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doing my hair and nails so i can feel better and look forward to looking better with this new skinny girl routine

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im starting tomorrow guys, unfortunately i dont feel the vibes anymore (that optimism u feel when u think ur gonna change ur life) so i dont rlly have high hopes but i also don’t have the time to keep binging since i have 32 days till my deadline so, here i go i guess😞

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^^this, like u dont know courtney love? girl u might wanna keep that on the down low…embarrassinggggg

ate

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I love my mom but sometimes she makes me so sad

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I don't want to be a fat fxck during summer AGAIN

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just so u guys know, i had a big mac and large fries and a coke with my husband at midnight yesterday. yeah. so now u know how my life is going

👍🙃🔫

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noo brain don't start missing things you've outgrown please ahah

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you can hate yourself all you want but the world is beautiful and it welcomes you

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starting a new routine to “look forward to” and “have fun” being healthy- i got lots of face masks, and some healthy food to cook too, idk what else to do to ensure my consistency im rlly just doing my best idk what else to do

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i wanna smoke a cigarette and look skinny while doing it

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very true guys i’ve already experienced it which is what got me going cuz i already noticed changesss

How soon can you see it? How long until you notice a change?

7 days. That's it, one (1) week, and you will start to notice little changes. Your jaw will be slimmer, your clothes will fit a little looser, you hands will slim, your cankles will be smaller, your shoes will be bigger, getting into the car will be easier.

While all of these changes will be very subtle at 7 days, they will be noticeable to you.

It gets easier. You just have to be consistent.

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period

what my mom always does and always tells me to do but i dont have her resilience😞😫YET

woke up with a bit of a headache building up, but instead of taking a painkiller I'm just gonna jump on the treadmill and jog until I'm healed. my fav medicine ♡

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im still in binge mode which is rlly annoying but im just hoping i dont gain THAT much weight so i dont lose all the progress i’ve made

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when i reach 115 lbs im gonna bleach my eyebrows😛

when i reach 110 lbs im gonna post a picture of myself

and when i reach my UGW!

105 lbs

im deleting this god forsaken account!!!!!!!!!!

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im kinda still in a binge period but i feel it “going down” idk how to explain it but im gonna ease back into my routine, if i can workout every day for 30 days i’ll get down to at least 115 pounds but most likely i’ll lose more IF im consistent for the 30 days

Deadline: May 30 (family cabin trip) 115 lbs

2nd Deadline: July 1 (me and my husband’s trip) 105 lbs

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so my husband came up with this thing, every four pounds i lose i get two cigarettes, and every 5 pounds he loses he gets sex, so now we both have motivation😭😝💪

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whenever im in a “binge period” i cant just get out of it even with “discipline” its more like it’s something i have to just let pass, like dont fight it just let it happen so u can get back into ur routine.