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doctorsiren · 1 year

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added 6 more hours to my sad/soft piano/soundtrack playlist on spotify

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shima-draws · 9 months

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So my roommate is also into One Piece. I’m not sure if he’s watched any of the anime, I know for sure he’s watched the live action, but earlier tonight he came upstairs and watched a few episodes with me while waiting for a food delivery, and then he got hooked, and then he sat and watched MORE episodes with me without really knowing what was going on. But it was still wildly entertaining to him, esp since I’m right in the middle of one of the (arguably) best arcs rn, and now he wants to finish the arc with me LOL. NOBODY is immune to One Piece propaganda. Or Bon-chan 🥰

#Shima speaks #IT WAS JUST REALLY FUNNY #Like he’s been spoiled to a lot of stuff and has general knowledge of some things #So he knows (as well as I) about what’s going to happen to Ace #But yeah I’m in the middle of Impel Down and it’s absolute fucking CHAOS rn. Insane.#He was like. How much more are you going to watch tonight.#And I was like well I usually go until right before bedtime when I’m binging it #So he was like let me grab my blanky :) LOL #We started chanting PRISON RIOT!! PRISON RIOT!! PRISON RIOT!!!!!#Idk it’s just nice. I usually don’t get this kind of reaction to stuff I watch #My parents don’t like anime and my sister. Well she likes it but only specific series #So I couldn’t rope her into OP even if I tried lol #So having someone be like ooooh what are you watching it looks good I want to join!#IT FEELS NICE. OKAY. I don’t get that ever!!!#I don’t have the kind of family who would be willing to watch anime with me #And tbh I get jealous when my friends tell me they watch anime with their parents #I doubt my parents would watch anime if I were on my deathbed and asked them to. LMAO #Not faulting then it’s not their cup of tea which is fine. It just makes me sad #*them #Bc that’s just. Such a HUGE part of my life and who I am. And they don’t know anything about that side of me #Or about the things I’m into #Sorry didn’t mean to get emo in my tags. Anyway.#I was gonna watch more OP during my lunch break tomorrow BUT since my roommate also wants to watch more. I will wait :)#Never have to do that usually! Huh!! How fun!!!#One Piece

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goldensunset · 1 year

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surprise art attack!!! here’s @deityofhearts ‘s cashmere, everyone’s favorite whimsical tiefling

#pose taken directly from the kikuomiku4 album cover bc i’ve been listening to UFO on repeat for idk how many days now #finally gave me the inspiration i needed to do something like this it’s like both sad and super whimsical #actually tbh it gives me more wishful vibes now that i think about it but 1. idk what wishful looks like and 2. cashmere design my beloved #kikuo just in general has a lot of whimsysad and/or fundark which is why i love him #tbh ufo has quickly shot up to one of my fave songs it’s the iconic accordion and the tempo being unstable in places #uh anyway ignore me being a kikuo nerd again #wahhh this was fun to work on it has consumed me these past three days #jumping up and down hehehehehe #glad i finally cut to the ‘it’s done *collapses*’ stage of the arting process bc i’ve been having trouble finishing pieces lately #man i WISH i could come up with poses this good on my own. idc i’m still proud of this #my art #ok yeah i just got the time total. 12 hours #i knew it would be a long time but i didn’t think that long #tbh a lot of that was spent inefficiently bc i kept having to resize the image up when i realized the pixels were too crunchy #and when you make an image bigger the lines get blurry so then you have to redo them. yeah i had to do that TWICE. like a dummy.#12 hours used to be like par for the course for me but i’ve finally gotten faster. or maybe i’ve just stopped doing as many full figures #lol

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chibishortdeath · 3 months

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Simon doodles I drew at like 1 AM or so recently. In an absolutely genius move, my dumbass started getting sleepy and decided to draw him being sleepy too about it instead of just going to bed 💀💀💀💀💀. Literally thought about The Guy before I realized I could (and should) go sleep

