#xae talks

[crackmonkeytrash]

Sorry, but the vacation isn't voluntary, it's required *points weapon at you while crying*

[jalnandanz]

i dont think anyone here is from sg and a carat so im really just trying my luck here but if you know anyone from sg who is selling/trading these pcs pls lmk 😭😭

right pic: jeonghan face the sun (carat ver)

left pic: joshua face the sun (shadow ver)

[xeaf]

"May I have this dance?", he asks with a deceitful smile, holding his hand out for you to take it.

You open your mouth, ready to reject him but when you look at the large amount of people in the ballroom staring at you with bated breaths, you find it hard to do so. You sigh, bringing up your hand to place it in his own.

His smile grows as he guides you down the stairs, towards the centre of the ballroom, where the elegant music coming from the orchestra can be heard more clearly.

He places a kiss on your knuckles before looking up to see your reaction.

You stare down at him with narrowed eyes, shooting him a disgusted look.

He lets out a soft laugh before pulling you towards him by your waist.

"That's a good expression, princess."

[snowmist-hashira]

Hey I love your fics, I am in awe of your work keep up the great work

Well I wanted to know which people do you talk the most in this site it could be in private messages or in the comments

//One of those individuals is @aeolia18, actually, before I started writing on Tumblr, she was the first person to recognize my work on Archive. Even though I later decided to expand my writings here, I hadn't mentioned my Tumblr on Archive, but somehow she still managed to find me here and, we share a lot of things with each other! It was truly a special connection from the very beginning~!

@theyslaydemons, I had never read any other Mui fictions before, and the first one I stumbled upon was her writing. I instantly fell in love with it! Despite the time zone differences, we communicate every day, and as you all know, I truly admire her a lot~ Simp

@valartsstuff, one of the very few individuals who made me feel at home when I just started on Tumblr. I can still vividly remember the time she created that artwork Thorn requested; it was such a heartwarming welcome! @sakurasunkiss, @cloudymistedskies, @ta-ni-ya and along with Lala, the OC fan arts created by them for me and my fellow writers, holds a special place in my heart. The effort and time they put into making these artworks are truly cherished and appreciated~!

Speaking of @thornrosekaori, this basta-, person was the very first person who started that ship with me and Slay, and she was also one of the few people who warmly welcomed me into the community!

@xaeoism, I love her writings as well! I can't emphasize it enough, but when Xae asked about my condition, it really brought a smile to my face. Despite both of us being busy students, we've been talking for a few days now, and it means a lot to me~!

@demonslayeranimex, has been a constant source of support, always messaging me and engaging in various discussions, her communication and encouragement continue to warm my heart~

@cascadingleaves, @azirajane, and @muikitoo also actively engage with my fictions by leaving supportive comments and feedback~ I absolutely love it when readers find my works satisfying, that includes you! Thank you~!

I apologize for the rant, it was meant to be a quick one, but I also wanted to give a shout-out to the people I truly enjoy engaging with.

Commissioned emotes artwork Artist: Kurumi_Igarashi [KYIR999] Links; Tumblr, DeviantArt, Instagram, Twitter, Ko-fi & Fiver

[starjaeyun]

vlive confession — four, filler chapter : THE confession

"how was y/n in highschool? she was really beautiful and really kind! i used to have a crush on her back then that's why i never talked to her. i think i still do" he laughed at the thought "she always watched my performances before, i can't even count the amount of times i made eye contact with her while i was performing! she's really supportive"

now you might be confused..how exactly did sunghoon manage to convince the staff and not get scolded after quite literally confessing his feelings for y/n?

well despite the amount of articles of dating issues that were being spread all over the internet, they noticed the huge difference it was making. the amount of likes their twitter and instagram posts were getting were usually high so they just let the boy do he please

now back to sunghoon..

