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matan4il · 1 year

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Hi, I’ve seen some gifs of that Thai show, but are those two actors together in real life too?

Hi lovely Nonnie!

Oh wow, I did not expect an ask about Kinnporsche The Series / Mileapo, but I probably should have since I went off a bit in the tags of that gifset reblog, didn't I? XD Please never take me too seriously whenever I claim two specific individuals have invented love, I'm just joking around. Unless I'm talking about David and Jonathan, because they totally did. ;p

But if I'm to try and answer seriously, I would say that officially, the last time either Mile or Apo have addressed the issue of their romantic status, they both said they're single (Mile in Aug 2022, Apo in July 2021 if I'm not mistaken). Of course, that's also the response I would expect from them if they were together. Because just like there are opposite sex couples who meet on the sets of movies and TV shows, and fall in love or just have an affair, there are same sex couples who go through the same thing. The difference is that society (and the entertainment business even more so) is still so homophobic, that these same sex couples often can't come out. I mean, if opposite sex couples sometimes feel they need to keep it to themselves, and we only find out about their romances decades later, like in the case of Jane Seymour and Christopher Reeve (if we find out about them at all), then imagine how much harder it is for same sex couples who fall in love as co-stars... (or even when there's a same sex celebrity couple, period)

Other than Mile, Apo and the people they trust, no one really knows if Mileapo actually are a couple and have to be closeted, or if they're just truly the best of friends who bonded so much as co-stars on the set of KPTS that their behavior is hard to distinguish from the way lovers act towards each other. We also have to take into account that they're from Thailand, and the cultural norms for how men are allowed to interact can be very different. Especially when we remember that they starred in a BL (gay themed show) together, and the norm for that is heavy fan service. I AM convinced that even then, their bond runs deeper than fan service, especially since the original production of KPTS was canceled, and the production company that was set up instead explicitly said it would not require fan service. Plus, this company was co-founded by Mile to save KPTS and give Apo his second chance to shine as an actor, after he had been previously bullied by homophobes into leaving the acting world. So yeah, I have every reason to believe their connection is real.

And the fact that this is a part of their unhinged story (that they met briefly as models 7 years before they auditioned for KPTS, that they obviously thought the other one is an attractive man and remembered each other all of these years, that Mile watched Apo's shows, that they re-connected at the auditions and seem to have been inseparable since, for over 2.5 years now, that they fought together for KPTS to be made and then gave us on screen an astounding love story, that they chose to go on working together on their next projects, including the upcoming queer film Man Suang, and continue to hang out even outside of their busy schedule together) brings us to what is most meaningful to me about them. Whether their bond is romantic or platonic, it's clearly so deep that I wouldn't hesitate to call them soulmates. They love and care for each other, support one another, and I think they healed each other in ways that make me feel soft and happy to know that such love exists in the world. So I'm going to continue rooting for them, and possibly joke about it like I know that they're a couple, because in a very profound sense of the word, even if it's not romantic, they are.

This was probably way too long, my apologies. Okay, have a Mileapo being in sync gif just to make it a bit better...

Have a good day! As always, my ask tag. xoxox

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petrichor-han · 2 years

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FOR THE TWITTER FOLKS 🤍

i’ve seen a few other tumblr content creators make some PSA’s about twitter users who may not know things about tumblr and how it works, and though i’m not a “seasoned” user like some people, i know the basics since i’ve been here for a year so here’s some tips for those who are new!!

fair warning that this is a pretty long post since i explained why you should or should not do these things. but there’s a brief cut without explanation right before the read more for those of you who don’t have time.

reminder that these are not rules and you don’t have to follow them. but there’s a high chance most blogs will block you if you don’t at least change your pfp and reblog a few things—i’ll explain why down below.

[TLDR; CUSTOMIZE YOUR BLOG, NO TOXIC FAN CULTURE, NO REPOSTING, TAG THINGS CORRECTLY, MINOR SAFETY, CHECK DNI INFO, INTERACT + SUPPORT, HOW TO MAKE FRIENDS, TUMBLR IS NOT TWITTER]

1. CUSTOMIZE YOUR BLOG. if you have a blank blog (aka, no profile picture, no header image, no header, no posts or reblogs) many blogs, especially content creators, will definitely block you. this isn’t personal—it’s because blank blogs following us and only liking our posts can lead to shadowbanning or our posts not showing up in tags. tumblr will think blank blogs are bots, and will therefore associate our blogs with your “bot” accounts and then we’re all fucked. but mostly the content creators, since their creations won’t reach new audiences and half the time won’t reach their current ones with shadowbanning.

2. TOXIC FAN CULTURE DOESN’T FLY HERE. i know not all twitter fans are like this, but y’all do have a reputation. so for those who do engage in toxic streaming culture, fanwars, doxxing, hate towards certain groups or idols, etc. you’ll probably get blocked—most people don’t really fuck with unnecessary fights on tumblr. there’s definitely dark corners of the site where i’m sure people do engage in such behavior, but for the most part bigger blogs and especially content creators do not. engaging in petty fights will only get you blocked because it’s a nuisance to us and nothing more.

and one more thing here: streaming ≠ streaming culture. you can stream all you want! that’s great that you want to! but don’t force others to stream if they don’t want to. don’t call their groups “flops” just because they want to stream. no, it’s not “honesty!!!!” it’s you being a little shit and enforcing toxic fan culture. fans shouldn’t feel forced to do things they don’t want to in their safe spaces.

3. DO NOT REPOST WORK. listen: the reblog option is there and that’s what you should do. whether it’s a good fanfic or a pretty gif set, DO NOT SAVE AND REPOST IT ON YOUR OWN. reblogs are different from reposts!! reblogs support the original writer / artist / creator and give them exposure, plus tags exist and you can even compliment them pretty much directly if you want to! creators love feedback so this will basically earn you some brownie points just by saying “wow pretty.” reposting is basically stealing, even if you say something like “credit to original creator” or “credit to @—.” reposting work is a big no-no here and will definitely get you mass reported and blocked. news spreads fast among content creators here.

4. TAG THINGS APPROPRIATELY. so, tags. they’re weird and something i definitely struggled with when i first got tumblr. if you’re a content creator or plan to become one they’re extremely useful for promoting your works and gaining an audience and if you’re not, well, still very helpful. for example: a seventeen gifset might be tagged with basic things like #seventeen #jeonghan. but there will also likely be more specific tags like tracked tags and networks tags which i will explain!

tracked tags / tracking tags: a lot of content creators have their own special tag that that they make. for example, my friend rose (@sunflower-hae) tracks the tag #k-archives for the network @k-archives. what this means is that if you make gifs you can tag your gifs with this and since she tracks that tag, she will eventually see it and reblog it! it helps new creators get more attention especially if they’re struggling to do so. it’s awesome and i find so many amazing new creators through tracking tags.

network tags: i’ll get more into what a network is in the next tip, but a network tag is basically that: a tag that’s specific to a certain network. for example, i’m in a network called @kflixnet, and i tag my fanfics under #kflixnet. then my fanfic will seen by the admin and get reblogged by the network, for again, more exposure. networks are great to follow for a variety of different gif creators or fanfic writers depending on what you want to see. i’ll make a list of great cc’s i like later and i’ll link it here when i post it.

HOWEVER. please only use these tags if they’re open to the public! meaning that you need to check if it’s strictly for network members or something. #kflixnet is limited to members only, but most tracking tags are open to anyone who wants to use them, and some network tags are too. remember: just check because it’s better safe than sorry, and you don’t want to end up being blocked by a whole network or a huge cc just because you were too lazy to make sure.

people also use special tags on their blogs to organize posts. for example, i use #— rain’s rambles ☁️ when i make a post about my personal life or something that’s non kpop related. people often make them very customized rather than just “#rant” or “#vent” so that people can block these tags if they don’t want to see that. blocking tags is also great, and why things should be tagged correctly! if you don’t want to ever see something BTS related, you could block the tag #bts. or if you don’t want to see my personal posts, you could block the tag “#— rain’s rambles ☁️.”

one more thing about tags. (i know this is a lot, and don’t be afraid to send an ask or dm if anything is unclear. i’m trying to condense a lot into fewer words.) don’t clog them or incorrectly use them. don’t flood “kpop smut” with vague posts like “rec some good kpop smut” and use random tags to get it out there. that’ll get you blocked because you’re taking away exposure from actual kpop smut that people want to see. don’t use strictly non-smut hashtags for smut things, especially since minors can see that and we’re very strict about minors consuming smut / nsfw here.

5. MINOR SAFETY. now, a lot of 18+ / nsfw / smut accounts will block you if you don’t have your age in your bio or something indicating your age. i understand that lots of people aren’t comfortable with exposing their exact age and that’s okay, just put something saying that you’re over or under 18. or you could say “20s” if you’re in your twenties. anything that indicates your age is good! i personally won’t block you if you’re under 18 or if you don’t have your age specified because i’m not an nsfw blog so it doesn’t matter to me, but i know plenty of people who won’t hesitate to block, so it won’t hurt to put it in anyways.

i know that nsfw twitter is a thing, and we don’t mind nsfw here at all, but we are very strict about minors interacting with nsfw content. the thing is, we know that minors will seek out nsfw and probably read smut regardless and we can’t stop them. the issue is when minors invade 18+ spaces and want adults to answer their hard thoughts, take their smut requests, etc. it becomes very uncomfortable very fast when a 14 year old is asking you to say your thoughts on daddy namjoon and his big dick.

lots of people also simply don’t want to interact with people younger or older than a certain age which is completely valid. for example, i don’t want to be mutuals with anyone under 14 (‘07) just because of my own age. i don’t feel comfortable conversing constantly with people that young and i’m entitled to that. it’s not for any perverted reason, i just want to talk to people my own age. i know lots of younger accounts that don’t want to talk to people over 20, or over 25. and older accounts that don’t want to talk to people under 18, or under 15. check their DNI information.

6. CHECK DNI / BYF / FAQ’S! lots of acronyms, i know. i’ll assume you know what they mean though. i know this stuff is on twitter too and it’s fairly straightforward so i’ll keep it brief.

most people have either a CARRD or an ABOUT ME linked on their blog somewhere. there, they will have DNI or BYF or FAQ information, and i suggest that you abide by it. most of the time it’s pretty basic shit like “don’t be racist” “don’t be hateful” “don’t interact with me if you’re a child because i write porn” etc. so it’s nothing overly backbending for you. and even if it gets more specific you should respect that anyways because their blog is their space and they deserve to feel safe on it.

7. INTERACT WITH BLOGS! so interaction is a big thing here, it’s what the site runs on. and no, i don’t mean leaving a single like then leaving. likes are a useless function—they don’t give content creators any support. if you want to help and be a normal tumblr user, use the reblog button! it’s just as quick and that helps get creations out there more. even if you have 3 followers and none of them talk to you, reblogging something tells tumblr that hey, this is a good post! and it’ll put it higher in the tags or recommend it to people while they scroll. people also love feedback here as previously mentioned. if you read a fic or see a great gifset or artwork, why not compliment the creator? it doesn’t have to be detailed or some highly esteemed critique. you could really just say “i liked this a lot!” or “good job on this!” and we would cry tears of happiness. though we would never turn down a detailed piece of feedback either.

you could also send asks or messages (messages are private, asks are public) to people! content creators love getting asks and messages, and you could even send these to people who you just wanna become mutuals with. the anonymous option is there too if you’re shy, but don’t bother using the anon option for hate—we can block anons too.

plus, if you send constant messages on anon and you enjoy it, you could become a specific anon to that person! you might find anon lists on certain blogs, and that’s where all those precious anonymous people are listed. i had an anon that went by the name of “🧚‍♀️ anon” (most anons will claim an emoji or title to sign off as so they know who it is) though they have not interacted in a while. this is a good way to talk to creators and support them if you’re too shy to do it off anon!

