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j0them0971 · 3 months
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I PAINTED AN EMBERMANE!!!
I love him sm
I got a five-piece set of paint-and-play stablemates and I resculpted him. Originally he was the g3 Friesian (sculpted by Jane Lunger, 2006) but I gave him a makeover!
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G3 Friesian, courtesy of Identify Your Breyer (www.identifyyourbreyer.com)
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daineic-art · 7 months
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-taps mic- Is this thing on?
Okay uh
Hi everyone!
It’s been a… long time since I’ve been actually active, hasn’t it? Well- I have a few explanations if you’d like to sit down and hear them.
To make a really long story short, I fell out of love with SSO. The game was not fun for me anymore and I found no joy in it due to multiple reasons. My own general drama moments, there were multiple things the company did, different things I got into, etc.
The biggest thing (now don't laugh I know how stupid this sounds in relation to Star Stable) was trauma. Yes, trauma. When you've been groomed using a game you've loved since you were 9 years old… you kind of stop playing that game. I resented this game for literal years due to trauma and SSO didn't help themselves by making some dumb decisions. But I was also a kid with trauma I didn't know how to handle. I can't even pinpoint exactly when everything happened, but I know it was around my mid-teens, and has been years since. I have done a lot of soul-searching and development since then because, wow, people can change! Some developments include; I started going to college, didn't like it, and I dropped out. I quit my very awful retail job and got something more akin to my field of study. Then finally, probably the most important one, I got out of an abusive relationship that I got into due to desperation. I'm in a new one with someone I genuinely care about and, frankly, want to spend the rest of my life with. It's insane how one person can open up your eyes so much and help you truly heal and change.
And because of that… I want to say sorry to those I might have hurt when I was still young and hurting. I know trauma isn't always an excuse but when it's all you know and you don't know how to control those feelings you are extremely volatile. I'm sorry to the friends I pushed away, I understand why you left. I'm sorry to the friends who stuck around and had to help me but I am also thankful for you. I'm also thankful to my audience who probably has 0 clue what I'm even talking about! I'm also sorry to those who had to witness my crippling hyper-fixation on You-Know-Who. I promise I'm over that LOL (while I still might draw That Specific Man, I am no longer mentally ill about him)
But why am I talking about this? Why all this deep conversation over a game where you ride around on a horse? Because I want to set my own record straight for myself and I want to start with a clean slate. This might involve a blog name change, maybe even a blog cleanse. But it starts here, with this post. And I'm really hoping this is the start to something better. I won't be posting right away as I want to get my own lore in order but I figured putting something into the world announcing my return (or that at least I've dropped my malice for the game) would be a good start.
I hope yall stick around! Lots of love from Sam 🦌🌿💚
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prinxlyart · 4 years
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Your Vinira is sSO SWEET MY HEART US MELTING! How Viney not only accept Emira' stutter but straight up loves it?! Oh my poor bleeding heart! Now, my own question: How do the redeemed Blight parents react to their relationship?
Ooohhh see at least in my Willumity headcanons, Alador and Odalia don’t redeem themselves for several years. Like, maybe 8 or 9 years from when our girls first start dating. I imagine Viney and Emira become a thing in roughly the same time frame. So Emira doesn’t even tell her parents about her girlfriend. Viney introduces Emira to her parent(s) (eventually, maybe after like 6 months of dating?? Maybe a year?) and they are super wary at first because a Blight???? Is dating our daughter?????? And Viney reassures them that yes, they’re dating and it’s not some wild ruse. That being said, the heads of the Blight family also don’t know they’re dating so like. They’re trying to keep their relationship on the DL.
But if I’m gonna dip deeper......
( way deeper. This is another one of those Long One’s, lol )
I think....if Alador and Odalia catch wind of their daughters dating people they don’t approve of, there would be hell to pay. Like, all of them being grounded until further notice and that means escorts to and from school, no friends, no extra curricular activities, nothing but school and home. Not even their “approved friends” are able to communicate with them because their scrolls would be confiscated. Tutors (babysitters) while they do homework and further studying on weekends. No contact with the outside world. And if they even try to speak with anyone at school? They’ll all be pulled from Hexside and be homeschooled from then on.
All the while they’ll be using their connections to have Viney, Willow and Luz expelled, permanently. They may not have too much sway over these delinquents’ lives, but they’re going to make sure they’ll never be able to advance in society. And then they find out that this “Luz” is the Human that dared go against Emperor Belos? I can’t even begin to imagine the hell they’d bring down on them all.
So yeah, there’s a lot of disaster scenarios like that that haunt the Blight girls and ensure that they’ll never tell their parents of their relationships and will keep most displays of affection away from the rats that would somehow get the word back to them. At first it might hurt Luz and Viney to not be able to be affectionate, but Willow 100% understands. She already has that history looming over her in her memory. Viney and Luz will often use the Secret Room of Shortcuts in order to just hang out with their respective girls between breaks when they can.
I genuinely don’t know how the timeline of events will play out in the show in regards to Belos and the portal. It could take just days, weeks, months??? Years???? Before he’s taken down accordingly and a new portal is made.
Regardless, I like to think that in that time though, the moment the twins turn 18, they leave and they take Amity with them. They’re not just going to sit idly by anymore. Whether that means revoking their family name by some intensive ritual or just fleeing and using whatever money they took with them to find an apartment somewhere, they need to get out from under their parents’ thumb. As soon as they’ve established new lives for themselves, they are as open with their relationships as they want. They might even be a little over-eager, what with Amity kissing her girlfriends for probably too long at school in front of everyone, or Emira actively distracting Viney from her work while on the clock.
By the time we get to the point where they’re trying to re-enter their children’s lives, it’s stiff and awkward at best and like bulls butting heads at worst. The Blights are using any method they can to bring their children back home, whether it’s promises of extra freedom or putting in a good word to their coven of choice; even sending them extravagant gifts that none of them want. This maybe goes on for about a year before the twins and Amity agree to meet with their former parents. They bring their respective partners with them too; not as back up or anything, but mostly as moral support and as a giant middle finger to their parents.
Alador and Odalia don’t hold back their disdain. For their children’s’ foolishness, for their childish behavior thats ruffled so many feathers within the Emperor’s coven, for the damage they’ve all done to the Blight name; and for their daughters’ choices in partners.
They could take all of the other nonsense their parents were spouting, but being so outwardly hostile to their respective partners??? That causes Emira to nearly turn the entire Blight Manor upside down and Amity to summon an abomination large enough to chuck the manor into the Boiling Sea with her parents inside. Edric manages (somehow) to keep them both sane long enough to continue their conversation, at which point I think the Blights simply write off their girls’ anger as petty childishness.
And that. Is what sets off Luz, Willow and Viney. They absolutely go off on the Blights and just tear them both a new one. I think it’s been a long time since the Blights actually feared anyone besides the Emperor, but in that meeting, they feared these teenagers who seemed to radiate more power than they’d ever been witness to before. I think Emira and Amity are both shocked but Edric just gets comfortable and summons some popcorn to watch the show because finally, someone is telling off these miserable witches they used to call their parents.
They don’t meet with their parents again for a few more years after that encounter. I think Emira and Viney maybe break up once for a week before getting back together due to a misunderstanding, but Amity couldn’t possibly be happier with her life as it goes on, free from her parents and being able to be with her girls as she wants.
Over the course of the following years, they all still receive correspondence from their parents. On every birthday, they send a sum of money and a simple greeting. Every holiday season is the exact same. I think Luz is the only one to actually reach out to Alador and Odalia. I think she sends them a photo of their most recent holiday get together; where everyone is smiling or laughing or making messes or whatever. The exact opposite of every holiday held at the Blight Manor. They see each of their children, smiling and looking truly happy. And on the back, Luz maybe writes something about wanting to speak to them. Alone. Not with Amity or Willow, not with Emira or Viney, not with Edric, no one else. Just Luz and the Blights. They agree.
When Luz meets with them, it’s tense. They’re all quiet and stiff and still have an aura of hatred hanging between them. But Luz clears her throat and informs them that she’s planning on proposing to Amity and Willow. She’s still not sure when, or how, but it’s something she’s planning. She also informs them that if they don’t want to miss another wedding, they’d better clean their acts up and fast. And she just hands them a small scrapbook full of pictures of Emira and Viney’s wedding. They hadn’t even known it had happened. They weren’t informed, let alone invited, and Luz was granting them possibly the only chance they’ll ever have again at being in their children’s lives. Luz lets them know to reach out to her if they decide they want to be in their kids’ lives again and leaves them with the scrapbook.
When they do reach out, Luz shows up at Blight Manor with three others in tow: Eda and Lilith Clawthorne and Camila Noceda. They are three different kinds of pissed and the Blights have the good sense to just be good hosts and invite them in with little fanfare or argument. They all settle in with cups of tea and I think Lilith goes first; she tells them about how she’s had the opportunity to watch Amity grow up, even more so after she abandoned the Emperor’s coven. Over time she still acted as something of a mentor, but also as a parental figure when she or the twins needed her to be. She was honored to officiate Emira and Viney’s wedding. She’s grateful to be part of their lives because she’s been a witness to their incredible achievements. She really digs the knife in deeper when she tells them that Emira and Viney are considering having kids but Emira’s been especially hesitant due to fears that she’ll somehow end up like her parents.
Eda goes next, not even having touched her tea, just sitting with her legs and arms crossed and glaring at them in the most severe way. She tells them about the various sleepovers she’s hosted over the years. How at least half of those sleepovers found Eda talking outside with at least one Blight child if not all of them in the middle of the night.
She tells them she got herself a scroll for the first time ever because she knew those kids needed an adult figure that wouldn’t reprimand them for existing. They needed an adult figure to go to for comfort and guidance, someone that could reassure them that their best is more than enough. They don’t need to work themselves into the ground for a scrap of approval or force themselves into the rigid mold their parents made for them.
She tells them she’s seen more tears from the Blight kids than she’s ever seen from any other kind of creature. Not even Luz cried as often as they did, and she’s a giant softy (Luz lets out an indignant “hey!” At that and pouts). She tells them that she, Edalyn Clawthorne, the Boiling Isles Most Wanted, has provided more warmth and comfort for their kids in the time she’s known them than they [the Blight Parents] had in their lives.
Eda hasn’t had magic for years. But everyone knew how powerful she once was. They had all gone to school together too, of course they remember her and the trouble she caused. She lets them know that if she even had an ounce of the magic she once had, she would use it to decimate the Blight parents in every way possible for causing so much harm to three bright, talented, loving children that have grown into some of the most powerful witches the Boiling Isles has to offer. She also lets them know that before they even consider being part of those kids’ lives again, they have a lot of shit to work on and sort out. Because if they don’t? It doesn’t matter whether or not Eda has magic. She will decimate them.
Finally Camila sets her empty tea cup down and levels them with the most venomous stare she can. She’s the only one of Luz’s guests that’s actually also a biological mother. If she could, she’d probably go Super Saiyan with the sheer power she’s exuding with this stare. The Blights actually flinch which causes Lilith to have to hide a chuckle (she’s been on the receiving end of that rage before and she’s excited to see it unleashed on them).
She just starts tearing into them like her life depends on it. She doesn’t hold back in the slightest. She admonishes them for holding their social status at a higher priority than the safety and happiness of their own children. Her criticisms and curses are all laid out with razor precision. The longer she goes on, the more the Blights shrink in on themselves. Alador definitely starts crying at one point but refuses to wipe his tears away because he knows there’ll just be more anyway. The Clawthornes are shocked at seeing him cry, throughout their time at Hexside and while Lilith worked with the Blights in the Emperor’s coven, they’d never seen Alador express an emotion beyond irritation. Odalia also has tears in her eyes but she refuses to let them fall. Her face is bright red in shame though, it just grows steadily more red as Camila goes on. (Luz idly notes that that must be where Amity and the twins get their blushing genes from. She also notes that Odalia looks remarkably like Amity and wonders if that’s what Amity will look like when they’re that age. Her heart flutters a little at the concept of being with Amity for the rest of their lives, but she tampers down the runaway thoughts to refocus on her mom’s tirade).
