#when I finally get back round to it
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at my best, I'm a sacrificial lamb at my best, I am something you could handle
#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#art#//#spoilers#image lyrics: pressed - alvvays#top left refers to anyas trouble sleeping and inability to share what shes going through with anyone. also quilt stitching. curious#nobody can hear you scream in space and all you can do when your planes going down is try to breathe#daisuke my beloved youre surrounded by people who kept letting you down. then back up as a saintlike character in death. you must be dizzy#but wait. newspaper clippings in the background theyre totalllly talking about you dude. look theres streamers and foam and everything#on heavily overexposed film all you can make out are the darkest parts . or it could become a beautiful nuanced grey. isnt that great curly#i modelled his eye here in the shape of the first photo of a black hole. why wont anyone but jimmy look him in the eyes?#hi swanseas palpable guilt. i guess if you stop biting the hook he'll get bored and finally end this game of cat and mouse#the whole piece is haunted by jimmy btw . notice how the yellow arrows zero in on the Real Problems to him#this next part i wrote after watching a video on the board game in mouthwashing because i spent a lot of time choosing editions#daisuke: toys r us edition with his piece already in the home row so winning by just 1#(the lowered expectations towards him + the safety net his family provides... which would not actually matter much after the crash...)#swansea: the royal edition#standard used on the tulpar + theres a move where you can form a blockade with 2 pieces and nothing can move forward or break it#even your other pieces (they changed this to be more lenient on everyone else after the crash i mean in the newer editions)#anya: homemade fabric board with influences from diane allison-stroud. the one i used is called the reader#(an artist who recreates boards from the 18-1900s and designs new pieces many of which are decided to memories from her childhood#she often pays homage to her mother/grandmothers textile arts)#i swear i had inspo for curly too but i cant seem to find the one with rounded edges encroaching on the middle like i drew#little distinguishing his part from the board itself (jimmy) but of course those two are Very different and itd be wrong to mix them up#how could i forget jimmys fear of -itys and stubborn menu options of leave and do nothing. finally all the stars become the tulpar logo :)
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IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S FINALLY HERE! THE OFFICAL SHOP OPENING!
why april 1st? cause that's my birthday! woooo! °˖✧◝(≧▽≦)◜✧˖°
after months of work and prep, this is my birthday gift to me lol
Here's everything that will be in the shop!
Shop Link IG Link
Get your calendars and alarms set!
ps- i'm also trying to get into anime cons to sell at the AA i'm mainly based in the US south i've already got a few con set up for this year maybe you'll see me in the future 👀
secret bonus info: first 40 orders will get a random doodle (10x of each boy drawn) don't worry they'll be inked

if you put your tumblr name in the order notes and if i recognize it, i'll try to give you a boy you favor but no promises
#i'm so sorry it took so long#remember when i wanted to open in February? lolololnope#i mainly work on the merch stuff on the weekends#as you can see i had a lot of things to prep for#the etsy listings for everything and making the catalog were what took the longest#even now the listings still need to be double checked#but i hope it'll be worth the wait!#i got more merch ideas that i can finally get back to and finish up#but round 2 of new merch won't be for a loooong time at least#maybe sometime after summer#fan merch#merch#tmnt merch#my art#merch update#keychains#acrylic charms#stickers#art prints#shop update#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the turtles#rise of the tmnt#pokemon#eeveelutions#wooloo#smoliv
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I s2g ever since that game changer episode kiss from a rose just magically appears in my head. constantly. I WOULD LIKE ANY OTHER SONG PLEASE