8. HOW DO I MAKE FRIENDS / MUTUALS? this is an easy one! interact! a lot of content creators are definitely more picky with who they follow back / become mutuals with but they’re entitled to that. if you’re a content creator (or planning to be one) joining collabs is a way to make friends! i’m sure you know what “collab” means but it’s basically an event where you collaborate with other content creators. it could be a common theme for fanfics, an event for gifmakers, etc. now i’m only a fic writer so i can’t give you too much detail on collabs that aren’t for strictly fanfics, but i see plenty go on. for example, there’s a gift exchange for carats being hosted by my dear friend rose right now!

and if you’re not a content creator that’s fine too! make friends in reblogs of fics, talk to people about your favorite content! there’s also some discord servers that circulate around that are open to non-content creators, though the only one i can think of right now is for TXT (dm if you want the link!)

9. TUMBLR ≠ TWITTER. i’m sure this goes without saying too and this is pretty much an overarching statement but: don’t treat tumblr like some second twitter. this is a completely different site with completely different norms and people. you can’t be mad if you’re treating tumblr like twitter and your account isn’t growing, or you keep getting blocked because you don’t listen to how it works. tumblr is a great place if you know how to use it. don’t ruin it and turn it into twitter—most of us came here to escape twitter and the toxic fan culture that it homes.

10. WHAT IS ____…? now, i covered some of the basics here, but that’s not everything. and this is mainly from a kpop content creator so i can’t speak for all of tumblr or non-kpop communities though a lot of core values stay the same (reblogging, customizing your blog, and not stealing are the key ones.) but i know i probably missed a ton of stuff, so i’ll do this:

send me an ask or a DM if there’s anything you’re confused on, i’m happy to help and answer and questions you have. even if you think they’re dumb (they’re probably not.) i’m also linking some more recourses down below by other content creators including more tips for twitter users and sources to find good fan content. just a reminder though, i do ult stray kids, seventeen, and monsta x, so most if not all of the linked recs and resources on my list will be for those groups.

i will also definitely update this page if or when i feel the need to but for now that’s all! if you read through this thanks so much and if you didn’t… well that’s okay. it’s super long. but i hope you at least read the basic above or read another shorter post. it’s important stuff.

lastly, i welcome you to tumblr. if you try to understand how the site works differently from other social media, you’ll fit right in. i know it’s a lot, but we’re here to help you if you need it. 🤍

MORE RESOURCES:

- OTHER TIPS FOR TWITTER USERS

- SKZ CONTENT SOURCES / PT. 2 by @sulfurcosmos

- SKZ BLOG RECS by @chanstopher

- MY CONTENT RECS

- MY FIC REC BLOG / @rainydayrecs

#— rain’s rambles ☁️#twitter

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claudia-kishi · 2 years

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hello! i just wanted to send u a quick message to say hi and thank u for making like all of the gifsets for go on bc omg

i just finished watching it last night and WOW it was so good??? like i'm lowkey watching everything john cho is in (bc im in love) and i went in not expecting to like it much but i did??? (same with selfie it deserved sm better😭)

like every character was so great in their own way and i love how ryan grew to love the group gosh i love found family tropes so much!!!!!

also i so agree w u i think steven and lauren are great together! and deserved more than three scenes together!

sorry if this ask is a bit long i just wanted to let out thoughts abt go on cuz it's just so amazing and deserved better/a season two

i hope you have a great day <3

HELLO ANON THIS MESSAGE WAS THE GREATEST START TO MY MORNING. first of all, you're very welcome for the gifs hehe i needed to since nobody really did when it aired, and i needed the high quality gifs for myself so i can reblog them and cry.

i'm sooo glad you enjoyed the show. it was actually one of the only shows i really watched before i got into tv when i was younger, and i was so upset that it was canceled. it was truly everything i wanted in a tv show.

and YES STEVEN LAUREN TRUTHERS RISE WE DESERVED AND THE SHOW WAS EVEN LETTING US GET THERE BUT THEY NEVER GOT TO EXPLORE IT BC IT WAS CANCELED I'M STILL MAD @ NBC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i hope you have an amazing day as well anon <3 <3 <3

#ask #anon #go on truly is still top tier. mayhaps it's rewatch time

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illfoandillfie · 3 years

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Impersonal

As promised, here’s the smutty followup to yesterday’s blurb! This is the fifth post of seven in my Platonically themed event. Again, it’s not really been edited because it’s late and I’m very tired but alas, thats how it goes.

Words: 2,278

Warning: some vague dom/sub dynamic stuff with a more dom Ben, spanking, it’s P in V sex but theres a lot of talk about butts. Also they’re still dorks.

It had been a nice day. You and Ben had gone out with a few friends, just a little picnic in the park to catch up with everyone. If you’d been at all worried about publicly being together on a no romo day, then it was for nothing. As much as everyone there considered you and Ben to be an item, it mostly went ignored, aside from a couple of questions about how you’d gone living together so far. But having such a big lunch, everyone having brought something to share, neither of you were especially hungry at dinner time. Ben whipped up a pot of butted noodles for you to pick at as you watched TV but it was soon set aside as you shifted to lean against the arm rest with your legs stretched out to lay over Ben’s thighs. Each of you were engrossed in your phones more than the quiz show he’d flicked on, occasionally sharing something you saw or read.

You had opened tumblr and were scrolling through your dash, pausing to read longer bits here and there but mostly just liking images and reblogging memes. Until you hit a patch of not safe for work content. One of the porn blogs you’d long since forgotten you’d followed had hit a rare patch of activity, every second post one of theirs. Those posts you paid a little more attention to, especially when videos and explicit images were involved since you knew they were likely to be taken down soon and you didn’t want to miss out on seeing something hot. Unfortunately your headphones were in another room so you weren’t game to turn the sound on for any of the videos but the visuals and erotic comments below were enough to make you feel as if the room as heated up. You could feel yourself getting wetter at each new post but couldn’t seem to stop looking at them.

A particularly good video of a sloppy blowjob made you clench your thighs together, your foot rubbing against Ben’s thigh as a result. His palm came to rest on the top of your foot, rubbing it soothingly, though his attention was still elsewhere. In fact, his gaze didn’t shift until a little later when you were looking at a very hot gifset of a woman on all fours, crying as she was pounded from behind. He cleared his throat. You jolted a little at the sound and tried not to look too guilty as you met his eye. “You okay?” “Mmhmm,” His eyes travelled over you from the lip between your teeth to your tightly pressed thighs and your fingers wrapped firmly around the phone. “I don’t mean to interrupt,” he said, clearly meaning to do exactly that, “but ummmm, are you watching porn right now?” “No,” you answered too quickly. “Hey, you don’t have to hide it if you are, go nuts. I’m just a little curious about what’s turned you on so much you’re practically panting. And can I help?” “I’m not watching anything. It’s just some gifs I saw.” “Well I think QPR law states you have to show me or you’d be a big meanie.” You chuckled and handed the phone to Ben, a little curious about how he’d react. Ben watched the gifs through a couple of times before nodding, “Yeah, that’s uhhh, that’s pretty hot,” he rubbed your foot again as he kept watching the looped footage. “Are you turned on?” “Yeah, a bit,” “Hmmm, same.” “Should we-” “Do you wanna-” You spoke at the same time and then both laughed a little as you simultaneously agreed, “Yeah.” Immediately you swung your legs around intending to walk towards the bedroom and Ben followed for about two steps before he stopped suddenly, “Wait. This is a no romo day, right? Do you still feel anti-romance?” “Yes and yeah I think so. Why?” Ben shrugged, “I don’t think we’ve ever had sex on a no romo day so...how does it work?” “Oh, good point. Well.” you wanted to keep it brief, already worked up and wanting to move to the fun part, “I think it’s probably best if we keep it on kind of the rougher side, a little impersonal even. Could you maybe hit it from behind? I’m not really sure eye contact and all that stuff would be as fun for me right now.” “No need to ask twice. My hot partner wants me to look at her gorgeous arse while I fuck her? Yeah definitely into that.” “Jesus I’d forgotten you’re an arse man.” It was true too. As much as Ben might prefer ass to tits he also enjoyed the visual stimulation of watching you – seeing the pleasure on your face, watching your body react to his. So, while doggy style was a regular position for you, variations of missionary and cowgirl were probably a little more frequent. Which was wonderful, except not what you needed right then. Ben responded by poking his tongue out you but he seemed quite as eager to move things along, “So rough doggy then? Can I spank you?” “You’d be into that?” He shrugged, “I know we haven’t really done anything kinky yet but yeah, I enjoy spanking. I mean...watching an arse jiggle after it’s hit is incredibly hot.” You giggled, “spanking is very okay then. You could be a little mean too if you wanted, maybe calling me a degrading name to get at that impersonal thing. Slut maybe.” He hummed uncertainly, “I can try it if you really want but I gotta admit I’m not as into degrading stuff as I am spanking.” “It’s fine if you don’t, whatever works. Honestly, I’m already super horny so just do whatever you’re comfortable with and don’t get too gentle or loving with it, and I’ll be happy.” “I can definitely do rough for you. For instance,” You gasped as Ben grasped your hips and turned you around, positioning you in front of the arm of the couch before he pushed you to bend over it. It was a surprise considering Ben’s typical nature. He had his controlling or domineering moments but generally seemed happiest when he was showering you in affection or letting you take charge. Adding to the surprise was the way he tugged your pants down to your knees and began to touch you through your underwear. It made you squirm, trying to find a little more friction, but he only gave you a quick spank. Not overly hard but it didn’t have to be to make you feel tingly. Just knowing Ben was capable of an action like that was hot enough. All the same he pulled your knickers down too and ran his fingers through your folds. “Wow, okay. You meant it when you said you were horny. Pretty wet already.” “No shit Sherlock. You know I don’t need lines like that that get you interested in fucking me.” He gave you another slap for your insolence. “Better get you stretched out then, hadn’t we?” You felt two of Ben’s fingers rest against your entrance and expected to feel them sink into you too. But it didn’t happen. “What’s the hold up, Tiger? Ow,” the spank had been a little harder than the last. “If you want them so bad, do it yourself.” Your breath caught as you realised what he meant and you shifted your hips back, levering yourself against the arm of the couch, until you felt his fingers penetrate you. “That’s it Kitten. You’re too horny to wait, aren’t you? God you’ve got such a pretty arse. Giving me the best view right now. Your needy cunt soaking my fingers while your arse,” he hit you again, “jiggles. It’s making me so hard.” You whined, unable to find a better response, and rocked back against his fingers, slowly fucking yourself on them. He let you go on like that for a little while, happy to listen to your hitched breaths and needy sighs as you got a little of what you needed. But then he pulled his fingers from you. You let out a disappointed whimper, “Ben, c’mon,” “I’m so hard from watching you be so desperate. Just gotta get my pants off. But you can play with yourself for me, can’t you?” You nodded and shifted so you could drop your fingers to your pussy. Ben gave your arse another slap, “Not what I meant Kitten. Play with your arse.” Startled by the low growl in his voice you quickly complied, leaning on the couch as your brought both hands up to grab your arse cheeks, squeezing them and pulling them apart to better show off your holes.” “That’s very good, Kitten. Spank yourself.” It wasn’t the same as when Ben spanked you since you knew what was coming and the position didn’t allow you to get as much force into your hits as he could. But it was definitely arousing and it definitely seemed to work for Ben. You’d barely registered the sound of his pants dropping before he was sliding into your wet and waiting cunt. “I can take it from here,” Ben’s hands replaced yours, groping your arse as you dropped your arms back to the couch, though you felt it was useless to try and prop yourself up on them. It would only be a matter of time before you collapsed entirely.

