#yourmydrug

[geminimoonmadness]

IM NOT BROKEN, BUT IM BREAKING

You can feel it, like a burning sensation in your chest, a feeling of deep sadness that won’t pass, it just creeps up your throat, making you lose your appetite and feel sick in the guts. This feeling is called heartbreak. It allows us to see the parts of ourself that we failed to be self aware of previously. It’s a feeling that urges you to become self preserving and ‘better’ in the hopes that they came back.

………but reality reminds you to stop being ignorant to the fact part of you already knows they aren’t coming back?

You have to endure this pain as if it was physical. Taking pills, to numb this emotional burden will only cause more damage in the long run. Breakups are just like addictions, they cause pain, anger & better yet shine light where there is darkness. They help soothe the pain we feel, they allow us to place life on a pause instead of ending it completely….

So how does one overcome such a painful feeling without replacing one habit with another? As my addiction for you has now turned into:

•Starving myself so I don’t have to cook and eat alone.

• Barley sleeping at night but still waking up early every morning.

• Staying inside, pacing to the silence this home has now become.

• Having nightmares that wake me up in fear, reminding me that you’re not near.

For it isn’t a physical addiction I will be pursuing, instead it’s the idea of you, it always has been and always will be you. You are my ecstasy. You’re the most magical trip on this earth… my only destination is, YOU.

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[sakisinspoetryblog]

Get Me High Tonight

Euphoria rushes over my lips

The taste is like narcotic eroticism

Swaying my hips

Dancing to this rhythm

I’m struggling to stay clean

In between visions of you

I am a fiend...

Getting wrecked off every situation you put me through

How to comprehend?

It must have been for you a bit similar ...

Or am I off the mend?

Could it be that every thing is linear?

It’s clear as the glass I fill with smoke.

What have I done to get another fix?

My skin crawls, and I choke.

Sitting here with this itch.

Unable to refrain,

Like a shot burning strong;

Thoughts swirling like a toxin in my brain...

I want you even if it’s wrong.

The thrill of someone’s touch.

Let his skin be against mine.

Is this lust?

It’s a high I can’t describe.

Attention seeking in vain...

Anything it takes.

The shiver in my spine at the sound of your name;

My body aches.

Sweet silver spoon to make the treachery better.

Or have I developed a tolerance?

Buried emotions feel like a mountain laying on my chest.

My addiction to you is so intense.

Please just kill my pain

I’ve been taking everything.

As my blood boils then it resides

I just want you to keep me high.

-BAE

[beba6387]

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[haleyd1996]

"When you smoke the herb,It reveals you to yourself"! ~Bob Marley ☺️❤️✌️💨 #music #bobmarleyquotes #bobmarley #peace #happiness #420 #420life #smokingweed #smoking #joyful #smile #laughing #latenights #funnights #blowsmoke #thinking #chillin #love #weed🍁#yourmydrug #peaceandquite

[deadasfxckx-blog]

" the good girls turns bad" ¤ Q&A do u smoke? vape or weed

[nessaluvslush-blog]

we all have something to get high off of . you just happen to be my drug.

[goodbye-lullabyy]

Drawn In Again

I know how its going to end, Im gonna be angry and frustrated and he will beg for forgiveness... Im addicted, I can't let go, I made it almost 4 months with no contact but now he's all I think about again. 

[zaynmalikandjustinbieberkil-blog]

Another Lonely Night ....

[afterthestormalwayscomesthesun]

Due persone che si amano e si fanno la guerra, incapaci di mollarsi pure se stanno una merda

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