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v-poreons · 1 month

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I haven't drawn Floyd that much take some warmups

#rainyart #trolls #trolls branch #trolls floyd #trolls band together #ceo of drawing things a million people probably have but IDFC!!!! the song literally came into my shuffle as i was drawing the first slide #AND IT HURT REAL GOOD SO I HAD TO OKAY #i have so many thoughts about floyd i kinda tried to convey the vibe of a fucking 10-12 year old kid whos grown up in a very very fucking #disfunctional household who knows he's doing a really horrible thing but he is just SO fucking tired. SO tired and needs to get away #and man i GET IT okay. i get it. why wouldnt he wanna get away okay! of COURSE he would wanna get out and establish himself/figure out who #he is outside of a group! without a label to define how he acts!#oh my fucking GODDDD #but my boy..... branch.... branch!!!!!1! 😭😭😭💔💔💔#anyways anyways anyways. yap sesh over ill see you all next time teehee 😁💥 *kicks my feet*#if u read all that. we r kissing

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beatcroc · 8 months

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i already wrote up a whole essaypost about the dynamic for these two but it's funnier to summarize it like this. also it's the only way youre gonna see anything resembling fp getting closure abt any of this :^) [x]

#pizza tower #fake peppino #pizzahead #for the record i do think the frog stuff was on accident though #they kind of just kept being frogs. and nobody could figure out why or how to get them to not be frogs #and pizzahead was like well! i guess it's not hurting anything!#and he's certainly not telling anyone ELSE it was unintentional. of course we know what we're doing.#anyway for my own purposes this conversation didn't actually happen. they never really talked At All let along abt anything important #fp still has all these same questions ofc. just never got answers for them. he doesnt get to know. suffer boy #pizzaposting #off-art

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myokk · 4 months

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reading interrupted 😤

#a quick warm up sketch for today💓#I just love boys who read #he and Eloise were having a reading date & she needed to be the responsible one and remind him it was almost curfew🫶#now I am going to stare at a wretched screen for hours designing tattoos 😭😭#Im going to start with the easy one #and work my way up to the one where I feel like I bit off more than I can chew #but that will ultimately help me become even better if I can pull it off🙏🙏 (I CAN😤)#anyways I hate doing digital art (my eyes hurt from the screen) but it is what it is😔🙏#tbh that is why all of this art is traditional jaja #hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #hphl #sebastian sallow #sebastian sallow fanart

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shannonsketches · 21 days

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#dbtag #silly hours #god #I feel like that's a really clear and consistent thing throughout the entirety of the manga but OTL leave it to Toei!!!!#lays on the floor I wish people were less afraid of letting “good guys” be flawed and selfish and reckless without having to like.#idk vilify them?#like Goku does and always has had a ton of negative qualities about him but what keeps him a protag and what keeps those negatives charming #is that 1) he never promises to be anything Else. If you're upset by his behavior that's a you problem Goku's just doing Goku #He's only upset when Other People get hurt because 2) almost none of those negative qualities contain any malice whatsoever #even as a kid when he was 'i killed that guy' it was like 'i solved a problem why are you mad (gen)' not 'good fucking riddance lol'#and he kept that as an adult too even when he learned more about compassion he's still 'well if you're not gonna stop i have to kill you'#it's never 'fuck off and die' it's always 'listen buddy either you knock it off or i knock you out there is no option c '#and god i love that Goku. I spent so long thinking I hated Goku growing up but I only hated Toei's Goku. Toriyama's Goku is GREAT.#like look if an antagonist is just a hero with the wrong perspective a hero is just a villain with the right one #and the fact that Goku has all of the qualities of a villain with none of the malice or intention makes him SO POWERFUL as a character #Goku doesn't like bystanders getting hurt. That doesn't make him less chaotic and self-centered and simplistic in his worldview.#A hero sacrifices his loved ones to save the world -- a villain sacrifices the world to save his loved ones --#Goku sacrifices himself because you cannot kill him in any way that matters #idskahds anyway here's another essay in the tags for your wednesday evening scroll #the justification the interviewer gave was that the anime was for kids but my beef with that is that Hero Tropes strip chaotic characters #of their emotions. Goku's conflicts are emotional. Goku's power is emotional. Goku's childlikeness keep him authentically emotional.#MORE kids -- ESPECIALLY little boys -- deserve a male protagonist who leans into his emotions to persevere and win.#Super deciding his “angelic state” would kill him makes me want to tear my hair out lmao Goku's EMOTIONS are too strong to hold it.#you could've just asked toriyama about it why'd you decide on the most basic high-stakes shorthand possible OTL #aNYWAY #media analysis #in the tags at least lol

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ballpitwitch · 1 year

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KEANU REEVES Dogstar Concert @ Brooklyn Bowl in Las Vegas 8/12/2023