At first he kept the pace slower, letting you adjust to him, though each thrust was forceful, just as you’d asked it to be. But gradually Ben sped up, hands still playing with your cheeks, sometimes grabbing and sometimes spanking them. He tried to say more about how hot it was to take you like that but his own breath was escaping him as the words seemed to be. So he let his body talk for him as he pounded your cunt and dug his fingers into your flesh. And then he pulled out. You were on the verge of asking him who the fuck he thought he was when he said, “one second. Just want to try something.” and then, remembering he was meant to be acting mean, added, “And you just want me to keep fucking you, so you’re not going to complain.” In a disgruntled daze you let Ben help you up onto the back of the couch so that one leg was bent to lean against the arm he’d just had you bent over and the other dangled towards the floor. It took a little more adjustment before Ben was happy. First pulling you back towards him and the corner of the couch, and then pressing you to lean forward so your hips were raised and he could better access your pussy. You had to grab onto the back of the couch for support, digging your fingertips into the leather as Ben resumed fucking you. The angle had changed a little and the position was slightly more awkward to maintain but it was worth it for the way your clit rubbed against the smooth leather, leaving a trail of wetness behind. Each thrust rocked your hips in such a way that you quickly found yourself getting close to release.

That, however, seemed to be Ben’s plan as he began telling you how good you were going to make him feel when he made you cum. “I know you’re close Kitten. So just cum. I want to feel your cunt on me when you do.” He lay another few spanks to your arse cheeks and that tipped you over into your orgasm. But Ben didn’t stop. “I th-think you can do bett-er than that,” he grit out as you clenched around him and he seemed to thrust twice as hard as he had before, “You were so,” You grunted as he plowed into you. “So desperate before. So you can cum better than that. Right kitten?” You nodded and gasped out a, “Yes” as your arms shook with how hard Ben was fucking you. But he didn’t relent. He kept going until he felt you tighten again and heard you moan, nearly sobbing as relief flooded your system. That seemed to be enough for Ben and he let himself go too, holding your hip tightly as he pressed deep into you.

Ben leaned his forehead against your back as he tried to regain his regular breathing rate and gave you a quick kiss there before he righted himself and helped you to dismount the couch. The evidence of your orgasms was still smeared across the leather but neither of you paid it any attention. “Sorry I never called you a slut or anything,” Ben said with a slightly self-conscious chuckle, avoiding your eye as he hitched his pants back into place. “I just like Kitten better.” “Don’t be,” you said mirroring his actions to looking at him, “Kitten worked perfectly. Also, that was really good. Maybe you could be rough and mean more often?” “The double orgasm was a pretty good indication that it worked for you,” “Of shut up, I was being serious. It was really hot.” “Yes but I like teasing you, remember,” “Prick.” “That hurts,” he said with a fake gasp and a hand against his chest, “Keep talking like that and I’ll have to spank you again,” “Ha ha, very funny. Tease me all you want but we both you enjoyed it as much as I did.” “Maybe I did.” he conceded, “but I wasn’t going to hate it when I was watching your arse.” “Alright, you perv. Was there any leftover noodles? Bit peckish now.” “Yeah, in the fridge. Grab me some too would you?”

#my writing #my blurbs #ben hardy x reader #ben hardy smut #ben hardy imagine #does this make sense? who knows!#am i turned on from thinking about it? absolutely!#am i also literally about to fall asleep? yes!#its after midnight and this has been a long week!#g'night!!#platonically event

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simptasia · 4 years

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Cats 2019 😌

Oh, thank you, I’m gonna gush about this movie without even a DROP of that “i knoooow it’s bad” stuff, y’all know that I know. Okay maybe a few drops sneak in, in a back handed way, but MOSTLY this is me gushing and fawning

For context, since i’m putting this in the tag, the prompt was this was somebody gives me a topic and I respond with what i like about it. Like, the opposite of that “send me a thing and i’ll tell you what i hate about it” one

sometimes, like half the time, the CGI actually slaps. like, the close ups are amazing. proper look at some of these cats and it’s like, wow

mr. mistoffelees is precious. he’s my favourite and he’s adorable and his song makes me cry! specifically the bit where old deut is back and it cuts to his happy “oh my gosh i did it” face. triumphant! heck, i just like that whole song, as like the character thing that it is. and yeah anyways, misto is a cutie pie, he’s so shy and awkward and nervous, i wuv him uwuwu

misto is my fave but munkustrap is actually the best character in this movie. i cannot gush enough about robbie fairchild’s acting, singing and dancing in this. he is the backbone of this movie and i adore him! there’s a reason i’ve reblogged a bagillion gifsets of him being so expressionate, he’s so good! you can tell robbie loves being a part of this. and like, very often munku will absolutely be the best aspect of a scene

plus he’s beautiful too. munku, misto, victoria. beautiful kitties

now that i’ve adjusted to the art style, i find these kitties adorable. i love the ears and tails, they make me happy. i like how misto’s tail curls and the movement of everybody’s ears

i really like the music, shoulda mentioned that first. like, when its good, its really good. memory is of course a powerhouse. skimbleshanks is the movie’s highlight, so fucking good. i like mr. misto’s song, fight me. jellicle cats is a fucking bop. rumpleteazer & mungojerrie, I Just Like It. robbie’s performance in... well the whole movie... but also in old deuteronomy is beautiful and soothing. i’ve actually gotten every song in this stuck in my head.... SKIIIIIMBLEEEESHAAAANKS THE RAAAAILWAAAY CAT

legit, making that number include tap dancing was an actual stroke of genius and i cannot praise steven mcrae enough. whomst is also australian, im so proud. i also like skimble’s pants

OH ALSO regarding the music, another thing i love about this movie is that it introduced me to the concept of this musical. i never had any exposure to cats the musical before this movie happened. all i knew before was a couple of references i saw and i had heard memory. but i didn’t know that memory was from cats. and like, think of all the great songs i wouldn’t be aware of if this movie never happened. i’ve also, by extension, become enamoured with the 1998 version of cats too. because of this! i wouldn’t have had a reason to care before! i had no interest! so besides the fact that i actually do like this movie, there’s that

this is true of the stage musical thing, but a lot of cute and fun character moments are gleaned from like background stuff and facial expressions, that sorta thing and i find it really fun to notice stuff (or see somebody else point stuff out). like it’s all very simple but still with some depth, ya know?

the dancing in this is so good. so so good. especially munku because his actor is a magnificent dancer. it’s also funny and cute how misto clearly isn’t as good a dancer as everybody else, so they have him doing clumsy doofy stuff in the background. but im not insulting laurie davidson’s dancing, he’s actually good considering he had to learn for this movie. i just have to praise the dancing in this movie because i’ve seen people say that “the dancing isn’t impressive in this movie because it’s CGI” and i WILL EAT YOU WHOLE. no n no no people HAVE to know that the actors are actually doing that. robbie and francesca are professional ballet dancers, most of the people in this are. the movements are real, they just painstakingly overlayed CGI cat stuff over it. the stuff that isn’t real is like, stuff humans can’t do, like the big fuck off leaps, they used wires for that

Rumpleteazer’s Lesbian Energy Is Palpable

Munkustrap’s Chemistry With Everybody Is Stunning

victoria, misto and munku are OT3 and they’re bicons in my heart

oh i already mentioned the music but i just wanna say i think beautiful ghosts is a lovely song/motif/character thing. i haven’t mentioned victoria much, i think she’s rather sweet in a like endearingly dumb way. and her singing and dancing is, of course, lovely

the sets are practical, they built that! bruh

i have to give my respect to the poor overworked effects artists who worked on this movie. they were pushed so hard and for so long and i think they did a great job and they don’t deserve even a drop of the scorn they have received

i love misto’s jacket, it’s so good. and the pencil as a wand is clever!

the last scene is refered to as a living hell by a lot of people but i love it because just. watch munku’s face the whole time. so good. just watch munkustrap, he makes everything better

ooh on that note, i like how they made it so munk lives in a flat thats literally right by the junkyard. i find that a nice touch and fitting

i like the nuzzles <3 (furthermore i love how misto is so much taller than victoria so he has to bend down so far for a couple of those nuzzles)

i dunno, you can tell most of the people doing this were like really into it, like really loved doing this movie. like these performances are good, y’all! and like, these cats come across as so happy to hanging out and dancing and being together (for the most part, there is bickering and... cattiness too) that it’s like infectious. it makes me smile!

and there’s like a bagillion little things here and there that i like, like my list could go on even more. for example, shout out to that one cat that kept smiling when skimble was spinning upwards into the air (due to being kidnapped) probably under the assumption that skimble can just fucking do that djksakjdsa

so yeah i can’t exactly call this a Good Movie but i can genuinely call it a movie i enjoy, that i adore even, because i’ve never liked anything ironically in my life! also im autistic and this has become my special interest, so choo choo, this trains a chugging. i’m having a lot of fun, and i think that’s good enough

and i feel like it’s already on it’s way to becoming the world’s most expensive cult classic. like, friends getting together and watching it and having a good time, for one reason or another. and i like that. i hope in like 5 to 10 years time, people are gonna be endeared and nostalgic for cats 2019, cuz that’d be neat

#cats 2019 #I like The Parts Where I'm Not In Pain #this praise is in no way an endorsement of tom hooper #who is a genuinely incompetent idiot who should be kept away from musicals #this is all despite the movie's shortcomings #but hey some of the Bad Choices can be a laugh too #i really do think there's more good aspects than bad aspects in this #once you get used to it #like my first viewing felt like a fever dream #it really does take getting used to #but adjusting to this... universe. it's better now #and i think the second half is better than the first half #espech the last ooh half an hour or so? great stuff actually #sunnibits

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cherryflvored · 3 years

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tagged by: @basileiasmoon thank u cutie ✨

1. Why did you choose your url? Six of Crows literally lifted me out of my depression so I wanted to pay homage to Kaz Brekker

2. Any side-blogs? @keanuwwu, in case you need a Keanu fix... and my amazingly (poorly) written fics.

3. How long have you been on tumblr? Since 2013... YIKES

4. Do you have a queue tag? 2 of them! Queuemaster (From Quartermaster because of Ben Whishaw's role in Skyfall) and Queued Up (idk I forgot I already had one 😭)

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place? I don't remember - maybe boredom? I was really into Tegan and Sara (I also found out I was bisexual then) and I just wanted to follow them on this platform.