"did you get jealous of jungwon?" sunghoon laughed "jealous? why would i get jealous of our precious leader-nim?"

i know he just confessed his feelings for y/n but he still plans to tease, definitely just for the thrill

"are you and y/n talking today? well..not so much due to our busy schedules. but i have her number! and we eat with ethereal in the hybe cafeteria" the comments started flooding with engenes teasing him about being too shy to talk to y/n to which he just laughed at and ignored

while scrolling though the comments, one particular comment caught his eye. "you wanna fake date y/n, don't you?" sunghoon laughed as he read the comment, immediately remembering his jay-hyung's response to his tweet about going live "ah~ jay-hyung did you really create a dummy account?"

"were you the one who asked y/n if she's the cute girl from highschool?" at this point sunghoon just wanted to vanish from the face of the earth. goodness gracious, of all the things he could do and say, did he really have to ask that- he even yelled it which makes it even more embarrassing than it already is.

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summary : you used to have a crush on park sunghoon back in highschool and that didn't change even though you both were now idols who did not want dating scandals, so imagine the shock when during a vlive, park sunghoon confessed that he had a crush on you back in highschool

a/n : another late update, i apologize T___T this month has been busier than i thought it would be. lots of socializing had to happen :') but i'm back! i've decided to make this a filler chapter instead of a special chap as i'm planning to save it for another time as the story goes on ;)

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[bunn-iiii]

some killjoy hcs for my like... versions of them? or maybe AU of them? I'm not sure-

FABULOUS FOUR:

Jet Star: she/her, he/him, xae/xaer. Was born inside the city but he and his mom fled to the Zones when he was really little (like 3 or 4). She is definitely a boygirl, girlboy, girlfriendboyfriend, and that boyfriend who looks like a girlfriend that the Killers were talking about. Absolutely has both a mom voice and a dad voice xae can do. Eye patch is star shaped for aesthetic reasons. Only writes letters in glitter gel pens. Father figure goth girl (no you don't get any context). Tired a lot and probably has a sleep disorder but it's not confirmed since she lives out in the Zones. Usually seems stoic or angry to others but the 'joys that know xaer know that's just xaer resting bitch face, though xae can be quite mean at times if need be. Has the most medical experience but can't really help much outside of stitching wounds up, disinfecting, and bandaging. Often looks very disheveled for no particular reason. 19 years old.

Party Poison: they/them ... just a bit of a enbywhore, just a little bit. Hides their feelings a lot since they view themself as the leader, "makes up for it" by being overdramatic to annoy people. Sassy. Has nightmares a lot due to the trauma of making it into the Zones in their early teen years. If you ask them to turn down the music and don't give an actual reason as to why they should (like overstimulated or have a headache) then they'll just respond with "LINE?? SORRY I CAN'T HEAR YOU OVER HOW SHINEY THIS MUSIC IS!". Found family sucker, made their own out of the Fab 4 (and also sort of the 109 radio crew). Unlabeled. Has definitely kissed a 'crow just to catch them off guard so they could dust them. Or kissed a crow for fun just because they could. Kobra Kid is their brother. Would be the unreliable narrator. They have dyscalculia, which doesn't come into play very often in the zones but is why Jet is the one who handles all money transactions. Supposedly a prophet? their night terrors turn out to be sort of prophetic. 18 years old.

Fun Ghoul: Uses all the pronouns, every neopronoun, every binary pronoun, doesn't really have a preference. Completely Zone kid, born and raised. Feral little guy. Has a bit of a sweet tooth (a nack for explosives). Running away from the consequences of xer actions. Burnt off their fingerprints on one of their experiments. Really smart but acts dumb because it's fun to trick people (they are a little dumb though). Cartoon character energy. Sniffs people??? Nearly goes cage mad every other week due to understimulation (which is why her finger prints are burnt off). Sharp teeth that they shaved to be that way after they got bored of blowing up things one week. Sometimes Jet will take them driving or racing to keep cake entertained. Possibly bisexual?? Bites people as a love language. Somewhat violent and is prone to throwing bombs to let off steam instead of yelling at people. Gets into fights every so often that Party has to break up. Probably has a fair amount of hearing loss due to being dumb and exploding things without ear protection. Around 17 years old (clouds exact age is unknown since xei never kept track and don't really have paperwork due to being born in the Zones).

