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13 weeks on T!

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Day after my first injection vs Almost a month on T. I’m such a fashion disaster

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It's here!!!

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Busy few months honestly, but I've had actual developments and like I've been so happy?? The nurse more or less told me that she thinks if all goes over well I'll be able to start T in a month and a bit and I'm just so surprised and happy???

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So I'm out to my mother now a completely accidental occurance but it was needed she hasn't said anything to me since our small text exchange while I was at work but it doesn't look good at least the bright side of this all is the fact my aunt finally started making positive changes to make me feel comfortable after my mom showed her ugly colors

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Am I still trans if the idea of having a dick weirdos me out

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Starting T is exciting and wonderful, I know. You might find yourself examining your face and body for changes every day, and its easy to feel disheartened when things don’t happen instantaneously. 

Masculinisation doesn’t occur overnight. For the first few months you might notice changes happening rapidly, or small changes, and then just….. nothing. You may feel as if you’ve simply stopped. I promise you that it hasn’t. 

You will continue to change and grow into the man you truly are, even if it feels like for the moment your progress is stuck. If you look back on old photos or your voice, you can see how much you’ve really changed. 

Please don’t lose hope. Even if it feels slow, those changes are happening. T is doing it’s job, and you are still as much of a man as any other. 

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New binder and additional gay pics

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I'm super nervous and excited for the 16th I have an appointment with my doctor and hopefully all goes well I'm not really sure how this all works since i wasn't really thinking I was going to transition until I was out of university but this year's been really good on me and since I'm putting all this effort in coming out i figured that maybe it's time to get the ball rolling since I feel ready

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plants + trans pride!! 🍃

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Sorry y'all are gonna see this but I'm feeling body positive today when will there be a gym where I don't feel dysphoria so I can get beefy tm

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A few of my friends suggested that I start this up for when I start T but I guess I'll leave a little bit of info here in the meantime.

I'm Oliver, I'm 19 years old (almost 20) and I've been questioning my gender for years, I think i would have been going as Oliver more quickly if it weren't for the fact that I grew up in a small town with an overprotective nother who wasn't really a fan of the LGBT+ community even though she claims to be.

When I was 18 I finally accepted myself for who I really was and after questioning my gender for nearly 4 years (I identified as non binary for those entire 4 years bit knew it wasn't quite right). Noe here I am a year after and I'm finally starting to look into transitioning with the help of several friends and my aunt. I'm still not out to my mother but I'm getting close to ready I'm in for a journey and I'm looking forward to posting more here

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speaking of transition progress i was on my facebook and it showed me a picture of myself from two years ago and i’m dying

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