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"Love can be complicated,

I felt love from someone I hated

then I fell inlove with someone and I waited.

That love took forever to realize and I would never,

be able to date a guy like him. "

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If you see this, that means your cool!

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Late night vibes

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Reading late at night

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I needed a break from things but now got motivation to start again! As super bowl is today!

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You guys guess what I'm back with a...

TURTLE I MEAN BOI SO CUTE

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A dog just stole my first kiss.

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Story Time

All of this happened when I was in 5th grade. So I was very young and this was the start to me feeling insecure now.

A small description of me I was known at school as an innocent, sweet, lovable girl and the worst word to describe myself popular. (Let me tell you that I got this description From my friends so I'm against this.)

" ALSO A BIG DEFINITION OF TUSNDERE !!!"

I was the person who thought that if I did what people say and keep up with peoples standards I could be popular.

I had a stupid crush on a b-tch who is also a TSUNDERE... Yeah it was not going to work out.

We had a 5th grade field trip to this roller skating rink , which of course my "friends" and I was going to.

Since it was a field trip that was just for fun. The trip was after school and your parent/ guardian could drive you there. Or you could ride the school bus there.

I took the bus there and there was no problems. It was actually fun when we got there and there was some other students from other schools!

Since I did Ice Skating I was a naturally okay with roller skating, of course the b-tch was there and he was " showing off" to me and my " friends."

A few minutes later I go off the rink, when I went off he was following me and pinned me to a wall my face hitting the wall.

He then started kicking my legs with his skates on and it shocked me. It took a minute to realize what he's doing and I took my hands and pushed him off.

I went to my friends and told them what happened. The pain on my legs was so bad it felt like I couldn't walk a another step.

All they said was "aww... I hope you feel better." They didn't even help me walk. I almost tripped every time. And I'm not exaggerating, I didn't tell any of the teachers because I didn't have the courage too.

I wish I did something in the moment. I never did ask anyone for anything and when I did I felt guilty. But these " friends" when they ask me to do anything I give them what they need and without a thank you or a small appreciation given.

Those friends came when I was "popular" then left because " they were popular." The real friends right now is way better and I couldn't have anyone better.

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Look what I got.

This is the sadist thing that happened😢

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Story Time!

So have you ever had a crush before well let me tell you I had and it's not anime crushes (but if had to have an anime boyfriend it has to be Sugawara from haikyuu because let's face it:

THAT SMILE

Okay anyways with the story I'm going to tell you is back when I started ballet as a child around 12.

So I was having a normal dance practice with some other dancers around my age and I had tired legs because I've been dancing 4 hours straight with 2 minutes in between 3 classes so it was long.

My Dad promised me a smoothie after dance so I was looking forward for that so once it was done I ran outside with my dance bag and hopped and into the car.

I was suspecting a smoothie in the cup holder so I asked my dad, "Umm... Dad where's my smoothie?"

"Oh I thought your Bella ( My dance teacher, don't worry not her real name) gave you it?"

"Be right back"

I went out of the car speed walking focusing on getting on the smoothie I had to open the door for some people when coming in and one of them was my crush. He said "Thank you!"

But I was to busy focusing on my smoothie that I said " Yeah your welcome I guess."

I asked Bella and she started Apologizing for not giving my smoothie and said it was in the fridge so I said "your fine, it's alright."

And grabbed my smoothie heading out the doors yelling to the almost empty parking lot

" I GOT MY SMOOTHIE!!!"

Yeah so I head back to the car and was like " Thanks dad..." But he wasn't in the drivers seat I looked to the window to see my dad standing near by this white car talking to... My crushes dad...

This is wrong because my dad was a try hard extrovert so he will share embarrassing things

My Cush is literally listening to this conversation

Ever since I told my family (more like pressured to tell them) They've been teasing me

So there I was looking at my dad talking to my crushes dad talk about the Philippines trip to him. They're talking about the Philippines because there also Filipino well more like there dad is 1/2. So that makes my crush 1/4?

But anyways I was in the backseat with my window open listening to there conversation.

I'm the girl who when gets embarrassed little loud mumbles, fiddles with something( for this instance drinking my smoothie), And this

(Less dramatic ofc)

But I guess when I was mumbled louder my crush heard it and he did a smile that I could never forget. His smile kind of went like this

Well the reason why I would chose Sugawara As my anime boyfriend is because he reminds me a lot of him. His smile that time was a genuine smile that I've never seen.

I actually still have a crush on him and I don't suspect in the future to be lovers but I want to enjoy the feelings as it lasts.

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Toradora!

I realized I forgot Toradora on MY LIST OF ANIMES!!!! Oh I'm an Idiot for forgetting.

Okay so I'm thinking for next post I'll tell you about my tsundere story... Btw I was in grade 3-5 when my tsundere phase happened.

well confession I have a tsundere personality so sometimes I can act like one still...

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This is not Anime

I have some serious stuff, in my first post I said that I'll show my true feelings on these posts, and this is the first one. I want this post to give you some information about myself before starting to become serious.

-I'm a middle child in my family

-I'm half Asian

-I live in the USA

-I use to do Figure Skating but I do Ballet

-I'm not very Creative

-I'm known as a Cute but Scary type

-I do acting

-Maybe had depression

If there's more I'll tell you guys otherwise see you in the next post!

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Juvia Lockser

Okay so earlier I was just watching some Fairy Tail episodes and I was thinking about Juvia's backstory because it doesn't come up a lot in the anime. So I started with the question "how old was Juvia Lockser when her parents died'" It never said old was she when her parents died but it did say that, her parents died by ruffians when they went on a trip... Is Juvia an orphan?

Searches it.... SHE IS!!! I LITERALLY CREID WHEN A SAD SONG CAME UP😭

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Okay Nightcore and ANIME

Is anyone from nightcore? After all nightcore had showed me the world of Anime🌈I LOVE ANIME!!! The animes I've watched is (in order)

1. little witch academia

2.FAIRY TAIL (My favorite)

(I also watched the Ovas, read the manga and watched the movies of fairy tail)

3. Your Lie in April

4. 1st season of Sword Art Online

5. Violet Evergarden

(I watched the show I plan on watching the movie on Friday night)

And That's it! I'm currently watching Haikyuu!! Which is going amazing, I recommend Haikyuu for people who did sports because of the teamwork is amazing. Because I did Figure skating for 8 years and damn the teamwork is relatable.

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Welcome!

Welcome to someone who sees this! I just started but I only really want to do this for stress relief, not the purpose of entertainment. I don't care if nobody sees this I just want to reveal my true self somewhere. But no sad talk I hope to post true feelings here! See ya'll!