But there’s really nothing in the transits at this current moment to explain this continued progressive focus on my 12th house Aquarius for me.

I’m really learning something: do not underestimate the sheer power the last planet out there holds. It’s the final frontier because it’s the hidden layers that must be reached and transformed, for individuals and for society to truly level up. It also feels to me like Pluto in Aquarius is going to be an especially critical period of Pluto. The age of Aquarius feels so upon us now, and I think it’s strong on many minds in a diversity of ways.

I welcome comments if you too have been feeling more focused on your Aquarian placement(s) or just on that house lately, despite the current lack of any other Aquarius transits- and not even any in Leo either! I also welcome all to ponder this topic, because it’s an interesting one.

Eclipse season during the time of Pluto freshly in its Aquarian era, with one more retrograde back to Capricorn ahead, before we can say that’s officially beyond us. These are some interesting times. 😅

I think many are feeling the pressure from Pluto to try to have a hand in transforming society somehow. If that seems daunting, know that what it actually means is allowing the focus to be on how you can support yourself or heal as an individual, in your own Aquarius house. 🤍🆓

♒️🌬️

[pineboxing]

A letter to Ari Brouwer and Robin Carhartt Harris re Pivotal mental states

Journal of Psychopharmacology

2021, Vol. 35(4) 319–352

© The Author(s) 2020

you perch

research

double blind

to find

a new mode of mind

less unkind than the binding

confines of

western design

which denies as foreign

it's origin

in the psyche

for me

as a member

of the nation of crazy

it's mystery

is key

to find the gap

in your map

of the synaptical

collapse

of collateral

arrangements

in spatial relations

that defines the line

between fine and out of mind

(where signs redesign

then align

in a manner

that throws a spanner

in the works

and the quirks

that were apparent

before the event

become the parent

to the pivotal state we create

in a set and setting beset

with conditions built

on songlines or faultlines)

where whims become PiMS

a fate of two kinds

one made of chaos

one made of design

down into healing

a renewed sense of self

the psyche now a well

of infinite health

or out you are cast

in a world radically unknown

foundationally fragmented

agonizingly alone

the psyche now a chasm

between you and the world

extraneous connections

render meaning absurd

there's a thing I propose

a thing in between

psychosis and healing

that's found in the seams

context is all

as you rightly say

but what about when spirits

and gods come to play?

you see there's a space

in the human mind

where it meets other forces

beyond kith and kind

and meeting these sources

the question is asked

are they a part of reality

or just another me masked

a spiritual bypassing

made of magical thinking

ego expanding

selfishly grasping

a me that's a god

that isn't quite true

merely grandiose thinking

in a mind that's askew

(with intentions in

dimensions that are

reflections of

cessations in

heavens

where gods dodge the question

in reflection of

what it means to dream

and demons dog

taught thoughts

taut with apprehension

the tension a comprehension

of dimensions vast of the past

that grasp at last the fact that the pact enacted between thee and thine has crossed the line from divine and sublime to something that maligns the mind but it's all of a kind mined from it's own insides)

or

read as a different story

a moment of glory

where you break free

of a me

too confined to see

other modes of reality

and then

wowee

trees and bees and seas

release from a frieze to be

seen as beings with feelings

that sing to a soul

(which was previously extolled

as having been sold

to the devil that dogged you)

that science deems nonexistent

but resistant persistance

guides insistance on the

existence of spirit

to wit

here we sit

loop it back to the fact of the gap

Jung was a master of the western mind

the collective unconscious

he sketched the design

this grand understanding

of the more that we are

deep pockets connected

from near and from far

and then there's his sense

of synchronicity

acausal reality

against Newton's creed

he met with spirits

his mate Philemon

guided his night times

from dusk until dawn

was Philemon real?

or a phantom of Jung's

a pressure valve released

before he became unstrung?

if you take him as real

as Jung surely did

you will find along with it

a reality hid

the spirits we say

are talking to us

what if it's not something

that we've just made up?

stitch all the myths

and religions worldwide

and you'll find a connection

across all the divides

there are things out there

it's not just us

the list so extensive

it leaves rationalists nonplussed

from whence do they come?

old stories will tell

of other worlds present

behind a veil

this veil rips asunder

when the mind does a PiMS

ask Terrence McKenna

of what dwells within

dmt led him past

the guards at the gate

a magnificent story

he'd often relate

and then what he met

it just blew his mind

none of his senses

could quite have designed

machines elves that delve themselves deep down to astound with the sound of a self found perplexed in a context wrenched from any sense of consistence with existence prior to the journey such a hurry round and round joy abounds these entities playfully

or not so much

for there's such with a harsher touch

not that he relates

not so his fate

but more mine

and my kind

where behind the veil

are details

that quail even seasoned sailors

of the mind

where you find

beings immense in offence at the sense you transgressed beyond the bounds of ground bones the crone zoned back in the day when thee was really thine

but I digress

my point to confess

clearly and merely

that the veil is existent

and is sometimes a test

and behind the veil

the worlds multiply

worlds of light beings

worlds of the sky

worlds of deep darkness

of shadow so sly

worlds filled with gods

to whom you're a fly

how many of them

it's impossible to expound

dimensions unfolding

to a dramatic sound

that fucking revelation

of turtles all the way down

but that's just what happens

if you're someone like me

inclined by birth and circumstance

to pierce into other realities

the discussion revolves

back to the question of PiMS

and the gap we're discussing

both without and within

am I just crazy

as some like to reflect

or am I more of something

the western mind likes to deflect

from

psyche

a mystery

an affront to

mastery

spawns me

to be

something seen

at the scene

of obscene

catastrophe

to transcend and bend

the box that locks

humankind outside

its ability of agility

when stability is a disability

due to the malign design

that undermines the structure

which fractures as

songlines become faultlines

when healing's not possible

it's all just too broke

a new thing emerges

thrust forth by the folk

no longer a healer

but merely a guide

connected to spirits

living worlds that collide

one foot in each plane

able to discern

the rope from the snake

so faster we learn

which spirits are helpful

which gods long denied

will connect to the mother

with whom we reside

to see the new patterns

before they emerge

to chart a new future

out of this absurd

reality

we see

as so far from free

as to be

a scheme

dreamed up

from such

so numb

so as to succumb

to an idea of real that feels surreal in its resistance to the existance

of the entirety of the psyche

you see

when from my own mind I designed out of blind findings a perch to research in search of a way out of the bouts of doubt that plagued me daily I was astounded that the ground I found was a proud paradigm of the western mind