6. Why did you choose you icon/pfp? Fits my url

7. Why did you choose you header? I liked it

8. What’s your post with the most notes? It's on my sideblog and it's a gifset I made for Keanu.. Thats my love like it is what it is.

10. How many followers do you have? 3k+

11. How many people do you follow? 110 (I know the ratio is so bad, it's hard finding people that are still posting - shittt, I disappear every other season)

12. Have you ever made a shitpost? YES and I'm PROUD

13. How often do you use tumblr each day? Couple times

14. Did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? I don't really remember but I fight with this one girl occasionally

15. How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post’? If it tickles my fancy then maybeeee.

16. Do you like tag games? Occasionally.. Lara I'm sorry I literally just found this in my mentions I forgot to do it Im SORRY

17. Do you like ask games? Yeah they're fun!

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? I genuinely don't know.. I think a couple are known in fandoms, etc, but I'm not sure about who is "tumblr famous"

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual? I plead the fifth

20. Tagging: No one likes me enough to do these LOL buttttt... @littledeadgirlwalking (hi cass 💓) @city-correspondent (hiii riley, wait til you hear about what happened to me today LOL) @knivesv (I already know how you feel about these but whatever) and then these lovely people who I've recently followed and some who have been here from the very beginning: @romanced @horroroftheflesh @tricewithaz @beachlifeindeath (and im tagging anyone else that wants to do this!!!)

If you read this whole thing wow thank you and I'm sorry for boring you! I do think you're all super lovely and I hope we get to talk more.

#about me #al knows #tag game #long post

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pan-magi · 3 years

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Long Overdue

Note: This blog used to be pansdailyobsessions and has now had a name and url change (now, pan-magi). Post will include reasons for change.

Wow, wow, wow. It’s been just over four years since I posted here. I was planning to log into tumblr for the finality for a while and hadn’t really grasped how long it had been. My last post was supposed to be an update post… yeesh. I didn’t expect any activity but was surprised to see notes from the last few months. Whether or not people found my posts from reblogs or this blog itself, thank you. I’m not sure how many followers would still care, either from leaving tumblr behind or from moving past Magi content, yet I feel like I need to give some head’s up to anyone who wants it.

My original plan was to log into my tumblr account and delete everything (this includes this blog and my others). I’m not too worried about my others, since I never had too much there. My primary blog was mainly for reblogging, including from friends who have largely moved on from the platform. It's now essentially private so I can keep this one as is w/o much hassle. I hadn’t done anything on tumblr for years, and I wanted to move on and officially clear the URLs. It would be simple. When I finally gotten around to logging in, it was partly because I had fallen down the Magi rabbit hole again and I wanted to see some of my old stuff. I then saw the old notes and I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t simply clear everything.

Gut instinct beforehand said it would be okay. A lot of people had reblogged posts that will continue to see love, and someone who wants to find my posts can see it on a reblog for a tumblr that still exists. I have all my content saved on my computer if I want to see it again myself. I can’t do it.

However, this isn’t me coming back to be fully active on this blog. I have gifsets I’ll hopefully be able to do by the end of the year, but after that this will largely be an inactive blog. I will have a fuller explanation under the read more; I dislike large text blogs clogging dashboards and my homepage, so I’ll keep the general gist of it here.

New Name/URL: Why, if this will mainly be an archived blog in the future, did I bother with the name change? I started this blog with the idea that every few months or several months my interest will change and from that point on have a different singular focus. That never happened, and throughout this blog’s lifespan I stuck to Magi. I think pan-magi fits better now that I am sure it will stay a blog about Magi. All my tags for my posts have also been updated. I was never really happy with the word obsessions in the title either. It didn’t gel with me back when I made it but I couldn’t think of anything else. Plus, I don’t know if that word dinged with any spam p*rn bots that randomly followed me after I became inactive. I got a number of honest new follows in the years absent, but over half of them were spam accounts and only with this blog. I’m unclear if it’s because this was my most active or if it was the name (more on this below).

Important: Pan-magi is the url, but I tag posts with panmagi (the url was taken).

Archived, w/ Few New Posts: I will keep this blog here without deleting it for the distant future. However, I do not plan to be super active on this blog. There is a list of gifset ideas that I had way back then, and I want to complete them. After that, my ideas have run low for graphics and gifs and likely won’t post anymore. I hope they will be done soon but I can’t give a timeline. Reason: I got a new desktop that runs things a hundred times better, yet several of my programs were purchased for one computer only, including Photoshop. I no longer have it. I know there are cheaper programs, but I am an old dog and creature of habit, and Photoshop is the easiest for me to use. I’m saving money for it over the holidays though don’t know if I will be able to purchase it by then. Fingers crossed I can wrap up my gif content by the new year. I can’t promise it though.

I will still accept asks; requests are closed. Messages will be open but I won’t log in that frequently.

Fanart & Other Content (?): I may not have ideas for gifs but I have a number of fanart ideas. Not sure why or how my brain works, but that is how it is. I may post them here, but I’ve never been a fan of posting art on tumblr. While they haven’t been my most popular posts, that hasn’t bothered me (my sketches here have only been okay). I post whatever I enjoy and think of. However, tumblr has restrictions on canvas and file size that will hamper and compress what I post. Especially for short comics I want to work on and larger images it will prove to be problematic. As of now, I am unsure where I want to move to. Instagram has similar restrictions on size and ratio of images that work best on it. I stay away from Twitter for my mental health. DeviantArt remains the largest art centric platform I know, though I don’t know how viable or active it is these days. Wherever and if I ever want to publish my art, or other Magi fan content, I will make a separate blog with the information.

This tumblr blog will remain up no matter what, and all my gifs and graphic sets will be posted here. Tumblr, I believe, is the best for gifs and graphic content. Other types of content though… eh.

Tumblr in general: There is another reason why I want to predominately move on from tumblr, and why I originally wanted to delete everything. That being, tumblr is weird. On this blog, I had an older post flagged as adult. I assume it was the Sinbad gif in that gifset (the one where he meets Aladdin and Morgiana). I can understand that. But that gifset is a repost and collection of the original posts I made for the first season. The original post has remained untouched. I’m left confused. I probably will end up deleting the original too. I don’t want to leave this blog archived in the future and worry about one post that shows a rogue butt.

Tumblr has given me the most concern for security as well. There was one instance years ago of receiving an email about something problematic on my primary blog that I was left in the dark with. It was predominately a fandom reblog source, and I wasn’t given much information besides a warning about potentially posting/reblogging a political spam post. I reblogged a post talking about historical significance of WWI in Wonder Woman but I’m still unsure if that was the post that it was talking about. Maybe one of my Hunger Games posts? I don’t know. Maybe it was a mass email going out to everybody. Who knows, it was years ago but it did give me worry about reblogging ordinary fandom gifsets from then on. Back to this blog, I mentioned getting a lot of spam blogs randomly following me after I went inactive. It made me uncomfortable not knowing if they would try to contact me or post my content on adult-oriented sites without my knowledge. They never did and going through my follower list, it seems like they were deleted and cleared out and people following me are real people and not spam p*rn bots. That left me uneasy and I didn’t want to login for a long time.

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That about wraps up my thoughts and this long update. I will be updating broken links (either because of my url change or external links that have gone inactive in some of my (x) insp posts) in the next couple days. I want to get back to gifsets here and wish it could be soon. After that, this blog will remain here with no more new content but for ease of browsing access. Thanks for the ride for anyone that wants to unfollow, no hard feelings :). And thank you for staying on if you do. It’s water on the bridge for me, but I wanted to make sure I gave some notice and farewell before I can eventually get my planned gifs and graphics done prior to keeping it up for archive purposes.

#magi #magi: the labyrinth of magic #magi labyrinth of magic #update post

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sakura-haruka · 4 years

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Mike aka captainpoe is talking shit about me so let me get things straight.

He’s gonna do screenshots of what will makes him look like the victim, like he always does so you will have to believe me on my words (since I coun’t found our conversations by pm) but most people who know me or I've been following me for a long time know that I usually stay out of the drama. Big thanks to my friends for telling me what he was doing behind my back like the adult he is.

3 years ago Mike started following me, I was back then a small blog and I thought “wow a big blog is following me!”

He started to talk me and really fast told me to send him my edits by messages and I did! he also reblogged me on his mcu blog (and his sw blog too... I think).

I was really stressed with a big exam around July and I became obsess with EVERYTHING, I was a true pain in the ass to everyone. I’m not gonna lie. So yeah I also became obsess with my Tumblr notes, I did gifs to relax but it was not working very well back then. my behavior was childish and I apologized to him after!

(He accused me of wanting to be reblogged on his sideblogs, it’s true, but it’s natural to me to reblog everything that people send me or tag me in on my sideblogs, I sincerely don’t understand people problem with reblogging on sideblogs things ).

When he got harassed on here, more like called out (it was actually around the same time I was a dick) he asked me to take his defense and to reblog a post he made, he was basically whining about how he was the victim and never harassed anyone, he sent me messaged telling me that he was a married man in florida and never did anything against the once upon a time fandom, wasn’t homophobic and meh meh meh... Back then I believed him because he was the nice guy who was helping me getting notes in the MCU fandom. He used me, after talking to other members I realized that I wasn’t alone.

I WANT TO APOLOGIES TO THE POEPLE I DIDN’T BELIEVED BACK THEN. I KNOW WHO HE IS NOW.

He started being aggressive but nothing worriedly when TLJ came around, it was a real little thing but I wasn't shipping Rey x poe and I felt like it was problem for him that I wasn’t shipping them. I didn't thought too much about it but still, it left a bad taste in my mouth, I wasn’t talking a lot to him after that.

When I had problems and got hate on my blog he didn't do shit to help me.

I was still sending me my edits because... Notes. I can’t lie about that, like every creators here I want my edits to get notes.

I think we haven’t talked for a verrrry long time, I was sending my edits that’s it.

Last year he asked me to join my GOT blog, after all the reblog he did for me I thought It would be really bitchy to me to not add him as a member. But I also noted that it was funny how he joined both the B99 and the GOT fandom once he realized that it was very popular.

He did edits on the blog so no problem at all, until s8 ended. I’m like everybody, I hated that season but when someone join my sideblogs, especially my got one, I am very clear about the no hate rule (I had problems with that on this blog before). But he thought that since he was popular he could do what he wanted, I deleted the two first he reblogged, one of them was calling people to harass D&D and I hate what they did but as someone who has been victim of bullying at school and still suffer from that I was disgusted by what he posted but I haven’t told him anything since he’s really popular and I didn’t want to create any drama... I have a life so I finally forgot about it.

My laptop broke and gosh, I really understood who he was at that moment! I sent a messages to all the members of my sideblogs asking them to keep the blogs active while I can’t, normal stuff for an admin. I had my tablet with no photoshop... spidey got “fired” and like a lot of other people I thought about that scene in iw where Tony told him “you’re an avenger now”, lucky me I have already made that gifset before so I took my tablet and just reposted my own gifset, it took me so long because I had to convert it back to gif format because of Tumblr... Anyway, later he sent me a message accusing me of having copied him and I haven’t seen his gifset so told him exactly that. He then accused me of doing that ALL THE TIME with endgame and I told him “listen bro we’re both using the same 30 seconds YouTube clips that marvel gave us”, like 20 other people (they were not a lot of people because that channel was weirdly unknown), it’s true that I was doing them after him but it’s just because I have a life and cannot always do gif, I make them when I have time. He also basically told me that I must be rich for having replaced my laptop that fast, I haven’t, I was using my tablet but even if I did replace my laptop, mêle toi de ton cul ( I have no English expression coming to me ).