#dont get me wrong. i love kiss from a rose.#but it has truly been every waking moment since#i will catch myself humming/singing kiss from a rose. BUT JUST THE CHORUS#and maaaybe the chorus lead up/part of the verse. bc i go jfc can we at least do a different part of the song?????#when i was trying to fall asleep i had to improv over pachelbells canon (dont give me shit over spelling lol)#to get kiss from a rose out of my head. finally was able to sleep after 274793672826282 rounds of the damn thing#and then i wake up today. get my food. bring laptop to living room. sit and eat.#..............theeere was a great tooower aloone on th- GODDAMMIT NOT AGAIN#im in hell. im in seal hell. please somebody rescue me i dont know if ill ever get out of here#im gonna start singing the song that never ends ffs. or 99 bottles of beer. or SOMETHING#anything but kiss from a rose..........#and i have like. like. yknow that ''oh how do you see an apple in ur head'' chart#and some people can Perfectly Picture an apple down to the details. ive got that but with sound#i can. hear. in my head. the sounds or song or w/e. as if it was being played aloud#its not an auditory hallucination cuz its not. my eardrums arent hearing anything. i can just Have the sound in my head#which i dont really think is perfect pitch but it does essentially function like it#my brother has the same deal#anyway. so i can HEAR. KISS FROM A ROSE. IN MY HEAD. WHETHER I WANT TO OR NOT#MR SEAL IS SINGING TO ME PERSONALLY AND IM GONNA CLONBER HIM WITH A HAMMER#now that your liife is in blooomm. a liiight hits tha glooom SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!#ITS BEEN LIKE A WEEK P L E A SE#or. no several weeks!!!! several fucking weeks!!!! and ill just be chilling and then THERES FUCKING KISS FROM A ROSE AGAIN#sam reich im sueing u for damages. emotional damages mental damages. this is your fault sam#im gonna fucking give myself a lobotomy atp. ANYTHING#and like. ill get other songs occasionally. watched wicked so i had popular for like 20min! ....and then back to seal 🤦🏾#please. someone. anyone. put me out of my misery PLEASE#please 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
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H. HOLD ON. I DIDN'T REALIZE S40 WAS STARTING BACK UP AGAIN HOLY SHIT
#para finally logs back into tumblr and gets absolutely blasted: episode 8483#its been a LOT lately but honestly when is it not??#anyways great news exciting news glad s40 is runnin again#I MISSED SEVERAL ROUNDS.
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ok yk what. now that i’ve had some time to process nghy canon, considering the current pacing of gen retcon, i think their next step is as ✨clear as day✨

i really like seeing them happy together, but i truly do think that they should divorce and either live the rest of their lives as single besties; partners in hero/heroine-isms, but better off as just friends, or go their separate ways for a bit and get back together when they’re a little older and wiser, staying together for good this time around, as each other’s first and last boyfriend/girlfriend
#‘haven’t you had quite enough of pushing your divorce agendas??? like with lxl????’ no. never.#idk i think part of their charm was nagisa’s patience and genuine earnest love for hiyori#and hiyori’s determination to achieve her goals of becoming a true heroine in every sense of the word…#but the current pacing is kinda… um. i really love how nghy is now truly canon ofc. but… it feels too rushed?#like they’re just checking off a box on a ‘relationships to go’ checklist?#and nagisa’s sudden second confession? in a throwaway line? what was that all about man… when did that even happen? excuse?#i think it’d have been more meaningful if hiyori was the one to confess without any prompting (to lead to their relationship)…#and. uh. don’t take this the wrong way but… noontea seemed a little peer pressure-y to me.#it kinda felt like juri and chizu were pressuring hiyori into getting a bf… it’s been eating away at me ever since i tried to tl it. but.#…idk. point is. i think a relationship built on those foundations (peer pressure/fomo and a suddenly persistent guy(???)) is doomed to fail#and so i think nghy should divorce. maybe they’ll reconnect romantically in a few years#(fulfilling nagisa’s agreement to be hiyori’s ‘last bf’ as well as having been her ‘first bf’ during their first try at a relationship)#or they could just be besties till the end of time; having been each other’s hero and heroine once upon a time#ik hw doesn’t do breakups of their main couples (not since nakimushi kareshi eons ago i think…)#but i think they should give it another go for nghy. maybe it’d make their love story a little more compelling#and maybe we could all unite under the cheers of hoping that ng and hy get back together in the future as more mature adults…?