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daily reminder that caelum introduced davey and angel goodnight

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genderbent fem!shaw pack is so important to me

like the group of badass women that can shapeshift, are a security detail, and then their pet feral (masc?) friend (darlin).

like ur telling me fem!milo calling her listener "sweetheart" isnt 10 times sexier

or muscle mommy fem david omg

OR KINKY SEXY PUNK ROCK FEM ASH?? ASHE IF U WILL??

*swoons*

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so why would we-- the post button was optional--

Maybe in another life, David wasn't scared of driving recklessly on the road because a drunk driver had taken his dad's life, maybe he's scared of driving recklessly because the love of his life, his Angel died because of hydroplaning on a stormy night rushing to get home to him.

The guilt eats him alive. "I should have picked them up, " - "Why didn't I call them?" - "They were coming to me," - "it's my fault they died. "

Slowly but surely Gabe has to watch what happened to him happen to his son, they are two sides of the same coin except this time Davide doesn't have a splitting image of his partner to see every day, to keep him from hurting himself. Gabe can't do anything but be there and hope it enough.

David's Angel , is actually an angel now.

Sometimes, David sees them in his dreams that feel too realistic or in asher and babe.

The day David had to put his lover in the ground and the day he had to talk about them in the past tense was the worst for him, because he only thought that this would happen after they had the kids and had gone on at least 30 wedding anniversary trips together (he had all the anniversaries planned) but now not even 3 years into their relationship he has to bury them and go to a house without their constant laughter, jokes and Minecraft.

-ill be back with more😛

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corporate redacted au except all the wolf bois are interns to the damn bois and they mutually just look at each other with equal parts awe, confusion, and concern

the listeners are the other department except swapped- damn listeners are the interns and shaw pack listeners are the bigwigs

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guys is it not clocking to you that milo is standing on business ???

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my redacted hot take that is going to start a fight I think

the audios have dropped off 🤷‍♀️

and this is no hate to erik: obviously people have lives outside of yt and quality of things can wax/wane bc we're human and flawed. absolutely no hate to him whatsoever

but as pure objective commentary on the audios, I feel like everything about them has slowly tapered into a lukewarm version of what they used to be

the characters feel less like themselves and more like Erik doing a voice (like Milo and David in their most recent audios)

a lot of the plots have become confusing, and they double back on original plots, like the whole "it was a dream" plot for eli and sunshine.

also I love Damien and Hux, but their plot feels like a lot of self-service, and I dont love not having a listener, but thats my personal preference.

(ALSO I understand that theyre pride videos and AYY PERIOD PRIDE MONTH but again just not my vibe and not inherently accessible for everyone yk)

again, this isn't to say im hating on Erik or that he cant have off weeks or anything like that. im just saying the videos dont feel as lifelike as they used to, which makes me sad, but this is all MY OPINION and observations, not fact!

anyway thats my thoughts

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SO so so happy milo’s back. genuinely you have no idea. but you can’t convince me that mister milo “i can’t wear normal socks with dress shoes, that’s sacrilegious” greer would actually say “how organized does a closet have to be? it’s a closet.” and mean it. in my heart i know he has his closet organized by color and type

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the implication of this is that darlin was reminded of their childhood and being loved by Marie and Milo when Sam healed them on their couch btw

I saw something about the David/Asher/Milo dynamic with how Milo is always third wheel even when they're a trio so I wanted to add my own head canon!

Milo, David and Asher were always close but when it came down to duos, Darlin' and Milo were close.

Close in the quiet way, in the proximity way.

Milos mom was a healer which helped, since Darlin' was always getting into trouble, and Milo was around because David and Asher were usually off doing their own thing.

They were never super emotionally close but as things got worse for both of them (I hc that Darlin' didn't really have a perfect home life either, especially after the first move), they began to confide in each other.

Darlin' never made fun of Milo, especially not for his size. They had older siblings (hc!) and mostly hung out with older people (vampires) so they knew what it felt like to be picked on and didn't want Milo to feel like that.

Where they ignored David's texts, they updated Milo semi regularly when they went to Washington. Not about the hunt for Quinn, but little stuff like, "me and Dad went bird watching today, saw some cool birds".

They bonded in small ways, but ways that mattered when they were younger. No one ever really caught on to how close they really were but if you couldn't find Darlin' after a fight, they were probably crashing on Milo's couch.

Idk i know it's more implied that Asher and Darlin' were closer but I also feel like Milo goes so under appreciated and we've seen almost nothing of Darlin' and Milo interacting so I thought it'd be cool if they were those kinda friends that you just sit quietly with or go on scenic drives with for fun.