I really understood who he was then.

He totally stopped making edits for my got blog, because it stopped trending so it wasn’t interesting him anymore.

a few months past and I think the only thing he told me is that he was scared of clowns... Literally.

And then the BIG ONE, I know he was a douche but omg. Mike asked me to reblog ALL his posts on a sideblog I'm only a member of. He told me that the admin have blocked him because she was shipping reylo and well reylos hate him because he’s posting shit on them , they were a huge misunderstanding then (because i’m French and I may not have explained myself right) , I told him that I wouldn’t reblog him if the admin didn’t want to see his posts on the blog, he was blocked! and I was, at the same time, talking to another member of this blog who is a close friend of the admin and she agreed with me. he was very insisting and I told him that the admin was checking what we add to the queue and would certainly delete his posts, it was the big misunderstanding that could have hurt the admin of the blog, I just meant I know she checks what’s happening because she told me when I don’t tag a post with the right tags, it’s just what a good admin (unlike myself) does. I also told him that it was a new blog with “only” 14k followers, he must have something like 50K followers sooooo, and that his edits were getting 100K notes, more than anybody here. He became... I have no words to describe that. He told me that it was a dictatorship if I couldn’t reblog what I wanted, and that I should leave the blog, I stopped answering pretty fast after that.

In our last conversation I was vulgar. (it’s in the post he sent to my friends), he really need to get over it, I’m French and from Normandie : I am vulgar! wtf. It’s also the last thing he ever posted on my game of thrones blog. It was a Sunday either two days after after the last star wars movie came out or ten days ( I don’t remember if he waited a week or not) but he reblogged a text post from his blog sending hate toward the writers of both got and sw and spoiled the entire Star Wars movie on my game of thrones blog, which was “the drop of water that caused the vase to bleed” like annoy me all you want but when people goes on my got blog they don’t want to be spoiled, it was so rude and mean and that post had nothing to do there and it was at least the third time so I told him to “fucking stop” and since mr thinks he is the king he went all “you can’t talk to me like that” “I'm an adult” meh meh meh. I told him to never go in France ‘cause he wouldn't like us. And it was the last time we spoke. Nothing to do directly with me but I would never do what he does to get notes, that man he’s ready to use any big events such as pride or women’s day to get notes. I do make edits for those events too but I'm actually a bisexual woman and not an heterosexual man and I really don’t think he’s doing those edits to show his support to those movements but just to get notes, this year he did the same thing with blm movement I thought it was disrespectful at best, he even made the famous “I we burn you burn with us” gifset from the movie and no, just stop dude. Making that gifset of Naya before she was even found was awful, a lot of people are doing gifs to feel better about things but I don’t think it would have came to anybody else mind to have it ready in their draft. It actually make me think of myself because after they died I made a gifset of Carrie Fisher and Stan Lee and in my head it was a tribute but now that I think back about it I wouldn’t make gifset when people dies anymore, I said it once again but in my head it was a tribute to those wonderful people life and work. I did to feel people and myself a little better in those situations but it didn’t makes me feel better. I thought about it even more, especially for Carrie, because I couldn’t stop thinking about Billie and losing my mom is the worst thing that could happen to me. You can say that, at the end, Mike makes me realize something.

He has been calling out for his behavior but instead of facing it like an adult he just want to take people down instead of him, I'm one of them and I certainly won’t be the only one. it’s someone who doesn’t know how to face the consequences of his behavior and still think he’s untouchable, me and one of my friend said that he thought he was the king of Tumblr and I sincerely think that in his head he is.

Sorry for the grammar I'm French and it’s almost 4 am so I'm gonna check the grammar tomorrow.

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matan4il · 2 years

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Saw your old post on Jewish rep. Curious as to your thoughts on crazy ex girlfriend?

Hi lovely Nonnie!

Oh wow. First off, thank you for reading my thoughts on Jewish representation! As for Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, I actually didn't know it had a Jewish angle? Which I feel says something about Tumblr. I have seen A LOT of CEG gifsets on my dash at one point and they were ALL about the bisexual man singing and dancing and having a cute younger bf. I guess, the whole thing about Tumblr is we're all in our own little fandom bubble, and then suddenly something blows up (presumably because it's SO outstanding) to a degree that it makes it into the bubble. And apparently if CEG had good Jewish rep, that was not seen as outstanding enough to blow up and cross into different bubbles.

I'm not saying anything for sure, maybe the Jewish rep on that show really didn’t deserve to blow up, and one thing is def not enough to form a bigger conclusion, but it’s not just one thing. I'm sometimes very frustrated by my Tumblr experience, precisely because this is supposedly a much more open, tolerant and accepting space than other social media sites. Yet, the first ask I ever got? Was from a Holocaust denier. May of 2021? Was hell for a lot of Jewish blogs on this site, I saw way too many getting bullied, some of them to the point where they had to delete completely. I see some blogs reblogging a post with an antisemitic libel one day and the next they reblog a "Happy Hanukkah!" post. Maybe they don’t even understand they’re helping to spread antisemitism, or maybe they’re using the congratulatory post to avoid accusations of being antisemitic, either way it’s a reminder that just because a blog shares one seemingly Jew-friendly post doesn’t actually make that blog a Jew-safe space. I see people going out of their way to love and hold up minority characters, and then leave out the Jewish ones. Posts about all kinds of global crises that affect minorities go viral regularly, but I will never forget the silence on Tumblr as the hostage situation in Texas was going on for 11 hours, and Jews were blogging about it, and some incredible non-Jews were amplifying our voices by reblogging those posts (including some amazing followers of mine), but not a single of these posts went viral, not a single one that I’ve seen made it to even 300 notes, let alone the tens and even hundreds of thousands of notes I’ve seen on other similar posts. It just tells me that something about the way western society educates on the subject of Jews as a minority and of antisemitism has failed. And I don't think it's exclusively about the inadequacies of most Jewish representation, but it's probably linked to (both shaping and being influenced by) it.

Now back to CEG... as you can gather, I have not watched it, but I will thanks to you. IDK when I'll start or how long it will take me, especially since I also just learned the other day that Hunters' s2 is going to air soon and I would like to try and express something about the Jewish representation there before this new (and final) season, which might include doing a quick binge-watch of s1. IDK if you'd like me to write about it when I do watch CEG? If so, just please be patient with me! Thank you in advance for your understanding.

Hope you have a great day and if you celebrate, have a very Happy Hanukkah! As always, here's my ask tag. xoxox

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sunshinestrand-inactive · 4 years

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I Have Never Known A Love Like This

Day Seven of Tarlos Week: Free Choice. TK and Carlos go on a hike (or Tarlos combined with the idea from my favourite episode of Schitt’s Creek)

** I would like to thank everyone who read my work, gave kudos, left comments or reblogged it. You are all amazing. I would also like to thank my friends who gave me wonderful support through the entire thing. I love you guys so much. Congratulations to everyone! We made it to the end! Now it’s time for me to go read all the amazing fics and reblog all the amazing gifsets **

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TK awoke to soft touches and the sound of light humming. He felt fingertips run along his cheek, his arm, and his back sending shivers through his skin. He tried his best to continue faking sleep but knew he had failed when he felt a smile break onto his face. His eyes fluttered open to find his favourite pair of brown ones staring down at him. He had decided long ago that he would never tire of waking up to them.

TK made a noise of content in the back of his throat. “Good morning.” He whispered, still half asleep and with a hoarse voice. The owner of the brown eyes smiled, running his hand through TK’s hair.

“Good morning, my love.” Carlos spoke softly, making TK’s heart flutter in his chest.

“What are you doing out of bed?” TK asked, noticing the fact that Carlos was sitting on the edge of the bed instead of laying in his usual spot next to him.

“I got up early and made breakfast.” Carlos said, a grin on his face. Of course he did. TK thought.

“Now, why would you do that?” TK asked teasingly.

Carlos raised an accusing eyebrow. “Now, TK Strand, don’t tell me you forgot about our anniversary.”

TK couldn’t help but to smile at the word. The mere thought of him forgetting one of the most important days of his entire life almost made him laugh. It had been three years since he and Carlos’ story officially began and still to this day, TK continues to fall in love with Carlos Reyes.

TK feigned offense. “I would never.” He said, biting his lip. “Happy anniversary, baby.”

Carlos’ smile widened and he leaned down, placing a soft kiss to TK’s lips. “Happy anniversary, Sweetheart. I love you so much.”

“I love you too.” TK whispered. “What did you make?”

“Pancakes of course. They’re your favourites.”

They were and even though TK knew Carlos was well aware of that, the fact still sent a wave of warmth coursing through TK’s body.

“Are you excited for today?” TK asked, although he was well aware of the answer. Carlos had been talking about this day for nearly a week, he had been so excited and TK loved nothing more than seeing him so hyped up about something. It was one of the single greatest things he has ever seen.

“Showing my boyfriend my favourite hiking spot? Of course I am.”

TK had heard about the infamous hiking spot for years but the two of them haven’t ever been able to get up there without work or general life getting in the way. But today was the day and TK had to admit, he was pretty excited himself. Carlos had shown him some pictures he had taken from the previous times he had hiked up Mount Bonnell and TK had thought it had looked so beautiful.

TK sighed. “Hey, remind me to phone my dad and tell him. I forgot to and if we’re going to go radio silent for the day, he’s going to want to know.”

“Will do. Now, are you ready for breakfast?”

TK groaned, suddenly aware of how empty his stomach was. “Very much so.”

Carlos nodded and stood up from the bed, allowing TK to stand up beside him. Carlos put his hand out for TK to grab and they shared a glance before Carlos led him from the bedroom.

“TK, are you sure?”

He rolled his eyes at the tone of his dad’s voice. Always the worrier. “Yes, dad. I’m sure.”

“You haven’t been on a hike in your entire life, son.”

“I’m well aware, thanks.” TK deadpanned.

“Well, what if -”

“Dad, stop.” TK quickly cut him off. “Carlos does this all the time. He knows what he’s doing.”

“Okay.” Owen mumbled, although he didn’t sound convinced. “Well have fun. Please be safe.” “I will, dad.” TK groaned, suddenly feeling like a teenager again.

“And TK?”

“Yeah?”

There was hesitation for a moment before his dad spoke again. “Carlos is a good man.”

TK opened his mouth to answer but was met by the dial tone. He frowned, staring at the counter for a moment before he hung up the phone. What the hell had that been about?”

“What’s with the frown?�� Carlos asked as he walked into the kitchen with two backpacks in hand, both packed to the brim with the supplies they would need for the day. “There will be no frowning on our anniversary.”

“My dad was just acting really weird.” TK whispered, his fingers curling together nervously.

“Oh yeah? Weird how?” Carlos asked, his stature tightening ever so slightly before he quickly managed to recover.

