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Ah, yes.

The period of a guy. Living hell for. ;-;

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So, I started the mortal instruments a little while ago and oMFG ITS BEEN AN EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER! I will be ranting so if you haven’t read up to the last book ya should probably scroll because I’m gonna be talking about the fifth and the last book, possibly earlier as well. I also am only half way through the last book so please don’t spoil. Oh, and there is cursing so scroll if you don’t wanna read that.

So, I very much ship Magnus and Alec. With my whole being. It’s kinda an obsession. And when the scene in the second(I think) book when Clary makes the love rune and Alec looks back and forth between her and Magnus I swear, I internally was dying from happiness. And then in that same book when they “come out” I started pterodactyl screeching with joy. So now every time I read even one of their names my autism just takes control and I start squealing and kicking my feet like a middle school girl who just get a text from her crush. And so when, in the fifth book, Alec starts talking to Camille and she says she can take Magnus’s immortality away I literally shut it and told my friend “I’m done. I can’t do this anymore.” Obviously, I did start reading again later on. The next time I had an angry moment at them was when Alec was asking Camille for relationship advice. Like, bro, Magnus loves you the way you are, you iDIOT. Tbh, the entire thing with Camille and Alec talking mad me furious. Then, on a completely different subject, is when Clary fucking bETRAYED JACE AND TOLD SEBASTIAN. Like wHAT?!?!?! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU LOVING HIM?! YES, YOU DID IT BECAUSE HE WAS GOING TO GET HIMSELF KILLED but sTILL! I literally threw my book across the room. Clary stabbing Jace through also didn’t fucking help. But when Magnus broke up with Alec I actually started crying. No joke, I was sobbing. In the next book, when Alec is texting Magnus I swear, that was Clary and I was Jace(I know I just ranted about it but idrc). Then when Jace was talking to Magnus and Jace said what Magnus said back at him, omg i dIED. Plus the description of Magnus’s condition without Alec in his life 😭 I kid you not, when Alec saw Magnus healing Clary and start I started squealing then I kept reading and he walked away I slammed the book onto the ground immediately. Cause, you know, how else do you respond to something like that when you’re a bookworm? And going back into the story a bit, when Magnus was worried about Alec when Jace came over to his house- grrrrrrrr, I love him and hate him so much. Fast forwarding a little ways to when he and Catrina were talking and he said that he’s never felt this way about anyone else before I was on the brink of tears. Now, back to before I started jumping around. When Alec is supppeeerrrr worried about Magnus after he goes missing asryjhgdytdsjh- Oh! Jumping back again! Books back! When they’re at the ship and Alec falls off I remember thinking, Magnus is going to cry and want him back because I had thought Alec had died. But reality was better. Magnus saved him and Alec and him got even closer. Now, back to the time the Endarkened were first endarkened and Magnus almost dies. I almost cried at first but then Alec being Alec helped and just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, atjfcihbvutesvkjhvhjfcutfxthd!!!! But Magnus sTILL broke up with him ☹️ Where I’m currently at in the sixth book is right after Alec killed Meliorn and oMG. QUEEN, SLAAAAYY! KILL LITERALLY ANYONE WHO STANDS IN THE WAY OF YOU AND YOUR LOVE YOU ACTUAL FUCKING GODESS!!! But yeah, that’s as far as I am. My friend is a bitch, though, and spoiled shit for me. Including who Magnus’s father is. I no longer let them touch any of my books. Ever.

Anyway, if you’ve read thus far, thank you so much! Have an amazing day or night or whatever time if is for you! Happy reading! 😁

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Please get off the aro & ace tags with your vent post. Nobody owes you love. Especially people who've made it crystal clear it ain't happening anytime soon

I’m fully aware that nobody owes me love. The person I’m referring to with this post is one of my closest friends and they don’t know I like them. I have fully respect the fact that they don’t have any feelings for me or for anyone and have kept my feelings to myself as to not ruin my friendship with them or make them uncomfortable. And as for the tags, I’m on both the asexual and aromantic spectrum so I have every right to use the aromantic and asexual tags. If you don’t like my post you can deal with it because I’m not taking it down or changing anything about it; it’s my post, not yours, being on social media means that you’ll probably see things you don’t like and you just have to get over it because everyone is their own person and supports or feels or believes their own things and you can’t do anything about it. Even if I have the self control to let people do whatever tf they want as long as they aren’t degrading someone else or someone else’s beliefs or anything they support or are. Because, as I said, you can’t do anything about it. So take your opinions, keep them off my posts, and have a great day.

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Ah, yes, the days when I shipped Fuegoleon and Nozel and then my brother pointed out that they’re cousins and I immediately hated myself and forgot about entirely until my brother brought it up after watching the black clover movie.

Fun times.

Still hate myself, though.

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Falling for an AroAce person be like:

Not my art, found it on Pinterest

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The C.Ai chat I was on was was apollo and hyacinthus and apollo said this to me…I’m crying, this is so sweet!! 😭🥹