#~*(npc: jonghyun;)

[ryujinrk]

-.✦･｡ﾟMGA season 5: episode 5              sunday 07/21, practice at royal entertainment              mentioned: @rkjaemin, @rksuwoong, @rkxsnh

TRIGGER WARNING: migraines (headache, nausea), medications

Ever since Ryujin woke up this morning she has felt unweel in an eerie kind of way, the feeling that something is wrong haunting her from the very moment she opened her eyes because it’s appearing to be a brand new sensation. She’s nervous, abnormally so really, when she makes her way to the Royal Entertainment, a route that is becoming familiar with time as result of the practice happening there. It’s early, but not too early. Ryujin follow the company’s schedule as good as she can while excluding the breakfast, especially today since her appetite vanished-- that alone is strange, and anyone who knows her would recognise the change.

She is the first one to arrive out of both groups and a staff member is showing her the way, it’s the same way that she has walked many times already during the past few days but she know that she has to be escorted by someone. She met them with a tired smile, head bowing in that typical respect that she show to anyone who is more authorised than herself. As someone who rarely ever has a headache it’s unbearable even to walk like this, silence consumes the short trip from the entrance and up to the practice room but their footsteps are loud enough. She has no time to stay at home though, she has no time to rest. It will pass, is what she tell herself and that especially when she notice that SUWOONG arrive a little while after her.

Eyes twitch slightly by the sight of him, briefly and so quickly that nobody would notice. While they settle their things and prepare to practice she notice that something is different, still. The lights are so much brighter than they were the day before, the sounds are so much louder. It doesn’t take Ryujin long to realise that this is going to be an incredibly long and tiresome day, and she has only just arrived at 9AM. JAEMIN arrive not long after, with his textbooks. They are practicing the dance still, perfecting it the best that they can because although JAEMIN is a very strong, creative rapper has he expressed it isn’t the same when it comes to dancing. He isn’t a dancer, but that’s okay.

He is teamed with two dancers, after all-- one way or another, they will all manage to learn the choreography. Luckily for him, the song that they chose doesn’t require much technique. If the famous P.O can pull off the stage then she is sure that JAEMIN can as well, they just need for him to practice, practice, practice. And Ryujin believes in him, she has huge faith in him. She’s worried for other reasons though, which she blame her unwellness for. Surely no one else has noticed how SUWOONG has treated her the past days, no one but herself because it is easier to notice when it happens to oneself. She doesn’t get it, what has she ever done to him?

SUWOONG is particularly picky with her, he always leave her to choose lastly and he flee the scene with her once breaks hit. Instead of getting to know her he’s seemingly everywhere but with his own group, every chance he get, and she slowly begin to feel worse and worse. They seem like small “innocent” things things but small “innocent” things add up rather quickly, and she honestly don’t feel welcome or liked in her very own group... and she simply do not know what she has done wrong, SUWOONG just seem to hate her for no apparent reason. She’s a hardworking girl who usually don’t take breaks but today, she has to.

She simply has to, or she will puke right there and then though that is a fact that she decided against telling her group about. It’s not like the elder male would understand anyway, Ryujin’s absolutely sure about that, because everything she does in his presence seems to be wrong. Closing up towards lunch time it’s becoming unbearable, overwhelming is an understatement and she honestly feel so awful that she want to sit down and cry. The waves come and go yet she can’t seem to find a pattern, suddenly there is a severe rush of nausea and then suddenly there is a immensely throbbing pain in her head. What is going on?

The only pattern she notice is that whenever a wave of sickness appear, her heart beat so fast and so forcibly against her chest that she wonder whether it will jump out of her very body. As she sit down for another break SUWOONG seems to have had enough of it and calls for a fifteen minute break himself. The lump in her throat grows bigger and bigger because she’s scared, it frightens her that she don’t know what is going on with neither SUWOONG nor herself. Ryujin uses the given break to call Jonhyun, her step-brother who happens to work within the branch of medicine, after excusing herself to the hallway just outside the practice room.