“I don’t know. Just weird.” TK said, shrugging. “He told out of the blue that you’re a good guy.”

Carlos smiled. “Well that’s not weird. Just the truth. W-what do you think that’s not true?”

TK stared at him as he stumbled around his words, raising an eyebrow. “Of course I do. But now you’re acting weird.”

Carlos scoffed, waving his hand. “Don’t be silly. I’m fine. Are you ready to go?”

“I -” TK started but shook his head, opting to not argue about how Carlos definitely did not seem fine. “Yeah I am, let’s go.”

Carlos nodded, passing TK’s backpack to him and leaning over to kiss his cheek and then he was moving towards the door before TK could even get another word in edgewise. He shook his head and turned to walk out of the door after Carlos.

“I’m so happy we decided to do this.”

It had been an hour and a half since they started the hike and while TK was having the time of his life on his very first hike, he couldn’t help but to notice that his boyfriend was not. Carlos had been acting off since they had left the house, almost completely spaced out and TK had tried three times to try and pry it out; but it was no use. So, now they walked in mostly silence and it was hard for TK who naturally loved to talk and more importantly loved to talk to Carlos.

“Carlos?” TK tried again to grab his boyfriend’s attention.

“Yeah?” Carlos asked, snapping from his thoughts to turn and look at TK.

“Okay, I thought you said no frowning on our anniversary.” TK started, walking up behind Carlos and wrapping his arms around his waist. “Seriously Carlos, what the heck is going on with you? You’ve been acting weird ever since I talked to my dad and I really don’t understand. Did I do something wrong?”

Carlos gave him a quick smile. “Nope. I’m okay, I promise. I’m just used to doing this by myself. I’m sorry.”

“You don’t have to apologise. You just don’t seem fine.”

“I am.” Carlos insisted.

“I don’t think -”

Carlos stopped dead, causing TK to stumble into his back and Carlos turned to look at him. “Ty please. I’m just -” His eyebrows furrowed together as if he was trying to make up an excuse and TK waited for it. It had better been good. “It’s not a big deal.”

“Right.” TK said, trying to understand the situation. He knew Carlos wasn’t like this. Something was wrong. But he would stop prying, Carlos would talk to him when he wanted to. “Let’s just continue.”

“TK wait - Ow, fuck!”

TK froze in his footsteps at the cry of pain that sounded from behind him. He quickly turned around, immediately seeing a fallen Carlos, holding onto his leg. TK noticed two things, one was the way that Carlos was holding onto his ankle and the second was that there was blood.

TK swallowed down his worry and approached him. “Carlos, what happened?”

“I tripped in a hole and twisted my ankle really badly.” Carlos explained, wincing as pain obviously shot through his injured limb. “Damn TK, it really hurts.”

“Okay, just take a few deep breaths.” TK whispered as he bent down next to him. “Can I take a look?”

When Carlos nodded, TK used gentle hands to analyze the damage. “Well, the good news is it’s not broken or sprained from what I can tell. But it is starting to swell a bit. Which one of the backpacks has the first aid kit in it?”

Carlos looked up at him, an innocent look in his brown eyes, a blush creeping up onto his cheeks. “I, um, I didn’t bring one?” He mumbled.

“Carlos!”

“I’m sorry, I forgot.” He tried.

“Do you come up here all the time without one?” TK asked.

“No, I always bring one. I just -” He sighed. “I guess I was just excited to be with you, I forgot.”

“Nu uh, Reyes. Do not try to be cutesy to try and get out of this.” TK said, shaking his head but the corner of his lip curled into a small smile.

Carlos shook his head, a smile of his own coming through. “Fine.”

TK turned to go into one of the backpacks and began digging around.

“What are you doing?” Carls asked, looking back at him pulling stuff out.

“I’m trying to find the lunch pack.” TK whispered, seemingly deep in thought and when he did, Carlos saw him take out the freezer pack from inside. He put it onto Carlos’ ankle who winced at the shock of cold. “Here, hold that there, please.”

Carlos did as he watched TK go back into the bag. “There’s got to be something in here that I can use as a wrapping to secure that.”

“There’s a blanket in there you could just rip a piece off of.” Carlos suggested. TK quickly looked at him, worry flooding through him. Carlos smiled. “Don’t worry, Ty. It’s just a cheap blanket from the store. It holds no meaning to me.”

TK slowly nodded. “Okay.”

He reached in again to pull out the blanket and began to rip off a piece, his muscles straining at the task. Once he managed to, he turned to begin wrapping it around the ice pack. Carlos winced again, grabbing onto TK’s shoulder. TK whispered a soft apology before he finished by tying off the ripped piece of fabric, securing the packet to Carlos’ throbbing ankle.

“Thank you.” Carlos whispered.

“No problem. But don’t think that I’m not going to totally give you a lecture about not bringing a first aid kit when we get home.”

“Wow, my very own firefighter lecture. Can’t wait.” Carlos joked before he reached out, squeezing TK’s bicep gently. “I’m sorry, TK.”

TK frowned, tilting his head. “For what?”

“I ruined this. I’m just -” He shook his head, clearly struggling to find the words. “I got lost in my thoughts and I shouldn’t have made you feel like I was ignoring you or that I wasn’t happy to be out here with you.”

“‘Hey Carlos, you didn’t ruin anything, I promise. I shouldn’t have pushed you to talk if you didn’t want to. That’s on me. I’m just glad to be here, spending my day with you. So listen, we still have half a hike to do so come on, let’s keep going.”

“TK, it’s fine really. We should go back.”

“Carlos, no. It’s not much further right? We can do it.”

“Are you sure?”

TK rolled his eyes and stood up, helping Carlos from where he was sitting and made sure he leaned all his weight onto TK. “I am, Carlos. I’ve got you. We’re going to finish this together.”

Carlos smiled, slowly nodding his head. “Okay, well then, let’s do it.”

An hour later, a very tired TK and Carlos stumbled their way onto the top of the summit. TK slowly lowered Carlos to the ground, bending over to catch his breath. He heard Carlos unzipping the backpack he had been carrying to grab their water bottles. TK nearly downed all of the liquid, feeling completely breathless. When he straightened his body again, he looked out at the horizon.

“Holy.” He whispered, his voice light and airy as he spoke. The sun had just begun setting, throwing the valley below them into a soft orange and purple glow. “It is so beautiful.”

“Yeah,” Carlos said from behind him. “It really is.”

TK smiled, turning to look at his boyfriend who was staring at him instead of the scenery. TK ducked his head at the statement before clearing his throat. “Okay, what needs to be done here?”

Carlos frowned. “I don’t know, sweetheart. It’s getting late, we should get back down before it gets dark out.”

TK threw him a look. “Carlos Reyes, if you think I hiked all the way up here and I am not going to get one of your amazing sandwiches, you are sadly mistaken.”

“Alright, well there’s the blanket. The one you ripped a piece off of. That could be laid down. Then the food, which is probably warm now considering you took the freezer pack out of it.”

“Hey! That’s your fault for not packing a first aid kit!” TK retorted.

Carlos smiled fondly, putting his hands up in surrender. “I take full responsibility.”

TK could feel his eyes on him as he did the first two steps before he turned back to look at him. “Now what?”

Carlos chewed on his lip. “Uh, well, in the front pocket of your backpack, you’ll find something that is super important to this picnic. I need you to take that out right now.”

“Okay.” TK said, bending down to unzip the pocket of the backpack. He reached in, his hand clutching onto whatever Carlos had been talking about. When he pulled it out, he saw that it was a little black velvet box. TK eyed it confusingly. “Carlos, what is -” His words froze, jammed in his throat when he turned and saw that Carlos had moved so he was bent down on one knee. A small sound escaped his lips as a realisation hit him.

Carlos cleared his throat. “Um, so this wasn’t exactly how I planned this day going. But here it goes. I have hiked up here almost every weekend for as a long as I can remember. I used this place as a refuge, whenever I had a bad day, it was here for me. Today is the first day that I have ever shown it to anyone. TK, when you came into my life, I learnt just how stubborn and hard-headed a man could be. But I also discovered just how incredibly passionate, selfless, funny and strong one could be. I thought it might as well be fitting to bring my favourite person here to my favourite place and ask him to spend the rest of his life with me. Because you are my refuge now, TK, you are my safe place and I love you so very much. So Tyler Kennedy Strand, will you marry me?”

TK was knocked into speechlessness. He felt dizzy, his vision swimmed with little black dots and his body had gone warm all over with a blush. He was very sure he might pass out and he opened and closed his mouth so much that he probably looked like a dying fish.

“Carlos.” He whispered, finally finding his voice. He let out a light sob. “Are you sure?”

Carlos’ smile widened. “Am I sure? TK, I want to be able to do everything with you. I want to be able to kiss you goodbye in the morning and come home to you. I want to be able to eat dinner with you and cuddle up at the end of the night. I want to be able to fall asleep next to you just so I can wake up so we can do it all over again. I want you, TK. Of course I’m sure. It’s probably one of the easiest decisions of my life.”

TK felt absentminded tears run down his cheeks as he slowly opened the ring box that he was holding in his hand. It was beautiful and everything he could have dreamed about. He looked back up at Carlos before he walked over, bending down in front of him. “I love you Carlos, did you know that?”

Tears fell from Carlos’ eyes as well as he nodded and TK reached up, wiping them away. “Is that a yes?”

TK broke into a wet laugh, shaking his head. “Of course it’s a yes, you dork!”

TK pushed himself forwards, crashing his lips into Carlos’ in a hard but quick kiss. When they broke apart, Carlos grabbed the box from TK’s hand and plucked the ring out of it, sliding it onto TK’s finger.

“I love it.” TK whispered, staring down at it.

“I’m glad.”

TK chuckled happily. “I can’t believe you planned all this. How did you -” TK stopped, coming to another realisation. “Wait, does my dad know?”

“Of course your dad knows. You don’t think I’m going to ask you to marry me without talking to your dad first?”

“So when he was acting weird on the phone this morning?” TK asked.

“Yeah, I think it was probably his way of telling you it’s okay.” Carlos said.

“It is.” TK whispered. “Everything is perfect, Carlos.”

Carlos smiled, pulling TK into a hug. “Is this why you were acting weird as well?” TK asked when they pulled back a few minutes later.

Carlos bowed his head, a blush coming over his cheeks. “I was nervous.”

“Awe, baby, I’m sorry.”

“You don’t have to apologise. You were worried and I appreciate that. If it makes any sense at all, that made me even more sure that I wanted to do this.” Carlos said. “You really are someone I’d like to spend forever with, TK.”

More tears fell down TK’s cheeks and he shook his head. “I can’t even begin to describe how much you mean to me, Carlos. I’ve always wanted something like this and after - after everything happened. I thought I would never find it. But I did. I found it. I found you. I will always thank the universe for that.”

“Me too.” Carlos answered before putting his forehead to TK’s. “I love you.”

“I love you. Forever and always.”

“Forever and always, Sweetheart.”