merely

so when the green faery came to me from the realms of celtic mythology as a guide back to mystery through trickery of a sticky kind that binds thee and thine back to sublime I did not decline

and here we sit

unable to fit

a spirit

inside lines

designed

of a kind

blind to

the mind

sincerely,

the pinebox

[millenial-net-utopia-2010]

june travelogue - TA(L)KING FOR GRANTED - 0/25, 30/5/24 (vol. i)

got idea - maybe it was daydream - about this very topic... i(t) was thinking out of nowhere - maybe i am idiot, or just censoring myself... because now, - bolts on my head - but i mean, wasnt this (except for data grab and so...), the reason why internet on which [we are] here, but to discuss [taboo]s!? now when, let me start, - we can argue later (in comments)! here here!

what got me prompted, was idea - "men feel weak/useless - and so does/seems Manking contra ["Rotten apples"]!"

"Rotten apples", in quotes; had no better comparison, naming, and it quite fits [the reasons]. it, to me, points to [this; problem]; where, - to say - we are more omfortable, it is easier - to [throw away] rotten apples - than to take care of main issue, - our luxury and comfort, - that it is to [eat it] on the right time; to not forget (to care about ourselves too...) - and to not "miss forest for the trees", to say... (**)

to "Men feel weak" - it is an nod to all Rogan, Tate and Peterson broskis Manosphere, who [slurp from] use inceldom, - turning desperation, basic needs (compassion /***) and call for help, into weapon. (prime example of) Rotten apples. - it is easier to militarize vulnerable ones with propaganda cheap promises and "tricks", than to admit, "yes, 90s were Woman decade never to be left alone; we (men) are sorry that when you are man, then all you do, is to be taken for granted (on that basis alone; when women turn "men", manhood, on basis of purpose, starts to lack behind...), no matter how left alone and unheard; maybe even silenced, you might feel!" (tl;dr: "to be born = to owe <pardon>")

and other things we take for granted (dont worry, this is not cry-to post) :

- politics and edu being slow on internet! (good or bad) - we have it good still (aside*)

- food, (good) parents, drinkable water, home, internet; free press and speech (aside*)

- air; that we had childhood, document(aries), sci (tech) progress (good and bad)

- that we still can (aside*) choose...!

- num. other stuff, like Planet, sun, that we are able to talk, walk, make/speak up our minds (aside*), breathe...!

*/aside:

technocrats, SocEng invol. projects (guilt, blame, psych. tricks...), i.e. Voting until "cake" is gone - switch-n-bait tactic, vote themes (corrupt) "merges" (bleh)

Rotten apples, (tentative name) once again! (aside*)

this very problem I, and others (I) heard have... - if we want for "things to get easier", you dont, cant, at any circumstances, give in to {those} "Guru"s! (it) breaks my heart - we cant agree on Jesus, but there goes (>) steve jobs, bill gates, wannabe ms. holmes, oprah or pewdiepie - then, only then, all people go crazy!!??

priorities, guys (neutr.), priorities! i cant believe my eyes and ears... "my asi fakt umrieme na krasu", as we say here...

"AI Scare" wont mean anything, if you can see behind the ruse, the red herring. the scary thing isnt that "Ai will make itself body", but that we are enablers (/***), that we are more tool (and fool) that it is, to us; we are comfortable, predictable; useful idiots for another [this; fake] "Savior" (/>) of-type FAANGS... *Journobros and "scientists say"ers, with Breadtube, arent helping this "cause" either...

problem isnt IQ, but EQ (world (people) becoming controlable, "cold") and Adaptability. they Elitists (think of ivy league, silicon valley garage, paypal mafia-types) want us dependant, broke, desperate ("broken window", but this type it is fallacy, but marketing (think of cheap melting glue "made to be broken", end of waranty, cheap, fast and mass-produced products made in way that even people from those companies are leaving for bullshit (cyberpunk) market practices...)) and willing to accept (/**) "the next big thing", for 30th time in the row...

it really is battlegrounds (royale) - trapped between (these) Journobros, wishful thoughts (of dead idealism past), reason and sensibility - truly, fight as old as Higher cognitive functions...

and so is (old) this (Ad) Annoyance Tactic - You accept [it], because (of others; ***; - Ridicule Tactic) you want it to "Make it stop(, whatever! 2+2= 4,... 5...!) !" <1984, Torture scene> (/ Plus, wary - bad ad, too ad...)

