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I deleted the server. I didn't know how to get anybody to interact, and a fight broke out earlier that I couldn't prevent, so I don't think I'm qualified to run it.

I'm sorry.

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Maybe if I had been genuinely wanted and loved I wouldn’t have turned out this way

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Your server is basically just the same person talking shit

I'm very sorry to hear it seems that way to you. :(

How do you suggest I make it a better experience? /genuine

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bpd culture is believing that your emotions will forever be too much, too hostile, too aggressive, so you just bottle them up and refuse to let them out out of fear that you’re a monster -🪐🫀

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You are not afraid of new love, you are afraid of old pain.

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If anyone has any tips how to run the server more efficiently or how to make it more accessible, please inform me. It's my first time running a server and I'm not exactly a tech wiz. :)

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Learning how to deal with BPD is self control. So much self control. Repeatedly triggering yourself on purpose to get yourself used to the feeling, the situation, and learning how to self soothe. It's insane work. But it's possible. Recovery IS possible.

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People are all “mental illness acceptance” until someone has homicidal urges and empathy issues and intrusive thoughts and

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Hi so I made a support discord server for people who have loved ones with Borderline! If anyone is interested to join :)

I'm a pwBPD myself and I figured that people who are FPs or have friends or family members with this disorder deserve proper support instead of "CUT THEM OFF" all the time.

[thomapyrin]

Hi so I made a support discord server for people who have loved ones with Borderline! If anyone is interested to join :)

I'm a pwBPD myself and I figured that people who are FPs or have friends or family members with this disorder deserve proper support instead of "CUT THEM OFF" all the time.

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Oh to be my FP's FP

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I feel guilty for every single thing I do, I feel guilty for all the people aware of my existence

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I really don’t know what to do anymore….

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BPD culture is Afraid by The Neighborhood (probably already suggested)

It hasn't :0

-🌸+🪶

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bpd culture is not being your fp’s fp and wanting to tear your hair out every time u get reminded of that

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