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Help!!

I’m full on struggling to find a theonsa fic that I read a few month ago. I can’t remember what it was called, but I think that it had something like seaside in the title. It’s a modern one and I’m pretty sure Sansa runs away and Theon finds her and they end up at his family home. I know he takes to a shop and buys her fish and chips and Robb comes to pick her up the next day. There was a risqué scene, but it wasn’t full on smut. Someone please help me find it! It was on archive if that helps any!

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Life isn’t easy!

Life can be extremely overwhelming, especially when you're a full time college student who works 2 jobs. I realize that there are thousands of people who have it just as hard, if not harder than I do. I've also realized that I'm allowed to feel the way I feel. 

Most of my life I've had a nagging feeling that I shouldn't feel the way I do because there are people you have it wore. And let me tell you how much I hate that damn phrase. Yeah, sure there are people who have it worse than I do, but that doesn’t take away from what I’m feeling. 

The last few years I’ve greatly struggled with anxiety and depression, and I’ve been very open about that with my family. I want them to know that just because I have these issues, doesn’t mean I’m going to stop living my life. That’s why I’ve been seeing a therapist for the last year. 

Most people are embarrassed to talk about being in therapy, because in today’s society its frowned upon. Well I’m here to tell you, if it wasn’t for my amazing therapist, I would have been dead by now. She helped me to realize that there is more than what is right in front of me. 

This tactic really helped this last week. I’ve had a pretty rough week from the start. My weekend started with my mother getting remarried, which was absolutely amazing, I’m so glad that she’s met someone who treats her as amazing as she is. It just made for a long weekend. My best friend was in from Colorado which was absolutely amazing to see her. I don’t get to see her as much since we’re graduated from High school. She came in for my mom’s wedding and decided to stay longer so that she could visit family, and be in for my birthday as well. 

However, this is when things get a little dark. I had just gotten this little kitten about two weeks before. He had a little cold that we were treating, but he just seemed to be getting worse. I took him to the emergency vet on Sunday and he seemed to be doing better. On Monday not so much. He ended up passing away on the way back to the emergency vet. He was an absolute sweetheart, and I already miss him. 

Not only is this sad on it’s own, but it also happened the day before my birthday. It made for a difficult day, because I was sad about my kitten, but then I also had to take my best friend to the airport hotel so they could head home the next morning. It’s safe to say I had a lot to talk about in therapy the next day. 

The point is that life is unpredictable. You can try your best, and you might succeed and you might not. That’s what make’s life interesting. Even if life isn’t easy, at least it’s never boring.