-

you make me worry of you (kona) ... i get you, but i mean, you make it extreme, and do you want me to do something, or?

like, what can we do, this is the luxury question that bothers me, we (well...) in slovakia live by "it dont matter i am living horrible, the main thing is the others have it worse", and lying, stealing (see our current coalition), like, it is not honest life, and idk if i can compensate the fact by those who want slovakia to be next germany, yet you see, every country has its shit, nothing is black and white, what i hate is this grey of it, the uncertainty, "buffyism" as (you?) say...

https://matthewnorthproject.org/ - They Can't Kill The Truth

but as they say, even broken clock shows the right time twice a day - no one is right or wrong, and that there are no more facts bothers me. pro-russians tend to say "nothing is real, all of them is lying", eurobros (they sometimes mean it good, but cant live without neoliberal fantasy that NAFO will inherit world or something - more they hate "american way", they more agree, admit the technocracy....) - there is third wing too, but those are silent minority (maybe it is us here), who dont listen to neither... (some things below may be what i believe in, and so do my "twitter circle")

not all of >reddit and twitter and maybe tumblr too is brainrotten, they are just not heard good among the ads and shills and porn

there are still reasonable people, - but i thought you are one of them, and it made me scared how far you go with your ideas. there are bad, unpopular, popular, and good ideas. your posts make me think of village crazie...

you might be right, but those who have intuition know (that this is how it ends, "accepting unacceptable" - saw it so many times) and who dont know, those would stay uninterested, unphased until they already "accepted" it...

also, this "simplification of thought"...

like... that tactic goes as far as post-9/11 fear, words that franklin said are scaring feds away. i mean, if yo cant speak in terms of 0s and 1s, you are dangerous. the china system

thats why Mulan or Marvel (disney) after End Game went so retarded - no way, no means to form complex thoughts, images - or if theyd be able, theyd connect two and two together, that it is all about money, power, influence, so that nothing than family/community really matters...

we cant talk, unite for common goal... even "common sense" is unknown term by now (what has world come to) - you dont simply do the things from sex and city... not because they are amoral (that too), but because they are impossible, inflated, fictional, they are sex fantasy ffs! (more people need to know about "suspension of disbelief", i see that thing everywhere!)

---similar---

[thundrgrnd]

Shalom

whats ur sun,moon,rising, mercury, venus, and north node?

cancer sun, scorpio moon, aries rising, gemini mercury & venus, and north node in virgo.

where are you currently based out of?

fairfax, va.

what is the culture of your family?

interdependent in deed even not in word. im a middle child of five kids. we believe in community and being there for each other however we can be.

describe the impact that your heritege has had on your mediums?

living as a third culture kid who was born in the us to nigerian parents, moved to South Africa, raised there, and then moved back to the US has done a number on my brain, but for the most part it has opened my mind to the different ways everything comes back to community - its all about love, honesty, vulnerability. i try to be as transparent as possible in my work and really say what i mean.

list all of your creative disciplines?

all?????

writing, singing & songwriting, bass guitar, crochet.

how long have you practiced each?

forever, since i was a child, since 2020, started crochet as a child but picked it up again when i was in the psych ward.

what drives you?

impacting others. sharing the human experience.

what are you passionate about?

is it lame if this is also impacting others and sharing the human experience?

who in your personal life and the artistic world has had a profound influence on your work?

my mom: she is honest and true, a golden human. we’re honest in different ways about different things, but she inspires me to come as i am and ease off the pressure i put on myself.

florence and the machine: the first cd i ever bought and loved was between two lungs (deluxe) in 2010. the writing, the imagery, the vocals, the delivery altogether inspires me the same way it did when i was 12. i still listen to that album, although i have it on vinyl now.

lcd sound system: making noise and saying shit and being like “ok, this rocks” is basically how i would like my music making experience to go, they make it seem possible.

what is your greatest accomplishment thus far?

playing my first show in new york where we finished the set and got asked for an encore. i was like, “we have no more songs!” and they were like “play concrete again!” and everyone was chanting my name at the end. brain melting. never forgetting that one. idk if that counts as greatest accomplishment, though - i think surviving 2023 takes the top spot.

current profession?

i am a musician and marketing and communications coordinator at a health equity nonprofit.

where do you see yourself in the foreseeable future of 5 and then 10 years?

5 years: hopefully debt free, maybe having released a couple more albums, hair long.

10 years: i can’t think this far out man. i thought i wouldn’t make it past 17 for a long time so now thinking about the future is kinda mind melting.

who would you like to collaborate with?

people who love me back and mean it. anyone who’s willing to hear me out. anyone who believes in the collective and community as the answer to capitalism. basically, if we’re on the same frequency, let’s make shit.

what does creative expression mean to you?

recently it’s been trying to be nonjudgmental in how my artistic practice takes shape. just appreciating myself as an artist and recognizing my attempts at making good art are still shows of me making art, period. showing up as myself and letting whatever comes out come out.

what does it mean to be a woman or non binary earthling of color in america?

to fight some system every day.

what does it mean to be a femme or non binary artist of color in america?

to fight a different kind of system every day.

how has this created a barrier in your life and career?

being new to music i was definitely swept off my feet by a record label who ended up withholding money from me and refused to help me during a desperate period of time. i strongly believe that i would not have been treated the way i was if i was not a black woman.

what does creating revolutionary change in the word through art mean to you?

showing up as myself and committing to doing it every day. it’s one thing at a time. loving harder despite it all.

where should we start in dismantling the mechanisms of oppression across the globe?

with your friends. if they aren’t with it, find new ones.

what do you want to see in the creative world now, and in future generations?

more people finding their voice, more people leaning into the fact that art existed for tens of thousands of years before agriculture. we thought it was more important to paint than it was to feed ourselves efficiently, and i’m not saying we need to forget to eat but sustaining ourselves off art, returning to a life of practice… i’d love to see it.

what communitiy do you most resonate with currently?

those who identify themselves to be both lovers and fighters.

bisexual. bi as in one and another, instead of one of two. all genders are welcome at this party.

where can we find your work?

