#yeppers im changing my name!!!

[loosingmoreletters]

@cloudlessnightskyline

i love how im just. That One Anon in Your Asks. thats how everyone knows me as now lmao,, no need for names i'm just That One. still anon for asks bc i would like to. very far remove my priv from anything i ever do but. yeppers :)

(That One Exact Same Anon who is also now a Certified Yun Taeheon Bully) (i certified myself)

Anon!!!!! I am crying. this is so sweet. Though, I suppose I should no longer call you "Anon"?

also v fair. when will tumblr give us the option to send asks from our side blogs?

Here I got you your certificate

maybe I should send you an ask now for a change!!

[shookmira]

Color Ask

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZeB_6uh-9k&t=289sc. - @toasty-brain-juice​

red: describe your favorite shirt

depends on the fit honestly but it’s getting close to fall so im becoming a pullover gal

orange: if you could, would you change your eye color? why? to what color, if so?

nah no change, brown eyes are everything 

yellow: name of an artist you think is underappreciated

Luke James

green: do you have a favourite flower?

Sunflower

blue: preferred type of weather?

Overcast with a little chill mainly but it depends on my mood just not BLISTERING HOT

purple: a poem you think describes your closest friend

not a poem but “Girl Almighty” by 1D reminds me of all my friends 

magenta: do you keep your fingernails long or short?

long and acrylic lmaooo

turquoise: favorite sea animal?

dolphin

fuchsia: favorite land animal?

elephant 

cyan: are you religious? spiritual?

religious - was raised Catholic 

sea green: can you fold a fitted sheet?

LMAOOOO not at all

violet: are you a part of the lgbt+ community?

I mean aren’t we all just a little - im more of an ally (I know its embarrassing to be attracted to straight men)

amber: what's saved as your phone's lockscreen?

its a gradient pic from Pinterest

aqua: do you thrift?

YES OF COURSE

pink: what's your natural hair color?

dark dark brown

beige: have any pets? what're their names?

no and it pains me

black: would you ever try going vegetarian or vegan?

sorry to this man but no

coral: an animal you wish hadn't gone extinct

I honestly don’t know which animals are extinct but I wish none except for dinosaurs 

grey: how many languages do you speak? do you want to learn any more?

1.5 bc im not the best with Spanish but I know it; yeah I would love to learn more 

maroon: do you care for clothing brands?

not really 

rose: favourite scent on a person?

something fresh like a nice fresh earthy smell

charcoal: have you ever been camping?

no

claret: do you play an instrument? do you want to learn to play any?

no but I wanna learn how to play piano 

copper: gold or silver jewelry?

gold

cream: any piercings or tattoos? do you want any?

yes and yes and I NEED more tattoos 

salmon: how many pairs of sunglasses do you own?

literally one 

ebony: would you ever want to play a game on television? (jeopardy, family fued, etc)

yes my family would absolutely kill family feud 

indigo: have you ever lived on a farm?

no

emerald: if you had the option, would you choose to move and live in another country? which one?

yes, Canada

lavender: relationship status?

single

erin: what was/is your best school subject?

anything English that wasn’t grammar or comp.

mauve: any unpopular opinions?

Tumblr is cool but sometimes its like a bunch of band kids and theater kids who talk about sex way too much lmaoooo relax Larry reblog the sex gif and go

fulvous: another name you think would suit you

idk I honestly can’t see one

coconut: a subject you enjoy learning about

art history

frost: a -core you enjoy

okay here’s the thing - I love clean core lmaooooo

porcelain: an tv show you used to love

too many to count - off the top of my head “Daria” bc I’m rewatching it

fawn: any interesting family stories?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZeB_6uh-9k&t=289s some fun childhood stories for ya 

gold: do you wear your socks mismatched?

I try not too bc I can ~feel~ the difference

honey: your thoughts on magic- does it exist?

absolutely 

rust: form of art you enjoy doing?

videography

ginger: any sideblogs?

praisebetheaesthetics - my aesthetics blog

cherry: YouTubers you enjoy watching?

ME LMAOOO SUB TO ME 

wine: do you have a 'type'

yes and no, it just depends 

mahogany: your sun, moon, and rising signs

Capricorn sun, Scorpio moon, Taurus rising

blood: twin beds, queen, or king?

this question is full bed erasure 

hot pink: did you/do you had/have strong feelings against the color pink?

I LOVE PINK

plum: a food you've never tried

OLIVES...?

lilac: dogs, cats, or fish?

dogs 

amethyst: do you collect anything?

nah

mulberry: earbuds or headphones?

earbuds

azure: jean jackets?

of course 

teal: have a job?

yeppers 

denim: kill the spider or take it outside?

sorry yall imma kill it 

sapphire: do you think you can sing well?

lowkey

mint: favourite flavour of gum?

prefer sweeter but it doesn’t matter

pecan: shuffle your playlist, what's the first song that comes up?

change - arin ray tf. khelani 

penny: icecream or cake

both

ash: can you do your own makeup?

yuh

jade: ever written fanfiction?

yes 

grape: how many blogs do you follow?

640

umber: do you brush your teeth before you eat?

who brushes before???

chestnut: type of phone you have

iPhone XR

prussian blue: what's your first choice at the vending machine

dummies of some sort

aquamarine: beach or pool

both

brass: least favorite food condiment

mustard

mustard: how much sugar in your tea/coffee?

a lot 

silver: ever broken a bone?

yes, my arm

rose quartz: rings or necklaces

necklaces - rings are restrictive 

onyx: do you still play Minecraft?

never played it 

burgundy: ever ridden a motorcycle?

yes, I rode with my manager it was so scary

scarlet: favorite holiday

Christmas 

apricot: opinion on 3 in 1 body wash/hair wash

it’s not for me but if you use it - only use it as body wash PLEASE it’s not safe for your hair 

platinum: do you follow politics?

yes and I'm tired 

magnolia: your Instagram handle?

shamira.papii

[imnotcameraready]

chivalry is dead (7)

A/N: y’all ., ., .,,. . ..  we’re finally getting to the Good Shit. my hand was literally Over the “post” button and then i remembered “oh shit this is supposed to be touchstarved roman”, so, uh, that’s not reflected in this chapter at ALL. but it’s still filled to the brim with angst. but like, hurt comfort angst. i think i can call this a hurt comfort, right? right

WARNINGS: cursing, arguments, yelling, like a lot of yelling, Complex Emotions, self-hatred (implied) — if I missed anything, please let me know!!! <3 <3

Words: 6575 

Pairings: im proud to say that this has some Logicality. only 20,000 words into the story and we’re finally getting small tastes of ships. still DLAMP endgame but by god. 

Part 1 (chivalry is dead) — Part 2 (i’m wishing) — Part 3 (the bells of notre dame) — Part 4 (honor to us all) — Part 5 (i’ve got no strings) — Part 6 (god help the outcasts) — Part 7 (go the distance)

AO3 link!

@starlightvirgil @forrestwyrm @daflangstlairde @marshmallow-the-panda@askthesnake @k9cat @patromlogil

i hope y’all like this one!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 

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It seemed that, without Roman’s focus, the Imagination sustained a regular day/night cycle. Logan made a mental note about it as they watched the sun go down behind the forest hills, perfectly in tune with his internal clock’s knowledge of the real world’s time. The sky, however, was darkening more rapidly than it would normally. While walking through the forest, he hadn’t noticed any incline changes, so perhaps the forests were thicker than he’d originally thought. The map didn’t indicate that, anyway.

It was a fascinating place, the Imagination. It seemed semi-sentient — at least, based on how the Playwright described it and from what they’d seen so far. Logan regretted not asking to see more of it when Roman was….

No. He’d ask Roman to show him once Roman had returned. His chest hurt a tiny bit to think of it. Nothing was out of reach.

He faced forward again, marching silently. Patton was humming, had been for the whole trip, humming Disney songs.

The Child was staring at Logan still. It was unnerving, for many reasons (A child? Roman was a fucking child? Why was he staring so much? How much less formed were each of the Romans? How did they select what they looked like? Who was the Child based upon? What did he believe?) so he looked away.

“Stop,” the Child patted Patton’s back, “Stop here.”

“Ooookay,” Patton stopped, and Logan stopped behind him.

They’d been walking towards the castle this whole time, away from the sunset. It was clearly huge now, with multiple large spires with red and glittering gold flags. Patton thought it looked straight out of a medieval movie, almost too grand to just be based on Disney alone, though it did bear some resemblances to the castle in Disneyland. It was incredibly pretty.

Oh, sure, he’d seen the Imagination before. Patton and Roman had sat at the window in his room and Patton would listen to Roman as he talked about the various worlds he created. Sometimes it was a balcony with seats and a tea set, but he liked the window sofa more, since he and Roman could sit in each others’ laps and bundle up beneath a pile of blankets. Patton could recognize this castle from a distance. He’d seen this setting before, with the forest and large lake and glittering dual rivers that Roman’d named and then renamed and named again, though Patton couldn’t remember what names he finally chose.

Logan seemed surprised by it all, though, and Patton didn’t want to make it seem like he was rubbing his friendship with Roman in his face. Plus, he’d never been inside. Things were a lot bigger up close.

Yeah, he could see how Logan kept frowning around the world. How he’d been glaring at the Child for the whole walk. Patton’d made a pun — “This sure is a magic kingdom, eh?” — and he hadn’t even groaned!

Patton shifted his weight on his feet, casting Logan a worried look as the logical side inspected the building before them. Whatever was eating at him, he hoped it’d settle soon, because Patton knew they’d need Logan thinking properly to get Roman put together.

“We’ve gotta go in here,” the Child pointed to the building.

It was an unassuming door with two steps leading up to it, attached to a building that looked exactly the same as the others. Besides the door was a wooden sign, fixed to the stone wall, that read “Art Museum (Ages 3–6)”. It was a fairly unassuming building, similar to the other stone buildings to the left, right, and other side of the road.

“Okay,” Patton reached out and touched the door’s handle, just to be interrupted by the Child waving his arms up.

“No! No, no, not yet!” he put his hands out.

“Not yet? Well, what’re we waitin’ for?” Patton put his hands on his hips, watching the Child with a small smile.

“The sun is lowering. It will be night soon,” Logan added, giving the sky a quick glance again.

“But the Artist can’t know that you’re Dad and Mister Logic,” the Child said, mirroring Patton’s hands-on-hips position.

Logan, on the other hand, crossed his arms in thought. “Why can’t he know? Is he a danger?”

“Nah,” the Child shook his head and pointed a finger at Logan. “The Artist doesn’t like you most.”

Logan exhaled sharply. His brow furrowed, nose scrunched, as he processed THAT. Of course,the Playwright supporting him meant there was a counter. Of course Roman didn’t harbor only positive feelings towards him. Logan knew his and Roman’s opinions differed on a multitude of topics, often resulting in unpleasant quarrels. He knew. And, yet, it hurt. “Come again?”

“The Artist doesn’t like you. Don’t worry, he doesn’t like Mister Anxiety either. Or Mister Deceit. He kinda sorta likes Dad?” the Child made a so-so motion with his hands, before letting his shoulders drop with an exaggerated groan. “Not really. He doesn’t like Dad. It’s okay, he barely likes Thomas!”

Logan looked toward Patton with a frown, now thoroughly confused, and was greeted with a similar confused pout. There was a part of Roman who just didn’t like any of them. Not even Thomas. That upset Patton fairly well, but Logan….was almost relieved.

The Child waved his hands again, sticking them up in between the two adult Sides. “Hey! Like I said, that’s okay! We just gotta walk around him and he probably won’t notice you.”

“Do you think he won’t notice that three people have entered his house? Especially two adults. Two full Sides,” Logan couldn’t keep the disbelief from his voice.

If the Child noticed, he didn’t let on. “Yep! He barely looks up from the whatevers he’s working on, anyway,” he bounced on the balls of his feet, “Maybe….hm.”