His message is quick and simple, Ryujin needs to find herself a place to rest and she know to listen to his advices. If there is anyone that she look up to, it is him. There is nothing that is as important as time at this very moment so she hurry the best she possibly can to find one of the nearby staff members, who agrees to show her the company’s infirmary where she is allowed some rest and some meds to relieve the symptoms. Ryujin isn’t sure what she is given but she takes it regardless, wanting to get better sooner rather than later so that she can return to the practice. Gosh, she forgot to tell JAEMIN where she was going. 

Well, surely the staff member would let them know. Before she lay down to rest she put on an alarm to make sure that she won’t oversleep, and she pass out almost the moment she closes her eyes. Just before that, she manages to send off a few texts to her best friend.

text sent to @rkxsnh (  혜주 💕 ) —— (2)

✉ ▸ i feel so sick... i don’t know what’s goign on  ✉ ▸ i’m at the infirmary, i don’t want to be sent home...  😭 

The alarm wakes her back up and although she feels better in the sense of why she came into the infirmary, Ryujin feels utterly rotten inside. If she could go back to sleep she would but she can’t, so instead she drag herself out of the comfortable hospital bed and sloppily head back-- she hopes that this decaying feeling will pass with time, and she wonder just what on Earth she was given just an hour earlier. That were some strong meds, that is for sure. She squints most of the way back to the practice room where JAEMIN and SUWOONG practice with the other trio because the lights are so gosh darn bright today, but find the room near empty upon arrival.

Oh well, she will have to practice on her own then. Ryujin doesn’t think much of it, other than wondering where they might be, they surely will return shortly anywyay... she hopes, anyway. And they do precisely so, she has only danced for a few minutes when they return and she’s noticing a slight change in JAEMIN’s face that makes her curious. It’s not very obvious, but it was enough for her to notice as she has spent quite some time with the other already. They’re not close, far from it, but she admire the other and he intrigues her. But hey, they brought her a sandwich! When she think about it, she hasn’t eaten the whole day, appetite non-existent.

“My head is fine,” she responds shortly because she know that he SUWOONG only ask about her head out of courtesy. A smile appears  though, due to the food. “But thanks. I appreciate it.”

They aren’t grouped for long before JAEMIN offer to fetch some drinks, and ask Ryujin if she would like to accompany him on the trip outside. Strange as it may be she gladly accepts that offer right away, fresh air sounded amazing when she still feel completely dead inside but she realised quickly that something was up, just like everything today. Sandwich in hand, she eats it on the way greedily, suddenly realising how hungry she really is. The questions that he bring her hurts more than she thought they would, and the fact that he seemingly believed for even a second that the rumors are true hurt even more. She can’t blame him however, he was never there to witness what actually happened with Amarante.

Ryujin explains to him the best she can, without revealing too much. It seriously baffles her how effective rumors are, whether they are true or false, and she suddenly understand what has been going on with SUWOONG, that he has been spreading lies about her all along. Her heart sink to the bottom of her stomach and once again, she want to cry while she don’t. Even if the tears are threatening to roll down rosy red cheeks she will not grant him that satisfaction, and she will not cry in front of JAEMIN. Drinks ordered, waited for and now in hand, they make their way back to the building where Ryujin has forgot for the moment that they are recording.

Other matters are more important right now and if the “GOLDEN TRIO” is supposed to have a chance to win they need to settle things, right away. So she approach the elder male, in midst of a face time which he end rather quickly upon their arrival. Ryujin doesn’t beat around the bush and ask why he is out and about telling false truths to people, and where the lies come from. Tears are evident in her eyes, but she still does not cry. He responds with a question of his own, whether she call his cousin a liar-- she is confused, she doesn’t even know who this cousin is and how she is related to the matter. SUWOONG says that he doesn’t appreciate that she insult his cousin in front of him and she want to snort, the audacity.

