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*scrolling tumblr* hmmm. i agree with the sentiment of this post, but the phrasing feels off to me. it doesn’t really have that Reblog factor, you know? *scrolls* oh good, a post that just says “i jerk off till my penis scrweam” . i better reblog this

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A lil update on the 3D head sculpt I'm currently making!

I'm still learning to actually do this, and I have never attempted to sculpt in blender, so please bare that in mind! obviously, still very much a WIP, but definitely less horrifying than she was without skin and refinements!

Advice is, obviously, super appreciated!

Next steps: hair, and giving her a jaw! then I'll detail the ears and replace the placeholder eyebrows, and do actual texturing!

Edit: Progress update!!

She now has eyebrows, skin textures and the beginnings of hair! Honestly, I'm really excited about how it's turning out so far! 💕

Edit: a little more progress with blocking out the hair and temp eye colour!

Mostly just to kinda show my vision 💕✨

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I was sad, so I'm learning how to sculpt a human!

Obviously, it's my first time, and I have a lot of tweaks to make (weird jaw, cronchy nose sideview), buttttt, so far, I like her!

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So, this is, like, absolutely me crashing out a lil, but thankfully my lil blog is kinda teeny tiny, just as I like it, so it's not like many people will see this! Even if they do; hi :)

So, let's talk about the goals I had, vs my reality! See, what I wanted was like a super plush, chunky body, because I'm a lil feedist gremlin who genuinely just idolises larger bodies, and big women are just so gorgeous, I can't even really put it into words! What I got was 7 years of perpetual trying to gain, eating a ton, weighing myself and, oops, I've lost 40lbs (that is not an exaggeration btw, I'm currently 64.7 kg, or around 140lbs give or take).

So, that's an interesting thing, huh? Seems like some kind of sign from the universe, me thinks. See, the universe has seemingly deemed that I cannot have a single nice thing! Self love? Nope, how about crippling self loathing! I arrange to have talking therapy with a therapist? Nope! You get CBT. I want to be pretty? Nope! You get ugly, idiot! Family? Nope! Friends? A few, which is lovely, but aaa!

It's just a lot. It's a lot all the time. I never get a break, and I'm just tired. Obviously, no tags because this is basically just over sharing, self indulgent and maudlin, but... Idk, like, goddamn it, give me one thing universe!!! Aaaaaaaa

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"Oh, where are you from?"

Tumblr? The internet? Idk, kinda f*cked up to remind me that I exist in the physical world honestly.

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283,000 likes………giant meteor strike the earth rn holy shit. oh my god.

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I can't sleep 😭 the only POSSIBLE cure would be a biiiiig woman sitting on my face until I pass out. The ONLY cure.

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Yes, hello, I am very normal and also very not weird and normal around fat women, yes. Oh, t-the blood dripping from my left nostril? I... I look like I'm having a heart attack y-your say? That... No... I'm being very, so very, umm...

˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ <----- (me being very normal and good and even more normaler than I was before and not frothing at the mouth or stuttering or crawling around looking like a feral rabbid creature) ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

(just to clarify, for anyone in the audience who may inadvertently misread this, I am rabbidly ATTRACTED to big waoomens, this is very, very pro big wamnans, just incase anyone was confused) ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

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Made to comfort you through any storm

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Just a lil thing i'm making ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊

I wanted to make something kinda interesting, so enjoy a kinda painted looking TARDIS ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

idk, it isn't quite finished yet, but hopefully it's kinda cool? cool is... probably the wrong word, idk (˶' ꒳ '˶)

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you could fatten her. you should fatten her.

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Happy Dashcon 2 Eve, you can only reblog this today!

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*invents The Skrunkler*

hehe, you guys are in for it now >:)

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Wowie, it's been so long since I made a feedism post! Oof! Well, for any of my mutuals who follow me for my creative stuff (3D modelling, writing etc), please don't venture beyond the secret lil line beneath 💕 don't open Pandora's box, okay? ✨ No peeking!

Okay, feedism peeps, now it's just us in our secret little club teehee >:)💕

So, right now, I'm on a mission to work on getting the dumptruck ass and super thick, pillowy thighs that are just so chunky and soft that someone could actually sleep upon them, that I frankly deserve!But, I need help, advice, and literally any hacks you have, okay? Please, please, please, hmu! I don't care if it's not safe, unethical, hell, I'll invoke ritual sacrifice at this point 💕✨

HALP. PLZZZZZ!

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Just a little post-apocalyptic build I'm working on!

So, I thought I'd share my lil WIP Sims 4 build! It's in Strangerville, uses a simply absurd number of packs (oops), and will probably set your PC on fire >:)

Very maximalist, very eclectic, very dynamic... synergized... uhhhhh, anyway! I'm making it for a Rags to Riches challenge, so there is a bed! Enjoy the images for now!

(also, as stated last time I shared something sims 4 related, please be aware that my blog is 18+ so, please view at your own risk :) )

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So I own a really cute little pocket watch 😊 it's French, roughly from some time in the 90s (before I was born I think, so pre-98), and it tells the phases of the moon as well as the time ✨

The other day, I clipped the chain to my waist belt on a whim, and immediately, my brain was like... "You must add more shiny things to this, IMMEDIATELY!!"

So, I have come before the council to ask this: 1. Would this be a, as the youth say, "vibe", and 2. Would I look more like an elf effervescent witch, a Fae, a goblin, or some kind of confused magpie?