#xblack!reader fanfiction

[lingeriae]

I MUST BE DREAMIN, (DREAMIN)!

pairings - onyankopan x black fem reader

warnings - use of marijuana, smut, cursing, slight daddy kink? lil bit of choking, ass smacks here and there, breeding, talks about marriage, grammar errors, reader is black and female!

a cloud of thick smoke surrounded onyankopon as he exhaled, slowly dispersing to show the glistening dark skin of the male beside you, his eyes closed and his face relaxed. his chest, inked with a tatto of a cross, expanded as he inhaled the smoke from the blunt a sigh falling from his full lips before they opened, catching your eyes.

you hesitated, looking away from him and back again. "you straight?"

his eyebrow raised at your question, eyes looking you up and down waiting for you to 'fix your sentence' causing you to roll your eyes and smack your lips together. "are you okay?"

ony mumbled something that sounded like a 's'what i thought.' before shifting his hips a little, head rested against your headboard while he stared at the blunt in his hand, collecting his thoughts so he could offer you a good enough answer.

he rolled his tongue over his teeth, huffing through his nose before dragging his eyes to meet yours, "you know, you the first girl I ever been with for so long," he says causing you to shift, your bottom lip caught in between your teeth and your eyebrows furrowed, wondering where this was coming from,

you shifted from your place on the bed from his words and from how hard he was staring at you, both making you nervous.

tilting your head with a grin you responded to him "maybe cause im a woman and not no 'girl'." ony sucked his teeth in responce causing you to snicker, which sounded a bit like a windex bottle.

it goes quiet after that and your nerves rise, wondering if something had happen why ony had suddenly brought this up, wondering if he was going to break-up with you. his gaze is intense, and you figet under it, trying to find something to distract yourself until he mutters out a soft 'cmere', spreading his legs and patting his stomach for you to come sit.

he watched you hesitate, eyes flickering from his eyes to his hand on his stomach before your swung your leg over him, thighs pressed against his side, slowly easing your body weight against him with your hands pressed against his chest only fully sitting down when his hand came up to rest against your hips.

your suddenly hit with the scent of cinnamon and weed as you inhale, face heating up at how good the man infront of you smelled, watching your acrlyic nails tapping against his biceps to avoid looking into his eyes knowing the minute you did, it would have you smiling goofily.

the way his fingers traces teasingly at the waistband of your shorts has your body running hot and your plush thighs squeezing at his waist, a chuckle falls from ony's lips at your reaction, smirking at how quiet you suddenly got now that your on top of him.

"had a dream bout you last night." he says after a minute, placing his blunt on the hello-kitty ashtray that sat neatly on your night stand, before putting his arm under his head taking the chance to look you up and down, eyes pausing at the sight of your nipples in the white crop top you had on licking his lips before looking back at you watching you trace the tattoo that laid on his chest, still not looking at him.

"mmm, course you did." you sass, rolling your eyes. ony pinches your thigh at the attitude, smiling as you snicker with your windex sounding laugh again. "wasn' that typa dream, you're just nasty."

"I didn't even mean it like that, you the nasty one for thinking-mmph!" you don't time to react as ony wraps his hand around your neck and pulls you closer to him, pressing his plump lips against yours in a quick motion, making your body feel hot in the little clothes you had on. his hand on your waist moves to grip the fat of your ass, slurping up the whine you make when he squeezes it before pulling away from the sloppy kiss, brown eyes darkening at the way you looked up at him with your pretty lips parted and your lip gloss smudged at the side of them.

ony licks his lips moving his hand from around your neck and placing it back to it's position behind his head, not once looking away from you even as you looked down at your nails, nibbling your bottom lips.

he snickers, "mouth ain't smart no more, huh?" you only roll your eyes before crossing your arms over your chest, giving him an unimpressed look.

"gonna tell me about your dream or what?" you ask, flipping a braid over your shoulder and ignoring the slap he gives your ass.

sucking his teeth ony shakes his head, "man, stop talking to me like im one of your lil friends before I bend you over." he mumbles it low and threatingly, you shudder because you know he's not playing and that he would indeed bend you over, no hestitation.

that alone has you shifting on his lap in an attempt the throb that you felt from your pussy, praying that he didn't feel it.

"we got married," he says, smiling lazily at the way you immediately look up at him with your eyebrows raised, "and we had a kid. a girl, had your big ass forehead with my pretty eyes." he said, laughing when you punch him in his chest and roll your eyes with a pretty smile on your plump lips.

his hand rubs your back as he continues, closing his eyes. "had your smile and hair, and we had one more on the way."

a huge smile makes it way to your face, fingers tracing shapes on ony's bare chest, mentally imagining how your kids would look. "damn, we would have some cute-ass kids." he hums in responce, still rubbing your back. "too bad m too gangsta to get pregnant by you."

the hand on your back pauses, you try not to laugh as you continue tracing shapes on him, biting the inside of your cheek so you don't smile. ony's eyes are open, eyebrows drawn and a blank look on his face as he sits up, chest now pressed against yours whilst both his arms attach themselves to your waist, trailing down your ass slowly--almost threatingly.

you still don't look up at him, body heating up as excitement and amusement runs throughout your body, knowing you were about to be dealt with soon.

"whatchu say?" folding your lips together, you look up at ony through your lashes, not knowing whether to be scared or turned on from the look he held on his face. you shake your head as you blinked up at him, watching on of his eyebrow twitch, a indicator that shit was about to go down.

his hips shift, pulling a gasp from you as you feel his half-hard dick press against your pussy, his hands drapping you towards him so that your nose brushes against each other and your clit drags against the material of your pink shorts, your mouth falls open at the friction.

"nah, repeat what you said."

you shake your head again, hips grinding against him. he narrows his eyes at you, the grip he has on you tightening.

"ight."

"o-ony slow down please-fuck!"

his pace only increases, hips snapping up into you with god-like speed, the tip of his dick repeatedly hitting your sensitive spot inside your spongey warmth, hitting you with pleasure over and over. he's dicking you down so good, it feels unreal.

“i-it's too much, baby i-i can't-"

"nah," he drawls, "you gon take it, cause you gangsta, right?"

"take this fucking dick and don't play with me, lil girl."

you moan at his words, clawing unto his back as he fucks you deeper into your pink satin sheets, back arching with pleasure and a desperate need to be closer to him.

he hisses at the feeling but his harsh thrusts don't ease up, his chocolate eyes look down at you, watching how you titties jump in your lil white shirt, pretty face screwed up from the pleasure he was giving you. moaning his name, with your sweet lips and pretty ass voice.

"talm bout you 'too gangsta to get pregnant by me.' ima show you sum in a minute."

you sniff, shaking your head. "was playin, daddy. didn-didn't mean it,"

"told you to stop playing with me, and you ran your mouth." he grumbles, shaking his head with a laugh. "look where that got you, dicked down and dumb."

"m'sorry, please onya m'sorry!" you babble out, gripping him harder.

he pulls you closer to him, pushing up your thighs so he can fuck you deeper, licking his lips at the whine you let out. he knows your close from how your holding unto him like your about to die, and the way your pussy clenches down on him the same way.

"know you sorry, mama. still gotta take this dick though." your breath hitches and moans get shaky, glossy eyes looking up at him. the sight alone is enough to make ony cum, but he restrains himself.

your eyebrows draw together, lips parting as you feel a familiar feeling in your stomach. ony watches you, nodding his head with a smirk on his face, white teeth showing behind his full lips.

"you gonna cum? too gangsta but you bout to make a mess on this dick?" he taunts in a deep, seductive voice, letting out a grunt when he feels you tighten around him. your lips part with a squeal when he brings his hand from your hips to press down on your tummy, the pressure has the knot in your belly feeling like it's about to snap. "gonna nut all in this pussy, give you a pretty baby. you want it, mama?" ony asks, smiling at how you bit your lips and nod your head, obviously way too fucked out to give a proper responce.

"you gotta mouth, mama, know you know how to you use it."

your head bobs as you nod again, drool running from the side of your lips as they part to answer him. "y-yeah. want your pretty babies, ony." a pretty smile makes it's way to ony's face before he's leaning down to press his lips against yours, swallowing out every whine and moan you let out as you cum hard, pussy fluttering around ony's dick and your thighs trembling in his hands as he continues to fuck you through your orgasm until he cums, white load shooting inside of your pussy making you feel full.

he pulls out, watching a mixture of yours and his creamy liquid pool out you, and unto your sheets, brown pussy glistening prettily. ony licks his lips his lips at the sight, pushing back into you, laughing at the gasp that leaves your lips.

"o-ony wait-"

ony cuts you off before the words can leave your lips, licking his owns which shined with the lip gloss that was once on yours, "uh-uh, think I was joking bout you taking this dick? ima show you what happens when you don't watch that mouth."

[allkordelia]

Keep Me Near Your Heart XVI

Jaenara stood fidgeting as she waited outside the front door with her husband, enith and  ser krey were behind her while daeron was on her other side and aemond was holding her hand next to her.

