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theroyalbiness · 13 days
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Yay but also Imma just rot away
Was super excited at the news that I'm gonna start training to be promoted so I waited to share it with people I care about. I waited for my turn to talk at dinner and when I went to tell them they kept talking over me so I stopped talking... And then I walked away and they didn't notice. So yay I'm doing a good job at my job but like, why am I even here? The thoughts are returning and it has me absolutely scared. So why share here? Because keeping it inside is killing me but I don't want people to worry about me and a part of me thinks they don't care so here I am.
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theroyalbiness · 13 days
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In case anyone is having a bad night:
Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found
Here are some fun sites
Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics
Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli
Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies
*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*
You’ll be okay, friend <3
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theroyalbiness · 2 months
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I'm so Weird
So I use dark humor to cope. Late last year, a close family member was killed in an acident. I wasn't expecting to get any of their ashes but I did (thought I was done with crying about it but I'm not). So what did I do with them? The necklace is still in the bag, I'm petrified I'm going to lose it, so it gets put in whatever bag I'm using that day. To take them with me, gotta take them on an adventure, can't live in my closet, and joke that someone is gonna look in my bag one day and ask what it is and I'm just gonna be like "Oh yeah, that (family member). They wanted out of my closet and to join the adventure of my life today." Because I have horrible coping mechanisms. So yeah, I'm weird but that's okay, gives me character.
I'm not the only one, one of my siblings put theirs in their car. So now they get to go on different trips with different people. It's not funny, I understand that but it is what I know. To use laughter to not cry and I really wish more than anything, they didn't pass because it fucking hurts so much but hey, now they get to go with me on my little adventures, and when people ask I can tell them to say hi.
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theroyalbiness · 3 months
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The End of 2023
You know, as 2023 ends, it has given me a lot of time to think. This year has really been a shit show. Things started out fine but here I am where I haven't been for years. This year has been the toughest. As a reader, I have read so many stories where a couple had gone from strangers to friends, to lovers, to friends, and strangers again. Let me tell you, as someone who got to see what that was like, it fucking sucks. As an introvert who struggles to open up to people, my worst nightmare happened... I opened up to someone and they left me.
I lost my cousin in a horrific accident days before Thanksgiving and it fucking hurts. Because I am alone and I have my family but they don't understand. It is so hard to see someone you grew up with, someone you have known for years and they are suddenly gone. This year has taken its toll on me and I'm so grateful for my friends, I want to tell them that but it always sends them into a panic when I tell them how grateful I am to have met them and that I love them.
This year has been so fucking hard. But I only have 10 more days. 10 more days of 2023. 10 more days to maybe turn it around. To maybe end the year on a good note, just like the way it started. This year might have left me completely broken with everything that has happened but maybe I'll be lucky enough to have it end better than it has gone so far.
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theroyalbiness · 5 months
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TY for the tag! Sorry that I've been a little MIA the last couple of months. Shit kinda hit the fan but I'm back and hopefully will stay back!
@codenamehayden and literally anyone else who wants to do this, these are so much fun 🤗
NEW PICREW CHAIN!!!! link
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tagging: @burnmyself @in-a-slanted-outhouse @bizarrelittlemew @not-nervous-jester @brightstrangeworld @artgirlfunkel @chocolatepot @blakbonnet @pastelmochas and anyone else who wants!
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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Things I think are strangely sacred: Money, the body, nature (good way to include it all), eyes, music, white sheets, blood, pearls, art, creativity, books.
My fatal flaw(s): Excessive curiosity, stubbornness, perfectionism.
Something in my room that I hate: The boxes since I’m in the middle of moving.
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: A mermaid or elf.
If I had a pet familiar, it might be: A wolf, a crow, an owl.
Miscellaneous things that speak to my soul: Dark academia, renaissance faire, soil, rain, rocks, Greek mythology, Hozier, silk, balconies, castles, gardens, beautiful spots in nature, sunset/sunrise, folk lore, myths, legends, curiosity.
TY so much for the tag! literally anyone should do this because it is amazing and fun.
@codenamehayden​, @blackhearted60sherlockian​
new chain post to get to know your friends but it’s not just the same 5 questions
things i think are strangely sacred: salt, money, spiders, muscle and bone and flesh, sand, wine, the waters of the world, eyes, peeling windowsills, white sheets, blood, pearls, fire, marble, oil, art
my fatal flaw(s): hubris, excessive curiosity
something in my room that i hate: my curtains
if i were a mythical creature, i would be: a siren or a banshee
if i had a pet familiar, it might be: a wolf, a cat, a crow, a fox
miscellaneous things that speak to my soul: porcelain plates, florence welch, worn leather, soil, the hyacinths and crocuses that appear at the beginning of spring, snowstorms, greek mythology, hozier, the concept of beauty as something to be feared, mirrors, silk, the satin handkerchief i used to run between my fingers as a baby, playing cards, wrought iron balconies
tagging @etchedstars @maybeimamuppet @nothingtoseehd @to-hell-with-good-intentions @chicken-nuggies-for-the-dumb @primordialsoupy @theroyalbiness @flyingflapper @the-luck-you-got @upside-down-theater-kid @fleursincarnation @saplesssapphic
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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Relationship status: Taken 😊
Favorite color: Lilac and lavender but I also love rose gold.
