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goldensunset · 11 months

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the submas fandom has some kinda special power where it’s like ok those are two near-identical looking brothers who look like That and as far as i know have like next to no canon personality but they’ve transformed them into like some of the most popular pokémon characters of all time and keep making the most genuinely beautiful and touching art about guys who look like That so like. you can’t help but be at least a little bit into their thing even if you don’t go there. hit that like button

#person who paints jerry from tom and jerry into a renaissance painting #do i understand why? no. do i know high-quality art when i see it? yes #i’ll cry with you. why not #peach rambles #pokémon #it’s annoying when fandoms toss out everything in canon and completely create their own thing #but if there was nothing there to begin with. well then i’m just impressed. kinda feels like goncharov in a sense

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kimetsu-chan · 14 days

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I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted

I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people

I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;

so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)

#But yeah :)#hopefully I’ll be able to sleep it off tonight but since school is tomorrow might end up still tired and stressed (ᵕ—ᴗ—)#lol I’m trying not to complain or make a stink about it whilst still being informative—#Edit: uh so I don’t know what’s wrong with me this morning #But it’s already starting to go to crap unfortunately #Hgnhh I wanna talk but I keep telling myself it’s selfish to talk about how I feel #Idk I’m just messed up man #Feel like crap #eating earlier didn’t help it just made me feel worse #I don’t wanna go shopping or to the outing :(#But my dad said he needs help #And I don’t think I have a choice for the outing #And school tmrw :(#I don’t wanna do this I really font #I think I’m breaking down #Yeah I’m breaking down #<- that’s dramatic I’m sorry #Edit 2: if I trigger myself so badly that I have a really quick and strong breakdown will that make me fine for the rest of the day #Bc omg I have things I need to do! I can’t mope around and be dramatic all day!#I hate this! I don’t want it! Literally any other day would have been doable!#I can’t just ask my dad to stay home from the outing either because then that would entail me explaining why I don’t wanna go and I’d cry-#-in front of him and I don’t wanna cry in front of people #I hate this so much #i wish I could just poof into nonexistence #🌾#<- atp it’s a vent #Edit 3: I’m trying really hard ace but petting my dog isn’t working

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thedeerman · 5 days

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me: i’m gonna make sure i remember to take my meds properly

my doctors office: actually we’re gonna just… not refill that for a while. yeah, you can call all you want. we’ll say we’re working on it and then not do it. enjoy the withdrawals, bitch

#crying #no seriously i’m so mad #i FINALLY started feeling better after remembering to take my meds #and now i’m out of them and my dr is a piece of poo #i’m now on day three of no mood stabilizers:)#i’ll admit tho that between this one and my antidepressant #the withdrawal from the antidepressant is MUCH WORSE #like i get intensely sick when i don’t take it #this one is just making me tingly and on edge and not sleeping well #i can’t focus for the life of me #i just wanna lay in bed :(#fuck the us healthcare system #why you gotta be that way #just give me the pills i’ve been taking for the better part of a DECADE why do we go through this like every three fucking months #it’s just never easy with this shit #sorry about the rambles

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static-quo · 8 months

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I had an idea and needed to get it out as soon as fucking possible-

(Just a wip but I think I may be on to something here- ówò)

#Alastor gets a super demon form Vox gets one too uwu #I think my fave part of the show’s style is how they draw the transition from the lower leg to the top of the foot #almost always gives that Creacher look to any design #trying to stay loose and not over render -w-#I feel like the screen breaking in half to make his jagged smile look ferocious will possibly be official #JUST because it’s very apropos for the design #that is if we get Vox doing a heckin Scary in the future of course #he could just not have one (to which I cry a lil)#also I apologize for this because I am both a furry and a monsterfucker so if he looks a lil….#you know why |D #i’ll shut up now #wip #volt scribbles

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apotelesmaa · 7 months

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> looking for a tenma siblings relationship study

> ask the op if the study is actually about the tenmas or just treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

> they don’t understand

> pull out an illustrated diagram explaining the difference

> they laugh and say “it’s a good relationship study sir”