Today was the day, her family was arriving soon to celebrate the birth of her child. Jaenara was anxious and excited, her emotions has been all over the place as she and enith with a little help from Alicent put everything together to welcome home her family. She been worrying non stop, she started praying and hopes that her husband and brothers wouldn't get into another fight like the last time they seen each other. That's the last thing she needs, another reason for a bigger rift to come between our families.

The sound of horses and carriage pulled jaenara out of her thought, she pulled her teeth between her lips, she clench and unclench her fist feeling suddenly scared. A gentle brush against her back made her swallow, soon another brush against her vacant hand, she didn't look down or turn to know who was doing it. Jaenara felt herself feeling little bit better with Krey close to her, as the days go by her belly becomes bigger and her mind starts to get stuck on one thing as well as her body.

She knows she was the one to break it off with Ser Krey for the safety of their child, but she felt a tinge of gulit when she started up her affair with him again. She didn't feel gulity for cheating on Aemond, no but she did feel a bit bad just because they got to a point in their relationship that they can be friends...for now anyways, the reason  she felt gulity was because she didn't feel like she deserve him. She was worn and ruin, while he was still this pure and kind soul, she didn't think she deserve a man like Krey. He didn't deserve a woman like her, she felt like she was only using him for his love because she never got that from Aemond. She fears that the feelings she feeling for him is only temporary, shes afraid that if he dies then she end up like her mother.

Bitter and hateful. She didn't want her child to go through what she did, she always promised herself she be a better mother than her own mother.

As much as she tries to stay away from him, the more she craves him. She couldn't go a day without wishing he was there next to her, talking about his day and laying next to her while they read in sweet comfortable silence. Soon, It grew worse as it spilled into her and  Aemond's time together, sex between her and her husband was only physical on her part, but ever since Krey has invaded her mind all she could imagine was Krey on top of her instead, the amount of times she had to bite down on on her fist to keep from screaming Krey's name rather than Aemond was getting her dangerously close to slipping up one day. Krey did things that made her melt in his hands, if Aemond try  half the things he did he wouldn't come close on making her feel the way Krey made her feel.

"Here they come." Enith's soft voice peirce through the air making jaenara snap out of her thoughts.

Jaenara let out a shaking breathe as she watch the single carriage make its way through the gates, a gentle squeeze came from her left, she glance at Aemond as he stood like a statue next to her. She cleared her throat and squeeze his hand back, she look ahead plastering on a  smile as she mentally prepare to face her mother and brothers after so long.

She swallow down the lump in her throat when the carriage stopped in front of them, she let go of Aemond's hand before carefully walking down the steps with him following behind.

Once the door opened, jaenara's worries slowly shifted to relief and confusion when she saw Gaela and Gaemon stepping out with their mother right behind them.

"Aunt Rhaelle?" Rhaelle looks at Jaenara taken back before a smile spread across her face.

"Sweet Jaenara."

Jaenara beams as she rush over to her aunt and wrapped her in a hug, a surprise sound came from rhaelle at the girl's sudden action. Rhaelle wrapped her arms around her neice after a second of beijg caught off guard, she gave her a good squeeze before they let go of each, jaenara took rhaelle in and she still looks the same as the last time Jaenara saw her.

"Oh, jae, look at you." Rhaelle gush as she holds the girl at arms length, "Your glowing." Rhaelle looks back up at her with a sweet smile.

Jaenara glance down shyly as she move her hand to rest on her belly.

"Thank you, auntie. Your words are too kind." Rhaelle smile back as she take in jaenara, she couldn't believe that her neice is carrying a child.

"Mama," Gaela whines pulling at her mofher's skirt, both jaenara and rhaelle turn to the little girl.

"Oh, I'm sorry, darling. I almost forgot." Rhaelle says wrapping her arm around gaela and gaemon pulling them close to her as she looks at jaenara, "We had a long ride, so the children are a bit cranky." She chuckle.

"It's fine. I had the servants ready your room before you came, so you can just go right up." Jaenara smiled kindly at the her cousins before looking at her aunt, rhaelle nod her head before patting her children's back making them walk ahead as jaenara and rhaelle follow.

"Thank you, I have no doubt the others will like to rest before dinner."

Rhaelle bow her head at Aemond and Daeron once they got at the top of the steps, before she turn her attention back to jaenara when she spoke up.

"Where is the others?" Jaenara asked as they walk inside.

"Oh, they will be here soon, some more than others. Alys and Baelon are in Maegonsæte, they will be traveling with their brothers and sister. They'll probably be here by morrow afternoon." Jaenara nodded her head listening before willing here to ask the question she been wondering since she saw rhaelle.

"And will my mother be joining us soon?" Rhaelle glance at jaenara before nodding her slowly.

"...yes, she was quite excited when she found out she was going to be a grandmother soon." Jaenara stare at her aunt knowing she was lying.

"Hmm...so happy to hear that." She said with a slight edge to her voice, rhaelle gives a timid smile as she glance at her neice, before they continue up the staircase.

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Jaenara was laying on the coach, one hand rubbing her stomach while the other was being held by her lover. The rest of her family arrived just days ago, and the moment everyone was under the same roof the tension between the family has become unbearable. Every dinner or breakfast was spent quiet, jaenara announce to her cousins and brothers about being on their best behavior and the same went with rhaelle's grandchildren. She already had the long talk with Aemond about not starting anything with her brothers, even had to talk to Aegon about starting stuff just to see chaos. All jaenara wanted was a stress less few days before her baby came, she couldn't stress that enough to her aunt rhaelle how she needed everything to be cordial between everyone.

Soft lips peck the side of jaenara's head bringing her back to the present, she blinks and shift her head when she felt the same lips brush against her ear.

"What are you thinking about, my lady." Ser Krey ask making jaenara sigh.

"Nothing of importance, darling. Just my family..." she mumbled. Ser Krey hummed.

"Do you want to talk about it." Jaenara pause for a moment thinking before shaking her head.

"No...I rather not think about my family and their drama." She said moving to look up at her knight with a small smile, "What I would rather do is have you make me forget," Ser Krey smirks down at her with as she gives him a knowing look, "Do you think you can do that for me, my love." She purred making Ser Krey smile widen.

"For you princess, yes." He said low before he lean down slowly to press his lips to hers.

Jaenara smiled into the kiss, ser krey shift his body on the coach so he could be laying on his side with Jaenara against the cushions. Jaenara moan as Krey swipe his tongue against her bottom lip before biting it gently, jaenara  hook her leg over Krey's hip bringing him closer as they kiss and caress each other. Jaenara whimper when Krey's hand found its way under her gown and his fingers brush against her thigh as they slowly ascend.

A knock at the door made the two pull away quickly, they look at each other with confuse and worried looks. Jaenara had a ritual ever since she moved into her new chamber, first she get ready and visit the orphans in the morning, spend a hour or two there before having agonizing tea with alicent and her ladies in waiting  in the garden, after that she spend some time with either Aemond in the library or Helaena in her chambers. But, ever since she announced she was pregnant, Aemond hadn't allow her alone time in months, he was always there, waiting and watching her like a hawk. It was beginning to get frustrating and suffocating, it wasn't until the arrival of her family did he take a step back and give her some space.

She guessed since her female cousins and aunt was always around, Aemond felt reassure about omy wellbeing, but jaenara didn't feel the same with her family now living under one roof it was even harder for her to make time for herself. It was Krey's idea to meet in her old chamber when she had a chance of freedom, they would spend a few minute alone neither talking about their day or the baby or just lay in each other others.

The banging made Jaenara flinch as she snap back into the present, she sits up and moves over Krey, she look over her shoulder and put her finger to her lip before going to the door.

"Mother." Jaenara said shock once she came face to face with her mother, Rhaenyra smiled at her daughter, "What are you doing here? D-Did Aunt Rhaelle send you to come get me?" Jaenara asked as she kept the door slightly ajar, her body was blocking the view to the sitting area and the rest of the room.

Rhaenyra let out a soft hummed, "No, your Aunt didn't send me, I just wanted to see how you are. We havent spoken since I arrived, my child." Rhaenyra pouts as she move her hands to fold over her stomach, "It feels like you are avoiding me, my little seastar." A look of unease spread across jaenara's feature at her mother's little nickname, never in her entire life did she ever hear her mother call her out of her name that wasn't pleasant.

"Ummm..." Jaenara didn't know what to saw to her mother.

"Maybe, this is good time as any to catch up," Her mother hand shot up to open the door wider, but jaenara was quick to snap out of her shock and keep it firmly in place.

"Can this not wait, mother." Rhaenyra look at her daughter with a tilt in her head and narrow eyes, "...I'm just really want to be alone right now, before I have to go back out there and listen to everyone talk about the baby--"

"Do you think I got a moment of peace when you and your brothers were born, jaenara" The young princess clasp her mouth shut as she stare at her mother dumbfounded, "No. I had to take care of you all without complaint because that is what a mother suppose to do‐‐"

"But, mother--"

"Do not interrupted me, Jaenara!" The future queen snapped, a edge in her voice sent jaenara back making her purse her lips and dip her chin, Rhaenyra huffed, "It seems like your time here have made you forget your manners," Rhaenyra shook her head with hint if annoyance.