[hereticaloracles]

Psyche in Aries: Into Light

“You must make a decision that you are going to move on. It won’t happen automatically. You will have to rise up and say, ‘I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how disappointed I am, I’m not going to let this get the best of me. I’m moving on with my life.” ― Joel Osteen

Effective Dates: March 5th- May 9th, 2020

Helios’ Astrological Angle on Psyche in Aries– Heretics, its time. Time for you to come out of your self-imposed exile in the darkest recesses of your pain and grief. Psyche, the asteroid Goddess of Trust, Relationships and the Struggles we face to keep them, is here to lead you back into the Light.

While she languished in Pisces, you took a trip into the darkness of your heart, torturing yourself with the pains of love long lost and those who have hurt you (not to mention the harder torment of those you yourself have hurt!). This is understandable and you have nothing to apologize for doing this, as it is necessary to heal your heart when it aches so badly it feels like it is atrophying inside your chest, and you are the only one who knows that there’s anything wrong. It’s a lonely, isolating pain, this grief. It cuts you off from those around you who love you and blinds you to anything but feeling it as it dominates your inner landscape. It aches and consumes you.

That was then, this is now. Now it is time to stand up, shake yourself off, accept what has happened and move on. This is easy for me to say, but it feels impossible to do right now, I know. Moreover, it feels like cheating yourself and denying your emotions. But it isn’t. Psyche tells us that you cannot stay in this pain. By rejecting this truth and staying in the reverie of your hurt, you are rejecting your present and disengaging with your life. You are robbing yourself of the chance of any future happiness by focusing on the hole in your heart. The pain of your past is real, and it shouldn’t be rejected outright, but you cannot use it as an excuse to hide from your present.

Moving on is difficult. There are those who have been in your life in the past and your memories of them paint a picture that is close to your heart. They aren’t in your present however, and it doesn’t do either them or yourself any favors to keep holding them in that loving position. The hardest thing to do is to accept this reality, as it hurts that they have exited your life. God it hurts. It aches like a missing limb. But you must move on and understand that there is more time in front of you, even if it means you must go it alone, without them. You may find each other again, but you cannot wait around for a possible future. Your present is waiting for you to come back to it and open your heart to all these possibilities in front of you.

Make a choice to honor your heart by facing life again. Find your light and follow it back to yourself, Heretics.

Psyche in Aries: Into Light was originally published on Heretical Oracles

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Lilith in ASTROLOGY & observations

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What does Lilith mean in astrology?

• Lilith, or more specifically, Black Moon Lillith, is the furthest point of the moon’s orbit around the earth, when the moon is at its most isolated. It represents “a person’s primitive impulses and behavior in their rawest form,” revealing repressed sexuality and “expresses the dark side of one’s personality, buried deep in the subconscious realms of our psyche.” Intense spooky energy. It’s also referred to as “our shadow self” and “Dark Side of the Moon.”

!! I truly love reading the comments and hearing about your thoughts. Let me know what is your Lilith in and what are your thoughts on it!

!! Please do not re-word, copy, steal, repost and etc my post. If you want to use something from my posts, then please ask for permission first and give credits. !!

Lilith in Aries/1st house/Aries degrees(1, 13, 25)

Your subconscious thinking is sharp minded and with a sharp tongue. You are willing to do anything to maintain your personal freedom. Depending on the chart, you get karmatic responses and they might happen to come later in life. Your extreme passions can prevent burnout and breakdowns. In relationships, you must learn to indulge and include your partner as you do yourself.

Lilith in Taurus/2nd house/Taurus degrees(2, 14, 26)

You are willing to do anything to feel physical and emotional pleasure. Mostly from people. You know how to separate yourself from people and avoid their energy, but you tend to ignore it sometimes. In a relationship you want to know the body of your partner in many ways such as even how it moves physically. You need to learn to balance your spiritual health and material wealth.

Lilith in Gemini/3rd house/Gemini degrees(3, 15, 27)

You are great at talking, but may feel an inner dissatisfaction in everything you do. Everything you already have learned or know still feels like it’s not enough still. You are prone to gossiping even the slightest bit or you do it with yourself in your head since you do not want to deal with the aftermath. Your words are the ones you defend yourself and you know how to choose them. You also tend to have a difficulty to settle for a relationship in many ways. But it does not have to be your priority. Enjoy your own time.

Lilith in Cancer/4th house/Cancer degrees(4, 16, 28)

In relationships you tend to give so much that you might lose your independence and traits of your own personality. Deep inside you is there still this innocent little kid who wants love and peace. When you’re with yourself you probably enjoy taking care of your inner child. Do not jump into love and relationships at a minor convince and to just feel it. Focus on yourself and set boundaries and boarder lines between you, your mind and the outsiders and others thoughts and opinions. Have your eyes out. People are here to manipulate you.

Lilith in Leo/5th house/Leo degrees(5, 17, 29)

You might me seen as someone who overindulges and there is basically almost nothing you can do about it even if it is not true. Be aware to not have excessive confidence and self-esteem to the point of delusion and narcissism. It is your karmatic duty to look out for your attitude and how you present yourself. You either get bored with yourself or at a perfect balance and would rather be by yourself maybe because of the experience with not matching with other people and in other words getting called annoying.

Lilith in Virgo/6th house/Virgo degrees(6, 18)

You have an obsession with detail and perfection even if you never want to admit it. You love to be in control in many ways. Simply because you know how to do it and only you can do it right. Your karmatic duty will involve you letting go of control and the need for perfection and embracing change. Your subconscious is a very straight forward and analytical place. you overindulge in aesthetics and obsess over little details you will eventually learn to let things take their course if you put your mind really into it.

Lilith in Libra/7th house/Libra degrees(7, 19)

You and your subconscious is a social butterfly. You overindulge in the company of others. You need to set a line between yourself and others when talking and being around etc. You need to set boundaries for yourself. Losing your personality in a conversation just to be liked in that 5 min convo is not good for you. You need to learn to be by yourself as a karmatic duty. Marriage and long term relationships may bring struggles to you or you may meet partners who are karmatic or karma to you.