#idk i just. think the ‘right person; wrong time’ trope could work for nghy#like how it went in sukiuso/heroika with nagisa’s failed confession#even then they were the right person for each other; it just wasn’t the right time for them to date (personal goals/long distance/etc)#so maybe. this time ‘round even though they’ve started dating circumstances could still pop up here and there and maybe…?#…but idk~~~~~~~~ maybe it’s just the 5am thoughts or something that’s finally putting my incoherent trains of thoughts into words…#point is!!!!!! the current pacing is awkward!!!!!!!!! nghy deserve better!!!!!!! and their love story needs to be treated with more care!!!!#idk are hw trying to speedrun nghy for h10w bc nghy’s. like. a mix of different features of their previous couples#which would make ‘em the perfect couple to bring h10w together(???) or something???#but idk. im still really really happy the nghy is canon but. there are some mixed feelings here and there too…#idk dudes this has gotten way too long for its own good so ig i’ll stop here…#live laugh love nghy canon but… i still think they should break up for *at least* a year or so to reasses their relationship#sorry nghy… it’s for your own good i swear… i truly want you to be happy together!!!! i really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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disappointed but not surprised 🙄
#but what do you fucking expect when the events always finish in the afternoon in Japan fucking rip#this is why i didn't bother checking until this morning tho since i knew it'd be too good to be true 🤣#well at least he got to be winning in those last 10 minutes at least 😔#still proud of him for actually getting to make it to the final round tho#and for actually holding his own until last second bonus calculation bullshit lmao#anyways back to not caring about voting gauntlets 😋#fire emblem#fe heroes#feh#Fredrick fire emblem
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learned about surugaya's online shop, saw that they currently have free worldwide shipping and here we are, unreasonably spending money...
#but i'll finally get a cute gojo plush and for a good price that is#and i'll also finally get the big round sukuna plush that wouldn't have fit in my suitcase back when i was in japan#originally i just wanted to buy an illustration card...#personal stuff
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I'm hooked on ANNO 1503 again - currently trying to get Metropol A - settling 100.000 people - done. kinda stupid thing that's consuming my time, because basically I'm just building this pattern over and over again...
#ollie's log#anno 1503#with some slight variations because most times there's not enough space for the whole thing#as soon as an island has one church and uni you don't need them in the pattern anymore#so the five citizens houses can be put into the corners where they don't reach the bathhouse and stay citizens#so you have exactly 3500 people in one such square - a nice round number#I'm at 53.000 people spread onto two islands right now#lost sight of how many weeks I've been playing#since getting back from vienna a month ago?#a little less maybe since I started and restarted the scenario#anyway when I've FINALLY finished that I'll do something completely different#and try to build outside my normal pattern - no more straight streets and pre planned cities!#no more mono cultures and huge plains of the same grains#instead every hunter and fisherman and weaver and brewer and farmer will get their own town house!#I'll build little villages#surrounded by different farms#and a monastery as soon as it's time to build a big church#and who knows maybe when I'm satisfied with those things I'll get myself a mod#I've found people who managed to create some - hope they still work with the version of the game that I've got
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Magenta 😟