"Sorry, mother." Jaenara says quiet. 

"Do not fret about it, you know how I hate when you fret." Jaenara swallow and nodded her head, Rhaenyra cleared her voice, "So, can I come in, maybe we can talk over some tea." Jaenara looked at her mother slightly alarm and fearful as Krey was still in the room.

"Uh, maybe we can have some tea outside, it a beautiful day out." Jaenara suggested.

"Too hot for my liking." She dismissed.

Jaenara was too slow to stop her as her mother push passed her and the door, "Mother, wait!" Jaenara nearly shouted turning around only to be meet with a empty room, she furrow her brows as she glance around for Krey but he was no where to be seen.

"What has gotten into you, Jaenara." Rhaenyra says, jaenara glance at the chamber door to see it ajar, "Jaenara, I am speaking to you." Her mother scolded, jaenara look back to her mother to see her with a raise brow.

"I-I'm sorry I just..." Jaenara glance over to the door before back at her mother, "I'm sorry mother...the baby is making me lose all my sense." Jaenara reply with a weak chuckle, rhaenyra narrow her eyes at her again before humming and turning on her heels.

"So, father gave you the solar...how long did you live here?" Her mother ask as she looks around, Jaenara steps away from the door as she watch her mother nervously.

"Almost a year." Rhaenyra hummed again before looking at her.

"It's quite a place, why did you leave." Rhaenyra asked curious, jaenara move her hands to her stomach feeling suddenly sad.

"After the lost of my daughter it was...too painful to stay." Jaenara said honestly, the whole family already knew no thanks to Alicent slipped tongue.

"Hmmm." Rhaenyra let out the sound before glancing away from her daughter, "Is that you old chambers." She ask as she walk towards the double doors, jaenara was quick to move and plant her selling front keeping her mother from going inside.

"Yes, it is. Mother, why don't we sit down. I can call on a servant to bring us tea and we can finally catch like you wanted." Jaenara babbled as her hand went to the handle and kept the door closed, Rhaenyra gives her daughter a look that made jaenara swallow and shrink.

"If you don't want my company, jaenara. You can just say that..." Jaenara mouth fall open in shock.

"M-Mother that is not what this is--" Jaenara started.

"Don't try to spare my feelings, child. I know when I am not wanted." Rhaenyra spat making jaenara drop her shoulders with a look.

"I'm not, mommy. I just...it's the room it brings back too many bad memories, let's just go back to my chamber and talk." Rhaenyra eye her daughter as jaenara stare at her with pleading eyes.

"...fine." Jaenara let out a breathe once her mother back was turn, she step away from the door and follow her mother.

They weren't five steps from the door when they heard a clatter from the room, Jaenara was ahead as her mother was just a step behind her.

"What was that." Rhaenyra ask as she stop and turn to look at the double doors.

"It's probably nothing–" Rhaenyra didn't wait for her daughter to finish as she stalk over to the door.

Jaenara was right behind but she wasn't fast enough as her mother threw open the doors, Jaenara stop in the threshold to see her mother inside the room looking at Krey as he stood looking at her in a mixture of shock and fear.

"Mother." Jaenara called softly scared of what her mother next move will be, "M-Mother." She called again with a trembling voice, Rhaenyra slowly turn to look at her daughter, no emotions were present as she stare at Jaenara.

Jaenara move from the doorway with a trembling form, "Mommy, I-I can explain...if you just let me–" Rhaenyra didn't say a word as she walk towards her daughter and  swung her hand to slap her daughter's cheek, Jaenara let out a painful yelp as the slap made her head turn.

Jaenara's hand flew up to hold her throbbing check, she look at her mother with tears in her eyes as her mother look back at her with a look of anger.

"I expected more from you, jaenara." Rhaenyra chided glaring, "...you disgust me and I will be sure to tell your aunt about this...amour..." She huff moving her hand, jaenara couldn't do anything but watch with fallen tears, "Your father would be disappointed in how you turn out if he was still alive." Jaenara dip her shaking chin as she look down in shame.

"...I'm sorry," Jaenara whispered.

Rhaenyra shook her head with a eyeroll and step around her daughter, Jaenara sniffle as she lean against the wall, she covered her mouth once the door to the solar slam behind her mother leaving the two lovers in a air of concern and fear.

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The dinning hall was lively as my family talk to one another, it was surprising and I was happy to see that cousins who despised each other were having a civil conversation. For once it was nice to see us being a family rather than ill mannered strangers, even Aegon and Aemond are getting along, and what made it better was that it was a private dinner for only family only servants and two guards were there.

I smile at Alys as she talk about her adventures in Essos, I lean on my hand fascinated with her stories, I was so happy that she got to voyage the world. It was her dream and she was living it, even through there was a small piece of me that was envious of her freedom, but my love for her out weigh that. I had long come to terms about my new life here with Aemond, sad as it may seems, but I couldn't hold on to that anger from the past. I will always remember what he put me through, but I won't allow that to control my future with my child.

I move my thumb to rub the back of Aemond's hand, if I want my child to grow up with a loving father, I must focus on being the wife aemond thinks I been being. I glance over at my mother who was eating in silence between lucerys and jacerys, it been days since my mother discovered my affair, I was ashame of myself and I cried for days in fear that she tell my aunt and uncle. I already had one mother who was disappointed, i couldn't imagine losing rhaelle of all people just because I couldn't control my urges.

I ended my affair with Krey once again three days after the incident, and it hurt just as hard like the first time. I will always love Addam and he will always love me, and doing this will protect our child. I did the right thing, didn't I?

"Jaenara..." Aemond called softly catching my attention just as Alyaena got her attention pulled to Maekar, Aemond lean in making me do the same as he whispered in my ear, "...have I told you how absolutely gorgeous you look tonight." I smiled bashfully and pull back at bit to look at him, he stare at me with a look that would have knock the air out of me in the beginning of our marriage.

I hate to admit it but these pass few weeks, Aemond has become different, his not the same man from few months ago, he smiles more, he laughs more, he even told me a joke that wasn't even funny but it did make me smile. I love Aemond not in the way I love Krey but I do love him and care for him now, it's like the man who lost his eye was gone and the boy who I imagine marrying when I was a little girl finally came back and I don't want him to go away.

"Yes, you have." I replied back making us share a smile.

"Well, I'll say it again, you look absolutely gorgeous tonight, my love." He purred moving his hand to settle on my swelling belly, I look down and place my hand on top before looking at him with a sly smile.

"Such kind words, husband." I move my other hand to his thigh, "Maybe later on tonight I can give you a sweet treat for being such a good boy these passed couple of days..." I move my hand up before giving him a squeeze, he let out a shudder breathe as he watch me, "...would you like that, darling?" I leaned close to whisper in his ear with a sultry tone.

A soft low moan came from him when I squeeze him again, "Why wait when we can leave right now, I doubt anyone would care." I pulled back with a amuse smile, his eye swirl with lust making me bite my lip.

"What would you mother think, husband. Leaving so soon...we havent even gotten our desert yet." I smirk.

Aemond gave a playful eyeroll, he lean in close again to brush his nose along my jaw, "My mother has your aunt to distract her..." he whispered before pressing a gentle kiss near my ear making me smile, "...and besides I rather have you than any desert that comes out." He cooed before kissing a spot that made me giggle, Aemond pulled back to look at me.

"Fine but will have to deal with your mother in the morning," I said, he nods his head.

Deal, but let's wait a few minutes,"

I nod my head with a 'okay' Aemond smiles and leans back in his seat his hand still on me, I slowly slide my hand from his thigh and look at my plate. I glance around the table as I take in the smiles and laughter, I look at my grandfather as he talks to his brother something I never seen in my life. He looks so happy as he speaks to him, it seems everyone is having a good time. I move my eyed away from them to look across the table, my heart leap at the cold eyes of Jace, I averted my eyes quickly confuse and a little bit concern at the way he was glaring at me.

"...so have you decided on any names." I snap out of my thoughts and turn to Luke.

"I'm sorry?" I ask not truely catching what he was asking.

"For the baby. Have you decided on what you are going to name them." I let out a small 'oh' and glance around to see the others pausing their conversation to look at me.

"Um, no, we are still between two names if it's a boy but we did decide if it's a girl we name her after our great grandmother, Alysanne." Their was looks of approval around the table, some saying it was great idea and a beautiful way of honoring the late monarch.

"And if it's a boy." Jace ask with a edge to his tone making me look at him.

"Well, Aemond likes the idea of naming him Maegor..." I said looking at the others, the elder relative looked a bit unsure or just not too keen on the name while my cousins looked rather happy.

"Finally, someone in this family has the balls to name a child with such a fierce name." Ronas says causing his brother next to him to nod in agreement.

"Let's just pray that he doesn't end up like him, hmm." Balaegor comment looking at his cousin before looking down the table at us.

"My son will have what maegor the cruel lacks, a loving father." Aemond states before taking his goblet.