Also just in general we don't really know what Darlin' and the other pack members were like when they all met as teens so I like to imagine cute stuff bc lord knows Erik produces enough angst without our help.

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craving a submissive milo greer ba

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David NSFW hc!!

I don’t think he’ll ever use toys with Angel in the bedroom. I see him as someone that’s so confident in his own body and how he uses it that he knows he can make them see stars without anything else. He knows all their spots and where they’re most sensitive, and he can make them orgasm with just one finger as well.

It’s less of an insecurity thing and more of a pure confidence thing, if that makes sense.

The man’s too powerful, and he knows it.

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shaw pack & solaire clan with a baby headcanons

it's obviously angel and david's baby. adopted, surrogate, in vitro, whatever you want, they're definitely having the baby first.

not bc they're married, but bc david is father material. david is girl dad. and angel is such parent vibes already.

anyway they have a baby girl !! her middle name is david's mom's name.

the first person from the pack to meet the baby was actually marie greer because she's like the only person they know that's had a baby and was nearby

marie adored the baby and dressed her in the cutest outfits and brought her a stuffed wolf

milo got teary eyed at the sight of her, declared her 'the sweetest thing I eva saw since candy'.

sweetheart had to actively fight baby fever seeing milo holding the little chubby thing in her pink outfit and bow

asher cannot hold the baby, asher is banned from holding the baby.

he instantly turned to baabe and said "ple--" and they said "absolutely not" (yet, maybe)

darlin' and sam were the last to see them, partially because darlin' had a half-breakdown. "I'm a terrible role model, I can't be an aunt/uncle!"

the baby liked darlin' the best, obviously.

sam is also boiling with baby fever but suddenly realized that he can never conceive, something he hadn't thought important until now

david never lets the baby out of his sight. he adores her more than life itself, and actually took months off work just to be with her.

angel puts her in funky little outfits and feeds her things that are probably too sweet for a baby her age, but who cares?

david worried about shifting in front of the baby, but after he did once or twice, she knows exactly who her dad is and crawls to him

she even does little howls when she sees him and says 'wuff! daddy is wuff!'

angel cannot wait for her to get shifting powers

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siiiiiigh i wish i had a sexy werewolf husband to pavlovian condition me out of being scared of shit

Early David, after learning Angel’s fear of storms, found himself rushing home when he saw the clouds darken and wind pick up. He was driving in their direction before he thought about what he was doing - his core simply flared, desperate to get to his mate. And that was enough for him to drop everything and leave the office.

On the road the wind picked up, adding buckets of rain and lightning to the chaos. His heart sped up, remembering the time he felt his Angel trembling in his arms that night, face desperate to appear calm and nonchalant but the strong grip on his arm telling him otherwise.

He fiddled with the key and opened the door, eyes darting around the house. David let out a sigh of relief when he spotted them on the couch, huddled in the corner edge with the pillows, and wearing his hoodie. They had buried their face in the fabric, but this wasn’t enough to mask the fear in their heart.

He caught a glimpse of their phone on the table, and chuckled to see it opened to his contact. They clearly tried to contact him, but must’ve stopped before they sent the message, not wanting to be a burden.

Their text was left unsent.

“When are you coming home?”

David chuckled. His stubborn mate.

He padded toward them and used a gentle hand to lift back the hoodie, revealing their face. He felt his bond to them light up like a firework when their eyes met his, and they wasted no time to fling themselves into his arms, burying their face in the crook of his neck and breathing in. David gathered them and sat them both on the couch, letting them straddle his thighs and stroking their back in slow movements up and down, something he always did to calm them down.

Angel whispered, barely audible, but David heard every syllable.

“I missed you.”

He leaned back, directing their glassy eyes to his and kissed them on the lips.

As time passed, Angel no longer was afraid of storms. David made sure to be with them anytime there was one, and thus they’ve come to associate it with cuddles and kisses together.

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My personal headcanon that is totally not inspired by real life events 👀 is that Angel “ doesn’t “ drink coffee because it tiggers their anxiety but when their local coffee shop releases their seasonal there for a limited time coffee they have to go there and get the coffee in secret but they never succeed because David always finds out eventually 😂

It was six am. An ungodly hour to be awake, but we do what we have to do. As someone who hates the mornings, Angel Shaw never wanted to be awake this early, but they had to:

Their local coffee shop just released a chocolate-covered strawberry special edition latte.

