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#writing dissertation#dissertation#software engineering#why do I have to write a dissertation#when I’m doing software engineering#I just want to code#studyspiration#studystudystudy#studyblr
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I had a dream last night, or early this morning, that I was reading this scholarly book about how to write a dissertation. I have no idea why. But the book kept having... utmv references? Like, it would tell you how to do something and then use utmv characters to demonstrate
I got to one point where it referenced this supposed "famed" fight of Error and Ink. They went to a wild west au and Error supposedly "braved the chacoa in the canyons."
What is chacoa?? And why did Error have to "brave" it??? I don't know, man, but that is an exact quote that I remember
Anyway. I was reading, trying to discover more about this famed fight because it sounded low key interesting. Then, the book mentioned that Ink ran into… Coshuss. It was the au's variant of Cross. Imagine a very disgruntled bounty hunter cowboy and that was him. Getting angrier and angrier because it was apparently a source of comedy that Ink was having difficulty saying his name right
All I could think was, "Yeah, same, Ink." I had no idea how to pronounce that name
Well, the librarian who was in the room with her daughter with me, the daughter eventually had to run out of the room to get something. The librarian somehow knew what part I was at and said, "You know, you can admit what you thought his name was."
I didn't know what she meant. I guess she thought it was supposed to look like a bad word?? Dream version of me thought that too since I went, "Nah, I think it looks like... Koksue. Kosueh. Koshu."
Cue me badly trying to pronounce this poor man's name. Finally, I settled on one name I pronounced consistently, "Koshussss." Basically, "Koshu" with an awkward, annoying "s" sound dragged out at the end
The librarian woman started busting a gut. I laughed along too, even though I didn't really know what was so funny. Sure, I meant my pronunciation to be kinda funny, but not that funny
I then looked at the book and that was when I saw the correct pronunciation written out in parentheses
It was supposed to be pronounced CrossCross
I literally thought that was so funny, that I snorted so hard from laughing in my dream, I woke myself up.
A part of me is sad. I kinda really do wish there was a "How to Write Your Dissertation 101" book out there with utmv references I should know, but apparently don't
#utmv#undertale au#undertale multiverse#one time i dreamt#What au or “famed fight” is this even supposed to be??#I don't know but *I want to find out*#S i i i g g h h#I'm going to have to write a cursed one shot about it; aren't I-#I don't know why I was looking up information on how to write a dissertation#I'm not even *planning* on going for one or anything#Too much work for very little other than “I can have Dr. to my name and I can teach now”#Maybe. I have no idea man; some of my professors were teaching without a doctorate#S t i l l. I don't really want to do a dissertation man#So why I was reading that book is anyone's guess#AND WHY A BOOK ABOUT HOW TO WRITE ONE CONTAINING UTMV REFS IS A L S O ANYONE'S GUESS#But honestly based#Imagine becoming so successful that you write a very popular textbook#And then you use that to reference popular and obscure facts about utmv lore#That would be so based ngl#I think the hardest part about this dream was the utmv refs were written like I should know them#Was there like... some utmv show/anime or something that dream me didn't know about; like what-
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I don't feel pain I never escape I'm under the bed I'm licking the floor
#mysmes#mystic messenger#mysme#mysme unknown#mysme saeran#saeran choi#mine#*24#art#unknown#this song is literally called weakling. sooo saeran coded.#half of this was just me trying to get the skin indents from gripping his bicep right. and its still not that good but i tried#whatever i miss this cunt.this fucker was everything to me in 2016-2018 you dont understand. teenage me 🫂 saeran#dont talk to me abt his route i have many conlicting feelings abt it. but i will say his overall portrayal was better in v's route than his#except near the end but even the conclusion to that was like. hm. he just wakes up and is fine. ok.#also why the split personality. bpd saeran was amazing that was even his VA's hc for him in SE. ok i said i wasnt gonna talk abt it IM NOT#... i just think they made him a less interesting ch in his route by splitting him up to a 'good'/'bad' side. like ray WAS manipulative#he's complex! he has a skewed world view + morals and a fucked up sense of self and major black and white thinking#ohh my god im not doing this again im not writing a dissertion in tumblr tags again. its an otome game with a nonsensical timeline
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I'm supposed to be doing a talk to some of my students in a couple of months about Star Trek and the origins of fanfiction, and I quite honestly don't know where tf to even start. If anyone has any idea suggestions/good places for me to do some more in depth research, I'd be really grateful, bc ngl, I'm slightly overwhelmed by the whole thing!