"Mmhmm, I couldn't say it better myself, my boy." Viserys spoke weakly making Aemond tense his jaw, I patted his hand calming him down, "I am happy that we all can come to together again to celebrate and witness another member to be added in our line, and I thank the gods every night for keeping me here so i can meet my great grandchild." My grandfather moving words made everyone smile and look at each other grateful, I look at my grandsire with a small smile slightly moved by his words.

Even though, Viserys has neglected his younger children and me for years, I have notice he is slowly coming around in trying to mend those relationships. He started spending some time with Helaena and her twins, whenever I go for a walk I would see them in the garden just sitting and watching the children play with the nanny. I heard from Enith that Viserys has also been visiting Aegon some days, i don't know what they talk about but i know that Aemond is not fond of his father finally taking the initiative to act like a father after so many years of neglect.

He told me how uncomfortable he was of the fact that he and his father share so many common interests, Aemond didn't want an relationship with his father, that time has passed he said to me once. But, he couldn't just ignore the monarch since he was still his father and the king, so he played along ro his father's delusion.

"That's beautiful, father." My mother said with a small smile, Viserys gives a weak smile in return at his eldest, "We should make a toast to Maegor." Rhaenyra raise her cup, but before anyone could Aemond spoke up.

"Actually," Aemond slide his chair back making me and everyone else at the table look at him as he stand holding hid cup while still holding my hand, "As much as I love to name my firstborn, Maegor, I believe my son's name should honor my wife's late father, Laenor." I look up at Aemond in surprise staring at him with wide eyes, "So, let's raise our glass to my future son, Laenor Targaryen." He held his glass up as everyone toast to my unborn son, my eyes remain on Aemond.

He took a seat and turn to me, I couldn't help but smile at him with watery eyes.

"Thank you," I said low once everyone went back to conversing with one another, Aemond smile not saying anything and just kiss me making me kiss him back.

We pulled back smiling at each other, as I look at him I realize maybe I can give him another chance. Make this work between us and get a happy ending out of it, it will be hard getting over Ser Krey but I know I must let go like I said before for myself safety and his own.

"...This is ridiculous." Jacerys mutter but I heard him and so did Aemond making us look at him as he glare at his plate.

Aemond turn in his seat making me look at him, I grab his hand signaling him not to engage.

"Is there a probelm, nephew." Aemond ask calmly making Jace snap his eyes up towards him, he glance at me before tossing his folk on his plate making it make a loud clank catching others attention.

"Yes, I do have a problem, uncle." He said tersely, my mother look worried at her son, before leaning to whisper to him only for him to hold his hand up to silence her as he stare at me, "Are you seriously thinking on naming your son after father?" He ask, I nod my head.

"Of course." I said without hesitation, but that seem like the wrong thing to say as Jace scowl and balled up his hands.

"You can't." He grits through his teeth making me frown confuse.

"Why,"

Jace glance around the table as everyone watch us, he looks back at me with a look that I couldn't place and blurted out the last thing I expected.

"Because I do not want our father's memory going to a bastard." Jace said codly, it felt the whole room went quiet at his words, I stare at him shock and hurt before glancing at my mother who avoided looking at me.

I brought my attention back to Aemond as he quickly got up from his chair and slam his hands on the table.

"My son is no bastard, so you better be careful what you say next, boy." Aemond seethe out making me stand and grab his arm.

"Aemond, just forget let's just go to our chamber," Aemond look at me upset.

"But, he–" I shook my head and cut him off.

"My brother is obviously drunk." I look pointly at jacerys as he leans back in his seat with his cup to his chest, I look at my husband and pleaded with him with a soft voice to let it go.

Aemond glance at jacerys with a glare before looking at me, he nodded his head with a clench jaw making me rub his arm and look at the others.

"Thank you for dinner, Alicent." I said looking at her, she smile but her eyes held some something that ignore, "I wish you all a goodnight," I held Aemond's arm and we step away from the table, it was still silent as we walk away.

"Don't forget to kiss Ser Krey goodnight as well, sister. I'm sure his waiting for you in your old chambers right now." My heart stop just as Aemond did, my blood ran cold and I look at Aemond as he stare ahead.

"Jacerys! That's enough." My mother snap.

"What? It's not a big secret, mother. Everyone knows already." I turn around to look at Jacerys as he look smugly at me, "Just like everyone knows about Aemond's whore in Harrenhal." I took a quick inhale at the mention of rivers.

"Your ass you know that, jace." Alyaena says, Jace shrug his shoulder uncaring and took a sip out of his cup.

"So, it's true...interesting." Ronas says looking at Aemond impress look.

"That's enough!" Rhaelle snap catching everyone attention expect Aemon as he yet to say or do anything, "This night has turn sour, its best everyone goes to bed." She commanded.

"But, it's not even the hour of the bat, mother." Corwyn complains drunkley, "And besides who cares, it's not like anyone at this table is a saint."

"Speak for yourself, brother." Alicent spat, corywn looks at his sister with a look.

"Now, now, alicent, I'm very drunk and the last thing you want right now is to be on my bad side." Corwyn threaten lightly making the queen purse her lips angrily.

"Oh, shut up!" Baelor said before a all out quarrel broke out.

I shook my head turning away from the drama and the bickering to see Aemond walk away from me, I call out his name. But, he didn't stop as he left through the doors, I move to go after him only to stop when jacerys open his damn mouth again.

"Look at that the perfect couple is not so perfect after all, who knew." He said dry as I clench my jaw and turn sharply on my heel.

"What is wrong with you." I snap loudly making the others go quiet, "Why would you do that, we were having a great time, why would you ruin the evening." I walk back to the table with each word I said getting angry.

"I just wanted to show the family what a traitor and fraud you are, sister." My twist into a scowl at his words as a mixture of anger and confuse swirl in me, "...parading around here like some happy couple, you two are so delusional that it was just sad."

"Your an asshole." I snap but all jacerys did was smirk and chuckle, "And the reason you did this is because your the real miserable one here, poor boy got his ego bruise because his betrothed didn't want to marry him." Jacerys's smile twisted into an angry frown.

"That's enough you two," My mother said in her firm voice, "Jaenara, apologize to your brother this instant." I look at her in disbelief as she look at me, I glance at jacerys as he sneer looking from his mother to me.

I never understand how we got here, why my brother was this way, back then when we were children he use to be my bestfriend. He would always carrying me on his back when we go exploring in godswood, whenever I hurt myself he would kiss my wound and make it better, he told long that he would always protect me and now here he is ruining everything. And mother is letting him.

"Jaenara–"

"No!" I snap looking at her, my mother gape at me taken back, "I'm not apologizing to that peice of shit," I glare at jacerys as he did the same.

"I am your mother and you do–" I let out a harsh laugh making her words get caught in her throat, I look at her with so much anger and hatred that I been holding in for ten years.

"You have never been a mother to me, and I am tired of you pretending like you are..." Rhaenyra stood frozen making me continue, "...all I ever done was be a good daughter, and yet nothing I do was enough for you. But, yet I love even when you were cruel to me and maybe thats a good thing because it make it so easy to say this next part, mother." Rhaenyra look at me with mix emotions, "I hate you and I never ever want to see you again, you will never met my son, so I hope your happy." I turn away from her to jacerys as he look at me with neutral look.

"What? Gonna say you hate me, too." He said without inch of care in his voice, I shook my head at him, and took another step closer to the table.

"No, because we shared too many good memories together, brother." He squint his eyes at me with unreadable expression, "I don't know what I did to make you hate me, you're my big brother. I loved you, I defended you..." I let out a exasperated chuckle, picking up Aemond's goblet,"...I lost half of my fucking memories for you, and all I can really say to you is go fuck yourself." I threw the crimson liquid into his face making him splutter

I threw the cup on the ground and turn walking away, I held my stomach as I quickly left the hall to find Aemond.

[anamenooneowns]

See Me

AN: This is my second attempt at posting on this blog. I haven't written in years, especially smut so it isnt my fault if it sucks. My blog is also a mess but i'll fix it eventually. (it took fucking forever to find a plus-size photo, bc ✨inclusion✨ and i'm plus-size) the reader is black bc i'm black. enjoy.

Warnings: Hair pulling, cursing (lemme know if there's more i missed), daddy kink, sucky ending

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"Fuck... wha'j'ya do to me sweetness, hm?" Ari growled in Faye's ear. His hips slammed against her ass in tandem with every honeyed sound that slipped from her parted lips. "Look at me- look at the spell you put over your Daddy with this pussy."

Faye's eyes cracked open and her knees almost buckled at the sight she was blessed with. Through her bangs, Ari was staring into her eyes through the mirror in front of them. Their glacier color sent a chill down her spine that made her nipples tight and achy. He grabbed her neck with a meaty paw and pressed his thumb under her chin, pushing her head back for a nasty kiss. His nose pressed against her cheek, beard tickling the side of her face as he licked into her mouth.

The faint taste of the sweet cigar Ari had just a few hours ago swirled and plumed into her mouth as if the smoke was still present. Sweet cigars and mint. A taste she wanted to devour from his mouth for the rest of time. A taste disrupted when his strokes became slow and deep, hitting the right spot inside of her.