Kobra Kid: he/him, they/them, ve/ven/vens/venom. Silent violence type. Either non verbal half the time or just doesn't want to talk. Left blood in your Valentino white bag. Has memory problems which is why the Fab 4 often take a lot of photos so ve can remember. Just a little bit crazy, but more so protective. AUTISM. Special interest is snakes currently since he found a book on them. Got the vodka taken away from them after they tried to chug it on a dare from Ghoul. Mood swings, often rages out and joins Ghoul in blowing things up with bombs. Has a hard time crying though, it's really tough to get them to cry which they both love and hate. Cat energy. Owns a katakana cause why not and also ven is super cool so of course. Has Pathological Demand Avoidance (or what some people with it call Pervasive Drive for Autonomy which honestly I like better) and isn't aware of it, Party has found quite a few work arounds from trial and error from living with him as his primary caretaker for a while. 16 years old.

109 RADIO CREW:

Dr Death Defying: he/him, but has grown to not care as much what is used for him. Keeps insisting that he's fucked up from the war and that he's dangerous but really he's like a dad for everyone. Wears silly patterned socks a lot. PINK GUN! Has lived through a lot including multiple assassination attempts. Pan, but is extremely defensive??? Pro-respect women fr "It's okay to murder but it's not okay to disrespect women.". Raised Show Pony and Cherri Cola for the most part, being the two's biological uncle. Way too avid music listener, when he's not running the radio station he's finding new music (and sending Show out to get said music). Hasn't actually lived through a lot, he's died multiple times but he's friends with the Witch, her being an old friend he knew before she became the Witch, so he ends up getting revived. Iron deficiency, which eating the food that they can get out in Zones has not helped in any way, is the main reason he uses a wheelchair (along with joint pain and such). He has a couple different wheelchairs, including one that is all terrain which he can pop a wheelie on but he refuses to go out as much so it doesn't get much use. Taught the 109 radio crew and the Fab 4 sign language and holds classes for 'joys wanting to learn it. Around 36-38.

Show Pony: they/them primarily but uses a few neopronouns (which I've yet to decide on). Weirdly obsessed with water for some reason, any safe (or even not safe) body of water they've probably jumped in. Definitely has danced in the rain like a crazy person. Memory problems and often forgets things they've said more than things they've done. When they were younger they were a fairly shy kid, after a while they had a sort of personality change. Paints their nails a lot, sometimes paints others as well. Feminine in the way a gay guy is feminine but also they're enby. Pushes their heart shaped sunglasses down their nose so they can look over them like an annoyed librarian. Has probably been deficient in a lot of things before and sometimes just lays on the ground when they feel sick because it's the only thing that seems to help. "The power of friends and GUNS!". Likes to tease people, especially cis guys, because they find it funny when they get angry and frustrated. Does the exact same thing to 'crows because seeing a crow lose control and try to kill them while they do barely anything to dust them is entertaining. Also a bit of an enbywhore like Party. They got given their first pair of roller skates by Dr D when they were 10 and now barely take them off. When they aren't wearing their skates they sometimes trip over their own feet because they still have the motor memory of skating. 19 years old.

Cherri Cola: he/him, they/them. They pirated their gender from BL/ind, they call themself illegally male. Mixed emotions kinda of person, looks angry when they're not. Definitely get angry while also appreciative, tough love-ish. Also prone to just… crying for no reason? can also fake cry really well which he uses to confuse 'crows. Pathetic little dude, coughing blood and then asking if he looks good. Kind of a bitch but that's okay. Punched a wall once because he was "full of love". Eating ibuprofen like it's a snack (much to the dismay and concern of Show and Doc who often try to hide ibuprofen bottles so they won't take them as often). Gets mad and slams his fists against a table or punches a wall and doesn't think about how much it would hurt until after he's done it. 17 years old.

[emoprincey]

Ok, info sheet abt my sides!!