He looked up at the sky and rubbed his hands together. Above them was a thick cloud. It would probably rain that night; they were still looking for him, anyway.

The Artist was probably getting worried. Right? Curfew was coming up soon and if Child got caught, Thief and Bard would be upset, and so Artist would be upset, too, right?

“We have to go in. If he asks, uh,” an idea popped into the Child’s head, and he snapped his fingers. “You can say you’re Dad guy and Teacher guy!”

Logan’s eye twitched. “Do you mean the characters from Thomas’ short videos?”

The last semblances of seriousness Logan held inside himself was shattered by the Child’s enthusiastic nodding. “Yeppers! They’re really nice! Teach is really good at making Dad laugh, and since this all happened, they’ve been—”

“The Shorts characters are alive inside the Imagination,” Logan wasn’t even trying to hide his disdain anymore.

He’d been half angry, half curious as they marched through the sleepy town. He could accept magic, sure, he could suspend his disbelief. It made sense that the Dominoes guy was in here. That was backed by science. But what in the name of Newton did the Shorts characters—

“Logan,” Patton held his hand and gave it a quick squeeze, “This is the Imagination.”

—okay, really, why the FUCK were the Shorts characters real in here?! — and the Child was now just rambling on about characters who were actually fictional. Characters who were characters. Scratch his curiosity from earlier, the Imagination followed no reason and he wanted out. Immediately.

Patton squeezed Logan’s hand again, in a rhythm, one two three four, tight, and raised his other hand toward the Child, who was still talking.

“Hey, kiddo,” the Child immediately quieted, looking up at Patton, “This all sounds fun, but can we talk more about it when we’re inside?”

Patton immediately regretted interrupting him. The Child’s lip curled inward, eyes growing wider as he nodded silently. He looked at Logan, who was scowling at the door, and wilted.

“Yeah. Not important. Okay,” the Child took the door handle and flung it open.

Before Patton could respond, he darted in. Logan looked at Patton, scowl replaced with a confused raised eyebrow, oblivious to the quiet tension he’d missed while internally monologuing.

Patton just slouched. The Child was more skittish than he’d anticipated.

The museum was dark and dusty, though not unintelligible. Patton entered first. There were drawings everywhere, some on actual pieces of paper, some on torn-out notebook pages, some on the wall itself. All of which were children’s drawings, of course, scribbles and splotches of paint. In the halls were also some sculptures on pedestals, most seemingly made of Playdough.

He stopped by a drawing of a house, two windows and a door, and read the placard beside it. Patton was pretty sure he had the same drawing in his room, tucked away in an old photo album.

“Thomas and Roman Sanders. House 41, 1994. Crayon on cardstock.”

Patton felt tears coming to his eyes. Thomas was only five, oh those were good times, learning about the world around him! Such a soft era. And Thomas’ grown so much since then, too.

This was an interesting place for someone to live, but considering his name was Artist, it made sense for him to live amongst his work. Patton turned around, a bright smile on his face, and motioned Logan to join him. “Logan! Come look at the art!”

Logan was standing just inside the door, which was closed behind him, eyes examining the exhibit. It was disorganized and clearly unkempt. Roman must not have visited in a while. Or maybe he didn’t have a curator for this museum. Before he could respond to Patton’s call, the Child’s voice echoed from down the hall.

“Are you coming?”

Logan and Patton shared a look, one disgruntled and one sheepish, and hurried down the hall lined with childish artwork. There were more houses, some family drawings, a fun looking self portrait with bright colors.

“Hurried” is an overstatement. Logan had to pull Patton away from a drawing on more than one occasion.

“Down here,” the Child’s whispers bounced along the walls.

They entered a room, still lined with drawings, and found the Child standing in front of one of the artworks. He held out a hand to them. “C’mon, we’re going in,” he said.

Logan squinted at the painting in question. Yes, painting, done in “Crayola Washable Paint on Cardboard,” according to the placard beside it. “Thomas and Roman Sanders. House 118.”

He looked at Patton for support that this was absolutely ridiculous, but was only met with another shrug. “It’s the Imagination,” he said, as though that explained everything, “Don’t think too hard, or you’ll get a headache.”

Too late for that, Logan thought, though he stopped himself from pondering. Instead, he grit his teeth and held Patton’s arm, determined to get to the bottom of this figurative rabbit hole. Patton himself took the Child’s hand.

The Child gripped Patton’s hand and leaned toward the painting. He pinched the painted door’s handle, tugged.

They all felt a pulling sensation, the Child pulling Patton who pulled Logan.

And then there was a door before them.

It was as though someone poured white paint all over their surroundings, from every angle, wiping away the museum they’d come from and leaving a blank emptiness behind them, all within less than a second.

Logan stared at the door. Then he turned, slow and steady, overlooking the blank white expanse. Like an empty page.

Something wasn’t computing. It’s the Imagination, he repeated in his mind, like Patton’d said earlier.

Directly behind them was the only piece of “world” they could see other than the door. It was another painting, of the museum, of the room that they’d just left, hanging in the middle of nothing.

Social realism, Logan thought. The painting’s placard read “Roman Sanders. The Art Museum repaint, 2019. Oil on canvas.” A reverse portal, created recently. Logan almost wanted to touch it and see how dry the paint was.

“C’mon, we gotta go inside,” the Child whispered, giving Patton’s hand a tug.

Patton, in turn, tugged Logan, who turned back around. “Sorry, this is just….” fascinating? Interesting? Enchanting? Something I would like to experiment with Roman on further? “Different.”

Patton watched the Child as he watched Logan. Roman was clearly still in there, Patton thought, and he didn’t want to be. And, to be frank, Patton understood that feeling. There were many days where he wanted to curl up into his hoodie and be young again, if only to hear a good joke once more. Those were the two-cookie kinds of days!

Maybe Logan couldn’t see what Patton was seeing? The Child’s big wide eyes, staring at Logan and Patton as though searching for approval. Or how he tried so hard to ignore Logan’s obvious contempt for the situation. It was obvious that the Child was actively trying to ignore it, but Patton didn’t miss how he flinched at Logan’s tone. The Child wasn’t naïve, not entirely — in certain turns of phrase and side-glances, the Child revealed his thirty years of life experiences.

But the Child also didn’t seem to notice that Logan wasn’t angry about the world. No, Patton thought as Logan turned back to the museum painting quickly, he was more upset at himself for not being able to understand it.

“Different,” Logan repeated, brow furrowed. It didn’t feel like the right word. He wasn’t usually one to have vocabulary troubles, but he couldn’t find a more adequate word.

It satiated the Child. Or, rather, the Child was thinking of something else. His hand was stiff on the doorknob. Patton leaned in, letting go of Logan finally to put both hands on the Child’s shoulders. “Go ahead,” he whispered. He hoped the Child could feel how much Patton loved him.

Perhaps he did, because the Child calmed down. Enough for him to open the door.

The most notable thing was the mess. There were a lot of things inside that door. Canvases, sketchbooks, pens, pencils, paint sets, notebooks, cups of water, all in piles or scattered about the floor. Some canvases were hung on the walls, too, and some were laid flat on the ground. Others were stacked atop each other or leaned in bunches against the walls. There was a clear path through the mess on the floor, that branched to the stairs on the left and then into the kitchen on the right. Logan could see a drawing tablet over there, too, propped against the wall. Where the laptop was, he couldn’t tell. Patton could see that most of the paintings were unfinished. Whether it be sketch lines still showing or just clearly half-painted, half-white canvases, not a single finished piece was in this clutter.

The second most notable thing was the person painting.

Another Roman — the Artist, most likely — was sitting on a stool in front of a painting on an easel. It was also only an assumption that he was another Roman, because he absolutely did not look it, clad in a white hoodie covered in paint splotches and red sweatpants, hood pulled up and covering his hair. The only thing that indicated his Roman status was the golden waves adorning his sleeves, the same as the waves on Roman’s crest.

He held a large painting palette in his right hand and a brush in his left, dabbing oil paint against the half-finished canvas in front of him. Another work in progress, it seemed.

The clutter and the painting didn’t bother the Child. He closed the door behind himself, being careful to not slam it, and cleared his throat.

The other Roman didn’t move nor speak. Just kept painting, dabbing his brush on the palette and swiping it along the canvas. The painting was unfinished, but it looked so far like an impressionist piece, Logan thought.

The Child coughed again, yet the other Roman didn’t flinch.

“I’m back, Arty,” he said.

“I heard you,” came the impatient reply, snappy and fast, the Artist not turning to speak to them, “Who’s with you?”

“Dad. And Teach. Dragon was mean today,” the Child was playing with the hem of his shirt

“Mhm.”

“It’s curfew. They couldn’t go back to their houses.”

“Mhm.”

“So they’re gonna sleep here. I’ll keep them in my room.”

“Mhm.”

The Child took Logan and Patton’s hands into his own again and pulled them toward the stairs. “Good luck with your painting,” his voice teetered off into silence as the Artist failed to turn again.

Patton opened his mouth, but the Child squeezed his hand and shook his head. Logan took a little more tugging, as he stood by the bottom of the stairs, trying to look at all the paintings. Some were paintings — oil impressionist, pop art, surrealism and cubism, even some De Stijl paintings — some were simple figure drawings on lightly-crumpled paper, some even….was that a painting of Virgil?

The Child tugged harder and Logan stumbled after him.

They made it to the top of the stairs. The Child let go of Patton and opened the door, ushering both of them in before slamming the door shut behind himself.

This was probably the most regular room they’d seen so far in the Imagination. A small twin bed sat in the corner, with a big canopy and fairy lights overtop. There were streamers and drawings and posters hanging all around the walls, even some stickers and some drawings done directly onto the wall. A wardrobe sat in the corner farthest from the bed, a desk and vanity mirror besides that, and five bean bags were arranged in a circle around a circle rug in the middle of the room.

There was an air of magic around the room, too. The fairy lights bobbed up and down slowly, despite being hung on wires, and the clouds painted onto the ceiling seemed to move. The ceiling was fairly low, too; Patton reached up, eyes stuck on a cloud in the shape of a heart, and found that he could actually touch them. The heart swirled around his hand, glowing light blue before dissipating entirely.

“Sorry about him,” Patton and Logan looked down at the Child — he’d gone to the wardrobe and was taking off his cloak, revealing a plain white shirt with the crest’s sun emblazoned across his back. “Artist’s, uh, not a people person.”

“So we saw. His work, however….it’s breathtaking,” Logan stepped aside as Patton went for one of the beanbags, “I didn’t realize Roman was that much of an artist.”

The Child snorted. He sat down on one of the other beanbags and started untying his shoes, chubby fingers unlacing them down a few notches. “Yeah, well. You never seemed interested. No one was. Arty doesn’t like leaving his art all alone, so ever since we formed he’s been in here with it.”

“Yeah, you said somethin’ like that.” Patton crossed his legs on the bean bag, leaning forward on his elbows toward the Child. “The Playwright also said something about everyone having different thoughts on what’s best for Roman.”

“Playwright!” the Child tossed his shoes into the corner behind the door and laid back in the bean bag, spread out with his arms open. “Oh my gosh, I haven’t seen him in a while, is he okay?”

Logan let his shoulders loosen and slouch. It….did feel good to unwind, after the events of the day. Maybe the adrenaline and shock were wearing off finally. He sat down on another bean bag, bending his knees as though he were in a normal chair. “Yes, he is fine. He is, ah, backstage, as he called it.”

“Yeah, I thought so. Artist doesn’t like Playwright at all,” Logan and Patton shared another confused glance at that, “Thief says it’s ‘cause he doesn’t like mister Logic, but I think he doesn’t like you ‘cause he doesn’t like Playwright.”

“Why doesn’t he like the Playwright? That seems counterintuitive, to not like yourself,” As soon as the words left Logan’s mouth, he realized how hypocritical it sounded. And how obvious the explanation was.