Lilith in Scorpio/8th house/Scorpio degrees(8, 20)

Your subconscious is often in need for transformation such as for you to turn bigger and better. You are prone to the dark and dark truths even if it can scare you. You want to know everything. On the outside picture you like to keep your mind and subconscious hidden and far away from other energies and people who can harm it since its a fragile thing and you need to protect it even if it’s a subconscious thought. You also may seek for the spiritual reasoning and meaning in things you do daily and your mind is like a library. You have A LOT there, especially in the subconscious. I’d recommend you to be close with your mind and develop an connection more than anything.

Lilith in Sagittarius/9th house/Sagittarius degrees(9, 21)

You may love education and getting knowledge even if you do not want to admit it. there is a pull towards the spiritual and a natural go-with-the-flow attitude. One of your karmatic duties is to figure out what you truly believe in without any pressure from other individuals. You really gotta figure out what is the right and wrong on your own. You probably deep down think that everything is fated and out of your control but there are still things out there that you CAN control continuously. You will have to chase relationships that help you grow spiritually rather than in societal education.

Lilith in Capricorn/10th house/Capricorn degrees(10, 22)

For your karmatic duty your public success and material wealth will be tested. You gotta learn to detach yourself from your work life and balance other stuff such as non material stuff. You are very much family oriented and it will help your develop relationships that run in other than materialistic level. You may feel like an outcast or even maybe basic in the subconscious and if pisces placements included in the chart then it has caused isolation since you’ve figured out there is not better place then your own mind or your try to avoid it. Just a friendly and helpful reminder: You running away won’t make them stop chasing. process through it.

Lilith in Aquarius/11th house/Aquarius degrees(11, 23)

You tend to base your personality and mindset off of your friend group and the people you surround yourself with. You need a feel of uniqueness and being different in the subconscious. It can bring you stress and anxiety if you are fitting in too much. If may feel like you’ve lost you and your personality and became an NPC in a way. You thrive in a relationship where the person has a uniqueness to themselves as well. Your karmatic duty will be learning to set boundaries and stop being a people pleaser. Each friendship and relationship will teach you something. Even if you think it’s the most useless thing. You learn a lot from these and different people for an example if they have a different background.

Lilith in Pisces/12th house/Pisces degrees(12, 24)

You have a severe need to escape life all the time. You will learn that your mind and unconscious is an unique place and isolation are a pleasurable things. Your karmatic duty is to regain your independence while simultaneously working and healing with others. you have a regenerative power from within and can master great strength to transform yourself. You need to have a line, even if its really thin between your spiritual and physical health. In relationships you may struggle with welcoming your partner into your mind and mindset since it’s a well protected place that people rarely have access to and learning to be more open is hard.

WOAH that took me a whole day but I finished it on an angel number👍

If you do not relate to the observations, then keep in mind, that it’s just my observations and not everything is straight up 100% facts.

I really truly hope that you enjoyed this post.

I also have a song for you who have made it this far, you deserve a treat!

The depressive one:

And the happier one I guess?:

See you next time!

~ Love, Tsunami

#astrology #lilith #observations #tumbrl

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Astro notes: Black Moon Lilith edition! 🃏🌪️🖤

🌪️ ‘Black Moon Lilith is the geometric point in the sky that marks the furthest point of the moon’s orbit around the earth. (Because the moon’s orbit is elliptical, it has two center points; one is the earth, and the other is Black Moon Lilith). 

💫 This dark void, which stays approximately nine months in each sign, embodies the very essence of the goddess Lilith. In an astrology chart, Black Moon Lilith represents a person’s primitive impulses and behavior in their rawest form.

🎸 It reveals our repressed sexuality, together with what makes us feel most vulnerable; it expresses the dark side of one’s personality, buried deep in the subconscious realms of our psyche. 

🔮 Knowing where Black Moon Lilith is located in a birth chart can reveal information related to the shadow self, and can also determine possible hidden sexual fantasies and secret fetishes’. (A great description written by Valerie Mesa on Vice.com) 

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🔭*Disclaimer* do NOT steal or plagiarise my work. I regularly scroll through Astrology tags on social media, so I will recognise when my work is stolen and message and report your account if I see it.

🔭 Take what resonates with you. Be mindful of your Natal Black Moon Lilith Sign, Aspects and Degrees too. Remember that the SIGN that your Black Moon Lilith is in, is how you will approach the area of life which that House rules. ✩ Eg. Aries BML (Black Moon Lilith) will approach impulsively and confidently. 

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🖤🥀 4th House BML may have a mother who rebelled against societal ideals of what a ‘woman’ should act like. She may have had a tomboyish or masculine energy to her. Without a doubt, their mother knows how patriarchal society is, as she had to grow up surrounded by the world moulding her, with every misogynistic event and word, into Lilith incarnate. This in turn creates 4th House BML natives to be vehemently aware of injustices in the world. 

🖤🥀  BML in 10th House natives are independent and need to work for themselves. 

🖤🥀  1st House BML will feel unstable in relation to their identity. They are easily seduced by their dark side and often have to stop themselves from projecting onto others. 

🖤🥀  1st/4th/6th/12th House BML people need to be careful when drinking alcohol or doing drugs. Their outlook in general will become more nebulous and ‘blurry’. 

🖤🥀  3rd House BML may have siblings that embody Lilith herself (rebellious, stubborn, almost a persona non grata) 

🖤🥀  BML in the 10th House often have repressed anger at their father or authority figures in general. 

🖤🥀  BML in the 11th House may feel their friends often get them into trouble. This group may give off an untrustworthy vibe too.