I don't have time to draw them all so here's the picrew I used XD

Creativity

Name: Aurora

She's very fun, a bit loud and can be kinda bossy sometimes. Definitely likes to do creative projects her own way. Constantly tries to drag the other sides away from their work to work on projects or play games with her. Loves music and acting. Pretty much always has faer nose in a book, whether she's writing or reading.

Anxiety

Name: Avery

Anxious about literally everything, as their role suggests. Xae try to always look on the bright side, even if it's hard, and often deflects with humour. Rambles a lot when they get anxious. Likes to be surrounded by familiar things that make them feel calm. Does Not like leaving the house. Usually wears jumpers and comfy clothes.

Depression

Name: Lake

Very sad all the time but tries not to show it and bring others down. Doesn’t talk much. Gives the best hugs. Always has a heavy crocheted blanket wrapped around faer shoulders. Very close with Avery. When one or both of them are having a bad day, they can often be found huddled together under Lake's blanket.

Logic

Name: Laurel

Always tries (and often fails) to be punctual. Loves space and maths. Has trouble seeing things from other people's perspectives, and doesn't understand why everyone doesn't think completely logically. Although they don't understand why Avery and Lake feel so depressed and anxious, is very close with both of them and tries to be nice to them. Is absolutely not infallible, and can often be swayed to anxiety's and depression's ways of thinking, and can end up accidentally enforcing their spirals.

Anger

Name: Alexis

Also embodies self-preservation, bitterness and jealousy. Isn't allowed a 'seat at the table' so to speak, very often when making group decisions. Acts on impulse and makes rash decisions. Has a hard time accepting they're wrong. Doesn't get along with the other sides but will do anything to protect them.

[zarithial]

PINNED POST??

finally decided to make a pinned post so! Hi, I’m Zarithial!  I’m an australian artist that is never motivated. Pronouns are It/Its | Vey/Vem | Xae/Xaem | They/Them... Unless its funny. If the bit requires you to refer to my by she/her then do it, idc Masculine Nonbinary swag....... uhhhhh Fandoms I am in, i guess: Pokemon, Rain World, Star Wars, Elder Scrolls, Fallout... HALF LIFE!!! uh organisational tags.

#zari rambles [probably self-explanatory, just me being weird or talking about w/e] #Zarithial Art [my art] #Zarithial Writes [my writing] #ask [you know.] #art by others [self explanatory] any tags that start with ‘t:’ are written by my head-mate Torn. Will update with more if i think of any. Okay byeeeeee

[exnusquam]

💕👉👈

Send a “💕“ if you want to ship with my muse

[mun] off the top of my head i can only think of u being xae which is REASONABLE but if you ARENT xae then WELL WE CANT TALK ABOUT IT U DONT MESSAGE ME

[voidendron]

Oc Ask 1,4 and 5 for Xaerez?

thank you! 💚💜 I always love an excuse to talk about him

1. How does your OC feel about their full name?

Rediaex'aere'zortiea. He used to have pride in it. A small clan, an even smaller family, with plenty of money to their name. He took pride in the way it was pronounced, the way it sounded.

But... Names just became another word for him. Another disguise, another lie, the longer he lived the life of a spy. He hasn't heard his full name in a very long time; it feels almost alien on his tongue anymore.

He's just Xaerez, now. The Rediaex family is dead, murdered by his own hand.

He's just Xaerez.

4. How do they act around a crush?

He doesn't really act any different than he already would around most people. He'll throw out a few more flirts than he normally would, but he'd still be pretty quiet and reserved until he really got to know them.

tbh Theron didn't even realize Xaerez liked him That Way for like two+ years because Xae just... Doesn't show it.

5. Do they have a “tell” for when they’re lying?

He takes pride in his ability to lie, and to lie well. He's had more disguises than he can keep track of anymore, stolen more identities than he cares to admit. He trained most of his life to lie, and has the silver tongue to show for it. (hell, he got arrested as a teenager on Csilla because he was slicing things he shouldn't have and blackmailing Ascendency officials with both true and false accusations. he's literally been lying most of his life)

He's played the notorious pirate, he's played the cannibal murderer, he's played the bounty hunter and the traitor and the resistance sympathizer, was secret police well before he was a spy.