By the time Camila’s done with them, Alador and Odalia are hiding their faces in shame. Alador’s trying to stifle his crying to the best of his ability cuz his breaths are turning ragged from how much emotion he’s experiencing. Odalia is desperately trying to wipe her tears away without ruining her makeup, but she’s also quietly sniffling and hiccuping. Camila sits back with a satisfied huff and Luz pats her shoulder (as a thank you? As a good job? As a ‘tag me in it’s my turn’? Who can say).
After letting the Blights collect themselves, Luz clears her throat to get their attention. She struggles for a moment to figure out the best way to say it, but ends up setting her jaw firmly and just blurting it out: she asks for their blessing for her to marry Amity.
After a moment of shocked silence, Luz’s courage starts to crumble a little and she begins to explain herself; she knows that Amity doesn’t value their opinion. She hasn’t for years now. Luz also doesn’t value their opinion. But if she’s going to such lengths to try and give one of the loves of her life her parents back? She may as well start off with a show of respect.
Odalia is the one that gets up from where she’s sitting and quietly approaches Luz. Eda and Lilith are about ready to throw hands if need be and Camilia starts to put her arm in front of Luz, but Luz stands up to meet her. Odalia gently takes Luz’s hands (she also notes that her hands are just as tiny and soft as Amity’s) and brings both of their hands up to about chest level. She has to clear her voice before she speaks; her throat became tight with the tears and hiccuping she was trying to hold back.
Odalia takes one hand to draw a large circle around their joined hands before clasping Luz’s hands again. She tells Luz that she absolutely has their blessing, and vows to do whatever she needs to to atone for the cruelty she put her children through. And so the Everlasting Oath is sealed.
Alador also stands up and does the same in a tear-strained voice. After his oath has been sealed, he places his hands on Luz’s shoulders and thanks her for being so damn stubborn.
They promise that they’ll be in touch with Luz again soon, but they need to talk to one another first and really sort everything out. Luz gives them a small smile and confirms that she’ll be waiting to hear from them as the Clawthornes/Nocedas stand up to leave. Before they leave, Odalia gently places a hand on Camila’s shoulder and asks her quietly if she could maybe come to her for advice on how to approach their children when they’ve figured themselves out. Camila stares at her for a moment before giving her a smile and nodding. She doesn’t have a scroll or anything, so she tells her to just reach out to Luz when they’re ready to talk. Odalia just nods and the Blights watch as their guests leave.
I think it particularly strikes Alador how casually Eda ruffles Luz’s hair and pulls her in for a side hug, loudly telling her how proud she is of her for pulling such a bold move. It dawns on him that he used to do that to Edric when he was still smaller than his own knee. It may have been after the first spell Edric ever successfully cast. Odalia sees Camila scoop Luz into her arms and plant a giant kiss to a her head, probably also praising Luz. They watch as Luz puts her arms around Eda and Camila’s shoulders as they leave the Blight estate and Alador closes the door before he starts crying again.
I think that’s the first time in years the Alador and Odalia really hug each other properly. Not to pose for a picture, not just a quick greeting as they pass each other in the halls of the Emperor’s coven, but like. For comfort. I don’t think they really realized how big and cold and empty their manor is until that moment.
I think it takes several months for them to get their acts together. They seek out a family counselor, they have weekly tea with Camila, they dust off the parenting books that have been untouched on the shelves in their library for decades. They look into Viney’s family and find out that she and Emira have started their own service beast program. The general air of grief and undertone of determination is interrupted by a moment of sheer pride at knowing their eldest daughter not only found someone she loves, but has taken the risk of starting her own business with her wife that’s a genuine service to the Boiling Isles. They make a few duplicates of the newspaper article they found announcing the grand opening of the first Service Beast Training Center and Shelter on the Boiling Isles and have it framed in different places; there’s one on the desk in their study, there’s another on their wall in their bedroom; they each have their own copy at their desks at work.
No joke, it’s taken Luz months to convince Emira and Viney that Em’s parents are trying to change. Emira has absolutely 0 faith in her parents being able to turn over a new leaf. It’s not until they hear Camila say that she’s surprised at the Blight’s improvement after their last tea meeting that they even consider that they actually are trying to change.
Luz coordinates a day and time for them to all meet once Emira and Viney agree to do so. I think they meet at a park somewhere, maybe a particularly nice public garden (maybe it’s Willow’s). Emira’s never seen her parents look so nervous before and that already sparks some hope in her heart that all of Luz’s efforts might not be naught. I think Odalia tries to reach out to hug Emira but like, actually flinches when Emira steps back. So instead they sit at one of the secluded garden tables and just talk.
Alador and Odalia apologize in as much depth as they can. Emira just sits and lets them say everything they want to say. Once they’re done with everything they can think of, they just sit in silence for a minute while Emira processes everything they’ve said. It’s not until Viney squeezes her hand that Emira finally starts crying. She wants to be angry, she is angry, but her entire heart feels like a full-grown griffon just stood up from where it was sitting and flew away. Her heart feels so much lighter. She stands up and moves to her parents and they stand and embrace her tightly for a while. Viney also feels like a huge weight has been lifted just watching the exchange. Maybe she also cries a little bit because she’s so happy to see her wife so happy. (And she maybe ignores the sound of a high five happening in the distance; she’s like, 90% sure Luz is there with someone else spying on them to make sure the meeting goes well).
All the Blights have full-on waterworks going on because they each individually realize this is the first time they’ve expressed their love for each other in probably more than a decade. Long before Emira and Edric took Amity and left. Viney maybe also hears a muffled sniffle and when she turns around to see, yup, there’s Luz, and she’s definitely crying into Willow’s shoulder. Viney rolls her eyes. Luz is such a sap. That’s probably why they all love her so much. She brings out the sap in all of them too.
After the Blights finally calm down, Alador and Odalia have an entire separate list of things to apologize to Viney for, which takes her off guard. She maybe expected an apology for the last time she saw them in person, but they went waaaay deeper than just that. And then they don’t stop at the apologies? They start thanking her for all sorts of stuff. Like loving Emira and being there for her when they weren’t. For helping her grow into the incredible person she’s become. They also congratulate them on their Service Beast Shelter and ask if maybe eventually they’d be allowed to visit and see them in their element. That’s when Viney’s face finally splits into a wide grin and she joins the big family hug they’ve got going on.
Lmao so yeah, long story short, it takes them a long-ass time, but eventually the Blights learn to love Viney 💖💖💖
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hajimeow-archived · 3 years
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Yo Hajime talk abt ur kin mems
since there were no specifications on which ones i am going to start from the beginning and go where my brain takes me from there. they're all gonna be for hajime bc i physically cannot think about my other memories anymore jsyk
also! this ended up being so long i had to put a cut. i will not be apologizing because i feel no remorse.
so first the basic stuff, i remember having a med skin tone and a FUCK ton of freckles like those motherfuckers were everywhere i had skin. also i was 5'7 i think?? or 5'6. i still can't remember exactly but it's something like that. i was also alloaro, some form of mlm, unfortunately cis, and autistic and probably had some other stuff like adhd or depression or whatever but i forgot. also i was kinda muscle-y but also chubby at the same time. and i had light green eyes. basically i was fanon hajime JSJSKDJDKS
and i was going over the wiki recently and my personality was EXACTLY how they described it like i'm genuinely surprised they got it so accurate
i don't remember much pre-game and post game, most of my memories are in game but i do remember pre game chiaki really well, honestly i rly miss her :( she would always reassure me that i didn't need a talent and i never even cared when she beat me in games cus just simply playing them with her was so fun .,.,,;:,,...,,!:&:&:jsjdjskskck</3
anyways. in game. ok. i'm gonna skip over memories where i just know feelings and not specific things like strong feelings or ppl saying stuff or else this would be so long. also obvious sdr2 spoilers
so i remember the party & blackout in the beginning of the game pretty clearly. i was mostly just standing alone in the corner and watching everyone have fun, but it was really freeing to see the others able to enjoy themselves in such pressing circumstances. then the blackout-- it was kinda like all that happiness going away and the dread and denial immediately setting in .
anyways i remember like panicking and wanting to cry when i lifted the table cloth cus i really liked twogami. i'm p sure i did end up crying cus i really liked them for their realism and leadership skills, and the realization that one of us killed them and that the killing game was actually real etc etc
anyway i don't remember much from the investigation or trial besides being really freaked out when nagito basically admitted to being the killer n stuff, and pretty much all the body discoveries after that (besides ch 5) we're just like "ah shit here we go again" but i do remember mikans trial really freaking me out when she just straight up shifted completely, and i also remember being really proud of fuyuhiko for putting his walls down a bit and deciding to help everyone out while the despair disease was going around
anyway enough of the boring stuff, i spent basically all my free time with komaeda, chiaki and mikan (in order of frequency) and with mikan i mostly listened to her talk about medical stuff and i comforted her when she needed to vent, but i didn't hang out with her much because the constant apologizing n stuff started to bother me since i really liked seeing her happy. chiaki i would mostly play games with and we wouldn't talk much, but she gave me a really strong sense of familiarity like when we played games together it gave me a shit ton of deja vu
AND i've already talked a lot about komaeda but idc i'm doing it again. so we started talking cus of him waking me up on the beach obvs and i was pretty attached right off the bat, but i stopped talking to him for awhile because the way he acted in the first trial REALLY scared me so i just got a pit in my stomach even being around him
but he was the one who started approaching me first, i'm guessing since he couldn't rly sense anything was wrong he just kinda picked things up where they left off and started talking w me at breakfast n stuff and it was pretty weird at first, but i wanted to give him a chance and didn't wanna be rude so i accepted offers to hang out in his cottage n stuff
i remember he has surgery scars tho and i'm rly mad ppl don't draw him with any!! i think he had about 5 and i don't remember all of them but i know one was a skin graft on his leg and the one on his side/stomach that i touched wassssss for appendix removal maybe???? mmmm i'm not too sure about that one tho
also !!!! his death. hoooooly shit. ok so yunno the despair that junko always talks about ?????? yeah <3!! i remember like once i saw his body and took the reality in i just. straight up could NOT stand i like fell to my knees and jsut . cried. like i had no thoughts my head was so full that it was empty i just kinda sat there and silent cried while chiaki stood next to me it was so awful dude
later while investigating n stuff i felt really bad ab how i treated him and thought about him, and i thought a lot about our last interaction. it was the first time i had ever approached him myself cus usually he'd come to me. i was gonna hang out with chiaki but i wanted to check up on him first, so i did and he told me to go hang out with the others and i just. knew something terrible was about to happen.