"God- Ari, m'right... right there, daddy."

He pressed his nose behind the shell of her ear before dragging it up to the softness of her hair in all of it's bedhead wildness. The sweat beading at her hairline was curling her straightened hair. A smile twitched at his lips as he saw her smacking him with astounding force for ruining it even though he'd drop stacks for whatever hairstyle she desired.

"Right there?" Ari teased. "Not here?" he brushed a hand over her nipple. "Or even here?" pressing his fingertips against her swollen clit.

Faye clenched her walls around him, almost laughing when his pace stuttered and an airy sigh traveled down her back. Almost. A cry echoed in the tiled room as Ari wrapped her hair in a tight makeshift ponytail.

"Does your voice work?" he hissed in her ear.

Whimpering, Faye breathed out, "yes."

"Then fucking use it."

Her eyes slipped shut at the sheer dominance in his voice. "Your fingers- I want, fuck.. I want your fingers to rub my clit until I-"

Ari pushed his knee against the inside of her leg, spreading them open wider before slipping a hand down to her sopping heat. He Faye sobbed, head falling forward as he relieved the tightness of the throbbing nub between her lips before being pulled back. Her eyes snapped open and she was staring at herself in the mirror. Teary, lidded eyes and a trembling lower lip as she cried in relief for her pussy.

"Atta-fucking-girl," Ari punctuated with deep thrusts that Faye felt in the core of her stomach. "Yer' right there, arent'cha sweetness? Let go. S'alright, cum for me."

Faye's body shuddered and let her hair fall through his fingers and her cheek pressed against the cool marble of the counter. Her hips rose back and wetness streamed down her bitten inner thighs, soaking Ari's length and his thick brown happy trail. In her seconds of near unconsciousness she felt the counter vibrate as something slammed down on it before heat and weight pressed against her back.

Slowly, her eyes fluttered open and brown wisps of hair brushed against her lashes. Faye laughed, a full and rich sound that made Ari stir from above her. He pressed his lips against her rounded cheek, "What're you laughin' at?"

"You! I mean- are you trying to crush me?" she asked.

Ari huffed and pressed his body up from the counter, muttering something about liking to be crushed in a mating press. Faye followed suit, hissing as his cock slipped out of her. The feeling of wetness renewed as his cum rolled down her inner thighs.

"Christ, mother of Mary- Is there something wrong with your dick?" Faye shrieked.

"The hell are you talking about woman?"

"Why is there so much cum?" she said, talking more to herself than Ari.

Ari stared at the woman as she twisted around, trying to view the back of her thighs in the mirror. He scrubbed a hand over his face, smiling at himself. "I really wonder what amazing thing I did to have the honor put a ring on your finger."

"It's still coming out!"

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[cardierreh15]

Post Human

hey y'all, this one has been sitting in my drafts/docs for a while now and ive edited and changed and had it beta'd read 85 fucking times lol so I hope it lives up to some of yalls standards and enjoy it.

***I do not give anyone permission to repost or copy my work!!!

Warnings 18+: Cursing , Sexual Situations , Gore , Blood , Clickers & Stalker .

Pairings: August Walker x Roslyn(Black!Female Oc)

Special Guests: Ellie (Sister/Best Friend) , Joel (Father Figure)

Description: It's quite the special day for our beloved Roslyn so August gots something planned for her.

Word Count: 5.8K

Song (in order): Alligator Tears by Beyonce , Snooze By SZA

III

October 21st

Roslyn was standing in line at the mess hall. For once, she was able to just stand there without a yawn or a stretch. It was then that someone came up behind her and tapped her on her shoulder. 

She whipped her head around to look at the individual. It was Ellie, with this goofy grin on her lips and a cupcake in her calloused hands. Then, it dawned on her. 

‘Happy Birthday loser!’ 

Roslyn chuckled and rolled her eyes as she reached out and gave her sister a hug. 

‘How many years have we known each other? You do this every year.’ 

She looked around to see if anyone had spotted them. And sure as the sunset in the west, the attention was on her.

‘Awww shit and you fight me on this every year. Just take the damn cupcake.’ Ellie practically shoved it in her hands.

Ros gave her an unapproved glare before chuckling, ‘You’re hard headed. That doesn’t seem to improve with each year but instead declines!’ She rolled her eyes and turned around in line, ‘Is this what you were up to this morning? Or were you sniffing under Dina’s skirt again?’

Ellie rolled her eyes and gave her shoulder a gentle nudge. ‘Yes, actually! Dina is just a friend. You’re jealous that she's taking up all our bonding time?’ she teased.

‘No. I don’t care.’

‘Oh, I know you don’t,’ Ellie leaned in and whispered. ‘You’ve been too busy mumbling about your own friend in your sleep.’

Roslyn’s eyes grew and she snapped her head over at Ellie. 

‘What? Don't be so surprised Ron, I've told you before you talk in your sleep!'  

She gave her a snarky smirk with a raised brow.

‘You’re such an ass,’ Roslyn chuckled and shook her head as the girls finally made it up to the counter to collect their breakfast.

Afterwards, they began to make their journey to their designated spot in the corner of the cafeteria. As soon as they sat down, Ellie didn’t hold back on the questions. 

‘So! What happened after patrol?!’ she teased as she sprinkled some salt over her eggs.

‘Well, if you must know, nothing happened! We talked and went our separate ways.' She took a sip of her coffee and began to unwrap her breakfast burrito. 

‘Really? That’s it?!’

‘That’s it,’ Roslyn repeated.

‘Hmmm. Well what do you think about him?'

Roslyn pressed her lips together and rolled her eyes, 'Ellie, I barely know him. He and his brother just got here a few weeks ago!'

Ellie broke off a piece of her burrito and placed it on her tongue, 'Well you know enough to be dreamin' about 'em.'

'Jesus Christ would you stop?!' Roslyn gritted through her teeth as she balled up a napkin and threw it at her face.

Ellie laughed and held her hands up in defense and ducked her head.

She wasn't going to let that shit go. Ever

Suddenly, the girls could hear familiar laughter across the cafeteria. Roslyn looked over to see August and Tommy walking through the double doors. 

‘Aw shit. Speaking of the devil.’ 

Roslyn glanced over at Ellie who wore a smug look on her face. 

‘You’re so annoying.’

Meanwhile, her heart was palpitating in her chest.

‘I know.’ 

The men looked over at the girls. August's glare was a bit longer and more intense than Tommy’s as he jerked his head up in a greeting. 

You say move a mountain and i'll throw on my boots. You say stop the river from running, I'll build a dam or two. You say change religions now I spend Sundays with you. Something 'bout those tears of yours,

How does it feel to be adored?

Roslyn fought the grin that was threatening to curl on her lips. She had to hurry and look away before he caught it. She quickly looked down at her burrito to try to hide that smirk on her face.

‘Uh-oh! There it is!’ Ellie chuckled as she reached over and landed a few smacks on her arm. ‘You look so cute when you’re in love!’ she mocked.

Her head snapped up at her sister and threw the balled up napkin at her face. 

‘You talkin’ casanova?’

Ellie laughed and raised her hands in surrender, ‘Nope! Look Roslyn, it’s okay to have a crush on someone. Hell, you used to be infatuated with what’s his name!’ she snapped her fingers together as she thought.

‘You mean Chad?’ A snarl curled up on her lips before she took her first bite into her burrito.

‘Yeah! And now look at ya! Moved on to bigger… and better things! That bigger was just literal.’ 

Roslyn chuckled for a second before their names were called. 

‘Ros! Ellie!’ Tommy called out towards them.

‘Tommy!’ Ellie called out before Roslyn turned to look over her shoulder. 

Both of the men were walking towards them.

‘Sup Tommy!’ Roslyn smiled softly before she stood up to hug her uncle. 

‘Happy Birthday, kiddo!’ he said as he embraced her in a tight hug and kissed her head. 

‘Thanks,’ she grinned and looked over at August who stood next to Tommy. ‘Hey.’

‘Hey,’ he said with a small smile.

‘Aye, y’all mind if we joined y’all for breakfast this mornin’?’

A lump grew in Roslyn’s throat. ‘Hmm?’ was all she could hum out.

‘Of course!’ Ellie grinned cunningly. 

Roslyn snapped her head over at Ellie, ‘Th-they can?’ her eyes were pleading for her to give this shit up. 

‘Of course they can! It’s just breakfast, Roslyn,' she teased. 

Roslyn glared at Ellie with great loathe. 

A smile cracked up on her lips and she spoke through her teeth, ‘Sure… y’all can sit with us!’ 

***

Their morning consisted of hearty laughter and storytelling. 

Roslyn didn’t know why she was so adamant at first. But it felt good to share a good laugh with the people she loved. Even August. 

The four of them walked outside together, all in fits of giggles. Tommy then looked down at Roslyn. 

‘Come by the house later on! Me and Maria got sumn waitin’ on ya. Ellie, be safe on patrol today!’ he said, turning away.

‘I’ll be there!’ Roslyn smiled.

