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Give me Jonny and Tim who have emotional issues

They have a hard time with emotions and wanting/feeling like they can be vulnerable and soft

Give me Jonny and Tim who love each other when they’re alone

Soft touches and kisses that would never happen around the others

Arms wrapped around each other and hushed whispered are for them only

They love each other they truly do, they don’t say it often and never around the others, but they whisper it like a promise in the night and a prayer in the dawn

Give me jonny who sits with tim while Nastya works on Tim’s eyes, who tells him when and where he is going to touch him

Gently touches his face or wraps an arm around his shoulder

A soft kiss on the cheek or a deep kiss on the lips

Give me Jonny who guides Tim’s hands to his face or wherever they need to be, sometimes pranking him though sometimes not

SOFT JONNY AND TIM MY BELOVED UGH

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ACTUALLY LET ME CRASH OUT ABOUT THIS FOR A SECOND. THAT WASNT EVEN AURORA IT WAS JUST A PIECE OF HER. WHATEVER FLEW INTO THE SUN WAS THE REMAINING PIECE OF SOMETHING THAT WAS STILL AURORA BUT HELD NO SENTIENCE LIKE THE ENTIRE AURORA. NASTYA JUST DECIDED TO THROW A PIECE OF THE WALL INTO THE SUN WHILE THE REAL AURORA, THE AURORA THAT READ HER BEDTIME STORIES AND HELD HER AND LOVED HER AND WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR HER, HAD TO FUCKING WATCH.

IMAGINE BEING AURORA AND JUST WATCHING YOUR GIRLFRIEND SAY FUCK YOU AND LEAVE FOREVER. OBVIOUSLY ITS MORE THAN THAT BUT JESUS CHRIST. COULD YOU IMAGINE THE DISREPAIR AURORA MUSTVE BEEN IN BY THE TIME ALL THE CREW WAS DEAD??? NONE OF THOSE FUCKERS KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF A STARSHIP THEYRE ALL (and I mean this nicely) STUPID. THE YEARS AFTER NASTYA LEFT WOULDVE PUT A TOLL ON AURORA PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY. THERE IS PROBABLY ONLY SO MUCH SHE CAN ACTUALLY DO HERSELF BEFORE NEEDING A HUMANS ASSISTANCE. LIKE OH MY FUCKING GOD.

I am a firm FUCKING believer that Aurora crashed out after Nastya left and went completely dormant, didn’t talk and only did what she was asked to do. That girl fucking GRIEVED AND NEVER LOVED AGAIN.

“You’ll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you” and it’s Aurora slowly floating away from Nastya who just shoved her towards a fucking sun

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Do you think Jonny stood outside the airlock for hours? Watching the still body of his sister floating away oh so slowly?

Do you think he thought about following her? Jumping out after her to keep her company until they both froze over, bodies grasping at each other?

Do you think he wakes up from nightmares of failed attempts to save her and beautiful dreams of her coming home?

Do you think the others saw him slowly falling apart?

Do you think he stands at the airlock everyday waiting for her? Hoping that she’ll change her mind and come home?

Do you think he gets scared the doctor will find her?

Do you think he kills himself over and over? Hoping that maybe one will finally stick?

Do you think he broke down when he found her coat? Clutched it in his hands and sobbed because now his little sister will be cold out there?

Do you think he wore it everyday?

Do you think he apologizes to the empty air after a bad day? Begging her to come home and promising he’ll be a better brother? Promising he’ll make her happy? Promising they can play all the games and songs she wants?

Do you think he would forget she was gone and would try to search for her?

Do you think whenever his drinking habits grew he would become delusional? Trying to convince everyone that she was coming back soon?

Do you think the crew stared at him in pity? Knowing there was nothing they could do?

Do you think he apologized his best to Nastya as he was dying? Because he was getting blood on her coat and he didn’t mean to?

Do you think he regrets not going after her?