OH AND THE FUNHOUSE OMG ok i literally. i usually didn't mind being around komaeda like he was chill most of the time when he wasn't ranting about hope but when he was acting like such a bitch in the funhouse i wanted to punch his stupid twink ass so bad like...... what BUSINESS does this dude have being such an asshole. he doesn't even know what face wash is. what the fuck. which is another fun fact! komaeda did shower every so often which is why he didn't smell that bad but his skin was always so dry cus he didn't know how to actually wash right and do proper skincare so he just washed his face w soap and left it like that
also he didn't need to cut his nails cus they were so brittle they would just break off on their own <3 plus he had a nail biting habit so they just never grew ever
OH AND THIS IS THE SADDEST THING i remember feeling so bad for this man bc i would like put my hand on his shoulder and he would lean into it. i mean i'd tap his shoulder for a SECOND and girl when i let go hed be lowkey so sad i could just sense it like??????dude he needed a hug SSO BAD like when i hugged him in my cuddling memory he was like holding on for dear life but also was like "u dOnT hAvE tO tOuCh TrAsH LiKe mE hAjImE" like dude it was the saddest shit. i want to hug him forever. like what the fuck what the fuck!!!!!!!!!
also a thing hed do when he started ranting ab hope n shit like he would just go on and on and yunno that one sprite where he's hugging himself yeah he literally did that shit. also sometimes hed just stare dead at me and start backing me into a corner ((ish-- we were usually sitting somewhere but he mostly just got super close to me) and it was the scariest shit i. bro if i saw him like that on the streets i'd return him to the mental hospital like i can remember it somewhat vividly and that shit was TERRIFYING i mean obvs after i shoved him away and told him to cool it he'd apologize and go back to the way he was but jeez dude ....
also a little fun fact the only reason i really kept hanging out with him (i had a few ofc but this was the most prominent) is cus he was hot in my stupid monkey brain. yes that's it. like that's literally pretty much it. i hate admitting it but this post is SO fucking long i doubt anyone's gonna read it anyway so i'm admitting it now lol
anyway i hope u enjoyed :) i'm glad u asked btw! i'm sure you regret it though!
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Reaction to Sabre telling his fans that he’s gonna go grocery shopping and asking them which brand of serotonin supplements to buy from the store (Which Steve should return?)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaSfK08qUlU
Sabre really just wrote an Author’s Note for the latest chapter of his story asking his fans on what they like to see, huh? What a power move
Disclaimer: I’m behind on Rainbow Quest, so my theories on who’s the best fit into RQ will most likely be incorrect. Feel free to disagree or correct me on anything, just be nice.
Me: *is super behind on Rainbow Quest and doesn’t plan to catch up on the episodes because school is busy*
Sabre: *posts a video with Memory and Reality in the thumbnail*
Me: Yes, this is what I need to watch right now.
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Sabre: Who do I want to vote for? The answer may surprise you?
Me: *eyes emoji*
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Sabre: *makes Reality and Illusion separate options*
Me: Valid reasons. I like Illusion way more than Reality, lmao.
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As of writing this, I haven’t watched anything past the time loop episode in RQ. But I do know that the current threat in Rainbow Quest is the Demon Steves in the World Below.
And they apparently have reality-bending powers? Or memory-erasing powers?
So if Reality/Illusion shows up in RQ, he’ll probably be connected to the Demon Steves in some way.
I wonder if RQ!Reality/Illusion will break the 4th wall too. And if he does, I really hope Sabre’s actually able to follow through with the “Steves coming to Earth” plot that went nowhere in Season 2. I don’t mind if Reality/Illusion doesn’t break the 4th wall because I think Reality/Illusion will be interesting regardless of what he does. But if he becomes a 4th wall breaker, I’d want Sabre to commit with that.
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PLAGUE.
PLAGUE STEVE.
PLAGUE STEVE MIGHT RETURN TO RAINBOW QUEST?!
I’M SO HAPPY THAT IT’S AT LEAST A POSSIBILITY, AAAAHHHH.
And woah, Sabre did have bigger plans for Plague in the Steve Saga! I guess he’s referring to the abandoned phantoms/limbos questions and that it’s suggested that Elemental didn’t get rid of him.
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Me: *must force myself to contain excitement when I see Memory* AAAAAHHHHHHHH
(And lol, Sabre’s back to calling Memory he/him after that one time he called Memory they/them)
I really like the idea of Memory returning to Rainbow Quest because Sabre can probably use him a lot more. And like the other RQ villains, he can get an actual backstory and personality!!!
He also sounds like a perfect fit with the Demon Steve storyline.
But besides that he can get used more and can have a proper backstory, is there anything for him to actually do in Rainbow Quest? Rainbow Quest differs from Steve Saga in that it doesn’t have as much backstory. We’re seeing the world and characters being built from the ground up in RQ, while TSS involved solving mysteries about Galaxy’s past.
If RQ had a lot of mysteries, Memory would play an interesting role in that he’s a direct obstacle in figuring out the mysterious backstory. But when RQ has no backstory, what can Memory do? Just restart some characters to Square One of their backstory? Just be a super special Demon Steve?
tbh, I’d rather have Memory in a continuation of the Steve Saga (*cough*Please read RRFF, my Steve Saga AU fic*cough*) than have Memory in Rainbow Quest. Steve Saga has the Galaxy Fam and a lot of unanswered questions, while Rainbow Quest doesn’t have that same vibe of mystery where a character like Memory could fit in.
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I love how God Steve and Moon Steve weren’t even mentioned here, lmao.
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I’m pretty neutral about Professor Red being added into Rainbow Quest. It would be nice to see him, but I’d only like him to be added if his new story helps him stand out against the other Red Steves, just like how he stood out against the other Red Steves in SSO.
I feel awkward to say this, since I’m so behind on RQ. I don’t even know what the new Red Steve characters are like.
But since RQ Red Steves are stereotypically wise, Professor Red now seems like the Hydro Flasks of the RQ!Red Steve’s Stainless Steel Water Bottles. All stainless steel water bottles function the same, but people pay extra to buy the Hydro Flask because it’s a brand name. Elan can easily create a new, loveable Red Steve character, but the fans really want Professor Red.
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So uuuuum.
Who I would vote for: Reality*, Plague, Alex, and of the Ore Steves.
* I’d honestly like to vote for Illusion, but I know Reality’s more voted than Illusion, so it’s better for me to vote for Reality than vote Illusion to give him a better chance of winning, lol.
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I GOT THE EVENT ARTEM SSR CARD 😭😭😭 it took me like 30 pulls tho, thankfully i saved up my s-chips T^TTTT (also my only two ssrs are both artem??)
okay now thAt aside, ive been loving this game so much!! i'm playing two other otomes simultaneously, and imo tot is much more f2p friendly and i just enjoy it so much more. like the mc's personality is a breath of fresh air compared to the other mcs i've played in otome games. but it might be simply bc i relate to this mc so much more?? 🤧 i also enjoy the lawyer part of it sm!! i love ace attorney and otome games so when you mash the two together, it is *chefs kiss*
thank god mihoyo released this game cuz it's much more of my cup of tea compared to genshin 😅😅
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NO WAY??? omg, i want the new event artem ssr soooo bad, it looks like it came out of kimi no na wa?? AAAAA but i also want luke's, i'm sso greedygbybfhyd
yeah, rlly f2p friendly, when i used to play otome, i played the ones where u pay to play the route asap OTL i couldn't handle f2p otome games like solmare's gacha system with the like, little chibi avatars ??? those systems got me dead. and yes! the mc is so freaking lovable and she's so cute ughghghg she's a baddie. she's just has much more personality than others ;w;
i'm glad mihoyo made smth ur able to enjoy LOL they're doing so well so far with their games, i can't believe it, pls stop having a monopoly over me mihoyo fsjdlfs
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darthspideys · 5 years
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My thoughts on Phase 4
I AM SO EXCITED FOR PHASE 4 let me just start with that. Just generally, without knowing much about the movies or trailers or anything I am pumped. It looks so cool and there are going to be so many more heroes in the universe and that makes me so happy. I know some people want more focus on like the characters from previous phases but I love that they're staring out with new stuff because its the end of the infinity saga and they want to showcase that before immediately going into sequels and threequels. 
Before I get into specific series and movies I want to talk about a couple of general things:
Disney + : I don’t like that “phase 4″ also includes the series(s). don’t get me wrong, I love them like series(s) were my favorite announcements of the night but like it’s weird that they're technically counted in the phase. It makes me feel like if you don’t watch the series you're going to be missing a plot point from a movie which would irk because its a lot easier to buy a movie ticket once or twice a year than to pay for a streaming service every month (though I’ll give Disney this 6.99 isn’t a bad price that's only like a dollar more than Hulu with commercials) . 
The logos: Look I know logos aren’t everything but like some of those were... how you say garbage? terrible? a crime? Like some of them were spiderman far from home advertizements bad in terms of graphic design (I’m sure we’re going to see a lot of people using the ‘graphic design is my passion’ meme and it's totally appropriate). Not all of them we’re bad though, like The Eternals one was soo good, I liked how the background was kind of like a starry night, and the Shang Chi one good and the Doctor Strange one was okay. The Hawkeye logo was *chefs kiss* perfect, I love how they took the Fractions Hawkeye logo and updated it a bit because wow yes. The Loki logo was so bad I can’t even look at it, the fan made ones were so much better, loki I’m sorry you deserved better than some clip art that I think makes a word.... and the wandavision one was just werid but then again everything about them is werid so
The casts: MARVEL HAS THE BEST CASTS EVER that’s it im saying it, no I do not take constructive criticism. Say what you will about the movie but like the amount of talent that has been and will be in the mcu is astounding I mean we had RDJ and Chris Evans, who are amazing and Brie Larson (who by the way has a freaking oscar) and now we’re going to have Salma Hayek, Richard Madden, Kumal Nanjani, Natalie Portman is back, MAHERSHA ALI IS BLADE LIKE WOW (I think he has an oscar too correct me if I’m wrong), Awkafina is gonna be in chang chi (I love her sm), and so many others just the amount of talent is astounding. 
The diversity: SO MANY WOMEN. AHHH JAne foster as female thor??? Our first LGBTQ character (confirmed at least) is going to be a bi black woman??? AMazing??? Another headlining black superhero with blade?? 
Moving on to the actual movies and shows. I’m putting a read more because idk if I’m going to talk about every individual announcement but I might so-
My favorite announcement by far had to be the Hawkeye series, because KATE BISHOP BABEY. She is my favorite marvel comics character and soon to be mcu character :) and now she’s going to get the love she deserves and more people will know about her which makes me so happy. Also it’s interesting that they didn’t announce her casting, so I have hope that maybe they will cast someone asian since that’s always been my headcanon for her even though she’s white in the comics. I’m trying not to use a lot of screaming in caps sentences but just know when I think about Kate being on my screen I AM SCREAMING. When I first saw the post about the series I cried because I was so so happy. And fingers crossed this series is taking cues from the fractions hawkeye comics because that really encapsulated Clint’s character in a way the mcu... hasnt (I really hate mcu clint but that’s a story for another time) so I hope that while they introduce Kate they also fix mcu’s clint and make him actually likable.  (if you couldn't tell I really really don’t like MCU clint.) or at the very least not screw up Kate like they did mcu clint. 
Next up THE SAMBUCKY SERIES. (I know it has a real title but like thats long and I can’t spell soildier to save my life sooo yeah I’m gonna call it the sambucky series in tags and stuff). I know not alot of people are talking about this because we already knew that it was happening, so it’s like yeah we already saw that but seeing Mackie and Stan up on stage together just made it feel so real and it made me so excited. And then Mackie was holidng the shield and I was like ahhhhhhhhhh hes freaking captain America!!! I could write a million essays about why its so important that hes cap and why it means to much to me and a lot of people but,,, another post for another time. But anyway these characters and the actors who play them have so much good chemistry that I can’t wait to really see it. One thing I’m not so excited about... the logo. There was a totally different logo when Disney + originally announced it and I liked that one so much better, this one is just... clunky?? idk but it’s not having that big an impact on my life lol its more of an annoyance then anything. 
I feel like now I should mention an actual movie.. 
THE ETERNALS. I’m going to admit I don’t know that much about the characters or the team (which I will soon fix when I do my wiki deep dive to find out everything) but if your judging just by the cast, this movie is going to be great. I mean the amount of talent in this movie is outstanding and I really have high hopes for what it could be. 