🖤🥀  BML Lilith in the 5th may indicate someone who enjoys taboo, occult or paranormal hobbies. They may also become obsessive over them. 

🖤🥀  BML in the 1st House signifies someone who has a hatred of taking orders/authority, needs freedom of choice and a dictation of their life and is someone who easily embraces their (feminine) shadow side. 

🖤🥀  BML in the 3rd/4th/9th House can suggest someone who explores and studies all types of Feminism and the Suffragettes. Keep studying people. 👊

🖤🥀 BML in the 1st House views life as something to rebel from. Or, to break societal norms too. 

🖤🥀  2nd House BML are usually good with money and are in love with it. May do some sneaky stuff to get it too….. *cough* *cough* 

🖤🥀  BML in the 1st House unapologetically follows their instincts. They truly, only listen to themselves.

🖤🥀  BML in the 8th House can easily talk about taboo subjects. 

🖤🥀  Without a doubt, 1st House BML can come across as shocking to some people, this can be intentional too. 

🖤🥀 Lilith in the 7th House suggests extreme suspicion and doubt towards their partner’s motives OR history. Perhaps even an obsession. 

🖤🥀 BML in the 1st House people can have people obsessing or in awe of the native’s body and physical appearance. There is a raw sexuality there that is attractive to people. If you have this placement or this is your current transit, be careful of people that just want to mess around. 

🖤🥀 BML in the 10th House people may be viewed as someone quite promiscuous, rebellious and a fighter for the underdog. 

🖤🥀 BML in the 12th House can often feel apathetic towards life. But, there is a hidden strength there that you don’t want to awaken. If you make them feel weak, they will not forget.

🖤🥀 BML in the 4th House had to fight to be heard in their homes. Now, they are adamant of having their voice heard.

🖤🥀 People with their BML in the 6th House can become easily disheartened or burnt out by the burdens of their illnesses. Having said that, I also believe that these people are next level fighters when it comes to getting through each day with these illnesses. Remember, courage isn’t always loud, sometimes it’s waking up and trying again at living. 

🖤🥀 BML in the Water Houses (4th, 8th and 12th House) have strong psychic traits that, if they worked on, would be powerful. They need to tune into their gut feelings and intuition. Most of the time, they are spot on. 

🖤🥀 The House that Lilith resides in within our Natal Chart, is the area of life where you will be a truth-seeker, be fascinated by and explore with strength. It also can signify what area of life our repressed anger resides in. 

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What House is your Black Moon Lilith in and what does this mean for you? Let me know in the replies!! ♡💀🔪🥀♥🧷🖤☠️🕸️🕷️⛓️🦇

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21st March New Moon and equinox

☆ ARIES - TAURUS - PISCES PLEASE READ! 新月☆ and upcoming pluto transit ☆ law of attraction ☆ manifestation

So, how does the law of attraction and manifestation actually work and why is it particularly important at the moment?

So this is just MY theory about how manifestation and the law of attraction both work, based off my personal experience. Your mileage may vary. However, they are both going to be crucially important over the next week or so because of the BIG astrological changes coming up.

I personally believe that manifestation works by the law of attraction. To manifest stuff, you've got to get your energy resonating on a frequency that attracts things that are also resonating on the same frequency. For me at least, the law of attraction has always meant that like attracts like. Therefore if you're unclear or uncertain in your manifestation, or unspecific, you may end up manifesting stuff that you didn't otherwise intend to.

WHY is the law of attraction super important over the next week?

Simply put, from the 20th onwards we are getting hit by one astrological whammy after another. These are BIG changes and that can be both a positive and/or a negative thing depending on how equipped you are to deal with them. These are:

1. The Spring Equinox

The spring equinox happens in Aries and is a time of total new beginnings. Out with the old and in with the new, this is about total change. Like fire, the element of Aries, change can be both destructive but can also bring good energy, like lighting a candle.

THIS equinox is unusual in that planets are concentrated in one quadrant of the sky, meaning that they are heavily amplifying each others energy. This is spread out over the signs ARIES, TAURUS, and PISCES.

2. The New Moon

New moons and full moons also amplify energy. So, in the context of the equinox, it's the energy of CHANGE that is getting a massive boost.

This means you will have SO MUCH energy to work with if you want to break through any blockages - which is the first step to manifesting what you want.

Essentially this is about using the law of attraction to manifest the change you want. The new moon amplifies the strength at which you are attracting things, too.

3. Pluto ingresses into Aquarius

Lastly on the 23rd of March, Pluto ingresses (enters) Aquarius, a rare phenomenon that signals a total shift in consciousness. So it may be that if the law of attraction hasn't been working for you yet, now is the time that you might see it level up.

This transit is mysterious and it's hard to tell exactly what is in store. Pluto is the planet of the unconscious and aquarius is the sign of revolution. Yet what this does indicate is that any changes will be affecting the totality of your being - body, mind, and soul, in both conscious and unconscious ways, altering every part of your psyche.

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I will be posting law of attraction TAROT PACs, readings and spreads on the 20th, 21st, and 23rd (UT) so watch this space!

Please feel free to reblog and share, I genuinely have no idea what these changes indicate and hope to also be sharing any interesting info I find about them.

- Suurfbluue and Kame the robo hamster

[moodymoonbitch]

Astro-observations 2.0

By:✨Moodymoon✨

⚜️ Mercury conjunct Venus aspect will bless the chart owner with a beautiful speaking voice, however, it does not necessarily grant singing ability. that depends on house placement and the sign.

⚜️ Mercury conjunct venus may also have a seductive voice and be able to attract and charm others simply by talking. This Includes Taurus mercury women.