#castlevania #castlevania games #simon belmont #akumajo dracula #akumajou dracula #art post #my art #at this point I just determine which things I haven’t posted yet by what images don’t have a cropped version lol #he’s so eepy #yeah he’s got a plushie and nightgown of course—#haha the plushie totally isn’t a rabbit cause I collect rabbit plushies hahahaha no not at all erm uh—#and uh random microwaving the plushie so it’s warm image #he’s allowed to have a microwave in the 1600s as a treat :3 #eh but honestly I just draw these characters in a random void and make them do whatever so it’s the character interaction void’s microwave #I usually draw him on his side or face when laying down cause I imagine laying on his back is probably uncomfortable #never healing scars are probably not very great to touch very much #this is totally me when i’m suffering from the curse #imagine having posture and back problems already and then Dracula goes ‘hehe I’m gonna make that worse :)’ 💀💀💀#uh dumping headcanons in the tags I guess lol #he’s probably an insomniac tbh like who else would be taking a week or more of no sleep like a champ like that #dude up walking around and talking to people for days and only gets like teeny tiny breaks at the church every so often???#yeah this guy already had sleep set on veteran difficulty #that being said I think when he does sleep he does like a rock don’t even bother trying getting him up #and why would you tbh he would be so sad :( it took him so long to do that :( let him sleep until 2 pm—#yeah anyway yippie doodles! of The Guy™️!!!#I can’t think of anything else

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kohakhearts · 6 months

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theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :(#anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

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ofduskanddreams · 7 months

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Hi tumblr 💕 long time no post.

I turned 24 today and still don’t have a set date for my sinus surgery but I’ll know soon (hopefully.) I really miss being active in the fandom and regularly putting out fic and I cannot fucking wait to have the energy to come back.

I’m also sad because my Xiao is too tall 🙃

#kinda #personal post #just want to say that I’m still alive #yeah I play Genshin #sad I lost the 50/50 #but now my Kazuha is guaranteed so I cannot complain tbh

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messfcbi · 1 month

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i might be dramatic but the vibes are so off these days i can def see trent wanting to leave…

#i dont blame him tbh #but if he’s going to the only club i cannot stand and we know he will #well ….. then that’s just sad bc i won’t be able follow his games anymore ://#wish lfc would be run by a comptenet board …#the team has so much potential yet they let it go to waste #i’m sure trent would love to stay too but in this situation… yeah idk if he will #sad times for mee as an antimadridista #trent alexander arnold #lfc

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mycological-mariner · 3 months

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Oh lads. We are Going Through It

#guys who’s been going through it for the last 8 months with no break from the It:#I’m fine! I’m okay! I can help you I’m so good I’m offering help to YOU #one of the plentiful Its is ofc dysphoria and when I messaged my friend he was nice enough #but ‘oh you’ll get there’ and ‘you’re ALREADY a handsome chap!’ like no I’m not #I look like a 12 year old #I look like a stereotype #I had to shave off what facial hair I did have and. yeah #and I know it’ll never happen for me too #I don’t have transition goals anymore just empty hopelessness #besides I’d lose my family what little left there is of it #like. my mum. my grandmum. tbh I’m not even sure if my cousin would talk to me as often #or she’d get in trouble for supporting me if she did #idk man. I’m grieving. depressed and just sad and lonely and I spend all my emotional dollars on other people bc I’ve convinced myself I’m #not worth it #there’s too much going on and so little of it j can control #vent post #delete later

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iceicewifey · 11 months

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still feel like moving vanishay to new york was a good call tbh

#ship chatter #post sdc of course #ik i haven’t talked about literally anything but i will soon i swear #some things make me sad to change but i kinda felt like i was getting bored with them??? not the word i want just having a hard time ->#envisioning miami tbh. yeah shay fits there since she’s from there but nyc just feels… better?#sighs because yeah it’s partially because i’m hyperfixated on nyc but it still just feels right y’know?

