We're a team of six that mostly just communicate via notes. Kaiden 💚, Cicero, Seymon, Tristan, and Mary with a lovely Little thrown in the mix
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Nobody:
Me, not understanding how the body works:

- Seymon 👌👌
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This is my first time on Tumblr and now I'm having a crisis I think.
- Tristan
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shout out to my homie Lance who was my friend for like three days until my dad killed him with a boot because he didn't like him
- Seymon
#i was six#he killed him#my first friend ever#lonely kid#he screamed when i cried#actuallymentallyill#rip lance#tw: spiders#he was a spider#tw: death#tw: childhood trauma#tw: child neglect#nobody liked me#host thoughts
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Our body is poc too, brought to you by a traditional ethnic Slav woman born and raised in Anadyr and a melanin-rich man from Illinois.
We grew up in Tomsk until the body was around twelve, and are currently considered an American citizen.
POC bodied systems exist, and while we're not quite as notable, we think it makes our perspective all the more interesting in the grand scheme of things but just as valid as any other system/team/set of headmates.
hey fun fact! we’re black
as in the body is a bonafide person of color
we are in fact melanin rich
our parents are even immigrants!
yes, non-white systems exist
please remember to love and support us just the same
POC-unique experiences tend to be erased in mental health discussion too often for comfort
especially in the DID community
for all our white bodied system friends please don’t speak over voices
we need to love and support each other okay?
thanks for coming to my tedtalk
-vin
#actuallymultiple#osdd#actuallyptsd#did/osdd#actuallymentallyill#multiplicity#actuallydid#actuallyosdd#actuallytraumagenic#actuallyneurodivergent#poc mental health#diversesystem#did
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Shoutout to the 2000's kids because our childhood nostalgia is war and suffering and extreme escapism via shows, books, and video games
- Seymon