‘You got it, Tommy!’ Ellie added and then turned to look at Roslyn. ‘I gotta go. I’ll be back in a few hours.’

She balled up her fist for Roslyn to pound it.

‘Be safe. Love ya.’ She gave Ellie a pound on her fist and they leaned in to give one another a kiss on the cheek. 

‘See ya later, August!’ and with that, she headed off to the stables.

The pair stood there in silence for a moment before August decided to initiate the conversation, ‘I didn’t know your birthday was today. Sorry, I didn’t bring a gift for you.’

Roslyn looked ahead and smiled softly, ‘yeah. I really don’t like to celebrate it. It’s just another day for me.’

‘Well you should! There's like a one in a million chance of you being here so…’

‘Technically the statistic is one in 400 million…’

‘Yeah but as you can tell, humans are a limited edition nowadays,’ he chuckled. 

She giggled and nodded, ‘You’re right about that.’

‘Anyway though, you should celebrate it like it’s your last. Tomorrow is never promised y’know?’

Roslyn rolled her eyes and placed her hands on her hips, ‘I’m starting to believe you and Ellie knew each other in a past life or something.’ 

They both shared a small chuckle before she spoke up again, ‘I’ll try to take that advice. No promises though.’ 

She turned away to walk but he instantly followed. 

‘At least you’d try. So, um… you have any plans today?’

‘Nope.’

‘Oh. Do they throw parties?’

‘Mmmm,’ she looked up in thought. ‘Sometimes. They do that for you guys back in Washington?’

August pressed his lips together as he shoved his hands in his pockets, ‘sometimes. More like a small gathering kind of thing.’ He smirked as he looked over at her. 

‘Oh. Cool,’ she gave him a friendly yet small grin this time before she walked up the steps to the library. 

Suddenly, a beeping captured August’s attention. He looked down at his watch. 9:30am. 

‘Damn,’ he cursed and looked up at Roslyn. ‘Hey, I gotta—‘ he threw his thumb back, ‘head back. Gotta go give Mikey his medicine.’ 

Roslyn turned around and gave him an understanding nod, ‘of course! No worries, go take care of your brother!’

August licked his lips, ‘Will I see you later?’ 

‘Why wouldn’t you?’ she asked, her head fallin’ to the side as a smile quirked up on her lips. 

A chuckle rumbled in August’s chest. ‘That’s what I like to hear.’ 

He shot her a wink and took a few steps back before spinning swiftly on his toes and walking back in the same direction they’d just come from. 

With heated cheeks, Roslyn just watched him for a moment before letting out a deep, shaky breath and walked into the library. 

***

Her day was as mundane and regular as she let it be. She did her best to keep herself busy. A few people wished her a happy birthday and thanked her for always being the best version of herself. But nothing out of the ordinary. 

Except that was far-fetched of course. It was 7:43pm now and she was walking up the few steps of Maria’s cabin. She knocked on the door. They barely gave it a second before the door swung open. 

‘Hey! Come in!’ Maria said with a cheeky grin curled up on her face. 

She found that rather odd. Maria was a gorgeous woman but smiling was a rare thing for her simply because she had been through a lot. 

‘Okay,’ Roslyn uttered as she walked through the threshold. 

She began to unbutton her coat but Maria raised her hand, ‘aht! Don’t take that off, we’re going to the pub afterwards. I just wanna give you something.’ 

Then Maria disappeared upstairs.

Letting out a deep breath through her nose, she bit the inside of her cheek and zipped her coat right back up, shoveing her hands in the pockets as she stared at the pictures of Maria and Tommy on the wall.

Sometimes, it seems like Maria and Tommy just dealt with one another. It looked like it wasn’t really love but, in those photos… They looked head over heels. 

Roslyn snapped her head over at Maria who came trotting down the steps with a small box wrapped in old newspaper in her hand. 

‘What’s this?’ Roslyn asked with her eyes narrowed. 

‘It’s a gift from Tommy. I just happened to give you my gift way too early,’ Maria giggled. 

Roslyn rolled her eyes and shook the box next to her ear. She heard a small jingle on the inside. 

‘What is it?’ 

‘Check it out,' Maria reassured as she walked over to the coat rack and threw on her own jacket. 

‘Hmm,’ Roslyn hummed and tore the old newspaper off. Just a plain black box.

‘Alright,’ she sighed, before popping open the lid of the box. 

On the inside of the box was a solid gold rope necklace. 

‘What?!’ Roslyn laughed as she snatched the gold out of the box. ‘Holy shit!’ she continued to laugh hysterically. 

‘A gold necklace?!’

Maria cackled as she zipped up her coat, ‘Yeah. Tommy told me a while ago about you wanting one. So, he and Joel damn near flipped the mall in the east upside down until they found you one. Almost got them killed but, I’m sure they’d do it again.’ 

Well, she definitely couldn’t give it back; especially now that she knew the bullshit that came with them getting it in the first place.

‘It’s beautiful. Could you put it on for me?’ 

‘Of course.’ 

The smile plastered on Roslyn’s face hadn’t faltered. 

She scooped up her long braids and held them up as Maria wrapped the chain around her neck and clipped it together.

‘There,’ Maria said as Roslyn turned around to face her. ‘It compliments you so well, Ros.’ 

‘For real?!’ 

‘Would I lie to you?’ she grinned. 

‘Valid,' Roslyn laughed.

‘C’mon, let’s go have a drink.’ 

***

On their short journey to the pub, Roslyn noticed the lack of people walking around outside. She looked down at her watch. It was only 8:06. So why the hell were the streets damn near empty? Something was fishy. 

Once they made it to the pub, the lights were off there too. Roslyn raised a brow in thought, ‘The pub? Closed this early?’ 

‘Yeah, Seth probably closed up early tonight. But, she pulled out a large ring of keys and jingled them. ‘They don’t call me the key holder for no reason!’ 

‘Whoa— we aren’t breaking in the pub are we?’ 

Maria laughed as she stuck the key in the door and twisted it, ‘Is it really breaking in if I have the key?’ 

She then pushed the door open and jerked her head forward. 

Letting out a breath, she nodded in agreement, ‘Yeah. That’s true.’ And with that, she walked in the dark space. 

Maria walked in behind her and flickered on the lights and everyone jumped out shouting, 

‘SURPRISE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ROSLYN!’ 

Roslyn jumped as her mouth fell. It was safe to say that she was definitely surprised. Streamers hung from the ceiling with a Happy Birthday banner hanging against the back wall. 

She wanted to be so angry about this considering her thinking about birthdays only brought humans a year closer to death. But everyone she loved and adored was here with goofy triangular hats sitting on their heads. For once, everything felt alright with the world. 

She began to laugh hysterically and looked back at Maria, ‘Whose fucking idea was this?!’ 

Maria gave her a playful shrug as she strapped a pink party hat to her own head. 

‘It was mine!’ Roslyn looked back as August just emerged from the crowd and walked up to her. 

He would. 

‘Happy Birthday, Ros.’ 

I can’t lose. When I’m with you. How could I snooze and miss the moment, you’re just too important. Nobody do body like you do. 

She just looked up into his eyes, her heart raced inside her chest. She was so amazed with him, lost for words! 

‘Thank you,’ she grinned up at him. 

‘Alright, alright. Break this up!’ Joel called out, walking up and putting his arms between them and breaking them apart. 

The both of them laughed in slight embarrassment before Joel embraced his girl in his arms. 

‘Happy Birthday baby girl,’ he placed a kiss against her ear, ‘I’m proud of you.’ 

‘Thanks Joel,' she sniffed as she held on to him tightly, trying her best not to ugly cry. 

When the hug was broken, she carefully wiped the corner of her eyes as she laughed. 

‘Awww don’t cry, Roslyn,' Ellie smiled as she walked up to hug her.

‘Shut up! I’m not crying,’ Roslyn cackled. 

Ellie quickly embraced her in a tight hug. 

‘I love you, sis,’ Ellie said softly in her ear as they rocked in sync. ‘I’ve lost so much… so many. And I’m so glad… My journey has brought me to you, Ros. I love you forever.’ 

Roslyn squeezed Ellie tighter as she clamped her eyes shut, hiding her face in Ellie’s shoulder so no one would see the tear that finally fought its way out. 

This was all a very intimate and beautiful moment with Roslyn and her family. As a child she longed for something like this. And now, her biggest fear was losing them. They were her reason for existing. 

Once Roslyn pulled away, she dried her eyes and let out a deep shaky breath,

‘Okay! Enough of this shit! Let’s get this party started!’ 

The pub cheered happily and the music began to play. Roslyn turned to look up at August who had just put a party horn between his teeth. He paused before giving it a strong blow. Roslyn tried to keep her composure but she just laughed and playfully landed a soft punch on his chest. 

‘You’re. Such. An ass! You know I don’t do this kind of stuff!’ 

‘I don’t actually!’ he leaned in with his hands behind his back. 

‘You do! I told you I don’t like celebrating my birthday!’ 

‘You used to not like it. Since I’m gone be stickin’ around… you might get one of these every year. Now, here!’ He reached behind him and picked up a yellow party hat and carefully put it on her head. 