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arolesbianism · 4 months

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Ok yeah I’m a little obsessed with them

#keese draws #oxygen not included #jackie stern #olivia broussard #I’m experiencing joy and whimsy allow me to be cringe for a time #anyways ferret jackie snuggling with her tail is my favorite image now #and olivia eating pecha berry is my second favorite look at her #if I’m the only one making fanart of these two I must train myself to go insane over my own art it’s for my own survival #even if I don’t have the motivation to make a full drawing rn #plus it’s good practice for me to get better at sketching sketching is usually big biggest roadblock to making the pieces I wanna make #anyways I was nowhere near consistent with sizes here but I like to imagine that olivia is significantly smaller than jackie #jackie is very large by furret standards and olivia is very small by bibarel standards #again didn’t draw that well here since I was being lazy with jackie but just imagine I did draw it well #honestly it’s going to be a miracle if I ever get around to designing anyone else in this au I have favorites #plus some of the ideas I have are going to be. annoying to excecute to put it mildly #it’s my own fault no one is forcing me to make ada an aegislash but I’m going to complain abt it anyways #although tbh liam as a panpour is probably going to be harder for me since at least I have a silhouette in my head for ada #and then there’s yanma ari and kabuto hassan who are deceptively easy sounding #as in my gut says oh yeah that’s easy but my brain says oh this is going to be hell #otto as flaaffy is another one that Should be easy but I know it’ll be hell since I have no ideas for their shapes #and I’m never drawing mi-ma since for some ungodly reason my brain decided to cling to making her metagross #and then my only other idea as of now is galvantula ellie but I’m not set in stone on that one #honestly if anyone has suggestions for the other scientists feel free to shoot them at me #or just wants to share what they’d make any of them even if it’s the guys I’ve already decided on I’m still not set on some of them and #it’s fun hearing other ppls ideas #real sad thing for me is that this is probably going to be pmd au number 2000 without any good zorua candidates 😔#nails comes close but the shapes man the shapes don’t call to me #also color pallet would be hell I’m sorry bestie but your hair is such an ugly color #ohhhh wait what if I made them a trubbish…. that could work honestly #I’ll also totally need to make someone a vanilite as the worlds number one vanilite defender

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screw-u-vaanu · 6 months

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#not to be nuanced on the internet but #the war in gaza is scaring tf out of me both because of the increasing likelihood of genocide #of Palestinians i mean #and what this will mean for the people i love in israel #(many of whom are left wing and never wanted this in the first place)#i get being happy for israel to lose US support - tbh i’m happy about what biden is doing at the UN etc #but also like - israel failing is scary #israel voluntarily dissolving to make a binational or just multi-ethnic state would be awesome #but that doesn’t seem like it’s on the table atm #like i hate a colonial project as much as anyone else #but - maybe this is bc i live in the U.S. which is also a colonial state just an older one #most people in israel didn’t have tons of choice in being born there or even going there as refugees #like - european countries don’t want jews to move back #en masse #arab countries don’t want jews to move back en masse #etc etc #the us isn’t going to be like - sure millions of immigrants should move here #so yeah it’s all pretty fucked now #and this is why peace is the only real solution that won’t result in mass death #but the israeli right wing sure af doesn’t want it #and their actions in Gaza sure aren’t inspiring confidence among Palestinians that there’s a partner there #so it’s just all deeply sad

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deityofhearts · 9 months

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y’all know how you follow really cool ppl and it’s like “wow you’re so cool I hope you never follow me/we don’t become mutuals because you’d find out i am entirely uncool and unhinged”