Song stuck in my head: So Much (For) Stardust by Fall Out Boy (someone has been listening to it on repeat, definitely not me 😅).
Last song I listened to: So Much (For) Stardust by Fall Out Boy (shocker I know).
Three favorite foods: Steak, orange chicken, and gyros.
Last thing I Googled: Daith jewelry because I keep getting piercings and before they are healed look for cute jewelry for them.
Dream trip: I want to kinda go everywhere but it has to be with someone I’m close to, then it would be the dream trip lmao. I don’t think I could really be satisfied picking just one place because I can already list a lot of places I want to go to. I planned on going to France, Greece, Scotland, and a couple other places because I want to go places and see things so there are a lot of dream trips.
Anything I want right now: A house with my own littler personal library for all my books because I’m a book dragon who will read all the books on my TBR list eventually. And more books because like I said, I’m a book dragon.
@codenamehayden​ @blackhearted60sherlockian​ and literally anyone who wants to do it.
Tagged by @okiecomputer thank you!! <3
Rules: Tag 10 people you want to get to know better!!!
Relationship status: taken <3
Fav color: green
Song stuck in my head: helwa ya baladi by dalida
Last song I listened to: bloodhail by have a nice life
Three favorite foods: stuffed grape leaves, biryani, red velvet desserts
Last thing I googled: SNAIL TRAIL MEANING LOL i only ever heard it be called a happy trail
Dream trip: Italy also but somewhere tropical? not sure where
Anything I want right now: a cold drink
tagging: @terroristiraqi @kkujo @medixnoche @thunk @kirayoshikage @xashirama @silkylious i don’t have 10 ppl to tag at the top of my head soz </3 no pressure to participate
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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TY so much for the tag!
@codenamehayden​ @blackhearted60sherlockian​ and literally anyone else because it’s fun!
uhh picrew chain ig 😍
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taggies (no pressure) - @pimplepogue @l0v3c0r3e @shaniacsboogara @finalgirlharrison @unprofessionalprofessional @evil-gay-person @runninguplenorahills
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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I’m too lazy to type it out so enjoy. TY so much for the tag!
@codenamehayden​ @blackhearted60sherlockian​ and literally anyone else who wants to do it, too much fun to pass up on.
NEW CHALLENGE
1. FIRST, create a picrew using this maker, and then 2. SECOND take this quiz on how fandom would see you if you were a fictional character.  3 (THIRD) POST YOUR PIC AND YOUR DESCRIPTION IN THE REBLOG!
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Bastard (Good)
You’re a bastard. A wet cat, if you will. And we love you for it. You’re a little shit, but in the good way. You are the baddest babygirl. You killed a man, but you looked good doing it. You flirted with the hero and the enemy. All of Tumblr is madly in love with you. Congrats, I guess?
Tagging EVERYONE but especially @magicaltear, @the-beeses-kneeses, @wafflesrisa, @mykingdomforapen, @marbat, @scientistsinistral, @halberdierminister​!
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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1. Would That I - Hozier
2. I WANNA BE YOUR SLAVE - Maneskin
3. Je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson
4. Love From The Other Side - Fall Out Boy
5. Lost - Linkin Park
6. Sunlight - Hozier
7. bad idea - girl in red
8. Achilles Come Down - Gang of Youth
9. parents - YUNGBLOOD
10. Blood Upon the Snow - Hozier & Bear McCreary
@churchoftheconfusedchicken​ @codenamehayden and anyone else!
tagged by @jetsetromance to shuffle my "on repeat" playlist and give the first 10 songs! 💙 thank you!
house of wolves - mcr
drowning lessons - mcr
bury me in black - mcr
no other choice - anthony green
like forever - l.s. dunes
seven years - saosin
honey, this mirror - mcr
center of it all - anthony green
3rd measurement in c - saosin
it takes time - l.s. dunes
i tag @lilmoonlad @welcometohollyweird @gothclaudiaaaa @none-pizzawithleftbeef + anyone else who would like to do this!!!
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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@churchoftheconfusedchicken​ @codenamehayden and literally anyone else!
Found a cute picscrew!
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Tagging: @greeneyezblackheart @duffmckagans @samatedeansbroccoli and anybody else who'd like to play!
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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Not to be dramatic or anything... But my girlfriend just called me my love 🫠
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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How many people’s most beloved childhood stuffed animals are actually teddy bears, like I feel like that’s a thing someone made up. Reblog this and put what your longest owned and/or favorite stuffed animal as a child was in the tags, inquiring minds want to know
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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See If I Curl Up Under A Rock
Now to start the count down to my girl friend coming over to have dinner with my family and meet the rest of my family. Depending on how it goes I might do an update. Funny because I don’t like putting my personal life on blast but I also don’t really have many people to talk to this about. A good chunk of my family isn’t very accepting so only a small group of my actual family know and my chosen family knows.