⚜️ Mercury sextile Venus may mean the chart owner has a pleasant voice but they have to make a conscious effort to “achieve it”. (singing lessons)

but it can also mean, you'll sound erotic in bed.

So you may have not so noticeable speaking voice which blooms in the bedroom. Mercury sextile venus = Pleasant lovemaking sounds.

Astro tips: if you wanna get close with an 8th house mercury, they might be the type of people who'll be impressed if you can *break their psyche down. They might like it if you can figure out things about them that no one else knows without them having to tell you...  If they wanna discuss their own deep stuff with you there's a good chance for more.

• An 8th house Mercury will wanna talk about "your stuff" rather than "their stuff" since the 8th house governs other people's possessions. If you wanna get to know them turn the tables.

•If you wanna impress a Leo, be yourself all the way, Leo’s descendant sign is Aquarius and they greatly admire people who are unique.

•If you want to befriend somebody fast find out their Ceres sign, which will show you which way they want to be taken care of.

• For an example I’m a Pisces but my Ceres sign is in Capricorn, if I’m in distress I prefer to sit down and make a practical plan on how to fix my problem. My bestfriend helped me during a rough time in my life by doing exactly that and she’s the only one I really dare open up to. Ceres is as much of a key to emotions as the moon. Beware of squares and hard aspects that may change the outcome.

• Libras tend to like when you make decisions for them and you are unapologetically confident. Even if your idea sucks, if you stand by it there’s a good chance they’ll stand by you.

•⚜️ If your venus sign is very different from your mars sign Ex. Pisces Venus and Aries mars, and if they make no aspect to each other that can mean your romantic type is very different from your sexual type.

—> You may date a person and feel like they are your ideal romantic partner but they don’t turn you on physically at all. (I’m gonna make an entire post in detail dedicated to this soon.) !!

•⚜️ If you have many personal planets in one house you may be attracted to the sign ruling that house. For example, my friend is a Taurus who has her Sun, moon, mercury and venus in the 5th house. Her boyfriend is a Leo. You may also be attracted to the cusp ruler!

🌪Karmic friendship synastry.🌪

Having Mars conjunct south-node is the Jesus/ Judas and Cesar/ Brutus aspect where somebody you trust isn’t who you think they are. If you believe in reincarnation, this aspect means you knew each other in a past life, where you were competitors. The mars (Judas) person betrayed SN now your souls have found each other in this life to settle the karmic debt or get revenge.

The cycle breaks when both Mars and the south node person make peace with how the relationship either is or has ended, take accountability and forgive each other. OBS! they do not need to reconcile to forgive.

• We might see the people who fill our empty houses as “special” and extra memorable

• chart ruler may help you pinpoint your pet peeves in dating

Ex. my chart ruler is the sun and my ASC is Leo, my biggest turn off is when a date isn't very confident or action-oriented.

• Ex, If your chart ruler is Pluto and you have a Scorpio Ascendant you may hate when people seem “fake” and superficial or when you make all the effort. etc.

•Personal planets in the 7th may make it difficult for you to form your own opinion without input. Moon in 7th watches a movie and doesn’t like it, they call their friend who tells them “it’s the greatest movie of all time!” So they watch it again and end up liking the movie because of what their friend said.

- if it’s a fixed moon in 7th however they may need their friend's input to make a final decision which may be to not change their mind.

- cardinal can go either way, they may watch it again to see if they missed anything important that could make them like it more. If not they’ll watch it anyways but complain how they don’t “get it”.

• Personal planets in 7th will struggle to like something if other people dislike it because that eventually makes them start to question why they themselves like it.

• As a 7th house person I avoid reading movie reviews before I watch a movie otherwise I don’t know what opinion is my own

•You need squares and oppositions in synastry, there are lessons in the hard placements. too many trines and sextiles can make you take the relationship for granted and it might feel stagnant. (But there is such a thing as too much of a hard aspect)

hard aspects synastry positives: Sexual tension, strong feelings, fast action taking, easy to identify differences, intense sex, life lessons.

✨Pop-culture astrology✨:

• Celebrities with Neptune aspecting the ASC or Midheaven can get away with an obscene amount of questionable things (Ellen DeGeneres, Justin Bieber, Michael Jordan) I also find this to be true for people with Pisces placements.

•If a personal planet falls into a celebrity’s 4th house you may stan them for several years. You might like everything they do even when they mess up.

•your dominant planet’s placement and the ruler of that house may also tell you which sign you find attractive.

•Ex. Jupiter dominant, where is Jupiter? Jupiter in 10th = Capricorn

Extended:Jupiter dominant, Jupiter in Gemini, find ruler = Mercury, where is Mercury in 2nd = Taurus

• A whooping amount of celebrities with infamously turbulent love lives have Venus trine/sextile Neptune. Ariana Grande, Cardi B, Justin Bieber, Jeffree star, Demi Lovato, Iggy Azalea, Kylie Jenner. To name a few!’

• Star athlete Michael Jordan is no exception to the Venus-Neptune love blur. He not only considered the greatest of all time and also has one of the largest divorce settlements in sports history probably because of a last minute Vegas wedding where a prenup was not written.

✨Be careful with that Venus/Neptune y’all✨

• Venus/Neptune tend to idealize relationships and therefore jump in too fast. They will also idealize their partners and only see the best, thereby ignoring a lot of shady behavior. They may also stick it out longer than they should in hopes that things will change.

(One: These are all for fun not criticizing anyone’s personal life or choices)

✨That’s all I’ve got folks. ✨

Some astrologers believe we can predict everything but my god, what a boring life if we could.

xoxo//Moodymoon

[hotdogdynamitezzz]

hii i wanna get in Valentine’s Day Game💌

I'm curious about three things you love about my chart. Can you tell me?