If you catch him in a lie, you're already dead.

[sparkxii-callout]

If you go to prime-war's blog and scroll back a bit you'll find a post complaining about some art from a zine (doesn't use the specific name but clearly talking about avoidghost) and how xae would like to *euthanize* certain transformers fans. If you look at the replies you'll find sparkxii agreeing with this. Sparkxii also had a post complaining about suggestive artwork of some of the robots made by official comic artists and in the tags said "we need to euthanize these men". Normally this could maybe be viewed as a joke but the language used is extreme

Looked into this and can verify what is alleged here.

Very normal behavior that isn’t at all similar to when he would DM people telling them to kill themselves over shipping things she didn’t like. He’s totally changed, guys. No worries.

[jalnandanz]

hello guys... i kind of want to make a disc server for me and my moots so we have a #cool friendgroup PLEAS if any of my moots want to join just reply 💓💓🌷 preferably about 4 to 5 of us including me 🤗🤗 i may b a Little selective but u can still shoot ur shot

[provider-of-pronoun-checks]

okay here it goes

names : indigo, jupiter, kalypso

pronouns :

she/her/her/hers/herself

they/them/their/theirs/themself

it/it/its/its/itself

fae/faer/faer/faers/faerself

ae/aer/aer/aers/aerself

ae/xae/aes/xaes/xaeself

xai/xai/xais/xais/xaiself

ka/kae/kas/kaes/kaeself

meow/meow/meows/meows/meowself

mrrp/mrrp/mrrps/mrrps/mrrpself

cali/calico/calis/calicos/calicoself

fox/fox/foxs/foxs/foxself

arctic/arctic/arctics/arctics/arcticself

snow/snow/snows/snows/snowself

rain/rain/rains/rains/rainself

mist/mist/mists/mists/mistself

nebula/nebula/nebulas/nebulas/nebulaself

space/space/spaces/spaces/spaceself

lun/luna/luns/lunas/lunaself

kui/per/kuipers/kuipers/kuiperself

cassi/opeia/cassis/opeais/cassiopeaiself

hau/mea/haus/meas/haumeaself

prox/proxima/proxs/proximas/proxima centauri

aura/aura/auras/auras/auraself

myst/mystic/mysts/mystics/mysticself

sere/serenade/seres/serenades/serenadeself

chi/chime/chis/chimes/chimeself

ivy/ivy/ivys/ivys/ivyself

li/lilac/lis/lilacs/lilacself

koi/koi/kois/kois/koiself

splish/splash/splishs/splashs/sploshself

bio/luminescent/bios/luminescents/bioluminescentself

arcade/arcade/arcades/arcades/arcadeself

https/https/https/https/httpself

lush/lush/lushs/lushs/lushself

townie/townie/townies/townies/townieself

luv/luv/luvs/luvs/luvself

:D/:D/:Ds/:Ds/:Dself

<3/<3/<3s/<3s/<3self

???/???/???s/???s/???self

do not do if this causes you pain

Yooooooo! It's Indigoooooo, it's very cool that Jupiter also goes by Kalypso. I hope Kalypso knows how much I adore that name, it fits her really well, they truly did an amazing job picking its names, I hope fae know that! Plus, ae has really cool pronouns! Like, aes whole list is top tier I have to admit.

My hoard kind of pales in comparison to xais, but still! That doesn't make kas pronouns any less impressive, if anything it makes me jealous of how many cool pronouns meow has!

I think it's cool recognizing pronouns that I've done checks for mrrp with before and new ones that cali has never requested checks with! Well, I suppose fox did request a check with them here, but eh. I hope arctic understands what I mean, but I can see how snow wouldn't.

I remember I saw a lot of rains weather pronouns in the early days of the blog, it's nice to see mists pronouns loop back around!

I wonder if nebula had spaces hoard organized by theme? It seems like lun might, but I can't speak on kuipers behalf!

I'll ask cassi when hau wakes up. Ofc prox doesn't have to tell me, but I know aura likes talking about mysts hoard!