#deity dialogue #beaming ‘please don’t scroll through my blog I am very mentally ill on main’ at the cool butch person I follow who has been in my notes #because I’m p sure that one of my beloved mutuals who is already aware I’m a pathetic puddle of a person is mutuals with them #but yeah it’s like. if people I find cool follow me or check out my blog I live in utter fear of them going ‘oh they’re like actually sad a #goodbye forever’ ahdjfjtkt #idk how sad and weird it is to admit that every day I sit here and wonder if a beloved mutual is finally gonna go ‘okay I’ve had enough of #fae’ and unfollow me #this is also why I take a while to follow ppl back because I need to see if I’ve scared ppl off yet #I keep saying I plan to be less unwell on main #rn I’m getting back into tagging my sad posts (divine despair if you don’t know is the tag to block)#tbh I’m also just trying to make this year better but god I am so sad all the time the despair is like Bad #but today was good! so no super sad posts!!#hhhhh what am I even talking abouttttt #anyways shout out to my beloved friends and mutual ilyyy hiii if you read this far wow #actually does anyone read my tags because I talk so much like I’m incapable of shutting up (it’s terminal I fear)#<- the words of someone who is aware they talk so much and hates it and has had people try to silence them (my family also hates that I tal #a lot and use to bribe me into shutting up)#I must shut up now goodbye #see this is why cool people can’t follow me like

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sherbetyy · 9 months

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uuggrrrhhh can people not yell when i mess up ? it doesn’t help. like at all

#spilt paint water on stuff on my floor :(#so it is my fault and i’m clumsy yeah but yelling doesn’t help me thanks anyway #i just end up unnecessarily crying my eyes out like always and then i can’t communicate so what’s the point in that.#i raise my voice sometimes but it’s so easy to not start yelling in my face everything i did wrong #sorry again for the rant i’m jus upset. we were literally joking around and laughing right before i did that. makes me a bit more sad #i put my rants in the tags cause tbh i’m too afraid to put them on the main post #that’s scary idk why #i need to sleep i think my eyes hurt. almost out of ibuprofen #i saw some nice art today and listened to some music and im a little better now but still upset a bit .#if you are still here somehow uh. hi #thanks for listening byby goodnight #☎️#rant

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mcnuggyy · 1 year

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never thought i would feel bad for getting a tip 😭 I was like so obviously hesitant about renting this room to them and was being kinda pushy about it in my customer service voice but ended up giving them a room anyways and they gave me like 10 bucks like man I was being so mean (in my mind) like now I just feel bad ough

#I tried to give it back to her but she left it in the box for me anyways :-‘(#I wasn’t being like mean mean but I was being very strict about the rules #but waaaaa now I feel guilty #:-( she was very nice tbh I’m just not aloud to rent w out ID and she only had a picture but she had the paperwork showing that she’s #waiting on a new one so I think legally that’s like fine so whatever </3 #my boss probably would have just told me to not rent but whatever she had been here before and it was chill so yeah anyways #SAD! I’m a bad person 😭‼️#one million years of torture for me!!!!#callate guero

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boyobjectifier · 10 months

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autumn + winter might be my favorite seasons but MAN do i get sad during this time of year.

#i really need to get some vitamin D and take the proper dose bc we hardly get sun here as it is besides in summer #because my hobbies since i graduated from jewelry trade school is eat chocolate and watch the same five youtube content creators #(i swear if any of y’all say ‘vitamin D? 👀’ i might kill you lmfao)#(i’m already severely lacking in the literal vitamin— y’all don’t need to clown me for not getting dick either 😭)#like yeah it’s nice to just relax but now i’m sad because i have nothing to do during the day and i get extra sad when the sun sets for-#some awful fucking reason!!!!!!#tbh i’ll take any of this over being nauseous from being to hot + just existing in my room #like…… not even my favorite games are keeping my attention and that’s making me even more sad bc i get even more bored lmfao #h.txt

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soulren · 1 year

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As a (probable) trans girl I’m beginning to realize life would be easier if I was just surrounded by other trans women 24/7 at all times.

#doing things or just ambiently tbh #and yes I know we’re not a monolith and blah blah blah I’m fuckin SAD AND LONELY AND WANT LOVE BITE ME #bite me as an insult and also uh yeah I’ll stop talking now

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