Angel peeped over at David, the mountain of a husband slumbering in their bed and hogging all the covers. They gave the bed a few good kicks to see if he'd wake up, and when he didn't, they gave an evil little chuckle of glee.

Finally.

Angel slipped out of bed, dashing for their shoes. They had shorts on under their giant sleep shirt (David's, said SHAW SECURITY), and as they crammed their feet into their sneakers, they yanked off the shirt and pulled on a new one.

This was the tricky part. Their door was notoriously loud, and starting the car always triggered some dog-like reflex in David. But if they could hide David's car keys, that would buy them some time to drive away, buy the latte, and return to an angry husband.

Angel gently fisted David's keys, making sure to muffle the jangly metal, and glanced around. Where to hide it?

Couch? No, too obvious. Bowl of fruit, not enough hiding coverage. Inside that pot? No, no. Maybe in the closet behind David--

Angel yelped and flinched back.

David glowered, standing there at his massive height, looming over Angel with sleep in his eyes and rage in his heart.

"What. Are. You. Doing."

Angel gave him a winning smile. "I was going to go surprise you with coffee!"

"You know I don't drink that shit."

"Not yet, because I haven't bought your coffee yet!"

He stepped closer. They stepped back.

"You were going to go buy a coffee at Addie's, weren't you?"

"You should really keep your shirt off, it's doing wonders for that scowl," Angel smiled winningly.

David grabbed them, holding them against the wall. They gave a squeak of surprise. Gently, David pried his car keys out of their hand.

"Can I presume you were going to hide these?" he mumbled into their neck, kissing upwards, sending goosebumps skating down Angel's spine.

"Ye- No, nuh uh," they said breathily, head beginning to spin. "More."

David stopped, stubble rubbing against Angel's cheek. He chuckled. "No. And no coffee for you, you know that. It makes you anxious. The last thing I want is my mate to be losing their mind just because of some strawberry latte thing."

Angel pouted. "But it's so good."

"It's bad for you, my love," David mumbled sleepily. "Just like being awake this early. Come back to bed."

"Only if you give me more neck kisses," they sniff.

David chuckled, and hauled Angel up over his shoulder. They squealed, laughing.

"Go to bed, brat," he said fondly. "And maybe you can get some more kisses."

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i recently got into redacted and GRHRGRHEGG the way you wrote Vincent and lovely has me feral your writing is SO GOOD!!!! big fan ten out of ten recommend liked and subscribed thank you for your service

KISS ME RN ily <333

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David was surprised to learn that Angel was bad with kids. 

Well, Angel says they're bad with kids—there's a difference. But the first time he introduced them to the pack, he paid attention to the way Angel didn't want to move as the shifters' children sniffed and licked them. They slouched in order to take up as less space as possible.

And when Sweetheart's little nephew stayed the night that Milo was out on a three-day job, Angel had been the one with a duffel bag's worth of toys to help look after him. Milo told David when he returned that he found their mates asleep with the little snot, snoring soundly on either side of him. 

Angel's friendship with Darlin' was heavily influenced by the similar ways they hesitate to hold babies. But Angel didn't even need David's help when Greg Keaton handed over his months-old granddaughter—Angel supported the baby's head and nestled her little body into their arms like it was second nature. "Is there a more comfortable way to hold her, since she's a wolf?" Angel whispered to Darlin', thinking David and Greg wouldn't hear. Greg was already smiling when David caught his eye. 

Asher welcomed his sister and her family when they visited, and Angel gravitated to the four year old girl that clung to Madelyn's sleeve. "You smell like Uncle David." Was the first thing the kid said to Angel. 

Angel giggled, and David could only imagine their children with that very same laugh. "I would hope so. I'm his mate." 

Asher's niece blinked. "But you're human." 

"And you're a werewolf." They smirked, challenging. "What's your point, little lady?" 

"Yeah, little lady. What's your point?" Asher ruffled the girl's hair as he walked past.

If Angel being 'bad with kids' was an umbrella term for their lightning fast reflexes whenever a toddler they knew was about to topple over, or for how they soothed a young wolf who had gotten so emotional about the pain of transformation, then David supposed his mate was the worst person to ever live. 

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angel ovulating is like holy sHit but it's also a constant

darlin ovulating, though???

hoooo boy.

david, Asher, and milo actively avoid darlin because they would rather throw themselves off the tallest building in dahlia than have to hear darlin literally purr at the SIGHT of Sam, let alone when he smiles at them

the only people who can tolerate it is babe, angel, and sweetheart because theyre like same bestie. same.

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