#I've had cognitive impairment from covid before but not to where i feel intellectually dumb when i write#my college papers and my writing projects dont sound like “me” as of late#its very bare bones and doesn't have the descriptiveness or humanity i normally give#like i see the scenes or what i want to say in my head#but what i type aint matching up#and yeah i naturally get into slumps like that but this is like that slump x 9000#I'm kinda scared this round might've given me brain damage#havent been feeling all the way like myself#but i also know too that covid takes a while to heal from and of course theres long covid shit which ive dealt with before#im just frustrated guys#i feel like within the last 3 to 4 months i finally healed from my last bout of rona#and i get it again and im back to square one#i just want to write and feel okay with it and not feel so stuck just trying to come up with a basic sentence#seriously even writing basic shit is hard right now#it took me a week to get 5 pages on duality#and im used to churning out at least 10 pages on my projects at minimum every couple days to a week#man give me chronic pain anyday but don't take away my mind and the freedom that comes with that#sorry guys im feeling sad#i know i gotta give myself time but im impatient#i hate how right before i caught covid again i was gonna get my flu shot and an updated covid vax#wish i could've avoided this crud#having weird chest shit too#was a heart thing now its gerd now its potentially back to a heart thing#im tired#i need a hug#i love you 🫂💙#magenta is my vent word
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finally finished orv after two years . . . what do i do with my life now
#started in junior year hs dropped it for a while then started reading again at the start of this semester and now im finally done !#dont know whether to cheer or just crumple up and start crying bc wow that was a ride#i thought the ending was tragic but then i moved on to the epilogue and oh my godd#the way kdj was crying and miserable bc he missed his companions and he wanted to be with them so Badly#but when kimcom finally Finally chase him down and come back to him theyre too late and hes already disspitated into other world lines#and after that like. whenever kdj pulls some shit and dies the next chapter always starts with an ‘i’#and hes back and alive and kicking and Thinking but after that epilogue chapter there isnt a chapter in his pov theres no more ‘i’s and.#it just made me incredibly sad bc we dont get to see his pov ever again bc hes truly gone unless we as a reader can imagine him alive again#anyways sad things aside it is Incredibly funny that lee hyunsung just became a wanted man in the 1865th round lmaoo#+ uriel sun wukong and black flame dragon forming a band together ??? truly the most randomest thing in the epilogue#++ yoohankim need to stop beating the shit out of e/o and learn to talk their feelings out Please#+++ sooyoung’s love for dokja has me miserable o-|-< she would wait for him an eternity write for him an eternity im so sad#three times she endlessly wrote a novel for him to read three times she waited to see him for so long <//3#you bet im imagining the happiest conclusion i can for them#they WILL live happily ever after in that big house together as long as i have something to say about it!#orv
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Tripod Baby wasn't the ending theme for Shadow Generations 0/10 game
#Shadow doesn't have the brushing back his quills idle animation -2/10 game#/j in all seriousness tho the game is AMAZINNNGG#I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT#Funny how avoiding everything about a release title until you experience it fully yourself can be so gratifying#I finally get to hear people's opinions on it and wait what was that? they hate this or that? Huhh??? What do you meaaaaan?????#Also: WHAT DO YOU MEAN they're handing out ranks like candy on Shadow Gens#When I play like ass I get ass ranks and Shadow gives me the stink eye and it makes me feel awful so I work harder for a higher rank#how the hell are y'all getting A or S ranks first try on acts 1?#If anything the game that is hysterically generous with its ranks is base generations. Playing both games side by side is funny as hell#Shadow will be over here busting his tail out to get a perfect clear on levels#and Sonic will fumble all over the place like an idiot and be like heeeyy I don't give a shit! Get a B! Actually let's round it up to an A!#because!#playing as Shadow feels so gooood it's like I'm fully on control and not stupidly slamming my way through everything like with Sonic lol#getting a B rounded up to an A after beating the shit out of Shadow in the silliest way was insulting and so so funny#Anyway even things I could quote en quote criticise about the game I think aren't that big of a deal#Like yeahh no callback to an 05 level is a sin but you know what? I forgive them. They cooked#and it was delicious#got everything I wanted out of it and I'm satisfied#shutupcaguay
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no, you are right! karo for any slam in her long career. WTA BEIJING TITLE COMING SOON!!