> click the post

> it’s treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

#project sekai #listen I love tsukasa as I love all the wxs members but i also love saki and cannot stand u people #don’t even get me started on when people fridge saki for contrived tsukasa angst. I’ll kill you.#i could also go on a rant abt how saki is so disrespected in general by pjsk fans #& as sm1 with a (less severe) chronic illness I do not appreciate how her illness is only explored in relation to how tsukasa feels abt it #but I think I would get too frustrated #gripping ur shoulders. read the doll story again.#also if ur talking abt tsukasa’s character & don’t mention saki u have automatically failed #before any of his relationships saki is the most important like it’s not subtext it’s literally just text #did we forget the dazzling event where he finally has a breakthrough in his role bc he talked to saki.#or the main story where he’s like yea saki is literally the reason I pursued acting #or the doll event where he’s despondent bc he thinks saki is mad at him & then when honami comes to his school #his first reaction is to sprint over like WHAT HAPPENED 2 SAKI IS SHE OK (sprints home)#or saki canonically being his no.1 fan. smh. u cannot separate them. and why would u want to. they’re so funny.#+ saki saying he made her hospitalizations more bearable. picking up on his mannerisms. crying during the doll festival bc they had a fight.#the dolls being her favorite things bc of how it symbolized their bond.#the complex tenma sibling mental illness web in general makes me crazy.#saki is like I love u but I wish u wouldn’t worry abt me so much and rely on me more & then tries to hide issues to make him not worry #tsukasa is like I’m always worried abt u and I don’t want to burden u because I feel like I need to always be a rock for u #ough. love them.

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courttwoknee · 8 months

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Starting the last ep of wolf 359

#why do I feel like I might cry. or maybe I’ll just yell. who knows.#wolf 359

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 4 months

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So I was reading articles about John Hurt (as I do when I procrastinate on life in general lol) and I saw a still shot of a movie I’ve never seen still shots of before; so I looked it up. It’s a play. I was worried I wouldn’t find it in full online; but I did, so here it is in all its glory:

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He’s just… ugh I want to gently hold his face in my hands he’s just so sad and lonely with his weepy voice and eye bags. I couldn’t process half of what he said but I think this is a warning about always speed-running through life to get to the next good thing. We should appreciate the moment; because in the end, we’ll have nothing at all but our memories. If we rush through life, we won’t have any memories to keep us warm at night when the chill of death creeps up on us in our old age.

Also, spool, spooooooooooollll…….

spoooooooooooooooooooooolllllll [cackles in mentally unstable]

@kaleidoscopr @theindo @possessedbydevils @randomtwospirit

#The fucking banana. I was talking to him through the screen like #“…a banana??? You keep bananas in…. there? You good man? A—are you okay?#What the hell are y—” [cracks up but quickly stops laughing] “Oh— oh honey… you’re not right are you?#No you’re not right. Uh…. Why don’t you sit down; your breathing sounds awful. You sound like you’re gonna die…#OH GOD [loses my shit laughing/cringing ] “Oh— oh ouch. No no no— I’m not laughing at you I just— I like your actor…#a lot… too much probably #and he’s just good at what he does and the timing of it all… this is exactly how I act when I’m home alone #I swear I’m not laughing at you… I just— PUT THAT BANANA BACK YOU’RE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF”#John Hurt #stage acting #Krapp’s Last Tape (2001)#Samuel Beckett #Yeah… funky stage play. Very moving and dreamlike #[This is me gently holding Mr. Krapp and rotating him in my mind like a bowl of ramen in a microwave]#Screaming crying throwing up beating the walls #I am unwell #Ough ough ough #It’s not difficult for me to watch per se #but I’m very much the kind of person who HAS to help when someone’s having a hard time doing something #— especially if they’re old or otherwise infirm — or I’ll feel like a piece of shit for weeks… and this fucking man #this fucking man is so good at being frail and pitiful that I feel genuinely agitated that I can’t reach into the screen and help him #It’s like the torture scene in 1984 all over again where he just barely manages to wrench himself upright on the table #then immediately falls off onto the concrete floor with the most tragic sickening bone-grinding splat you’ve ever heard #AND HAS TO HOIST HIMSELF UP ONTO HIS FEET ALL BY HIMSELF WHEN HE’S MALNOURISHED AND EXHAUSTED #Like ughhhhhh let me pick him up and wrap him in a blanket and carry him somewhere warm and safe and make him an omelette #And I know I write whump and I shouldn’t be this sensitive #but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MR. HURT YOU ARE KILLING ME #Youtube

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jellyshark-jester · 4 months

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Me yesterday before my slumber of doom when I was at work:

Rant/vent under

I hate men i hate men sm I hate them I just hate men so fucking much omg ndjdbiihjd Well I don’t hate ppl cuz I normally can’t find the energy to care enough to hate but when I do omg it’s a visceral hatred.