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I’m making it known that sense I ship Jonny x tim I also ship Jon x Jordan because I am a firm believer in the college mechs au teehee giggle

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Hear me out Tim x aurora

The master at arms and his death machine

The gunner with the perfect aim and the ship that guides the bullet to its target

Tim takes such good care of her armory. Polishing the guns and restocking the ammo because he wants to. He loves the shine and the knowledge that she’s perfectly ready for destruction when it’s needed next

He runs his hands gently along the controls and can faintly feel the humming of Aurora reacting to the touch

The rush he feels when he- no. When they both meet their target and bring down another ship or army is addicting.

Sometimes he falls asleep amongst the guns and bombs, happy that she is so well taken care of and only he is allowed to be within the confines of the space.

It’s almost symbiotic in a way. They are a team and they understand each other even when in the face of death.

They wouldn’t want it any other way.

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YALL THE BEST THING EVER HAPPENED, I WAS LISTENING TO ONE OF MY PLAYLISTS AND THE SONG PLAYING WAS TORN SUITS. GUESS WHAT PLAYED AFTER, FUCKING WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AGAIN.

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I agree with the statement that every time someone makes Nastya and Aurora monogamous an angel loses it’s fucking wings because those two DESERVE to get fucked insanely stupid by Brian

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I LOVE finding pictures of Nastya (the character NOT the person playing her) that I’ve never seen before because it’s like finding 20 bucks in a coat you haven’t worn in a while.

It’s just like “oh cool what’s th- HOLY SHIT NASTYA WITH HER VIOLIN?? HELL YEAH”

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“You’ll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you” and it’s Aurora slowly floating away from Nastya who just shoved her towards a fucking sun

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I FUCKING LOVE ULYSSES DIES AT DAWN. RAHHHHHHH HERACLES AND ORPHEUS RAHHHHHHHHH MY SHAYLAS

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MY WIFE RAHHHHHHH

Nastya image for you

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NASTYA MY BELOVED, MY WIFE RETURN TO ME RAHHHHHHHHH

Posted on my main, figured she belongs here.

My favorite mechanism.

My partner for the idea <3

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SORRY I WAS BUSY BUT RAHHHHH LEMME TELL YOU

Okay so his name is Dimitri and he lived on the Cyberia. He was a guard to the royal family and would family be either patrolling the grounds or stationed inside the castle.

Dimitri has black hair and is shit at growing facial hair. He is around 20 years old and is considered the youngest guards in the royal guard. He was accepted into the role because he was very impressive and good at what he was training for.

Dimitri would often see Nastya, or to him ‘Tsarevna Anastasia’ walking the halls often with her ladies in waiting following her. He is very dedicated to the royal family and actively fought back against the rebellion when it came to the gate of the winter palace. He unfortunately did die during it and never knew if the royal family survived (they did not.)

If he were ever mechanized I like to think it would be his heart just like Jonny because he died from a very bad gunshot wound to the chest.

Because I don’t know how old Nastya is during the revolution (I think 17? I don’t know) I’m extremely hesitant to ship them even though I think he would treat her so well. Maybe if he were mechanized and heard rumors that she was still alive and hunted her down it’d be okay? Because technically Nastya mentally aged and it is canon that she has gay sex so- yeah

If yall have any questions I’d be so happy to answer

Did I create a mech oc? Technically. Does he bring me so much joy despite dying and never having a long lived life? Yes.

I dare someone to ask about him.

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IM GONNA KILL MYSELF I FUCKING ADORE YOUR ART BUT IM GONNA KILL MYSELF THE SIBLINGS EVER

Jonny and Nastya fans ur food is here

Sibling angst is not for the weak man

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Did I create a mech oc? Technically. Does he bring me so much joy despite dying and never having a long lived life? Yes.

I dare someone to ask about him.

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Riddle of the Sphinx will always be my favorite song from Ulysses dies at Dawn

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Do y’all think when Tim went batshit and killed all those people for Bertie the soldiers he gathered to help him noticed there was always one extra gunshot they would hear as they fought