Patton seemed to notice as well, because he grimaced, putting a hand on top of Logan’s knee. The Child, however, just shrugged. “Well, I don’t like all of me, you know? I wanted to figure out what parts of me I could live without, but every part of me has an opinion about what part’s important.”

“I?” Logan asked, softer now.

The Child nodded. “Roman. I,” he made a gesture up at the air, and it reminded Patton a little of the hand flip Roman typically did when rising. “I’m Roman but I’m not Roman.”

“How does that work, kiddo?” Patton coaxed him.

“It’s like….” he trailed off, resting his hand on his chin as he thought. After a few quiet moments, he continued.

“Okay,” The Child sat up and patted his own chest. “Me. I’m the Child. AND I’m Roman. I’m all….”

He flopped backward again onto the bean bag, making vague gestures with his hands as he wrestled to find the words, only to find that there were none. No words truly.

The Child let his hands fall onto his stomach with a groan, staring upwards. Patton and Logan shared a nervous glance. It was clear something was bothering the Child, something integral to this Hunger Games of Romans situation.

“Take your time, kiddo,” Patton tried to comfort him, but his words seemed to fall on deaf ears.

The Child was just looking up at the sky ceiling. After another few seconds, he heaved a sigh.

“It’s beautiful, isn’t it? The sky?” Logan and Patton both looked up as well.

“With all the clouds that look like pretty things. And even if they don’t look like things, they look soft and fluffy and wonderful. And then, when there aren’t clouds, it’s the most beautiful shade of blue or a dazzling red, like how a nice summer night makes you feel?” The ceiling had been full of fluffy white clouds, meandering across the painted blue expanse, but as soon as the Child mentioned “dazzling red” the clouds began to glow pink as the ceiling’s paint color changed to red. He clapped.

“Or, or! Even better, sometimes, when it’s really, really late, and there are stars out? And every star is like a gem on a glittering cloak that the world’s putting on you?” the ceiling changed once more, painted black as the clouds vanished. One by one, twinkling stars seemed to glow from nothing against the ceiling backdrop. In actual constellations, no less.

“It’s all so….” the Child exhaled, “Beautiful.”

Silence followed. All three of them were now laying on the bean bags, looking up at the twinkling stars and the occasional barely visible line that connected them. They just starred, Logan and Patton unsure of how to break the silence, until the Child continued himself.

“That’s what I want Roman to remember,” Patton looked at the Child, who was watching the stars. He spoke with a strong determination, voice set. “That’s what I want to see. The beauty.”

He faltered, closing his open mouth and gritting his teeth. Logan looked away from the sky now, too, and watched the Child as he closed his eyes. Wiser than he seemed. “But that makes me really childish, doesn’t it? If we just see the beauty, then that means we’re ignoring all the bad stuff. And if we’re too childish, we don’t get taken seriously, and we really need to be taken seriously. I mean….”

The Child glanced over at Patton, and he could have sworn that the Child had tears in his eyes. Oh, he hoped he wasn’t crying. Patton reached out, offering his hand to maybe comfort him, but the Child just shrugged, unwilling to look at him anymore.

“We see how you get treated, Dad,” Patton’s brow furrowed in confusion, hand retracting a little, as though the Child’s words hurt. “No one takes you serious and you always have to prove yourself. We don’t take you serious, either, a lot of the time. ‘Cause if you’re childish, then you don’t deserve to be taken seriously. That’s what Roman tells himself. Tells me. But it’s wrong.”

Now the silence was just awkward. Patton lowered his hand into his lap as the Child looked back up at the sky. There was no denying now, now that the Child’s quiet breathing hitched and stuttered, that he was crying.

“It has to be wrong,” he whispered between gasps.

Slowly, the Child pulled his hands up to his face, rubbing his eyes and sniffing into his hands. Patton was going to start crying himself, watching the Child cry. He turned to Logan with a bitten lip. He knew, deep down, that the others didn’t always take his opinion seriously. Heck, it was a running theme! Patton the childish, the inner child, the baby. But Jesus, that was point blank.

“You’re correct, Roman. I don’t always understand you both, but the things I don’t understand aren’t…they aren’t unimportant. Occasional immaturity does not equal insignificant. We….” Logan faltered and looked up at Patton, who was staring at him now, tears dotting his eyes.

They really did walk on him, didn’t they? Logan considered the times he had helped elevate Patton’s concerns, and the situations in which Patton’s concerns were elevated. No one took the puppet suggestion seriously, until it was proven successful, and Thomas himself had to step in to get them to even consider it as an option. Along with that, Deceit was able to mimic Patton by, what? Literally saying he was a fan of cartoons and was silly? It was so easy to character Patton into a caricature of immature glee that he, Roman, and Virgil barely noticed.

That was the insult, wasn’t it. Childish. Not to be taken seriously. Silly and immature. Was that what he thought of Patton?

Patton wiped his tears and looked away. “I….guess that’s true. But hey! That’s what comes with being Thomas’ inner child, isn’t it?” there he went, voice heightening in pitch as he tried to make it sound as though he weren’t so upset with Logan’s silence and the Child’s assessment. “Your dorky ol’ Dad can be a lil’ goofball a lot of the time.”

“Your goofball-ness is welcome, often appreciated. We….do have a lot to learn, about having fun and seeing things anew.”

Patton looked over at Logan, who was watching him with determination. The Child, too, was watching Logan with both eyebrows raised, having grabbed a pillow from his side to press his face into. His eyes were two large spotlights.

“I do not understand the Imagination. I cannot claim to. But there IS immense beauty in this world you’ve created, and I see that it would be a waste to focus on making logical sense of it rather than take in the world around as a work of art. It might be childish, but sometimes….a little childishness is what we need to maintain a healthy lifestyle and a healthy headspace. Your input is appreciated.”

If Roman was having these sorts of concerns, about being perceived as childish or not, then Logan knew it was likely Patton had similar concerns. He chided himself mentally for letting this self-consciousness fester but a direct approach was always the most efficient.

And it was all worth it to see Patton smile and remove his glasses, wiping the tears from his downcast eyes.

“Thank you for sharing your concerns with us, kiddo,” the Child smiled at the nickname and rubbed the back of his neck, turning away for a bit. Patton smiled at him, then at Logan, beaming like the sun. “Logan put it real well.”

Logan fixed his glasses, pleased with himself, and the Child patted his arm. “Thank you, Logan,” he said.

They sat in silence, eyes flicking with new brief understanding between each other, until there was banging from below the floor. Patton squeaked and Logan stiffened, but the Child just groaned into his pillow.

“WHAT’RE YOU TALKING ABOUT UP THERE?!” the Artist’s voice boomed from below.

“JUST TALKIN’ ABOUT THE OTHER SIDES WITH TEACH,” the Child shouted back, voice muffled by the pillow.

“WELL, SHUT UP ‘BOUT THEM! THE DRAGON BITCH’LL HEAR YOU!”

“YOU CAN’T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!”

“YOU BRATTY LITTLE—DON’T MAKE ME COME UP THERE!”

The Child leaned his back, groaning loud and angrily. “FINE! SORRY!”

Logan and Patton exchanged worried glances. Had the Artist heard that whole conversation? They looked to the Child for any thoughts or input, but he just shook his head.

“He won’t come upstairs. Ugh, I was doing real good at not saying your names,” he rubbed his face, rubbing the tears into his skin to hide them, “It’s–It’s like the taboo system. Dragon, he put a curse on your names so all of us can hear it when someone says them. The others aren’t really scared of that, they–they….Artist doesn’t want anyone finding this house. He heard me say your name, mister Logic.”

Before either of the adults could respond, however, there was another crash from downstairs. The Child frowned and climbed off the bean bag, kneeling on the ground with an ear pressed to the rug.

“What—” Patton was cut off by the Child shushing him harshly.

They weren’t confused for long, though, as the voices grew more raised and angry.

“—TOLD YOU—FUCK OUT!” they heard the Artist shout.

“I WILL ONCE YOU STOP TALKING SHIT ABOUT THE OTHERS! THEY’RE IN OUR REALM NOW, THEY COULD HEAR YOU!”

Patton raised his eyebrows. He looked at Logan, who was frowning at nothing. When he noticed Patton, Logan mouthed “Playwright.” He didn’t seem like the type to be so….explosive.

“WELL TOUGH, PLAYWRONG. I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF THEY HEAR ME! I JUST DON’T WANT DRAGON SHOWING UP, THOSE UNGRATEFUL CRITICAL ASSHOLES—”

“THEY’RE MUCH MORE THAN THAT, THEY’RE BETTER THAN ALL OF US COMBINED, YOU STARVING STEREOTYPE—”

The Child stood up slowly, stepping carefully on the rug and sliding his feet along the wooden floor. He slid all the way to the door. As slow as he could, he clicked the lock in place, and let out a breath. The yelling died down immediately to a whisper, as though locking the door disconnected the room from the whole house.

“That’ll keep them out. They’re probably not gonna come up here, can’t get into my room now, but if they find you then we’re all fucked,” he mumbled.

“Language,” Patton mumbled, and the Child giggled at him. “No swear words when there’re children present, you know that!”

“Yeah, yeah—” the Child cut himself off with a yawn, shoulders hiking up slowly.

He shuffled back to the bean bags and collapsed into the one he’d been sitting in. He curled into a ball, huffing a small sigh. Patton yawned, too, and smacked his lips. Logan had to stifle a yawn himself. They were contagious.

It had been a long day. They were due for a sleep, especially after the arduous experiences they’d had throughout the day.

“Y’know, I didn’t think the Playwright’d let y’all in,” the Child’s words jumbled over each other, and he covered his mouth as he yawned again.

“What makes you say that?” Logan pressed.

Despite the tiredness, he knew there was something wrong with his initial read of the Playwright, and this situation didn’t leave space for those kinds of errors. The Child shrugged. “I….from what I know, he’s more….he likes things done his way. He really wants all of you approve of him. Mostly mister Logic, but all of you. And he really, really, really doesn’t like Princey. Him an’ Dragon an’—an’—” the Child yawned again, mumbling the rest of his sentence incoherently, but Logan didn’t process that.

There was another mention of this “Dragon” character. Logan rubbed his cheek, arms crossed on his knees as he ran the new information through his mind. The Playwright was volatile — he scoffed quietly, of COURSE Roman, with his boisterousness and exuberance, wouldn’t be able to contain his energetic nature into something reserved and quiet. He had his quiet moments, but he couldn’t maintain stoicism forever. They would have to assess him again, it seemed.

“I thought….” Patton whispered, and Logan looked up at him.

Patton’s eyes were downcast at the ground, brow furrowed in anguish. He’d thought they’d gotten at least one part of Roman, one bit to understand that they were accepted. That Roman was LOVED, damnit, because that’s what it was! He was loved, Roman was loved, and by God it felt like he’d failed if one of his friends doubted that so much that he couldn’t believe that.

“I’m gonna sleep. Just right here. Y’all can take the bed if y’all want,” the Child’s voice slurred together, halfway asleep already and cutting into both adults’ trains of thought.

Patton sighed. He slowly switched into Dad Mode as he pushed himself up and rolled his shoulders. “Nope. You’re a growing boy, kiddo, you’re goin’ in the bed.”

He stooped down and picked the Child up, chuckling quietly as he groaned in dramatic despair. Still, the Child wrapped his arms around Patton’s neck lazily, snuggling against him once more. Logan crossed his legs on the bean bag and watched as Patton sat on the bed, rubbing the Child’s back, and tried to pry him off.

“You need to get in bed, kiddo,” Patton whispered gently, “You’ve gotta sleep. A prince needs his beauty sleep, right?”

The Child giggled. “I’m not a–a–a,” he yawned again, “A prince! I’m a child!”

“But you’re gonna grow up to be one! You’re gonna grow up to be a great prince, ruling over all the Imagination,” Patton was whisper shouting, putting on a grandiose voice full of gusto.