Doctor Strange: The multiverse of madness intrigues me more than I thought it would. Like for starters the name is pretty ominous, and the fact that we’re getting an actual confirmation/movie about the multiverse (far from home really let me down in that regard) is really exciting. Also it’s supposed to be the first “scary” mcu movie, I don’t know how scary they can get with a PG-13 rating (which I’m going to guess there going to try to keep because there’s a big chunk of the fanbase that’s young) but that really made me interesting. ALSO WANDA MAXIMOFF IS GOING TO BE IN IT, so that makes me so excited for it because although I’m not the biggest fan of Wanda's character (which I blame J*ss Wh*don for completely and her lack of characterization in the rest of the mcu and the complete nerfing of her powers.... another post for another time.) I’ve always wanted to see her and Steven use magic togther and I’ve seen a few panels where Wanda, Strange and Loki form a little magic squad which I WOULD VERY MUCH LOVE to see put on screen (minus Loki I’m guessing), also maybe this movie will fix a little bit of her characterization? One thing that makes me nervous about this though is the teaser that it “directly connects” to the wandavision series, if I’m not able to get Disney plus and watch the show I don’t want to have missed out on plot points for the movie but I guess we’ll see. 
since I mentioned it already, lets talk WandaVision. The logo as a mentioned earlier is so very bad, but- yeah idk it’s just very bad. Also the name is really werid? like wandavision with no space? It’s like they went to tumblr, found thier ship name and was like ‘that sounds like a great name for a show’ (that is their ship name right?). I was not planning on watching this show at all UNTIL I found out that FREAKING GROWN UP MONICA RAMBEAU is going to be in it. I didn’t think they would ever bring her up again in the mcu so I’m so happy that she is going to be in this show and I hadn’t even heard any rumors about this so it was a really fun suprise. Am I sure that they are only putting her in the show so that people will watch the trainwreck that is wanda and visions relationship? Yes. But will I fall into the trap because of Monica? YES. But I think this show could be good if your willing to get past the obvious weridness of human girl is in love with basically a robot, a human looking robot sure if your being generous and maybe not fully a robot (a synthoid?) but it’s still werird because he's not human.  I’m curious to see what timeline they use for this, because vision is still dead at the end of endgame. I guess they could use the 2 years between civil war and infinity war but that’s just not a lot of time for a complete story (and if this show “directly connects” the doctor strange 2 then that means that movie takes place pre-thanos as well which would be werid) 
That all being said, I am really excited to see Wanda’s character done by someone who isn’t J*ss Wh*don or the R*ssos because they screwed her up so bad and she was such a badass and powerful character in the comics (my personal theory is that all of these men saw that and went ‘a powerful woman? more powerful then men? we can’t have that around here’ like what was done with Carol in endgame). 
BLADE. We don’t know much about this movie and I don’t know much about the character but I AM PUMPED even though we don’t have a release date for it yet. I just think Mahersha Ali is so talented and I love Black lead heros so yeah. 
THOR: LOVE AND THUNDER am I a little sad they didn't use Thor Four: More thor as our queen Gina Linetti suggested? Yes. But I love this title and it’s just crackhead enough to be acceptable. I’m so happy that this movie is being made, because  1) someone has to make up for the first two thor movies somehow, 2) someone has to fix the mess the R*ssos made of thors character and 3) Thor Ragnarok made me actually like thor as a character, so I want to see more of that Thor. ALSO JANE FOSTER AKA NATALIE PORTMAN IS BACK??? AND SHES GONNA BE FREAKING FEMALE THOR YES YES YES (that picture of her holding the hammer? wow. powerful. showstopping. amazing) I can hear all the dudebros screaming about how much they hate it but 1) who cares what they think? and 2) its completely comics accurate which is thier usual lame excuse for misogyny so they can suck it. ALSO VAL IS THE QUEEN OF ASGARD AND TESSA SAYS SHES GONNA FIND HER QUEEN so we’re gonna get REAL CANON BI VAL (aka out first lgbtq mcu character who is also a woman of color which is so amazing and important!!!!) ANYWAYS THOR IS GOING TO BE AMAZING, its the movie I’m most pumped for AND THE LOGO IS AMAZING and thank you takia watiti for coming to save us. 
Black Widow... hmmm... I’m not as excited for this because one it’s not that much of a surprise since we’ve even seen set photos for it and because Scarlett Johanssen, I just don’t like her. I like Nat as a character even though Scarlett has the acting range of a celerity among many other issues but yeah. I’ll still go see the movie because girl power, and the more female led movies are successful the more they’ll make and more it’ll make the stupid dudebros and misogynists in training at my school mad. Also Rachel Wietz is talented and I liked David Harbour in Stranger things (or you know the 5 total episodes I’ve watched) 
Shang Chi looks like it’s gonna be good, and idk what the ten rings is but uhh I like it. And I love that we’re getting the actual modern and hopefully they’ll do a little flashback or callback to iron man 3. ALSO AWKAFINA 
What if? I love what if comics just because it’s a cool concept and it’s nice to see what if but this feels kind of pointless almost??? Idk I just don’t know why its here (also I originally thought this was going to be on hulu so I’m bitter about that). But I’m interested to see what kind of animation style they’ll go with (which honestly is a huge factor in whether or not I’ll watch it), and depending on what stories they do, if I watch it I’ll probably just end up skipping around and only looking at certain ones. 
Spiderman 3, Captain Marvel 2, Black Panther 2: I’m super pumped for all of these!!! I mean especially after that cliffhanger at the end of spidey (which I’m still shook about). I cannot wait to see my girl carol again, and hopefully her movie will explain what’s going on with the “kree sleeper cells” that skrull maria hill talked about in ffh along with what the heck talos and his wife were doing on earth while fury is in space? (also a cute little reuinion scene between fury and carol?) (also also what the heck has carol been doing since captain marvel and before endgame) (also also also plz give me carol rhodey and intoduce jessica drew thanks) okay so maybe I’m asking a lot of this movie but yknow..and I’m always up to see more Okoye because she is iconic and I love her. 
Fantastic 4, Look I know there's been a bajillion fantastic four movies and they were all bad ( I personally liked the one With Micheal B Jordan, Miles Teller and Kate Mara)  but I have faith in marvel studios. I mean they did take a basically unknown hero and turn him into one of the most beloved heroes and launched that single movie into a cash cow 23 movie freaking franchise (I’m talking tony stark and the tony stark cinematic universe by the way)  so I think they can pull off the biggest miracle of all time and make a good fantastic four movie. 
Mutants... I don’t really know what they mean by this? Like do they mean X men? Or a new movie called mutants? Or mutants themselves will be peppered into the mcu? I think that it shoud be one of the last two options. Just because even if the x men don’t show up for another 2-3 years its still kinda soon to just reboot the whole thing? (also I don’t think that Jean Gray should be recasted because Sophie Turner slayed that role despite the writing being terrible), even the fantastic 4 movie the lastest one will be 6-7 years old by the time marvel reboots it so- also the x men have just been so overdone by fox in bad ways that I feel like if theyre going to use mutants which they should they should do a new team and pull out some lesser known characters and or just put mutant heros in the mcu which I would love to see. 
annnnd an hour later.. here we are. If you made it to the end, thank you because I had a lot to say. 
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silverhorseyz · 5 years
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I was tagged in something
Thanks for that @anastasiawinterbird!
I nominate @goddess-of-apples, @im-sso-extra and @emma-wolfheart. You guys are interesting people and I am nosy curious c:
[name:] Annie (yes my real name is the same as in sso, how original) [sign:] Cancer [height:] 174 cm
[put ur songs on shuffle & list the first 4 songs] Imagine Dragons - America Pitbull feat. Jason Derulo and Juicy J - Drive You Crazy Michael Jackson - Black or White Imagine Dragons - Roots
[grab the nearest book, go to pg. 23, what’s the 17th line?] "Tema klientide hulka kuuluvad ATj&T, Baxter Healthcare, Hewlett-Packard, Aetna, Motorola ja IRS.” (Meaning: His/her clients include...) This is from the Estonian translation of Malcolm Kushner’s “Public Speaking For Dummies.” I need to read it for uni currently. 
[had a song or poem written about u?]   Haha nope.
[when was the last time u played air guitar?] I often like to dance when I am listening to music and air guitar at some point always comes to play. I honestly don’t remember the last time I did it, I often do some random dance moves lol.
[do u believe in ghosts?] Not sure. I have personally never had any paranormal encounters, but there are a lot of people out there who claim to have seen ghosty bois.
[do u believe in aliens?] Kind of. There must be life on other planets.
[do u drive? & if u do, have u ever crashed?] Yes, I’ve had my licence for a little over two years now. I haven’t luckily crashed, if we don’t count that one time when I busted a mirror against the beam of the car’s shed when reversing out of it woops...
[last book u read? actual book?] Sarah J. Maas “Crown of Midnight,” second book in the Throne of Glass series. I am a sucker for this kind of fantasy stories.
[do u like the smell of gasoline?] Eh...sometimes...
[what was  the last movie u saw?] Estonian movie “Klassikokkutulek 3″ was the last one I saw at the cinema. It is a comedy and it does have equivalents in other countries.
[do u have any obsessions right now?] Show jumping. After years of confidence crisis I am jumping confidently again, I ride a really sweet and reliable horse and am improving lots. Horses have always been my obsession.
[do u tend to hold grudges?] I hold hidden grudges. I may talk to the person and be nice with him/her, but I always remember the things they have said to me, especially the things that hurt.
[are u in a relationship right now?] Enjoying freedom lol.
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averageburrito · 5 years
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Aaaaye @stormiesquall tagged me to do this (well she tagged me @sso-emotree which is fine, I’m just choosing to do it here instead). And imma tag @meadowjupiter511, @lou-fa and @roopaint .
[name:] Amber [sign:] Aries [height:] 5′1″ (am smol)
[put ur songs on shuffle & list the first 4 songs] Iron Forge from the Trine Game Soundtrack Jewish Girls from John Mulaney “New in Town” When the Lights Come On by Asking Alexandria Crown of Thorns by Black Veil Brides
[grab the nearest book, go to pg. 23, what’s the 17th line?] “The wight broke out laughing, pulled back the hammer of his gun, and aimed it at her.” -- Library of Souls by Ransom Riggs
[had a song or poem written about u?]   Nope, as far as I know at least.
[when was the last time u played air guitar?] Lol like this morning. Rip @ me.
[do u believe in ghosts?] Oh god yes.
[do u believe in aliens?] In the words of John Mulaney, “Who’s to say?”
[do u drive? & if u do, have u ever crashed?] I do not. I have my permit but god I really don’t want to drive. I have been in an accident before when I was a kid but I don’t think that counts.
[last book u read? actual book?] Revelation by Randi Cooley Wilson
[do u like the smell of gasoline?] Bold of you to assume I can even remember the smell of it at this hour.
[what was  the last movie u saw?] I’m going to count one of the John Mulaney bits ‘cause fuck if I know the last movie I watched.
[do u have any obsessions right now?] Star Stable, always. OCs, um. Does web design count?
[do u tend to hold grudges?] I wish I could say I didn’t but, rip. I have trouble letting things go. Even if things are fine and I forgive someone for something, I’ll still remember it and feel bitter about it. I need to work on that.
[are u in a relationship right now?] Nope. And I have mixed feelings about whether or not I want one anyway. It’s more like if it happens, great, but I’m not outwardly looking for one. I got too much other shit to worry about.
