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cowlovely · 4 months

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trying to plan out the master drumming song amv. why are there so many repeating lyrics in this song good lord

#ivy.txt #whyyyyyyy did i do this to myself #(i’m actually very excited about some of the ideas i’ve come up with for this one)#(but god the repetitive parts. i do Not know what to do with them)

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taruruchi · 14 days

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I'm gonna strangle someone

#Not seriously I'm not mad. I'm just #A writer wrote a fic where the character sings can't take my eyes off of you #And that was the title so for a sec I was like OMG HEYYYYYYY #Bc the song plagued me for like a week and I kept listening to it #It's a fun song what can I do #BUT THE CHARACTER #AGHHHHH IT'S ALWAYS AVENTURINE. WHYYYYYYY #DUDE I'M GONNA FIGHT YOU MYSELF #But seriously I like the song a lot #I LOVE YOU BABY AND IF ITS QUITE ALL RIGHT #I NEED YOU BABY TO WARM THE LONELY NIGHTS #I LOVE YOU BABYY #TRUST IN ME WHEN I SAYYYYY #And the instrumental part is such a vibe #WHY DO YOU GET THE SONG!!!! NO #On the off chance the writer sees this PLEASE DONT TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY #I'M KIDDING I'M NOT MAD AT YOU #YOUR WRITING IS AMAZING AND NGL I WAS A BIT CURIOUS AND WAS GONNA SCROLL THROUGH IT A BIT #☆ taruchi rambles 💬

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afluffymugcake · 11 months

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i just finished reading the dirtiest, smuttiest, grossest fic i have ever read in my life and tried to comment how wonderful my experience was with it only to be hit with the news of the bs ddos attack that happened earlier.

and the worst part is?

i never thought previous to this to download a single. fucking. fic.

#ao3 #god fucking damnit #why do i do this to myself whyyyyyyy #ok but also love you ao3 volunteers #yall may not have written the actual fics im reading but i wouldnt ever get to see them if it werent for you

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purple-possibilities · 8 months

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tfw you unintentionally spoil yourself bc you can’t wait to read the fanfiction

#guess who started one piece #and fell in love with ace #i am so dumb but it’s fine #that man came on screen for .5 seconds and I was like #you. you’re the one #man do I know how to choose em #I’ll have you know he wasn’t even shirtless at the time #it was the freckles that did me in #(the being shirtless didn’t hurt tho 😳)#ughhhhh whyyyyyyy #why do I keep doing this to myself?#oh well. time to see how the alabasta arc goes #I am so dumb: a saga #ugh fml #sibi talks about sibi

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daisywords · 8 months

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next time the "how are you in a crisis?" type question comes up I am going to remember this evening when I totally smashed my car into a pillar in a parking garage and then apparently forgot to turn my lights on (fluorescent lighting in said parking garage) and got flagged down by a man on the street for driving without lights (thank u sir) ALL WHILE ON THE PHONE WITH MY MOM AND SISTER and they had no idea. I was completely cool. Literally an active disaster behind the wheel (this is why I don't like driving in the city ughghgguhguhgh) and just like "oh yeah totally" on the phone.

Does this mean I am good in a crisis? more like avoidant haha. I am not thinking about my car if I can't see it it's not real. consistent with my stupid habit of just not looking at my phone for two hours if I get a text I don't want to answer

#since my silly little dinner date got canceled I decided to go get myself food for once #and was immediately reminded of a reason besides frugality that I don't just go do stuff like that more often #an entire ordeal #also literally whyyyyyyy did I do that #most avoidable accident ever it's not like I was tight for space or anything #just forgot about the giant pillar that I had literally laid eyes on second before #I joke about lacking object permanence but wow #anyway just got off the phone with my mom I didn't know how to say hey I need you to stop talking to me so I can freak out a little #(the version of which is me sitting chilling breathing normal just typing this post)#anyway AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #I don't actually care that much the car still drives and that's what I care about #it's just. it's very visible. people are going to ask me about it

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as-rare-as-trees · 1 year

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I think my knees are horribly homophobic for not allowing me to sit in typically queer weird ways without starting to hurt :(

#i cannot even sit cross legged for more than two minutes ahhhhhhhhh #i have to keep my feet on the floor!!!#and keep my legs straight or bent normally!!#whyyyyyyy #i must have committed some great crime to deserve this pain #look #the orthopedist basically told me I'm actually fine #so I'm convincing myself I CAN sit weirdly #but then my knees do hurt and that's unjust 😔#vaneggiando

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bluesidedown · 2 years

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#hnnngggggg whyyyyyyy does tonight have tobe injection night #(i mean its because ive already pit it off but we dont talk about that)#anyway chronic disease is stupid #and giving urself subcu injections is stupid #and having to do it twice instead of once because ur body stopped responding to the original dose of the med is stupid #im not even like. actually emotional about this rn. i just. i just am so tired. and i dont wanna.#(just a little bit of complaning. as a treat.)#dammit ive gotta drag myself into being thankful somehow ok #umm #im thankful i have meds to take that work and also that i am yet cocered by my mom's insurance because heaven knows i could not remotely #afford them #also im thankful that after this i sleep.#thats rhe best we're gonna do tonight folks. gratitude.