He mimicked blowing a trumpet with one hand and the Child laughed, patting Patton’s hand down.

“Nuh uh!” he hummed between tired giggles.

Logan stood up behind Patton and gently took the Child’s hands. The Child looked up at him, squeezing Logan’s hands sleepily and giggling.

“You will be a valiant prince,” he lifted the Child’s hands away from Patton, and he took the cue to start tucking the Child into bed, “You will be a prince, lion-hearted and loved. But tonight, you must sleep.”

The Child squeezed his left hand, then his right, and laid down in the bed he’d been placed in. He looked so comforted as Patton pulled the blanket up higher around his face, big brown eyes questioning as he looked up at Logan from beneath the edge of the blanket.

“Will they listen to me?” his voice was thick as he teetered between unconsciousness and lucidity, “Will–Will they care, when I’m a prince?”

Logan nodded at him, and Patton nodded too. They were both sure, sure as the sky is blue. “Yes,” Patton whispered, “Everyone will hear you. And you’ll live happily ever after, my Prince.”

The Child giggled quietly. Slowly, he snuggled into the bed, and his hold on Logan’s hands relinquished, now gripping the blanket as he curled into a ball. Within mere seconds, he was snoring softly.

Patton stepped back and stretched. He looked up at Logan, who was removing his glasses in preparation for sleep.

“Wanna sleep on the floor?” Patton asked, “Or should we stack the beanbags in a square and use those as a bed?”

Logan considered the bean bags for a moment, actually, before deciding the morning back pain wouldn’t be worth it. “I think we can suffer the floor for a night,” he said, taking his coat off and spreading it out on the ground.

Patton followed suit, throwing his cat cloak down and spreading it out like a bed mat. They both slowly climbed to the ground beside each other, fitting themselves into the space that was to be their sleeping mat, grabbing some of the pillows and stuffed animals strewn about. At least the carpet was soft, adding extra padding. They both laid down, heads resting on some of the Child’s pillows, staring up at the stars on the ceiling.

Though they were both tired, Patton wanted to clear one thing up before letting himself drift off.

“....Lo,” Patton asked, voice soft. “Lo, are you awake?”

Logan sniffed. He was actually partway asleep already. “Yes, Pa—er. Patt.”

Patton giggled. It wasn’t always that he got to hear Logan call him by a nickname. He sobered up fast, though. “Did you mean what you said? About…about appreciating the childish things.”

Ah. Logan opened an eye. Patton smiled sheepishly at him.

He still had his glasses on. Logan turned to his side, facing Patton, reaching a hand out and taking his glasses off carefully. He slowly folded them and set them aside on the ground, with his.

“Of course I did. You provide important opinions and insight, often noticing details I….overlook,” Logan rested his hand on Patton’s shoulder, “You are appreciated.”

Patton beamed with a wobbly lip, more tears threatening to spill over. He slowly took Logan’s hand and pressed it to his lips. Not in a kiss, per se, but more to hold him close. To show that he was so thankful, so grateful for this acknowledgement. Plus, he was afraid that the tears would spill if he opened his mouth.

Logan didn’t seem to mind, though his face did turn a brighter shade of crimson, just barely visible in the starlight.

After a few seconds, Patton regained his stability. “Thanks,” he whispered. “We...we’re gonna get Roman back.”

Logan nodded, discombobulated. Patton’s breath on the back of his hand was comfortingly warm. There was that feeling in his chest. What was that?

He let go of Logan’s hand and rolled back onto his back, letting out a sign of contentedness. Their little prince was fast asleep and the next day would bring more trials. They had to find Virgil and Deceit and hopefully the Roman who’d been on the roof. They had to talk to the Artist. They had to confront the Playwright. They had to find the OTHERS and talk to THEM.

And Patton knew they’d be able to face it all head-on. He knew it in his heart. “Goodnight, Lo’. I love you.”

Logan exhaled beside him. Perhaps….things would be okay. He looked over at Patton, whose eyes were already closed, legs crossed and hands interlaced on his chest in a peaceful manner.

There was that feeling again. The data points — he was too tired to be thinking coherently, look at him, applying statistics knowledge to emotions of all things — indicated that he felt warm and fluttery near his lungs whenever he considered the other Sides. It felt as though his lungs were clenching, breathing constricting and carbon dioxide exhalation warming. That couldn’t be literal, though, or else he’d be ill. On this particular adventure, in this particular day, it’d happened a few times.

Perhaps he was just tired. It had been a long day, all of this just in one day. Logan would consider this issue more in the morning. However, he would indulge in the working hypothesis just once, whilst muddled in this warm-chested comforting confusion. “....I love you, too, Patt. Sleep well.”

It may have been a trick of the light or his mind, but Logan thought, just before he closed his eyes, that he’d seen Patton smile at him.

[space-gay-trash]

101-150

101. Do you type fast?

idk i mean i think so????102. Do you regret anything from your past?

yeah 103. Can you spell well?

HAHAHAHAHA nope 104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

yes i do 105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

yeah 

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

unfortunately yes 107. Have you ever been on a horse?

yeppers108. What should you be doing?

sleeping 

109. Is something irritating you right now?

yes 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

omg yes and its the worst 111. Do you have trust issues?

yeah i do 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

i dont remember 113. What was your childhood nickname?

chloemonster114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yep i have 

115. Do you play the Wii?

yeah sometimes 116. Are you listening to music right now?

no i wish 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

i freaking love chicken noodle soup 118. Do you like Chinese food?

who doesnt 119. Favourite book?

everyday 120. Are you afraid of the dark?

not anymore i find it comforting 121. Are you mean?

i can be 122. Is cheating ever okay?

no absolutely not 123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

idk i havent tried 124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

yes im cheesy like that 125. Do you believe in true love?

id like to 126. Are you currently bored?

yes 127. What makes you happy?

beinf care free 128. Would you change your name?

hells yeah 129. What your zodiac sign?

cancer 130. Do you like subway?

the train or the sandwich??131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

idk?????132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

mah best frend 133. Favourite lyrics right now?

sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind 134. Can you count to one million?

no id get bored 135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

“thats not a strawberry thats a fish”136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

half closed 137. How tall are you?

3 feet tall 

138. Curly or Straight hair?

curly 

139. Brunette or Blonde?

brunette140. Summer or Winter?

winter 141. Night or Day?

night 142. Favourite month?

october143. Are you a vegetarian?

nope 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

milk chocolate 145. Tea or Coffee?

COFFEEEEEEE146. Was today a good day?

not my best not my worst 147. Mars or Snickers?

mars148. What’s your favourite quote?

id rather be hated for who i am then loved for who i am not 149. Do you believe in ghosts?

 yes sir 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“Dudley and harry shared a room wi twin beds and damp,footsie sheets.” its from harry potter and the philosophers stane Scots edition 

[wingsofanillyrian]

85 Questions

Thanks to the lovely @catwizarrd for the tag!

Rules: Answer and tag 20 people

— What was your last…

1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: my ma

3. Text message: Clarie @highladyofdreamcourt

4. Song you listened to?: STIR FRY BY MIGOS (im obsessed and i wont apologize lol)

5. Time you cried: couple weeks ago cause school sucks

6. Dated someone twice: na

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no

8. Been cheated on: no

9. Lost someone special: yea

10. Been depressed: long time ago yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: never been drunk! (20 yo college kid from wisconsin, who would have guessed, i know)

— Fave colours

12. orange

13. yellow?

14. blue i guess

— in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: heck yea

16. Fallen out of love: not really?

17. Laughed until you cried: lol yea

18. Found out someone was talking about you: not that i remember

19. Met someone who changed you: yeaaaaa

20. Found out who your friends are: yes yes i have

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: yea :)

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: 99.99999999% of them

23. Do you have any pets: 5 bratty doggos and a froggo

24. Do you want to change your name: ehh sometimes

25. What did you do for your last birthday: uhh went to school and took a test

26. What time did you wake up today: 7am (As opposed to my usual 550)

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleepin

28. What is something you can’t wait for: uhhhhh acofas lol

30. What are you listening to right now: shadowhunters s3 ep 1

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: dats my dad

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: WHEN PEOPLE DONT RETURN MY BOOKS IN THE CONDITION I LENT THEM OUT

33. Most visited website: Tumblr and blackboard

34. Hair colour: brown 

35. Long or short hair: Looooooooooong

36. Do you have a crush on someone: i mean,,,, does andy count? Weve been dating 4 years lol

37. What do you like about yourself: my nose and that’s it i have no redeeming qualities and i’m a stupid shit.

38. Want any piercings: i mean i wanna pierce my belly button but idk

39. Blood type: *shrugs*

40. Nicknames: jackal, jac, jac o mac

41. Relationship status: taken!

42. Sign: libra

43. Pronouns: she/her

44. Fave tv show: shadowhunters and voltron

45. Tattoos: no but undecided if i want them or not

46. Right or left handed: right

47: Ever had surgery: *shudders* yes

48. Piercings: yes, ears

49. Sport: i used to do track but #47 fucked that up for me so

50. Vacation: CURRENTLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IRELAND AND ICELAND (also if you live in ireland/have been there PLEASE hmu i need to find out what the best places to see/go are)

51. Trainers: what?

— More general

52. Eating: nothing

53. Drinking: nothing

54. I’m about to watch: shadow hunters s3!!!!

55. Waiting for: iceland and ireland

56. Want: uhhhhh hugs lol

57. Get married: sometime

58. Career: architectural engineer!

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: cuddly hugs

60. Lips or eyes: eyes

61. Shorter or taller: Taller

62. Older or younger: older i guess

63. Nice arms or stomach: i don’t care

64. Hookup or relationships: relationship

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: ?????????

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: no

67. Drank hard liquor: yes, no thanks tho

68.Turned someone down: yes

69. Sex on first date: mmmm no

70: Broken someone’s heart: LIZARD BOY ( @catwizarrd lol)

71. Had your heart broken: mmhhhhmm

72. Been arrested: no lol

73. Cried when someone died: Yes

74. Fallen for a friend: yeppers

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: yea

76. Miracles: idk

77. Love at first sight: no

78. Santa Claus: no

79. Angels: idk

— Misc

80. Eye colour: hazel

81. Best friends name: Ryn, Miriam, Clarie, Mickey, Andy 

82. Favourite movie: Currently? black panther

83. Favourite actor: Matthew daddario.

84. Favourite cartoon: voltron

85. Favourite teacher’s name: Ms fields!!!!

I tag: @mydarlingwhitethorn @mywritingbox @elide-lochan-salvaterre @highladyofdreamcourt

[spiffydolan]

97 questions tag

I was tagged by @scandalousdolan​ ♥️

Full name: Anna Marie

Nickname: anna banana, anna belle, little red (and kids in elementary school called me pc but that faded thank god haha)

Birthday: March 11th

Age: 18

Zodiac star sign: pisces

Moon sign: taurus

Ascendant: gemini

Venus: aquarius

Gender: female

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: straight

Myer briggs type: INTJ-A

Relationship status: single

Best friend: my sisters

Religion: nondenominational christianity

Favorite color: i like a nice navy blue or gray

Favorite music genre: alternative/alternative rock

Favorite band/artist: mixup between LANY, Ocean Alley, Jack Johnson (like from curious george not vine), Khalid, Coldplay, Kanye West, and Kid Cudi (WHO ARE COMING OUT WITH AN ALBUM SOON AND IM FKN SHAKING)

Favorite song: this changes everyday, and today it’s ILYSB (stripped) by LANY

Favorite holiday: Thanksgiving

Favorite TV show: Dexter (at the moment), but it doesn’t get any better than the Office, Friends, and Seinfeld

Favorite youtuber: dolan twins 🤷🏻‍♀️

Favorite perfume/cologne: i don’t wear perfume tbh

Favorite season: winter or spring

Favorite flower: hydrangeas

Favorite gemstone: I don’t have a favorite, but i’ve always though onyx was kinda cool

Favorite roller coaster: don’t like roller coasters

Favorite fruit: honeydew melon oooooh or avocado

Favorite vegetable: zucchini... maybe cabbage

Favorite ice cream flavor: there’s one called razorback road that you can get from the very first walmart ever (called five and dime back then - it’s now a museum with a cafe at the end), but i also love a classic sea salt caramel

Favorite candy: reese’s holy moly

Favorite restaurant: there’s a local restaurant called Roma’s that’s so so good. It’s an Italian restaurant

Favorite fast food restaurant: chick fil a but i don’t eat there much anymore

Favorite starburst flavor: lemon

Favorite pizza topping: i don’t eat pizza

Favorite chip flavor: sea salt & vinegar

Favorite non alcoholic beverage: iced sweet tea

Favorite alcoholic beverage: i’ve never had alcohol

Favorite video game: i don’t play video games often buuuuut there’s one on the xbox called Risk and it’s a lot of fun. It’s stressful to strategize tho hahah

Favorite board game: clue maybe (i’m more of a card game person :/ )

Favorite city: (i’m assuming this means like a big/known city) for the longest time it was Chicago, buuuut it’s hands down Boston now

Favorite dog breed: any kind of big dog 😩 i freaking love golden retrievers

Favorite animal: red panda (cutest thing ever. please look it up !!)