#They're between the ages of about 15-18 so like I can be a bit more open about things but it still has to be aimed young-ish#Which is one of my main problems I think bc I quite honestly have no idea how to do a talk aimed at children/young adults#The only experience I have is my dissertation presentation and that doesn't really help me at all#Also like I know stuff about the topic (which is why I was asked to do it) but not in a way I could write it down as a talk#Any help would be greatly appreciated!#Star Trek#Star Trek TOS#Fanfiction#Text post
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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a story in two parts
#hate hate HAAAAAAATE when people do this. if you dont like jrpgs then why do i have any reason to take what you're saying seriously#imagine writing a dissertation on the odyssey and the first line is “ive never cared for greek mythology”#go play ff6 and EDUCATE YOURSELF#random rambles
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i did it u_u
#actually rather pleased with my Bronze Age abstract#Advisor is going to demolish the Other one but that's okay because I at least did something so I got the practice and I can sleep now.#It's kind of funny I was writing the Bronze Age one and I can already feel the struggle of compressing a dissertation's worth#of information into 15 minutes. Like ffs I'm supposed to speedrun oil as an extraction reductant and also talk about Egypt's alum trade?#But this is My Fault. I have done this to myself.#Okay but I'm already bubbling with excitement to talk about Leather Tanning again. Nobody was here when I went on this massive#5 hour long rabbit hole of leather tanning research because... I think I was trying to find out if you could use mushroom collagen#to replicate leather? (The answer is yes.) But it took me down this road of Leather tanning because I was trying to understand the#ion exchange that makes it supple and TLDR there's this massive exploitative industry in the Middle East and Southeast Asia that uses#Cobalt salts because the Co 3+ sits really nicely in the collagen site and you can quickly dye and destroy most of the organics from the#animal itself; but because of that you've also destroyed the texture of the leather. I forget why Al 3+ isn't used. I think it's because it#weathers over time and the leather becomes stiff and hard again. Same with Fe3+. ANYWAY. Try and find thick leather when you#do buy leather because leather IS great and I will die(dye) on this hill. But it's the exploitative textile industry that causes problems.#Honestly I've forgotten 90% of the chemistry but it's so fucking cool and a really interesting peek into an organic affected by inorganics#rather than affecting an inorganic mineral with organics. UGH I love chemistry so much. It's so fucking cool.#ptxt#christ this might be my worst tag essay lol
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also the absolute liars they were like “your first trial begins now” and now they’re like “your first trial begins tomorrow” EXCUSE ME I already gave you my life (aka my spotify) I believe I did the first trial
#why do I still have uni#it’s not important right now#no I can’t write my dissertation I’m joining a cult#black veil brides#bvb 7#path of the outcasts
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#not to be dramatic (while being dramatic) but I’m so done with this place#I do not have the self control to NOT post on here and I can’t delete the blog cause of my side blog#I just want to disappear but the fomo is too much#and don’t get me started on the ppl on here who send me anons#literally never anything nice just ‘kys’ or ‘your a shit writer’ or ‘you’re a bad mom’#like I feel like I’m a decent enough person and that I shouldn’t be bombarded with this shit because of some rich men#it’s literally not that deep#I don’t spend my days in here shittinf on other drivers or writing dissertations on why Lando is better than anyone else#(and if I did it’s no anyone’s fucking business)#yet still I get the worst of what tumblr has to offer in my inbox and I’m just supposed to be fine with that?#there are like three ppl on here who actually seem to like me#thanks for that guys appreciate you#the others just take turns sending me fucked up anons#anyway rant over#hopefully this will be my last post on here#(unlikely since I have no impulse control)
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planning document must be going well I just said the words “explaining the endurance of Platonism could be the life I’m living” to myself. Alone. At 2:30am. Because yeah. Could be.