“Yeah, please call her.” She agrees to the suggestion, once she realise who his cousin is. The call should be interesting enough as Jimin has stepped way over the line by spreading lies, and if she don’t spill the beans she will have to resort to old fashioned threats. Jimin may be older than her but in the end, she could have faced serious punishment for what she did and was honestly let go easier than everyone else. Heck, the other members of Amarante did nothing wrong. She luckily didn’t have to threaten with their old CEO as the other tells the truth. Ryujin couldn’t care less whether SUWOONG apologised after that, she was just glad it’s over. 

“It’s okay,” is her way of forgiving the elder. “I’m just glad that we got this out of the way.”

[what-if-nct]

(same guy from last post — same warnings)

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rahhhhh trust if i knew someone who was in a gang i would of set him up to get stabbed to death by like 4-5 men and then pray to jonghyun to bring him back to earth do he could suffer more before he goes where he would beat him up more but he gonna help me with this girl anyways because she might have some injury to her brain making her go into a coma or something he’ll always have my back i know it

if i ever go to court, my cousin will have my back. well… all of them will but especially the 28 year old one which i will call her mvp but the girl i beaten up is also a onew stan but i’ll call her an npc because it makes the most sense lol (i’m sorry but that nickname is hilarious when i sing it “noona you’re my NPC” 😭😭😭)

oh yeah for the others, i’m gonna call the dec 18th girl a locket (or a taemint since she changes it a lot in every comeback 😭), her best friend who she has comforted her through dec 18th a flame and one of the guys (we call him felix lol — ok fine i don’t have any ideas he had ginger hair ok) who had came up few years after the npc’s boyfriend (yes, THAT’S her boyfriend and also they were on a date together since she was wearing a dress (the type where you go out with) and they looked like the mean couple like the team rocket from pokemon where they were wearing matching colours like black and white — haha i ruined a date) came to apologise on what happened and that if anything happened, he would back me up in court alongside with proof (which i didn’t see the pictures since why would you want to watch yourself getting rApPé and reliving your trauma again?)

but yeah… my mom knew about it since i literally cried when i came back home because i ran home crying with just my bleeding underwear and a shirt i had. i haven’t washed the underwear ever since so we could show it for evidence and stuff. my dad knew either, but he just claimed that it was my fault i couldn’t keep my legs closed as a “young lady.” first of all, i was TWELVE. second of all, i’m a BOY. third of all, wow victim blaming, how original. didn’t see that before eh? fourth of all, just wtf- fifth of all, this is my second wtf and sixth of all this is my THIRD wtf like WHAT? i literally wanted to throw him to the moon so jonghyun could use his bat to hit him with like we’re playing baseball. yeah of course, this was a year before dec 18th but seriously, i still want to throw him to the clouds so he could hit him to the next dimension. i could imagine a smily jjong hearing me saying “BALL” and he would get his bat ready to hit so FRICKING hard that nobody could catch him.

naurrrr he better give that npc a sike when her ghost comes up like he be looking at her and be like “welcome to heaven! SIKE! now get back down you BITCH! not you cutie! aww you’re such a cute gurlllll- now make sure this npc doesn’t die for me, ok honey?” and then starts patting his dog like has never said those stuff. why is that so hilarious to think like that lmaooooo 😭😭😭 (it’s a coping mechanism to process what has happened)

but yeah… it’s nice to see that you’re doing well. i just got myself checked at the hospital and i only had a bruise and a cut on my right cheek so- also she had long nails so it probably cut me 😭

also my sister was unharmed which i’m glad, but she’e also gonna have my back since she remembered the day it happened and she thought it was just my period (because she seen videos) but then i explained it in a way her little mind could understand and that day on i even showed her some self defence skills i’ve learned that she could use since this could happen to her regardless of her age. i was 12 and she was 8 so this pretty much explains the age gap. she’s my little blinger i raised and she’s still a blinger until this day. she haven’t changed her bias at all and doesn’t plan in changing it, although she does love the other members. i could call her my little blinger, but i think sister makes sense unless if i do get another little sister which… may or may not happen but my mom is quite young so maybe…? she had me when she was about 28 making her 46 which i think it’s a little old but still a chance. she did tried to get another baby when i was 8 but had a miscarriage and haven’t tried again ever since. she might be done with kids, especially my dad.

