#why am i so slow *cry*

[aprilblossomgirl]

random sound win moment [11/?] a brief compilation of sound hitting and caring for win after all that "Then I’ll hit on you until your heart beats fast. Okay? Bring it on. I’m not afraid of you. You’ll see. (my school president, episode 9)"

[russellius]

HUNGARIAN GP: previously unheard radio from George and Charles

[menelaiad]

not now babe im crying over the stupid niche average historical fiction books i found in the bowels of my local library that have a band of characters i love more than my own soul and have grown so attached to that i ache

[bo0zey]

when gerard way said “when i grow up i want to be nothing at all” i felt those words in my gdamn soul bro

[winterrose42]

I sm meant for a psperwork and objevt organizing desk job. Archivist gemersl thing study n organizer. Typinh out data and keepinh records. It is a fuvking crime this is noy a job i can find within my ares or reslly a viable one to really fo snywhere i would thrive. Plesse universe give this to me i hste calling people

[youssefguedira]

hm. well.

[screwpinecaprice]

Just giving an update regarding my Ko-fi requests and Regular commissions!

Just giving an update regarding my Ko-fi requests and Regular commissions! I just woke up but I'm already tired so I can't make a more proper paragraph…ing.

I might have failed to emphasize that unlike Regular commissions, Ko-fi requests are time-based. The amount of time I'm given to draw your request will depend on the amount of Ko-fi tip you give. (You must understand, I can't draw fully colored 20 panels with many full bodies for $12, even if it's my rough and more simple drawing style. Them just having busts/half bodies and maybe one or two full bodies, maybe, sure. But I literally can't do all of that under 12 hours. ). And the speed at which I draw is not consistent.

Ko-fi request details here Regular commission details here [Still under construction]

$1-2 tips will now only be limited to around busts (can still be more than one character though). However we might be able to work around to more body parts shown if I believe it's necessary for the message of the image to be delivered.

I'm pretty sure I can open busts and half body Regular commissions halfway of next month (September). But it is still to be determined if I can do knees and full body.

Not that related (but could be?), there are times or days I'm offline. I could be asleep. I could be at work. I could be avoiding the internet to avoid distractions. (Oftentimes I actively refuse to go in Instagram because it bombards me with cat videos. XD)

I learned the laptop I'm using is not upgradable, and it's basically telling me it could die any moment. Which means must save for a new one (I'm recommended a gamer laptop); which means it's time to activate Grind! I am so going to be super busy for the next months. Also I have been considering saving for a display tablet. I'm using a super cheap Viekk screenless drawing tab and I've been satisfied with the product. so I was also wondering if their display tab is fine too.

[milo-is-rambling]

Need to stop making jokes about my grief and depression but then literally who would I be anymore.

[izloveshorses]

[cherryview]

!!!!

[cobaltfluff]

damn

fujieda true end was really good

I'm actually crying huh

[indigodawns]

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[pepprs]

why is everyone involved with this myself included being so fucking annoying. like PLEASE just give me a straightforward answer. also why are you fucking going on vacation right now when i need you lol but anyways

[narcan-necromancer]

♡

I know that this is a really sappy post, but I just want to post it. My life has just gotten better over the past year. My birthday reminded me of that. I'm surrounded by friends that truly love me. I don't celebrate my birthday. Michael used to just ignore me for 3 days before and three days after my birthday because he said it was his least favorite holiday. He said that because I had posted about getting nudes for my birthday over a year before we became a couple. He used to make me feel so terrible about myself and I was so lonely because I wasn't allowed to hang out with my friends or even talk to them. I was so alone. This year it got to see all of my favorite people. My friends truly celebrated me and that felt amazing. I'm usually so wrapped up in self hatred, that I forget that people really do and can love me. My friend got me a Polaroid camera, because I often get lost in my own head and gas light myself. I tend to think that I made things up in my head unless I have physical proof, like photos or the confirmation from other people that something happened. It meant so much to me. Theboi Even celebrated with me this weekend. I've never had a partner take me out like that. We had so much fun at cheesecake, and then we watched the Royal rumble. I just, I feel so happy and loved. My nerd friend group and I also spent so much time together this past week. They all wish me happy birthday and we've watched videos together pretty much everyday. I feel so thankful. Last year, I was still an opiate addict that had just recently overdosed. I wanted to die. I just wanted to die. I'm so thankful for my friends. I'm so thankful to be alive. I know I have dips, but really and truly the people in my life make it worth living.

[foxcassius]

i have split my self-taught korean lessons into a Morning Block and an Evening Block. classes start monday evening and end friday morning. in the evenings, i do the textbook portion of an entire chapter of this book. takes like 30 mins and then i have to spend forever manually making quizlet flashcards bc this book has no online resources beyond the listenings. then i practice the flashcards a little, sleep, and wake up. in the morning, i practice the flashcards again and then i do the workbook portion of an entire chapter of the book. takes like 30-40 mins. then i usually take a nap. in this way, i am sleeping between almost every Session of my class to ingrain the information on my brain, and am completing 4 chapters per week, which is great because i already know the content of like every single one of these chapters atm and just need to get through them to get to the stuff i dont know. i would say the most valuable asset this book is providing me is the structured vocabulary lists since amassing vocabulary is the hardest part of learning a language, for me. i also think the workbook is deeply useful. i kind of wish there were more workbook pages per chapter. because putting the language to use is the best form of practice. and as such, the thing my self-taught korean lessons is lacking the most is conversation in korean with other humans.