#whyneedacoolname

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GO READ THE COMIC ITS SO GOOD AND GORGEOUS I won’t forgive you if you don’t

Everything's hunky-dory!

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whyneedacoolname

reblogged your photoset: Oki so I know this is late but these are some old...

Hey wow- Holy shit you’re amazing.I can’t get enough of how well you can make the backgrounds.        

Ahh gosh thank you!!!

[stardust-bomber]

Is Amy your favourite Sonic character?

Yep!

[riss-sio]

Draw me like one of your French girls.

[cyuzi-the-prismatic]

This does not say anything about me, it just happened.

[epicnightfury]

@whyneedacoolname are we talking about that guy from overwatch?

Knuckles in a nutshell

[neurunique]

@whyneedacoolname Yeah, 100%. When I was 9/10/11 Sonic was my obsession and I ended up disliking it because of people shaming me for liking things too much. I’ve always presented as having autism but I don’t, I just have severe child abuse + neglect issues that resulted in symptoms almost identical to Autism Spectrum disorder. Regardless, ongoing confusion by parents + school + authority figures, caused me to feel extremely like I wasn’t even a person. I wanted to kill myself as young as 8. regardless, Its normal for us to have these doubts in the world. And i’ve finally recently learned to accept this. And I’m not what most people assume, and people assume with little to no psychological judgment, that I’m a schizophrenic, or an austist, or psychotic. I’m fully aware of reality vs. fiction, and I choose to trust the worlds I create in my head, because the outside world is not trust worthy. Sounds like something out of a kids comic... But its true... I went through the same things in high school, extreme faling outs and abuse of peers and bullying and slut shaming. Of course it all happened, and I acknowledge it happened, but its just more of a reason as to why I do what I do, I stick to myself, I learn from mistakes and I keep my ideas within. Because the truth is that no matter how many people I DO impress from time to time, or DO get along with, the world will always find something they don’t like about me. My boyfriend, my peers, whoever, will ALWAYS find something they hate about me. I can never be myself in the real world and its the truth. And I’ve accepted it

Sonic Forces

I don’t care what anyone says. I don’t care that the game level design isn’t as great as past games like Generations. It is true, I know that. But there are many things about Forces that give me unlimited joy.

The moment I played it, I felt super ecstatic and excited. I’d already seen some spoilers of the plot content however I couldn’t wait to play the game. When Arsenal Pyramid started, I just sat there in awe like oh my god, my character is next to sonic 1000 times. I was freaking out like a little girl. Like all my dreams come true.

It makes me really happy, cause even with the double boost thing, yeah its childish or lame or silly… But guess what? I couldn’t care less. the way it made me feel was so damn perfect , like I had a place in the world, like my fantasies and my fictional worlds and my stories and my canons and my arts were worth it, they mattered, that my ideas were important. That someone cared. Yes, a fictional hedgehog – of course, its not REALITY – but that is the best part. Because my reality has never been like other peoples. I’ve never had love or compassion given to me or even validation. So playing a game like that… Where I feel worthy to something… to someone I trust more than anything (I only trust BECAUSE its fiction due to the mistrust I’ve felt my whole life for the real world) just gave me the most achievement ever, like I could do anything. Not a mania, more like a life- completion, a chapter has ended, the search for belonging in the world ended. I felt like all the ideas I’ve had and al the stories I’ve written but never published of my OC being friends with Sonic characters etc and getting through problems, was valid. Like it was acknowledged by a higher person. Well, by him, in a way. So, the reasons I love Sonic forces, might not be the same as others. Its not necessarily creating the OC or the memes or Infinite or whatever. Its genuinely just that it gave me something I’ve never been given my whole life – appreciation, validation, and belonging, from something I feel those things for already.

So while theres been a reason I have the Fixations I’ve always had, i.e. the ultimate search for approval and belonging… I finally achieved the hierarchy level I always needed to, and things became limitless for me. Suddenly everything pieced together and my life seemed worth it.

And recently I may have been stressed as I’ve posted on here, but the truth is, I’ve never been better, because its given me a milestone that most peoples parents gave them, but mine never did; and now I’m starting to move on from my childish behaviours and my mistrust of the world. Things are looking up. 

And yep, it’s all thanks to a videogame that got 5/10ratings. 

Thanks for reading.

x Shadz

[wayfinder]

Where did you get the pictures of Sonic Boom thing? Where Amy and Tails high five each other?

here you go! skip to around 4:50 in the stream, that's where they play sonic boom.

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(●﹏●✿) — I don’t talk to you, but stalk enjoying your blog from a distance

♥ I recognize your url! 

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LOOK AT MY FRIEND’S ART AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING you GO

It has been a while since I’ve shared something on here

[dameofspace]

The Valiant Little Tailor:Do you think of yourself as brave?

A Vocaroo-style answer!

[roseqwartz]

12. What was your last dream about?

im so bad with remembering dreams but the last one i remember was seeing someone answer a question on tumblr saying i was a lesbian ??????????????? dreams are weird

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

It’s tradition for me to redraw this piece every two years. I enjoy seeing progress.

[shadowofthelamp]

whyneedacoolname replied to your post:What if Dipper has a triangle pendant with an eye...

Probably how he also always was watching them.

Dipper swore he saw the eye blink once, but Mabel just laughed it off as him being too paranoid. After Sock Opera though, they both agree to have it stuffed in a little pouch on the inside of Dipper’s vest. He still keeps it with him, but it can’t ‘see’. 

Hopefully.

[tsukinehime]

5:Do you take drugs?

Nope! It’s one of those things I highly avoid actually.

[stormbringer15]

Aye.

HOLY MOLE-

Hi there, how are you doing today?