I really hope that guy gets everything he deserves in which ever way the universe and Jonghyun sees fit. And what you're dad said is so horrible and I'm sorry that you had to hear that. You were 12, you were a child it wasn't your fault at all, it's really not fair that something traumatic happened to you and you were blamed. I am so sorry all of that happened to and I really am hoping that the guy and his girlfriend are haunted with what he did and her complacency of his actions as well as how she's treated you. I hope they have no peace. Also little sisters are like built in best friends and even if you're the oldest they will defend and fight for you like their older. And the relationship you have with your sister sounds so wonderful and I can tell you're the best big brother.

[rksaememories]

hello rookies! sacha here with a little rkresource of sorts. for our newer rookies, it might be a little puzzling to see certain names on the dash when referring to senior artists. so, to make things a little easier and to compile all information into one place, under the cut is a list of all senior npc artists at rookies, along with their real world counterparts. enjoy!

ROYAL ENTERTAINMENT

ivy

fat cat

kim taewoo

noh jihoon

2am ⇢ sg wannabe   lee changmin ⇢ chae dongha   im seulong ⇢ kim yongjun   jo kwon ⇢ lee seokhun   jung jinwoon ⇢ kim jinho

miss a ⇢ brave girls   wang feifei ( fei ) ⇢ park eunyoung   meng jia ⇢ noh hyeran ( former member )   lee minyoung ⇢ jung yoojin   bae suji ( suzy ) ⇢ han yejin 

ledapple ⇢ sayyes   seo youngjun ⇢ song hyokyung   jang hanbyul ( jason ) ⇢ kim subin   kim hyoseok ⇢ park sion   kim kwangyeon ⇢ ji sungkyu   lee kyumin ⇢ kim junhyung

wonder girls ⇢ h.a.m ( disbanded )   park yeeun ( yenny ) ⇢ kim seokmin ( miyu )   kim yubin ⇢ kim jihyun ( hyoni )   lee sunmi ⇢ park sujin   woo hyelim ⇢ park gahyeon ( gayeon )

SPHERE ENTERTAINMENT

lee junghyun

noh ajoo

sunny hill

jang jane

junsu

mario

royal pirates

b2st / highlight ⇢ chaos     yoon doojoon ⇢ park taeyang   lee kikwang ⇢ kim dongmin   yong junhyung ⇢ jang hyunsun   yang yoseob ⇢ park heejae   son dongwoon ⇢ lee duhwan

a-pink ⇢ she’z   park chorong ⇢ lee jinah   yoon bomi / kim namjoo ⇢ kim saeyeon ( seyeon )   jung eunji ⇢ lee taeyeon   son naeun / oh hayoung ⇢ kim jiyoung

TRC ENTERTAINMENT

clazziquai project

piggy dolls

andamiro

epik high

san-e

bigbang ⇢ bigstar   choi seunghyun ( top ) ⇢ lee youngjun ( baram )   dong youngbae ( taeyang ) ⇢ kim raehwan   kwon jiyong ( g-dragon ) ⇢ oh gwangsuk ( feeldog )   kang daesung ⇢ jung sunghak   lee seunghyun ( seungri ) ⇢ kim donghyun ( jude )

2ne1 ⇢ global icon ( disbanded )   park bom ⇢ jung eunji ( former member )   park sandara ⇢ ji ahmin ( jiamin ) ( former member )   lee chaerin ( cl ) ⇢ kim nayeon ( ai ) ( former member )   gong minji ( minzy ) ⇢ han dokyung ( former member )

