by @jenniiyang http://ift.tt/1QhyUea
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I fell too much in love too hard, too quickly.
The first time I told you I loved you was a mistake
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we never really went far,
always arm's length apart,
with our fingertips touching.
i never took a step towards you,
because i was afraid,
and you never did the same
for the same reason.
i regret it too much to describe.
i regret not stepping closer
so i could find out what you felt like.
and it makes me wonder
if you would feel like warmth
that matched your hair
or if you'd be cold
like you say you are.
i'll never know now
because i stopped walking alongside you.
we were no longer so close yet so far;
we became farther from each other.
i never called
or messaged
or wrote.
i just up and left.
and now you've found
someone else to walk beside.
and they're so much closer to you
than i ever was.
you two aren't arm's length apart,
your fingertips just touching.
there is no space between the two of you.
you're shoulder to shoulder.
- c.
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but cant you see how much i still love him? cant you see how much i miss his arms around me and his fingers intertwined with mine? i cant stand how much i wish he would tell me he cared and loved me just one more time. so please stop talking about how much you like him and how much he likes someone else. please stop torturing me by telling me how much better he is without me because i cant stand it. i cant stand the constant crunching of the shards of my broken heart under your feet and his and hers whenever you tell me how much you love him and he loves her and she loves you.
"love triangle" - what i want to say to you, my best friend, but can't seem to spit the words out
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she is a burning fire
it burns and scorches and hurts
if you come too close
you leave with blisters
but if you come close enough
you feel the comforting warmth
i feel the comforting warmth
and of course i’ll get burnt
every now and again
there is no denying that
but it is the reason why
i have such a high pain tolerance
i will get as close as i can
i will
because that fire lights me
to do so many things
she is a burning fire
who will hurt you if you get too close
but we all need fire to survive
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i am, tbh, so fucking pathetic it isn't even funny anymore
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i want to talk to her but it's late where she is and i'm not sure if she's awake
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i can't help but wonder if she thinks of me as much as i think of her
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for some reason i hardly feel anything
maybe it was because i made it too obvious
maybe she already knew
either way she knows now
and for some reason i don’t feel anything
just this weight on my chest
i thought a burden would be removed from these shoulders
instead it seems like i now have one to carry
- c.
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i want to dream, but dreaming requires sleeping. and even then, it's never guaranteed you'll dream
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No one ever wants to talk to the depressed kid. Not even here.
(via these-little-secrets-of-mine)
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colors and swirls,
a girl with red eyes.
tea and roses,
a place full of lies.
a trip into a hole,
at your own expense
she's following a rabbit,
she's fallen into a mess,
wonderland she's fallen into,
a place for the mad.
a maze for the insane,
a land for the grand.
"eat me" and "drink me"
magic, behold.
bigger then smaller and bigger again,
this never gets old.
- c.
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i fucking regret everything
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people have told me to wait and see,
but i have no patience
because i never had any patience with myself,
and i grew to want to speed things up
because of how much i hate who i am.
- c.
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why do i have to be so selfish?
of course she isn't going to think of me
day in and day out or
every single minute of every single day.
of course she knows more people than
just me.
of course i'm not on everyone's mind
because i don't matter all that much.
- c.
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