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indulging ^owo^

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oh hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fishstick is here to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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a........

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Gotta post it everywhere after putting so much effort into trying to draw the experience of me leaning against my doorframe for several minutes waiting for my thoughts and alters to be quiet enough for me to move without feeling like the world is a vast expanse and collapsing on the ground.

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Fellow systems with high anxiety I require...assistance.

I, John, Host of our system, have....really bad anxiety. There really isn't a better way to put that, I worry about things the rest of our system doesn't, invisible bugs crawling behind my bed, the looming threat that our house might flood, the fear that even in my own home I'm not safe because a robber could break in at any moment and kill us.

I dont think it'sssss...."normal" to fear these things, all the time, 24/7. But its gotten a lot worse recently thanks to some, less then fortunate happenings with my friends. My nails dig into my skin as I hug myself, trying to physically pull someone else into front because I just can't anymore. I dont know what to do about it. The last time I accidently drew blood because I scratched myself with my edgy nails thanks to my biting habit.

Is there arm gaurds I could wear that would be unnoticeable under sleeves? Or a technique I can TRY learning before I damage the body and make one of my headmates very upset when they inevitably do come front and find they're injured....? Or does it come down to needing to see a professional. Anyone with an alter with high anxiety, please advise.

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The thoughts and problems of those I love fill my body, making it hard to breath, and hard to think, and hard to find my own heart in the mess.

I'll help them so they can give me the cape of those heroes they love so much, and the crown of those they wished to lead them to better places.

Then maybe the fabric will be tight enough around my neck to off their air, then maybe the metal of the crown will cut through my skull and release them from heights unfathomable.

Then maybe, before my vision fades from my self-inflicted invisible injury, maybe I can find my heart and all my own problems.

Savior complex.

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Okay but why does every alter in the system draw better then me huh?

especially the newbies. what the hell. anyways strawbs is new.

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you stole my look fae boy

Oi!!!! I didn't get mad at you when you suddenly decided integration was a swell idea now did I? It's your fault I like this now.

yellow is MY color and that was like...a year ago

MY WINGS, have been YELLOW before you were even BORN. You and Rose are impossible when it comes to colours I SWEAR.

Don't drag me into your sibling squabbles baby boy. Also I would actually love it if you started wearing more pink just fyi.

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Passin the torch ya?

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[Text: This system doesn’t have anymore fucks to give.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use!

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First moodboard ! MK from Lego Monkie Kid <3

Character - MK

Souce - Lego Monkie Kid / LMK

Requester - N/A

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Monkie kid aesthetics pigsy

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👔Sun Wukong or an OC of your choosing?

I got carried away

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Squirrel king vs Possessed puppet

🍿stay tuned for more head splitting alter duels- OOF That left hook is gonna cause some vent art later- yowza.

From now on thou who avoid people for fear of facing problems shall be dubbed "Squirrel" for their evasive maneuvers.

Squirrel king. Hell Yeah.

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From now on thou who avoid people for fear of facing problems shall be dubbed "Squirrel" for their evasive maneuvers.

Squirrel king. Hell Yeah.

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Google: How to strangle your self loathing

So which bad decisions will it be today?

Lying about how well your mental state is? Bottling up all your feelings? Shoving all those feelings onto a new alter? Contemplating awnsering that shitty stalker because you feel like you deserve worse then what your given?Sounds great. All these options sound AMAZING. I can totally help with all of those.

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So which bad decisions will it be today?

Lying about how well your mental state is? Bottling up all your feelings? Shoving all those feelings onto a new alter? Contemplating awnsering that shitty stalker because you feel like you deserve worse then what your given?Sounds great. All these options sound AMAZING. I can totally help with all of those.