#tw: war#tw: world tragedy#growing up#2000s kids#2000s babies#gen z kids#gen z stuff#gen z post#fix it now#climatereality#recession#civil rights#dont ask dont tell#we only have one earth#and you soiled it
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Friend: What do you remember about *topic*
Me: You won't believe me when I say this . . .
Friend: Try me
Me:
Absolutely nothing! To be honest, I'm not even sure what we're talking about, and my level of confusion is over 9000!
#did community#did osdd#actuallymultiple#actuallyosdd#actuallydid#actuallytraumagenic#dissociation#memories don't exist pt 2#host thoughts#she didn't tell me
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To counteract Trisha Paytas' recent actions as well as her alter ego "Tatiana", we are once again posting the link to a Google Drive folder with some of the most recent videos from the Tatiana channel on YouTube. In our endeavours, we also plan to upload Trisha Paytas' videos from the account "blndsundoll4mj" regarding Dissociative Identity Disorder. We strongly urge you to watch the videos from our Drive to avoid giving this woman the attention she craves, because, like most negative influences, we strongly believe she will eventually fade once she realises that the general public couldn't care less about her behaviour.
The link for the Drive folder is here:
And, while we are facing a difficult time, the Says System as a whole would like to offer you all our unwavering condition and support during this era of Trisha's attempt of relevancy. You deserve better than this, and we will succeed in giving you better.
May your day, afternoon, evening, and night be a little better as we make strides towards officially putting in the effort in ending this mockery as a community of people. May your week and month carry better days as our community recovers, and may you rest easy as the year progresses. We love you, and we support you with every fibre of our being as brothers, sisters, and non-binary siblings.
- Cicero
#actuallydid#actuallytraumagenic#actuallymultiple#actuallyosdd#did community#did trisha paytas#did system#did osdd#osdd system#osdd#fuck trisha paytas#dissociative identity disorder
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Also b4 I pass out only to get up in a few hours for a long asf therapy session (not complaining, just tired)
Tristan had to one up me and Kaiden with these more accurate images of us. Because of course he did.
ngl, they look good but he didn't have to flex so hard that it made me wish I'd never put my phone's password on a sticky note for these bastards.
This is the picrew olympics.
In order:
Me, Seymon the worst host in history but also just a rough estimate of what our body looks like atm
Tristan
Cicero
Kaiden
Mary
Sally (a dormant alter, I've been told. Likely had a relationship with Mary before.)
And with that, I'm passing tf out.
- Seymon
#did community#did#actuallydid#actuallytraumagenic#actuallymultiple#the picrew olympics#ummmmandy#tristan did us good#whats next
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Me: Lemme tell you 'bout my childhood
Also me: *only remembers ball pit, nothing but ball pit*
#did community#did osdd#actuallymultiple#actuallyosdd#actuallytraumagenic#actuallydid#dissociation#memories don't exist#ball pit#only ball pit#host thoughts
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Anyway, so, Trisha is still scum and we hate her.
We hate her so much that even Tristan can be nice to me in light of this, and Kaiden actually seems to be pissed off (despite the fact that he's never so much as said a bad thing about anyone, this is HUGE).
So thank you Toilet Paytas for bringing a system together out of hatred for you and letting some others join us in being appalled by your frank insensitivity above all else.
Mary refuses to comment still, but maybe it's because she's used to brutal and abusive people like you.
- Seymon
#toilet paytas#toiletpaytas#trisha paytas sucks#did trisha paytas#fuck trisha paytas#trisha fuck off
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NEW TRISHA VIDEO!
TW for harassment and all the.other stuff she's been doing this far.
We'll keep posting these until Trisha learns to control herself and thinks deeply about her actions. This has to stop, but, the best way we can end this sooner is by watching her videos from third part sources and by reporting these videos on YouTube.
- Seymon and Cicero (co-con)
#alter#did trisha paytas#toiletpaytas#toilet paytas#did community#dissociadid didnt ask for this#trisha paytas#trisha paytas sucks#fuck trisha paytas
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How people expect nb folx to be dressed at their wedding day because of the idea of hyper androgyny.
Fashion and Surrealism opening at The Fashion Institute of Technology(1987), photo by Seiji Kakizaki for High Fashion Magazine February 1988
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So since Kaiden didn't do this, I guess it's now officially my responsibility to acknowledge everybody and try not to be such an awful host.
It's a' me, Seymon, post haircut but basically without my attempted dye job. I'm nineteen, and the moron host of what we've dubbed the "Says System" because we never really shut up. Ever.
And here's Kaiden. He's twenty one, and the protector of our system, though he definitely doesn't look like it.
His obsessions include Train, cosmetology, and Lisa Frank.
He's probably never said anything mean directly, but he will comment on any and all hair fails. Might have been hosting all the way through 2016, but idk, because he doesn't disclose anything about the past or his motivations to me.
He also has a playlist here:
This is Cicero. He's twenty six and sort of fluctuates between being the gatekeeper and he last resort for casual hosting. He's sort of frank and to the point, generally disinterested in meaningless conversation. He talks smart because I'm 99% sure he's taken most of my classes for me lmao. He can be seen most often co-con with me, Seymon, but he has recently taken to fully fronting when he thinks I'm being too stupid.
This is Mary, and she seems to be a trauma holder. I don't think she's fronted recently, but I can't be 100% sure. She yells a lot, or just stays in her room in our home in the inner world. She's about thirty, and one of the older alters. Kaiden says part of her anger stems from the fact that she once dated another trauma holder named Sally who went dormant. She's decided that I'm stupid and won't talk to me so gg I guess because she isn't wrong.
This is Tristan. He's our caretaker despite being sixteen. His primary concern is looking after our new Little, but recently he fronted for the first time and didn't seem to like it much. He also probably hates me because he fronted and said he doesn't want anything to do with me but like, I also don't want anything to do with me, and we kinda stan an honest king.
And here's his playlist that I made for him since he seems to be interested in some of my bops, but tw, because some of these tunes are very vulgar and violent? Idk with this kid tbh:
Vaguely what our Little looks like, though a bit younger. They don't talk, but they've already fronted twice and I now have to keep my oil pastels and other "adult" art supplies in a locked box under my bed. This illustration makes them look like they're going through puberty, but I've heard our Little is about five or six. Kaiden has dubbed them "Indigo" because of their long, Indigo hair that covers what could be eyes but tbh would not be surprised if they just didn't have eyes at this point.
#meet the alters#did community#new to did#protector#caregiver#little#trauma holder#host#trying to accept this#introducing the system#did system#system did
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UPDATE: It was taken down and our account was disabled. We will find another way to upload this video asap.
SECONDARY UPDATE: The video was uploaded to Drive and should be available, but if there are ANY issues at all, please let us know.
The video can be found here:
- Seymon and Cicero (co-con)
Forget Trisha Paytas.
She shall, from this day forward, be called "Toilet Paytas".
You should be able to see the latest video from "Tatiana" here: https://vimeo.com/400834515 with the password "TOILETPAYTAS". If you have any issues, feel free to dm us.
But also, don't watch this if you're struggling right now with your mental health. It really isn't worth it. She isn't worth it.
The only reason we published it in the first place is so that she won't get any additional view from those who are as curious as we are.
- Seymon and Cicero (co-con)
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Forget Trisha Paytas.
She shall, from this day forward, be called "Toilet Paytas".
You should be able to see the latest video from "Tatiana" here: https://vimeo.com/400834515 with the password "TOILETPAYTAS". If you have any issues, feel free to dm us.
But also, don't watch this if you're struggling right now with your mental health. It really isn't worth it. She isn't worth it.
The only reason we published it in the first place is so that she won't get any additional view from those who are as curious as we are.
- Seymon and Cicero (co-con)
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Good news: You can get things for your friends at Dollar Tree! So long as you only have three friends, or you're friends with three people in the same system you can get them anything there and still have enough to cover tax.
Personally I like to get some self care stuff like LaCroix and colognes, if not just a random bath bomb every once in a while. The system has mixed opinions on what we get, but regardless of who is fronting, we can find at least something *good*.
- Seymon

#poor advice#dollar tree#one dollar#everything is literally one dollar#except certain goods that end up being from 25 to seventy five cents#check it out#teen advice
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Stuart Semple doing his DMV paperwork probably: *checks “yes” for organ donor* Stuart Semple: Stuart Semple: “*These organs may not be used by Anish Kapoor, or be used by anyone who intents to give them to Anish Kapoor, FURTHERMORE–
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