i fear she will get her ass handed to her in the semis but i do like your attitude anon
#you are far more optimistic than me 😭#we’ll see…and then hypothetically playing coco or paula in the final…VILE#she is not making it out of this tournament alive#and i’m almost positive she’ll pull out of wuhan because she’s not seeded and won’t get a first round bye…#technically she’s supposed to play qualifying actually lmfao#though i believe iga pulling out means she might be getting the last main draw spot#but in truth i am fully satisfied objectively with what we’ve gotten from this season#rescued the rank so she should be able tk directly enter most tournaments next season at minimum#clearly proven she can still compete at a very high level…like of course i want more for her but i think when the seasons over#ill be able to sit back and really fully register how pleased i am with how its gone#anyways sorry this turned into a tag rant lmfao i just have a lot of thoughts about her
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The Post Concert Depression™️ is still hittin’ two days later 🙃
#I was legitimately untethered last night#forgot groceries (that needed to be refrigerated) in my rather hot car for over an hour#then ran into a trailer hitch on my way back inside from getting them#when I finally got home I sat down on the couch and basically forgot to eat dinner until 10:00pm#plz can we have an inkcarceration round two this weekend?? I need it for my sanity#…
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i finally got a dumbphone today so now when i go to the job center and anywhere else where i get told to dowbload apps and various things of this nature i can just wave it around helplessly
#im not getting your stupid app. hope this helps#it has the most godawful ringtone so when this specific round of Wait For Employer To Get Back To Me is over i can finally turn it off#i do have a smartphone but its for my own personal convenience (mainly maps and pictures of g) not everyone elses#no one call me if you cant see me i dont exist. thanks 👍
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ao3 stats game
tagged by @malcolm-f-tucker, ty!!
Rules: Give us the links to your wonderful words with the most hits, most kudos, most comments, most bookmarks, most words, and fewest words.
expect this to be skewed towards d20 bc while i haven't written much for that in a while it is easily the biggest fandom i've written anything for
Most hits: The Disappearance of Adaine Abernant - dimension 20 (fantasy high), 2,637 hits
Most kudos: ^, 193 kudos
Most comments: Extra Credit - dimension 20 (fantasy high), 73 comments
Most bookmarks: ^, 54 bookmarks
Most words: Starlight - oklahoma!, currently sitting at 34,091 words.
Fewest words: The Symphony of Hadestown - hadesotwn, 191 words. my first posted fic ever! look at her, she's so tiny, lol. my next shortest clocks in at exactly 400 words longer; even when i'm trying to be brief i tend to go on a bit, haha
i shall tag @tragedyposting @theresa-of-liechtenstein @kingfisherkink @grasslandgirl and @druid-for-hire! idk who else of my mutuals really uses ao3 at all so i'll just leave it there lol
#sasha speaks#let the poet bless this round#tag game#tagged for me#malcolm-f-tucker#ty!#starlight. man#i stubbornly refuse to abandon this one despite not updating it in over a year#i think it somehow has even less of an audience than any of my niche ass opera shit but i don't even care#it is my pet project and i have the whole thing planned out meticulously still#just gotta actually write it someday. i would estimate its current length is about a third of the hypothetical final thing#making it easily my longest and most ambitious work ever. extra credit is my next longest which sits completed at about 31k#my current don g wip. well i am hoping it won't get that long but who knows. i'm just at the start of it all still#also. man remember when i wrote for an Actual Fandom? lol#i still really like my fantasy high fics tbh i'm really proud of how they turned out and how much people have responded to them#even if i've more or less moved on from d20 at this point#if junior year ever drops i will be all over that shit once again but until then i've mostly set it aside#maybe i'll get back to spelling bee though. bugs me that it's unfinished and i know it still has some kind of audience that wants to see
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No, but if something happens to Mike on his roadtrip, I will riot
#neighbours#mike young#spoilers#i was not alive first time round but since he came back for the finale and now the revival i really like him#i love him and Jane together#they didnt take 30 years to get together just for something to ruin it#yeah Guy is Hollywood now but theres no reason he cant come back every now and then#even if it just a facetime 95% of the time#give them other dramas like the wedding venue floods or someones relative dies and they have to leave for a bit#dont fuck this up just bc Guy probably cant commit as much as they would like#its like in casualty when charlie and duffy took 30 years to get together#then duffy develops dementia and dies and charlie turns into a bit of a dick
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