Favorite number: I don’t have one, but 83 always comes to mind when i have to pick a random one

Coffee or tea: tea (but i freaking love coffee) (i also don’t like either of them hot. always over ice)

Vanilla or chocolate: vanilla

Leather or denim: denimmm

Short or long sleeves: short sleeves with a jacket hahah beat the system

Patterned or plaid: neither (wait would stripes be a “pattern”?? that’s not horrible)

Floral or plaid: neither but i guess floral

Black or white: white

Makeup or no makeup: makeup

Tumblr or twitter: tumblr

Facebook or snapchat or instagram: instagram

Phone or tablet or computer: laptop

Liberal or conservative: conservative

Sunrises or sunsets: sunrises

Are you vegetarian: not technically but i actually thought about it last night and i haven’t had meet in a couple of weeks lmao so i guess?? but it’s not intentional

Are you vegan: nah but maybe one day. cheese and sour cream are just too good at the moment

Are you allergic to anything: penicillin and clindamycin

Are you polyamorous: nah man

Have you been out of state: yes

Have you been out of country: yeppers

Have you kissed a boy: nah

Have you kissed a girl: nah

Have you kissed an enby: no

Have you broken a bone: nopa

Have you been to the emergency room: yes

Have you ever been high: haha no but i wish. i just wanna experience that once ya know

Have you ever been drunk: no

Have you ever been in a band or a choir: heck to the no

Have you ever catfished someone: low key being catfished by suze @tidsoptlmist

Do you have any siblings: yeesh (2 older sisters)

Do you live with your parent(s): yeah

Do you have more than 100 followers: what’s a follower?

Do you have more than 1,000 followers: i think i’m the follower...

Do you have more than 10,000 followers: i’m just one person, so there’s just one follower

Do you smoke weed: no

Do you drink: nah

Do you have a job: no

Do you own any musician/ youtuber merch: i have a t-shirt for the Revivalists, Billy Joel, Elton John, the Beatles, and Rush

Do you have any internet friends: of course

Do you play any instruments: piano and sorta the harmonica

Where did you go/are you going to college: somewhere in lil ole arkansas

College major: finance with a concentration in financial investment and management

Names of all your group chats: (there’s a lot but it’s mostly family and school so like i’m not popular or anything but here we go) party planning committee (it’s a joke from the office & it’s one of my sisters, my dad, and myself), three squirrels & madre 2.0.1 (i think this one is retired but i found it on my phone still hahah), family, sisters only, gal pals, co18, aswell’s meme dungeon, hoes, and chap city 

Tap the middle autofill button 10 times: don’t usually win or anything but you know how to

What time zone do you live in: GMT-5 (central in US)

Your best friends sign: leo

Your 2nd 3rd and 4th closest friends sign: taurus, aquarius, and cancer

Your crush’s sign: Ethan is a sagittarius, but i guess a more realistic one is aquarius

Your mom’s sign: virgo

Your dad’s sign: aquarius

Your siblings signs: leo and taurus

Your enemy’s sign: i don’t have an enemy but if i did, i sure as heck wouldn’t know their zodiac sign 😂

Your ex’s sign: i don’t have an ex, but the last guy i went on a date with (i don’t even want to call it a date but he made it one) was a libra

An ex best friends sign: leo (we’re still really good friends, but not best friends anymore hahah)

I tag: @dolanwavy @bandanadolan @justanotherdolanblog @obsidiandolans @dolanspacemendes

[ghost-bonezz]

Tagged (long post)

Thanks for tagging me @highoffsleep

Rules:  Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

1. last drink: Sweet tea

2: last phone call: idfk i never call anyone

3. last text message: asking my dad if he cold buy me pizza rolls bc i was hungry

4. last song you listened to: America by Motionless In White

5. last time you cried: ???? i can’t actually remember

6. dated someone twice: Nope

7. kissed someone and regretted it?: Nope

8. been cheated on?: Nope

9. lost someone special?: kinda

10. been depressed?: surprisingly no

11. gotten drunk and thrown up?: nope

fave colors

12. Red

13. Purple

14. Black

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends?: Yeah :))

16: fallen out of love?: was never in love

17. laughed until you cried?: multiple times

18. found out someone was talking about you?: lol

19. met someone who changed you?: HELL YES

20. found out who your friends are?: Yeah

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list?: i don’t even have a facebook

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl?: don’t have any

23. do you have any pets?: 1 dog and 1 cat

24. do you want to change your name?: Totally 

25. what did you do for your last birthday?: ate food and read books (a normal day tbh)

26. What time did you wake up today? 9 A M

27. What were you doing at midnight last night?: watching vines

28. what is something you can’t wait for?: changing my hair color

29. What are you listening to right now?: Planetary (GO!) by My Chemical Romance

30. have you ever talked to a person named tom?: No

31. something that’s getting on your nerves?: this one bitch at my school

32. most visited website: this hellsite

33. hair color: dirty blonde (about to be red, orange, and yellow)

34. long or short hair: in the middle

35. do you have a crush on someone?: nah

36. what do you like about yourself?: I am very musical

37. want any piercings?: definitely but i’m not exactly sure which ones

38. blood type: Unsure

39. nickname(s): Bean, Bitch

40. relationship status: lol what’s a “relationship”

41. zodiac: Virgo

42. pronouns: She/Her They/them

43. fave tv shows: Stranger Things, End Of The F****** World, Stranger Things again

44. tattoos: I want so many but I can’t rn :(

45. right or left handed: right

46. ever had surgery?: I think?

47. piercings?: one on each ear

48. sport: nah (maybe horse riding but idk)

49. vacation: New Zealand, or anywhere in Europe

50. trainers: Idk

more general

51. eating: Cookies

52. drinking: Water

53. i’m about to watch: idk

54. waiting for: my sister to leave my room

55. want: cuddles

56. get married: ??????

57. career: Lead guitar for a band, writer

which is better:

58. hugs or kisses: both

59. lips or eyes: Eyes

60. shorter or taller: Taller

61. older or younger: older or more mature

62. nice arms or stomach: both

63. hookup or relationship: Relationship

64. troublemaker or hesitant: is it possible to be both?

have you ever:

65. kissed a stranger: No

66. drank hard liquor: no

67. lost glasses: nope

68. turned someone down: nope

69. sex on first date: nope

70. broken someones heart: nope

71. had your heart broken: nope

72. been arrested: nope

73. cried when someone died: Yeppers

74. fallen for a friend: nope

75. do you believe in yourself: Only when i’ve just made 2 servings of mac and cheese at 2 am 

76. miracles: not sure

77. love at first sight: nope

78. santa clause: eeehhh

79. kiss on a first date: nope

80. angels: I think Jake Pitts counts so yeah

other:

81. best friend’s name: Kori

82. eye color: Blue-ish green

83. favorite movie: Lion king

84. fave actor: Don’t have one honestly

I’ll tag @lynzisbadass @sleeping-with-piercing-veils @im-not-trash-its-an-idea idk

[survivenovascotia]

Episode 5 - they finally swapped us - Austin

I’m taking more of a leadership role on this tribe, trying to make more calls with the challenge. On a smaller tribe it is less risky to do that, and also more risky to go to tribal if people find a reason to target you its easy to get numbers. Dylan especially is a worry for me, in the past he has turned on me for absolutely no reason, so idk how much I can trust him. Dan seems ok, he gave us good intel about the other tribe. Still makes sense to vote him out if we go to tribal though lets not make enemies out of the og tribe just to save one guy.

Tribe swap. Honestly I’m not freakin out abt it bc I’ve got Stephen & Austin who’ve both been pretty good in challenges so. Hopefully I can Michelle my way to the merge Even seems chill he’s just got a russel hantz profile picture which is a lil susp Although I’ll admit I’m a lil sad this is a cooperative challenge bc I really don’t work well cooperatively. Especially when these people are choosing words like CAT and WASHINGTON DC have y’all never played scattergories the object is to get the most random ass answers. We can’t put Unagi that’s way too common, we gotta put UNI, which means sea urchin & is a delicacy. If someone else puts uni I would literally cry I’d be such a clown Xiomara? BITXH have y’all seen Jane the Virgin? Hell no!! We putting Serena spelled with an X. She’s a character in a short story I wrote it’s a real name look it up. Sorry to rant I just can’t believe one of these boys chose Cat. Cat. R u joking

So after 4 straight wins from my tribe they finally swapped us. Dylan, me, eric,and stephen from my og tribe long with dan from the other tribe. I like it and think we are gonna do well together.  Dan told me sunshine said I was trustworthy which I appreciated.  I dont wanna lose any challenges but if we do I feel maybe i should try and save dan? Idk i wanna be a lil more risky then i usually play in other games. Just gotta see what happens but idc to flip for my own game to do better.  

LOCK & MANCALA. LOCK & MANCALA mancala is like the most famous board game WHY did we choose that I said to go with Master Trainer: Pokémon why was that not CHOSEN I hope we lose so I can get voted out & be remembered as this seasons biggest bitch

My tummy is saying Fuck rn. I don't know how this tie breaker is gonna go

So what I am thinking it is going to be like is between Keegan and Coco but like Coco is my number 1 out here rn. Glo says she will protect me and Im trying to see what chips is feeling but I feel even when he says things Im like is this legit? Keegan wants to try working with me. I have to weigh my options but if I vote people from OG Musquodoboit tribe I upset everyone else there, if I vote Keegan, Who knows where on the totem pole I can be with the OG tribe.

It has been brought to my attention that the person I’ve been referring to as ‘even’ is actually dan. ukmmmmmmmmmmm okcay also MICHELLE let’s keep this Queen energy to the merge 😈😈

I think I’m cursed. This will be the fifth tribal council in a row I’m attending. Like how does this even happen? And of course I had to be dumb enough to step up and do the tie breaker which sent us to tribal. At first glance this could very well be the end of my game. Getting swap fucked is becoming a personality trait of mine at this point. However, Heather and I have been messaging and she said she’s going to talk to Chips and see about making a move to keep me in the game. I’m not sure who we’d vote out between Coco and Gloria but honestly I don’t care as long as I stay in the game.

Hosts, Admins and VL. I made a chart that went like 6 layers deep in before it would deadend and I’m like “oh okay it must be at the 6 layer mark”. Nope I got down to 8 layers (T1 was the first) and I feel like it’s either claimed or it’s down that path. In other news, my two biggest obstacles is the OG other tribe -_- me forgetting the other tribe’s name. The second obstacle is Kyle. Kyle thinks he runs the joint and I just play a “Sheeple” game when in reality I’m trying to make small moves to further myself in the game. Kyle and Livingston are close and Kyle, myself and Darcy are tight. Sunshine is the odd one out and a easy boot.