#Keanu Reeves #dilfedit #dilfgifs #mancandykings #flashing gif #kreevesedit #keanuedit #*#THERE WAS AN ATTEMPT™ AT A WATER BREAK 😭 why so precious #LOOK HOW HAPPY HE IS #yeah my boyfriend's in a band #screaming crying throwing up #does leaning like that not hurt your back slenderman #that's a long boi #a hair tie claw clip barrette butterfly clip one of those big ones that looks like a flower #i saw some cute clips that were cat faces at tj maxx this week #what do you need keke i got u #*tucks hair behind his ear*#sometimes babygirl is an almost 59 year old man #i love arm #did y'all know i moonlight as a guitar strap #the bass and i have a lot in common i would also be hanging from him #when things make you equal parts happy and feral......#my what long fingers you have 👀#they sure can move.....#[GUNSHOTS] [SIRENS] [SCREAMING]#i ordered one of these did my eternally hot old man get lost in the mail or something #me 5'4": i will pick him up #i can't believe we have a ton more of this coming all fall #i need to invest in a coffin

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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thank you WH update for confirming that Wally breathes. i really thought he didnt <3

#but also fuck it for confirming that bc it sounds like hes in pain and it hurts my shriveled heart #(keep it up the pain is top tier <3 hurt him more. but also dont. but Do. i want the emotional agony attached)#but uhhhhh seriously tho i did Not expect breathing to be in his library of skills #absolutely unprompted #welcome home #'why is that' i hear one person passively wonder #well considering that he doesnt sleep. and he doesnt eat normally - one could argue that he Doesnt eat either.#and how he Knows hes a puppet.#i really thought he wouldnt feel an innate need to keep up a charade of 'breathing' like the others who are Unaware!#BUT IT TURNS OUT ITS NOT A CHARADE AHAHA #THEY KINDA NEED TO APPARENTLY! at least i can assume so #but i was Genuinely surprised to hear wally's labored breathing in his hidden record audios #i almost paused the first one i heard to go 'what??? he can breathe??'#i had convinced myself of it so Thoroughly that i need to edit some stuff in my brain #bc oh boy i had Thoughts completely centered on that #oh well! into the fire they go!!#im happy for him. puppet man gets to enjoy the annoyance that is breathing

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forgetme-eternally-blissfully · 25 days

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Do you ever think that when Cale was KRS, he subconsciously knew about the curse? All of those terrible things kept happening to people he cared about- so much so that it would become a recognizable pattern (that he would realize later on was an actual curse) so he unintentionally twisted his mind into the piece of origami it is now, attributing people to their worth and convenience and refusing to express care for anyone, inside of his heart or to the outside world.

… He fails at hiding it. He fails because he doesn’t even know what counts as caring about someone’s well being, he doesn’t know what it looks like! He’s only ever had his own concern towards himself (and Lee Soo Hyuk and Choi Jung Soo), and everyone who cares for him like he cares for them— dies.

He knows how to be a team leader and how to manage and take responsibility for his members, but he doesn’t want to outwardly or inwardly care. Even after finding out about the curse, he doesn’t see how he refuses to care about things.

Well- he does care about things. Arguably more than anyone else, because his internal longing for human connection is so bone-deep that he can only create reasons why he’s helping people, instead of saying that he wants to.

‘Want’ got Cale nowhere. ‘Family’ got him nowhere. ‘Friends’ left him to sweep up his broken remains. ‘Home’ didn’t last, ‘safety’ is an illusion, and ‘emotions’ have only ever gotten in his way. Time and time again, these facts got drummed and burned into his mind.

It’s all he knows. It’s all Kim Rok Soo knew for his aching, dragging 36 years of existence.

Now he’s Cale Henituse.

Those facts are still there. They’ve become deep, welded scars in his mind. They’ll never go away.

But he’s learning. Very, very slowly. Those scars will never disappear, but maybe through this story, he can learn to traverse his trauma.

I hope so.

I really, really hope so.

(Drafted: January 23, 2023)

(I found this gathering dust in my drafts and decided to post it)

#it hurts to see him hurt himself and his friends when sacrificing himself. I know that’s what he feels is best #to truly express his desire for a good and happy life. and his way to avoid actually *saying* that he cares while still protecting the #people he cares about #and yeah seeing him hurt and his friends caring about him can be haha big angst hit the cry button now ->#but I really do hope that he learns to step back and acknowledge WHY he wants to protect these ppl so much #this boy needs some emotional intelligence. a therapist. and a slacker life #oh I just had the best idea for an angsty story #cough COUGH anyway haha empathy y’know. my boy needs his friends to step in bc he’s self destructive #tcf #lcf #I need to write this idea down so y’all can cry later LMAOOOOOO #trash of the counts family #lout of the counts family #totcf #lotcf #cale henituse #kim Rok Soo #not a reblog