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j0them0971 · 28 days
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SSO PSA
They just did a HUGE update! Near Firgrove Village is a NEW GODDAMN TRAIL RIDE and it's awesome. It's called the Red String Trail and it's operated by the Jorvik Rangers. It's not timed, there are no checkpoints, and you can go at your own pace! It's fantastic and I highly recommend it to everyone! Nacho and I did it and we had a BLAST! Please go ride this trail :)
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mimiplaysgames · 6 years
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Beloved Memories, in Notes (Vol. I)
Fandom: Pre-Birth by Sleep Rating: T Pairing: Terra/Aqua Other characters: Ventus, Master Eraqus Word Count: 5,675 One-shot (part of a series) Fluff / Hurt/Comfort / Mutual Pining
Summary: Aqua and Terra have been friends for a long time, endlessly practicing and studying for the cultivation of their efforts - the title of Keyblade Master. While their relationship has always been comfortable and close, Aqua realizes that the way she has been seeing him has been changing. Now, she is left with trying to define what that means.
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A/N: This series will be a supplement to my longform fic, Strength to Protect the Things That Matter. It is designed to be enjoyed by itself, but consider that it also acts as a prequel to that one, too.
For readers of my other fic, this series should enrich that experience, especially those wanting more backstory. That being said, this particular volume will be tied to Chapter 13.
I really hope this is enjoyable! Please send me thoughts. I have ideas for a Volume II (and I promise it will not be as gargantuan as this, lol!). I am taking ideas for more volumes, so if you have any suggestions or questions you want answered about them (or like headcanons), shoot me a message. Anything not already planned as fluff for the main fanfic will be posted as part of this series.
The photographs-in-book scene was written to James Horner’s “Flying Forward in Time,” from We’re Back! A Dinosaur’s Tale. Aqua’s gift scene was written to Daniel Licht’s “The Wedding,” from Dexter Season 2/3.
A Tale of Awareness
It was the aroma of the ginger tea and his touch that awoke her.
Aqua had slumped over a desk in the library, on top of an open book when Terra stopped by with some of his own brewed mixture. He rustled through her hair to wake her.
She took a sharp inhale, rubbed her eyes, and found the tea that he offered her. He shook his head gently with a tsk-tsk, as though to say that she was being naughty by sleeping on her studies.
But this was always their flow. Genuine support for each other that hid behind constant teasing.
Aqua gave a slight hum as she drank it, which was strong in the kick of flavor, and she was grateful he brought it to her. Yet this was to be expected. He always brought her tea late at night.
“Where is Ven?” she asked.
“Out slaying some dragon.” He took a seat in front of her.
“I think I’m too tired for your sass, tonight,” she said, her voice raspy.
Terra let out a soft laugh. “In his dreams, tucked away in his bed.” He smiled at her, and this woke her up a little more than the tea did.
He brought a couple of his own books and opened one, although he paid no attention to it.
“Whatever you were reading must have been so exciting,” he said.
Aqua placed her hand on the page she was on and closed the book to reveal a large leather cover with carved designs.
“The Affairs of the Heart,” she read.
“How romantic.” His eyes were focused on the page in front of him, but his attention was clearly somewhere else.
“Like you’d know. Have you even read this one? It’s one of our mandatories.”
Terra looked up at her, his gaze focused and confident. He had that small, adorable smirk she always knew him to carry whenever he was going to start getting cocky.
“Ye heart is delicate and tangible, and thou must lifteth ye Key-sword bequeathed to ye in honor, for thy Key-sword shall ne’er be wielded to perform betwixt lyght and dark,” he said as he enunciated his words in order to sound fancy.
Aqua tried to control her laughter but it came out instead as a snort.
“And all ye Key-sword bless-ed shall journey on behalf of the lyght, yea verily, and bringeth peace instilled upon all thine hearts shared,” he continued as she laughed.
“That sounds pretty much right,” she said. 
“I guess so, I think I made half of that up.”
“You want to see what I found?” she asked, her eyes lighting up. She grabbed a book from a stack that she built next to her. Terra took the same mug he offered her and drank a large gulp.
She sifted through the pages and then turned the book towards him.
“Look at this,” she said as she pointed to a specific spice among a list of them.
Terra tried to read the word out loud, but had trouble with it.
“Turmeric,” she corrected. “Apparently, I can make a cake with this.”
He was intrigued. “A spice cake?”
Aqua relished at his interest, always needing an opportunity to share this kind of excitement with him.
“Yes! And look here. There is this interesting spice...” she turned the book back towards her. “Hy-sso-pus. Hyssopus. It seems like I can use this one to mix with others for our meat dishes or something.”
She continued. “Oh! And another one...” She quickly turned some pages. “Annatto.”
“Where would you find all of these?” He set the mug down.
Aqua sighed. “Somewhere out there.” She gestured with her head to the stars outside the large, ornate windows of the library. “It would probably take me years to find them, but I would love to be able to play with them now.”
Terra let out a small half-sigh, half-chuckle. “Maybe when you are allowed to go on your own missions next year, you’ll have the time to search for them.”
Terra was eighteen, while Aqua was seventeen. They had just passed their preliminary exams, and were on their way to take their Mark of Mastery the next year. For now, he was allowed to go on missions by himself because he was older.
Aqua smiled as she leaned onto both of her hands. “You nervous about your first mission?”
Terra let his mouth hang, carefully considering his words.
“We’ll see how I feel tomorrow,” he finally said.
The next morning, Aqua and Ventus waited in the castle foyer, hoping to get a chance to give Terra a good-luck parting.
It seemed like forever before he finally made his way to say good-bye.
“What’s the mission?” Ventus asked excitedly.
Terra held up a small card with some notes. “I have to keep watch over a mother elephant and her calf who are working in an abusive circus.”
“That sounds pretty easy, you got this!” Ventus said, his eyes glistening. He had always thought of Terra as the most amazing person he had ever met.
“I’m sure you’ll do great,” Aqua said. It did sound easy, and she suspected there was probably a lesson behind it as well if the Master chose this for him. “Do you know how long you’ll be gone?”
“Long enough to get the job done,” Terra said as he exhaled slowly.
Which shouldn’t take that long. As he boarded his glider and drifted off to the sky, Aqua took notice of the silence left behind once she couldn’t hear the hum of his flying anymore. It will probably be just a day or two. No big deal.
That presence stayed with her, however. There was suddenly no one to study with her late at night when Ventus was asleep. No one to distract her from those books and start conversations that could sometimes last for hours. She made breakfast for one less person. She sparred more often with Ventus, who was skilled enough to keep up with her.
However, her equal wasn’t there to challenge her when she needed it.
He wasn’t there to joke about her faltering form when she tried to counter his incredibly strong attacks. He wasn’t there to try to psyche her out with his incessant provoking. He wasn’t there to give her earnest praises every time they finished a duel, or discuss techniques to get better.
Ventus teased her as well, but the way it was done with Terra was different. For a friend that she has known since she was eight, growing up with him meant  she knew every twitch he showed on his face. It meant she understood him perfectly well, possibly better than he understood himself. They used to be inseparable.
But it wasn’t just that. On the third night he was gone, when she brewed her own tea and didn’t like the taste of it, she caught herself thinking of his deep-blue eyes and strong jawline. I’m being silly. He’ll be back soon. There’s no need for this...
The morning after, she looked outside the window from the foyer, to see him flying back. Her heart beating on her chest and a smile beaming on her face, she ran over to the entrance, but stopped short after what she witnessed.
Terra stormed into the castle, his eyes red. He looked at her for just a moment, a look of complete despair on his face, and he continued on without breaking his stride or saying anything to her.
She followed him to the library.
“Terra, what happened?”
Terra threw some books onto their table, and opened one while he maniacally flipped through some pages.
“I just need to study a little,” he said curtly.
Just like him to get distant and snarky when he got upset.
“What good is studying going to do for you now?” she asked.
“Just... something...” Frustrated, desperate.
“... What happened to the elephants?”
The question made him stop his frantic search through his books, and he took a deep inhale. It looked as though he was trying to stop himself from crying.
“I agreed to work for the circus,” he said, his voice shaking. “I made sure I was tasked at taking care of them. And I did. I took care of her, made sure she was fed and clean. The little one felt comfortable around me and we played everyday.”
He put his hand to his face as he continued. “But the little one was born with very... large ears. Some kids were picking on him during a show, and the mother got so upset.” His voice dropped to a whisper. “She attacked the humans in defense of her baby. I understood why, and I tried to stop her. I tried to help my co-workers stop her, but...”
He turned around and leaned back on the table, his hands splayed out over the surface. “The ringleader decided to separate them. They locked her up in all of these chains. She couldn’t even walk in her cage.” He regained some composure to keep his voice calm. “They made the little one into a clown. To be made fun of every night while he food was thrown at him. He won’t even play with me anymore.”
Aqua didn’t realize her eyes were watering. She walked over to his side, and leaned back on the table with him.
“What kind of monster would do that to a mother?” he said.
“You’re right, he’s a monster.” She knew how sensitive Terra was. He was strong, and he was optimistic about his endeavors, and probably a little too often he would overestimate his abilities. These kinds of events were things that Terra always took so personally.
“They are so lucky they have someone like you to care about them,” she said softly. “You’ll find a way to help them. But you won’t find the answer in these books.”
Terra kept his gaze towards the floor, refusing to look at her. It wasn’t just that he was sensitive. She knew that he often felt embarrassed over his failures, as if it would taint his reputation. Not that he needed to impress her of all people, but it didn’t make sense that he felt he should anyway.
He looked utterly defeated. He whispered, “what is the Master going to say?”
There wasn’t a good answer to that, except to gently put her hand over his. She wanted him to relax, and realized that she was the one who couldn’t when she felt his thumb hold her fingers. The movement made her stomach flutter, as if she yearned for the touch. She missed him, yes, but this much?
She squeezed him a little, which prompted him to turn his hand upward so that she can hold it. His hand was warm, and she saw him lean toward her, although he kept his stare towards the floor.
Her thoughts lingered on his touch. They had held hands before, plenty of times in fact. Mostly to guide each other when they were hiking dangerous terrain, or when they were children so that they wouldn’t get separated.
They actually used to touch each other much more often. They used to wrestle when they played. As they got older though, that became awkward. He would call it less appropriate, and never initiated it again. By that point, they were older and were more interested in perfecting their fighting techniques, so it wasn’t something either of them missed.
It didn’t register to her how long they had been holding hands in silence until she heard the Master walk into the library.
“Terra,” he called out.
Terra quickly slipped his hand out of hers as he faced his Master, his posture erect in military style.
“Yes, Master.” He had wiped any evidence of sadness or anxiety from his voice, as he usually did to appear like he was in control.
“We shall talk in my office,” Eraqus said before leaving the library.
“Yes, sir,” Terra said as he followed.
Aqua leaned on that table by herself, looking at her hand while her heart beat a little harder.
“How did Terra not beat that guy up?” Ventus asked as Aqua filled him in about the ringleader. The two were dusting the hallways of the second floor. Every day there was a chore to do. It couldn’t be helped in a castle so large with so little residents.
“How is he, anyway?” he asked her.
Aqua shook her head. “You know what he’s like. He’s completely wrecked over the calf.”
Terra had been in the Master’s office for quite a while now, and the chores were a distraction when they grew tired of waiting for him. It took a couple of hours before they finally finished, and thought to take a break outside. It was then that they saw him head down the entrance hall and out the front entrance.
“Terra!” Ventus called out, but it was too late as the doors slammed shut. “He didn’t even say goodbye.”
Normally he would, so what happened?
Aqua walked downstairs as Ventus followed, to see the Master standing there.
“Master?” she asked.
“I have instructed Terra to not come back until his mission to free the elephants is complete,” Eraqus said, walking back toward his office as though nothing pressing had happened.