Update since recording, I think Chips is leaning more towards keeping Keegan oof im a swing vote then oof

Maybe I’m just getting massively played right now but I currently have an alliance chat with Heather and Chips and we’re deciding on voting Coco or Glo. And I have Coco asking me if I’d vote for Glo. Maybe I’m being bamboozled but this is actually looking a little bit promising for me staying in the game right now. I don’t want to get my hopes up too much. The last time that did I got annihilated.

Did I just suggest a Chips blindside? I- don't know. I am AHHHH. I am in a bad position next round that's FOR SURE

So unfortunately we are going to tribal. At first I thought Keegan would be an easy vote BUT Chips started playing dirty. He made a chat with Heather&Keegan and tried to form "majority" with them. They were discussing whether to eliminate me or Glo. I'm not having it. Heather and I came up with the plan to blindside Chips because he probably wouldn't see it coming. I kept telling Chips I was SO worried,SO nervous because none is talking to me but it's just all an act. Hopefully we can get rid of either Chips or Keegan tonight and even flush an idol if they use it on Keegan.

So ummm, Operation Chips Gone is under way. I am HELLA nervous! Idk if this is gonna work but I feel HELLA bad.

ok Chips has turned on me saying I am weak link on tribe and wants me voted out with Keegan staying safe, Heather and CoCO are in alliance with me and tipped me off. So our vote is CHIPS. but we all three fear the idol situation. So I may not survive but calling me weak link who beat Chips ass in Scavenger hunt and came from behind to do so lol yeppers Glo beat Chips. Anyways it might be good bye GLO GLO tonight and if so I did my best. That would be end for me I guess. <3 GLO <3

I think if we were on larger tribes and the challenge was different I might have thrown it. Bit as it is tribal only presents three options: a) vote out dan, which is not a big move or anything and is not going to change much. b) save dan, and vote out someone from my og tribe, which would piss off 8 other people I had ground work with, and c) Dan pulls something out of his ass and survives, voting one of us out. So yeah, no good scenarios for my long term game at tribal. However without it I can keep my relationships while also building new bridges with Dan that could help come merge and further.

If Glo is truly the vote tonight, I’m probably going to cry. Not even going to sugar coat it. I’ll be crying. She’s just so pure and so nice and just this incredible person. I’m trying to not let it sway my judgement too much. I’m tearing up just thinking about her leaving. But if Heather and Chips are being honest with me and not conspiring against me they’ve both said they’d vote for Glo. And all I need to do right now is stay in the game. Against all odds, I might just manage to stay in the game in a disasterous 4v1 swap. The biggest downside after this is getting Evan(?) back from Oak Island. I’m praying he’s not close with Heather and Chips or I might not survive another tribal.

So we got swapped onto a tribe of 5... and lost the first immunity challenge on that tribe. Keegan is the obvious vote since he got swapped onto our tribe. I'd rather not. Spent all day lying to Glo telling her I was going to vote him. If for some reason that's not the case and Glo doesn't go, cool. I got gamed. Also, I'm in an alliance chat with Heather and Keegan and lowkey I love it. I want to see this be a final 3 but I'm not going to get ahead of myself.

Conspiracy theory: coco, glo & Keegan voted out chips, heather on the outs. No fucking clue why but it’s the only thing that makes sense. This whole game is so scary I’m like watching blindsides & murdering happening & im just chillin on the sidelines

KEEGAN SURVIVED! I’m so happy for him! That’s all I wanted. Hopefully Keegan and Dan can make merge. I wanna throw the F14 immunity to send home Sunshine but that’s just a thought. I always said my two biggest obstacles were the OG other tribe and Kyle. That’s still true but maybe there’s hope for the first obstacle!

Oh damn, I didn’t see that coming. There are two possible situations here: 1) That Keegan managed to pull two votes in with promises and shit, and 2) That there was a pre-existing alliance against Chips (and others) that I wasn’t aware of. This is worrying, not only did I just lose someone I wanted to work with but it shows I’m not that aware of what’s going on. Not good.

I watched the tribal council. Keegan wasn’t even on the chopping block which is great. Glo seems like a lovely lady and seems easy to bond and manipulate. Great for me 🐍. Our alliance including Dan, with Keegan and his allies can make a strong group and potential majority. I feel like at merge I can play my cards right and secret pull strings.

Chips was voted out which is honestly a big surprise to me but at least I’m still here! Who survived a 4v1 Swap Fucking? This guy!

[yehet-sebooty-ohorat]

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged.

I was tagged by: @eurazba thanks buddy for this lol

Let’s go!

LAST:

Last drink: Idk man I just work up probably water at 4 am when I got woken up by the trash people...again

Last phone call: My dad 

Last text message: well if we are doing texts it was @chanyodels about my stupid friends ( @minseoksmelaningoddess ) :) love you 

Last song you listened to?:  KoKoBop just stopped playing lol

Last time I cried: When my friend triggered me so bad that i was stuck on the couch unresponsive for 10 minutes and I cried without meaning too (its fine it was sekai related)

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: lmao no (#rip #imsalty #andLonelySomeoneHelp)

Been cheated on: Nope

Kissed someone and regretted it: I have never been kissed

Lost someone special: Ok I could go super deep with this and that would be depressing so we will stick with yes, a lot

Been depressed: Yeet

Been drunk and thrown up: No, alcohol is icky <= same 

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: Yeppers 

Fallen out of love: Nah

Laughed until you cried: Ye, many a time

Met someone who changed you: Yees

Found out who your true friends are: Sure???

Found out someone was talking about you: idk man 

GENERAL:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: At least 20 probably, Ive gotten to meet quite a few mutuals and a lot of my friends are on here

Do you have any pets?: 2 doggo 2 kitteh (but not with me at college)

Do you want to change your name?: Nah

What time did you wake up this morning?: *clears throat* 3:45, 5, 6:30, 7:15, 8, 8:30, 9:15, 9:30 then I gave up

What were you doing last night?: Working on my coding project, crying over chinese, trying not to die, eating way too many pillsbury cookies

Name something you cannot wait for: Idk when they are gonna do it but EXO doing something. Like their tour. Im also pretty damn excited for my dance performance in November and getting to meet Adam Savage and Michael Stevens in noovember

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:  Yes, multiple toms multiple times

What’s getting on your nerves rn?: People in general

Blood type: A negative

Nickname: ok so andrew calls me trash, potato, sehun stan, exhoe, one track, fam, and a bunch of other shit. There is a squad that calls me Hun and Hunnie for a reasom *cough* @official-willis , but also i am similar to sehun, some people say my queen to me to trigger the fuck out of me. But I dont have any based off my name

Relationship status: Single as fuck but idk?????

Zodiac sign: Virgo

Pronouns: she/her 

Favorite tv show: shhhhhhhhhh too many

College: South Henrietta institute of technical difficulties (thats the meme title my dudes I just made it but its RIT)

Hair colour: Brown

Do you have a crush on someone:Yes, i usually have lots and they vary from friend crush to real crush. Currently I can think of over 10 

What do you like about yourself: I can draw super well and get super motivated sometimes. I learn dances super fast which is lit

FIRSTS:

First surgery: They had to cut a muscle in my mouth in like 7th grade 

First piercing: none

First sport you joined: Track (lol i died)

First vacation: Canada

First pair of sneakers: dude idk they probably lit up tho

RIGHT NOW:

Eating: Nothing but im gonna make a sandwich in a while

Drinking: Water?

I’m about to: finish this post then my coding project

Listening to: EXO The 4th Album THE WAR repackage: Power

Want kids: currently no but someday probs

Get married: As long as we are cute as shit and get along yes otherwise no. But this is complicated I have a lot of feels. But you bet your ass I would marry Sehun or Jongin so hard

Career: Student currently but Game Design

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: Eyes

Hugs or kisses: Dude fuck if I know

Shorter or taller: Taller for people, shorter for class times

Older or younger: I dont really care but im used to everyone being older than me so that

Romantic or spontaneous: Romanticccccccccc

Sensitive or loud: ?

Hook up or relationship: Relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: Depends on the situation, more often than not hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: no

Drank hard liquor: nope

Lost glasses/contacts: dont need them 

Sex on first date: again... havent even held a hand

Broken someone’s heart: idk man

Been arrested: No

Turned someone down: no

Fallen for a friend: yes... so much

DO YOU BELIEVE:

In yourself: for certain things yeah

Miracles: ok this could be an essay. I would say i hope in miracles. I definitely have likely experienced a few such as finding exo when i needed them, making certain friends, stuff like that

Love at first sight: No? I=yeah no

Heaven: yes?

Santa Claus: Ok no but fuck yes

I Tag: 

the aforementioned @minseoksmelaningoddess and @chanyodels as well as @exo-trashbean and I think we will do some followers so 

@ratedmformadip @adajjau if they wanna do it

[miss-ilera]

again @jadeontumb1r who stole all my softklass crew but feel free to do it if you want!! these things are fun just remember to tag me.

THE LAST 1. drink: Strawberry and Kiwi Kool-Aid Jammer
2. phone call: Lego Grandman
3. text message: weirdo ((@wesley aka mystery man))
4. song you listened to: All Star - Smashmouth
5. time you cried: last night
6. dated someone twice: nope!
7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope!
8. been cheated on: i was the other girl 😬
9. lost someone special: my grandfather
10. been depressed: not depressed, just slumps
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: never thrown up!

3 FAVORITE COLORS 12. green
13. yellow
14. purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. made new friends: SOFTKLASS, KINKKLASS, NEW UNIVERSITY 
16. fallen out of love: yeyeye
17. laughed until you cried: every day
18. found out someone was talking about you: wesley talks about me to his friends in a good way
19. met someone who changed you: YEAH for the better at that!
20. found out who your friends are: exact same as theyve always been
21. kissed someone on your facebook list: nope thats pretty much all family

GENERAL 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all
23. do you have any pets: two cats named abby and bitty and a good doggo named max
24. do you want to change your name: nah
25. what did you do for your last birthday: watched food network and ate a bunch of icing
26. what time did you wake up: 9:30am
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching Going Seventeen 
28. name something you can’t wait for: THOT7, my next physics lab. 
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: Sunday when they dropped me off. 
31. what are you listening to right now: nothing
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: one
33. something that is getting on your nerves: when people cant appreciate others
34. most visited website: youtube
35. hair colour: brown
36. long or short hair: long
37. do you have a crush on someone: DEFINITELY plus a small superficial one on Taylor from physics. 
38. what do you like about yourself: that I managed to change positively so much in just over a year. 
40. blood type: idek
41. nickname: smash, mama ilera, VVUEEN, THE queen, mum
42. relationship status: single-ish
43. zodiac: capricorn
44. pronouns: she/her
45. favourite tv show: Forensic Files
46. tattoos: a cute cat one on my left shoulder
47. right or left handed: right handed
48. surgery: never
50. sport: im a slug who is good at volleyball?
51. vacation: where do i not want to visit?
52. pair of trainers: ??? .... what the heck are trainers

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: skittles
54. drinking: strawberry and kiwi kool-aid jammer
55. I’m about to: watch some sf9 stuff i guess
56. waiting for: THOT7 and jade to stan astro
57. want: the package deal, husband kids steady job and a nice house
58. get married: DEFINITELY 
59. career: Crime Scene Investigator

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: hugs
61. lips or eyes: eyes
62. shorter or taller: taller
63. older or younger: one year younger max but older is more lenient so older a guess. 
64. nice arms or nice stomach: idgaf
65. hook up or relationship: relationship
66. troublemaker or hesitant: .... i was the other girl but i am the most hesitant person ever, in my defense i didnt know he had a gf.