‘Enjoy your party, princess! It’s your day!’ 

I can’t lose. When I’m with you. How could I snooze and miss the moment, you’re just too important. Nobody do body like you do, you do. 

***

The party was now in full swing. It was almost like something out of a movie. People were dancing, drinking, laughing. It was almost like Mother Earth wasn’t choking them to death. 

Roslyn walked over to the bar where August was sitting and staring at her. 

‘You’ve spent the whole night staring at me.’

August chuckled, ‘Is that a bad thing?’ 

‘Nah. Just a little creepy,’ she said, reaching down to grab the elastic band beneath his chin, and snapped it.

‘Ow!’ he laughed as he covered his chin. ‘What was that for?!’ he stood up, towering over her.

‘No reason. So, you're gonna stop being a weirdo and come dance with me?’

‘Hmmm,’ August thought for a minute. ‘Actually, I got a better idea,’ he reached up and took off the party hat. ‘How about we ditch the party.’ 

Roslyn raised a brow, ‘Ditch the party? That you threw for me?’ She poked herself in her chest with her index finger. 

‘Yeah!’ He sounded so positive. 

‘And do what?’

‘That’s for me to know. C’mon! We’ll be back before it’s over.’ He then took her hat off of her head and stacked their hats together before he grabbed her hand. He grabbed their coats and they left the pub in a hurry.  

First they stopped by his house. She waited outside on his porch before he came back out. 

‘That was quick!’ 

‘Yeah. Mikey is up and moving around so he’s taking his own meds now.’

‘Oh well that’s good to hear! Wait, why didn’t he come to the party tonight?’ 

‘I tried to get him to come but he was complaining about the weather.’ 

Well, she could understand that. The only good thing about the cold was it stunted the movement in the herds. At least that’s what everyone thought. 

‘I get that. Anyway,’ she sighed out, ‘Where we goin’?’

August gave her a sinister smirk and leaned in, ‘just wait.’ 

He walked past her and towards the back of the compound. 

Her eyes grew in shock once she’d realized what he was doing. The cold air burned at her chest as she jogged up behind him. 

‘August! August!’ She ran in front of him and placed her hands on his wrists, ‘What the hell are you doing?!’ 

‘We… are sneaking out.’ 

‘And why the fuck would you wanna do that?! Do you not realize how deep in shit you’d— WE would be in if anyone found out?!’ 

August gave her a gentle smile and his head fell to the side. ‘Just come with me. I promise… if we do get in trouble… I’ll take all the blame,’ he lended out his hand. 

‘Good… because this is your idea!’ she stared up at him and then slapped her hand into his. ‘And don’t count on me to bail your ass out. I’ll just tell them you kidnapped me.’

August smiled as the pair walked over to the fence. He then peeled the fence back and let her crawl through, then he followed. 

‘This better be worth it,’ she said glaring at him. 

‘It will! Promise. C’mon,’ and he began to jog ahead. 

‘Ugh! August, wait!’ she called out in a whisper before she went after him. 

But just like her warm breath in the cool air, he disappeared in a flash. 

‘August?!’ she called out for him. 

But nothing! Just the sound of the wind rustling the dead twigs and branches on the trees. Roslyn shivered as she reached in her back pocket, pulled out her beanie and tugged it over her head. 

‘That’s better,’ she hummed softly. ‘Now to see where this fool has gone.’ 

Roslyn clicked on her mini flashlight that was velcro to her coat and searched for any clues to lead her where he was hiding. 

‘August!’ she walked forward until she came across a pair of fresh prints. 

‘Gotcha. Sneaky little shit. August I’m going to kick your ass for leaving me out here by myself! Actually, I think I may tell Joel! He won’t like that too much,’ Roslyn chuckled softly before the quietness around her began to settle in once more. 

It was eerie and the feeling of being left alone made her heart sink. She heard a twig snap nearby. She looked behind her to see where the noise had come from. 

‘August?’ She said softly. ‘August stop playin’! This shit isn’t funny!’ 

The silence rang in the air. Now she was scared. Suddenly, she was hit upside her head with a snowball. 

‘OW!’ She wiped her face, taking off her beanie to shake out the snow and her braids. 

August came from behind a tree cackling like a menacing child as he walked over to her.

‘That’s not funny! You’re such a dick!’ She gave him a playful shove as she did her best not to laugh too.

‘Awww, come on. It was a little funny. Plus, I noticed how scared you were… did you really think I’d leave you out here like this?’ 

Roslyn sighed, softly tugging back on her beanie. 

The answer was delayed and really, she knew that she was safe with August. But she didn’t just trust anybody. This life was all about surviving and throwing anybody in the way of the freight train just to keep yourself alive. 

‘I don’t know. Would you?’

August’s head fell to the side gently as a small smirk grew on his lips, ‘you never have to worry about me leavin’ you, Ros. I got you.’

Her face grew warm as a smile curled up on her full lips, ‘that’s good to know, August. So,” she let out a gentle breath, ‘Where we goin’?’ 

‘Oh yeah! Come on, it’s not far,’ he jerked his head over and swiftly turned around to walk away. 

‘Mmhmm,’ Roslyn hummed playfully as she squatted down and scooped some snow in her hands and patted it into a round ball. 

Then, she allowed him to walk ahead before she threw it and hit him in the middle of his back. August stopped in his tracks and looked over his shoulder. 

Roslyn stood there with a sinister grin curled on her lips.

August turned around to face her head on, ‘you really wanna do this with me right now? You’re not gonna win this.’ 

Roslyn laughed out and shook her head, ‘right now is as good as any. Look, it’s cold and I’m already ready to get back to the compound. So if I win… we’re going back home. If you win… we can keep going and we’ll both take the blame for our absence at the party tomorrow.’ 

He folded his arms across his chest and thought for a moment, ‘alright. Cool… first person to 10, wins.’ 

‘You’re on!’ she said as she walked up to him and they pounded fists. 

Once she made it back to her side, August launched a snowball and hit her in the shoulder. Roslyn swiftly turned around with a surprise and was hit in the face with another. 

‘Oh–!’ August called out as he covered his mouth and began to laugh.

‘YOU CHEATER!’ Roslyn growled out before snatching up some snow in her palms and running behind a tree. There, she began to form a ball that was stable enough to throw. 

August ran behind a tree and began to form a few balls of snow and stack them, ‘NOT A CHEATER! JUST AN OPPORTUNIST!’ 

‘A CHEATER!’ Roslyn laughed as she peeked around the tree to find him. Once she knew she wasn’t going to get him at this angle, she carefully moved forward to another tree. But not without him throwing another snowball. Thankfully, he missed. 

‘YOU'RE LUCKY! THAT WOULD’VE BEEN 3!’ 

‘IT WOULD’VE BEEN YOUR FIRST ONE PUMPKIN EATER!’ Roslyn called out.

August laughed out as he scooped up his artillery and moved in position to flank her. Stepping from behind her cover, she started to throw the balls at the last place she’d seen him. But little did she know, he was standing right behind her. 

Roslyn began to craft up more balls in a hurry, a goofy and giddy grin burning at her cold cheeks. 

Taking gentle steps, August moved like a thief in the night! He peaked over gently to see the amount of balls she’d created. Too bad she won’t be able to use them. 

He pressed his lips together before letting out a sharp whistle. 

Roslyn stopped her project once she realized she was bested. Closing her eyes, she lifted her hands, ‘OK! You got me!’ 

She laughed.

‘Stand up.’ August commands. 

She stood up slowly and let out a shuddered breath. 

‘Turn around.’ 

Roslyn slowly turned around and kept her hands up with this smug expression on her face. Her eyes caught a glimpse at the 5 balls that sat in his arm.

‘Hmph.’ August smirked, proudly.

‘Shit.’ 

‘Yup!’ 

‘It’s like that?’

‘Just like that.’ 

She shook her head before she looked behind him and a sunken look cursed her face. 

‘August….’ she whispered as she pointed behind him. 

He didn’t even think, the look on her face frightened him and he immediately looked behind him and dropped his snowballs to the ground. But nothing was there. 

‘Wha— there’s nothing—‘ 

When he looked back ahead, she had already darted towards him. She wrapped her arms around his waist with her head resting on his abdomen. 

‘Ugh!’ He grunted as their bodies collided and he fell backwards.

Straddling his lap in a fast manner, she placed her hands on his chest as she breathed heavily. The both of them began to laugh playfully. 

‘Do you surrender?’ she asked.

‘I’m sorry but this wasn’t part of the rules.’

‘It doesn’t matter! You let your guard down.’ 

August laughed and shook his head before he lifted his knee up and rolled them over in a quick movement. Then, he snatched up her wrists and pinned them above her head. 

Roslyn squeaked in surprise at his sudden movement. 

August huffed heavily as he fought the brisk air that burned at his throat and chest, ‘I never let my guard down.’ 

She let out a shuddered breath as she looked up into his cobalt blue eyes. Taking in the icy-ness of them but finding warmth in that blotch of hazel in his eye. 

In the drop top riding round with you, I feel like Scarface. Like the white bitch with the bob, you’d be my main one. 

