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what I did

academics

At last the practicals are over. The internal marks suck this semester gotta study hard for the external exams

So yeah I started that and took help from a friend. Really trying to be good at being vulnerable asking for help not being so guarded all the time.

No better to be safe than sorry.

screen time

Well took me 10 hours to edit a Aragorn ranger video https://youtu.be/fLy7nyL5xeg?feature=shared

Watched tlou and a movie

movement

Danced and did some simple exercises

music

I have got down safe and sound fully now just practicing it at slow tempo music feels so good when you have some people who will like listening to it my mum and grandmum both hate guitar extracurriculars everything we humans are not just meant to exist art beauty are what make life worth living quoting the dead poets society

language

Word list 4 : 4% German

books

Not reading anything rn will try to start again today

what I am planning

To join a boxing club in summers

To study ofc

Also to learn barre chords by learning better together so that I can play take on me

thoughts

Courage for the heart, faith for the mind, mercy for yourself.

As far as I've seen, I can only function in two circumstances. One, I'm about to hit the wall, hit the ground hard, so there is a lot of pressure. And second, I'm just hovering above the ground and, you know, there's just no fear of falling, like a child.

So, she told me about that I have made some bad habits in the past, because I did not have hope, so I did not work for it. Now, I need to learn to work for the hope, because hope does not follow words, it follows actions. I need to work for it, you know, and I am, my heart has hope, my body has hope, I don't have to work for the heart. So now, because I love to be here, and I love to hope for that, I must force myself to work, so that my bad habit is replaced by a good habit. And then, it is just about keeping that flame of hope kindling.

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thoughts

okay ik I should start studying theory and will take small steps towards it today ik it's a mess and usually things are so it is up to me to try and get it in my brain in as ordered way possible

not everything can be spoon fed, no one can constantly provide external accountability as it had been and no one can be constantly rooting for me and it won't work if I don't

and it's okay to have none of those things

what is non negotiable is to have child like curiosity that says to the intellectual voice in my head "oh you say this is going to crash ok then let's see how it crashes I'm curious" which actually reduces the chance of crash because you are so chill about it

academics

just busy with external practical exams and want to start preparing theory

reading

• fanfic: read an amazing fanfic in which Aragorn gets affected by the black breath it was one of the best I have ever read

music

Safe and Sound done just practicing (fingerstyle) and learning bm chord

movement

nothing except 2 hour commute

screen time

• watching: finished andor and rogue one rewatch

• movies: in time, tomorrow land, charlie st cloud, admission, john wick series loved some quotes from this

one movie per day rule utterly failed

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so today was a lazy sunday

stuff I did:

watched john wick 1

finished safe and sound just gotta practice it at least for the rest of may to be good at it

watered my plants

made some awesome tea

and exercised. did my favourite yoga Asana which I was not sure that I would be able to do. it had been ages since I last did it.

did a few strokes with my sword great for strengthening non-dominant hand

engineering: nothing

reading: nothing

so I came to the conclusion that

•I should be watching only one movie per day after I study

•and thinking about watching some movies in german learning by immersion style

for tomorrow my list is ready and focus on electrical science, maths and mechanics

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Hello

So this is my blog to keep track of the chaos i.e my life as an engineering student

currently

reading the autobiography of a yogi ch2 and 78 degrees of wisdom

language learning: german (by tobo word 4 and movies) and runes are on my list

music: safe and sound fingerstyle guitar and note to myself: try to watch some podcast on music theory

watching: tlou, the clone wars s1

other hobbies: reading fanfics, playing around with my sword, archery, vedic astrology, philosophy, martial arts, watching movies (a lot of movies), theoretical physics, coding, and the occasional poet

probably bi or ace

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