#mrowmrowmrowmrowmrow I should be able to submit the word nya and the word nya alone in place of a second chapter#tumblr gets my planning thoughts because. yeah#I fucking hate chapter 2 so much for being a relations chapter in what began as a relations dissertation#on one hand I feel like I’m insane if I don’t talk about Origen in ReHashing Christian Neoplatonism The Dissertation but on the other hand#it is disingenuous to talk about incorporation of Platonism without addressing the vehement arguments against it#like I was there going what I would love is a good writer/writers between Justin+clem and Augustine and went well big issue is most of the#writings between actively addressing christianity and Platonism as a shared logos are arguing by against so#there is that#(I am at peace ish with the arbitrary decision to do Justin and clem for ch1 because I do think apologetics is the best genre to illustrate#the shift I’m discussing; ideal world would have me using every writer ever but. my supervisor says I can’t do that so)#but also it is so bullshit arbitrary relations chapter#I think it weakens my argumentation as opposed to contextualising it or adding complexity#it’s just like oh you were told to show opposing views and you did#clap clap whatever#I don’t know what it’s saying#in theory I’d love to find something about the root of the difficult of reconciling the two#but also what if I don’t find that#what then#Augustine must be discussed but otherwise every other writer is more or less arbitrary short of perhaps the issue of orthodoxy#but also that is what I get for doing a deeply arbitrary capstone as opposed to something with teeth#past Lewis deciding surely I will find something of substance if I engage in investigation of something I find interesting falling into the#eternal trap of contemporary humanities#things could be framed as an examination of how ideas get incorporated into canon#but also then it’s like why this as an example#and then it’s like well maybe there’s teeth in examining whether this was a part of platonism’s endurance and#you can spend a life explaining the endurance of Platonism#you can’t just say that in your introduction and conclusion and call it a day#connecting to medieval receptions is perhaps my only hope but why do medieval receptions matter I don’t know I am not a medievalist#and i fear I could spend a lifetime examining that#capstone
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Me with my writer pals, seeing they're all slowly falling in love with a certain rubber pirate captain:
#whatever i'm doing is working#or maybe i didn't do anything at all#there's something in the water#drink it#share in my love for luffy#after all i have a phd in luffyology so i can write you a dissertation on why you should love luffy#i'll stop now#but i shan't#mugi muses
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Speaking it into existence: next year I will go on a birthday research trip to Poland, visit all the archives, visit all the antiquarian bookstores, and visit Muzeum Sztuki w Łodzi (kochany)
#I have been in so much ciągły contact with the museum and ordered so much from them to Chicago#That they routinely just send me swag#Łódź autism is even funnier than my regularly scheduled Poland autism#I ambushed a grad student who researched the art museum about it#She was like 'why do you know as much about the art museum as I do comma a person writing a dissertation about it'#And I was like#Clown Emoji#My keys are on a Muzeum Sztuki w Łodzi keychain I literally showed her and she laughed out loud
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Wanna confuse my teacher with me?
I am a grad student. For one of my classes my professor has us research current trends. This is a very non-serious poll but, if you have any further information on why you picked what you did, feel free to let me know. If there are other reasons why you're on here, let me know. If you have honestly no idea why you're here, that's fair.
I talked about sexual content on AO3 last week so at this point, anything's on the table.
#I'll read all your answers#I want to confuse my teacher#He didn't know what AO3 or angst was#He will not understand Tumblr#It will be glorious#Write as much or as little as you want#Do a dissertation on why you use Tumblr#make me regret posting this#have fun with this#college#grad school#grad student#homework#data analytics#tumblr#tumblr polls#polls
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Meditating today on how every day I tenderly cup Beej and Marg in my fiction-writing hands and I whisper, "Let me let you fuck," and every single time one or the other of them goes, "Perhaps. But first we must crawl naked through the Fiery Lava-Land of Trauma." And I simply sigh and lay down and hope that maybe in 40,000 words, they might have broken through the angst barrier and finally pounded each other senseless.
#i can make beej and hawk kiss in 700 words#but you'd better believe beej and marg have to co-write a fucking dissertation before they'll ever get their pants off#i could probably give an entire powerpoint presentation about why my beej finds it harder to let himself have her than anybody else#but also why would i do that when i can continue buttscooting 400 words at a time toward finally finishing this chapter#my ramblings
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actual footage of bethesda customer support
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I hate writing essays so much!!
#beef trimmings#im not working on my dissertation rn its my make-up essay for cringe flopping through the last module and needing to redo the final project#biting gnashing my teeth#I don't actually hate writing essays bc I like talking about things but the Process of Writing An Essay feels like touching a burning hot#iron to me like my brain wants to drop it off a cliff#it is why i am always doing this shit last minute#i wish my brain didnt have a vendetta against essays bc its REALLY NOT THAT HARD TO WRITE AN ESSAY ITS NOT THAT HARD#I just feel like a dramatic clown collapsing under the smallest pressure of //checks notes// 2k words
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