Thanks to you, I think it will be a sweet day without chocolate🍫🤎

Hi! Ofc 🥰 I'm so sorry this is late I hope u still had chocolate LOL😭 but you're so sweet for saying that fr omg🫶🫶🫶

I'M A BIG FAN OF SUN IN 8TH HOUSE PEOPLE TBH. Your sun in Capricorn (an absolute girlboss sun btw) falls in the 8th house at an Aries degree. That's a lot of intensity in your character. The sun is your vitality, what you develop in your life or themes that surround your life, and your ego. Having this in the 8th house is cool because it does give you a lot of vitality and energy but in a hyperfocused way. You tend to preserve a lot of your energy and use it for things you deem as resourceful or to achieve goals as it falls in Capricorn. You also tend to witness a lot of tragedy or dark events as it's a common theme of the 8th house. You might be into horror, mysteries or any dark topics because you can easily put your energy into figuring out and diving into unknown or murky subjects. Same thing with people, the 8th house rules the psyche so often times your hyperfocused energy can really center around your understanding of how people work. You have a fearless vibe to you

Venus in Aquarius 9th House at 16° (Cancer Degree). This is nice and lighthearted to balance out your 8th house. I love Venus here because you have a love for learning, always creating new ideas and exploring, and in general sharing your life experiences with other people tends to be a great bonding experience. You have a lot of passion and adventure in you! You are good at showing love equally and once you find someone you truly love it's a ride or die as Aquarius is a fixed sign (Ik Venus in Aquarius has a rep for cheating but it's sooooo wrong). Venus in Aquarius are actually quite loyal once they find the one. It just means you have fun finding yourself, being independent, sharing ideas and opinions with others & always thinking of creative ways to show your love. Relationships tend to be fun and chill at first with you.

Honestly going back to the 8th House because I can't ignore your Mars in Capricorn 8th House placement LOL. Mars is exalted in Capricorn meaning you have a lot self-control & discipline. You don't get tempted easily and might be very physically strong. Very good placement for controlling impulsive behavior! In the 8th house this just gives soooo much strength and willpower. You definitely will never give up until you achieve what you want. You have your mind set on goals 24/7 and know how to strategically win every argument or situation tbh. You also are subtle and graceful when angry? Like you definitely don't just randomly lose it in public. It's just such a well-controlled Mars placement! You could enjoy learning about sexuality more or put your energy into psychology.

[tower-girl-anon]

what do you think about this composite chart of a couple? 🥰

lilith conjunct aphrodite in leo in the 9th house / trining north node;

juno/psyche/descendant conjunction in taurus;

alma/moon/vesta conjunction in gemini in the 7th house;

moon trining jupiter/neptune/fortune, sextile mars and opposite pluto;

sun square moon / opposite mercury / inconjunct mars / square pluto and trine ascendant;

amor (27°)/lust (24°)/DNA (21°)/venus and mars (17°)/north node (14°) all in aries in the 5th house consecutively conjuncting each other;

venus and mars both trining pluto and lilith / sextile neptune / opposing jupiter;

jupiter square saturn and chiron / trine neptune and fortune / sextile pluto /

kaali conjunct jupiter / karma conjunct south node in libra in the 11th house;

uranus conjunct IC in pisces and mercury conjunct MC in virgo / sun in pisces in the 4th house;

neptune conjunct chiron in aquarius in the 3rd house and opposing lilith;

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR TIME ILY 💖 also, do you think this could indicate a soulmate, destined or married couple? and do you also study meeting charts? because our meeting chart also has mars conjunct venus coincidently 😚

Well, thank you so much for your question!!

Just to clarify, I'm going to make some general observations based on the list of aspects you gave me. I won't describe how every aspects plays out because that is an ammount lot of work that I can't do at the moment, but an overall energy between the two I will do.

First of all, taking into consideration your question if this indicates a soulmate, destined married or married couple, I will day that this chart strongly indicates a past life connection. I say this due to the South Node in Libra in eleventh house conjunct Karma, the asteroid Alma in the seventh house, and Juno and Psyche in the same house as the last time. With the Libra sign being the ruler of the seventh house, this talks about a connection that have met before in a past life. Maybe you were friends, lovers, family or a married couple. Watever you were, you both have karma from past lives to resolve. In a way, the eleventh house South Node, Alma in the seventh, and Chiron in the third house tell some themes related to society, partnership, travel, brother/sister, and friends. Maybe in past lives you were friends or brothers who loved each other deeply (there are aspects in the chart that signals love and sexual attraction with the Venus, Mars, Pluto, and Lilith aspects), but couldn't stay with each other due to the opinion of the rest of the world.

With the stellium of love and sexual asteroids in the fifth house and with a close orb to Venus, Mars, and the North Node, it seems clear that the mutual love will continue in this lifetime. You still carry the love for each other in your DNA along with the passion and joy of being in each other's presence. A romantic relationship could develop if you want it. It seems as if, externally, you both show a serious and resposable face that may look more as respect or care rather than love (Mercury conjunct MC in Virgo), but, since you know each other, it seems as if you have a strange and misterious feeling of having known this person before with Uranus in conjunction to the IC and the Sun, in the same house, in Pisces.

This is all I can sense based on the overall energy of the chart alone, I can answer that yes, this connection is fated. It is a soulmate connection? Yes if the connection between the Moon and Alma asteroid exist. Does this mean that we are meant to marry? Sadly, this is not something that astrology can predit. It can give hints of possible contracts between souls, but nothing can be said about marriage since it all depends on free will.

I hope this reading resonated with you. Sadly, I don't know nothing about meeting charts, but I guess these charts are charts that are created based on the date, year, month and hour of the meeting between the two, am I right? If it is, maybe the Venus and Mars aspect indicates an instant liking of each other. But I'm not sure.