HAVE YOU EVER 67. kissed a stranger: yeyeye
68. drank hard liquor: yeppers
69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no
70. turned someone down: yeah
71. sex on the first date: yes if that counts as a date
72. broken someone’s heart: multiple but with damn good reason
73. had your heart broken: dont think ive ever been attached enough for that
74. been arrested: nope
75. cried when someone died: like a little bitch
76. fallen for a friend: HEY SAM WHO IS STILL MY BFF

DO YOU BELIEVE IN 77. yourself: depends 
78. miracles: no
79. love at first sight: love at first impression 
80. santa claus: until i was 7
81. kiss on the first date: ye
82. angels: DAMN RIGHT SOFTKLASS AND KINKKLASS EXIST

OTHER 84. eye colour: hazel 85. favourite movie: Train to Busan, Megamind, Spirited Away, Scouts Guide to Surviving the Zombie Apocalypse

[roadworkaheaduhyea-blog]

92 Question Tag

I was tagged by  @kpop-stole-my-lyfe

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

THE LAST:

1. Drink:

Snapple (Peach)

2. Phone call:

Grandma she found out i ate all her cookies

3. Text message:

My cousin

5. Time you cried: Two days ago

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: yep 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: not really 8. Been cheated on: Nope 9. Lost someone special: Nope 10. Been depressed: never 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: negative

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Royal Blue, Sexy Purple, a mix of the two

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Yeppers

16. Fallen out of love: I never experienced love. I probably wont ever

17. Laughed until you cried: Yas

18. Found out someone was talking about you: I never pay attention to thise things

19. Met someone who changed you: yeah

20. Found out who your friends are: Yup. Once we are friends, i like to stay friends

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yeeep

GENERAL

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them

23. Do you have any pets: i have a dog but my family has 4 dogs,3 rats, chickens, goats, and 8 horses

24. Do you want to change your name: Naw, i’m good

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Bowling

26. What time did you wake up: 6. stupid alarm went off

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching a chinese show. CSIC. good shit

28. Name something you can’t do: I can’t sing

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: about half an hour ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: awkwardness and i want to believe that someone will love me romantically one day

31. What are you listening right now: If You by Big Bang

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I might have. idk

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when people say “queen” or “kings” when it comes to celebrities

34. Most visited Website: youtube

35. Mole/s: one on my knee. i think...might just be a freckle

36. Mark/s: scar above my left eye, scar on foot, two freckles on each side of my bellybutton

37. Childhood dream: To have a horse of my own and go to college

38. Haircolor: Blonde. with other types of blonde mixed in. All natural baby

39. Long or short hair: Longish

40. Do you have a crush on someone: nope

41. What do you like about yourself: i am empathetic and athletic

42. Piercings: basis ear piercing

43. Bloodtype: I have no clue

44. Nickname: don’t have one

45. Relationship status: Forever alone

46. Zodiac: Taurus 

47. Pronouns: She and her?

48. Favorite TV Show: Kill me Heal Me and CSIC (basically any asian drama im currently watching)

49. Tattoos: Nope

50. Right or left hand: Right

51. Surgery: noooo

52. Hair dyed in different color: nope

53. Sport: Marching Band, Softball, flag football (elementary), swimming, bowling, track, volleyball

55. Vacation: i just want to see around the world

56. Pair of trainers: Wtf is this?

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: A good ass steak

58. Drinking: Pepsi and snapple

59. I’m about to: Sleep?

61. Waiting for:someone to notice me

63. Get married: probably not. no one would love me

64. Career: Athletic trainer

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: kiss

66. Lips or eyes: Eyes

67. Shorter or taller:

tall

68. Older or younger: doesnt matter

70. Nice arms or nice stomach:

Stomach?

71. Sensitive or loud:

Loud

72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship but knowing myself, it wont last long

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: A troublemaker 

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger:

no

75. Drank hard liquor:

might have sipped some vodka before

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: No

77. Turned someone down: Yes. but we’re still friends

78. Sex on the first date: Fuck no

79. Broken someone’s heart: Possibly?

80. Had your heart broken: nope. i am the only one who can hurt me

81. Been arrested: nope

82. Cried when someone died: Nope. No one close to me has died

83. Fallen for a friend: I had a crush but meh. it wasn’t anything crazy

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: depends. but mostly no

85. Miracles: no

86. Love at first sight: no

87. Santa Claus: nope. 

88. Kiss on the first date: Sure

89. Angels: Anyone with understanding or will listen is an angel

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: Megan 91. Eye color: sexy blue

92. Favorite movie: Twenty starring Kim Woo Bin and Tazza 2 starring Choi Seung Hyun

so i don’t know 20 people so.. tag yourself and answer these questions. 

Tag me in more shit. Plz

[thedreamerstale]

So I saw this tag game on @lentranced ‘s blog and I want to do it now too since it’s the middle of the night and I’ve got nothing else to do.

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people? I don’t think I even have 20 people I’d want to tag, I’ll tag one or two maybe.

LAST:

1. Drink: water. 2. Phone call: my girlfriend 3. Text message: also my girlfriend 4. Song you listened to: Undertale Theme 5. Time you cried: yesterday, hysterically by myself in the car as I fled Irma worrying that everything I know and love will be destroyed……

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: nope 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope 8. Been cheated on: no way 9. Lost someone special: nuh uh 10. Been depressed: ummmmmm I beat myself up emotionally on a regular basis does that count? 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I do not drink.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: GREEN :D then toss up between blue and purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yep! 16. Fallen out of love: nope 17. Laughed until you cried: I have never done this it sounds painful. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: uuuuuh I don’t know I don’t really have a social life lol 19. Met someone who changed you: yea :) 20. Found out who your friends are: I think so I’ve got a few close ones and that’s all I want and need. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: hahahaha no well yes my gf but lol no

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Just a few that I’ve stayed in touch with most of them I’m like “who are these people???” 23. Do you have any pets: a doggo and a pupper 24. Do you want to change your name: no please only call me John 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i just hung out with my friend and played smash bros and a racing game and then we went and played mini golf and had dinner at a bar. 26. What time did you wake up: 12:00 pm i drove for 8 hours yesterday 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: trying not to think about how my home could be decimated. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: to find out if my home is ok 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: now 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my independence and my seeming inability to take care of myself and others 31. What are you listening right now: LO FI hip hop radio 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: many 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: nerves 34. Most visited website: tumblr no doubt

RANDOM INFO:

35. Mole/s: a few i think?? 36. Mark/s: got several small scars on my chest, a big one across my stomach and another on the side of my neck 37. Childhood dream: when i was real little i wanted to be a fire fighter. then i realized how dumb running into fire was 38. Hair color: brown (but when i was a smol boy it was blonde) 39. Long or short hair: i like my hair kinda long i think it makes me seem younger (?) but when it’s short i seem more professional i guess (?). On my gf I like it short how she has it 41. What do you like about yourself: good one 42. Piercings: nope 43. Blood type: un-donatable 44. Nickname: nooooooooooo 45. Relationship status: saaaaaaaaaaaage <3 46. Zodiac: Virgo 47. Pronouns: him/he 48. Favorite TV Show: idek i guess dbz rn 49. Tattoos: no 50. Right or left hand: left hand 51. Surgery: many 52. Hair dyed in different color: no 53. Sport: lol does marhcing band count i did that for four years 55. Vacation: wherever my gf is 56. Pair of trainers: they’re red and grey!

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: too long of a list haha 58. Drinking: water, milk 59. I’m about to: go to sleep 61. Waiting for: news about IRMA 62. Want: run away from life and be with my girlfriend 63. Get married: someday yesssss 64. Career: graphic designer is what im aiming for

WHICH IS BETTER:

65. Hugs or kisses: kisses! 66. Lips or eyes: both! 67. Shorter or taller: shorter girl!  68. Older or younger: younger 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice cute tummy >u< 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive and loud :D 72. Hook up or relationship: RE LA TION SHIP 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (hesitance is cool toooooo….)

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: no 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t need em! 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex on the first date: nu 79. Broken someone’s heart: maybe 80. Had your heart broken: yepper 81. Been arrested: no lol 82. Cried when someone died: yeah… 83. Fallen for a friend: yep

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: ha haha ha…..  85. Miracles: YE!!! 86. Love at first sight: im cheesy yeah 87. Santa Claus: sure thing 88. Kiss on the first date: yep yep yep :p

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: James 91. Eye color: blue 92. Favorite movie:  Baby Driver

tagging @therantingsage & @circulargoat

[gamethecry]

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose people to be tagged. Tagged by: @mvngled

Last: Drink: cola Phone call: my mother Text message: to my sister: ok bb Song you listened to: this is gospel, nate’s cover Time i cried: mond..ay?? during a breakdown??

Have you ever: Dated someone twice: yes Been cheated on: yes Kissed someone and regretted it: yeppers Lost someone special: yeah Been depressed: puts on shades constantly Been drunk and thrown up: y e a h

In the past year have you: Made a new friend: yeah Fallen out of love: nope. Laughed until you cried: no Met someone who changed you: not this year, but two years ag for sure. Found out who your true friends are: no Found out someone was talking about you: yes

General: How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: one, and thats my girlfriend Do you have any pets: three dogs Do you want to change your name: im trying to as we speak What time did you wake up this morning: noon What were you doing last night: stressing out about existing Name something you cannot wait for: me to get money so i can buy more testosterone Have you talked to a person named Tom: no?? and that’s oddly specific!. Whats getting on your nerves rn: no one in my family understands me (and that sounds edgy) Blood type: O negative Nickname: izzy. i hate the nickname greatly because it’s very close to my deadname, and all my close friends call me it. Relationship status: taken, happily! Zodiac sign: aquarius Pronouns: he/him. Favorite show: any cooking show tbh. College: i got my bachelors in psychology Hair colour: dirty brown Do you have a crush on someone: no What do you like about yourself: my understanding of the people around me

First: First surgery: never had surgery! First piercing: ears when i was like 5 but theyre gone now. First sport you joined: weightlifting in sophomore year. First vacation: west virginia for a funeral when i was three. First pair of sneakers: dUDE i don’t remember

More: Eating: nothing. Drinking: cola I’m about to: post this, then do those starters from like four days ago, znd maybe start a dnd session. Listening to: blood and ink by nate Want kids: not really Get married: of course! Career: i like where i am now. a school nurse

Which is better: Lips or eyes: eyes Hugs or kisses: hugs Shorter or taller: shorter Older or younger: older  Romantic or spontaneous: romantic Sensitive or loud: sensitive Hook up or relationship: relationship Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

Have you ever: Kissed a stranger: no Drank hard liquor: yes Lost glasses/contacts: I WOULD DIE Sex on first date: no Broken someone’s heart: yes Been arrested: no Turned someone down: ha hA YEAH (it sucked) Fallen for a friend: yeah, my girlfriend was my best friend for 4 years before we dated!

Do you believe: In yourself: hahaha HA Miracles: i believe in coincidences Love at first sight: no. Heaven: no Santa Claus: no

I tag: im bad at this so.. whoever wants to do it???