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pa-pa-plasma · 14 days

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you just made the scientific discovery of the century & you want to tell everyone & your kids are first on that list but you can't find them. you manage to get a hold of your daughter & she says everything is fine but her voice gets tight when you try to mention your work & she sucks in a breath & says she won't keep you from it any longer than she already has & doesn't say bye as she hangs up the phone. you have a sinking feeling in your gut & you really want to get back to what you were doing but. something's wrong. where are your kids. why was your daughter not surprised when you told her. why was she so quick to hang up on you. your husband has the same type of mind & that's probably why neither of you can ignore this odd turn of events & so you decide to track them down. the research can wait. after all, the spook got away somehow afterwards. it's not like you have anything to go through but data & recordings.

#i don't usually write like this #i just had to type out the thing that's been in my mindddd cuz fanfics take way too long to write #& PMVs take to long to drawww oouughhh #i think i'm getting sick cuz i'm up until dawn & i'm tired constantly but in a weird way like in a migraine kinda way #sure i'll tag this i guess #danny phantom #obsessed with the idea of Maddie & Jack vivisecting Phantom without knowing he's Danny #& there being a whole slowburn reveal & then they're horrified because their entire worldview just got changed in the worst way possible #i find a lot of current fics that use vivisection always make the reveal happen beforehand for some reason #when the original ye olde vivfics from 10+ years ago like PoT happened pre-reveal & that's why Maddie &/or Jack did it At All #because they didn't know it was their son. they didn't know Phantom was their boy #it's just odd to me that the Phandom has shifted towards Maddie & Jack being actively abusive instead of passively abusive/neglectful #like do not get me wrong. they aren't great parents. they're actually really bad parents #but they do genuinely love their kids & would change for them. because their abuse/neglect is passive. it's subconscious #people always view abuse as hitting your kids purposefully because you like it & shit like that & most of the time it's not #& because of that misunderstanding we have a lot of out of character Maddie & Jack in fics #they wouldn't hurt their son. so you have to make them not know or not believe it's him #let them show a little emotion about it too man c'mon

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lordartsy · 1 year

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Octokuber, day 1 - Rider

If I didn't rep my boy Shinji on the first day, I would persecute myself to my dying days.

Dragon Knight was popular where I grew up, so young me would try looking for the show online and be greeted with Ryuki. I hold him accountable for all my current illnesses 🫶

#'thats not how reflections work' i dont care. final vent.#tokusatsu #kamen rider #kamen rider ryuki #shinji kido #octokuber 2023 #i have no idea why im fuckin doing this im so busy #i just wanna draw heroes forever and pass away quietly #if anyone or anything tries interrupting me during the whole month i will fucking kill.#DID YOU KNOW DETAILS OF HEROES DIDNT GET ESTABLISHED UNTIL 2005. DRAWING THIS HURT ME #the things i do for my idiot dragon boy

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shima-draws · 10 months

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Actually genuinely started crying when Luffy almost said he wanted Usopp off the ship and then Sanji interrupted and yelled at him. What the hell. This shit is so sad what the FUCK bro

#In TEARS rn. Esp bc they’re really driving it in hard how MUCH the entire crew cares about Usopp #Even Sanji and Zoro who aren’t overly affectionate with him #My heart is BREAKING my kokoro is brokoro!! THAT SHIT HURTED!!!!#When Luffy and Usopp started arguing that’s when the waterworks started. I was sitting there like 🥺😭 my sweet darling boys pls don’t fight #The boys are fighting 😔#Also it’s understandable why Usopp’s in denial and doesn’t want to let the Merry go but it’s also SO frustrating #Bc he’s clearly making it out to be that Luffy doesn’t care about the Merry #When in fact Luffy was probably the MOST upset at having to let her go #And he fucking AGONIZED over the decision to get a new ship #It’s a burden as the captain and he accepted everything that came with it #But Usopp just. Doesn’t get that. Bc he’s got too much of his own personal shit going on #And Luffy is upset that Usopp would even think he didn’t take the time and consideration to think over what to do with the Merry……#ZERO trust there. Usopp’s majorly disrespecting Luffy. I bet Zoro in particular is Not happy about that #God this arc is written so well. I’m so upset. I’m SO upset #Lies down #One Piece #Shima speaks

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bacchuschucklefuck · 4 months

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the boy-but-not-that-way-ism of riz gukgak send tweet