"Sir?” she asked after him.
“He needs to learn to juggle his setbacks. Life is not always going to be easy for him, especially as a Keyblade bearer.” He wrapped his hands behind his back, pensive but strong on his word in a hierarchy where what he said was law. There wasn’t a point to stand up to him.
And an order like that wouldn’t make Terra feel any better about himself.
“You’re such a worry wort,” Ventus said, breaking the silence as she stood there thinking to herself.
“Don’t tell me you aren’t.”
“Just a little, but it’s Terra. He can handle it. I swear, your worrying is going to bite back at you hard one day.”
Aqua gazed out the window of the library four days later, sitting on her usual spot, with the same open book - but unable to concentrate. The day was bright and the sky full of clouds, yet there was no overcast. A good day to spend outside instead of stuffing her mind with words, but she preferred to finished her responsibilities guilt-free. She just wasn’t doing a good job of that.
Ventus sat across from her. The seat directly in front of her was too special, too reserved for Terra, for him to take it. He also had an open book and attempted to finish an essay. Instead, he just fiddled with the pen, and it smacked against the table over and over.
“Ugh, Aqua, save me from myself.” Ventus tossed the pen aside.
“You really need to learn a bit of patience.”
“You really need to learn a bit of patience.” His voice became shrill so he could pass as sounding like a girl. “I should be rewarded for spending at least ten minutes reading this stupid thing. It’s so much better when Master reads things to me.”
He looked at the book she was reading, with its archaic language. “I really don’t look forward to reading that,” he said. A moment of silence, and then he stood up from his chair. “I’m going to train a little.”
“Ven.”
“Just for, like, ten minutes. I can’t stand sitting here any longer.”
Aqua shook her head as he walked away. It meant that her, or in the usual case Terra when he was still around, would have to sit with him at the last minute to finish the essay before the deadline.
Alone, she had nothing else to do but to tend to her book, finding a flow so she could let the words pass by. She didn’t bother to check the time when she heard footsteps behind her.
“You done procrastinating, Ven?” she called out, only to see Terra stand in front of her with a mug of tea, and a large stain on his shirt.
“As you can see,” he said as he pulled on the fabric, “Ven already assaulted me with a hug, with not a care in the world what I was holding.” He gave his usually sheepish smile, in so much better spirits than the last time she saw him.
“Terra!” The surprise was well-welcomed, and she knew she had the goofiest grin across her face. But she didn’t care. “You have to tell me how it went!”
He sat in front of her. Finally, a sense of normalcy.
His response was a smile, and she said, “so it went well?”
He nodded. “I tried to get him out of his shell. I even helped him visit his mother, although I had to cut it short. It was awful, taking him away from her. But eventually, I got him to open up after... well...” he shrugged a little, his eyes darting around like he was about to admit a secret. “Is it bad to get an elephant a little drunk?”
“Terra!”
“It was an accident, I promise.” He held his hand up as if he was vowing. “But it worked,” he added, searching the library for anyone who might have been listening in.
Aqua took the mug he set aside for himself and sipped his tea. Delicious. Things were finally back to where they belong.
“Anyway, they are back together,” he said. “Mother and calf. He became an overnight sensation with a new act we setup together and they are out of the circus and are onward to better show business.”
“That’s so wonderful. What did you guys plan?” She took another sip.
“It wasn’t me, really, it was him. He can fly. Now I can say that I’ve seen just about everything.”
She nearly spit the tea out. “Terra. A flying elephant? Ridiculous.” Always him to be making fun of her even when she seriously needed to hear good news.
Terra’s eyes widened as he laughed out loud. “You don’t believe me?”
“A flying elephant, sure. And I can breathe underwater.”
He leaned forward a bit, his eyes narrowing with a cocky smirk across his face. “Want to bet? I demand you make me that beef pastry I love when I prove you wrong.”
A challenge. She looked him in the eyes. They were determined, full of life, and yearning to succeed. Her stomach gave a flip. Has he always been that beautiful?
That beef pastry he wanted was this ridiculously large fillet steak coated with mushrooms and pancake batter that was terribly easy to ruin or burn. Getting it right was laborious, and it took hours to prepare.
But she was ready, and at this point she even felt like he didn’t even need to ask her.
“Fine. Prove me wrong,” she said. “When you fail, though, you will do all my chores for two weeks.”
“It’s a deal,” he said.
Terra’s triumphant return was not only met with praise from Master Eraqus, but it left a sense of ease within Aqua and Ventus, who were far less antsy with him around.
Sparring with him made her feel as though she was getting back on track, like she was training for her own improvement again. Terra was the complete opposite in fighting style. A warrior bent on using his sheer force to shatter his opponent. She was an acrobat, a mage determined to parry her opponent with mental accuracy and swift counterattacks. Sparring with him always sharpened her sense of evasion, because meeting some of his more broad brute swings directly was never an efficient idea.
After their duel was over, Aqua noticed the amount of sweat dampening his shirt, and the way his muscles moved as he breathed heavily. His hair was messy but it framed his jawline perfectly. His shoulders were broad, but had they always been? He had grown up so much and she knew this, so how was it she was just noticing this? What exactly changed?
The flutter in her stomach became unbearable and she could feel her cheeks getting hot, so she faced away from him and started her own exercises. Flips like a gymnast, with her hands and without, as she traversed from one end of the room to the other in a long line. The blood sent to her brain and the sensation of the air passing by her were enough to re-settle her senses.
At it worked well, until she saw that he watched her do it. Was that something he normally did, observe her practice? Such a strange and tense, yet gentle, stare. They locked eyes and he didn’t falter from the gaze, until he smiled gently and broke the connection.
Days went by and the two of them didn’t lock eyes like that again.
It was much safer to watch him spar with Ventus, like she did on a new day like today, when the Master came in with a sense of urgency.
“Terra, I am sending you on another mission,” he said, holding up a card with some written information. “It is a rescue. You are to go to this world and assist these two fellows from an organization in saving a kidnapped six-year-old orphan girl. She has been missing for a month.”
Aqua gasped. “That’s so horrible.”
Terra couldn’t hide the feeling of anger in his voice. “What kind of people would do-”
“Terra,” the Master interrupted. “Remember what you and I spoke about. Your focus should be on the girl. This world is one devoid of magic, so you mustn’t rely too much on the Keyblade. You are also forbidden from harming the kidnapper.”
Terra took a hard swallow. “Understood, sir,” and bowed his head.
“The same rules from before apply, too. You are not to return here until you have completed your mission,” the Master said with a stern demeanor, though not with cruelty or scorn.
Aqua stood up quickly, not really knowing what she was going to do. Object to the rules? Offer comfort? An orphan girl. So young, too. This would hit Terra really hard, since he was one also before the Master came to adopt him.
Before she said anything, Terra faced his two friends with a forced smile and said, “well, I’m off. Don’t worry about me.” He left so quickly that she didn’t get a chance to say anything.
Aqua put her hand on Ventus’ shoulder, whose facial expression absolutely betrayed any sense of control over his emotions.
“This one will be tricky,” he said quietly.
Each day that followed, Aqua tried to make it pass as normal. On the tenth night he was gone, she sat in the library, with that same book that she could barely finish, and a mug of tea that wasn’t brewed properly.
I can bake very well, but I can’t make a decent cup of tea to save my life.
She tapped her fingers onto the table. I need to know if he’s okay. Who is he with right now? Did he find her?
Is he even taking time to think about me?
Flustered, Aqua marked her place in the book and shut it closed, retiring for the night.
On the twelfth day since he left, Ventus offered the brilliant idea of visiting the waterfall nearby the castle. It was a place with a special memory: it was the first place they took him after he recovered from his sickness when he arrived. And it was Terra’s idea then. He begged her to go with him, his smile so wide it would have been infectious if she wasn’t in such a solemn mood.
But he didn’t allow her to reply to the idea. He just pulled her along with him.
The waterfall was genuinely a picturesque scene. The water rolled over several sloped rock, all smooth from its constant work. There was a cliff that wasn’t too high, where she and Terra taught Ventus to jump off from. The water pooled into a decent sized lake, which further ran down a gentle stream. 
But this was the difficult part. No location in this entire world was a safe place where Aqua could be rid of Terra’s memory. Everything here she shared with him. It was probably something Ventus was aware of, too. Which meant that he probably also felt an ache somewhere due to the absence.
Aqua minded her own business sitting atop a boulder by the lake’s shore, Ventus entertaining himself by practicing strokes. She just wasn’t in the right mood to have fun - her mind was too focused on memories of them coming here as children, when they didn’t think about anything in the world that would make them sad. And she was so lost in thought that she didn’t notice -
- when he crept close to her underwater just to grab her by the leg and pull her down with him.
This method worked to distract her. She surfaced with hysterical laughter, and the two splashed water on each other, though it quickly deteriorated into a competition. She won.
When they were done, they left the lakeside to dry themselves.
“I miss him,” she said as she put her shoes back on.
“I miss him, too.” Ventus was putting on his shirt. “I don’t really think this was an easy one for him.”
“I know he’ll be fine,” she said, looking off to the distance. “He’s brave, smart and resourceful. He’ll be able to make that girl feel safe. It just really hurts. It’s so strange not having him here.”
She chuckled out loud as she stood up. “It’s like I’m missing a half of me.”
“Oh. I see.”
Ventus contorted his face into a strange expression. His eyes narrowed, and his smile was wide but he gripped his lower lip with his teeth as it pulled upward toward his nose. Much like he discovered a very scandalous secret.
“What’s that look for?”
“He’s brave, and smart, and resourceful, and strong, and tall, and handsome.” He emulated a girl who is swooning with his hands, and his voice kicked up a pitch with each word that came out of his mouth.
Aqua replied nothing to this except to push him back into the water. Strong, tall, and handsome. It embarrassed her to even consider Terra any of these things, but they were true.
Back at the castle, Aqua took stock of the food in the kitchen’s expansive cabinet space when Ventus bursted through the doors in order to make an announcement.
“Aqua!” he called out in an almost whisper - a quiet announcement. “He’s back! He’s completely passed out in the library.” It was silly that he tried to lower his voice since the library was very far away from the kitchen and there was no way that anyone could hear him from there.
Not that she thought too hard about this. Aqua dumped the food she was counting and ran to the library, noticing that Ventus stayed behind. Probably some nonsense about giving us space. Still, for this she was grateful.
And there, she saw him. Laid out on an ornate white and gold couch, on his side as he draped himself over a fluffy pillow, his face buried in it. A large, wrapped bandage was tightly knotted over his left arm.
She gently walked over to him, and couldn’t help herself but graze over his hair with her hand. Gently, so she didn’t wake him. Her smile was so wide that her cheeks hurt. I’m so glad you’re home.
A brown paper bag sat on the desk they normally shared for studying. The Affairs of the Heart was stuffed with papers and photographs where she had last marked it.
Opening it, she saw the first photograph. Terra smiling, in what looked to be a swamp, with bloodied rags tied around his left arm. He was with a blonde little girl in pigtails by his side, and two mice on his shoulders. She flipped the photo to see the scribble of a six-year-old’s handwriting. My heros. Tera, Bernard, and Ms. Bianca.
The next photo, the girl had jumped up on Terra as she hugged him around his shoulders, her smile brimming wildly. Terra flashed a gorgeous, toothy grin as he hugged back. The kind of smile caught mid-laugh, and the only way he’d ever be caught on camera doing this.
Aqua’s stomach contorted into knots as she stared at the picture. Oh, she’s so adorable. And him...
A clip from a newspaper, with the headline, GIRL KIDNAPPED FROM ORPHANAGE FOUND. The kidnappers, two pawn shop owners, were arrested and charged with child trafficking and attempted child homicide.