Sere truly does have such an amazing hoard, of both xenos and pronouns and labels! Chi really won the cool things lottery didn't ivy?

I hope I'm not making the blocks of text to long for li to actually read, but if I did koi should just tell me so I can fix it for splash!

I hope bio had a good nights rest, I know arcade didn't get to bed until late but heres hoping that https still managed to get some sleep! I don't know how early lush had to get up, so hopefully it's not to early for townie.

I hope that luvs check is somewhat coherent, I am sleepy as I type it for :D! Anyway! I hope <3 has a great day and takes care of ???self

[lunaflvms]

@xujeonghao why are u spreading lies, first of all what drama last night 😹 i didnt post anything? apart from stuff about my smau? also you never followed me what are u talking about 💀 and i wasnt even awake when u said i “deleted the post” which wasnt even a post in the beginning, im assuming u were the anon to send in the ask in the first place because i did not post such things on my acc? and no one wouldve known about the post because i didnt even post it 💀 if i did then other people surely wouldve called me out for it but no one did because i didnt post it 😹😹 stop accusing me and xae for saying all this shit 🤨 literally get ur head out of ur ass, making these screenshots to prove what exactly?

[starjaeyun]

vlive confession — one : so this is love? yikes

"hello!" sunoo greets cheerfully when they reached ethereal's table

the four girls smiled, greeting them back with a small 'hi' or 'hello'

"can we sit with you guys?" jungwon asked politely "OF COURSE!" wonyoung answered, a bit too enthusiastically making her fellow members chuckle

the boys took their own seats and once everyone was seated, y/n noticed someone missing making her raise a brow "you guys seem incomplete"

jungwon nodded with an apologetic smile "apparently sunghoon hyung was 'not hungry'" he explained, making quotation marks using his fingers. at that sunoo playfully rolled his eyes "then he'll ask us to buy him food later" he complained while eating his food, a small pout visible on his lips as he did so

"awhh. was kinda looking forward to talking to him though" y/n says with a faux sad expression on her face "but it's fine! i'll talk to you guys instead, sun and wonie are adorable by the way!" y/n adds, smile now painting her lips

"we're sorry for how sunghoon acted by the way" at jake's words, laughter errupted from their table as they remembered what happened "it's fine! it was fun teasing him honestly, he looked so flustered when i passed by him in the hallways a while ago" y/n says between laughs

"YAH YAH YAH- STOP THAT!" jay complained a bit too loud when riki started hitting him as he laughed and with that everyone turned silent for a moment before laughing again

"you guys are fun! we should hang out some time again" sakura suggests, hands clasping together happily. heeseung nods in affirmative "for real! i've been scrolling through twitter and been seeing engenes and faeryz wanting enhypen and ethereal interactions and contents"

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summary : you used to have a crush on park sunghoon back in highschool and that didn't change even though you both were now idols who did not want dating scandals, so imagine the shock when during a vlive, park sunghoon confessed that he had a crush on you back in highschool

author's note : hello! i'm sorry i wasn't able to update last week. i think it's been a week since the first chap 😭 i went to baguio with my family (baguio is a city in the philippines) anyways, here's the second chap! i hope you guys enjoy this and sunghoon's confession is coming soon 🙈

taglist (crossed out means can't tag) : @oddeonu @r3esieeee @igotkpoops @itsjynop @aka-minhyuk-kun @jakeisnotafurry @thisisnotjacinta @i4cho @chiukat @steph507 @jiiniverse @arizejkt19 @prettybastard @moontealemonpie @hwasatiny @stopeatread @lovnayeon @gardeniki @junhaodni @beomsun @jiawji @theandrogynisticcat @yizhoutv @hughoonz @chimajeyn @kyuusung @aleenamya @j4kesworld @nova-xae @beans-and-jeanes @yeppeudau @yylv @nikirikii @lynanist @call-an-ambulance-but-not-for-me @ycbk @vampsvngie @enhasengene @duolingofanaccount @jaemcaffe @marsophilia @i-d-y-l-l-i-c @heelariously @99outros