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▪ Pt. 537093467 of pointless and random wips - I literally made these glasses specifically for Shawn. Why? I don't know but I like them 😂
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I gotta be so real right now, writing in this fandom sucks so much sometimes. this is so little interaction to be had and those that are here are usually just looking for an argument.
I love creating and writing but I feel like I push myself to write for a dying thing I once had. Fandom 10 years ago was SO different compared to now. No one interacts. People only comment when they want an update. It’s exhausting.
Don’t mean to rant, it’s just frustrating when you put a lot into something only to feel lonely about it. I love writing fanfic but I feel like you get to a point where you wonder why you’re doing it if there’s no one to share it with, if that makes sense.
#sam speaks#will delete later probably#i’m just salty#people demand updates and i don’t interact but when i do post i get tumbleweeds#its more of the entitled reviewers i get#i get that the story has gained a following and i’m so grateful for it but some of y’all gotta chill#i work a full time job that i live and breath#i don’t just sit around writing all day and when i do it’s like crickets#i guess the lament of interactions only happening when people want something#and then when i give something it’s crickets#so annoying
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how do I tell if I am aromantic or if I’ve just mastered the art of shutting down any kind of connection before it starts due to severe trust/intimacy issues <- genuine question I have struggled with for many years
#ughhhh I feel like shit. and I don’t feel like this explains it but. yeah I actually don’t know#I’m arospec for sure… I don’t really care for labels but this bugs me for some stupid reason#will delete later probably#random#storyrambles
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Hooray for the husband's man flu absolutely fucking every single thing I wanted to get written this weekend. Because it isn't enough I'm working myself into the dirt keeping a roof over our heads, I have to babysit a grown ass adult through a cold.
draft count: 6, with the oldest one being about 2 weeks old, owed to @rcgueprince. I promise I have not forgotten.
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Idk if i'm being hormonal or whatever but school genuinely makes me want to blow my fucking brains out and i'm not even joking
#i'm losing my fucking mind#but i gotta ball#i guess.#i'm so stressed all the time i want to fucking kill someone#sad thing hours#will delete later probably
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rappa was doomed from the start because 1) female character in a hoyoverse game 2) this fanbase would rather gouge their eyes out than acknowledge black culture, even through a nonblack person and 3) point 1 and 2 + the chunnibyou + not being very traditionally "sexy" made rappa annoying and worthless to to this illiteracy-poisoned hellpit of a fandom that throws away any girl who doesn't dickride caelus and/or gets them hard
#2.6 wasnt a bad version yall just didnt see the vision with rappa. and that is wholly on you#will delete later probably
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hi I haven't posted a selfie in forever. cute transfem coming thru

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#why is it when i stare at these hard enough i have mixed feelings#i think i prefer the flamingo to the pistol#the neon lights around it is to look like the cd#but i might play around with that idk#brandon flowers#flamingo#will delete later probably#stickers#look at the font not saving correctly either pFT#i had to do tiny little lines to make it look right and it goes and messes it up
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Don’t mind me, just hungover at work
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I was wondering why is Tumblr so empty but then I realized you have some kind of holiday today... Happy some kind of holiday!
Is this the one when you burned the ships? (I don't mean Feanorians, I mean Amaricans... you burned some ships, right? Only there was no Teleri and some tea? Or did you just drown them?) Before you chastize me for not knowing your history, tell me, without checking, what's 3rd May and 11th November for Polish people. Don't know? See. And I don't know what is today. Anyway happy today.
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post reached target audience
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Spoilers ahead for the latest chapter of ANE
I didn't play the chapter yet but from what I'm seeing from spoilers, it's not looking too good. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong but-
Don't you think it's interesting how Huang Hua (a woman of color) was killed so that Huang Chu (a white passing girl) can take her place as a phoenix/spiritual leader?
It gets me thinking tbh about beemoov as a company and their writers, even more so that in TO they killed off the only LI of color (Valkyon)...
Honetly I hope I'm wrong but at this point, idk I just want to point it out :/
#eldarya spoilers#will delete later probably#i don't want people to get this wrong yk?#maybe I'm completely wrong#I'm kinda wishing i am wrong#i just wanted to mention it :((#I'm open to be corrected and talk about it
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hmmmmmm how shall I start using this blog without looking / sounding too insane or self absorbed
#text#will delete later probably#I have quite a few things I wanna say about the characters n things I like#but like. I wanna be prompted to say that stuff 💔#I want someone to ask me what I feel about this character n then I dump a college book sized paragraph about them#Is that too much to ask…………..
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Sometimes, very rarely, once in a while, I have the sneaking suspicion I might be doing too much. And then I ignore that feeling and pick another hobby or task.
#listen#if you are always busy you have no time to feel#we are just ignoring the nonstop screaming in the back of my mind#:)#will delete later probably
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Oh my GOD today beat the shit out of me. I’ve been awake nearly 24 hours. The musical was fantastic and dinner somehow even better.
#went to a indigenous run and owned restaurant I’ve been dying to go to for YEARS#they serve game meats hunted from within the community#had these delicious blueberry bbq elk skewers#the bison meat was to DIE for#I got fancy potatoes idk the name of but Ignis would make that shit#in house made dessert.#best dinner of my life#the musical was emotional for me tbh so I may not say much about it#it was wonderful though#but it really makes me miss my mom#prom prattles#will delete later probably#I’ll see how I’m feeling lol
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