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lyricsonmywrists · 2 years

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the curse of being a daughter of a brown family

#‘why did you go on an Uber by yourself at 9.30pm you could’ve been raped’#would you rather I take the bus? by myself? make a 20 minute trip an hour long trip?#would you rather I stay longer at my friends place because the person who was supposed to drop me off planned on staying later #and I’ve already been raped but you don’t know about that and I’ll never tell you about that because your reaction will be the exact opposit #of supportive. you’ll be oppressive as if you’re protecting me. so really the Uber was my best option #ALSO MY LOCATION IS ON WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME #whyyyyyyy why why why am I a brown girl whyyyyyyyyy #dl

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rose--hathaways · 2 years

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seven hours until i’m allowed out of quarantine and i just started writing a new fic

#like i’ve had seven days to do this and i leave it to the last seven hours whyyyyyyy #i hate myself :)

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i-whump-dat · 2 days

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My literal brain waiting for the sweet release of NyQuil, four hours after I chugged three shots of espresso... F

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#pedro pedro pedro #pedro again #whyyy do i do this to myself????#raccoom #racooms #but fucking whyyyyyyy #Instagram

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catboyfurina · 1 month

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Not to be whiny but I think it is so unfair to give a due date at the beginning of a project and then on a different day make it due a whole class sooner

#beeep #like. hello.#infusion was already fucking me up and then also there was me being a disaster in general but it was gonna be okayish #but now its two days late and i havent slept yet and i was supposed to have this class time for finishing touches #like WHYYYYYYY #i dont know whether to do hour long nap or not sleep until after 4pm #what if i killed myself . can't fail classes if I'm dead haha! <- is joke. unless?#and the new due date and decision were on one of the two days i missed :^)

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thefanboyhub · 1 month

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Sobs cries dies chocks grips walls for dear life foaming at the mouth banging head on the wall cries dies rolls over and cries yeets off a cliff poisoned self curls in a ball and questions life choices eats brain smashes brain chokes hand cries again claws skin off cires more flops onto floor and dies.

ART IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING.

WHY DOES NOTHING GO THE WAY I WANT IT GO???

WHY MUST HAVING A CONSISTENT ART STYLE SO HARD???

KILL ME GOD DAMN IT PLS!!!! I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH!!!! THIS IS SUFFERING!!!!

Never ever attempt to make a webcomic guys. Especially when your art is still in the beginning stages. You'll go crazy. Like why is everything so hard to draw man. 😔

#thefanboyhub #thefanboy #thefanboyhub rambles #webcomic #small artist #art is hell #whoever said it was whimsical fucking lied #whyyyyyyy #why do i do this to myself #someone kill me #pls kill me #im going crazy #my hand hurts so bad #end my suffering

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unityrain24 · 3 months

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art mediums as listed by how forgivable and versatile they are:

digital art

acrylic paint

watercolour

oil pastels

coloured pencils

art mediums as listed how much practice/preference i have with them. for some fuckin reason. :

coloured pencils

oil pastels

watercolour

acrylic paint

digital art

#WHYYYYYYY #WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF #i actually prefer oil pastels over coloured pencils by a lot but oil pastels are still a relatively new medium for me whereas coloured-#pencils were my signature medium for a good chunk of time #also i might more practiced at acrylic than watercolour now bc i just took an acrylic class this quarter #but for a good while that was not the case #also. i do not gravitate toward these mediums because i Want A Challenge.#i DO NOT WANT A CHALLENGE. !!!#them being difficult unforgiving mediums is coincidental #i want something forgiving!!!#but i.#ghhh #i am now attached to these mediums #and i can't do digital art for shit #and i like being able to feel the art and the tools #coloured pencils and oil pastels do that the most (ESPECIALLY oil pastels)#and paints somewhat #but the more physically incorporated i am with the art the more connection i feel i guess #which is why i love oil pastels #i feel the pastel in my hand #and then i feel it touching the paper #and then when i blend i do it with my fingers #and when it's finished i can run my hand over the artwork to feel the texture #digital art doesn't let me feel what i'm doing so that's probably part of the problem with it #unityrain.txt #art #shitpost #but. WHYYYYY #WHY DID I CHOOSE SUCH DIFFICULT MEDIUMS TO DEDICATE MY TIME TO!!!

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wolfcubjim · 4 months

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"Everyone want to be (opposite sex) at some point in their life, it's normal but doesn't mean-" blah blah blah transphobia

Like yea everyone has those thoughts but not every day of their freaking life, maybe just maybe if someone feels like this everyday then they are actually trans!

Who knew?! [Sarcasm]

#hi #im genderfluid #i will never have my desired body unless im feeling feminine that day #but even then i hate the tatas so they have to go one day #some days just even feeling the bahoobies on my chest makes me want to cry because my chest should actually be flat #like why is all that stupid fat on it?? get off there #no matter what #top surgery for me is happening #like im cool being feminine some days #other days i dont feel like either #but other days i feel so bad looking at myself in the mirror because whyyyyyyy do i not have masculine bodyyyyy #i wish i could shape shift even if its only back and forth between amab nody and afab body

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cryolyst · 6 months

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#learning that there are things that could be disagreements in a shared living situation that i never even considered #everyone warned me about division of chores and differing desires for house decor or like. use of the bathroom.#but now it's like bro we already have a 50'' tv we do not need a bigger one. what the fuck.#don't offer to pay for it yourself i straight up don't want that in our living room.#or like. being willing to save up for a good investment vs wanting to get something good enough for now and upgrading further down #the latter has its merits especially depending on what it is but it sounds like a waste of money for some smaller things #whyyyyyyy are we buying this shitty 20 dollar shoe rack right now #that we'll need to either store away or sell when we get the nice 60 dollar one. why can't we just wait and make do with our stairway rn.#anyways. not to get extreme about it but this is another reason why i can't see myself getting married <3 #i will not compromise and i am so very particular about my things and i cannot imagine anyone else particular in the same way i am #and i would not make someone else compromise for me bc i don't think i would be compromising for them and that just isn't right #they speak!

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moonchild1 · 9 months

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wait the global citizen concert is the 23rd 😭😢

#is jk gonna see yoongs off #ohhhh why am i doing this to myself 😭😭😭😢😢😢#it does not get easier #i'm not even close to ready #whyyyyyyy

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