#tarlosweek2020 #911 lone star #tarlos #paige writes #userkimmy #userjilly #officerrxyes #usermaximus #brilliantbanshee #ronenrubinstein

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lesbianjamies · 4 years

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How did you get into skam and also can you pls rank your top 5 skamverse ships?

oh wow okay okay this is gonna be long but ill try to shorten it as possible

i got into the skamverse through crisana, someone i followed reblogged a crisana gifset and my interest was piqued! little backstory that you didn't ask for: with juliantina, spanish gays were the thing in my little corner of tumblr in early 2019 so i watched skam es immediately. the whole concept of skam, "real time" storytelling, the immersion and the social media stuff, plus it had that *vibe* that really spoke to me, it changed me as a person for real and then cris' season ended and i thought meh im fine with one remake im not gonna watch another lol

and so i ate my words a year later when skam france s6 dropped and literally the second i saw maya's face via a random gifset on my dash? sold!! yes this season also changed me as a person, but mostly bec of maya and lola, i will not speak abt anything else

third, oof oh wow okay druck, if i thought that crisana and mayla changed me? kieutou has done that five times more. two queer women of color!! and one of them is southeast asian like me?? im crying as i type this literally bec i fcking love seeing this on screen

anyway this has been long enough lol time to actually answer your question

top 5 skamverse ships:

1. kieutou; 2. mayla; 3. crisana

and since ive only watched three remakes:

4. amiris; 5. fatou/ava and nora/eva (brotps ftw okayyy 💕)

#ask #i can talk more about those top three ships!! godddd when did i become a skam blog?#again thank you and ily for this ask i love oversharing abt my gay ships 💕

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eliseliedl · 3 years

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I was tagged by the lovely @arnault thank you for always considering me :3 💞

1: Why did you choose your url?

Because I love Zack Fair very much uwu. and also bc the canon url wasn’t available ajsgjkasdg

2: Any side blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

I used to run maaany side blogs but now I only run two: a Yakuza one (kiryusjudgement) and a FF7 one (priceofreedom). I have them because I adore both the Yakuza saga and the FF7 game and I don’t want to reblog posts on my main blog like crazy, so I have two separate blogs where I can reblog to my heart’s content without feeling annoying lol.

3: How long have you been on tumblr?

Since 2012... it’s been 80 years.

4: Do you have a queue tag?

I haven’t used the queue for the longest time but when I did I simply tagged “queue”.

5: Why did you start your blog in the first place?

I remember following MCR fans on twitter and they constantly promoted their tumblr blogs, so I got interested, created an account and I’ve been here ever since lol.

6: Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

Hades’ Meg............. pwwetty.............. and i’m not immune to strong blue lady.

7: Why did you choose your header?

Because it’s Bayonetta and the background is blue and I love both (?)

8: What’s your post with the most notes?

I think it’s this one I made in my now deleted cartoon side blog

9: How many mutuals do you have?

I have no idea honestly asjkhaksdgh

10: How many followers do you have?

3648

11: How many people do you follow?

694 wow. I’m pretty sure most of them have left tumblr though because I always see the same people in my dash xD

12: Have you ever made a shitpost?

probably, i don’t remember

13: How often do you use tumblr each day?

I’d say I check tumblr 4 or 5 times a day (when i’m not busy ofc). There’s not much to see nowadays tho :(

14: Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

It has never happened on my main blog if I recall correctly, but I had random people just tell me “i don’t like you” out of nowhere on two of my side blogs lol. Also I argued with someone (and later blocked them) because they requested me a gifset (and were VERY meticulous on how I should do it) and when I was done they uploaded the whole gifset to their twitter without crediting me. That made me so furious.

15: How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

I ignore them unless I actually wanna reblog it.

16: Do you like tag games?

Yes, they are fun~ if only tumblr notified me :) i always notice i’ve been tagged in something by chance lol.

17: Do you like ask games?

Mmm i guess

18: Do you have a crush on a mutual?

Not really an actual crush but I’m very fond of some of my mutuals uwu. I’m too shy to tell them tho. I hope they read my mind or something lmao 😭

#i tried to make this post in the beautiful font but tumblr didn't let me <3 asjhaklshsdj #thank you for tagging me!#arnault

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honeycrisp · 5 years

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hii everyone! wow, it’s already been two years since i made this blog. i enjoy doing annual follow forevers, so here’s my 2019 one. time really flies fast, i’m very happy that i’ve had the opportunity to make so many close friends and support such incredible content creators because of bts! thank you for everything you all do. please look for your url ♡

header credit: @yoonseok

*some of you may be double mentioned!

special mentions:

@yoonseok mk!! firstly you possess such talent in so many aspects of your life. i admire so much about you, you’re so well accomplished. i can only hope to be a small section of the person that you are in the future. you’re one of the most well-loved people on bts tumblr, which you dearly deserve. you bring out the best in everyone you interact with, your happiness is truly infectious. i love you! also thank you for everything you’ve done for me over the years, you’ve made me sidebar images and layouts and everything in between. i’m so thankful for your kindness!

@kookhope hi there ginny, i really love all of your content so much. you’re so nice to talk to and i’m glad we’ve gotten to know each other, it was super cool to talk to you about x1 too :’) i’m wishing you well and sending love!!

@vincentaegoghs emily!!! i can’t believe how long we’ve known each other, i’m so glad that you decided to make a bts blog because we were able to reconnect!! i think you’re so great and nice, it makes me smile seeing you talk about bts on my dash. i’m so happy that you joined the fandom!! i hope you’re doing well :’)

@sugasinterlude rachel :’) you’re such a nice and caring person, you make me smile every time i get to talk with you. you bring so much joy to the platform with your personality and your content, I hope that you’re doing well!! also a huge thank you for when you helped me out with photoshop a few weeks ago, without you i wouldn’t be able to make gifs currently!!

@parkjimni soph!! honestly you’re one of the first content creators that comes to mind when i think about who represents the bts tumblr community the best. you devote so much of your time to making gifsets and graphics for us to reblog and like, which i’m so thankful for!! you bring so much love to the platform with all of your talent, i’m sending you love and well wishes!! oh yeah also, i still laugh that one gifset you posted with all of those watermarks on it because it was truly hilarious gjaieofsdk

@jogeumdeo lari, you’re such an amazing content creator! you do so much for the bts tumblr community, and i dearly appreciate you. i admire how you made ARMY source, and your efforts are paying off! it’s so great to see, keep doing all the amazing things that you do. sending love!

@namjoon mars, i’ve learned so much from you. you’re the reason i first learned how to make gifs, thank you for being so kind and offering to help me! you make tumblr a better place everyday.

@kim-taehyung ashley!! i first found your blog through your content on bt21net, and i’m so happy i was able to :’) you’re a really talented content creator who i look up to a lot, wishing you well!

@comeherejimin hiii! i just wanted to say thank you for your art, your art is too cute and i love reblogging it whenever i see it in the bt21net tag!

@mapofbts kristine!! you are one of the most talented content creators on the platform, your graphics are astounding and your birthday posts for the members amaze me! you’re so creative and it clearly shows through your work, wishing you well!!

@taehyungland hello hon! you’re another really great content creator who i knew from one direction tumblr, and i’m so happy that we were able to meet again in the bts tumblr community. thank you for posting on the platform, sending you love!

@silvertae & @cherriestae & @spuzz (i wanted to put you all together)

my fellow minnesotans!!! it’s absolutely great to have a couple of mutuals to talk about our awful weather along with our love for bts at the same time ewoiajsfk i hope you’re all having good winter breaks before school starts back up again, wishing you all well!

@agu5td hi julia! i really love talking to you, you’re incredibly nice!! thank you so much for being a mutual of mine, sending love!

@yoong02 meriem a fellow member of taegi nation hello!! we really won a couple of days ago i still can’t believe it 😔 but in all seriousness, you’re super nice and i enjoy talking to you a lot. thank you so much for joining the platform, wishing you well!!!

@syuga hi there babes!!! when i think about the best content creators on tumblr, you’re always one of the first blogs that comes to mind. you are so talented in everything you do, and all of your posts are absolutely beautiful :’)

@geniuslab hii megan, you’re one of the nicest people i’ve ever talked to on tumblr!! you’re always very welcoming, which i’ve appreciated over the months :’) you’ve been there for me multiple times when i’ve needed someone, and i’m incredibly thankful for you. sending love!!!

@jeonjunggguk affy!!! i’m really happy that we’ve known each other for so long!! you’re super nice to talk to and i love your content so much, sending love!

@jeonmoonchild hi there laura, i just wanted to say thank you for making content!! your gifs are really beautiful and I love your birthday compilation series that you do for each of the members, please keep sharing your work!!! wishing you well!

@idolbwi hi jules, i really wanted to write you something even though i’m not sure if you’ll see it. i love you so dearly and i hope you’re doing well, we became friends years ago and i’m so happy we were able to meet when we did. sending love 💕

marie, kirsten and roro i love you three so much, you’ve been there for me for the longest time and i’m so thankful that we’re friends. you all are such special people, and i hope we stay friends for a long time 💕

other mutuals:

@gwkie @6eart @minsyooni @diorjhs @yoongiseesaw @20cmtaegi @suggamiin @dearlyjoon @maptoyoongi @minkive @jihyo @ofguk @kimseokjinss @ygths @tehyungs @llsanjoonie @triviuhtae @whyjjks @blueboytae @moonrkive@knjluvs @jiminluvclub @kimtaehyung @namukook @runjikook @painfulbutsweet @jeonsbun @itseokjins @ohjiminn @boywithluvlesbian @j2nkook @seokjinjimin @applejoon @outroher @hobifuljoon @hyungstae @taewinterbear @angellicjimin @jinmas @extravagantae @jinjccns @mmmikrokosmos @taehywngi @mnkook @moonguk @hwongguk @yoonsgiggle @btstory @hoseoknysus @taemines @namseokis @junghs@taehyungluvblog @peachjin @boywithluv @taeterthots @rapperjeon901 @97pjm @ftyoonmin @luvpj @jeurias @sugawithluv @jintensify @gaypeople @outrowings @happyjinmas @taejvu @minyoongipd @hopekidoki @taetaeguks @spaceboyjoon @minimins @vmintans @aurjeon @artjjk @jjkguk @minygie @taeyungies @hoseokis @minyoongos @vyoongi @taehyunger @honeystae @plutomins @cherryjk @yon-gi @kooksmins @hosnack @agustdique @parkjimchie @magiquerie @softminyoongi @hobimygs @minsapphic @yoonminos @outroyg @stcrmywinds @jeoneuphorias @faerieth @minblossoms @youngforevers @agustcyphers @yoonminist @minguked @hoseok @rapmooni @angeljk @kara @ilivesoilove @taegis @epiphanyjin @radiantsj @poutaes @knjspjm @atlasjoons @twinkgi @gguk @jklovecult @taesamorcito @chimmonie @2oongi @vanteslens @tae @femmetae @idolsgf @guktual @agusmyg @yeosangies @kookmint @jkks @jimiin @jingerbreadd @velvetseoks @jkangel @kimnamtaejin @parksjms @minshope @serendimin @vantear @outrotearkth @ofkimtaehyung @softjeon @jiminparke @etoiletae @taegisexual @kstaehyung @husbandjk @kookiegguk @tearuntold @kimdaily @rosatae @jimichie @rmofbts @fluffykth @minsjoon @rmyoongis @taetaez @yoonkookl @je0n @jinies

non-mutuals:

@lovesyoongs @chaylani @05taehyung @namjooq @pirisorilttarawa @hoshees @teahyngie @kimnamsjoon @seokjinite @taebb @parkjlmin @rayofyoongi @funkyrosejin @jmin @gukyi @jjungcooks @dearbangtansonyeondan @mellowsuga @seokjinings @joonie @kookied @yoonggi @hansungs @junghosoks @outrojk @jjiminssi @taegidda @hoseokb @95z @jimiyoong @jeonify @grapejinnie @champagnejimin @hobgi @wingscouldfly @jungshiii @parkjiminer @joeguk @sugaa @bt7s @kiimjoonie @hobiga @hohbi @jungkookio @jiminrolls @yoonmin @jengkook @dreamyoongi

the blogs that i reblog from the most:

@sugaforyou @hopekidoki @kthsingularity @kookhope @sugasinterlude @softjeon @dearbangtansonyeondan @parkjimchie @05taehyung

i tried to get everyone from my following list, if you don’t see your url and i follow you please know that i love you so much :’)

#follow forever #ITS DONE #ITS FINALLY DONE

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persephone-garnata · 4 years

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Can you just shut the fuck up about ship wars and trashing other characters/pairings like a fucking four year old? I'm so fucking sick of not being able to enjoy the Wincest tag because its full of whiny cunts like you kicking off and making the dumb ass ship wars worse. Seriously, just enjoy what you got given and focus on your own healthy, happy space.