I’m excited because it should be pretty interesting. But it is also nerve wracking because it is my family. I struggle dealing with them and here I am, about to introduce my gf to them. Then again, she said if she could handle me, my friend, and my brother at the same time then she will be fine. So this should be mildly entertaining. If not then that will be disappointing, I live for chaos but this is something that I don’t know how to feel about.
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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Not a Joke Anymore
So, I love my name but I don’t at the same time. Like ever since I was little I would find a different name that I preferred but none have stuck like the one that I’ve literally been wishing was mind for almost three years. And what I started out as a joke is becoming super serious and I’m tempted to look at asking some to call me the name but I also don’t know because if I love it then I am sure that it won’t end well with my family.
Because my parents gave me a name that is cute and all that. But like, it doesn’t feel like me if that makes sense. I originally used the name for my alter ego with writing and all that but I really, really wish it was my name and don’t know what to do anymore. I told a coworker and they told me it was so much more fitting than my real name and that it wasn’t that different. But like... I want it LOL. So I will just keep stuff for writing with the name I wish was mine 😅
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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Nickname: Holls
Sign: Gemini
Height: 4′10″ (I’m a small bean)
Last thing I googled: Houses for sell near me
Song stuck in my head: Body and Mind by Girl in Red Number of followers: 4 Amount of sleep: Mon-Fri 5-6, 5-7 hours on weekends all depends on my work schedule though. Dream job: being an author and/or being a nurse (I can’t decide lmao) Wearing: Yoga pants, a loose tee-shirt, and some fuzzy socks. Movies/books that summarize me: Heart Stopper, Love Simon; I’m not entirely sure just because the movies and books will have some things that summarize parts of me but anything crime, Greek mythology, and maybe not so straight is essentially it. Favorite song: At the moment, it would probably be Can’t Stop by Red Hot Chili Peppers, it will change after a week.  Favorite instrument: Little biased because I learned how to play the violin but it is my favorite before and still is somehow. Aesthetic: I remember being curious and taking a couple tests to see and they all said dark academia so... Favorite author: I don’t have just one because most of the books I read I enjoy and get more books by the author so if you were to look at my collection of books, the authors that appear the most are my favorites.
Random fun fact: I’m a jack of all trades and a master of none, seriously, need your hair dyed I got you, want your nails done? I can do that to a point. Need something crocheted or anything related to sewing/needle work, I got ya.
I don’t know 15 people to tag so if you see this and want to, do it. @blackhearted60sherlockian @codenamehayden
15 questions, 15 people
ty for the tag @sw34terw34ther!!
nickname: technically elia is a nickname, but i’ve also had people call me el, ellie, lia, and my ex would call me ana. oh and one of my ex friends used to call me evonna kvass (it’s a long story). lucy calls me her little shot of espresso skfjskdj
sign: sagittarius
height: 5’2
last thing i googled: google translate
song stuck in my head: nothing bc i’m listening to music </3
number of followers: 5,002
amount of sleep: usually eight hours i think?
dream job: author
wearing: pink cami, jeans, green coat, converse
movies/books that summarize me: miss peregrine’s home for peculiar children (books & movie), the corpse bride, alice’s adventures in wonderland & through the looking-glass (books & movies)
favorite song: atm i think it’s london boy by taylor swift
favorite instrument: harp <33
aesthetic: literally it changes all the time, but i’m rly into the coquette aesthetic rn
favorite author: edgar allan poe
random fun fact: i’ve had to go to the er for hitting my head twice in the past few years <3
np tags: @gg-is-a-loser @prettybatgf @staygoldwriting @pxgeturner @my-my-only-angel @fyodarling @natti-ice @cherryys-stuff @arakhnee @authorofemotion @goosetheluce @cremexcoffee @marlenemckinnons @kazoosandfannypacks @duchess-of-mischief
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theroyalbiness · 1 year
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Update for Relationship I Guess :)
So the person that I went on a date with and I are now in a relationship, we are now girlfriends (long story so buckle in). We had only gone on two dates and were just seeing where it goes but she comes to see me at work on a specific day and I enjoy seeing her and she is always so sweet to bring my favorite drink when she comes, but a coworker (who is straight) decided to interject themselves into the relationship and was like what are you guys because if I don’t get an answer then you are girlfriends, I’ll make it official for you. Like it’s crossing a line because that was for the person and I to decide alone and when we were ready to talk about it (we didn’t talk about it before then again, taking it slow and we had only gone on two dates) and not when said coworker wanted us to decide.
We didn’t talk about it before and she messaged later to make sure it was fine which I’m fine with if she’s fine with it. We are both fine with it so as you can imagine there is the answer. But it drove me insane when she left and the coworker asked if I was glad that she asked that question for me and I was like no, not really I get you know them but like that was between us and not for you to do because it is crossing a line but I didn’t say that out loud because I was already done with the day and just wanted to go home. So like yay but I hate how it came about, it wasn’t just between the person and I like it should have been. Like I wish I didn’t tell the coworker because they’ve kinda forced a lot of things with the relationship and telling people about it and I was afraid that this would happen but when they found out I didn’t think it would get this bad with them. But here is an update on my life that people probably don’t want 😂
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