#not art #have been chipping away at a more... proper? so to say. piece of the kids for keepsake. and since its of them at the beach Im rotating #gender stuff in brain again. riz and gorgug ping a lot of the like funny gender stuff in my brain #very specifically adjacent to cultural understanding of it all... like I did say I do think riz has a gender and it can be #translated to ''man'' in solesian understanding but also that boy has close to no self awareness nor does he want to #he grew up as ''goblin'' before ''boy'' and it's kinda how he perceives himself. got a gender but doesn't wanna do much with it #kinda imagining him seeing his grandparents again and realizing that there's a gap there between himself and his grandpa too #and sitting with that for a bit. not for long that kid doesnt do that but for just a little bit #man I truly really do love that riz is aroace. my boy of the unquantifiable unimportant margins....#gorgug though is 100% trans lmao. there's a kinda distance to his own body in how he acts #that's kinda common in ''mad scientist'' characters? (or maybe my perspective's just skewed due to willow jenkins lmao)#kid spent the first two seasons fitting himself in places he Should be able to fit. and s3 is pretty much all about him Making New Spaces #thing is despite looking ardently for like. the reason Why he can't fit in in the first season I think gorgug really does #love his gnome parents and love being their child. and its confusing and tough to have to learn why something you love still hurts you #he wants it to not. he wants to make sense. and then it does and it changes nothing really #until he actively makes choices based on what he's learned. like. damn idk how to word it but #just like the ability to say ''actually this Is my life what are u gonna do? stop me from living it?'' is a powerful force #its rly fun to look at these two guys in these contexts thats like #they will never win the gender game just by virtue of being who they are. it's not designed for folks like them to win #but riz would simply not play and gorgug would design his Own game he's the champion of. and I think that rules

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druidonity2 · 1 year

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2021 Shadowlands fanart.

#world of warcraft #anduin wrynn #Garrosh follows this with something like 'yeah your not but maybe i am' so i sorta take the quote out of context but #I remember Anduin being very upset about the mere idea hes compaired to Arthas #Its always seemed to me that his similarities with arthas are something that lowkey bothers him because so many only see that in him #Of course people hurt by Arthas will be a bit weary of a human boy with blonde hair who claims to champion the light and justice #Especially one who is a prince of an important human kingdom #So its something hes self-conscious of and is keen to prove people he's not destine to fail #Which is why #even if he didn't become another Arthas entirely #what happens in SLs is so much more traumatic to him #He hurt people he cared about #he hurt innocent souls #((and his situation of mind control is more akin to sylvanas' then arthas but does he see that that way? Or do his fears blind his view?))#And blizz didnt go into detail what this meant but Arthas was used against him literally #My headcanon is that Anduin knew and could feel it and hear arthas in the sword #but in the cinematic anduin is surprised by arthas' soul appearing so canon says anduin didnt know #He dissappers because he is unsure if the bad feelings he felt orignated from him or zovaal or arthas so #prehaps he is afraid that everyone was right to be weary of him #Maybe he didnt end up as arthas at the end of shadowlands but that doesnt mean he can't still go down a dark path #he is afraid he is more capable of becoming an unjust and cruel leader then he thought he could #His people have every right to be upset that he abandoned them #but they dont know that he left because he was afraid he could hurt them and feel joy from it

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meatmel · 6 months

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unrelated to last post, ive been drawing a bit latley, but i dont have much since the doodles since i do those on vc skflsgjl

in the first image is my fursona, melbunny, just incase anyone was curious:) bald bull is one of my favorites from punch out right now, so im holding him up!

#bald bull #super macho man #mr. sandman #glass joe #punch out!!#punchie silly doodles #mels artt #idk the sandman one was a suggestion #Ive been Really thinking about bald bull i am so sane #my friend said that joes eyes look like mlp baby ponies #and. yeah. they kinda do #my throat hurts from screaming bcs of punch out. HELP why is td soda so tedious like i just wanna get ur challenge star thing boy #idk im rambling i love this game a lot #mel rambles

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msnihilist · 4 months

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Zak in Season 1:

Zak in Season 2:

#the secret saturdays #zak saturday #my poor boy he really went from--#''i love my cool family so much :D'' to ''if everyone thinks i'm destined for evil i don't know why i should fight it anymore''#''do i look like i'm allowed to be normal?''#''they called you a monster too! that's what people do when they're scared of something they don't understand''#''all i've ever tried to be is the good guy! i'm trying! i never wanted to hurt anybody!''#''look at what happened to my own family... then tell me again how i'm not the bad guy''

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yo-yo-yoshiko · 1 year

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Finally, Jin and J (do not separate!!)! Our beloved drunk uncles, indeed.

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ssaraexposs · 7 months

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In ch. 252, I need THE Itafushi conversation, where Yuuji desperately tries to make Megumi understand why he needs to live on. Why he needs to not to give up. Why he needs to fight back. And I also need Megumi's heartbreaking monologue about how he's done with fighting

#jjk #jjk spoilers #jjk 252 #itafushi #yuuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #why do i want to suffer #i hate when my boys hurt #but i also need them to talk about their emotions #i need more dialogues and less fighting

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