The air between them grew thick with tension. August’s tongue darted out to lick his lips. He forced his eyes away from hers to look down at her soft plump lips. Suddenly, his urges and thoughts clouded his brain. Causing him to rush in and place a tender kiss on lips; his grip loosening on her wrists.

Roslyn felt relieved that he crossed that line. Carefully pulling her hand away, she placed her gloved hand on his jaw as she savored the taste of his lips. 

August then gently broke the kiss, pulling back to look down at her. 

‘You’re so warm,’ his gaze never left her face, yet his eyes were hooded with such want and desire. 

‘So are you…’ she whispered as her brown eyes flickered to his lips. 

A devious smirk curled up on his lips, ‘I know of an interesting way of warming up… if you wanna.’ 

Roslyn raised a brow, instantly catching the idea. It had been awhile since she had some. And they were alone, this would’ve been the perfect opportunity but, good things don’t last forever… not in this life. 

‘I’m down if you’re down,’ she said in a sultry tone as she relaxed her thighs so he could lay comfortably there. 

‘Well now is as good as—‘

Then, a twig snapped behind them. August paused for a second, placing his index finger against his lips. Carefully and silently, August pulled himself up and helped her up to her feet. 

He then pulled out his gun and gave it to her, whispering, ‘take this. Just in case.’ 

‘Wha— what about you?’ She whispered back in worry. 

‘I have a spare. Just—‘

And an unsettling cracking and clicking filled the air followed by pained grunting and snarling.

‘Infected. What the hell are they doing this close to Jackson?’ Roslyn asked, perplexed.

‘I don’t know. But we have to get rid of them. You with me?’

‘Do you have to ask?’ she smirked. 

‘That’s my girl. Now… silence.’ 

She gave him a nod for him to lead the way, and she followed him in a stack. 

***

The walk was probably 15 minutes when they stumbled across an encampment. It was vacant. Sort of. It consisted of sleeping bags, a few trinkets and emptied cans of food. They’d even created a fire with stone and wood that was now frostbitten. The intruders were gone for sometime now.

August let out a gentle breath as he stepped over a dead log. Roslyn took a step forward but August threw up his fist for her to stop. She let out a shuddered breath as she kept her gun up just in case. Once he’d finished securing the area, he pressed his lips together as he walked back to the campsite. 

‘Come look at this,’ he sheaths his gun back in the holster and squat down before the sleeping bag.

Roslyn walked around the log and walked into the encampment. She’d taken note of the WLF gear that were engraved in their belongings. 

‘They were here…’ 

‘Yeah,’ he uttered and took a deep breath. This was really fucking bad.

Roslyn let out a deep breath and looked down at him. ‘They’re after you…’ 

August let out a shuddered breath, ‘yeah.’

She closed her eyes as reality began to set in. ‘I knew it. I fucking knew it,’ she said through gritted teeth. 

August quickly stood up and looked back at her, ‘is there something wrong?’ His tone was slightly annoyed. 

‘Yeah! As a matter of fact, there is!’ She placed her hands on her hips, ‘now the well-being of Jackson is at risk all because you decided to come here!’ 

‘Look, I didn’t know they’d follow us OK!? You think I’d purposely bring them here?! To hurt you?'

‘Listen, I don’t know what your motive is! But right now, you are the bad guy!’ 

That stung August in the chest. 

‘You think that lowly of me?! Roslyn, you know me!’

‘Ha!’ Roslyn cackled. ‘You think because you threw me a surprise birthday party you think I should know you better?!’ 

A loud screech filled the air, causing them to look ahead. They waited for a second before the grunting became guttural screaming. 

‘They’ve heard us.’

‘Fuck!’ Roslyn cursed as she pulled out her gun. 

Two runners emerged from the darkness of the trees and stumbling behind them were two clickers. 

‘CLICKER!!’ August shouted as he shot at the runners. 

Roslyn began to shoot at their heads. Pieces of cordycep growth ricochet off of them before she put them down. Letting out a breath in relief, she looked up to see August fighting with the last living infected. 

She aimed the gun at the runner’s head but then August shouted,‘ROS! BEHIND YOU!’ 

Looking back, Roslyn was instantly tackled by a stalker. 

‘Ugh!’ She whimpered out as she fought to keep the infected mouth away from her. She held her arm at its throat as her other hand reached out to search for the gun that flew out of her grasp.

‘ROSLYN!’ August shouted out in fear as he managed to grab his ka-bar and stab the runner in the head. 

The stalker began to chomp down as it stretched its neck to try to get a bite. It was getting harder to hold it back by the second. Suddenly, a gunshot rang in the air and the stalker fell into her chest, dead as a door knob. Her ears rang with an eerie vengeance.

‘Ros! ROSLYN’ August shouted as he rushed over to her. 

With blood and brain fragments on her face, she quickly pushed the dead infected off of her, rolled over and emptied the contents in her stomach. Her hands gripped the snow as she dry heaved. 

August quickly rushed over and grabbed her by her shoulders to look at her, ‘Roslyn! Look at me!’ He grabbed her face so she could look up at him. 

Her heaving had stopped but turned into deep breaths. Her eyes focused on his as they began to calm her down. 

‘Shhh… it’s ok. I've got you remember?!’ 

Roslyn gave him a hesitant nod before she felt a stinging pain in her shoulder, ‘ah!’ 

‘You’re hurt,’ August said as his eyes landed on the ripped piece of cloth. 

‘Let’s get this off of you yeah?’ He then unzipped her coat and dropped it to the ground. 

When he looked back up, he’d immediately saw the torn fabric of her sweater on her shoulder. His heart shattered at the grim sight. 

‘Ros…’

Roslyn looked down to find the searing pain. She’d been bitten. 

‘Ah! Oooh… ooh my god!’ She shuddered out, trembling in pain.

This would mean she'd have to tell her deepest darkest secret. The secret that could get everyone around her killed. 

‘Ros, Ros, Roslyn— it’s alright! Look!’ He said as his breathing began to hitch. 

‘It’s not that bad!’ He began to laugh hysterically, ‘it’s … it’s going to be alright… please. Tell me everything is going to be alright!’ his vision began to blur at the bloodied sight. 

‘August…’ she let out a shuddered breath as she caressed his jaw, ‘I have something to tell you. But you have to promise me not to tell anyone. Only Ellie, Joel and Tommy know of this.’

August’s face softened as he looked down at her. 

He carefully took her small hand in his and squeezed it, ‘I promise… what is it?’ 

Roslyn bit into her bottom lip before hissing at the throbbing pain. 

She placed her hand over her shoulder, ‘I’m immune.’

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[imperfectlyxangelic]

I thought the purpose of a story with "Y/N" was for the reader to imagine themselves in said story... so why are so many stories with "Y/N" so overly descriptive? I'm talking about describing the body type, height, skin tone (I'm only talking about stories with xblack reader), hair type, hair length... etc. What if the descritions don't fit the person who is reading the story.

[blkgirlsreadfanfic2]

for fanfic writers and readers

as a black girl who loves a lot of different movies and shows, fanfic allows me to read stories that put me in the middle of my favorite things. however, fanfic often (unintentionally) excludes girls who look like me.

i am so sick and tired of reading a fanfiction and having to rewrite it in my brain because a character description immediately implies that the reader is white. if you don't know what i mean, here are some examples.

"your skin turned pink" or "you blushed": black girls and women with darker skin tones CANNOT blush. our skin does not just turn pink

"pulled your hair into a messy bun": my 4a hair cannot be pulled into a messy bun at random. i may be able to do a ponytail if i have braids in, and i might be able to tie it up if I have an old twist-out, but a "messy bun" is often not possible.

"he ran his hands through your hair": yeah...unless my hair is in a silk press (and an OLD silk press), that's not happening

there are a plethora of other examples that would make this post insanely long, so let me get to the point. there are very easy ways to make fanfic a bit more inclusive; all you have to do is tweak a few character descriptions. OR, put in your pairing or warnings that the reader is implied to be white.

and finally: please, please stop tagging your DARK fanfictions "xblack!reader." i am tired of searching for fluff under the black reader tag and finding non-con, dark themes, etc., ESPECIALLY when the fic ends up being for a white reader💀.

the goal of my page is to create a safe space for black girls who love reading fanfiction. i am only one person, so if you'd like to help, here are some ways to do that!

send me fics (preferably marvel and stranger things to start) that are with a black reader

comment some other things in fanfics that imply that the reader is white or that make the fic a little less accessible

REBLOG FICS BY BLACK WRITERS

[beesparlour]

i wanna start writing exclusively xblack!reader fanfiction specifically for black women because we deserve it, if my account grows i’ll start broadening who i write for and begin to take requests and stuff, that’s what i’m hoping for, i just want black people to have stuff written for them y’know, we deserve fanfiction with us too, plain simple.

i’ll probably start with popular fandoms that most people write xblack!reader for like haikyuu and mha, there’s tons there. no smut of course, only fluff, some angst and maybe suggestive content but nothing too intense cause no <3

so here’s to a new start yeah?