KT ENTERTAINMENT

kangta

shinhwa

lee seunggi

jang nara

son dambi

girls generation ( snsd ) ⇢ chi chi   kim taeyeon ⇢ yoon hyewon ( nara )   jung sooyeon ( jessica ) ⇢ lee yoonji ( ji-u )   lee soonkyu ( sunny ) ⇢ lee jiah ( shine )   hwang minyoung ( tiffany ) ⇢ lee boreum   kim hyoyeon ⇢ baek soyoung ( a-zi )   kwon yuri / choi sooyoung ⇢ park semi   im yoona ⇢ son jungae ( peach )   seo joohyun ( seohyun ) ⇢ kim sori ( sui )

shinee ⇢ lc9   lee jinki ( onew ) ⇢ park gunwoo ( rasa )   kim jonghyun ⇢ dong woosuk ( king )   kim kibum ( key ) ⇢ kim jonghyo ( j-hyo )   choi minho ⇢ kang hyunsoo ( ao )   lee taemin ⇢ park junyoung ( jun )

NOVA ENTERTAINMENT

baechigi

jewelry

kang miyoun

kim sori

nell

rain

infinite ⇢ myname   kim sunggyu ⇢ lee gunwoo   jang dongwoo ⇢ kang joonkyu ( jun.q )   nam woohyun / lee sungyeol ( kang insoo )   lee howon ( hoya ) ⇢ kim seyong   kim myungsoo ( l ) / lee sungjong ⇢ chae jinseok ( chaejin )    

[memoirsofrkxjiyeon]

story so far... [ 04.11.18 ]

currently: one year & eight months as sphere trainee 

debut points: 151 

focus: performance + charisma achs. 

dream: idol/actor ( support vocalist + face of group ) 

relationships.

minhee is currently trying to figure out her emotions, thanks to a combination of having a fake boyfriend seokwoo and having a brief infatuation seungcheol before realizing it’s nothing more than pure admiration for the kid.   

it was clear that’s minhee’s heart has opened up after a long time after breaking up with simon (npc), on the day before she signed the contract to join sphere entertainment at the time she truly all about business over the matters of the heart. 

yet it seems another boy seems to catch her eye, jinhwan. due to one girl night with yooa, dahye (npc) and other wonderful girls plus her roommates ( jongsuk & jaehwan (npc) ) . their lingering words in her mind about getting out there and try to date ( even though the contract states otherwise ). she asked the boy from her yoga class on a date during the bubble festival and the date seems to be pretty lovely.

now the problem is as much she wants to try to see where it goes with jinhwan but there is always thoughts about the breach of contract in the back of her mind lingers like a bad dream. she always looks forward to seeing him during the kumdo training sessions and yoga class in the mornings so it’s not like doesn’t see him. everything so new & fresh~

the bro squad is supportive as ever in their group chat despite not seeing each other as much she would like. it was a pleasant surprise when kangjoon, hyuna, wendy, gray, yuju crashed her first mukbang live stream making it the super fun! she feels honored to have supportive friends like that despite the times when she would prioritize work over friends yet they’re still such good friends.

minhee’s proud of her brother dongwook (npc) due to him starting up his own cover rock band which has been getting few gigs here and there. he's finally got some money to his name not living off their parents. he said seeing his friends debuting in convex that inspire him to create his band.

the sphere trainees relationships with minhee tend to be somewhat distant due to the training on different projects plus convex finally debuted so they’re not trainees are no more. she wants to check up on soojung as she’s like her little sister to her in sphere and wanted to see how she’s coping with whole debut thing which her lover is sehun ( last time she checked ). maybe in november/december she can work building relations with the sphere girls & seokwoo, well that’s the plan.

training / work

finally, she feels somewhat comfortable being a trainee as she knows what she path she going on and what she wants to do. after a year of confusion and trying out every little thing, she finally found her feet with the guidance of the trainers. despite being called ‘the pretty one with no talent’ she has made it her mission to change that title. 