[notblueitsviolentrain]

@kayloraesthetic tagged me 💜💜💜

The last:
1. drink: water 
2. phone call: my dad
3. text message: my aunt Jackie 
4. song you listened to: let’s kill tonight by panic! at the disco 
5. time you cried: 2 weeks ago when I met Brendon Urie 
6. dated someone twice: I’ve never dated anyone lmao 😂
7. kissed someone and regretted it: this is depressing 😂 nope 
8. been cheated on: lol no 
9. lost someone special: yes 😕
10. been depressed: yeppers
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: heck no but definitely in a few years I imagine myself doing that 
three favorite colors: 
12. Pale pink 
13. Mint green 
14. Purple 
in the last year have you:
15. made new friends: definitely!!! 
16. fallen out of love: never been in love sooooooo 
17. laughed until you cried: totally 😂
18: found out someone was talking about you: yes those $&@*#%!? 
19. found out who your friends are: yep 💜
20. kissed someone on your facebook list: I’ve never kissed anyone. Wow this is depressing 
general:
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: all of them because they are my family 😂 I only have it because of them 
23. do you have any pets: two cats 😺
24. do you want to change your name: I love Kaitlin!!! Never!!! 
25. what did you do want for your birthday: some emo merch and makeup and an iTunes gift card 
26. what time did you wake up: don’t judge me but 12… 
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: tumblr 
28. something you can’t wait for: my favs to release new music!! 
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: I can see her rn 
30. what are you listening to right now: my grandpa watching the golf channel 
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: I don’t think so??? 
32. something that is getting on your nerves: crappy people 
33. most visited website: either tumblr or YouTube 
34. hair color: dark brown 
35. long or short hair: I think it’s long?? It goes past my shoulders but not much 
36. do you have a crush on someone: ehh i guess 
37. what do you like about yourself: my positivity (for the most part) 
38. piercings: just my ears 
39. blood type: Idk BUT I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD 
40: nickname: Kaitlin because I don’t do nicknames (if I know you well I’ll tolerate it but I won’t solicit it) why am I like this 
41. relationship: I prefer reading romance novels instead of actual romance for the time tbh 
42. zodiac sign: Scorpio 
43. pronouns: she/her
44. favorite tv show: Impractical jokers and anything on the food network 
45. tattoos: no but when I’m 18 I want the little p for panic! Brendon has 
46. right or left handed: right
47. surgery: just one 
48. sport: lolz I don’t play but I love college football 
49. vacation: New York!! 
50. pair of trainers: Nike 
more general:
51. eating: nothing
52. drinking: water 
53. im about to: check Instagram/snapchat 
54. waiting for: me to finish this tag 
55. want: new albums from my favs 
56. get married: yes!!! But not for a while 
57. career: idk but I’m considering a nurse 
which is better:
58. hugs or kisses: lolz 
59. lips or eyes: eyes 
60. taller or shorter: taller
61. older or younger: older because I can’t stand guys my age 
62. nice arms or nice stomach: I really don’t care 
63. hookup or relationship: I’d like a relationship even though I’d probably be bad at it 
64. troublemaker or hesitant: I kinda really like bad guys but I mean nerds are cuter and probably are better 
have you ever:
65. kissed a stranger: NO 
66. drank hard liquor: no 
67. lost glasses/contacts: yes but u always find them 
68. turned someone down: that would require someone interested in me 
69. sex on the first date: NO GOD NO
70: had your heart broken: sadly 
71. been arrested: nope 
72. cried when someone died: yeah 
73. fallen for a friend: nope
do you believe in:
74. yourself: it depends 
75. miracles: YES the past year made me 
76. love at first sight: I’ve never fallen in love so idk 
77. santa: YES SANTA IS REAL HOW DARE YOU 
78. kiss on the first date: idk????????
79. angels: 100% 
other:
80. eye color: it changes but either green or hazel 
81. movie: Beauty and the beast

FINALLY. That was fun but it took 4 years.

I tag @taylorswift @karliekloss @oliviabn and @lulalulalullaby and anyone that wants too!!!

[theneonthorn]

WAS TAGGED BY: @nemesismess TAGGING: @ketchupchipsandcoke & @theboywhostolethelightning if ur bored RULES: ANSWER THESE 85 STATEMENTS AND TAG PEOPLE IF U WANT IM NOT UR DAD THE LAST 1. DRINK: iced tea
2. PHONE CALL: Rhys
3. TEXT MESSAGE: Rhys
4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Feels Good Cover 
5. TIME YOU CRIED: I'm crying right now 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: actually yes 
7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: yep 
8. BEEN CHEATED ON: Ye
9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: ye 
10. BEEN DEPRESSED: 👀yes 
11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: mmmhmm 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. Yellow 13. Green 14. Orange IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: ye boy!!!
16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: nope still gay as fuck for rhys 
17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: ye
18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: nah man 
19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: mmhmm 
20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: ??? in what way tho like i already know who they are 
21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: ye GENERAL 22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: Most of em 
23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: Like so many. Dogs: Jack, Molly, Monty. Cats: Belle, Parrot, Banana, Nana, Kitty Amazing, Desi, Molly (yea 2 mollys this ones at my moms) 
24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: I wanna legalize Alex Jack 👉🏻👉🏻
25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: hung out w/ chums 
26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: Sleep is for the weak 
27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: watching gravity falls
28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: Birthday cause might see Rhys 
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: 10 min ago?? 
31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: silence and loud ass birds 
32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: no actually 
33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: fuckin deadnaming 34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: tumblr i guess 35. HAIR COLOUR: green
36. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: short. 
37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: my partner rhys 38. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: my arms - elbow to wrist 
39. PIERCINGS: i want spacers but my ears keep closing every time i pierce them. :( 
40. BLOOD TYPE: O- 
41. NICKNAME: Xander or Jack 42. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: taken?
43. ZODIAC: Libra 
44. PRONOUNS: they/them or he/him 
45. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: brooklyn 99?? 
46. TATTOOS: a ghost and a shitty little r with a crown
47. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: right 
48. SURGERY: none yet 
50. SPORT: Hockey yall 
51. VACATION: i wanna snorkel somewhere cool 
52. PAIR OF TRAINERS: shooes? converse??? 53. EATING: taco 
54. DRINKING: hard cider 
55. I’M ABOUT TO: depression nap 
56. WAITING FOR: ppl to get back to me about jobs??? 
57. WANT: run away 
58. GET MARRIED: heck ye to rhys 
59. CAREER: i wanna make and sell art or work with art 
60. HUGS OR KISSES: hugs are great but too much so much of the time so kisses 
61. LIPS OR EYES: eyes 
62. SHORTER OR TALLER: imma tall person 
63. OLDER OR YOUNGER: wait is this a dating question shit um my partner is the same age as me 
64. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: rhys has a v cute tummy
65. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationships tbh 
66. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: hesitant HAVE YOU EVER: 67. KISSED A STRANGER: Ye 
68. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: Yepper 
69. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: nah i've got none 
70. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: ye 
71. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: nah 
72. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: idk maybe? 
73. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: nah 74. BEEN ARRESTED: nah 
75. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: i mean yeah i cry all the time buddy 
76. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: nah DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. YOURSELF: eh sometimes 78. MIRACLES: stuff is cool and happens 79. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: ye sometimes u see someone and ur like holy shit and then it becomes love 
80. SANTA CLAUS: sure 81. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: ye ok 82. ANGELS: i know at least 3

[darling-in-the-fandom]

question tag

so the lovely @project-look-after-even tagged the honkettes so i figured i’d give these questions a go

THE LAST

1.       Drink: coke

2.       Phone Call: my dad

3.       Text Message: my best bud via skype

4.       Song You Listened To: VI ER THE PENETRATORS

5.       Time You Cried: like a couple hours ago

6.       Dated Someone Twice: lol haven’t even dated someone once

7.       Kissed Someone and Regretted It: haven’t snogged anyone either

8.       Been Cheated On: nope

9.       Lost Someone Special: oh yeah

10.   Been Depressed: mhm it’s coming up to two weeks now it’s been real shitty

11.   Gotten Drunk and Thrown Up: haven’t thrown up but did get smashed last weekend for my bday

3 FAVOURITE COLOURS

12.   black

13.   purple

14.   red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15.   Made New Friends: hell yeah #honkettes are a lovely sometimes wild bunch and im so happy to have them as pals

16.   Fallen Out of Love: fuck yeah :D

17.   Laughed Until You Cried: yeppers

18.   Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: nup

19.   Met Someone Who Changed You: yep

20.   Found Out Who Your Friends Are: definitely

21.   Kissed Someone on Your Facebook List: nah

GENERAL

22.   How Many of Your Facebook Friends Do You Know in Real Life: all of them bc they’re schoolmates except the 1 dude who i know from wow

23.   Do You Have Any Pets: an Italian greyhound pupper called texas who is the cutest lil mofo – all legs and has a hecking long neck

24.   Do You Want to Change Your Name: hell naw

25.   What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday: 2 weeks ago for my 18th i was stressing to the point of tears over a speech i had to do for a school assessment and then that night watched skam s3 with my dad while we drank champagne and that was fun as

26.   What Time Did You Wake Up: 6:30

27.   What Were You Doing at Midnight Last Night: reading fanfiction and jamming out to the high school musical soundtrack :D

28.   Name Something You Can’t Wait For: STRANGER THINGS SEASON TWO I AM SO HECKING HYPED ASAHSDHASHDA and also for my aunt to come n visit in december

29.   When Was the Last Time You Saw Your Mum: like 20 minutes ago, just got home from being out in bumfuck nowhere all day

30.   What Are You Listening To Right Now: now i’m listening to all the linkin park songs and jamming out

31.   Have You Ever Talked to a Person Named Tom: yeah my uncle

32.   Something That is Getting on Your Nerves: school and what the fuck comes after i finish year 12

33.   Most Visited Website: tumblr, youtube, and imgur – good times

34.   Hair Colour: Brown

35.   Long or Short Hair: Long

36.   Do You Have a Crush on Someone: kinda

37.   What Do You Like About Yourself: that i’m always there for my friends when they need me, when they need a shoulder to cry on or just someone to talk to so they can get their mind off shit even if i’m depressed

38.   Piercings: don’t have any nor do i really want any

39.   Blood Type: dunno materino

40.   Nickname: oh boy i have a lot. most common ones are sass/sassy, supersassy, sasquatch, sassy sausage, and specialfred

41.   Relationship Status: single doesn’t want to mingle

42.   Zodiac: cancer

43.   Pronouns: she/her

44.   Favourite TV Show: Angel, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Gossip Girl (before it went to shit), SKAM, Star Wars: The Clone Wars, Stranger Things, Supernatural, The Vampire Diaries (until elena just got way too unbearable)

45.   Tattoos: none

46.   Right or Left Handed: right

47.   Surgery: haven’t had any

48.   Sport: i don’t do sport

49.   Vacation: i really wanna do a trip around america and europe

50.   Pair of Trainers: …idk the brand but they’re bright orange and pretty snazzy

51.   Eating: i had sausage roll and a vanilla slice today n that’s it

52.   Drinking: still drinking my coke

53.   I’m About To: either take a nap, read some fanfic, write my fic, or do my homework (leaning toward a nap more than anything but i’m so gonna end up reading fanfic)

54.   Waiting For: OCTOBER 27

55.   Want: EVEN FOR SEASON 5

56.   Get Married: no thanks

57.   Career: i want to be an actress, that’s been my goal for several years, but i also feel like pursuing writing.

WHICH IS BETTER

58.   Hugs or Kisses: hugs

59.   Lips or Eyes: eyes – they’re so pretty

60.   Shorter or Taller: both

61.   Older or Younger: both

62.   Nice Arms or Nice Stomach: idk

63.   Hookup or Relationship: hook-up

64.   Troublemaker or Hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER

65.   Kissed a Stranger: nah

66.   Drank Hard Liquor: oh yeah

67.   Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: …not yet

68.   Turned Someone Down: no

69.   Sex on the First Date: no

70.   Had Your Heart Broken: yeppers

71.   Been Arrested: no

72.   Cried When Someone Died: yes

73.   Fallen For a Friend: sorta

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

74.   Yourself: i’m starting to

75.   Miracles: uh no

76.   Love at First Sight: nope

77.   Santa Claus: no

78.   Kiss on the First Date: not really

79.   Angels: hell yeah i believe in even bech naesheim

OTHER

80.   Eye Colour: hazel

81.   Favourite Movie: warm bodies, the breakfast club, ferris bueller’s day off, jurassic park, moana, star wars, rogue one, alien, aliens, terminator, terminator 2: judgement day are some of my favourites

as for who to tag, idk, so anyone who wants to anwer some q’s <3