Anyways so backstory I was sexually harassed at work by a man cuz he saw my they/them pin and got really offended anyways I won’t go into details but he said a lot of gross things to me and by the end he said “good discussion” and try to shake my hand, I just looked at him and say enjoy ur food cuz fuck him, but he’s back a few moths later, I completely forgot about him and he’s back and then have the nerve to ask me if I’m still “they/them” and trying to ask invasive questions like bro fuck off

Anyways I have never so badly want to spit in a costumers food, just open that container and spit in his chicken chowmain and tell him to have a nice day.

I should be happy I didn’t get physically assaulted but I’m not letting gross comments be the bare minimum cuz the bare minimum is for him to mind his fucking business and maybe go shove a brick up his ass or something

Sorry just thinking about that made me sad when I remembered it… and also it was just a rough week I had 5 days shifts all til 10 and I was just tired and wanna go home, also can ppl just not come in to take aways 2 min before we closed like bro please I wanna go home it’s 10 and I have to walk back by myself

And can you not make out for a min while picking ur food this is already taking so long I just wanna closed the shop and go home ;-;

#I hate working customer service #fuck transphobes #ngl I feel like crying about it but I don’t have the energy to do it so I’m just gonna smoke it off #I’m going out on a drinking night next week anyways I’ll let it out then #why can’t men leave me alone #go eat concrete if you think sexually harassing people is ok #also I’m pretty sure he things I’m a minor…#which is extra weird

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rapidhighway · 1 year

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I didn’t go to sculpture again……

#please please please I have anxiety I have a mental illness #I can’t make myself go there it’s hell idk why I’m just so nervous every time I make myself feel sick #and then I get another excuse not to go becuase I literally feel like I’m gonna throw up #I’m not going to pass if I don’t start going there…….#and I cannot handle repeating a semester #I live in fear #and it doesn’t help that I have intermedia class later today which is my second greatest enemy and just as dreadful #banging head on the table #I need to be wrapped in a blanket and go to sleep forever #god even if I go there I’m never going to be able to come up to my prof and talk to him about my project I get physically I’ll at the #slightest suggestion from my friends that I should finally do it #everyone’s done it already #I will literally cry if anyone talks to me #the profs just intimidate me so badly I feel like they hate me #and everyone says they’re super nice but I can’t make myself believe ittttt they will eat me alive #but if I never go I won’t pass the class and repeating the semester will cost money #pleas I have the stupid project idea ready but I just can’t do it I’ve thought about just emailing them and doing it all through email but #I couldn’t do that either I’m just in panic mode instantly #so yeah I’m just venting not asking ppl for solutions 😶✌️ I just don’t want to text my friend again bc I’ve been putting way too much on #them #they do practically everything for me anyway bc I can’t do shit by myself #uh ok I just need to put this SOMEWHERE #I’m gonna curl up and draw metal or whatever #ugh I know I’m making things worse by not coming #but I can’t make myself I just cant I’m gonna have an anxiety attack ✌️#no one look at me #I being sensitive and vulnerable here

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tricoufamily · 6 months

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u don't have to answer this bc i think u just deleted it but who tf is vaguing you... you're a fantastic artist making beautiful beautiful pieces of art and i am constantly in awe of the things you're creating. i barely play the sims anymore let alone participate in the community at all but i have you on notifs forever and ever bc of your storytelling and skill. i am genuinely shocked to see someone talking shit bc i don't even knwo what it wld be about. anyway i keep coming back to look at ur recent edit and it's so tender and evokes such a comforting quiet feeling. anyway. u can ignore me or delete this like i said i just want u to know u've got ppl out in the crowd rooting for u byeee

imagine me crying…..

thank you so much, genuinely. i don’t even know how to accept this properly to show my level of appreciation. this means so much to me.

just gotta remind myself i am a real artist and writer and no one can take it from me. i have talent!!! suck it!!!

#it’s honestly not even a big deal like it’s stupid but i’ve just got so much going on that it was the straw that broke the camel’s back lol #any other time i would have laughed it off and Le Epically Own this person but. man. i’m still crying #it’s a culmination!! i suppose #i don’t know if this person knew how much it would hurt me but it’s still a shitty thing to do regardless #like i don’t know why you couldn’t just share your opinion without attacking me as a person? whatever!#i’ll feel better in the morning i just can’t sleep bc of it is the problem lmfao #and tomorrow is going to be a Bad Day also which is.#btchwzrd #ask

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pixlmonkeys · 4 days

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with no exaggeration being hyper empathetic is one of the worst things to happen to me