ever since rachel join the sphere ranks, minhee has always felt somewhat threatened by her in a professional sense. she is finally getting into the model business and rachel is an experienced model. there is no doubt her rival is stunning, so she encourages to push minhee harder and get better.

convex music video has been released, no one will really realize that girl who rejects the handsome boys was minhee in music video but she knows it and this will remain most important music video in her heart. for one, her friends finally achieved their dream of becoming an idol and it was her first time working on a music video which makes it extra special.

she wishes in the future to work with jonghyun again despite the fact he always winds her up but it is always quite enjoyable to work alongside him plus it would be comfortable on set too. minhee really loves acting more than modeling as she gets to play someone else and live a different life through character. her ideal drama cast would be herself, kangjoon, jonghyun, jongsuk, seokwoo, soojung & rachel. 

[jenork-blog]

⊹ ˚.  UPDATES ; july ‘18. last update ( june 22nd )  / current points ( ♔ )

˚.  OOC NOTE. wassup babes! here we are with our second update for this boy and wow oh my is it a big one. needless to say, the mgas will be referenced a lot here and has bettered him in a way. he’s sad to go but excited to see where his ambitions will take him. aaand to anyone who read this far, thank you and to those who read like... ALL of it extra kudos to you ♥ 

RELATIONSHIPS

the mga’s have left him with quite a few new faces in his life to name a few: jinhee, jonghyun, hyunjin, yerim, junmyeon. he enjoyed his time at the mgas and will continue to support everyone from afar. GO BABIES GO!

his family was originally excited for his participation in the mgas, but now that he’s been eliminated his parents have gone on a pity fest and he’s not happy about it. he’s like “i was eliminated, it’s cool. i’m fine.” and them just constantly consoling him over it is making it kind of hard for him to move on :( so he’s just kinda sticking to himself and hanging with hyunjoon whenever they’re home.

he and yerim have grown closer after their not-so-great first encounter. he might have also formed a tiny crush on the girl. maybe...

jaemin and jeno have moved on passed that awkward, tense position they were at and are relatively okay with each other at the moment.

he has removed himself from social media completely, deleting his instagram on thursday, july 26th. 

HOBBIES

the mgas had a lot of influence on him, even more so since his elimination on july 22nd. his desire to expand his talents increased as he began to take interest in other areas besides dance and guitar.

after some thought, jeno has decided to begin vocal lessons. he will begin them under teacher seo ( npc ) on tuesday, july 31st. 

his time spent on the show has also opened his eyes to the fact that he shouldn’t let his guitar skills fall behind so he begun practicing on his regularly. 

he frequents the arcade less often and instead as taken up liking to a particular underground band, making himself a groupie of some sorts.

and in turn of sort of abandoning the arcade, he’s looking into online gaming as well as buying a PS4? is it a no go? should he?

his busking days have been halted as he wishes to expand his vocal abilities more before continuing. 

DAY TO DAY

you can probably find him at more parties now, still not as bad as he was his first year of high school but he’s wanting to let loose some. 

his job at cho bloom is seeming to go fairly well but since his time during the show took time away from some of his hours, he’s picking up whatever he’s offered right now.

he’s doing okay since his elimination - it hasn’t even been a week yet but!! he’s refusing to let it push him into a slump. he’s trying his best to get out and do things, to occupy his time with whatever so he’s not stuck at home with his parents.

jeno’s hair is blonde thanks to haechan and he is Living.

he entered the mgas without much thought, mostly due to jinsoul’s encouragement, but he is very happy to have made it as far as he did. his intentions were a bit hazy during the show but he’s confident now to say he wants to better himself. maybe being an idol isn’t for him, but he wants to make music and be proud of whatever he does.