A letter from the same girl. Dear Tera, thank you for sayving me and Mr. Tedy. I praid for you and you came. I want to now, am I good enuff to hav perents like you? Love, Penny.
A photograph of Penny and her teddy bear, with an adult man and woman, standing on a street covered in snow. Another letter from her. Dear Tera, thank you for fynding me and Mr. Tedy perents! Now I hav a famili. I will tell them abaut you. You jumped on the alligaters and fell in the water. That meen man held a gun at you. You sayved me from drowning. Plees com visit me soon. I want to tell you abaut my cat. Give your frends the jinjersnaps. Love, Penny.
Aqua had tears running down her face, and she wiped them away. The gingersnaps must have been in the paper bag.
Another newspaper clipping. The headlines read, Wonder Elephant Soars to Fame! Miracle Mammoth Startles World!
A photo of Terra feeding a large elephant some peanuts, and calf with enormously large ears reaching for him with its trunk. She flipped the photo to its back to see Terra’s scratchy and uneven handwriting. Dumbo and his mother.
The last photo. Dumbo in the sky, his ears stretched out as if they were wings. Clearly, she lost the bet. On the back, Terra’s handwriting again. Dumbo. You owe me a steak pastry, exactly the way I like it cooked. P.S. Show Ven.
Aqua laughed in a whisper. He still slept soundly and peacefully on that couch, like he spent a lazy day instead of accomplishing any of these astounding things. Her heart pounded, and her chest swelled with a nervous excitement when she confirmed that yes, he really did seem different this time around.
Aqua set up all the necessary ingredients on the kitchen’s island to make Terra’s favorite dish as Ventus sat on the dining room table, struggling to finish what he called a stupid essay that did nothing for him. She saw him mumble to himself across the bar area, not turning a page for what seemed like an hour.
She heard footsteps, and when she peeked, she saw Terra approach them with a large hula hoop decorated with green and white stripes, and a fabric bag.
“Whoa, what’s that?” Ventus jumped off the dining room table.
“Hello to you, too,” Terra said as he put the fabric bag down on the surface of the bar.
He flipped the hula hoop in the air. “This is for you, Ven. Some of the dancers in the circus taught me how to play with it.”
A small pain twanged in Aqua’s chest at the thought of women flirting with Terra. It probably was fair. There was no denying he became good looking as he aged. That wasn’t exactly what bothered her.
Terra demonstrated some movements with the hoop as he twirled and sweeped with it. And Ventus was so ridiculously excited that it there weren’t words to describe it. Taking the hoop, he tried to imitate the movements, and smacked himself on the face. Next, he tried jumping with the hoop. He threw it into the air and caught it.
“It could be good practice for something. He has way too much energy,” Terra said in a low voice as he sat at the bar.
“You’re hurt?” She gestured over to his bandage.
He waved her concerns away. “Just a flesh wound.” He grabbed the bag and put it in front of him.
“This is for you.” He gave a small smile as he crossed his arms and leaned on the surface of the bar.
“It better be as hypnotizing as that hoop,” she said. She had no expectations when she unraveled it. Probably something that he grabbed on his way back.
But it wasn’t as simple as that. It was a group of things that he would have had to travel far away to find, for the sole purpose of hunting them down for her. A tin can of bright yellow turmeric. A bag full of spicy red annatto. A wooden box of forest green hyssopus.
All proof that he didn’t just put in all this effort into a difficult search for them, but that he was thinking of her as well. She got light-headed at the thought, and her heart beat fast.
There he was leaning on his hand, with this excitable smile on his face. He was anxious to see her reaction. As if he had been looking forward to giving this to her for ages.
Aqua slowed down a shaky laugh to seem in control of her emotions. Her smiled widened. “Terra, you’re amazing.”
There was a twinkle in his eye, as though he wasn’t expecting such a response. He tried to keep a smile, but he was obviously nervous. “Do you really mean that?” he said in a low voice.
Did she really mean it? Yes, Terra was amazing. In the things that he was able to achieve. But in a different way, too. Amazing in all the qualities that he showed to others, to her. Amazing in such a way that she realized it made her wish he would look at her like that every single day.
She glanced over at Ventus. He let the hoop drag on his back while he watched them. He rolled his eyes dramatically, and she was sure she’d hear his taunts later that night.
“Terra, you are back,” the Master’s voice interrupted her thoughts.
Aqua took this opportunity to turn away to focus on the ingredients in front of her, grateful for the opportunity to calm down.
“Terra, you did wonderfully,” she could hear the Master say behind her. “I’m so proud of you.”
She smiled to herself, knowing full well that these kinds of words will make Terra’s spirit soar with pride and a newfound confidence for the rest of the day. A sense that he could achieve what he wanted. He deserved it.
And she, too, wished he kept watching her as she worked, knowing that he instead kept himself busy as he exchanged words with the Master over his journey. Ventus scurried over and exclaimed that he, too, wanted to hear about these wild adventures.
Aqua listened on as she lovingly spiced the raw meat, with the intent of making it absolutely perfect.
This piece includes references to Dumbo (1941) and The Rescuers (1977).
Thank you SO MUCH for reading this loooooong post! It took eight hours of labor, lol. I promise the other volumes will not be as long. Let me know what you think, and if you have any suggestions for further one-shots in this universe, shoot me a request.
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melissabluesmith · 6 years
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Get To Know Me Post
So I feel like I’ve been lurking this community for so long, finally made an account a few months ago, and for the most part have only been re blogging other people’s posts, not many people know much about me. So, I’m gonna do 5 SSO facts about me and 5 personal facts about me! Feel free to reblog this and write about yourself as well, I’d love to know you guys more! Don’t let this flop 
5 SSO FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. I’ve been playing for 5 years (I think, it’s been a blur)
2. I have only 6 horses (not to say I haven’t had more in the past but I’ve sold them.) I have my bay jorvik warmblood Sapphiresoul, dappled Lipizzaner Moonbeam, chestnut Hanoverian Sundancer, black NSH Thunderwarrior, buckskin Connemara Stardust, and white Icelandic Winterwind. (I do plan to buy the Lustiano but I’m waiting for more colours)
3. The reason I only have 6 horses is because a) It’d be too chaotic for me to have more than 10 tbh and b) because of the naming system I have for my horses. I named 4 of them specifically after the four factions/soul rider characteristics, and then my soul steed Sapphiresoul because my birth stone + soul makes sense. I only have the Icelandic because I can’t bear to sell him despite not using him ever oops
4. If I had to pick one big thing for SSO to do this year, I would want all the main story characters to get an update (including our character because I’m tired of not having a neck. I WANT US TO LOOK AS REALISTIC AS THE PEOPLE OF MISTFALL) But out of all of the main story characters, MOSTLY the Soul Riders and their horses!  Yeah yeah Nostalgia, I know, but honestly every time I see them I cringe. They’re so…angular. Their outfits make them look like they belong in an early 2000′s Briteny Spears music video 
5. The Pandoria area gives me such ANXIETY. The whole time I’m there I’m on edge, my heart rate probably goes up through the roof lol
5 PERSONAL FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. I’m Canadian (yes, we do have bagged milk, and yes, we do say eh a heavy amount)
 2. I’m a grade 12 high school student that is graduating in June yayyy 
3. I would love to be a teacher. Unfortunately where I live there’s not much jobs in that profession so it’d be a difficult field. I also love style/fashion a lot but AGAIN, jobs in that would be hard to get. I’ll probably be going into law or social work fields.
4. I horseback rode for about 6 years. I rode English, often in hunter or jumper. Later near the end I did cross country and dressage as well. #humblebrag but I was pretty good at riding and it was a big part of my identity. Unfortunately though it came to a point where life got in the way. Anyone of you who does ride know that if you want to get anywhere, you need to have the time to ride many times throughout the week, and either coboard or own a horse. I wasn’t able to do either of those so I had to quit. The horse I was riding also passed away which didn’t help how I felt either. I haven’t rode for about a year now.
5. I am the most cliche virgo you’ll ever meet (hence why I’m so organized, which I’m sure is showcased through my first couple of SSO facts)
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ohifonlyx33 · 6 years
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Hey Tori! ^^ Ha ha you are indeed ahead of me lol Yes that second ep was a bit odd even from a chara-design POV but I do like the scenes between Adrien and is dad lately, kind of a new interesting dynamic there. "La fête de la musique" was created in the 80's to celebrate music in general and it's always the 21 of June so it also celebrate the arrival of Summer. There are free concert organized in almost every city (well more in big ones) by amateur or pro musicians. Nice cultural exchanges (1)
(2) and opportunity to listen and discover new bands/singer, but if you are not really into going out (like me ^^'), you can also watch some big concert on TV. For a decade now, the event has spread in a lot of countries. ^^ Apparently not in yours lol Ha ha you apply my Supergirl strategy to Colony ;) xD And YES! of course I know Flyman!! lol That guy played in lot of shows and most of the time a bad man. lol (in supergirl this season ^^ even in a Castle ep)
Yeah, the Adrien scenes with his dad really give me some creeps and make me so sad for Adrien, not knowing his dad is a villain. I have a feeling they might lead up to the “redemption” of Mr. Agreste 1. for Adrien’s sake 2. because this is a kid’s show lacking in a lot of emotional and moral nuance for the most part 3. because i have a feeling they’ll play it as Gabe going evil was only to get his wife back and then he’ll be good again, ignoring the problem with of him being a terrible father and losing his sense of morality... hopefully if they go down that road, he’ll have the decency to own up to his bad choices and turn himself over to the cops. La fête de la musique sounds really cool, but kinda like what America does for fun in the summer, especially on the Fourth of July... although I suppose a lot of concerts aren’t free. I wouldn’t know I’ve never gone to any concerts. 
(3) As for AoS... ok so I guess the writers' god complex is not getting better... Let me sum up, they throw/erase to the trash a season of characters development, their married life, and all the only fluff they gave them this season (or like ever) for what feels like shock value (?) I have quite a few questions that popped in my head : Isn't it the most terrible thing they did to FS? What was the point of that season for them? separation again? I would have instant ragequit. Still watching it?
This is definitely up there with what they did to Fitz at the end of season 1, giving him permanent, irreversible brain damage. And it’s also like at the end of season 2 when they’re separated from each other, with no promise of being safely reunited. Sso it’s worse than both of those...
But to me, my bitterness goes all the way back to 4C making the Framework so devastating, particularly in terms of making Fitz be the Doctor. Everything that happened in season 4C is still having a negative impact... It’s a big black cloud hanging over Fitz. And I really just wanted to work on it and move past it.... but nooo, when Fitz wakes up in season 6 he’ll be reset to who he was in 5x05... still in the middle of processing season 4, hearing the Doctor... without having saved Jemma, without having been married by Coulson, or helped save the world... I’m not quite sure if I hate it as much as 4C... or if I possibly hate it more. Because I can understand how it might kinda be a necessary evil.... and because at least we did get one full episode with Fitz where we saw him in Prison for 6 months, and because he does kinda get a really tragic sort of “do-over” which isn’t really much of a relief... At the same time making Fitz reset to 5x05 makes so much of this season feel meaningless, like they could have skipped straight to the end.