Wow, it’s been a while since I’ve gotten an angry anonymous ask! The SPN finale really has made my moribund tumblr spring back to life. Thanks Nonny!

To answer your question, I *am* enjoying what I got given (very much) and I *am* focusing on my own healthy, happy space. I’m reblogging gifsets and meta, and planning my first new fanfic in more than two years. I’m thoroughly enjoying myself again, in a fandom that, up until this last week, I’d more or less abandoned. I’ve also made exactly one (1) gloating text post which has gotten a bit of attention, and which is presumably what you’ve seen that’s made you so angry with me. And all I can say is - well, I don’t think I’d be gloating right now, still less trashing other characters and pairings, if it hadn’t been for the relentlessness of the destihellers over the last twelve years, flooding the Supernatural tag and social media in general with stuff about their ship and ignoring the brothers who were actually the heart of the show.

Believe it or not, I used to like Castiel. I used to quite happily think of him as in love with Dean, and I’ve read Destiel fanfic. But I got so fed up with the endless posts on here trashing Sam, twisting Dean’s character completely out of shape, and trying to make literally everything on the show about Destiel, that I grew to hate Cas, and Destiel. I got to the point where my heart sank every time I saw Misha’s name on the opening credits, and I looked at my phone whenever he was on screen. After 15.18 and the online reaction to That Scene, (which even spilled over from fandom spaces to the normie internet so it was inescapable!) I was really anxious about what the final two episodes might hold, and how unbearable the destihellers would be if their ship got any further validation.

And then... well we all know what came next.

So yeah, I’m happy right now, and schadenfreude at the hellers is a part of that happiness. In time I think the schadenfreude will probably fade, and I’ll just remain happy that, after fifteen seasons of my favourite erotically co-dependent brothers, we (wincest shippers/bibro fans) finally got the ending we deserve. And I don’t intend to make any more gloating text posts (although that isn’t a promise...)

This is a very long and serious answer to a grouchy sweary anonymous ask you probably expected me to simply ignore, but you can rest assured that I’m gonna keep enjoying the sweet sweet wincest, and not waste any more time and energy on the hellers.

#wincest wins #wincest #winchester brothers #anonymous ask

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mayapenelopeclutterbucket · 5 years

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*SPOILERS* for TGD 3x12 “Mutations” aka this is me typing from the dead because this episode gave me more then one heart attack 😭🙏🏼

Also I’m sorry this post got so long I’m just so excited/happy Jesus Christ like wow just wow

So I wasn’t initially going to watch this live because I have work at 5 in the morning 🙃 and because I wouldn’t be able to pause it while my hands try to keep up with my thoughts but it’s been so long since I’ve been able to do it and I missed it despite my hatred of commercials lol so wish me luck!

Also I’m very very excited for the melendaire content we’re getting tonight since they’re working together again and I’m freakin hoping at this prom they throw Melendez either does a double take at how nice Claire looks OOOOR we get him asking her dance 😭 just SOMETHING PLZZZ

I haven’t even started the ep yet and already can’t wait to see some of the moments in hd tomorrow once it comes on Hulu 😂

I can’t believe shaun is really gonna move out like I get where Carly is coming from but shaun is allowed to have female friends and after some theories from the last ep I’m worried shaun only told Carly he loved her so she wouldn’t leave him like “everyone else”

Aww adorable these two are so cute and Claire thinks they’re adorable as well and imma sue abc if one half of that couple dies or even worse BOTH

Melendaire group chat finally popping again 😭 although I don’t text back until break I love y’all tho 💕💕

So secret checkups with glassy and Morgan 👀 when are ppl gonna find out about her arthritis for the drama~~

Oh my god since when does Melendez go in there for MRIs it’s so just to see Claire oh my god Melendez being in love with Claire and her usual compassion

Omg cuties joking about Claire going to therapy and it working well and talking about love and being happy

Like why else have them interact like that omfgggg I can’t not even five minutes in and we were already getting melendaire content 😭 THEYRE SOULMATES

God damn it I knew it something was gonna happen to the girl since the guy is a okay

Well damn that medication Morgan is on for her arthritis is FUCKING her up smh 🤦🏻‍♀️

Aww all she wanted was one prom but we know Claire will make it happen for her

Aww them talking about prom and Melendez wanting Claire’s answer and her talking about her mom so freely and then going to see glassy together THE MELENDAIRE MOMENTS KEEP COMING 🙏🏼

The fact the writers were just like fuck park lmao he doesn’t even need to be in this scene with Melendez & Claire or instead of Claire 😂

I’m surprised Carly didn’t say anything about lea knowing their business again

Lmaoo Andrews calling Morgan out about sucking up and her owning it

Claire you are not sorry for overstepping don’t lie lol

Sharly working together professionally how adorable

Park is so annoying I’m v done with him he has no soul IM TIRED OF IT

I have missed Claire being pushy to help her patients

I’m glad Carly’s smarts and her being badass scenes are being extended past the lab

Oof Melendez being supportive of his boo and unsurprised of Claire wanting to make their patient happy (BECAUSE HE LOVES HER FOR IT AND IS GRATEFUL HE GETS TO WORK WITH HER REMEMBER) and wanting her to find a way around the mom 😭😭

God I love these two

Oof trouble with sharly has risen

Awww Carly and shaun getting each other and their ideas and finishing each other’s sentences l*mlendez could NEVER but melendaire could 😂 sorry cheap shot I know ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Glassy is gonna out Morgan on her arthritis soon I feel it

Wow a shaire moment when was the last time they shared a fucking scene like they’re supposed to be besties wtf happened writers?!!? Aaaand it’s over in like a minute

😭😭 Claire is such an angel she’s the freakin BEST

Carly using science to explain how she feels to shaun cute

Oh my god no you can’t use an Ed sheeran song with cancer patients 😭😭 that makes it 20x sadder

Melendez and Claire are totally staring at each other in awe omg

Omg Claire Melendez are chaperones park no where to be found y’all know what that MEANS and they’re the only other people there they better fucking dance together omg I can’t he just said Claire looked to be feeling idiotic happiness 😭

AND HOLY FUCKING SHIT I WAS RIGHT I FROZE AND COULDNT BREATHE BUT MELENDEZ REALLY DID ASK CLAIRE TO DANCE AND THEY DID HOLY SHIT I CANNOT BELIEVE WE GOT THAT MELENDAIRE MOMENT I’VE BEEN DYING AND WAITING FOR SINCE I SAW THE BTS SCENE OF CLAIRE IN THAT OUTFIT AND FOUND OUT THIS EP WAS GONNA BE A PROM EP I had to type all that after the moment ended so I could really experience it since I can’t pause OR rewind but I was yelling oh my god so much my sister had to ask if I was okay 😂😭 I had a heart attack when he asked her if she wanted to dance ngl

Claire being inspirational and giving good speeches again I love her so much and am so glad she’s doing better

Carly you better not have changed your MEDICAL opinion because you wanted it to align with Shaun’s 🙄

Wow glassy you really had no other ideas nor could you jump in I hate him

The melendaire exchanging looks scenes are back in action

Wow that Carly and shaun moment was super adorable him calling her idea perfect and brilliant and her being brilliant and almost perfect 😭

Man they really said fuck park this ep huh he isn’t with Claire and Melendez again

But boy shit no she died 😩😩

Wtf why can’t Claire and her patients ever catch a BREAK like leave Claire ALONE and omg does Claire being heartbroken again mean we get another Melendez comforting Claire scene?! Becaus the way he stared after her after she ran off 👀👀 oof is NOT platonic lol

Aww sharly held hands to comfort and support each other

Holy shit I was right suck it katie @pinkobsessedfreak (I’m just kidding I love you 😂💕💕) for bringing the group chat down and shutting my theory down

BECAUSE GUESS WHAT WE SERIOUSLY GOT MELENDEZ GOING AFER CLAIRE WITH ANOTHER STAIRS AND BALCONY SCENE AND HIM COMFORTING HER AND MAKING HER FACE HER FEELINGS AND TELLING HER ITS OKAY TO BE ANGRY AT HER MOM (I was robbed of a hug but it’s okay I got everything else I fucking needed tonight) and now he has an idea for with something that makes him feel better

That fake out 😂😂

Wow oh wow this ep really was chock full of melendaire moments NOW THEYRE BONDING BY MELENDEZ AND CLAIRE RUNNING TOGTHER AND HIM HELPING WITH HER GRIEF AND AND EMOTIONS AND TEASING EACH OTHER OH MY GOOOOOD IVE DIED AND COME BACK TO LIFE SO MANY TIMES THIS EP SO IM SORRY IF THIS POST IS SO LONG

don’t y’all love how lim was in this epcand yet we didn’t get a SINGLE l*’mlendez ep because I sure af do!!! Also park who?? Lmao he was hardly in this ep even tho he working the same patient with Melendez and Claire they really shoved him out to make these endless melendaire moments happen

SLOW BURN BABY WE BACK IN FUCKING BUSINESS

Also in other news shaun lost his v card and it looks like we’ll get some more Morgan angst with her mom possibly dying or some shit like that like man these writers really don’t want any of the residents and doctors to have good parents or alive ones for that matter lmao

Also some breznick moments which will be cute

YALL IM STILL SO EXCITED FROM TONIGHT LIKE OMG THIS SHOW THIS SHIP GETS ME EVERY TIME I CANT WAIT TO GIF IT TOMORROW 😭😭 like I can’t get over it I’m in SHOCK still

We’ve really gotten Melendez comforting Claire not once not twice BUT THREE TIMES this season. This really is our season and people try to say Melendez treats all his residents like he does Claire or that he has done the same for others before YEAH FUCKING RIGHT

Okay I’m done I think freaking out at least on this post freak out about it in the comments with me tho or my ask or by reblogging just be happy with me okay 😂

P.S. check out my melendaire gifset that’s not showing up in the tags 🙃

#claire browne #the good doctor #neil melendez #tgd #melendaire #shaun murphy #sharly #morgan reznick #alex park #who

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