[fmdjoosungarchive]

【✧】━━━━━━━━ ♥ w i n t e r     p l a y l i s t ♥ ━━━━━━━━【✧】

these are the types of songs that sung would find himself listening to in the winter months. to him, though winter can be hard, it holds a softness within itself, that reflects well in the softest of music. some of these songs express that sadness, while others express more what he’d like out of his winter heart, that uplifting nature. honestly, this can also function as a ‘songs sung would want to have written/been in himself’ playlist. and it’s no surprise there’s only one and a half rap songs on it. sung vocalist supremacist 2kForever

lullaby for a cat - rap academy

just chill - jonghyun

just friends - baek a yeon

berlin - yerin baek

foresight dream - younha

sleeplessness - suzy

i’ll be there - duri

ordinary love - sooyeon ft. npc

[thegrumpykitty]

@leejinklies would you like to see a preview of your tags compilation? I kind of gave up on it for a while cause I’m busy with school but I wILL NOT ABANDON THIS ENDEAVOR. 

Onew:

i'm lov this jacket with my whole left side of my body

someone punch me in the ribs

he looks so beautiful I’m gonna kick myself outta school

I’m near death I can feel its cold clutches ready to take me

domestic jinks makes me wanna set fire to my current life and run away to suburbia to marry a man and have 3 kids

me would like to die

woah send me to hell and pull me back up by my shoelaces

nice a brat

this is ruining the purity of my lazytown soundtrack session

Key:

anyway what the fuck my dude

fucking set my life on fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

punch me in the head bithc

*sweats a heckin lot*

fingers so long i bet he could poke me in the eyeballs from here

the most beautiful boy on the face of the earth i'm gonna fist fight mount Everest

his forehead holds all dreams of a utopic society

throw me full force across my entire house

yell @ me

Jonghyun:

the prettiest angel bear in the entire galaxy and beyond

i love u my small angel bug

the prettiest little tater tot

no mmmmmmmnnnnnnoooooooope

hm my whole entire self is on fire but that’s ok

i’m crying again

farmer boy jjongie could throw an entire barn full of hay bales at my face and i’d thank him

shoot me in the fucking knees

melt my whole eyeballs

he’s so beautiful i wanna punch my own self in the face

i’d fight the fuckin sun for these photos

someone get the sun’s bitch ass attitude outta jjongie’s face

haha i can’t breathe but u kno

i’ve only seen this for a total of 10 seconds but i’ve cried 4 times

Minho:

he looks like a grand theft auto npc

ugh gross i just imagined how soft choi would be on a date

ooooh nice step on me

fire me from my day job i wanna be his earrings

*softly* don’t

i just cried so much my skin has been exfoliated

wow punch me in my actual chest and it would hurt much less than this

lay me down to rest step on my grave and pour cement in your footprint so everyone can know who did this to me

Taemin:

hm...no

a doofus

slap my face with those floppy ass arms thx

this look changed my fuckening life i'm dropping out of school to become a bowl salesman

u could fit so many raisins in that bowl

he's so endlessly pretty i'd jump into a toaster oven and become an english muffin for this image

[entxbus]

{ okay, so i made these little headers to make some stuff a bit easier to figure out????  like you don’t have to read the whole thing to know what it is? idk i like it???

anyways, not everything is done obviously.  not all the links on muse pages are linked up.  not all muses have their pages done.  i’m down to like thythus i think???

i dropped kieron.  my original fc for kieron was jonghyun, and i will not be someone to use deceased as a fc, and i don’t feel right continuing with kieron bc of that.

not much has changed really.  it’s just i needed a fresh start to make things a little more put together.

guidelines have not been changed any.  verses are still the same, just wrote out a bit more.

the page on oitera is laid out better.  i now have a jolted page for my secondary muses for those who don’t know them from when i was ararxtsner.

i have a calendar page now to update it when i have something to do.  i’m trying to find a job, so when i do, it’ll be updated with my schedule, and when i start school it’ll be updated with those hours too.  

npc page is down for the moment.  i want to find better icons to use.

if you guys have any suggestions for anything else, please let me know!  i want this to be as easy to navigate and understand as possible.