What freaks me out most is the notion that the writers said the ending would be a rewarding potential series finale... And don’t get me wrong, up until a bunch of rubble randomly fell on Fitz and he died without so much as a goodbye. On top of that, Jemma isn’t even shown crying or screaming, just looking pale and packing a suitcase. Before that, I was loving the episode. But then we went to a scene that they set up to look like a Memorial for Fitz, and no one was really crying... And then we learn it’s actually a goodbye to Coulson. Fitz actually should get to say goodbye to Coulson. And he should have people mourning him... But then it’s revealed that they plan to go get the Fitz in Space like it’s no big deal... And Jemma seems to have hope for Fitz, hope for the future... which just seems so untimely. The writers “promised” through Coulson and Jemma’s premature hope of finding Fitz that they would be reunited, but I think what hurts the most...  The death of the Fitz who lived in the Loop isn’t made magically okay by going to find Frozen Fitz. And even though it is helpful to know he’s still alive in a way, it doesn’t mean it’s no big deal to find him.
But there’s no way in any universe that ending with Fitzsimmons separated is rewarding. If that’s the kind of series finale they write for Fitzsimmons, aka the heart of the show, it’s like... why do I even bother watching? But I can’t really quit either because this is such a bad ending, I can’t accept it.  
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writingonjorvik · 6 years
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Impromptu Can We Discuss: Can We Discuss SSO Continuing To Beat Up On Their Own Game?
Maybe this is just an excuse to vent some frustrates about this design choice, but I’m really running out of sympathy points to give the dev team on this. Because they just keep doing it. And at this point, it’s just really old. Also, will not take me long to make this point.
Ever since Valley of the Hidden Dinosaur was released, the devs have continued to make quests where the NPC will lead up with “Oh, this will take days!” and then follow it by “JK! LOL! Here it is!” And I’m really done with this mentality about their own game, particularly when the daily system is one of the core mechanics of SSO.
What really frustrates me more about this looking back is that the original instance of this, Dino’s quests to open it, is that it was clearly making fun of the Harvest Counties quests to open that area. But those were brilliantly designed already. It was a great system. Like I already discussed earlier this week, the week of bridge building quests was a great way to build hype, something SSO needs to advertise the game. I don’t know anyone who wasn’t hyped. And then a month or so after the area release, the dev team lowered the amount of time you would need to play AND added the option to buy parts. For Shillings, even. On all three of the accounts I’ve helped get into Harvest, either my own side accounts or friends, they’ve finished the bridge in a day. It’s not that hard. Getting into Harvest is not difficult and it did not take long, even before the changes. The only people who would remember it taking a while would be those who were there at launch, and even then, that early after launch, those quests were building hype for the area. It’s a good system, and it was updated in a very well thought out way after a few weeks. So a year later, the dev team decides to make fun of their own decisions, good decisions, with Dino’s quests referencing back to Harvest.
One joke is fine. But there are continually references to this in SSO. I get being frustrated by the daily quests cutting you off before something interesting, and having to do dailies to level up in reputation can take a while. The dev team have certainly made some poor choices with how much reputation to reward for dailies, most of which they have gone back and fixed. But at the end of the day that is the system SSO runs on, coming back every day to do something new. Hostels and hotels were added early in the game to speed up the process, but one of the core mechanics of SSO has always been that even if you can sink a lot of money, you cannot play everything in SSO on day 1. And that’s fine. It’s a game about story and adventure, so enjoy the story and adventure. Also, marketed for kids. You don’t need to be binging the game. Enjoy it in bits, slowly, with more to look forward to every day. Keep coming back. Maintain players. It’s a healthy system to keep them from playing too much in a day, and maintains interest for everyone to see what will be unlocked. Yes, they need to work on balance and having more quests in general to prevent slog periods, but that doesn’t make this system bad. It’s unique and I’ve always loved this mechanic in SSO.
What continuing to joke about it does is undermines the good core choices of the game and adds to the impatient attitude of the audience. More and more lower quests have mocked this, adding to this attitude of “Yeah, this mechanics is annoying and you wish you could keep playing” instead of encouraging players to slow down and look at the areas they’ve unlocked and enjoy SSO in how it was designed to be played. It is programming players from earlier on to expect slow and unfun slogs through dailies and waiting weeks for progress in a level. Those slow parts needs to be fixed, but not by making fun of what already works. They don’t fix it, it just makes those parts even more dreaded. Further, by just encouraging players to make fun of a core mechanics too, the devs are incentivizing the “I want it now” mentality that is problematic in most of SSO, none the least likely the reason for lower level map releases to appease these players. It is making that attitude cyclical, and in doing so, pushing us further away from actually making end game content a regular thing.
Stop doing this. Rewrite the quests. It is abusive to your own system, devs, and it only perpetuates the problems. It’s not “we know what our audience wants, self-referential and deprecating jokes,” it is actively pushing a negative attitude to the core function of the game. Encourage patience, not demand. Some times people just need to wait, and that’s something we should encourage.
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sitaaronkepaar · 7 years
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Daily Rikara Ramblings
I wasn't gonna do this today but someone said they wished i did them, and their wish is my command, so.
Waise I'm so glad they cut the show back to half hour again. Now i can watch the entire epi if I'm bored. One hour was just too much. You couldn't even ffwd without your fingers aching.
Ahahhahahhaha, the precap looks LIT!
And wtf, lagta hai sare segments aaj k hi epi mein hai. Rikara moving faster than the bullet train today.
You know, I don't have big family, or Oberoi's jitna money, so maybe I'm way off-base here but why do these people have such weird seating arrangements? Matlab har bar couples me baithna zaroori hai? No need to make poor omkara feel like the fifth wheel. Waise bhi bichara #FureverAlone hai. No need to rub it in.
Seriously, ₹2 game hi hai. Who plays truth and dare in this day and age? We play candy crush like men.
Okay, i can't with rudra being back to his lovable self when i want to hate him for years. Chalo, at least his creepy smile is gone.
Wtf, why is he so scared of bombs now? Jab bhavya ki jaan bachani thi, tab toh bada iron man ban raha tha
Kya bakwas hai. Lol.
Oh my god Bhavya wtfffff. OM servants are gonna hate your guts. Ye sab saff kaun karega?
ShivKara giving Ru pyaar like he isn't the 2nd most evul asshole in the room.
Shivaay my son, i knew you would be the one to bring up gauri. Baki toh no one gives a fuck. Bus tu hi gauri ki team me hai.
Uff, this loser and his tragedy. I wish i could feel bad for him, but I've lost all patience. Matlab ye aadmi galti se ungli na utha de to fight for his love. He couldn't even fuckin talk to her before leaving first. Like i wasn't even surprised cause i knew yeh asshole yahi karega. Ab ro baith k corner me. #no1curr
Ha! Rudy me bhi is se zyada dimag hai. For once this fucker isn't 2000% unlikable.
Waise i love how no one's worried about silly things like polygamy, or divorce. everyone's wants to complete Omkara's ishqbaazi ka safar except himself. Wah, kya family hai.
Shivaay, Omkara ishqbaaz nahi GiveupBaaz hai. Ain't no body gon do a thing. You gotta force him as usual.
Even annika's 100% more determined than Omkara to stop this marriage. But yeh mahashay bas side me baithkar royenge.
Wow, kya beta hai aapka mam. Koi aur ladki pasand nahi aa rahi thi toh he started dore daling on a married woman. Bahut khushi ki baat hai.
Omg Gauri, STFU about Omkara and marry Ajay. At least je isn't passive like him. And c'mon, if annika fell in love with Shivaay after he forced her to marry him and threatened to blow up her brother toh phir ye ajay kis khet ki mooli hai. You'll learn to love him. Trust.
I KNEW GAURI HAD A PLAN. MY CHIRRIYA IS ACTION CHIRRIYA, NOT ABLACHIRRYA. HAH!
Gauri's mom seems to have accepted her decision all heartily. Chalo, at least we don't have to suffer none of her patidev bhashan anymore.
"manzil khud musafir ka pas chali aati hai"
OFC YOU WOULD SAY THAT FUCKER. HAVE YOU EVER EVEN LIFTED A FINGER TO SAVE THIS RELATIONSHIP? SAB KUCH GAURI HI KARTI HAI. FUCK YOU.
Aww, man, that was such a loaded statement. Stop making me feel bad for you fucker. I'm not gonna melt today, I'm NOT.
These Oberoi's, my god. Dusron k ghar me bhi entry tadi se marenge. LOL.
But sardar Sso cracked me upp. Why is rudy in army uniform though? Bas army ka hi mazak udana reh gya tha is show me. Baki professions ki toh OMM kar di hai.
Lol daadi maa Annika.
How has gauri not recognized bhavya? Itna bhi andha koi kaise ho sakta hai
Shit Shivaay you duffer. Gauri definitely recognized you! Sare IBverse me you're the only kanji aankhein wala guy.
Or maybe that was his plan. Cause omkara ka bas chalta toh woh gauri ki Bidaai bhi kar deta
Ugh my AniRi heart.
LMAOO ANNIKA WHAT THE FUCK. LOL.
Hahhaha, annika's cray dancing is me when no one's watching. But kya confidence hai, lajawab!
HOW IS GAURI NOT RECOGNIZING BHAVYA? WHAT FUCKERY IS THIS??
OH FINALLY. CHALO, OMKARA KO TOH PEHCHANA. THANK.FUCK.
YAAAAASSS QUEEN, FUCK HIM UPPP!!
Omkara crying and gid gidaying is my new aesthetic. Matlab kya sukoon mil raha hai mere dil ko, you don't even know. Grovel for eternity you loser.
"Ek baar hamare bare mein nahi socha aur faisla le liya"
Now you know how it feels.
Omkara's grovelling is also useless like him. Will you ever stop blaming her for your mistakes, you failure? Will i ever get to see the day? Will any Rikarian?
"kyunki main tumhare bina nahi reh sakta"
Okay, lowkey feels, but i want more grovelling. Chalo, finally kuch toh phoota iske muh se.
"poori izzat aur samman k saath"
Yeah this is literally the least you can do after shredding her self respect to bits.
DAYUMMM, THE PRECAP IS LIT.IT.IS.LIT. I Knew it was a love confession. HAHHAHHAHAH. I feel so validated when my predictions come true. Lmao.
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cornflowercanine · 5 years
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h  hellooo tumblr!! site. im uhh ummm feelll weird!! weird expeirecnes Beucase.
i go slepp in moring. nothing new here for the clove!! 7 am normal slep m tim.e. but uhh you ssee!! berrain. Brain do this s thing wher uhmm uhmmmmmm i go lay t sleepy at the 7 am and uhmm IT STAY FUCKGIHN WOEK!!!! for like.1!>!! hour? ?? ? iddk i dodnt checl lol.......no clcoks in my room aside from huuhmm umm laptop andd pc XD
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andd i l realizeds....just a bit aago.... uhmmmm that uhhh thisss might ahave to do with uhh the ummm dalyight savings tiem?? ummm i think brains get fukyk aroudn this tiem....but liek!!!! why am i slsepin 12 entire hosurs!!!! like i Know im am..pubrerty......and soi get slepy for grow!! bt like!!!! this isnst normal for me!!!!!! ummmm im not like. Cocnerned concerend im uhhhhh just saying how ffkcign,, weird this sis,,,, i Am. Sharing. My expereincse. withi this internet uhh yes tumbrl  ebeacuse i thought iummm ummmm uhmmmm.........idk!!! mgiht be itneressting???? funney?? ummm idk but i uhhh this...... one day i should. read this in vc. like.....and proenoucne all the typos XD fuckginh....fuunnney...... uhh uhhhhhhhh i should uhmmmmm stop this now uhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm uhhhhhhh MY INETERNT UFUKFCING SUCKS ATM IF THIS S DOSENT PSOT ILL BE SSO MAD!!!!!!!!!! OHOHYLHY SHIT CHROEM JSUT LAGGE D OUT FOR A SEOCNI SHOUDL POST THIS NOW AND umm.........play dressup gaesmes??? not woke enough to draw lol........okay goodbey now sorry if reading this hurt your ummmm brain juice  XD
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